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"𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵𝓼 𝓪𝓻𝓮 𝓪 𝓫𝓪𝓭 𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓷…"
Another piece for @dollycvnt of their OC "the Angel"! This piece kicked my ass because I wanted to hand draw the lace on their dress. I still really like this piece, warm colors are some of my favs to work with ☺️💕💕
#Guest OC#Friend OC#The Angel#🌙- dollycvnt#OC#original character#oc artist#☁️✨- Dreams on a Canvas#✨- Outside the Dream (fanart)#Art fight#THIS ONE WAS PAIN YES BUT ALSO SOOOO FUN#I love sunsets... especially drawing them...#I tried to make their eyes all glowy#I... dont know if i succeeded#OH WELL STILL LOOKS GOOD
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87 donnie might have some issues since the last time he showed his van to inter-dimensional brothers they didnt exactly appreciate it
someone once pointed out that most donnies issues are that they need to be told they did a good job, who better to hear it from than yourself?
previous part | all comics in this series (chrono)
#tmnt crossover#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#tmnt#tmnt 1987#tmnt 87#rise donnie#rise donatello#87 donnie#87 donatello#rottmnt donnie#tmnt donatello#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#art#my art#bulbasturtlesforever2#THIS ONE WAS IN THE BRAIN FOR SOOOOOOOO LONG YOU GUYS DONT EVEN KNOW#THIS DYNAMIC WAS MY FAV TO THINK ABOUT HHHHH IM SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG#sorry if the colours look weird i was trying to like. make it look good#idk if i succeeded i just realized what was really important was the emotions#will get the editor to gimme image description later sorry abt that
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i keep thinking about like. how the brutality levels vary between seasons and how secret life is the natural culmination of everything these people have been through and the watchers pushing everything to extremes. i’m going to try to articulate how crazy this makes me
3rd Life: god. 3rd life was a clear cut war. we haven’t seen a season since where nearly everyone has such an intense devotion to their chosen faction. the fact that there’s no precedent that they’re coming back next season, the fact that as far as they know, dying means staying dead, makes just how much they’re willing to go down with the ship that much more heartbreaking. grian ended the season exactly how it was played by damn near everyone else— i love you, i would do anything for you, i would rather die than keep going without you. the season of widows.
Last Life: and then they come back. and then ending things isn’t an option. and all of a sudden it’s not a war, it’s a death match, and damn is the competition is vicious. deaths are more often than not a vague, impersonal thing— not get away from my king, my husband, my charge— just the flash of a knife and a quick sorry, just playing the game! if 3rd life told you to hold the ones you love close, defend them to your last breath, last life urges you to burn that love out of your chest entirely.
Double Life: but everything slows down eventually. no more dying for the one you love— just learning to live with them. double life is about knowing that when you die, you will go together, hand and hand into the dark. a soap opera, the players joke. a small kindness, the universe replies. again, pearl wins the same way everyone else lost— no, not yet, please, just give us a little longer together, i’m not ready, i’m so sorry—
Limited Life: but the clock, unyielding, ticks ever onward. and god, everyone is starting to feel it. that sick, nauseating feeling of dread creeping up on them: what if it never ends? what if this is it, this is all that’s left for us— tearing each other apart over and over and over again, and for what? for a show? to feed those hungry things lurking in the dark? we’ll give them a show. bombs rain from the sky, the world shaking under the weight of it. there isn’t a thing left by the end that’s not rubble. we’re all doomed! the players cry, laughing with nothing but nihilistic, unrestrained joy. none of it matters! we come back again, and again, and again, have a little fun with it! light the fuse, collateral be damned. when death means so little, what’s the point in pretending they don’t take a little joy in it? we settle this like grian and scar before us, scott jokes, armor and weapons tossed to the side. are you insane? martyn thinks, remembering the hollow look that would wash over grian’s face when he thought no one was watching. it ruined him. it will not ruin me. this is a death match for a reason.
Secret Life: and here it is. the natural conclusion. this season is candy colored, the map dotted with cute pink houses and silly builds, the players all running around doing these ridiculous tasks. it’s so easy to forget how bloody this season was. unclosing wounds, bruises that don’t fade, the sting of fire or falling from a simple misstep. the hurt never goes away, but it gets easier to ignore— distract yourself with something silly to pass the time: spyglasses and frogs and the ugliest house you’ve ever seen and matching leather jackets and the doghouse and the relationSHIP and a weird tunnel full of doors and secret soulmates and god it’s almost, almost, enough to forget how much it all aches, how much the grief weighs on you, how many times someone you love has died, sometimes to your own blade. almost none of the grudges you hold are real by now, not really. not when you’re going to live and die with these people for as long as the hungry, many-eyed things delight in your suffering. you love each other, in the strangest way— sure you’ve all killed and betrayed each other in a thousand different ways, but at the end of the day, they’re all you have. clinging to each other in the face of the vast, unknowable horrors that drive you to slash each other to pieces. it’s still a game, after all. they’ve gotta figure out how to be good sports about it eventually.
