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sonknuxadow · 1 year ago
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sorry for complaining about people getting fleetway super sonic wrong again but i dont really get the personality people give him thats like . silly goofy trickster type villain whos super manipulative and calculated and likes playing mind games and stuff . because from what i remember he was not doing much of that he just liked biting and scratching and killing and does it very impulsively also
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dumkana16 · 1 month ago
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when I get very very insecure (like yesterday) and think I'm the ugliest woman on planet earth possibly among aliens as well I think about pictures of my grandma when she was young/in her 20s and had basically my face and I always thought she was pretty so it's like am I saying that my grandma is/was ugly? because that's not true!!!
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starkeyvhs · 4 months ago
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interruptions
PAIRING: nerd!rafe cameron x popular!reader
SUMMARY: you keep on interrupting rafe’s rambles with your kisses.
WORD COUNT: 565
WARNINGS: lots of kisses; fluffy mostly, just very slightly suggestive in between; usage of nicknames; rafe being kinda shy and flustered my baby :’)
EDITH SPEAKS: this fic is inspired by this fic by @xoxochb. it’s a percy jackson one, and if you are interested in that fandom i definitely recommend reading this fic and checking the rest of their stuff out!
and, thank you to @maddsxfall too who helped me write this fic :) I love u maddie! <3
I hope you all enjoy reading this! as always, reblogs and feedback are highly appreciated 🌌
masterlist / join my taglist / requests / moodboard and concept for my nerd!rafe x popular!reader fic
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“The cosmos is made of isolated points – the stars, which are connected by invisible lines of influence, and similarly, our brains are also made of isolated points, in this case, the neurons, which are also connected by–”
Rafe’s ramble is cut off with your lips pressed on his, his eyes immediately shutting close at the reaction. 
“What was that?” He mumbles, eyes barely open as you pull back and look up at him, gently pushing his glasses above the bridge of his nose. 
“You just looked so cute rambling about whatever it was you were rambling about,” you laugh softly. 
His own lips lift up to a small smile as he softly shakes his head. “As I was saying, our neurons are also connected by invisible lines of influence and– mmph neurons create patterns of thoughts and memory while– mmh stars create– hmm patterns for navigation and storytelling,” Rafe looks at your grinning face, the way you feel so victorious about interrupting his ramble again and again with kisses. 
“What else?” You mumble softly, pressing your lips back to his in a firm kiss, allowing both of yourself to stay in your bubble for a moment or so before pulling back. 
“Uh, also uh…” Rafe clears his throat, a little flustered from your kisses, which you can visibly see from the pink flush beginning to color his cheeks. You giggle softly, watching how his glasses slide down his nose again and just decide to take them off, carefully keeping them to the side. 
“Mhm, go on,” I hum softly, giving him another small kiss. 
“There are 86 billion neurons in a human brain,” Rafe murmurs against your lips, and you kiss them softly again, “and when we zoom out enough– mmh the web of neurons looks a lot like–” A soft gasp leaves Rafe lips when you begin to trail your lips behind his ear, gently kissing the delicate skin there before trailing down to the side of his neck. 
“Yeah baby?” You mumble into his neck, your voice vibrating against his skin which sends a shiver down his spine. 
“looks a lot like… the cosmos, like the… galaxy clusters connected… with…” he lets out soft breaths between words, feeling his eyelids getting heavier. “dark matter…” he finally breathes out. 
You are pressing gentle kisses over the sensitive skin of his neck, soft shallow breaths leaving his lips as he feels a certain tingling sensation on his neck. 
“You’re so smart…” you mumble softly, kissing up to his sharp jawline and over his cheek before reaching his lips again, and pressing a soft kiss to them. “I love hearing you ramble,” you mumble against his lips, pulling back slightly and smiling at his flustered cheeks. 
“You… you do?” Rafe mumbles quietly, “it’s not boring?”
You shake your head with your smile still proud on your lips. “Never. Do it as much as you want to,” you murmur. 
