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God, Ted Lasso just blows me away every episode.
#I've never trusted a show so much#It's so good#It's so kind#It's so well written#Every time I watch my heart is filled with rainbows#shut up fraddit
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sorry sometimes i think about mako and my heart hurts so much. this kid raised himself and his brother on the streets in homelessness and utter poverty from eight through fifteen, promptly after seeing the violent death of his mother and father. he turned to the triple threats because they couldn't survive as a pair of wretched kids without any adult support, and the environment forced him to turn into the exact character that killed his parents in a terrible twist of irony. and after sheer-fucking-luck hits and they aren't homeless anymore, their livelihood wavers on the outcome of what's a literally game to everyone but them; and after things are finally starting to look up and their team is going places and things just might be okay, his gradually stabilizing world unceremoniously expands and everything goes to shit.
and the city that chewed him up and spat him back out, ruined him as a child and took away his ability to stay afloat in a true sense of normalcy as an adult — when it's on the verge of destruction and falling to pieces before his eyes, he gives himself to save it with the full expectation to die. he went from the kid who didn't and couldn't care about anything outside of himself and his brother, to finding redemption for his younger self in his police work despite its injustice against him, to willingly sacrificing himself to a world that had never loved him.
he's a desperate people pleaser, socially and emotionally stunted for the adult he had to be as a kid, unable to navigate interpersonal relationships easily yet still trying his damned hardest. he's intensely and entirely devoted to the things that matter to him and for so long it was only him, bolin, and ensuring their survival — yet by the end, that devotion has expanded to protecting the rest of the world. he starts out entirely self-reliant and ends in trusting the people he cares about to know their own needs, to be able to take care of themselves, to be okay without him despite having spent so much of his life defined by his role in others' well-being.
just. what the fuck i'm such a big fan of this fictional guy and i'm unashamed about it at this point. also let him cry please (if you won't i'll do it i'll let him cry)
#lychee's brain trash#mako lok#mako tlok#sorry for the shitpost i don't do a lot of those i realize#how tf did this guy not had a massive break down in canon at any point#nd like;; he never shows resentment for the unfairness of it all#he doesn't ever use his past to excuse any of his choices/actions that are influenced by it#which is pretty intrinsically linked to his relationship fumbles#he just quietly holds himself accountable and probably mildly despises himself haha#as much as i don't care for the love triangle it really does make complete sense in accordance to his backstory#anyway this is just a roundabout way of me expressing my salt at people writing him off as a malicious asshole lol#i literally cannot articulate the intense complex things his conjured up existence makes me feel#this does not even scratch the surface there is SO MUCH#i need to actually write the fifty fics that exist to my brain otherwise all these thoughts will never see the sun#trust that one day the avatar!mako au will emerge from my drafts;;;#and. you know. that one shot i've had in wip for the past 2.5 years#and the four other oneshots that will probably never be converted into actual words
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#another bonus under the cut where i got up under their big head to get 'em a little closer and a little more front-facing#aggron#aggron is just cool. a big metal bitch who *could* hug you but is probably actually just gonna obliterate you. is that anything#i think i prefer lairon more. it's kinda just a little metal creature and i think that's awesome but aggron stands up#and normally i'm a big big fan of when pokémon stand up. when everyone wanted sprigatito to not stand up i was like#please stand up. because i am a furry and i knew it was gonna become favorite pokémon material if it did. and it did and meowscarada is#wonderful and i love it and it's one of my top like 10 of all time. but aggron is like. i dunno. a little too gruff for me#i think aron and lairon are cute and i'm generally a fan of and user of cute pokémon but aggron is very. how you say. aggressive#and also… ron… aggressive ron. new show on netflix i just reinvented aggretsuko but for pokémon#also weirdly every furry on the face of the earth likes aggretsuko but for one i've never had a netflix account and for two i just#don't ever watch shows. it's just not something that works in my brain. having to get them‚ and then just taking the time to sit down and do#it just never does anything for me. the last show i watched was because i was over at a friend's house and he was like hey. we're watching#this show now. i want you to see this show. and it's a show that folks generally lamented for a lot of reasons so i was like iii dunno about#that one! but he was like no trust me it's fine. and then i was like. kinda uninterested at first but it turned out to be really good#and i'm still ashamed. that i liked it as much as i did. so i will not say what it is. it's not supernatural. it's a short-ish show#but like it was good and i didn't expect it to be. which has nothing to do with aggretsuko OR with aggron for that matter#literally idk. look it's distraction (AGGRON DISTRACTION)
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My thoughts on Way after three episodes can be summed up by:
He "loves" Babe so much that he's out here messing with his mind and causing him to lose races. And, if the preview is to be trusted, he learned nothing from Babe losing in this episode and is gonna keep up the mind fuckery and then he's gonna crash. He's doing all this, possibly has been for 10 years, and Babe still doesn't want him. Give it up Deelisish!
