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this is the most "i like solidango" thing ive ever seen (the bingo)
I DONT KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN!!! I. I. I. I. I.
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you know, you know. no gods, no masters, no kings on pedestals. everyone is fallible. death of the author. you know! you are balanced about your intake of media - you allow the wiggle room, the grace, the gratitude, the skepticism. nobody above criticism.
but still. a weird gut-punch feeling, something akin to betrayal. you read the article. surprise! an author you love is actually: a serial fucking predator.
well, shit. what now. no, you knew he was a person (all people are), but now you're wondering - what have i overlooked by accident? what messages have i internalized that are strange and cruel? and also, like, what the fuck?
his actions lay a thick glaze on top of everything. like each place is now ruined, opaque in a new way. but okay, fine, you've done this before. you knew better, right? you've been betrayed by many a cherished childhood author.
still, this stickiness. fuck. can you pick up that book again. will you read it to your children. you've recommended it to others - will you ever do that again? and of course, of course, no parasocial relationships. you were theoretically above this kind of sentiment. but the artist informs the art, right.
so it's not something as clear-cut as feeling he owed you, specifically (a stranger) better behavior - just that you kind of, in a distant and odd way... sort of trusted him to do better. it's not like a real trust or something speakable, just the faint hope that the product (good books) was a thin representation of the soul. now it feels like the product (good? books?) was a mask. in some small or insignificant way, your previous support of this person lent them power. your money and your time and your laughter.
and the thing is - you have this terrible, echoing sensation. how many times will this happen? over and over. you find out that the singer you love is actually a predator. you learn over drinks that your favorite high school english teacher is in jail for what he did to her. you listen to the news idly and suddenly discover that a woman you used to idolize has been abusing her kids for an actual eon.
what can you touch without the static melting off. you can't even really complain about it too much (you were supposed to know better, and besides, you don't want the same re-split "it's not your fault, love what you love" basic advice), but now it's here. somehow, it feels like - you let him into your life.
it's not that things need to be pure or an artist has to be like, endlessly perfect, mindful. demure. it's more just this terrible truth that has been replayed through your veins so often it feels criminally vain. power corrupts, absolute power corrupts absolutely. did you want any one person to be worth that power?
it's just that he wrote books where he seemed to understand that. he seemed to know about hierarchies and unfair systems and bigotry and privilege. you thought they were books about what it means to struggle. you thought they were about having power and still using it for good rather than for control. he spooned you a narrative of being a good guy, a kind soul. you fucking bought what that fucking monster sold.
maybe that's why they were fantasies, after all.
#spilled ink#warm up#oh im .... sick to my stomach.#i talked to him. like ....... we talked. that man interacted with my poetry and writing.#that article.... gutwrenching. i am so sorry to everyone he's ever even been in the room with.#i feel.... like... unbearably. sick.#he acted like he was cool and friends with me!! we were cool internet writers together!!!!!#i feel sick for even having been polite to him.#i ...... am experiencing something so fucking complicated.#i wonder how many of u are feeling that too. like ''oh i sent him an ask and he was funny and sweet''#THATS HOW THEY GET U. ..... and YES I KNOW!!!#i am so fucking well-read about parasocial relationships. it would just be nice to like. trust that someone ISNT#hiding a huge fucking background of BEING A COMPLETE MONSTER. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK.#by the way i am not part of a fandom. this is âwhat the fuck i accidentally supported a rapistâ not#âbut my showwwâ. like i care far more about like. the human cost.#but also like... people are people. idk i saw a take on here about how nobody should mourn the books#and idk. people almost always reply to any scenario with their personal experience first -#''i knew him'' or ''wow i was just at that store'' or ''i grew up there'' or whatever. because that is how we establish connection &#emotional weight. that's just... a person thing. and there is a difference between 'oh this guy is a monster'' & the feeling of:#he's been a monster and i SUPPORTED THAT. i CELEBRATED him. i !!! a fucking victim myself!!!!!!!!! SUPPORTED . HIM.#i am sick. i feel so much pain for her and everyone he's ever hurt. saying ''the books are ruined'' is i think ... like how people say#they're shocked and disgusted by him. (obviously there's nuance here. im sure there's some creep doin it wrong. but u know. in general)#idk..... im an author. i understand my work is in your life in whatever small way. i understand that connection. it's real.
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Somebody give me the rights to the LOTR cinematic productions so I can create a coming of age dramedy taking place during the seventeen years between Bilbo's 111th birthday party and Frodo leaving the Shire. I'd call it "The Shire Seventeen". It would not only include the Conspiracy as a backdrop but also a bunch of the development and growing up that was probably done within those seventeen years, that is entirely unrelated to the Ring.
It's a whole seventeen years worth of low-stakes hobbit Shire drama and shenanigans, guys-- I need that cozy comedy content.
