#IM A WEIRD LITTLE GUY OKAY
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woodrow………. i may have to rethink this friendship wdym you have one doc for everything that is so stressful LMAO
-k-atsukibakugou (i am most definitely kidding ab our friendship i could never leave u KITH)
laughs nervously. i have maybe 4 docs that are all 20+ pages long cause i use one document for many many things
and i don’t proofread which is probably evident in my work
no but yeah. i use one doc. because im insane apparently. IDK I THINK HAVING TO SORT THRU FIFTY DOCUMENTS IS MORE STRESSFUL
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the problem is that i cannot be normal when the opportunity to draw merfolk presents itself to me
#i was like okay im having fun watching this stuff as background noise while on the ensekai custom profile grind#and then i just kept going because i wanted to finish everything#AND THEN I GOT TO LIMITED LIFE AND I GOT HIT OVER THE HEAD BY A FISHIE OPPORTUNITY. AND ITS PROBABLY THE SERIES I WAS LEAST INVESTED IN#IM JUST THAT WEAK FOR A REASON TO DRAW MERFOLK#i love my weird little way of drawing merfolk that is more creature than normal. they are monster fish to me not half human half fish okay.#life series#mcyt#mcyt fanart#life series smp#scott smajor#smajor1995#w1f1 sketches#i dont know if im going to draw more fanart of this stuff because it feels extremely embarrassing for me even though its technically fine#but this exists at least. because i am horribly weak to a reason to draw a fish guy
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It's my 18th birthday today!!! :DDDDDD
#I feel my brain fully growing... im so smart and intelligent trust#I haven't drawn my sona in foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr#I think it's really funny that my new pfp and my medkit pfp have the exact same expression LOL#no one will really notice but I darkened his skin tone a little and roughened up his hair#it makes me a little giddy that he looks slightly more like me now#he's different but still the same character at the end of the day. something something metaphore for growth#he was also just straight up fucking pastel yellow before#vecart#oc artwork#oc art#I never really expected to be here it feels so weird#I think I've learnt to be okay with whatever happens. I don't have to be happy all the time. Just gotta move forwards#Going around changing my age to 18 on everything is SCARY OH GOD PLEASE IM JUST A LITTLE GUY
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@crazify linked me in a "spell your URL out with songs" post and I was like hmmmm probably not. I'm pretty shy with my music tastes. Then I did this anyway and not only picked song titles but also the specific OC from OIFIL that I would associate it with.
Yes, B is just the same song. I didn't really have many B titles that could fit Rick..... so I just slam dunked him like a leech onto Karen's B song. It actually still works for him so its fine.
#moe talks a lot#my characters#oops i fell in love#i mean like yeah sure i spent most of the day thinking about songs rather than drawing but#my brain is also stuck on i am very stressed and incapable of functioning due to stress#but i do not work tomorrow and hopefully I can rest up#paul is such a funny lil guy who somehow gets pop songs sung by girls and im like yeah thats him#thats my weird little bisexual freak of a guy#I HOPE ITS OKAY I TAGGED YOU BTW IM SORRY IF IT SEEMS WEIRD BUT IT was inspired by your tagging me#so yeah uhhhhhhh cheers and RIP that none of these are by set it off which is one of my current fixations#also fun fact of nearly every song i could think of is right or brent coded#right even HAS a playlist - he is my only oc with his own playlist#also i debated between rick and evelyn but evelyn isnt as developed as a character#so song association was harder
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starting to get frustrated that any time a person online expresses justified frustration about the current state of stadium ticket prices the response is some shit like "just see a local band for 10 bucks". yes you should see more local bands but, critically, big spectacle events are cool and being able to see a cherished live act or legacy band/artist you grew up with is too and these things used to be much more affordable!! like that was the whole fucking point is you could see someone in the nosebleeds and make a trade-off.