Can his future man show up like now? Can he get some dick? Cause he needs some dick and it's never gonna be from Babe. lol
#pit babe#pit babe the series#like my god#I've gone from being like#he's so pathetic but he has reason to distrust Charlie#to#he really didn't actually have anything to go on about Charlie#yeah Charlie is shady but he doesn't get credit for finding that out cause he only cares cause he's jealous#and when he did find it out was he nice to his bestie he's in love with#his bestie he's in love with who whole ass has Charlie's name in his phone with a heart emoji#no he's like WE DON'T LOVE OR TRUST ANYONE JUST US#and is fucking with the money now by messing with Babe's head before a race#and may be responsible for him whole ass crashing???#and like nah#NAH#babe doesn't love you way he's never gonna love you let it go#best friends don't sabotage their friend's happiness cause they're mad they can't get his dick instead#ooo I'm heated#I'm literally about to get violent#I'm having so much fun yelling at my laptop during this show lol#regular clyde
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My favorite part of being alive is that I've never felt welcome in any space except for that one year when I thought I was a non-binary bisexual asexual girl when I was 13 :)
#Before that I was a weird kid whose only source for human communication instructions was the shows on CN Nickelodeon and Disney XD/Channel#And even though I had friends I never felt loved enough#And AFTER that I realized I was more of a trans guy and that I don't trust women enough to know if I could be in love with one but that#maybe I like men but I can't know for sure because I have the bad habit of falling for any guy who pays attention to me for long enough#And I haven't felt included in queer spaces ever since I realized I wasn't any sort of girl because people in here seem to hate men a little#too much for me to feel safe being anything but a gnc emo girl#And not even getting started on being gay cause people on online spaces that I'm around often act like “girls and the gays!!” as if I'm#effeminate and flamboyant just for my sexuality when truly I'm heavily uncomfortable doing anything deemed as girly#vent post#And even the thought that I MIGHT be a straight trans guy makes me feel horrible cause so many queer people seem to hate straight people#Like hi did you forget that this place is supposed to make people feel safe and respected and proud of being themselves#Oooh and don't forget the autism! Cause I get why people complain about the diagnosis being only for cis white boys but like#I've literally never seen that. Ever. I'm not saying it doesn't happen I'm just saying that it's much harder for me to find any sort of#online diagnosis tool for someone who's not an adult or a parent or a cis woman than it is for me to find any for a girl#Like seriously man#And how I feel like I'm a horrible person for not having g empathy. DUDE I HAVE MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES THAT I'VE NEVER BEEN ABLE TO KNOW ABOUT#like chill I'm not automatically a murderer and rapist and toxic and manipulative just cause I can't put myself in someone else's shoes#I'm just a guy who hardly feels alive or human. Of course I'm not going to reel very much about a stranger when i feel like I'm not supposed#to be this person in this place in this body in this mind. I don't feel like I'm here I don't feel like this is me and I don't feel like I#can care about other people and I don't know why but I'd really appreciate it if I could get yk some support instead of feeling like I#deserve death#anyway i'm normal
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just finished s1 of the bad batch and. yeah
i really enjoyed it. i'm not too into star wars and i know jack shit about the story. but my brother is super into the franchise and w/ s3 out now i decided to try watching it again for the THIRD time (everytine b4 i just couldn't get into it)
i will not lie i only got thru it bc of tech. i saw another middle aged man, w/ a receding hairline, wearing circle-shaped glasses (goggles in his case), who is a dork and immediately latched onto him. i love him