#rambling thoughts#lotr#lord of the rings#the shire#jrrt#jrr tolkien#tolkien stuff#tolkien tag#hobbits#text post#all of your favorite characters in a chiller setting#frodo baggins#samwise gamgee#merry brandybuck#pippin took#even our forgotten friends#fatty bolger#folco boffin#if folco boffin even had any lore behind him?? idk#maybe a bit more of the lasses as well#pippin's sisters#rosie cotton#estella bolger#Merry marries Fredagar's sister and I don't think we talk about that enough#I want to know what they had there#and most of all we could have happy Frodo#When he was all adventurous before the Ring destroyed him#I need this dramedy to exist
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Sometimes I think about how Adrien, throughout the series, constantly grapples with his fear of abandonment. Gabriel conditioned him to believe that any love he receives is purely transactional, and that to earn affection he has to prove his utility. Adrien is constantly trying to prove his worth to his father for scraps of affection, and Chat Noir infamously crumbles on-screen any time he feels as though he is replaceable to Ladybug. It's a constant insecurity of his, like everyone will just dump him like a sack of potatoes the moment they find out how useless he is.
Meanwhile, all Marinette wants to is ensure that Adrien is happy. Because she loves him. She doesn't give two shits about how """useful""" he is. She holds him and tells him that she will never abandon him (both as Ladynoir and as Adrienette), and her fantasies are about saving him, not about him being "useful" to her. Throughout their relationship, Adrien is forced to disappoint Marinette constantly for reasons outside of his control (amok commands), and yet Marinette is still there for him.
At Adrien's lowest point, when he is forcibly torn away from everyone who had ever showed him genuine care, locked away in an all-white room and at his most "useless", right after disappointing Marinette and unable to even join the final battle or contribute in any way, she still saves him. She still loves him. Because he doesn't have to prove anything to her. Because he is loved and cherished for who he is, not for what he does, and that love is not conditional. Adrien's "happy ending" at the end of the first arc wasn't about him finally proving how useful he can be, because he never actually cared about being useful â he just saw it as the only means to feel loved and needed. Instead, in the end, he found out that he was loved and needed no matter what.
#ml s5 spoilers#ml s5 finale spoilers#idk im musing dont mind me#(as always this post isnt an invitation to tell me why You dont like the show. if that's the case then you can make your own post)#i think the ''what does this say about adrien's agency'' reading of the show is fair and an interesting perspective#but personally i find the ''what does this say about adrien's inherent worth as a person / how does this play into his fear of abandonment'#to also be a super valid way to read the series that is just as relevant to his character arc and i don't see people talking about enough#buggachatter
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whoever needs to hear this: if you got a disability, if you donât know if you have something, if you ever think âitâs not that badâ if you have a thing about guilt, if youâre ill, Anything: listen. it is okay to throw things away.
you can throw it away. if it sucks and it stresses you the fuck out, if you just âneed the right time to fix itâ for the past 3 months. or years. if you loved it once upon a time but it makes you feel kinda weird and guilty now. if itâs a jacket youve reaaaally been meaning to mend and then donate. a jar of sauce that âall you have to doâ is clean out to recycle but itâs been a week and now thereâs a small colony growing in it. slowly shredding to bits fabric scraps you plan to use to fix something. busted picture frame. cracked mug. old shoes. extra box. an entire pack of granola bars that you hate so much but donât want to waste.
life is already so goddamn difficult for us. i know you still care about recycling and the environment and sustainability. but itâs okay, i promise. sometimes you have to take care of your space. sometimes you have to cut your losses so you can actually have energy to recycle the next thing. get rid of the old shirt before it turns into a tornado pile of guilt under the bed. youâre not a bad person. you can throw this one away.
#idk if marie kondo talked about trash in this way but i do remember something about her philosophy helping me with the guilt aspect of this#like the ability to thank something for the service it provided you but recognize that youâve grown beyond it. yes even for dumb tshirts#feeling very chatty today lol.#text#disability#uhhh idk what else to tag#cleaning#environmentalism is one of my great passions#but everyone has to recognize they cannot be activists 100% of the time and do the right thing 100% of the time#using my iphone to post this is one of those things. buying something from amazon bc i canât make myself go to the store is one.#sometimes one must preserve themself simply in the name of preservation. take care of your space bc thatâs where you do You.#and sometimes objects accumulate in said space and just get this awful sickly aura. metaphorically#where you canât deal with it so you shove it somewhere else. but itâs okay to get rid of shit that sucks
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Once the theatre monkey discovers angsty broadway musicals its all over y'all
or: I got a new personal project I'm workin' on! I'm at the first pass on the animatic rn! I forgot that 'generate matte' is a thing you can do in SB Pro for a whole hour!! I'm suffering!!!