#I DONT KNOW IF I SUCCEEDED IN ARTICULATING WHAT IM TRYING TO SAY BUT GOD#it kills me how as the brutality goes up in each series so does the sillyness factor#god#trafficblr#3rd life#last life#double life#limited life#secret life#eyesandears#<— tagging it cause it kinda alludes to martyns watcher stuff yk yk#god how else do i tag this#gonna tag the winners i mentioned and call it a day#grian#inthelittlewood#pearlescentmoon#mouse.txt
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Haunted car au?
I am writing this purely on mobile, so format might get weird, sorry in advance.
Danny didn't mean to get stuck, honest. But a dare is a dare, and damnit if he wasn't going to get that fifty dollars from Jason, "I stole the wheels at the age of 12" Peters. Danny would bet that same fifty that Jason was just waiting for him to come back and tell Jason he got zapped so he could laugh at him. Jerk.
But... accidentally possessing the Batmobile after the zap was completely unintentional. Wait, would this mean he gets double the money? He did get the sticker put on before he possessed the car.... He did also technically successfully hijack the car, which would totally constitute a bonus.... Would this be grand theft auto if he is the car... can a car steal itself? He was dumped out of his slightly hysterical panic by a weird feeling in his... engine? and felt himself? move in a way that he did not control. Where was he going? Why was he going? HOW FAST CAN THIS THING GO?
Needless to say, Danny's night was going poorly. Failed dare, grand theft kidnapping, unwilling participant of picking up an injured Batman, and now knowing the exact route to get to the super secret Bat Cave, that is, in fact an actual CAVE. If Jason doesn't pay him triple the amount AND cook him food for a week, he will riot.
Now.... how to....
HOOOOOONNNNNKKKK
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#dp x dc#dpxdc#dc x dp#dcxdp#danny phantom crossover#dc crossover#Kizzer55555 ideas#The bet was to stick a Superman or Green Lantern sticker on the Batmobile#Danny succeeded but at what cost?#Danny is going to have the time of his life being a sentient car#John Constantine may get run over at some point#work in progress#lets see how long my attention span will last on this#This is all from mobile and I dont know how to do text edit things#this is mostly from Danny's pov. Therefore very unreliable and possible adhd-ness
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im so glad im not the only person that looks at seungmin and goes "❓tism❓" bc he is Way Too Relatable to me as a person w autism
yeah..... like I say it in jest but also..... well, yk. sometimes you notice something and you notice something and you notice something and you go Hmmmm
#enby-peep#lol its funny for me personally bc i see a lot of stuff that reminds me of my cousins daughter........ and shes autistic#but everyone in our family constantly and my cousin especially is like Shes you. You are her. Youre so alike.#So you were autistic and that explains your childhood#and i was like Um. I dont know :) i dont know........ i refused it and then i went to the psych for my adhd#he was like 🤨 can you fill out these sheets... and it was to see if i was hitting the markers#and i was hitting them. I was hitting them out the park but i also knew exactly what to answer... not to hear it#so i just answered it... incorrectly to myself. anyway that was 3 yrs ago and i still go ???? why did you lie ??? wtf#so. maybe my seungmin commentary is sometimes a commentary on myself also#but its the same reason being sent to therapy as a teenager didnt work on me bc i knew exactly what to say to be#told what i wanted to hear- youre a mature smart young woman- youre good. id just lie to hear that even if it wasnt actually helpful#and i succeeded. Im a great actress. i didnt want help i wanted to be perceived as normal and i was for a minute. incorrectly.#and probably negatively maybe if i didnt lie i'd be different now but I did and I did it again 3 yrs ago but..... I think ive finally left#idk. my weird obsession with being 'normal' behind- i dont follow the script as much as i did before and im much more honest about how i am#this is an insane set of tags LMAO#so sorry#i dont talk about this stuff often and its An Anniversary today i accidentally used this ask as an emotional dumping ground#some people have journals (seungmin) i have tags on a tumblr post#peace and love on planet earth
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Most shocking part of the u20 was Rin not swinging at Sae once
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Holiness is a punishment that must be taken with hands folded
(NSFW below the cut)
#mcr#my chemical romance#gerard way#frank iero#frerard#i tried to take inspiration by gee's art style#dont know if i succeeded but i like them anyway. love the vibes i created#oh yeah if you're wondering why frank doesnt have any tats#its because i didnt feel like drawing them. hope this helps#alexi draws