#ty kim kitsuragi for changing my taste in fictional chars (shady afraid to trust and can't be trusted types to massive fucking dorks)#my thoughts are always of the bad batch now too. crosshair and tech#i go to sleep and wake up thinking about them#my brother strongly advises me from looking at any stuff online of the bad batch bc of spoilers and for now i've listened and avoided it#but the urge is so strong#like asking eve not to bite the apple when we all know she does it anyways#also the s1 finale was SOOOO GOOD it made me feel a lot of things. it was the most i have felt ever for a tv show#but i don't watch a lot of tv anyways#and the fact that i love the batch so much??? and i've NEVER seen them b4 now in their show bc they were in another show prev too#the writers/directors are so good that complete strangers like me can fall in love w/ these chars#pigeon talks#star wars#tbb
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Queerplatonic Sunstone, like and subscribe
#lex rambles#rain world downpour#rw five pebbles#rw seven red suns#rw sunstone#As much as I love to joke about them being divorced. To me their I always saw their relationship as not specifically romantic#But they really did mean a lot to each other...#I honestly just really love their story and dynamic so much there's something so tragic about it#They were so close.... but in one's attempt to help the other they lost everything... And burnt their bridges...#Waah#Like. There's something to be said about that. There's something to be said about the fact they never get the chance to reconcile.#There's something to be said about how Suns had faith in what Pebbles was trying to do despite all the risks only to essentially#doom him and his sister in the process...#ALSO. THE ARTI DIALOG WHERE PEBBLES SHOWS REGRET ABOUT WHAT HE SAID TO SUNS....#“None of them understood my theories. but Suns. they trusted me. They risked so much trying to help me. and I hurt them.”#“It's only now. after I've had so much time to think on it. that I understand why I was so angry.”#“I lashed out. because out of everyone. they were the last individual I wanted to confront me about my mistakes...”#LIKE????? WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
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#me? about to use tumblr as a diary again? in 2024? unfortunately:/#but here have a waterfall i saw on a hike last week as payment#i am sO tired and exhausted emotionally after dating#there's this guy that i fr thought was going to last and be around for a long time. we spent like every moment together that we could for 2#months straight and if we werent physicaly together we were texting or calling or on ft . just every part of our day had the other in it#not once did i ever feel unwanted undesired or uncared for. not once did i feel that i wasnt sure of his intentions. i felt safer with him#in those 2 months than i ever did with any one else i could think to compare to.#until one day he just didnt think it important to communicate any more. after 3 days of nearly nothing .. hardly any talking . i asked if#he was ok if we were ok. what was going on in his head. he said some ive just been with my buddies and family and havent been on my phone#and just. immediately thats heartbreak yanno. thats :// thats what they say when theres a new girl. but there'd never been a reason to think#there was another girl so i was like ok we're gonna trust bc this dude has been So good in every way. so i said imy but i understand. enjoy#your time with your buddies and with your fam -- i cant wait to hear about it (and hold you)#and i havent heard from him in the 3 weeks since. just randomly#so last night#i send the dreaded 'i miss you' text.#i dont expect to hear back and i accept the hurt that will come with that and the confusion that i've felt settles deeper into my heart#until this afternoon i hop on ig and see a hard launch that was posted an hour after my text was sent#that shit kinda hurt different. but also sent me into a bit of a delirious state where all i could do is laugh bc are you for fucking real#did she see my message? i know it. bc i know him and i know that he wouldnt hide anything from the person he's giving his heart#and his softness to. i can almost imagine how he showed her and promised her theres nothing to worry about#and there really isnt anything to worry about because he genuinely is the type to give his all to the relationship he's in#which feels silly to say after what happened w us. like no there wasnt a title ever#it sucks to call it a situationship because a month ago we were laughing in bed together about how we could never bc we were all in.