#lmk#lego monkie kid#animatic#wip#storyboarding#fanart#six eared macaque#liu'er mihou#lmk macaque#shadowpeach#sun wukong is not here but he is haunting the mini-narrative#mac thinks HE's doing the haunting lol nah dude your ex-mans is living rent-free in ur cranium#I heard this song in a 'cartoon villain playlist' and only learned later it was from a play and went like:#âand i can feel bitter shadowpeach feels in this chilis tonightâ#something something Denial something something river in Egypt#this is what happens when u don't talk about your feelings#POV: you're on the downward spiral but you're taking it like a waterslide#for real my favorite part of mac's character arc is where he's justifiably Bitter About It#but that won't stop him from being UNjustifiably a huge piece of work and Extremely Biased about it#it being the past events where two monkies both managed to fumble the bag in adjacent but slightly different ways#macaque ilu but u are not genre-savvy sometimes#i know mac is a chinese character BUT#he would totally spell theatre <- this way if he learned to read/write in english#i actually headcanon that his magical celestial monkey hearing would make it REALLY easy to pick up new languages but not the writing#oop i forgot: song is For The Record from 36 Questions#which I have not seen so idk how thematically relevant the og song context will be here
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Dragon giving Luffy to Garp with the assumption that he's going to take care of him until he's ready to meet his son (because it's dangerous to have a child while he starts a fucking revolution, thank you very much) and then Garp just- Leaving Luffy on a village where he spends 24/7 alone waiting for the pirate he now considers his role model (because he doesn't have anybody else and Shanks is the only father figure around and he's just that nice) to come back from his adventures, and only being taken care of by Makino who has no responsibility over Luffy but still takes care of him because otherwise the kid would probably die from starvation, and lucky for him she's a sweetheart. And then he loses Uta, his only friend (with no explanation at all), to then carry the guilt of Shanks losing an arm for him and suddenly his legacy as a pirate. And then he's sent to another place with other people he doesn't know, because Garp thought "oh, yes, wonderful idea to leave my grandson with this depressed kid and some bandits" and Luffy luckily befriends Ace and Sabo because they're good people. Luckily. And luckily, Dadan is a good mom and loves them. But then Sabo fucking dies because nobody with authority was protecting these kids (I wonder who could've done that). And now Luffy has to carry both guilt, a legacy, and the biggest abandonment issues I've ever seen after losing his best friend and his brother when they were just children.
And I'm not saying Garp has made horrible decisions but he has made horrible decisions and Dragon should hit his own dad with Sabo's metal pipe.
#idk i just think dragon wouldn't like this#sabo: ah yes garp did *explains everything*#dragon: give me your metal pipe son i am going to beat the shit out of grandpa#i don't think he will but i think he should#i have resentment towards garp i know he's a funny and complex character and he's a good person but i am angry#i think we talk a lot of shit about dragon and shanks for being 'negligent parents' (they aren't btw learn what that means first please)#when garp is right there#one piece#monkey d. luffy#monkey d. dragon#monkey d. garp#red haired shanks#asl brothers#uta#portgas d. ace#revolutionary sabo
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#dcmk#detective conan#dunno what chap it was but its from when uh#conan gets shot and he's talking w heiji at the hospital#n heiji's just like yeah idk man if my ass got shrinked i'd tell kazuha so maybe u should tell ran about your whole thing#and conan's like hmm. perhamps i shall.....#but then haibara pulls up and gently pushes him back into his little repression cave n_n
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fav skz// baby puppy and hyungnim <3
#innie: baby puppy!#seungmin: youre mine >_<#han: What in the hot gay fuck are you two TALKING ABOUT#but also idk why theyre bein hehe đłđđ you wrote that shit lmao#yang jeongin#kim seungmin#seungmin#jeongin#vocalracha#stray kids gifs#skzedit#skz gifs#bystay#stray kids#skz#jesskz#i.n stray kids#im a dog who focuses on work
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I've said it before but I really really really need everyone in the disco elysium fandom to like. look at themselves for a moment and make sure they're not being insanely ridiculously dehumanizing to addicts because I see it way too often. I'm not talking about saying that harry is a bad person, depending on your choices in your playthrough he could absolutely be described as a very shitty person, I'm talking about this weird insistence that harry as an addict/recovering addict/whatever doesn't deserve love or friendship or community because he's just That Bad and he will ALWAYS be That Bad and inflicting him on someone else would be cruel and unusual punishment. like... actually fuck each and every last one of you who says shit like that I'm not joking.
