#IF SHE AINT WANNa be TOUCHED don't TOUCH her.

[kyunghwannie]

Who in twice have this wild experiences in sex part 2 scenarios.

1.) Had an anal sex.

2.) Had tried BDSM.

3.) Had lesbian sex.

4.) Had gangbang session. (consensual)

5.) Joined an orgy session.

6.) Filming her different sex sessions and have a collection of it.

Thank you bro. 🔥

KYUNGHWANNIE’S "TWICE: BEYOND THE STAGE LIGHTS" DELULU SEX DIARY (PART 2)

(Disclaimer: This is pure, unfiltered fanfiction chaos. Idols are humans, but let’s not pretend we know their bedroom habits. Unless…? 👀)

Before going in, Go shoo and read Nabongie stuff.

1.) Anal Sex – "The Backdoor Surprise"

Winner: Momo (with zero hesitation).

The Scene: Post-concert adrenaline, hotel room, and a very persistent foreign dancer who whispered "I know you can take it" in Japanese.

The Act: Started with a "just the tip" lie, ended with her ass stuffed full, her thighs shaking, and her moans muffled in a pillow. "Fuck—ahn~, why does this feel better?"

Aftermath: She still does stretches before soundcheck. Coincidence?

Honorable Mention: Jihyo (tried it once, her puckerhole gaped erotically with the roughness, came too hard, and now it’s a special occasion treat).

2.) BDSM – "Tied Up & Teased"

Winner: Mina.

The Setup: Private penthouse, silk ropes, and a "strictly professional" photographer who definitely wasn’t hired just to spank her.

The Kink: Blindfolded, gagged, and begging for permission to cum. *"Please, sir—*hahh~, I’ll be good…" (Spoiler: She wasn’t.)

Why Her? That "ice princess" vibe is a lie. She’s a brat who loves being put in her place. (Tbh, she is an ice princess brat..possibly. Iam lying she dominated me a lot)

Runner-Up: Jeongyeon (discovered she loves being called "good girl"—shocking no one. Nah she is both dom! Momo as well. Depends on her mood).

3.) Lesbian Sex – "Girls’ Night In"

Winner: Sana & Momo (obviously).

The Story: Drunk, giggly, and "just curious" after a dorm party. One "accidental" kiss led to Sana eating Momo out on the couch while "TT" played on loop in the background. Yeah, Momo totally didn't got a dildo and used it on Sana. (i was busy that time that's why.)

The Verdict: "We should never do this again." (They did. Weekly.)

Honorable Mention: Chaeyoung & Dahyun ("for art"… sure, Chaeng).

(Chaeng pic is lower)

4.) Gang Bang – "Anon, You Weird for This One"

Alleged Suspect: Nayeon (because of course y’all picked the bunny).

The Scene: Some wild fanfic about her being "passed around" backstage by 5 guys. Getting those goddess bunny pussy and butt which should be prayed to pounded by some randos

Reality Check: Nayeon does not share. She’s the main character, not a community toy.

Roast Level: ✨ "Anon, you watch too much ‘idol ganguro’ JAV. Go sit in the corner and think about your life choices."

(P.S. Kyunghwannie would never share his girls because he touched grass☘️.)

5.) Orgy – "Group Project Gone Wild"

Winner: TWICE Dorm (Allegedly).

The Rumor: That one night when the power went out, and allegedly… Jihyo "accidentally" sat on Sana’s face, Momo "tripped" onto Tzuyu’s lap, and suddenly everyone was naked.

The Truth: Probably just a cuddle pile. Nah, i lied. They had been touching each other and dragged me in too. I became a good dildo to the Tdoong pussies ofc.. (Sniffs and plays sad music with Cry For Me instrumental)

6.) Sex Tape Collector – "For Research Purposes"

Winner: Chaeyoung.

The Evidence: Her phone’s "art references" folder is suspiciously large.

The Content: "Just documenting my… growth." (Sure, Chaeng. Sure. As if you aint wanna see how your pussy gapes when thoroughly used.)

Bonus: She definitely edits them with moody filters and "aesthetic" angles.

Wildcard: Tzuyu. (I dunno why but i feel like it. She may be like the serene maknae but don't seem like she would mind watching herself and me- ahhh i mean Y/N fucking each other, yenno?)

Final Verdict:

Most Likely to Have Done All of These: Sana (again). Zero shame.

Least Likely: Tzuyu (unless it was filmed for "aesthetic purposes").

Sparkly Roast Delivered! 🌈 (Now go cleanse your soul with TWICE’s cute vlives. You need it.)

(P.S: Kyunghwannie may or may not have been the "foreign dancer" in Momo’s anal story. Hehe.)

Note: To those who wonder why did i do sparkle roast? I personally don't like NTR (being a cuck), old fat (not fatphobic but the trope is nah uh for me) guy, Inhumane fat BBC or BWC (yes, some people write that in tags. How the fuck can women take a cock bigger than 10? It will actually split em. Poor girlie) The green goblin anime shit, Gangbang (hell-nah, i aint sharing), R@pe trope (I know i write smut with kinks but you can still see it has build up plot not straight horny lust. It's all fantasy [which i wish would be true for me. Id sell kidney to be TWICE's slave] i still respect women too much if someone ever meet irl. I cant even make eye contact without being nervous. Duh). That's basically the only things i don't like. (Tentacle one is just weirdly funny to me idk) And iam basically fine with everything else. (I hope so?? Hehe)

But hey, you Don't need to care about my Personal opinion, you do you. Slay, queen/king.

Just keep it a fantasy. Not an obsession or something you’d want to do. That's my onpy wish.

Love you with Sana's Glitter nail paint on my fingers.

[wonryllis]

PREVIEW2 : the hot dad next door (m) | park sunghoon.

﹙ 🎬 ﹚ ぃ ────𝗶𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗵𝗼𝘁 𝗱𝗮𝗱 𝗻𝗲𝘅𝘁 𝗱𝗼𝗼𝗿 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝘀 𝘆𝗼𝘂?

preview. the ever quintessential first time dad moves in next door with his five year old and finds it impossible not to fall for you, the pretty girl who gives his daughter cookies and him; the doll eyes. obsessed with your entire being, unable to keep his hands off you, park sunghoon questions if he's just crazy or he's crazy over you.

or where, he notices the way you look at his hands a little too long for it to be innocent.

meet the cast. single dad!park sunghoon with his pretty neighbour fem!reader.

genre. DILFF AUU !!, SMUT MDNI, fluff, neighbours to lovers, sunghoon is quite literally yes insanely crazed over you and for the sake of god can't keep his dick soft, domestic a little bit i guess, i want to make her my wife trope EEEKKK, slight age gap (hoon in late twenties and reader in early twenties) more to be added.

word count. 1.2k for this preview and around 20k for the whole fic.

warnings. inaccuracies about parenting cause i aint a parent, i got no idea. some hot making out in this one, dad sunghoon tired bothered from work yes it's a warning. more will be mentioned in the actual post.

check out the first preview!

"is ji— " sunghoon stands again at your door, few days later on the weekend. this time more formally dressed than normal, adorning a sleek tight fitted vest and a navy blue blazer with buttons fastened at his waist. hair styled and glasses sitting prettily on his nose bridge. the sweat trickling down his forehead and the heaviness in his breath making you feel things despite knowing it's because he's worried about his daughter with how late he got back.

"she's here don't worry, just fell asleep while waiting for you," you reassure his distraught self. being a single and new father took a much harder toll on him at times like these when he couldn't be with his angel and he honestly didn't know how he'd survive if it weren't for you.

his job asked a lot of him and he couldn't always asks his friends and family to look over her, to have someone like you beside him was a breath of relief.

"i'm sorry, the meeting lasted longer than i thought and then traffic—" he tries explaining, wishing you aren't fed up of him and his daughter yet.