#also most mid-range shows for cool bands I'm going to are like 50 bucks because of fees. that is complain-worthy!#i have to ration how many shows i go to because not much is sub-35 bucks. like okay i want to see 5+ shows it adds up!#and its not bands fault in that weird middle ground- they deserve to be paid more!#like as someone into metal where its not cost-effective to tour esp considering international bands. my mindset is so much different#from a diy punk im sorry. im shelling out money for this shit. even the big guys are little guys without much venue support#my posts
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my lil goobies :) Betty and sidd !!! !! theyre aliens and also news reporters who spread misinformation and conspiracy theories betty's a reporter, sidd's the camera man goin for a pinky and the brain take over the world type beat but theyre both idiots </3
#my ocs <3#i love them so dearly#rare king candy break ?!!? insanity#aliens#? uh#oc tag#fartdd#uhhhh#artists on tumblr#hey thats me !! im an artist!! on tumblr!!#side note idk if im being paranoid but umm#is it okay to give them a speech quirk? is that insensitive? /gen#i dont wanna be like. stupid and ignoratn dont let me do that#i want them to be funny little guys genuinely i dont wanna sound bad or have weird undertones#they sound funny cuz theyre bugs#thats all#i think im being paranoid#the fear(tm)#i do hope yall like the designs tho im very proud :)
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oh im obsessed with this actually… who ever wrote this one i am kissing u on the forehead and hugging you real tight… inigo is such a loverboy im kkkhhhhhhijnsdnfng
#ann plays awakening#EDITING TO SAY I STARTED TAG VENTING HIT READMORE AT YOUR OWN RISK#anyways#LAST LINE IS A KILLERRRR WOW#‘ann werent you just pairing olivia with thar—‘ OLIVIA IS A BUSY WOMAN OKAY#but also i just had this old save file from when i wanted to see pink inigo and decided to get some more supports#im obsessed actually like#ok tag venting time maybe this should be its own post but u guys know who i am#not only does this support in my very educated opinion do a good job at emulating inigo’s way of speaking#but i think theres also a very underrated characteristic he has that not a lot of people talk about and its that hes honestly quite morbid#him spending hours talking to and dancing with his mother’s grave is very beautiful and moving but it is also not a normal way to grieve#which makes sense because duh nothing about his life is normal but its j like. you know#if robin is his father (and maybe j the normal convo i dont remember) in the hot springs scramble he’ll insist upon bringing—#severed risen limbs home as a way to remember the peacefulness (lol) of the springs#and he thinks absolutely nothing of it!!#i think he gets attached to things just a little too intensely and because his life is surrounded by death how he expresses that can be#very interesting. and he talks about death all time more than the other kids#bc while a lot of their coping mechanisms are based in fear and the need to instill confidence in themselves (think cyn or gerome or owain#or sev or yarne or noire)#and how their SCARED of death and of loss and adapt different behaviors to act like theyre not (to varying degrees of success)#i think inigo is much more accepting of the fact that death follows him and has made it a normal presence in his life#which is not a good thing it means that he hasnt let himself grieve. he lets death hang over him and follow him instead of pushing back#also guess which one of the awakening trio in fates has the canonical story death. just by the way lmao#anyways bc im writing this in the tags on my phone i cant actually see what the hell ive been saying im j stream of consciousnessing this#but my point is that inigo has a weird fixation on death and dying that stems from his inability to make peace with death and grieve#and i think him idolizing death in this support (this BRILLIANT fan support that made me ill) is so in character and so lovely#i miss him so bad (hes literally in the photos im posting) grghhhrgah#i wuv him :(
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i dont mean this in a shipping hate kind of way and i hope it doesnt come across like that but i personally think l/abru is 100% funnier if its one sided. i feel like kabru having some kind of weird crush on laios is pretty much canon but i just dont really see laios having any strong feelings about him in return. kabru is like a work friend to him.
theres just something very special to me about the concept of dunmeshis most eligible bachelor developing an obsessive one sided crush on a weird guy he never talked to and then getting steadily further obsessed and mentally tormented by said weird guy and then eventually the weird guy becomes king and now kabru has to stand by his side every day and pretend hes normal about this dude. hes actively vibrating out of his skin with lust and rage about said lust and meanwhile laios is like man i wonder whats for dinner today
#listen i see why people ship it and i have no right to talk about canon considering im equally as delusional about my own ship#i just think the concept is very funny okay#and then bringing in my chilaios bias its twice as funny if instead laios is obsessed with this weird little guy and kabru is like#mentally tearing his hair out about it. but outwardly hes like :) i love my job
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"you are wrong for wanting this, it's not normal" <- and then this being a quiet Christmas 🧍♂️
#okay i guess#it's not like i don't wanna see my extended family I'm just glad I don't have to feel uncomfortable throughout the whole evening like usual#and bringing the therapist card about not isolating myself and socialising more..... low blow man. i know im kinda weird#there's no need to make me feel more like a freak#it's fine i don't care really <- guy who teared up a little for feeling wrong and inadequate#anywoops#no but is okay even if he wants it or not it's just us this christmas so yeah
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Mannnnn, only on roblox will you have the most profound, poignant, human conversation in a while, all the while talking to somebody with a troll avatar who you started conversation with cautiously because you didn’t know whether they would harrass you/be weird
#how a situation turns#i guess#great guy#struggling with things a little similar to some of my problems#but also slightly a red flag which isn’t necessarily completely a bad thing i mean it was literally a vent game#so#but yeah it was nice#an hour and a bit of conversation that flowed smoothly enough#he listened#then i listened#both got slightly philosophical over it#and now it feels weird to just step away from that#back into my room#1am#idk man look it was just nice to have such a human honest conversation with someone that im not#toxically entangled with#in a way that makes conversation difficult#(moots this isnt about you ofc)#roblox#the game was#are you okay#(the teleport button to a public version of the game btw)#(can’t guarantee same results as my own ofc people will be people)#(and definitely DONT go there if you’re not ready to read some upsetting things in chat)#(its a part of the experience i fear)#Asher’s ramblings
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you’re in my mutuals dm’s? i’m in their notifications i’m shy
#ʚ・◞📎 — em entry.#IM SORRY IM SO WEIRD !#i hope u guys see my little note as a lil mini hug :( i luv u okay !!!#i swear i will be more brave & interact more
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just got a dm abt one of my posts and y'all please don't try and show the hermits (or any minecraft youtuber or content creator for that matter) my posts, i'm uncomfortable with it and don't want any of my posts shown to a cc. if they stumble upon it naturally that's unfortunate but i can live with it since i do maintag a lot (something i REALLY need to stop doing tbh i already know i need to make a tagging system just for my blog that wont clog results) but going out of ur way to show a cc is entirely different and something i am not comfortable with.