#sorry for the rant#just saw a post about someone who was saying they hate disco elysium ships (which like whatever it's none of my business like what you want#but SPECIFICALLY singled out all the ones that include harry because âgod forbid anyone get into a relationship with himâ#and continued to talk as if the way harry was at his absolute worst is like a permanent state of being#& i looked further in the thread and it was just a bunch of people getting rage-horny over the idea of this man getting fired & dying alone#because he âdoesn't deserveâ to have friends or support??????#not even a tumblr post though it was a youtube community post of all things#sigh. maybe that's why it was so .... Like That. idk#rant post#rant#disco elysium#harry du bois#just like... let addicts be people. let addicts get better and be better without acting like it's an impossibility#our lives have value the same as yours#fandom ramblings
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Cobra Kai | 6.02
#cobra kai#ckedit#cobrakaiedit#efedits#lawrusso#johnny lawrence#daniel larusso#what in the.......................what is going on here fellas...........#black and white even though i don't prefer it but johnny's gifs looked horrendous no matter how i tried with the colouring#and left out two gifs of johnny's stupid head tilt yk which one im talking about and daniel's beautiful smile bc they didn't fit the vibe#of whatever the fuck is going on here.......#and the b&w makes it kinda......idk let your minds go crazy over aus here đ mine sure does
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This is based off of that one tiktok from @sorruna where itâs the audio from Spider-Man: Into the Spider-verse.
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Dick Grayson was a sneaky, intelligent little shit.
He was also dumb. These things are not mutually exclusive.
To this day, one of his best kept secrets- one of the many, many that he had now- was something heâd take to his grave.
Or to Jasonâs grave, at least.
Dick sat down and began telling the story to ears that would never truly hear it.
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Batmanâs voice rumbled behind him as Dick, in his Robin suit, stood blankly on top of a roof.
âI know you snuck out last night, Robin.â
Dick froze, train of thought about his dinner derailed. Holy busted, Batman! Quick! Play dumb!
âWhoâs Robin?â He asked, the years of performing in front of a large crowd coming to save his ass.
Not that dumb!
Batman sent him a dry look, reprimand already poised on his lips. Dick, however, was nothing but a good performer. Nay, a dedicated performer.
Quick! Do something out of character! He shouted at himself, panicking visibly. He stepped backwards, an idea appearing in his head. In his defense, it sounded like an amazing idea at the time. He had no idea it would blow up into a Justice League issue. If he had known⊠Dick would have lied better, probably. There was no way he was going to let B bench him for weeks!
âWho the fuck are you?!â He yelped. Dick apologized mentally to Alfred and his parents. Batman paused, stunned.
âThatâs my question. Who are you?!â Bruce asked, immediately hostile. His son doesnât curse. Well, not in any normal way anyways. Dick quickly backpedaled by yelling at him with a heavy Vlax dialect, missing his parents terribly as he screamed stranger danger in rudimentary Romany. After this, he was going to have to convince Bruce to get him a language tutor. He refused to forget one of the only ties he had left to his parents.
âWait, wait- youâre my son.â Bruce replied back, in perfect Romany. He looked more convinced but still skeptical.
âMy dad is a circus performer! Not a flying rat!â Dick screeched back. He couldnât help but feel touched about Bruce seeing him like a son.
âOy! Keep it down out there, you assholes! Some of us like our sleep, damn!â A random Gothamite screamed out of their window.
âYo, shut the fuck up! The vigilantes are helping to keep the rent low, motherfucker!â Another Gothamite shouted back.
âŠ.
Needless to say, Bruce quickly brought Dick back to the cave- with precautions to make sure he didnât figure out where the Cave was if Dick was actually someone else.
ââ
âYou would have loved it, Little Wing. B was running around like a headless chicken. The memory loss protocol was actually made because of me, you know.â Dick chuckled, sniffling as he talked to the carved gravestone.
It did not reply.
ââ
The blood tests came back. Yeppers, Dick sarcastically thought, who woulda thought Iâm me?
Reinforcements were called in.
Meaning, Batgirl.
âWatch him while I contact Justice League Dark.â
âYou think itâs magic?â Barbara asked.
âYes. There was no one else near our vicinity that could affect Dick like this. He has no head wounds.â
âEesh. Okay, go. Iâll watch him.â
Bruce disappeared in his zeta tube, looking harried. So, to everyone thatâs not a Bat, he looked absolutely terrifying.
âWhat did you get yourself into now, Boy Wonder?â Barbara sighed. Dick was careful to keep any signs of recognition out of his face.
âStop calling me that! Where are my parents?!â He asked back. Barbara coughed and looked uncomfortably away.
Thatâs right, Babs. Iâm pulling out the orphan card. Feel bad. Dick hid his feral grin.
âTheyâre⊠uh, busy.â Busy being dead, Barbara thought, immediately wincing at her own thoughts. Apparently, Dick thought the excuse was lame too, and he sent her an incredulous look.
âWould you like refreshments, Master Dick?â
âWhat?â
Alfred held out some cookies on a platter, giving Babs a quelling look as she tried to reach for his share.
âOh, wow, these are really good!â Dick said as he shoveled cookies into his mouth. He tried to replicate the reaction he had when he tried these for the first time, and from Alfredâs satisfied look, Dick nailed it.
