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should i go for a run im at 8200 ft

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Bukayo Saka 36' Asst. Gabriel Martinelli

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today i learned delta still allows you a carry on and doesn't restrict you to just a personal item. irrelevant because my other r flight is sun country but. good to know

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WE ARE SOOOOOOOOO BACK

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now i get to do the humiliating experience of a split long run (15 in the morning 5 in the afternoon) because i had to go to work. this sucks cuz i feel like i easily could have knocked out the 20 if it wasn't for the thunder and lightning. blegh

wake up early to long run before work and its uhhhh not raining but nonstop thunder and lightning. not awesome

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wake up early to long run before work and its uhhhh not raining but nonstop thunder and lightning. not awesome

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I keep being like oh i need to be doing things to move my life along i need to go on dates (I've been on a few and am meeting a new person in a week and a half; there's just rarely chemistry/interest on my end which is my eternal issue) i need to volunteer (in the process of doing so) i need to play sports (i do) i need to make new friends (i have) i want to make more money but i don't want to work more (like. whatever). okay so what am i looking for....?

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Apartment is so hot u literally can't do anything but lay there completely still

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sorry to bring twitter discourse to tumblr, but i said this on my private twitter and will say it here: people have extremely warped views on health and human bodies. they think hockey players are “healthy” when there’s no way kiefer sherwood is healthy if he’s throwing 10 hits a game. i don’t think anyone who plays through muscle strains is healthy. if you see hockey players abusing nicotine and think that is at odds with anything about them, you have been infected by the abstract ideal of health as a lean white guy with muscles, propaganda poster style. this is not real. these men are profoundly unhealthy, and i don’t just mean ovechkin eating hot cheetos before games. the restrictive eating and niche diets are also unhealthy. all of them choose to damage their hurt bodies, often permanently (eg. logan couture) because they want to play. they get toradol shots so they can play with fucked joints. that is not healthy no matter how many gluten-free meals they make. nicotine abuse is just another drop in the bucket

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you need to find a stats guy (gn) who is confidently wrong about your team and become their biggest hater i think its healthy for the soul and indicative of a robust fan culture if you have a grudge against someone who spits out data viz that disrespects YOUR blorbo without watching the games <- very important you have to yell WATCH THE GAMES

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mad cuz i ate normal all week but now im home and im trying to eat my dinner and im back stuck with the problem of i just don't WANT to eat the food in front of me. that i made. And HAD been craving. I've eaten like a quarter bowl. i could cry. I've been blaming the heat and humidity which I think is somewhat true. but genuinely what the fuckkkkkkkkkk

Also remember I'm insanely sleep deprived rn lol

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i swear i do think about things that aren't history. but when i get a break from work (in history) that does seem to be where my brain goes