no hate to the person at all but even if i wasn't a little silly and weird with it sometimes i wouldn't be comfortable with it, i want my blog to be a purely fandom only space with none of the creators involved <3 please respect this
#which is imo how a fandom space should be#i'm old fashioned and it breaks the fandom etiquette rules i stand by#i ship and stuff and absolutely NO cc needs to be subjected to that please and thank you even if it's a non-ship post#not saying hermits and others cant hang out and interact if they wish hell no but like....#if you as any person with a following willingly go into a fandom space you have to expect to see some things you find weird#doesn't even necessarily mean ship just stuff the cc finds weird :v idk im not phrasing this right but like#the rule with shipping around any sort of media has been to keep it away and not show the creators anything !!! and thats fallen out#of practice the past few years with ppl getting more and more comfortable demanding boundaries and personal info from creators#which isn't right imo bc its like you're trying to see how much you can get away with. u want a guide on how to interact and social skills#which is... huh??? just be polite and keep anything weird away from them like what we were doing#some folks nowadays need “permission” to ship stuff even from SHOWS and shit with no real people and its like wow... huh....#u need it to be canon?? u need everything told to u by the show?? wheres the imagination. the spirit.#the making of everything so far removed from what it once was#like that guy that played nick from heartstopper that had to be outed to play a gay guy. like#idk im so sick of the boundary fandom ppl in mcyt 'what if they saw and made it uncomfortable!! im going to show them!!!!'#you are making them MUCH more uncomfortable than i am by GOING INTO THEIR FACE AND DEMANDING THEY LOOK AT IT!!#AND DEMANDING BOUNDARIES N SHIT... CRAZY.... idk the hermits especially its weird to me bc clearly they understand fandom etiquette#and the dynamic im talking about. most of them understand that by going into fandom spaces they will see things they dont like#which is why a lot of them only like fanart and answer questions asked by fans. even on tumblr !!! where the weird ppl are!!!#they also all seem to understand they are playing characters (citing joel cleo and grian as examples) for their audiences#which is. smth the audience itself doesnt understand most of the time anymore. oh my god they all died in real life in hermitcraft season 8#idk hermitblr used to be a lot more okay with hermitshipping n then a bunch of ppl from other fandoms moved in and its all more negative#and makes me sad. idk...#i never meant for this blog to gain almost 500 followers i just wanted to make silly little ship posts and now im scared to#bc ive gotten hate and its.... bwugh.... tempted to remake blogs and make one thats very clearly just for me and a few weirdos#whatever i went off on a tangent in the tags as usual just pls dont show creators my posts even non-ship ones for this reason#jamies bad posts#talking in tags#serious posts#<- ig??? idk
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hm. might fuck around and draw some other peoples ocs just for funsies when I have time its a nice change of pace from what I usually do
#im not gonna do requests since I dont want to promise too much to anyone#but if people are interested in me drawing their ocs I guess like this post? and then I'll go through and find some to draw when I have tim#mutuals I might just draw ur ocs regardless I hope thats okay#ive been wanting to do that for a bit but I always get worried it'll be like...weird or something? IDK but im fuck it we balling#I keep getting really caught up in really big complicated ideas and like#its nice to just draw something a little different than that#I do have some bigger projects on the backburner but I think it'll help to just doodle some new guys as warmups or smth#to remember how to work with the basics instead of like. one million factors.#also who knows if ill stick with this when it isn't 11:30pm but I have been looking forward to artfight and im realizing I dont have to wai
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hm. i think Even thinks of saxon as “their” Master in much the same way jack would think of nine as “his” Doctor. never forget your first, i suppose.