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âRobin doesnât remember who he is.â Batman rumbled as he all but dragged Zatanna and Constantine by the scuff of their jackets towards the zeta tubes.
âHey, wait-â
âWe have no time.â Batman snarled, tossing the two magic users into the zeta. He punched in the destination.
When they got there, he glared at the two magic users until they got into the cave.
âDamn, Bats. Really living up to your name, huh?â
âNot bad,â Zatanna said as she looked around.
âRobin,â Batman- Bruce- reminded them. He did a quick glance over to check on his kids, and found them satisfactorily uninjured. Though, Barbara was looking worse for wear. Bruce quickly found out why as she stalked to him.
âYou deal with him.â She muttered. âIâm going home.â
Bruce blinked and nodded. âGet home safe.â
Zatanna and Constantine followed Batman as he walked towards Robin. It was odd to see the normally laughing child frown.
âItâs you! The kidnapper! Where are my parents?!â
Bruce winced which, for him, was akin to a full body flinch and recoil. No wonder Barbara was so tired.
âFix it.â
âDonât get your knickers in a twist, Batsy.â Constantine grumbled.
âWell help, Batman. Though⊠Iâm not sure if he should be doing that.â
Bruce sharply turned his head back to where Dick was. Emphasis on was. Because now, heâs halfway up the giant dinosaur the Robin had insisted they keep.
âRobin, get down from there!â
âStranger Danger!â Dick hollered back.
Batman- Bruce Wayne- sighed.
âThatâs high level magic,â Zatanna hummed. âI canât feel anything, but I know for sure that he wonât die. Magic like that either dissipates naturally orâŠâ
âLasts forever,â Constantine finished.
Bruce groaned, shooting off a grappling line and swooping upwards to catch Dick as he fell from the giant dinosaur.
ââ
âI pretended to get my memories back later,â Dick chuckled. âAnd pretended to forget the whole thing. Bruce was so relieved that I stopped knocking things over and trying to do cartwheels in high places that he totally forgot I snuck out.â
Dick patted the headstone.
âBut between you and me? Iâm pretty sure Alfred knew. I think B pissed him off that week.â
#yâall is the Romani language spelled Romany#idk if im reading that wrong but did you know the Vlad dialect is the most widespread?#nightwing#dick grayson robin#dick grayson#dick graysonâs gaslight gatekeeper girl boss moment#Bruce Wayne#Batman#Batman and the trials of parenthood#google what to do when your vigilante child seems to have forgotten that heâs a vigilante#Batman using the magic Justice League like a wiki how#minors angst disguised as crack#also my favorite thing to write is brice and dick coping by talking to graves#but not actually talking to the graveâs owner who is actually alive#dick gets better about it#Bruce? not really#English is the fucking worst#Jason Todd#jason Toddâs grave
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The Little Things
happy birthday @shepscapades!! you've known about this fic for a little bit, but we talked about how long DBHC Etho's hair had gotten and I really couldn't help myself LOL. I hope you have a great birthday <333
Behind his shoulder, Etho twists a particularly long strand of hair around his finger as they unpack, fidgeting in a way that almost seems anxious. He drags his hand back after a moment, flattening his hair against his neck, combing through absently as he sorts through their collected items and puts them in proper order. Bdubs watches him fidget for a long moment. The thoughts in his head bounce around like loose marbles. Or, Bdubs braids Etho's hair. Etho lets him.
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âEtho.â
Bdubs is staring at the back of Ethoâs neck as they walk a short single file through the dark oak trees. Etho holds a steady grip on the hilt of the sword at his hip, head shifting back and forth as they walk together, like they were tethered by an invisible string. He can see the faint glow of his LED in the dappled, midday light. Etho makes a small, confirming sound, but doesnât look behind him.
âYour hairâs gotten long.â
âMhh,â Etho hums againâsome approximation of pushing out air. He reaches back, combing through the near neck-length hair. âIâm letting it get long. Thought it might be a nice change.â
ââS it bothering you?â Bdubs asks. Etho shakes his head, glancing back to look at him.
âKeeps getting in my eyes, but otherwise I was just too lazy to cut it.â
Bdubs snorts.Â
âTypical.â
Etho shoots him a look, but his mouth is curved into a smileâone where heâs trying to stifle it, so his teeth arenât showing, but he really wants to grin. All visible too since his mask is tucked under his chin. The motion pulls at the off-white scar down his face.Â
âSo mean,â he scoffs. âAfter everything I do for you, Bdubs!â
âYeah, right,â Bdubs says, thumping his shoulder with the back of his hand. âAnd youâre beinâ dramatic.â
Etho sticks his tongue out at him, but doesnât argue any further. Bdubs almost socks him again for that, but Etho giggles enough to get him to start laughing, and by the time heâs even considered it again, their base has come into view. Wellâwhat some would call a stack of deepslate that looked like fort walls. Kind of. It was something at least, even if it wasnât all that pretty. He can see the peek of Tangoâs head over the wall, just a smudge of gold against the backdrop. He must be moving their chests around to keep building, because thereâs no way their walls were as short as Tango.Â
They both pick their way toward the base just as Tangoâs head disappears. By the time their cajoling and banter is within earshot, Tangoâs standing outside the front of their base, eyebrows raised.