#just the timing of the hard launch makes me giggle. did my text push them to have a conversation about what they are. was she really the#reason that he went away on me.#im trying not to blame myself . trying not to think about the phone calls i didnt answer. about what i could have done differently. trying#not to think about where we would be if i didnt let my anxieties hold me back. if i wasnt scared about what he'd think of the parts of me#that i keep hidden just a little bit longer than the rest.#and at the same time im trying not to put him on a pedestal. but that pedestal is just where i wholeheartedly believe he belongs#he set the bar for me. he set the standard. i was never too much. i was never too little. he made me feel perfect just as i am
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ANYWHO goodnight tumblr i'll be back on the art grind tomorrow i think 🙏
#haunted ecosystem#i'll take a burst of creativity in a different form than usual than the burnout slump i've been in for a few months#<- part of why my fandom stuff has taken a smidge of a backseat#dont get me wrong i am still very excited about my fandoms im just having fun off in oc hell (affectionate)#its nice to just be able to create and not really worry about perception. and also i feel Less bad about just throwing ocs into the wringer#((blame the fact i've been REALLY interested in whump recently and i have been. fixated. on one of my characters.))#and ALSO i've been! rekindling my flame for wtds. i've been putting off thinking about it since that fic got.#nothing bad happened? but it was still very devastating that somebody who i considered a friend from that fic just. evaporated.#but i'm gonna finish that fic for him :) even if it takes a year. even if it's the one thing i finish ever. it'll be wtds.#for where its gotten me and the fact its what got me out of my shell and is the reason i trust that my writing is good!#i used to really hate rereading my work. i catch flaws that are obvious to me. but that fic. i just think about how *good* the story is#that story means. a lot to me? as a person? like the main character is not a good person. but people care about him anyway.#and there are so many little things. so many sentiments. so much that is a love letter to people who've done bad but learnt to do better#because. god knows i wasnt a good person even just a few years ago. and maybe i see myself in him a bit.#he came from a place of paranoia and fear and pain. and maybe its a good thing that i've found it difficult to write him recently.#because god. i've been HAPPY. even with the rough moments and bad days. i've been happy. i mean fuck.#my birthday's what. ten days away? god damn man. i'm going to be 18. that's an achievement.#i want to look the kid who thought it was over at half my age and tell him we fucking made it. and there are more years to come.#there's a life ahead. even if it's going to be a bitch. even if it's going to be tough. there's love in your heart and people who care and#you're going to fucking live and you're going to feel better one day. you have people to meet properly and thank and cherish.#because for every day it feel like the world's ending there are a dozen more where the sun shines just the right way through the rain#and you can't help but smile because it's just so god damn beautiful.#and fuck it. you're sick. your hands hurt and your legs don't work right. and it's tough sometimes. but you have people who understand.#you have people who honest to god love you for who you are and appreciate your company. and 18 is the first step.#you've spent half your life unlearning things and you've spent half your life relearning how to be what YOU want to be#and if you're a mediocre artist and passionate writer then you'll be fucking great at that. taking the time to learn when it strikes you.#and maybe this is for me. but its also for anybody reading it too. please god if there's one thing you take from this let it be that#somebody out there cares. *I* care. god i care. even if we've never spoken proper i care about you.#i practically have a list of everybody i see in my inbox. i love seeing familiar names show up. i.#i dont know how to neatly wrap up this tag ramble. but. i am so damn full of love it hurts sometimes. its scary to be happy but thats ok!