"it's okay sunghoon, everything's fine. do you wanna have some wine before you go?"

in hopes of easing his stress and let his mind have a rest, you offer in a feeble tone of expectation.

sunghoon nods, sighing as he takes off his shoes slow and tired. trudging behind you as you walk over to the fridge to bring out the heavy bottle. you look up to smile at him across the counter while he slips off his blazer and folds up his sleeves, there's no way he does not know what he's doing. but then loser clueless sunghoon really is not aware of the effect his exposed arms have on you. his friends and colleagues have told and he probably remembers it at the back of his mind, but the thing is, he is not really trying at this moment, he's just tired from work.

hot and bothered. and being alone with you in a room like this is just making him feel hotter.

it takes him a second but when he notices you struggle to get the wine glasses from the shelf, he does not think much before walking over and grabbing them for you. his body behind yours, chest touching your back and with his hands stretched out it's like you trapped between him and the counter. the scent of your shampoo hits his nose and that's what makes him realize just how close he is to you.

he stands still for a moment, trying to inhale as much of you as he can, but when he feels you shift, about to turn around, he's immediately snapping out of it; stepping back in an instant.

"i-i'm sorry, just noticed you needed help so," he mumbles apologetically, rubbing the back of his neck in shyness like usual and yet again unaware of how much you did not want him to be sorry.

"yes, thank you sunghoon," you smile at him despite the little tinge of frustration at the back of your subconscious.

leading him to the couch, and sitting awfully close to him on purpose you put the glasses on the tea table, pouring in the wine as you discreetly watch him shift nervously beside you. sunghoon feels distressed and troubled, once again he can smell you the tingles of white musk playing his nostrils. and he can also feel your thigh rubbing against his, albeit obstruct by the fabric of his suit pant, still very much obvious. perhaps the wine will help him calm down.

"so how was your day?" you hand him the glass, taking your own and staring at him as you take a sip, waiting for him to answer.

you listen in patience as he rants about how all that could go wrong went wrong at work. gazing over features, and the way his clothes hugged him right. at some point, his brows furrow and he starts to frown, looking towards the balcony as he speaks.

it bothers you for some reason, you don't want him to be so stressed. with the slight intoxication of the wine in your system, you reach forward to take his glasses off, putting them away on the table alongside your empty wine glass. and tugging him closer by his wrinkled tie leave a little wet kiss, a spilt second of a first move and sunghoon swears he feels all his hesitations disappear.

his breath slows down and his face relaxes for that short moment your lips touch, internally malfunctioning at the situation, short circuiting in stillness, wide eyes and unmoving lips.

however as soon as he sees at the dazed look in your doll eyes when you pull away, all his nervousness flies out, for all he can think of is the way your lips moved on his, and how addicting it felt, like something he wanted to feel every single moment he possibly could.

"fuck," he pulls you back by the back of your head, quite literally engulfing your lips in a sloppy kiss, going berserk over the feel of you. his hands are quick to slip to your thighs carressing up and down a few times before grabbing them to haul you onto his lap. it's a mess. he can't seem to stop, kissing over your lips over and over again in soft nibbles, sometimes dragging a moment to suck on them. hands once again carressing from your thighs to your waist, holding you tight in his arms by there, yanking you closer.

it takes everything in him to pull away but it's only to catch and breath and there's no way he's letting this chance go. tucking a strand of hair behind your ear while your sweaty foreheads rest against each other.

just as he's leaning back in, still breathless,"dada?" the sound of jia's voice down the hall has you both immediately pushing away and sitting back down on the couch properly. sunghoon brushes back his wet hair and tugs at his tie before standing up to get his daughter.

"yes baby, dada's back. come on, let's go back," the way he picks her up and walks over to you makes your insides tingle, still not over the kiss.

"we're gonna be going then, thank you for—" sunghoon's eyes linger over the wine glasses and how messed up you look and he gulps before he continues,"having us over," his words sound deeper yet more innocent than the seductive meaning behind them.

you watch them walk out the door, waving jia and sunghoon good night as they unlock their front door and go in.

inside, his blazer still hung over the edge of the couch. a testament to the reality of all things that happened in the room. of it being more than just a dream. you enjoyed having jia over and taking care of her, it was never a nuisance and the fact that if you were to be together with sunghoon she would be your daughter too sounded more of a gift than a burden. you understood his situation, and despite not yet knowing of how and where jia's mom is, you trust him.

it was the start of a something sunghoon never wanted to end. and he could only hope you'd feel the same way. if only he knew how you felt.

[consciousblogworld]

#WATCHER

pairing: Abby Anderson x f!Reader

warnings: fingering, masturbation, hooking up, talks of fingering, consensual sexual acts.

You wanted to wait for her to get off patrol, but it was hard after smoking yourself a joint that you found in a bag in a nearby warehouse. You and Abby having secretly been hooking up for almost a year now, having to hid from Owen because she still held feelings for the man, even if she didn't want to tell you.

She arrived at her room, placing her backpack down only to see your sleeping figure on her bed. Her eyes wondering to the ground as she lifts your bra into the air, holding it in front of her face to view. "Stripped your clothes off f'me already princess?" She muttered under her breath, causing you to stir from your sleep.

You hum in response, not having heard her clearly. "What'd you say Ab's?" You turn to her, only to see her holding your bra above her head with a smirk. "I said, already stripped ya clothes off for me huh?" You shake your head, smiling back. "I just wanted to be comfy, been wearing that bra all damn day." You yawn, sitting up and almost hitting your head on her top bunk.

"Did you miss me princess?" Hearing the nickname clearly made your stomach churn and the arousal pool in your shorts. "Yeah, I did." You squeeze your thighs together. "Yeah?" She moves closer, towering over you like she usually does. "I wanna ask somethin'." She says softly, bending down slightly to meet your eyes.

"Can I watch you touch yourself? I just wanna see how you like it." Your eyes widen a little. "You wanna watch me touch myself?" She nods in response, squatting down infront of you, placing her hand on your thigh. "Can I? I want to so bad YN." Her saying your name made it sound like she was begging.

So, you listened.

You slid off the tiny shorts that dawned your legs, letting them hit the floor. Your hands sliding down to your wet cunt, her eyes lingering on your face, gliding down to your fingers. "Take em' off." She says barely above a whisper, sitting in a chair across from you. You slide the panties down your legs, letting them hit the ground next to your discarded shorts.

You spread your legs, letting her see the slick that coats your folds. "C'mon, I aint got all day." You roll your eyes. "I don't gotta do this Abigail." You say her full name threateningly. "Just like I don't gotta fuck you either, but I do it right?" She tilts her with a slight glare. You continue, spreading your legs for her to see.

You spread your folds, the cool air hitting your clit causing you to shiver slightly. "You must be teasing me huh? Wanna go all slow?" She crosses her arms. Finally you let your index finger slip into your clenching hole, letting out a small whine. "Fuck.." You start at a steady pace, your finger penetrating you at the angle you like.

"Go faster princess." She slips her hand into her boxers, letting her fingers sink onto her own sopping clit. You speed up the pace, bucking your hips into your fingers as you press your thumb to your burning nub. "Abby.. ohh- fuck...!" The knot in your stomach becoming tight, your eyes low as you watch abby touch herself to you. "Feel good yeah? Goona cum- agh..!" Her grunts turning into whines.

You throw your head back, saying her name repeatedly as your penetrating your core faster, your head hitting the wall hard. "Im gonna cum Ab's.. yesyesyes-!" Your thumb presses down on the swollen nub, finally allowing your release to wash over you. Abby whines loudly, cumming with you and letting her hand slide out of her boxers. "Come here." She says softly.

You stand, aproaching her slowly. She places her slick covered fingers next to your mouth. "Open." She commands, forcing you to open your mouth, licking her fingers clean of her cum. She takes your fingers and does the same.

"Now that I know just how you like it, lemme make you cum one more time princess."

[bluebunnysart]

Fanart of my own fanfiction (Chimera Teto x Android Miku)

Good news! When I woke up and looked at my art again today, I liked it, so here's the uncolored version! I trust you tumblr people, so here you go! You may view. This technically means I've drawn UTAU Teto (here) and SynthV Teto, but I really want to color this and take my time doing so, so here are the lines before it turns into something else hahaha 😂😂😂 Read More for the stuff I wanted to write last night but was too tired to (also the art time lapse)

I showed like two WIPs of different ideas on Twitter but none of them were this LOL (just goes to show how much I wanna draw and see of these two specifically) but the reason I decided to go with this is 'cuz that fanfic I wrote in like one day really got me excited and it made me really want to draw them as I was imagining more stuff about them. Here I'll talk about what I had in mind

I love chimera Teto, especially her majestic wings, and what I drew here is basically inspired by that! Teto's basically the only "living, sentient" thing around Miku so far (I dunno how to approach adding more creatures just yet), which makes Miku extra interested in her. But basically Miku likes Teto's wings and tail too and is very fascinated by them.