âYou two sure make a lot of noise,â he complains, folding his arms. âI swear I could hear you from across the river.â
Bdubs snorts.
âBlame Etho for that one,â he grumbles, pushing past the two of them. He hears Tango snort as he starts giggling, and Etho makes a particularly pathetic sound in retaliation.
âBdubs started it,â he complains, dragging himself after Bdubs and into the base proper. Tango twists around to follow them both, trailing after as Bdubs lingers near the doorway.Â
âDid you two at least bring back somethinâ to eat?â
âYou bet your buns we did,â Bdubs snorts. He drops to sit beside his bag, fiddling until the clasps come undone. There, he reaches in, and hands Tango a chunk of entirely unprocessed redstone. When Tango twists it this way and that, it catches the light in a surprisingly interesting way. He watches Tangoâs face scrunch for a moment, LED spinning a light blue ring as he thinks over the stone in his hands. Luckily he hasnât noticed that there are a few prominent sets of teeth marks in the bottom half.Â
Canât blame a guy for getting hungry.Â
Tango nods, seemingly satisfied.
Behind his shoulder, Etho twists a particularly long strand of hair around his finger as they unpack, fidgeting in a way that almost seems anxious. He drags his hand back after a moment, flattening his hair against his neck, combing through absently as he sorts through their collected items and puts them in proper order.
Bdubs watches him fidget for a long moment. The thoughts in his head bounce around like loose marbles.
Tango moves around them both and back to the place where he was moving cots and chests around. He backs himself against a particularly large double chest and shoves it sideways across the grass. Etho continues to quietly stack items into a chest. With his bag now empty, Bdubs picks himself up, and scoops up his bag. At the front door, he slings his newly sharpened axe over his shoulder.
Might as well get some wood while the day was still light.
At the fire, sleep tugging at the edge of his consciousness, Bdubs casts a tired glance over to Etho. Heâs shrugged free from his coat, now draped over his knees as he sits at Bdubsâ left, leaning almost into his space. From this angle, Bdubs can see how Ethoâs hair lies flat over the back of his neck, curls over the side of his face in frizzy strands. He reaches up almost absently to comb his fingers through it. Etho makes a small, startled noise. He raises his shoulders, but heâs not able to resist the tiny, pleased expression that slides onto his face as Bdubs keeps his hand on the back of his skull. He may not like the teasing, but the idea of Bdubs petting through his hair certainly seems to make him happy.
Which is why Bdubs sighs through his nose and draws his hand away.
âEtho,â Bdubs says, exasperation slipping into his tone unbidden. âCâmere and let me help you.â
âItâs fine,â Etho tries, more in discomfort than annoyance.
âEthoââ Bdubs argues. He pats the ground in front of him, legs splayed. Etho looks him up and down for a long moment, LED spinning, calculating.Â
âWhatâre you gonna do?â he asks.
ââM not gonna cut it,â Bdubs sighs. âJust trust me, alright?â
Etho makes a noise halfway between a groan and a hum. He finally sinks to the ground beside Bdubsâ knee. Twisting around to put him between his legs, Bdubs shuffles forward on the grass. Between Etho and the fire in front of him, the air around them is warm, filled with the slight mechanical hum from Etho in front of him, the snap of the fire. Bdubs leans forward for a moment, resting his forehead against the nape of Ethoâs neck. Etho laughs, one hand coming back to squeeze his knee.
âWhat,â he teases. âWas this your ulterior motive?â
âNo,â Bdubs startles, peeling himself away. âNo it wasnât. This was just a nice moment.â
Etho giggles, squeezing his knee again. He draws his hand down Bdubsâ shin and to his ankle, where he keeps it there.
Carefully, Bdubs combs his fingers through Ethoâs hair. Itâs not any different than usual, besides the length. He keeps relatively good care of it, the ends are fine, itâs short enough not to reliably knot. Sifting his fingers through takes little effort on Bdubsâ part as he easily separates three sections out, twisting the hair between his fingers as he braids. Etho slumps forward a bit, shoulders rounding out, the base of his spine and lower ribs pressed into Bdubsâ space.