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so mad at the thing in my brain that makes me freak out whenever there is something gorey or honestly just medically gross like. do you know how many games, movies, and TV shows are entirely inaccessible to me because of this? how many i've had to stop watching because they went a bit too hard in the gore/body horror department? how much money i spent on games i'll never play again? (regretfully looks at resident evil 7 and 8 in my steam library. at least 7 was on sale)
#grumpy this morning bc can't play bg3 :(#first of all i'm pretty sure it'll make my laptop AND my pc spontaneously combust so jot that down#second of all there's just a lot of.... violence? and gore?#at least from what i heard from my friend and what i've seen#and i'm so sad about it#i really was so excited to watch birds of prey back when it came out but nope! it's actually really bloody!!#i think this is because of my OCD actually which makes me even more pissed#because people are still like 'oh i'm a neat freak i'm so OCD' meanwhile i'm like#'many pieces of media are inaccessible to me because the sight of someone being killed or injured badly enough makes me panic#to the point of needing to withdraw and stop playing but i can't say that so i'll stay until its finished and never watch this again'#no but fr i don't trust any movie a sociology instructor shows me anymoee#because the first time i watched a movie for a soci class it ended with a suicide#(not graphic but idk it just really affected me)#and i spent the rest of the day in a haze repeating that scene in my head so much i could almost feel it#i tried to explain this to people and i heard 'yeah i think that's common' no? it's really kinda not#and it makes me really upset but i don't know how to get help for this? i know it's not good or healthy#hhhhhhhhhhhg#for some reason written description for the most part is okat#(its the aphantasia it saves me)#vent#vent tw
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i don’t know how else to tell people that the problem with Leighton’s story isn’t Leighton’s story, for which I would love to be so proud of her, but that it simply wasn’t written well
i’m sorry y’all can’t “Tatum was meant to represent this!!!” and “Leighton has realized that!!” your way out of this when the writing simply did not put in any of the effort. also lmao you wanna know why I’m salty over Tatum’s treatment? cause how she ended was literally not what they’d been writing for 3 episodes. not once did Leighton look like Tatum was reminding her of bad parts of herself, not once prior to the fundraiser was Tatum anything but chill, supportive, and into Leighton for exactly who she was
it just feels so cheap and like I’m still happy for Leighton and happy for y’all if you can run with poor writing but I simply cannot tolerate it, I have to hold the show to higher standards than Leighton kissing any girl at any given moment in time
#okay now I've reeeeeally said piece#so i'll only be reiterating through asks#but goddam forgive me if i want tslocg's writing to be better than glee's lmao#y'all are giving the writing too much credit that it doesn't deserve basically#the only reason i'm so gung ho about tatum is because of WHAT THEY GAVE US FOR THREE EPS#talk about misdirection#cause then they rip it away for a storyline that doesn't work without the effort put into it#tatum you remind me of everything I want to change about myself 😤#bitch WHERE you've never given any signs that that was the case#feels like there are missing scenes here oooor just pure bad spacing and laziness on the writers part#trust me i do not like being mad at writers of shows i like#alas#someone has to lol#but since i really do not know how else to say this now that was it#tslocg#leighton murray#leighton x tatum#tatum tslocg#fuck me i guess for thinking the writing was consistent#also to note i have no beef with alicia she's fine whatever#but you cannot tell me this was a story well told#okay someone take the tags away from me
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How did the model react to Roman retaliating against his parents? How did he handle that?