I had an idea where Miku is just holding or playing with Teto's tail out of nowhere and complimenting the heck out of her, and that was condensed into this piece. It was too crowded on Miku's side to have Teto's tail there as well, but the reason Teto's embarrassed (tsundere is nice, aint it xD) is 'cuz Miku is indeed praising the heck out of her. Calling her cute and saying how cool her wings are and whatnot.

The dialogue kinda goes like, "Your wings are so cool! And I really like how expressive your tail is! I wonder what I would do with a tail. It's so cute! Actually, now that I think about it, all of you is really cute!!" (Teto, embarrassed: "Stop talking now.") wwww

Miku does have a kinda tail actually! It's the chain on top of her skirt. As an android, I was thinking it works as sort of a battery plug or USB or something. I can show off more of that later (since it's really small here lol) but she can use it to receive electricity and recharge herself, I guess~. (Note to self: make it bigger?)

I haven't shown off much of my art style, but most (normal) characters usually don't have pupils. (See: this Teto, who's a living breathing creature.) As a result, I decided to give Miku pupils (kinda robot-like) to make her seem like more of a robot. She also wears the thing (headphones) over her ears, of course, which I can also use to make her seem more robot-like. There's no green flashing of code in her eyes right now but I might draw that sometime too, after my loads of other ideas...

Teto's wings aren't fragile. They're probably firm, hard, and could even be scaly/rough (up to my own whims or the reader's own preference). Her letting Miku touch her (wings) is probably a huge display of trust/confidence. Teto's wings are strong enough to carry her far distances and even allow her to fly in bad weather, I think. It's up to Teto herself how much energy/desire she has to do things like that though.

This is mentioned in the fic too, but Teto probably folds her wings a lot so they don't get in the way. She's kinda like a bird. I think her silhouette against the sun or moon, with full wingspan, is probably majestic (I'm imagining the Batman symbol for some reason lol). I know some people color Teto's wings as purple, but I specified black in my fic to match her tail. ^^

In order for her wings to breathe, there are probably holes in the back of her outfit to accommodate them, but they're only big enough for the wings (ellipses/ovals probably): she either tears/cuts holes into the shirts she wears for her wings or they already fit her wings so there's no problem. I wonder if Teto made her UTAU outfit herself in this setting. xD (A girl has to pass the time SOMEHOW plus she's probably at least a little bit handy when it comes to clothes and stuff (survival).)

If, while I'm coloring, I need to make adjustments to the seating and lineart and all that, I will, but I figured I'd show off what made me stay up 'til 5 AM last night and then get embarrassed to post 'cuz I thought I wasn't finished yet. I woke up and I liked it, so I'm just gonna put it in this here blog. c:

I don't know how to color, so coloring will be a trip 😂

[hxpel3s5-slxxt]

𝔐𝔬𝔳𝔦𝔢

Characters: Takashi Mitsuya x Reader, Keisuke Baji, Nahoya Kawata, Takemichi Hanagaki, rest of Toman mentioned

Warnings: Swearing, bitches messy asl, idek girl this shit jus came to me

A/N: Italics+bold=other girl

"Bitch, you look like a fucking mutt, bitch."

Right now, you and Toman were on the way to see a movie. You sure as hell was not getting on no motorcycle, so ya'll were walking.

However, comma, dumbass Takemichi had to use the restroom even after you told everyone to go before ya'll left.

So, ya'll stop at a park so he can go. While ya'll were waiting, some little girl wanna come up and flirt with your man.

At first, you were side-eyeing her and rolling your eyes like, 'Bitch, get the fuck on.'

You brushed it off, cause you know you and Mitsuya are locked in for real. Besides, everyone could tell he wasn't feeling her at all.

Now, not once during this whole ordeal was you ever disrespectful towards that little girl, but she wanna be rubbing on his arm and shit. So, you had to do something. As politely as you could muster, you said, "Uhm, ion think my man wants you touching all on him like that."

And you gently pushed her crusty hands off him. Then, she wants to go and get disrespectful and say, "Don't touch me, you musty bitch."

Okay, now you're upset.

Then, Mitsuya, being the gentleman he is, says, "You need to watch your mouth. I really wasn't interested anyway." And shrugs her off.

Then, for some reason, she wanna go off on you.

"Bitch, please. You look like Freddy Krueger. I really should beat your ass."

Mitsuya, already knowing something was about to happen, was already between the two of you and pushing you back.

That aint do shit, though, cause all you did was yell over his shoulder.

"Nigga, you should not be talking, ho. You got a whole seafood boil in your panties." At this point, you was reaching over his shoulder, trying to grab her, cause she wanna fight, right? But Mitsuya was not having it. Nigga was holding you back, tryna talk you out of fighting that little girl.

At that, the bitch was just standing there, not doing anything, but she wanted to talk all big and bad, so you called her out.

"Bring yo Hungry, Hungry, Hippo looking ass over here, bitch. You aint slick. I thought you wanted to beat my ass."

Now she wanna walk up (still a safe distance away, cause the bitch is scary as fuck) and start putting her hands in your face.

"Bitch, you're scary; you're terrifying, ho! Run up, get done up, bitch! I'm like that."

You really have to look at her like she's dumb, cause she can see you're being held back. "Bitch, you look like a fucking mutt, bitch. You see he's not letting me go. Don't try and play that."

At this point, you're done arguing with a stupid ho, so you let Mitsuya take you back to the rest of Toman.

Everybody else brought their girlfriend too, so they were ready to fight because the bitch on the phone was talking about, "Let me call my friends," like a bitch. You and your friends can get it.

You see that Takemichi is back, and everyone was ready to go. Except for Nahoya and Baji, who had one arm around their girlfriends and were recording the fight with the other. You roll your eyes at them and smile.

"Ya'll ghetto as fuck." You laugh, smacking their heads.

"Aint you fighting with some girl in public?" Baji points you out.

"For real." Nahoya backs him up.

"Nah, cause she wasn't ready for this work." You giggle and go to hold Mitsuya's hand.

"Come on, so we can go see this movie."

[bullet-prooflove]

The Spotify DJ Made Me Do It Prompt List

Hey babies!

By now you all know how this works but for those that don’t

Feel free to pop any of these prompts with a character I write for.

Please check the updated character list on my pinned post to see who I am writing for before submitting a prompt!

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Stare at a wall that's told a thousand tragedies Holding a hand that's loved every part of me

He took the pistol right from my hand As he put it to my temple, I asked Do you think it's gonna be that simple?

Girl, I love you, and I've known it since the day that we met

A bouquet of flowers clutched tight in her hands

A little scotch and the rocks and I’m fine

Everybody wants to know how it felt to hear you scream

Oh, life tried to teach me it only gets worse But I met you just after the end of the world

I’m gonna love you like I just got out of jail

Even though you gotta gun to my head You'll be the one that ends up dead

Deep breaths from the room where I watch you lie Any beat from your heart gets me through the night

You gripped my hips so mean

When I taste tequila, oh man baby I see ya

We wrote a story in the fog on the windows that night

Sometimes when I look at you I see my wife.

You're my love, you're my death, you're my alibi Say this isn't goodbye

Before you say goodnight, forget all the reasons That you wouldn't kiss me, I dare you to lean in

I can kiss somebody brand new and not think about you

Fights so dirty but your loves so sweet

My thoughts came flooding in I started to drown

Red roses sitting silently beside the bed

A touch like clouds and kiss like gold The only piece of heaven that I'll ever hold

Take my soul, take my heart, tear me apart

You caught me by surprise, changed my destination

Girl, don't think about what could go wrong Just think about what could go right

What I would give just to see you again

'Cause the closest damn thing to Heaven on Earth Is a feeling that I get when I'm loving on her

You’re girlfriend deleted my number

I’ve watched every tragedy, waiting my turn

My blue side, my fire eyes, my heart keeps me in the fight,

Everybody knows if we fucked on the bathroom sink

If you take one more step Then the damage is done But if you turn around You'll be giving this up

I still remember the last look of hope in your eyes

you stood and held me as everything burned

We’ve been through the past We’re still here somehow

Blood on my shirt, my heart in my hands

Cause I ain't looking for a one time thing Maybe I want four years and a ring

Don't wanna live if the thought of loving you is dead

Deceive and fuck me, then disappear

So she got to the door with a tear in her eye

Aw hell, baby you're the one, You're the one that I've been looking for

I’m not saying he’s a bad guy but that guy must have lost his goddamn mind tonight

He might love you, He might really love you

Just a little rush, babe To feel dizzy, to derail the mind of me

It might take him years but she'll trust in the end

So wherever she is, I'm gonna go get her

But it feels real to me now, it felt real to me then

I turned back one last time just to prove you were there

I’m not saying I’m the one but I know he sure as hell aint.