âI learned how to do this a long time ago,â Bdubs says absently as he works. He watches Ethoâs LED spin again, and takes that as a sign that heâs still paying attention. âHadâta use ropes since I didnât know anyone with hair long enough to actually practice on. Itâs easy to do a simple one when youâve got the hangâve it, though.â
âAre you expecting me to not ask you for help when I need it?â Etho says, amusement slipping into his tone. Bdubs pokes the back of his neck.
âIâm just sayinâ,â he grumbles. âYou donât haveâta learn, Iâm just tellinâ a story. Jeez, Etho.â
âSorry, sorry,â Etho placates, still giggling. âMaybe Iâll learn as long as you teach me.â
Bdubs huffs out a laugh.
âMaybe,â he parrots. He curls his hair into the last section of the small, tight braid, hoping that force alone will keep it together just for a bit. As he lets go, Ethoâs hand comes back to feel out the braid, smoothing the rest of his hair back behind his ears. With most of it tucked back, only the tufts of hair in the front spill into his eyes. When he turns back to Bdubs, a soft smile tugs at his face. Bdubs reaches on instinct to push his hair back, dragging his hand down his cheek as he pulls away. He pretends not to notice that Ethoâs ears have gone slightly blue as he turns away from him.
âYou like it?â Bdubs asks, voice coming uncharacteristically soft. Etho nods silently. âGood.â
Bdubs leans forward into Ethoâs space, then, tucking himself against the strong curve of his back. He can feel, ever so slightly, the hum of his thirium pump, the heat that he gives off from all the moving equipment inside his chest. There, he lets out a soft sigh. Etho squeezes his ankle.
âYou let me know if you need me to do it again, alright?â Bdubs asks. Etho lets out a long breath of air.
âI will,â he says, voice crackling ever so.
Good, Bdubs thinks. He likes the sound of that.
#ethubs#hermitshipping#ethoslab#bdoubleo100#wild life smp#wlsmp#dbhc#hermitcraft dbh au#dbhc etho#dbhc bdubs#fics#text#(incredibly out of tune) hhaaaaAAAaaapPYY biIIRRthhDAyyy--#jskfhdkjhdfgjkhdfgjk hii shep <333 happy birthday!!#we talked about this fic and i was gonna post it before#but got distracted. so now it's for your birthday LMAOO#what if dbhc ethubs could be so special to me#takes place around session 2!!#also hi tango!! tango mention!! yaaay!!#i like them a lot <3#something something divorced?? idk her#sorry i dont read it like that JKHSFKGJHFG#anyway. i hope you like them!!
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Let's talk about after-school chapter 28!
I had assumed this interaction was what made Teru, our king of pettiness, go "You know what? I think I won't exorcise your evil spirit problem. Perish."
But?? Akane already had stiff shoulders at the start of their talk?? And Akane waited until it was near the end of their student council time to brag about his 'date' with Aoi.
Meaning Teru just let Akane carry the embodiment of stress and hatred on his back during their entire student council time??
I can't fathom why? This was not an 'I trust Akane to handle it' case, not when Teru was the one who enchanted his glasses so he know better than anyone how vulnerable to supernatural Akane becomes with it, and telling myself Teru needed to wait for the supernatural to feed on Akane to grow when this guy is a pro exorcist also feels like an excuse.
Maybeeee Teru was morbidly curious as to how Akane would fight the feeling?
Speculations on the insane decision to let Akane be haunted aside, their conversation is a trainwreck, shout out to how Teru instinct upon hearing Akane got a date is that his buddy is hallucinating.
I get his skepticism tho, pre-severance Akane you are... A lot.
"I love the part of her that invites me to go shopping" Akane, my dear, you need help. I know you're being honest but please find a less awkward way to be a lovesick fool. (---> I say, knowing full well he'll need to go through a traumatic feelies talkies section in Death's house first)
"cya!" is just cute to me. Look at this smug ill-informed dumbass.
"Hey, the flowers behind aoi are different this time," I think in surprise, even tho realistically Akane must associate Aoi with the entire garden at this point.
And here comes the professional thrid well, the prince himself! His mere presence means Teru actually fell for Akane calling the shopping trip a date though, he gives Akane too much credit.
Teru knowing Akane well enough to translate his stammers of a pathetic creature into "Why are you here?" is beautiful, bro is better at his side gig (pester akane) than his main job (be an exorcist) today.
Aoi's "I know a liar when I see one. let's indulge him anyways" she truly is a kind soul.
Speaking of said liar, I love that Teru doesn't have a basket or shopping cart.
He isn't even trying to pretend he had plans to go shopping, what a guy.
Aoi getting excited over dirt and fertilizer, my girl <3
Shout out to Akane for being happy that Aoi is happy and to Teru for finally figuring out that he doesn't need to sabotage anything cause there is nothing to sabotage.
Teru: *speak*
Akane: and away goes my joy and whimsy.
Love Teru trying to bond with Aoi right after the realization this is a hangout. He wastes no time.