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To be fair to "illario is bad at lying" I don't think he had a contingency plan for "my cousin who I tried to have murdered came back after a whole year of being tortured in an underwater prison by the lady I've been sleeping with and he's an abomination now, also I have to pretend my grandma got murdered." His plan got monumentally fucked up
THAT’S WHAT I’M SAYIINNGGG. no matter how good or bad you are, i do not seriously think there’s a way to prepare for all that and then execute a follow up plan that’s not just “oh fuck i gotta do something” i think. of course this could have been avoided if he just killed lucanis himself but i like to think he has a heart in there
#literally went back on my posts to consider when ive said ‘illario is bad at lying’#because i of all people on this site am the one most likely to exaggerate how good he is at his work#if ur talking about the one where i said ‘illario is bad at lying’ and followed it up with ‘i dont think he should be’ then#yeah i dont think he should be#if i got the chance to drive his character he would be more competent AND liked and very#like obviously fill out the skill sets lucanis doesnt have. and not make it obvious that hes the villian#eg. the funeral talk lol. he spends that whole conversation going#’grandma’s ashes. the ashes for the funeral. the funeral ashes. grandma’s ashes for thr funeral. sure okay. i have to go’#which teia actually does believe is grief since she compares it to how he was when lucanis ‘died’#so ya know . not horrible. believable enough to fool talons!#if u have come from that mile long illario textpost then know ive had to sit thru#people calling him stupid . HES NOT . he was faced with the stupid topsiest turviest situation of all time#take rook and getting hired out of this equation and illario would have done it#he would have failed at a later stage because this implies he kills anyone who actually likes him#but he would have succeeded for about a week. and then he would get killed. lol#like i do think he is stupid for trusting a venatori to keep her word HOWEVERRRR. he was pretty good at the lying part!
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just having a normal one thinking about how badly Armand wants to be loved but every time he gets close to it, he self sabotages and ruins it. almost as if. he subconsciously doesn't think he deserves it.
#I'm fine I'm good I'm so normal about him#he does it with EVERY romantic relationship we see him have it's insane#first with lestat and their whole Thing. especially the nicki stuff we haven't seen yet.#then louis. like he lets himself have it and then realizes it's possible for it to work and IMMEDIATELY blows it#by you know. trying to kill him. actually succeeding in killing his daughter.#making sure there's no possible way louis will ever forgive him even as he plots and manipulates to underplay his role in it#they loved each other but armand made sure it would never be in the way he craved the most and then punished himself for it#by strong manning the relationship together with hot glue and stickers even if it was hurting them both#AND THEN with daniel too ffs#DOUBLE of it with daniel if past-devil minion happened too fuck#turning him and then leaving him bc daniel SEES him for who he is and he's not afraid (I mean he is but YOU GET WHAT I MEAN)#possibly erasing his memories of him from the 70's & 80's as both a fucked up attempt to keep daniel alive#(which tbf it works but is STILL a fucked up thing to do)#and to get himself out of a situation in which someone finally started to love him unconditionally the way he wants so badly#but he can't let himself have that can he#I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT THE VAMPIRE ARMAND GUYS#I might be wrong idk I have yet to rewatch s2 but#BUT IT HURTS ANYWAY DONT IT#iwtv#armand#iwtv amc#the vampire armand#interview with the vampire#iwtv s2#armandposting#robin going insane about armand again#iwtv armand
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sometimes you're just listening to your music and then a song comes on and you're struck with a vision. idk what to tell you
#tim drake#dc comics#feels a bit disingenuous to tag this as#dc robin#robin#but this is from before his red robin era so#anyway i dont intend this as shipping but also. ive read the comics. i have eyes. so tag it how you want#also this gave me the excuse to make his last robin suit not quite as awful to look at for me personally#for anyone interested the song is annabel's lament from the dolls of new albion. the whole song doesnt quite fit but this part resonates#dcu#dc universe#dc fanart#anyway i know im also focused on kon here bc i just read the relevant ac09 issue#but didnt tim also try cloning bart. why does nobody ever talk about that#like. thats why the two of them are there in the second part of titans of tomorrow. bc evil gun batman tim succeeded in cloning them
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ascanio and louis xii
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Milan Undone, Contested Sovereignties in the Italian Wars, John Gagné
extremely bold of louis xii to assume that ascanio, who has a reputation for conspiracy, wouldn't turn around and say 'fuck you,' after all of that™
(Ibid.)