And it really don't help that she ain't called me back

Cause when I'm all fucked up, I don't feel no pain

[charlieluver]

𝑴𝒆𝒍𝒐𝒅𝒚

(Ben Shelton × singer!fem reader) Word count: 750+ Warnings: none Part 2 Divider: @firefly-graphics Ben's talk. Ben's thoughts ✭ Y/n's talk. Y/n's thoughts

24th January 2025

Ben Shelton was struggling. The first set was gruesome, that led to a tiebreaker. His confidence was being broken, little by little, as the game progressed. His journey of Australian open had come to an end, with the Italian defeating him in straight sets. Ben replays the match in his head while cooling off on the bicycle. He reflects on his performance, a pang of sadness filling him. He shakes his mind and starts cycling faster. shit I could have won that "Ben, relax now and introspect tomorrow, you know the drill" his father say, patting his back. He nods at the advice, his pace back to a comfortable one. His mind, now lighter, subconsciously replays the past day's events. Being in the bar, drinking, you. I wish she came today to see me

He opens his phone, and to his surprise, sees a celebrity blue tick dm. It was from you. His heart raced, like a teenager all over again, before he opened the message.

Y/n_muzics: You played well today, dont be too harsh on yourself :)

Ben smiled, the muscles of his face sore. He typed out a quick reply before hopping off the bike, getting ready to go to his hotel room.

Ben_shelton: Too bad you weren't there

⭐︎ ⭐︎ ⭐︎

One text from him led to several replies from you, updating about your lives , so different in all the ways imaginable. Conversations moved out of instagram, entering the messages, which were meant for close people, right? You both talked more than just about your days, about life in general, sharing each other's hardships and difficulties. Ben managed through different timezones, a text or a message always avaible at your end, just to keep you in touch. It felt that coming after a long day, all you need was just a small message from him. As the weeks passed, the texts were now replaced with pictures, voice messages about the silliest things Ben saw while practicing or about how horrible your manager cooks. Ben has been winning matches, you congratulating him on his every win, mostly through a funny cat gifs that he loves. But this night, it was different. You were deciding on which gif to send, but you being you, called him by accident. You yelped, phone lying on the bed as you tried to cut the damn call. But your hands froze midway when his deep voice filled the room. Sup, somethin' important?

I-I'm sorry, this was by accident. I really didn't mean to. You see him laugh, briefly licking his lips. gosh he will be the death of me That means you don't wanna talk with me? I'm hurt man Your eyes widen. No no, that isnt what I mean-

I know, I'm just messin' with ya. Kill yourself Ben you laughed, earning a chuckle from him too. And congratulations on the win, again, like usual Thank you m'lady. Couldn't have done it without your prayers Sure definitely he surely knows how to make my heart race

And the conversations flowed smoothly, most of the times with him pulling your leg or you teasing him about how he only wears singlets to get attention. Cmon now that aint true, I get so sweaty and the last thing I would want is the sleeves sticking to me. He smiles that cheeky grin of his. Sure, so just play shirtless Why you so excited about that? your cheeks flushed, hoping that it doesn't get caught by the facetime camera. I'm not you eyeroll and from your periphery vision, you could see him shaking his head. You both ended up staying in the call for the whole night, like the countless times you both have done before. I'm falling for him harder She is just so caring, I might be falling for her. But does she even like me? ⭐︎ ⭐︎ ⭐︎ "So Ben, who would you want to invite in your box?" the UTS interviewer asked him. Um, not really sure y'know, I mean I love Central Cee so prolly him and also Y/n, she's amazing and yea just love her in general "Oh, Y/n should be aware of this" Ben laughs, adding Yea she should, text me when you see this Y/n we gotta make arrangements

Ben looks at this interview, the comments opened under this post.

bennylover: omg is y/n his crush now?! user_tennislover: Look at him being so smiley when she talks abt her sheltonfan: @y/n_muzics girll you got to see this

He scrolled through the comments a little longer, gif of your smiling face being spammed by so many people. Only she doesn't know that I like her, what an irony

woo this was sitting far too long in my drafts i guess I got a little carried away with the colours :))

anyways i hope yall like it!

more stories

[calebwittebane]

gaia update!

her next appointment is later today, still monitoring the new tumor before we decide on the next step... sure hope this time chemo ends up being enough, i really dont want her to have to go thru yet another surgery. its a risk every time for an older cat like her. plus its in a difficult spot this time, close to ligaments and stuff. also, and i know its a strange thing to say, in this case her loving me so much actually constitutes something a problem... she fully wakes up the second she hears my voice or smells my presence, when it wouldve been better for her to sleep off the nausea and grogginess for a little longer 😭 but at the same time i dont wanna wait longer to pick her up because i know she'd be very very upset to wake up while i wasn't there. babyyyy

right now shes feeling and looking okay though. she got some anti-inflammatory shots on monday to help with her teefies, cuz her gums had been hurting (probably its cuz her immune system aint doing so hot rn), and it really helped. she ate a LOT yesterday and seemed really content about it. full tummy gaia :) the problem with her and her teeth is that it's kind of a recurring issue, once again probably stemming from her immune system getting kinda overwhelmed, and it makes it hard for her to eat her kibble (even if the bikkies are small, and soaking them isn't an option because she will NOT touch soggy bikkies even if she's very hungry). while id love to just switch her to wet food full time, that makes her poops very soft (very bad news for her and her funny furry pantaloons) and i... dont have the budget for it... i wouldnt give her and amity anything with a vague ingredients list and without stellar reviews, and high quality wet food in the "full meals every day" quantity is just not something i can afford. so she gets a nice spoonful of her favorite wet food (or canned tuna! she loooooves tuna) after taking her meds and thats it. i love that since its a reward for swallowing her pills, and amity gets the wet food too, amity always stands close and bonks gaia beforehand, like she's encouraging her and saying good luck... amity has been very nice to gaia in general lately. i mean she's still a bit of a nuisance to her, just because their personalities clash a little, but shes been trying hard to be very gentle. i loooooove amity's new habit of kissing gaia's paws. it's so sweet and adorable... thats right amity, your big sister is very fancy and chic, with dainty pawsies that need to be kissed!

she's also been very playful, which is good. she's got energy! and a new favorite toy, once again its part of a larger toy amity customized for herself (ripped parts off of) and it's this soft fuzzy orb thing. she's also been a little whiny, but i'm pretty sure that's just her complaining about the heat, it's not uncommon for her in summertime. she feels better when the fan is pointing at her. oh and she hates the lawnmowers outside... i dont wake up from the noises i wake up from her yelling at the noises ajdhfbxkdj. shes so annoyed.

wish it were easier to get a pet groomer appointment in this doggone town. a lion cut would definitely help her cope with the temperatures. plus knowing how funny she looks when her fur is wet id love to see her BALD she would look soooo funny. all the places with good reviews are always fully booked though it seems. swear to god this is all such a scam, Back In My Day if your cat was in surgery you could ask the vet to go ahead and give them a lion cut while they were still under anesthesia lmao. my own clippers just don't work with her fur either, it's too fine and soft. the cons of being a fluffy cloud... a toasted meringue angel... a lovely tiramisu girl... a silly baby s'more... a caramel frappucino princess...

[starvcives]

Top 5 nightwing v2 moments and top 5 foods

ohh my godd nightwing 96 my beloved. truly some of the most INSANE character arcs and dialogues of all time. i still cant pick!

okay so i dont really remember which issues are V2 so if some of these are wrong just use your imagination, my fav moments from nightwing v2 in no specific order::

dick expressing his love and pride for tim. goshh that scene really was everything. dick watching and admiring tim just like people used to admire dick, feeling confident in his little brother and how much he's learning and how he's oh so better than him.