Aoi telling Teru the truth is sweet, I'm glad they are getting closer. Also happy to see Teru remains shameless.
Aoi gave him the driest look possible and Teru still put carrots on her basket. He even said "buy it" SO HE WOULD HAVE MADE HER PAY FOR THE CARROTS.
YES AOI REPRIMAND HIS ASS!
She really treats him like a dog! Is incredible. From her 'grrr' to the way she points a finger at him, it gives me "bad dog! Drop it!" energy.
Fascinated by the way Teru blushes. He seems to be more hung up on being called 'bad' than anything, but he definitively liked being reprimanded, he is still blushing when he walks instead of displaying the dejection of the convenience store.
He doesn't even give up on his quest to make her buy veggies.
Teru, you're doing horrible sweety, keep pestering her and you two will be inseparable in no time <3
Love how Akane snapped out of the curse's first attempt to make him spiral by refusing to be on the same level as Hanako.
He is so arrogant "What am i a loser? A pathetic toilet loser? Nah nah, I am better than that." like damn, okay bro.
I can't believe he pushed back against a curse by the sheer power of self-confidence and determination though, he is built differently. 90% of the characters in this manga cannot relate.
Love how Teru probably didn't suggest a single flower for Aoi to buy, trying to test if he could sneak even one vegetable into her basket, so his closeness to Aoi just made Akane's petunia suggestion look that much more thoughtful in comparison (she does look very happy to be given an actual flower).
Rest in peace Teru you suck at sabotaging.
(Or he would suck if that was the goal! He stuck around for this entire hangout despite how rare his free time is. He got his ice cream, he even walked Aoi home, he just want to hang out. Same vibe as when he went "Oh aoi come with me to the festival, Akane will be there")
I find Teru's zoned-out face so cute.
There is no speech bubble to Terukane's first panel here, but i am 95% sure Teru was the one who asked to be notified about Aoi's gardening progress considering the '...' contrasting Akane's enthusiasm. Love that for him, yes talk to Aoi, get close to this closed off girl.
And Akane didn't like that iuguyguygyui
Teru can always just take off his glasses like Akane never fights that. Good for you.
I am still not over Teru just letting him carry this curse.
But now I really doubt he did it specifically to torture Akane, cause Teru likes helping Akane as much as he enjoys annoying him.
I wonder if he is proud of Akane for not acting on any of the negative feelings he was being fed, cause Teru looks genuinely happy here! It's a far cry from his usual 'bullying you relax me' or 'i am petty' kind of smiles.
...I may be biased but I am throwing my "Teru didn't exorcise the monster for this long to have an excuse to be hanging out with the Aois while tecnically doing his job." idea here. We do get a heavy confirmation he could have done something before and wanted to third wheel after all.
Teru wants to turn this couple into a tricycle so bad. What a guy.
"I hope I didn't act weird" That's an insane thing to think considering how you act near Aoi on the daily bro, you're lucky she is too down bad to mind your madman tendencies.
Peak weirdo to weirdo pining hell.
Speaking of which, she sent him a message to show off the planted flowers! She went out of her way to make sure he saw it, Akane never asked her to update him.
LOOK AT THEEEEEEEEEEM
"Thanks for taking me out today!" says the one who invited him. And 'taking me out'? to the hardware store? I swear I wouldn't even be surprised if she mentally referred to their hang-out as a date too. I love you Aoi.
"As long as Ao-chan had fun, I am happy" l know and I love you.
ps: Their height difference still sparks joy. The smallest girl in the block, the tallest boy in the group, and the perfect middle ground.
#this became a life reaction. I rambled so hard a 'read more' was needed so you know i got the 'hehe they <3' disease again#chap 120 who? haha idk what you're talking about! have some terukaneaoi#i don't know the timeline of when this happen but i find it so funny that Akane assumes Teru doesn't have a crush#knowing akane teru was diagnosed as 'you're too awful to have love in your heart' cause akane IS SO RUDE#tbhk#toilet bound hanako kun#terukane#teruaoi#aoikane#terukaneaoi#minamoto teru#aoi akane#akane aoi
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Dinobot and two goofs
Rattap and Ransack are related, something something their type runs in the family
#same type in men if you couldnt catch my drift#dinobot is barely fluffy idk what youre talking about#transformers#beast wars#maccadam#transformers fanart#transformers beast wars#rattrap#dinobot#transformers cybertron#ransack
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"Tim has a high kill count" "he's fine with murder" that boy will freak the fuck out if he learned he killed people
Not saying he hasn't but if he realizes blowing up things kills people all hell breaks loose
#Tim: Oh yeah i took down the LOA bases i blew them up#Everyone else: you killed people????#Tim: No?? idk what youre talking about?#like yes Tim has killed and can kill#but no#tim drake#dc#dc comics#batfam#corvid talks about smth
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