#in VERY different ways because jack thinks of him like that because ‘thats the man he was when i first fell in love with him’#meanwhile even is like. that’s who he was when i was in charge of cutting him open and putting him back together when he was hurt and he did#the same to me.#Even spends a great deal of time around missy and an not insubstantial amount around spy. but you must understand. their master is the guy#who ate some of their organs and replaced them with new ones. who put so much of his own regeneration energy into them that they became a#little less them and a little more him. and who became so used to having them around to rely on that he’d have done that in the first place.#still have a weird relationship with the master in their next few regens but they had it weird with him first lmao#dw oc#also very funny because i refer to him as saxon here but im going to be completely real with u guys. i don’t think Even knows what a prime#minister is or that he ever was one. or if they do it’s because he bragged about it and because they don’t know what it is they just went#huh. okay then. guess that’s another one of his special little titles.#politics extremely low on what is important to Even to learn.
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son boy raccoon trash can man suffering in a dnd au as a cleric bc his warlock will not stop committing murders and he has to keep coming up with reasons murder is valid to convince the gm its fine and under control
#my characters#oops i fell in love#right is trying his best in the au to think about all the logic behind killing someone despite being a cleric SPECIFICALLY#bc he refuses to hurt anyone irl or in dnd and ok fine their warlock can have a little murder as a treat#and the body count is adding up and hes like ... so tired..... please can you not kill for five minutes im running out of excuses#fwiw he has the weird logic of the group in the base plot and the guy who is the gm here#is v open about ok but if we ask right then hell give an unhinged answer completely thought out and rationalized#and in fact asks him hey i know you refuse to hurt people but im having a debate with these two coworkers#if you had to commit a crime for aaaaaanyone on the planet who would you commit a crime for#and he doesnt even hesitate to say luca obviously to which the asker is like WHAT ABOUT MY DAUGHTER#YOU WANNA MARRY HER AND WONT COMMIT A CRIME FOR HER? but LUCA? of all people???? not even brent?#and right is just so confused because first off brent would probably be the one committing a crime for him without being forced#(brent agrees with this statement with a shrug) and second off luca has really weird coworkers and thought he was getting stalked for a bit#due to a misunderstanding with said one weird coworker so yeah obviously right would threaten the guy with a gun which is illegal and#third and final how could he face his beloved angel (the daughter mentioned above) if he was a criminal#he cant tarnish a sweet little innocent girls opinion by committing a crime IN HER NAME gosh fuck off with that attitude#he has STANDARDS thank you very much#and the three at the table are all like okay yeah that was really thought out on the fly youre right#also brent do not commit any crimes for him please and brent just nods in agreement bc ok he wont commit a crime unprompted#also hi animal crossing emotes are so fun to doodle for bye#once again i am baffled by how different the colors look on my laptop in the art program vs posting to tumblr#im going to go insane at how different they look#IM COLOR PICKING FOR MY OWN OCS AND ITS SO WRONG LOOKING IDK MAN
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Huh. If my life was a quote, it'd be "one of those sad ones with a deceptively happy tune"
#quote from MLP:FIW#sorryyyy been kinda angry about my step family all day#sorry but im so tired of my Stepmom acting like she raised decent kids#my step brother is like 25 and living in my dads home. hes unironically an andrew tate fan and treats his very disabled girlfriend like shit#step sister always got compred to my sister who's the same age and put step sis in the light every time EVEN THO MY SIS WAS LITERALLY BETTER#<- like grades n shit#also both step sibs are gross. never cleans up ever. step brother and his gf are banned from the basement#step bro went to juvy when he was 16 and step sis had a trial last year and almost went to jail#also step sis has mono and would rather die than cover her mouth#i feel bad for SB's girlfriend because she has no other support system and sometimes it feels like SB or SS is trying to kill her?????#my dad threatened to kick out the adults if the house is dirty (adults being SB. SBG. SS. My sister. Aunt.)#My sister does SO MUCH HOUSEWORK and nobody cares and im mad#also bullshit rules recently have made my potential eating disorder worse#i don't think its healthy to rather starve than wash a dish but i actually have cried several times over this#not to mention how much i accidentally starve myself#also our food has been less and less because I don't know what I'm allowed to eat anymore because of my step family#also i have to share the smallest room with my sister. its okay tho ilh and i wouldn't want to get rid of her#sometimes it feels like my stepmom doesn't like me or my sisters because we're “weird”. childish interests and artistic#she lectured me about having missing assignments and I started crying#i said i just forgot to turn in some before the deadline and she called me lazy#<- Oops! so close. its actually THE MENTAL ILLNESS#my sisters and i feel like shit#i feel like my safe space is with my oldest sister.#and you all too! i love you guys#i just feel trapped. trapped by my step family. trapped by my own mind.#i was just starting to feel free from the burden of school and she just made me feel more stressed.#i didn't want to study because she killed the little motivation I had#Spanish exam is now “Fuck it we ball”#sorry for the personal post
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