"God, I love that kid. I love him too much to let him see me like this."

especially with what comes after! tim actually taking the time to come to dick and ask him how he felt about the adoption. tim tells dick that bruce still needs him, needs to believe that dick is on his side, and by extension tim needs dick too. and dick's response! his justified anger bc he's in such a bad place rn and he does not wanna here about bruce's fake promises, especially coming from tim.

"Remember how I once told you that Batman needed a Robin? Well that's still true.

But even more than that, he... he needs you. You know, not like every second or whatever, but at the end of the day he needs to know that you're still on his side. It's...important."

and what does dick say?

YOU--! --You have no idea how much of my life I've wasted believing that was true.

2. the whole evil mob arc like "ooh look at me im so bad and evil and everything i touch rots" like babe aint nobody believing that except youu. quoting del's post (im pretty sure) dick grayson you look for your father's love in the most fucked up places <3

"You take as long as you need son, and when you're ready to come home just show up day or night."

3. the scene where roy comes to check up on dick?? hello??

"Nightwing? That you, man? Good to see you fighting the good fight bro!"

"Roy..."

"Ive been hearing all these crazy rumors that you've gone over to the dark side."

AND THEN- THE PUNCH. OUGH.

he is trying to keep roy away, if he keeps him at arm's length, makes sure he doesn't come back, then he won't get hurt. this is dick's mess and dick needs to fix it. classic deflection trick from the bat-book. he also doesn't want roy to see him like this. dick envies roy's sense of self...his ability to stay even when things get tough.

roy's abandonment issues vs dick's active detachment fight

4. the blockbuster monolgue scene... truly one of the best nightwing villains. feeding into dick's guilt complex... u can never go back and the way forward is washed with the consequences of your sins. it's an understatement when i say i lost my MIND reading this.

here's a link to the transcript of the post comparing grayson's dialogue vs taylor's reboot version

5. when dick goes to meet helena and she tells him

"Even if I wanted to, I couldn't pry them away from you with a crowbar."

referring to rose and sophia when dick asks helena to care for them--bc he trusts HER.

like.. deep down u know she is right. my girl was not taking his shit today. so much can be said about their relationship and about dick from this one scene but i'm afraid i don't have the words to say it. but i could link some great dickhelena metas here and here.

bonus: literally all the scenes with sophia and rose in them. i really disliked how they left that knot untied, there was so much potential there... so much love and discovery. never getting over them and their messed up little family of have beens and could bes..

--- 𓆩♡𓆪

as for my favorite foods.. that's a toughie. im a really picky eater so those vids you see on social media about going to restaurants and ordering chicken nuggets is exactly me. buttt here's a fragment of an answer::

i lovee my mom's homemade food. mama's cooking is always the best and whenever i venture anywhere away from home it's literally all i can think about. also i know all the love she puts into each and every fresh meal and there never passed a day she let me leave home on an empty stomach <3

the loml kfc fried chicken. look i LOVE chicken of all types- butter chicken, fried chicken, chicken kebab. but kfc chicken as my friday takeout meal has always been a staple in my life.

ALSO CHICKEN RENDANG MMM. THEY WERE REALLY COOKING WHEN THEY MADE THAT.

aloo paratha with butter. you can keep your pancakes and ur waffles there's nothing i'd rather have for breakfast than a yummy aloo paratha and i KNOW im not the only one.

[hermesserpent-stuff]

this needs to be workshoped. maybe?? idk @honey-minded-hivemind

i trust ur opions halp

i feel like it flip flops too much??

Remy feels Rogue gripping tightly to his waist. He can feel her shaking a bit. Tears? Maybe. He breathes deeply. He pulls over and parks his bike. 

“Why’d you stop?”

He hears a warble in her voice.

“I… I’m sorry mademoiselle. I made it all worse didnt I?”

“No! Well… no. I just… I like you. But the others worry. A bit.”

He slips off the bike and turns back to her. He offers his left hand to her.

“Its sweet that they worry. ‘Danger is often clothed in strangers garments.’ least thats what Bella tells me.”

“Bella?”

Rogue takes his hand and they start walking.

“My friend Bella Donna was my best friend outside the Guild. She was from the Assassin Guild. A guild that really hates my family.”

“But you guys were friends?”

“Oh, we still are. And her family still tries to take our territory and we still try to take theirs.  When it's time to fight, we fight each other. We have a few rules we talked through before fights though. Helped keep it clean. And let us stay friends.”

She stops walking and holds him fast. He stops and looks at her.

“Wait. hold on. You said you were in a guild??”

Remy tilts his head and hums.

“Oui. I am a master thief. I'm part of the Louisiana Thieves Guild. My papa heads the Guild and has been teachin’ me for a long time.”

Her eyes are huge. She slowly takes her hand back and he lets her. His heart thuds and he bites his lip. 

“Theif?”

She whispers. Remy sighs. Right. He is used to living and hanging out with assassins and thieves. He does not know how to get normal people to understand how being a thief thrums in his veins. 

“Oui. Thief. Ive stolen, lied, and robbed so many things from so many places.”

She curls her hand into a fist.

“Have you been lyin’ about likin’ me? Have you ever lied to me?”

Remy breathes.

“Non. I don't- I won't lie about how I feel. And I don't wanna learn about your Institute friends through you. I can find out anythin’ I would really need to usin’ Guild connections. I won't do that to you.”

“How can I trust that? Why should I trust you?”

She hisses out. Remy’s shoulders fall as his heart thuds sadly.

“I dunno. I’d offer you my brain through touch, mais, I don't wanna burden you with it. Lotta nasty things in there that aint no one should have to deal with. And I dunno if your touch will just take surface or take all that mess too. You can touch if it means you’ll believe me, though!”

He pushes up his glasses so she can see his eyes. She curls her fingers and then breathes.

“My mom, well, sorta my mom, she lied to me. About who she was and who i was to her. And the lyin’ just never had an end. I dont wanna be questionin’ whether or not you like me. But how can I not?”

Remy takes off his left glove and holds out his hand.

“I’m not. And I’m willin’ to prove it. Mais… I-”

He curls his hand back and then looks about.

“Can you trust me long enough to ride with me to a park? Ill tell you stuff about me I dont tell no one. And then if you still wanna touch to verify that I adore you, I'm alright with it.”

She blinks at him and then nods. He smiles a bit and slips the glove back on and offers his hand to her. She hesitantly takes it. He gets back to his bike and then drives them to the park. He walks with her to a slightly more secluded area. He sits on the grass and looks at Rogue as she settles nearby. 

“I-”

Remy finds it hard to start. How much to say and how much should be shared nip at him. He does not want this to turn into some sort of pity party for himself. This is about making sure Rogue feels comfortable with him. Because if she has a history of people breaking her trust in a deep level like a parent … he does not want to add to that. 

“I have been experimented on. I don't like talking about it or thinking about it. Mais, I've been cut open and tested. And if you touch me Im scared you'll feel those horrors too. I don't want you to feel the fear of a knife slicing your chest, mais… I want you to know that I genuinely feel affection for you.” 

Her eyes are wide, a sudden flash of horror there. He folds his fingers into each other and looks away.

“So if you do touch and you do get those memories, I have a few coping strategies. And… you’ll get the power that I don't like.”

“Making things explode isn't your only power?”

She asks, voice soft, eyes still wide. 

“Non. I- I hate talking about it.”

He says. He had only ever told three people about it. His tante, his brother, and his papa. No one else. Ever. 

“Am a empath, me. Feel peoples emotions when I don't keep my mental shields up. So if you get those…”

“Ill feel what you are feeling.”

“Oui, ‘cause you won't have shields. And mine prolly will fall when you touch me.”

He whispers. Rogue bites her lip.

“Experimented on?”

She returns to that secret and Remy looks away and picks at the grass. 

“Dont like…. Talking about it is hard. Dont like tellin’ people.”

He hooks his hand under his shirt and pulls it up. The y scar is there. And horrid

[shitty-mobile-game-reviews]

super slime slimeinator

sorry, super slime simulator. (literally my attitude for the whole game lmao)

yeah, it's a slime game.

it has "slime touching" graphics.

it makes disgusting "slime" noises.

i've terrorized my friends with it.

i love this game, no matter how janky-2004-DS game it is.

the game opens with the worst sound to ever exist,

followed by teaching u how to make a slime, which is pretty simple. u just kinda... make a slime.