Circe loved it, though didn't openly show her joy when Roman fought back. The two had been having a secret relationship for years right under the noses of his parents, back when Circe was old enough to begin work as a model and Roman still a young teenager smitten with the first positive attention somebody gave him. She held Roman back from beating his parents to a bloody pulp, knowing that being convicted of murder would result in him being heavily punished by the law therefore losing Janus Comestics since his parents were still the owners of the company. It wasn't out of love or concern for Mr and Mrs. Sionis. Circe been working on wrapping Roman around her little finger for years, knowing his parents would one day replace her with a younger, fresher star once her looks began to fade. Beauty doesn't last forever and, in the world of fashion, there are always beautiful women to be found much like one would find plenty of fish in the sea. She loved the money and fame, the ease of her work in only needing to look beautiful to keep a healthy paycheck coming in. She knew it wouldn't last forever, but it could last longer perhaps, if Roman took over Janus Cosmetics and she became his partner. Circe pretended she was remorseful after the incident, that she'd end the relationship with their son once she had seen him out. Unable to bear losing their top model just yet, Mr. and Mrs. Sionis bought her lies and it was all Circe needed to enact the next stage of her plan. Roman hated his parents, she'd known for years but that night, his willingness to acquiesce to her words was the sign she needed to know he'd go to any lengths to please her and concocted a plan with him the morning after. The next night, the family home of the Sionis's burned down with his parents somehow having become trapped in the blaze. Smoke inhalation was thought to be the cause of their deaths, although their bodies had been burned too badly by the fire for pathologists to tell for certain. Circe provided Roman with an alibi and, although he had not been officially named as heir, ownership of Janus Cosmetics fell to him anyway due to being next of kin, a legal process that would be finalized by the time he was 18. Circe was very pleased with how everything had turned out, and while perhaps it happened a little sooner than she'd have liked, everything went according to plan, at least for a few more years until trouble hit Janus Cosmetics.
#anonymous#💀 || musings#💀 || headcanons#Thank you for sending this dear nonny!#I realize I've painted Circe in a horrible light but it's what happened canonically#She was older than Roman and was his first love#So naturally found it very easy to make him do her bidding#He was very easily influenced by her suggestions and together they made a plan#A horrible terrible plan that got his parents out of the way#Unfortunately because Roman was AFAB Mr. Sionis never planned on transferring Janus Cosmetics to his child#He was stupid like that and wanted a son#Roman: I am your son#Mr. Sionis: Not like that!!#So that was the reason why Janus Cosmetics went into the red a few years later#Circe pretty much ran the show at that point and Roman was the figurehead#It's pretty much the reason why he's got trust and control issues now because she was so manipulative and he fucking loved her#And as soon as the company went under she left him for another rich guy#Final nail in the coffin for his sanity#:(#grooming tw#grooming cw#Adding those tags bc it's pretty much what happened
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bought some hair dye and i'm ready to fuck my hair up (on wednesday)
#i asked the lady hey do you think i need to lighten up my hair for this color to show up#and she was like omg no#(my hair is like a 6 and the dye is a 7 so not much difference but you never know)#and it reminded me when i was a teen and i went to the same store brand#but not the one i usually went to#and was like hey i wanna dye my hair red what do you recommend!#and the lady was like well you can't do that you have to dye it brown first#(my hair was slightly lighter back then but still a dark blond/light brown)#and i told her i've dyed it before if that help and i didn't need to do that?#and she was like oh so let's trust your 1 time experience or my 17 years fo experience#then she just started talking some shit and i was like nevermind i'll just get some box dye#i think i've told this story before but it was truly baffling to me#because if i was a bleach blonde sure! sure i need pigments sinec i striped all of them off#but i was like pushing it a level 7#and you want me to dye my hair darker???? for it to be red???? are you insane#anyways that happened over a decade ago and that lady was fucking insane#b.txt
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Okay so, if y'all know me you know I adore tmnt. It was my obsession before I ever watched even the original YGO much less GX. And now I'm watching tmnt 2012 for the first time, I'm about halfway through season 2 and honestly you guys are so lucky I'm not live blogging it because well.... I don't like it 💀
I will say I'm enjoying season 2 more than season 1 so far but still 💀
