#IK STFU

[cryptonic0dreamer]

Jackson's Diary: Oneshot: Inspired by chapter 131-132: Jackson centric: Angst: Hurt no comfort: No beta we die like exer: Jaxer(?): Could be read as platonic or romantic

And My Blood Will Freeze For You

Jackson has always been used to the cold, ever since his mother died alongside the emptiness he always felt winter had made a home in his heart.

Today was different, today the usually quiet winter raged a storm. He can feel the frost spreading from his ribcage and through the rest of his body ever so patient yet quick, his blood turning into icicles that would cut his skin from the inside to make it's way outside of his body leaving a bloody mess in the painful process.

The rain was pouring outside, the sound of each drop like a song that rhythm with his storm; quiet and almost unheard to the outsiders yet rining in his ears loud enough he can drown in it, and there will be nobody to save him.

Nobody to reach their hand to him, to chase him down a hallway or constantly ask him if he's feeling ok even though he won't talk and he would deserve it

He would deserve drowning for the entire night because he fucked up and hurt Exer

Jackson grinds his teeth and without even knowing it, soft tears start forming in his eyes.

Jackson had spent a long time wishing that he could go back in time to his childhood and do something anything to save his mother, now he wishes more than anything that if only he could go back and change the results of what had happened for Exer.

His mind scrambled at all the things he could've done. If only he never picked up that dairy. If only he never reached out to Exer again. If only he had told the truth. If only he never went to the forest earlier today. If only he ran after David instead,

(If only he never warned David about that rock. A cruel part in him whispers)

Jackson pushes the possibilities away, now only focusing on replaying the events in his head again and again and again and again until the scenes crash together and he can see himself in Exer's place.

He focuses his thoughts on that imagine, his cold blood spilling out. His body laying beneath the rock, his breath shallow as he breathes out cold smoke. Maybe if he tries hard enough he could believe that this is what had happened, that he's the one in the hospital bed and Exer is waiting out with Pamela and David,

Because that's what should have been. That's the reality they should be living in, not the real one he's forced to face right now.

He should've been the one hurt, not Exer. Never Exer

And the worst part is that this won't be the last of it.

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THAT'S ALL FOLKS!

Keep dreaming!

[quehecke]

did an interesting pose for once in my life hkshdjsh

[spar1axkilla]

rip ethan green you would’ve loved making dad jokes 💔💔

[judeiscactus]

imagine in richie brought paul to see the wicked movie even though he’s still traumatized from mean girls last year…

paul: are you sure this isn’t a musical? i could’ve sworn that there is a musical with this title

richie: nonono it’s not a musical it’s just based on the same book

[the lights dim and no one mourns the wicked starts playing]

paul: …

richie: *giggling*

[kavennnn]

DID THEY JUST FISHEYE HIM IN THE MANGA

[ayushipop]

the violence in bottoms (2023) is so satisfying in a way i don't really know how to put into words. somewhere between the violence against women that movies sometimes shy away from too much but also Lean Into a little too much (spectrum of either not depicting realistic violence/harassment due to discomfort with it or the "you can't hit her she's a girl!" concept vs gratuitous sensationalized violence). like it's that "boys will be boys" kind of roughhousing that girls are excluded from if the narrative frames them as too delicate / feminine / untouchable. and i see them beating the shit out of each other and it feels Good. they're not untouchable dolls nor are they objects to project malice and gratuitous violence onto! it's not even fully about the empowerment or seeing girls be able to fight back (which does feel amazing in its own right and the movie does a great job of delivering it) like even seeing like, idk black widow beat up a bunch of guys in a marvel movie doesn't feel the same as how bottoms does it. it feels unpolished and grounded and realistic and satisfying. #girlswillbegirls

[lalaooopsie]

Absolutely unhinged thing to say, well done Todd👍

Yes how camp mhm very campy Batman

[bimirmir]

Official Balam in mafia AU

I am SO INTRIGUED by the characterization of Balam in the official mafia AU. So far we've only seen him 3 times, they're clearly trying to hold him off for a bigger introduction. From what i gathered, he's a doctor from the black market, and I'm pretty sure he's partially responsible for disposing of bodies for the mafia.

Still, more than his occupation, I'm even more intrigued by the relationship he has with Kalego and Opera.

He's treating Opera for a mystery illness that they apparently have, and they really hate going for their check ups. I really hope they're still friends though 🥺

And when it comes to Kalego... Since when does Kalego call Shichiro "that damn (anything)"????

"That damn black market doctor"???? Kalego wdym!!!! That's your husband!!!! /j

Kalego seems to be poking fun/bantering with Shichiro, simultaneously throwing more work at him, meanwhile Balam seems to be straight up annoyed by that. They're such good friends in the original manga, I can't imagine them being anything less...

[squarecubetesseract]

You do not understand how joyous it made me that vander and silco are besties again in the alternate reality (all the more making me sad that they are not in the real story)

[wortsandall]

im so mad they killed roy while jason was recovering from rhato #25...sicko behavior from the writers

[ooogleys]

DRDT SPOILERS IN TAGS!!!!

highkey i would hate being ace markey

[1800-lemon-boy]

Friendly reminder that at the ripe age of 12/13 will solace watched his older brother die and couldn’t even help find the body. He was instantly dragged away to heal others.

<33

[transccornell]

Killjoys as eyeshadow swatches!! :P

[luvrloki]

LOGAN “KITTY CAT EARS” HOWLETT

[dariasigmaf1]

"He (Senna) openly admits that he missed Prost when he left: he can't live with him, but he can't live without him either" Ayrton Senna (book) by Richard Craig (this is not casual btw)

[charmac]

Trans Charlie means everything to me

Anything and everything but certainly not cis