...like u choose what type u want to make (u start out with a couple of types, ex. "classic" slime which i personally believe is a government fallacy but u do u) and then u circle ur finger around a dish to make it. then, u choose a colour and mix it in. then u choose 1 or 2 types of decorations and their colours (if they have that option. some don't- lookin at you, "jelly cubes")

some exciting exhilarating gameplay (ignore the ads at the bottom idk why they're there they aint even personalized smh):

then u finish, name it an play with it if you're a psychopath. i prefer the elite route of making slimes and never fuckin touching them bc they're nasty as hell.

there's also a chest thing which is ridiculously easy to unlock and will give you new slime... things:

and for some reason, this game seemingly with no story to it, has SIDE QUESTS. Where we meet, for the second time since the tutorial, the "mascot" for this game: Lulu.

She is just a fuckin person. She's a human mascot who somehow got her little godfearing name on things like "lulu's slime quest" and other equally icky things like that. She also somehow has her own collection of slimes, with ones worse than anything my pathetic little hands could even fathom making.

Note: I have no idea who Noggi is.

and she forces you to make her slimes for her. exactly the way she wants it. or you lose.

there's also some weird games like Slime My Image where u glunk up one of ur photos (I glunked up miku teehee):

And also Slime Painter, where you can colour on a "slime" at will:

And additionally, the real man's gambling, the aptly named Guessing Game:

(i guessed correctly btw)

However, if u have had enough of those games, check out the tons of premade slimes that u can play with.

That is, if ur the kind of person who downloaded this game to...

erm...

to play with slimes.

o_O cringe if thats u

anyway, if u enjoy that, they made a fuckton of disgusting slimes that are strangely reminiscent of something i once knew and desperately want to forget all there for u to......... play with.

Either way, if ur the type of gamer who needs regular validation, there's a series of incredibly rigorous daily quests to complete, which will truly test ur grit and determination as a Super Slime Simulator Pro Gamer™

The quests will demand various things, but most prominently, the grindworthy adventures of:

opening the game (im shakin in my boots)

making a slime (consider my timbers positively shivered upon)

playing with said slime (ew)

playing a single level of Lulu's Slime Quest (crying shaking screaming)

and other such harrowing tasks.

Now that I've briefed u on the game, let's get into some fun little details!

u can't turn the sfx off.

there is no option to turn the sfx off

the sfx make me want to McPerish™

i wanted to listen to music while playing this game but you can't turn the sfx off

there are some "fun and interesting" slime types that nobody's ever made before and nobody ever wants to make! I won't spoil them for u, but u definitely will spoil!

the colour names are fun, flirty and sometimes Pukeworthy! (there's a colour called carmine! how wonderfully fucking disgusting!)

there's one colour that i'm not so sure about!

Also, if you want to SHARE a slime with someone, you can "gift" it to them (gee, thanks) and they recive a fun little gift box all customized by you. mery cihsmast.

SO NOW THAT YOU'RE REALLY HAVING FUN, WANNA HEAR ABOUT OUR OTHER GAMES?

REALLY?

NO?

YOU SURE?

HOW 'BOUT I GIVE YOU ADS EVERY 20 SECONDS, BUT ALL OF THE ADS ARE FOR DIFFERENT BUT NOT UNSIMILAR GAMES MADE BY OUR COMPANHY?

NOT INTERESTED?

GET SQUISHY MAGICked FUCK YOU

anyway, it's a fun game. 7/10 would squelch again.

That's all for Super Slime Simulator! It's not that bad but certainly quite jank. Loves ya :P

[forgottencillian]

OOC | Love Languages

continuing w this series...

5 love languages:

words of affirmation

physical touch

giving/receiving gifts

quality time

acts of service 

and here's what i said my initial instincts were re: my peeps...

Godfrey — appears as a words of affirmation dude but if he ~really loves you it’s acts of service!!

Tristan — acts of service he is literally a knight!! Send him on a quest!! He will goooo!

Eabha — bc of her ruling lady outlook she looks like acts of service but she’s really more physical touch

Cormac — giving of gifts

Ronan — acts of service!! I hope you like someone just wordlessly doing smth for you bc that’s what ur in for here bc sadly he’s pr rubbish at a lot of the others these days

Cillian — quality time

Saoirse — physical touch

Rosie — quality time

Valentina — receiving gifts

Eilia — words of affirmation 

Rian — quality time

Roderick — giving of gifts

Amira — tbd

Arthur — tbd

words of affirmation

so we all know my man cillian pr well atp and he is a pr straight shooter (~unfortunately a lot of the time laksdjflkjdf) but he also doesn't really want to risk being too touchy-feely!!!! man will say to a varmont prince's face that he thinks he's trash (both arthur and, even more so, edmund have experienced ~that!) but will he say ily to someone he treasures??? THAT is wayyyyyy scarier!!!!! lakjsdfjkldsf *facepalm* and also that is more than a figurative facepalm btw i literally put my head in my hands and laughed lakjsdfakljdf idiot daljfsldkjfakj anyway!!!

so i do think cillian can be halfway decent re: being eloquent when he's summoned the courage but!!!!! it ~does require courage!!!!! and bc of that its usually an impulse of the moment??? but also smth he's been thinking abt for awhile, somehow??? like, i do imagine his confession to brigit was extremely heartfelt and moving!!!!! but also it was DEF smth he'd been turning over in his mind probs lowkey for yearssssss but also not smth he really ~intended to say ~at that moment~ like???? lsdkjfalskjdfjdf planning is not his strong suit!!!!!

so yeah he can, and will, do this one and probs pull it off pr well frankly but also he WILL botch the all-important timing and still manage to make a mess out of it alkjsdfklsdjkdf and if that aint cillian in a nutshell...

anyway, see his stance on silences in the quality time section bc that def has bearing here too...

physical touch

he is pr good w this one!!! has he ever told eithne that he loves her in words??? idk!! but has he pulled her into a big hug or kissed her cheek? absolutely!! and probs many times over the years! cillian is a pr enthusiastic/big personality type really so don't worry that you won't know he values you, even if he might not vocalize that sm!!! there wiLL be signs and they will be abundant and quite possibly bombastic!!!! cillian isn't gonna let you sit there and wonder if he cares he's gonna find ways to let you know!!

ok so you know that scene in brooklyn 99 where jake and gina are at a restaurant and jake gets up to leave and gina stops him and is like 'wait, aren't you forgetting smth?' looking v sheepish and confused, jake returns to the table and then kisses her forehead before leaving (and gina is like 'damn, who raised you? pay your bill!'), that is v much a cillian moment he's like 'idk what to say i will give you a lil smooch to say ily bc you are my oldest friend and i think you must want affection -- bye!' (but actually she just wanted him to pay for his food and he never even realized that also feels v on point for cillian i will not lie laksjdfkjlsdf but that is neither here nor there BAHAHAHA)

giving/receiving gifts

so idk that cillian is the best gift giver/receiver!! he v dutifully does this where holidays require it and obv thinks a lot abt what to give/really appreciates what he receives, but i think he kinda finds this a lil stressy!!!! he doesn't wanna fail on this bc he gets its a big deal but also like!!!!!! what does one do???? he does not knowww!!! and esp growing up a ronan, and -- i truly believe -- his dad being super good at this, i think frankly only upped the ante!!!!

so yeah not extraordinary at this but its not for lack of trying!!!1 and every now and then he does really come through!! i do think he's the sort where, if he perceives that smth is of great value...like, for example, if he was ever sent by valentina to sell off some of sorcha's jewels or smth he deffffff "lost it" or got "mugged" or whatever (i feel like valentina only asked him to do this once or twicebefore realizing it would always go missing in some way aljksdfjksdf) before returning it to the og girls where it belongs!!!! even knowing he'd def get lashes for it etc bc this is a matter of justice etc!!!!