it IS funny how men in power keep thinking they can put him on a leash like, pal. the odds are NOT in your favor
#ludovico couldn't keep his brother on a leash what makes you think YOU can#(guiliano della rovere is excluded from this club bc he actually succeeded on that front but i dont respect him)#anyway you guys ever think about how ascanio just wanted to be in milan but the milan that was your home doesnt exist anymore#like you're never gonna be able to go back. and ludovico at one point made arrangements for ascanio's body#to be brought back to milan back when everyone thought he was going to die. but he's going to die in rome and he's staying there#augh. AUGH#actually the shift in the relationship between ludovico and ascanio from a general sense of unease to ludovico#wanting ascanio buried with his wife (and the scale of grief that ludovico had at the death of beatrice. oughhhh) is. oof#there's a second very Hm™ comparison here that i will bite my tongue on but it's also their parents fault for it. so.#drawing tag#italian renaissance tag#ascanio sforza#do i have a tag for louis xii. i know ive drawn him before. I HATE HIS HAIR. i might throw out referencing his historical portraits#entirely and just borrow a portrayal of him from television or something#i was not made to draw straight hair
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i still don't really get what a kernel is and at this point i'm afraid to ask
#basically i should know more math.#they've come up in quantum (aka the propagator) and stats and while i tried to understand i have not succeeded#you can expand a kernel into its basis functions.. or go from the basis functions to a kernel..#and it's a covariance function..#or a green's function which is kinda the same/similar?#i just. dont really know where it came from. it was presented to us very much like we should already know what it is
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full of hatred and loathing for x files lately but wanted to revisit my old zootopia au designs :)
#i can no longer will x files to give me happy brain chemicals and that is sad haha#i always meant for mulder to look more deer/moose hybrid core and uuuuuuuuh???????????#i also used to make him insanely THICC haha tried more lanky this time dont know if i succeeded#peace and love to x files enjoyers#could NOT find satisfaction with scully's colors CLASSIC ME PROBLEM#My Art#The X Files#Dana Scully#Fox Mulder#Zootopia#AU#Reindeer#Deer#Moose#Fox#Furry#lol
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Do not feed the thing in the basement.no matter what it says to you do not listen to it,it is lying to you. It does not know how to feel hungry, it will not eat what you give it, it will only enjoy the crunch of your bones in it gaping maw.
You will not listen to me. My warning is all in vain. Tomorrow I will come in, and it will be like you were never here, and I will have to hire someone new. No one ever heeds my warning they only listen to the cursed thing in the basement. They think they know better than I, but I have lived with it far longer than I have not.
Why can't they have just listened to me. If only I could just be ride of that thing, but it won't let me go. I just want to go back home.
#writing stuff#creative writing#writing#writerscommunity#writers on tumblr#writeblr#i wrote this#horror#this is supposed to be horror#dont know how well i succeeded#short horror story
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Okay I'll be honest. "Doomed by the narrative" is a nothing phrase to me. Meaningless. Which is to say I have no idea what y'all mean when you say it and how it is distinct from concepts like fate or tragic flaws in a sort of ancient greek play sense
#roxy writes#pretty sure aristotle talks about the thing that makes a tragedy a tragedy is a character flaw in an otherwise great person#but i could just be attributing unrelated things to Aristotle as many have done over the years#I do know he said a tragedy is basically about a person who is better than you failing#and a comedy is about a person worse than you succeeding#i disagree but the extent to which i disagree depends on a few definitions and also what thw original greek says#i probably have an old loeb of the poetics somewhere but i dont recall much greek so that would be a chore
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King and Eda are fucking pissed.
Both of their reactions throughout this whole scene in Watching and Dreaming fucking destroyed me man. Their complete, wordless shock followed by unbridled grief-stricken rage just…. hit hard. Havent really seen art for this moment so wanted to take a crack at it.
Also since I’ve been experimenting more with procreate, I learned that it automatically saves a TIMELAPSE. So now YOU TOO! Can see my abysmal drawing process. I’ll either add that in a reblog or in a new post, so just keep an eye out if you’re interested in seeing that I guess.
Anyway tumblr’s gonna fuck up the quality so I’m putting CLOSEUPS under the cut.
#tried to post this with the timelapse attached before but i think she was too LARGE and it got mad#SO! I will post it in a reblog or something#or a new post?? i dont know whats better#anyway AUAIAGAOAIAUAHAHAOUAGAGAH I LOVE GRIEF FUELED RAGE AND INTENSE EMOTIONS#and i love trying to figure out how to properly CONVEY the INTENSITY of those emotions in my art#so HOPEFULLY! I succeeded here lol#i sorta wish that king and eda had more time in the episode to go completely apeshit and attack belos#but i understand the writers probably had to be super tight with how they handled time so I cant be too mad about it#FUCK DISNEY FOR REDUCING THE SHOWS LENGTH EDA AND KING DESERVED TO BEAT BELOS TO DEATH FOR 10 MINUTES#anyway I should. probably stop ranting in the tags#the owl house#toh#eda clawthorne#king clawthorne#watching and dreaming#toh season 3#toh spoilers#myart#toh fanart
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