#I'm trying so hard I really am#as a don stan I hate all the april stuff#as a lover of april I hate what they've done and will do with this one#I hate the whole karai is really splinter's daughter thing#the kraang make me want to die every time they speak they're so annoying#I dunno a lot of the humor is just not landing with me either for some reason#i never liked the 3d cg animation style i always thought it was super ugly which is part of why i never watched it until now tbh#I kinda resent just how childish mikey is which is silly of me I'll admit that but still#leo has always been my least favorite that hasn't changed#don always was my favorite so I really hate that so much of his character revolves around april it really adds nothing and holds him back#raph is fine it's hard to mess him up tbh i don't have any issues with him so that's a win 👍#plus I adore sean astin so bonus points#I do actually like splinter and casey though#historically I love casey the most of the human characters though so if they end up messing him up later I'll never forgive them#karai is fine I just hate the her being splinter's daughter thing. I also don't like her design at all. at all. they did her dirty af.#I don't like to compare the other shows to 2003 since nothing ~really~ compares imo but karai's 2003 design > every other karai design#I know there's some 2003 storylines and characters they do in 2012 so I know the comparison is inevitable but I think I've done well#so far in keeping them separate. i haven't had that issue with 87 or rise so I trust myself#but honestly my intense love and admitted bias for 2003 has never interfered with my enjoyment or opinions of other turtle media#-so that's not an issue here#I just genuinely don't care for 2012 so far. I didn't particularly care for rise either but tbh atm I like it more than 2012#the rise movie was great though I loved that legitimately. the show itself though? not really for me.#I'm gonna watch 2012 to completion and I really hope I change my mind but it's looking bleak so far#plus I already know a lot of the big story beats so there goes that lol#oh yeah I lied#I also like ice cream kitty 🤭#tmnt#abby's just rambling don't mind her#abby chooses violence#wake up babe new tag dropped
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I was just about to make a post that said something like 'Eliza Scarlet and Inspector Wellington wish they had what Bobby Jones and Lady Frances Derwent have,' but the truth is they still have a looooonnnggg ways to go before they're actually to the point of actively desiring to work as an effective a team, instead of turning very single one of their interactions into either a competition or an opportunity to pointlessly take offense at the other (and most often, both at once).
#miss scarlet and the duke#why didn't they ask evans?#i've finally figured out my biggest problem with this show--#I genuinely want to see Eliza and William reach this level of teamwork and character development#bc on the rare instances where they put their differences and respective agendas and opposing worldviews aside#and actually //work together// as a //team//#they are AMAZING at it#and I WANT them to fall into this naturally!! I WANT to see them grow to respect each other and learn to work together even when they don't#always agree with one another!!#they're both so fixated on always being RIGHT and always WINNING that it's like they have absolutely no idea how to selflessly put their#own agendas aside just for //once// to accept a show of concern for the other's well-being#(Eliza snarking back at William every time he asks if she's ok in this episode)#or a clumsy attempt at showing how much they actually //do// care for and value the other person's place in their life#(William accusing Eliza of trying to humiliate him when she suggested he work for her instead of transferring last season)#but the truth is--I simply do not trust these writers enough to believe that they will give us that sort of development and growth#because this is the 3rd season and we've gotten... pretty much nowhere :')#sure they're closer than they were. if I didn't know better I'd almost say something significant has happened between them#in the gap between seasons#bc they're a lot more touchy and prone to invade one another's personal space this season than they have been before#there's a new level of chemistry between them I've never noticed in the previous two seasons#and yeah I think they're both unspokenly aware of both their own feelings and each other's#but... they still have SO much growing to do before they'll be the kind of team they COULD be#and sadly I'm not sure if that will ever happen :P#gurt says stuff#rambling
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#.#..#...#....#......#ella rambles#okay is this how you sleepy hollow people felt#i've never been more stressed out by ten seconds of a white woman in a trailer in my life#and then he said that there was going to be a chance to explore stuff in s2 and um#i trust christopher storer with my life#which i know i should not but I'm a writer he's a writer it's natural#gotta finish my fic before my ship sinks#feels so weird because never in my life have i thought a ship i liked could actually happen#so usually this doesn't really affect me much it's like so what i'll read fic#but i thought...idk i'm just a sensitive lil bitch#what if i change the tragectory of my life so black women can kiss in TV shows#do i really want to do what i was gonna do which is dedicate my life to human rights protection#or do i wanna see black girls have romance#who knows
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