but tbh he ~does view that sorta thing less as gift giving and more as an act of service, which does come verrrrryyyy naturally to him, bc in his mind those things already belonged to the og girls so yeah!! it was more a rescue mission than a gift giving operation even if goods did technically exchange hands hahaha

quality time

here's the big one!!!!!! ultimately, cillian is an extremely experience-driven person and so the opportunity to experience things ~w you brings him sm joy!!!!!! (you ~will hear me repeat this when i get to @forgottenroisin this, as we know, is her whole thing too! i think they're both type 7s so yeah...)

he esp wants to go on some adventure w you, do smth thrilling and probably a lil stupid w you, make memories that you can treasure ur whole life long and laugh abt forever after!!!! but he's also happy to do smth much more mundane, like companionably peel potatoes together or smth, and you can tell he reeeeeally loves you if he's comfortable letting a silence fall between you...even so it probs won't be too long bc cillian's got too much excess energy/too active a brain to ever really be quiet v long at all hahaha but yeah!! the only silences he really does are:

decorous silence -- this is reserved for when he really respects the person he's serving and so will maintain silence in his role as servant etc when the occasion calls for it and this is actually performative devotion too

devoted silence -- he really trusts you and you guys are just vibing and he doesn't feel as antsy in the quiet w you beside him bc you make him feel at peace bc he loves you!!

detesting silence -- he's literally just seething w hate!!!!!!! too angry even for words!!!!! laksjdflkjsdfjk beware this one honestly!!!!! it will noT end well!!!!

ANYWAY!! we're talking abt quality time here my cillian brain jumping around just like his klajsdfkjsdf anyway this is deffff where he will drag you into some reckless disaster or do anything and EVERYTHING he can to make you smile and laugh!!! he can juggle, do a jig, or jest, and he will do it all just for you, he's ultimately someone who just wants to be happy and make others around him feel the same way and, if it means getting to spend time w you, he will take that time to do whatever he can to make you feel the way you make ~him feel which is like smiling like an idiot!!

acts of service 

another v natural one for him!! i mentioned this in gift giving/receiving and in quality time w the decorous silence and tryna entertain you but yeah!! cillian will do whatever he can to make ur life easier/better!! unlike tristan, he lowkey ~does want some credit for it ngl!!!! bc he wants you to think well on him!!!! buT that is noT the reason he does it and he won't go out of his way to do it either and will just as happily serve you w/o anyone ever being the wiser, itd just be ideal if you ~did eventually find out it was him slkdjfalkjsdf more often than not tho i do think he does surrender the credit

working at malconaire, still, for example, is def an act of service, but its as much an act of service to the living malconaires (and v, v much so ~is for them!!!!!!!!!) as it is for lord and lady m and, obv, both of them being deceased, it will never help him in their eyes or anything, but he does it for them still notwithstanding bc they might be gone but he hasn't stopped loving them!!!! and the rebellion? he knows he's far more likely to be hanged, and lowkey doubts he'll ever live to see astaira free again (tho he ~does believe that that'll happen someday!!!), and ppl probs won't ever remember him, and he'll be dead besides, but its still worth doing!!!! but it'd be v nice if he was wrong and ppl ~did remember him and his sacrifice...but he doubts they ever will...that kinda thing!

[kumkaniudaku]

I feel like Patrice feeling tingly all over and thinking about hunching Terry is normal. A cannon event if I dare say.. lol

also glad that her mother was talking to her normal and non judgmental about that . its like of course you don't want your kids to have sex, BUT this aint candy land, so I know you're Probably gonna have sex so let me give you the best outcome.

Very normal! Who among us didn’t wanna touch on our first real boyfriend or a crush in school? She was growing and her body/emotions were changing.

Rosalyn did her best to advise and empathize. She’d been young at one point and only wanted to protect her children.

[1totallynotasimp]

Mary x F!Reader with anxiety (Roblox doors🚪 in real life )

You may never know what will be there Behind the next  Door

Requested by Evie 

                          (Your POV)

You may never know what will be Behind the next  Door was all I could think of  .

I never imagined that as simple as opening doors  could become a heart-pounding, exhilarating nightmare. As soon as I saw the look of this 'hotel' I was overshadowed by a familiar wave of anxiety. There’s just something about creepy corridors and unexplainable noises that makes my heart race. Still, I reluctantly agreed to help shiloh and her siblings, determined to prove to myself that I could handle whatever this “ hotel” had in store for us.

“Okay, everyone we have done this before no harm in doing it again right ” Shiloh announced a fake smile on her face

"I never done this before " i said

"Oooh i actuallyforgot you were here Y/N just follow along and do what we do. ",shiloh responded her purple dress contrasting sharply with the dimly lit environment. 

"Don't worry to much Y/N I'm great at this just follow me " I heard the calming voice of Mary my friend who I've had a crush for a while but I'm just little scared Y/N who could care about memy heart fluttered. Mary’s humor had always gotten a way to make me feel better  “I can totally take on monsters! I bet i can take them all down right now ” she declared, her animated gestures adding a smile on my face

.Door 1 it looked pretty normal i guess there was a fireplace and a couch so you could tell it was a hotel not one id like to stay long though .As went further at like door 13 i think . the lights started to flicker "Oh-Oh um please tell me this hotel forgot to pay the lighting bills and everything is OK " I say in hope

“no no no that mean a scary monster is coming probably wanting to eat you!” Micah called

"Oh no no I d-don't wanna be e-eaten " i start sobbing

"No Y/N its not that just...--oh rush is coming hide ! "shiloh was saying something to me but

then i heard a load like screaming noise My heart pounded against my ribs, my breath quickened, and I instinctively froze, panic overwhelming me. A wave of dizziness washed over me, the room spinning. My mind raced with scenarios—what if one of those monsters got to me before I could escape? Desperate to find solace,  "Y/N GO IN A CLOSET !" I hear mary shout at me

I darted toward a nearby closet, hoping that hiding would shield me from the horror. I pushed the door closed just as the fleeting shadows of something menacing raced past. I curled up, sinking into my own anxious mind. “Y/N you can come out now " eligah tells me

 "Nope i aint leaving i feel safe right here "i tell them but then i get pushed out of the  closet but Mary catches me blush appears on my face

But then a black shadow hand came out of the closet and smacked judah in the face it was pretty funny "Hey it was her who stayed there to long not me "judah complains 

When we continued we found a room that was pitch dark oh how much I hated the dark . I held onto Mary's hand as we walked through we heard a little whisper and when we left the room there was a little preacher on judahs shoulder and it smacked him in the face "wow this place must really hate judah "I whisper to Mary and she starts laughing

 There was a room that needed a key we searched the drawers to find it . There was a lot of gold in these drawers and judah was just taking it all anyway surprised i found the key and opened the door the little eye things appeared on the wall but i actuallywasnt scared "aww there kinda cute are they dangerous " i say pokeing the eyes

"we have no clue but I wouldn't touch them if I were you "eligah told me with a concerned look on his face

We got to a room with a long corridor yhen when we got near the end an inky monster with one eye emerged from the floor "OMGOMGWHATONEARTHISTHATTHING" i yell fast

" doesn't matter just run "shiloh yells ,and mary grabs my hand and we start running around going through doors jumping over closets and crouching under them but in the end we made it. "What was that thing "I ask out of breath

 "Well I don't know what it called but in pretty sure it's called eyes " judah says confidently 

"No eyes is the other one you know with the multiple eyes "micah corrects judah

 "really?" Judah now looks confused We then hear a loud screaming sound but the ligjts didn’t flicker

"oh no "i hear shiloh say "it's the green one get in a closet now Y/N come go "

"Wait what is coming what green thing ?what do I do? is it the same as rush ? I wanted to a respond and to ask all my questions  but the words got stuck in my throat, stifled by mounting anxiety. I had to breathe; I had to find a way to calm down—just like she always calmed me down. Instead, I felt myself slipping further into the overwhelming storm of dread. “Please Y/N” Mary pleaded softly, her voice wavering

. “I’m not going anywhere without you.” Her sincerity cut through the fog of anxiety that clouded my mind.Then, it happened. In an unexpected rush, the closet door slid open as Mary yanked it open, worry etched across her face. “Get in!” she instructed

, not waiting for my question and shoved me in the closet and ran to her own when we got out we had to go back in because it came again "when does that thing give up "I complain

then It finally ends Eventually, the monsters r left, searching . With trembling hands, we opened the door, stepping back out into the dimly lit hallway. It felt like we had just emerged from the depths of an abyss.We were at door 50 but it felt like we went through like 1,752 doors

this door looked like fancy kinda and when we went in there was some tall figure and it ran somewhere "ok we need to get the books to solve the code guiding light will help us " shiloh says

"What is that -that figure "I asked 

Judah gasps "*gasp* guys let's call him ... figure " judah says "Huh eh it good right "

"Thats the most laziest name iv ever heard for a monster " eligha says 

" i like the name " i speak up

"see Y/N gets it "judah says pointing at me

 anyway we got all the books shiloh d9ne the code and we got out of thay creepy library and when we left a door later there was a little shop "also Y/N a hint dont buy from this shop its a scam "judah whispers to me but evryone still heard

"JUDAH" EVERYONE yells "what you said give her tips " he answers in defence to be honest I have been picking up coins to I got about 565 "hey what's that cross thingy " I ask

"Oh that they eh say that it can banish a monster to who knows where "a little red goblin answered

"I'll take it " I say

"What Y/N it 500 coins not even i have that much " judah says 

"well i do " i say felling cool

"oh and that's my Y/N " mary says i buy it and put it in my pocket we go threw another few doors and we have to do the whole running from the ink monster again but it felt longer well we got to a garden and the next few doors were pitch dark while walking mary step on some like spike on the ground but then we heard rush .

"Oh no mary what do we do " micah asked "Wait " I say and stand infront of mary

"Y/N what are you doing "shiloh asked "Hey you rush i hearby declare you banished to a-a dark relm of umm darkness and... dark dang it i said dark 3 times didnt... i wait a minute how does this cross work " I ask and  i hold it out in my hand 

"Told ya it's a scam " judah said but then when rush came the cross flew out of my hand and into the air chains wrapped around rush and pulled it into a Portal it was all glowing blue "OK that was the coolest thing I ever done I just banished a monster "I say my eyes wide

"aww thank you "mary yells and hugs me so tight that I fall over but her led still hurts .

(Skips to after door 100 because I have no clue what to do for it my lazy self )

after we finally survived and i was so happy i stayed over at shilohs house to help mary woth her leg  “You saved me back there,” mary told me ,

her voice unsteady yet grateful. She blushed under my gaze; I took her hand. "Well you did save me first you didnt have to save me ya know.”

“I couldn’t just leave you,” she replied, her eyes sparkling with sincerity.

“I’m always going to be here for you.”With the weight of the world on my shoulders, a surge of courage pushed me forward.

“Can I tell you something?” I asked, barely containing the giddiness exploding in my chest.

“Anything,” she promised, her expression softening.I hesitated, then confessed, “I think I like you, Mary. Like… like you.”Her eyes widened. “I’ve liked you for ages, Y/N!”Without another word,

we leaned in, our lips brushing in a sweet, hesitant kiss—one that was the culmination of our fears and our feelings. With the haunting hotel behind us and a world of possibilities ahead, I finally felt alive.As we broke apart, I could hardly contain my smile.

“Maybe next time we face monsters together, we can do it in a less scary way?”“Agreed,” she laughed, squeezing my hand tightly as we walked out into the daylight, ready to face whatever life—or Roblox—threw at us next

.The end

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[ting-tang]

The breeze so gently touches your soul, so smooth you don't know he's there.....whispers to your soul listening to the lies that been told....ive never been worried and neither has he. There is nothing to hide when you don't lie. They always read the "issue", and this time it isn't you nor me, it's them.

I follow the "boss", " MY BOSS" can never go wrong then...

Something happened they fucked around with what they did not understand with bad intentions evil to present its self. I said "no, no I don't wanna be a part of this, I could fuck a life up...they brought a wager to the table that's when my demon took that bet. (It would be considered a bet) your quiet, clever trevor!!!

Everyone doesn't listen to him, probably 5 left with him he's the reason my life was put on the line. Boss Man always keeps track of my real-time... EVIL NEVER WINNS-EVER!! Keep real and 99.9% rite ALWAYS. In my oppinion, bring him back with honors. I'm proven to be brutally honest leaven out brutal. He definitely mistakes my kindness for weakness silly boy.

Ik, ik he's gone wherever he is, riding with snake I'm kuul with that....whose the liar??

MY HEART DONT BREAK BOYZZ!! NEVER. You might think them bird wings make you fly,and fast at that. I've got bat wings they don't move from where they at.

My best man, her maid of honor, we all trust that and passing it back." Can you catch dressed like that????"

Taken advantage of her trust, thought you were a man... men don't throw a girl in the fire shitt that bitch came out that flame as a pheonex. Your word is your honor, (that's all a man really has) you have no word as you have no honor-the breeze. Thought you'd have something to say, I trained that girl she is me and I is she. When she says about her best friend, you should have thought, the muther fucker will chew your face off...

"Unleashing him is not an option." He said.

You and your "pals" hurt her on purposes continuesly.....

I'd be more afraid of her, "said the breeze.

The real animals tame as fuck, just say jump. Just as mean as him ain't bn one time I ain't fought by his side.as he the same for me. Shhitt bitch I ain't just taken phones I'm taken the fucken wifi eat a dick. Lucky for you I'm a lady and DO NOT EVER HALF TO SWEAT AGAIN. Amen.

Call your pastrami friend ALL OF THEM KNOW your fucking serial creditors who everytime the mouths open lies flud evil infecting families. Prime example, MY SHITT AINT FREE.

“The sky is everywhere, it begins at your feet.”

— Jandy Nelson, The Sky Is Everywhere

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The Crab Dance Prompt List

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I saw you downtown kissing another man

But we don't say forever, but when we're together

I fell in love with I looked over and saw her singing to the radio

And all them other boys say she's a goodbye girl

Honey, dance with me in this bar tonight

I’m the boy that’s always been in love with you til the end

Don’t mind the strain of a hurricane, they come around every June

You were hitchhiking on an old dirt road

Nobody taught her it takes a lot of water to wash away New Orleans

It 3am Im overthinking again

Why do I still give a damn about you

Yeah, I ain't tryna fix her I just wanna kiss her

Sitting on the front porch with a cigarette burning

Baby you look hotter than west Texas sunshine

She never wanted to be white picket fenced in

Looking out through my window Watching the snowflakes fall

Remember all the nights we had?

But here she is, free, layin' next to me 'Cause I ain't tryna to tame her love

I'm terrified of being alone, so I've been seeking out affection

You once called me forever, now you still can't call me back

Staring out at the sunset With you by my side

There's moments in life that I regret Like never holding you close

And I'll dream each night of some version of you That I might not have, but I did not lose

You promised me I was more than all the miles combined

Wake up again in an old motel

One day you wake up, he’s packing up his truck

Why can’t I move on  and give a fair chance to someone new.

And leave before the mornin' sun

And I'm missing you like hell

He stays for the night but hes gone by the morning

Go on tell me what you really feel, because I’ve been dying to know.

And I know you have gone with her and I can't go back home

She ain't living for a diamond ring

I keep the windows down and the wind in her hair

So I thought that if I piled something good on all my bad That I could cancel out the darkness I inherited from dad

We're burnin' it down Blazin' up a trail of smoke

Why can’t I find a way to forget being in love with you

I said "I love you" but I, I never even meant it,

No, I am no longer funny, 'cause I miss the way you laugh

Wherever we are, wherever we go Yeah, that's where she calls home

Just looking for somebody as wild as her

It’s clear that we were meant to be.

It's getting cold but that sun is cresting

And I recall what she said That she wanted me dead But there ain't no grave deep enough

You don’t want to know what he said about you

My other half was you I hope this pain's just passin' through

And I know your daddy wants to shoot me dead

And it's half my fault, but I just like to play the victim

Should've left me at the door, but you let me in And now, your heart is on the floor

I put up a fight because I can’t stand the sight of his hands touching you

Too many different women in my phone

You aint opposed to digging up old bones and raking over the pas

Now I am stuck between my anger and the blame that I can't facet.

I'm sorry, baby, I'm a liar How is it possible to love someone else if I can't even love myself?

It’s a little piece of heaven when we lay down at night

She keeps on loving me and I keep on wondering why.

Love letters written in the dead of night

You must have had yourself a change of heart like Halfway through the drive

But I took her heart, and then I ripped it in half This ain't the first time I've done this neither