“Did you know there were countless stars that were a part of ancient constellations, but they just dimmed or have gone supernova?” He blurts out, his voice quiet. 
You let out a soft chuckle and give him a soft peck on his lips. “Oh yeah?” You murmur, kissing his lips again. “Tell me more.” 
Rafe can feel his heart warming as you kiss him repetitively and ask him to tell you more. 
Oh here we go again.
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asterafroditis · 19 days ago
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Hi! Could you write something about a gn!reader seeing Malleus in his prince robes for the first time at the end of book 7? And the reader is totally whipped or stunned or something. Thank you🤗
𐔌 . ⋮ royal treatment .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱
☓┆Malleus Draconia x gn! reader
𓏵 484 words
ᝰ.ᐟ 2nd Person POV, no pronouns used, fluff, flirty Malleus
this is kinda late for the book 7 hype (-"-;) but hot damn, this man so fine o(╥﹏╥) feel free to like, reblog, or comment!
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The aftermath of everything had left you exhausted, but you weren’t the only one. Night Raven College was still recovering, and with it, the people caught in the storm—yourself included.
Which was why, when you turned a corner and spotted Malleus standing there in his full princely attire, you nearly tripped over your own feet.
His usual NRC uniform was gone, replaced by something far more regal. The dark, embroidered robes draped over his shoulders, the deep emerald hues lined with obsidian-black fabric that shimmered under the soft light. A high collar framed his sharp features, and ornate silver details ran along the sleeves and chest, swirling in elegant patterns reminiscent of dragon scales. Even his horns seemed to hold more weight, like a crown suited for a king.
…Oh.
Oh.
You had always known Malleus was handsome, but this? This was unfair.
He turned at your approach, his gaze meeting yours with the same quiet intensity as always. "Ah, Child of Man," he greeted, his voice as smooth as ever. "You seem troubled. Has something caught your attention?"
Yeah, you.
You cleared your throat, trying (and failing) to keep your expression neutral. "Uh—no. I mean, yes. I mean—" You gestured vaguely at him. "What’s with the outfit?"
Malleus tilted his head slightly, as if your reaction was unexpected. "These are my royal robes," he explained. "Now that things have settled, Lilia insisted that I dress properly for my station."
Lilia. Of course. You made a mental note to have a word with him later (regarding how the sight of these precious robes have been kept from you for way too long).
"Right," you said, nodding quickly. "That makes sense. It’s just—" You hesitated, then finally blurted out, "You look ridiculously good right now."
Silence.
Malleus blinked at you, his expression unreadable. For a moment, you wondered if you had overstepped. Then—
A small, amused chuckle escaped him. His lips curved into a smirk, a knowing glint in his eyes. "I see," he mused, stepping closer. "So you are impressed by my appearance?"
You stiffened. "I never said that."
"You just did."
Damn it.
Malleus regarded you with open amusement now, clearly entertained by your flustered state. "There is no need to be shy," he continued, as if he weren’t making your life very difficult. "It pleases me to know you find my attire… favorable."
Favorable? Favorable?! Understatement of the year.
You crossed your arms, willing yourself to not combust on the spot. "Don’t get a big head about it," you muttered, looking away. "It’s just… a good look on you, that’s all."
"Hmm." Malleus seemed to consider this, then smiled. "Perhaps I shall wear it more often, then—if only to see such reactions from you again."
You groaned, face burning. This dragon knew exactly what he was doing.
And you were so doomed.
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harryspet · 7 months ago
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Bimbo reader maybe / kinda like hostage situation where she is in a cabin with him and she has Stockholm syndrome 🥹
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[warnings] dark!daddy!rafe x bimbo!little!reader, this takes place in a cabin though i realize now i don't even mention it lol, DUBCON, stockholm syndrome, implied kidnapping
18+ MDNI
“Have you been good today, hmm?”
Eagerly, you nodded, gazing up at your captor with hopeful eyes. You had been diligent, completing every task on the list he had assigned and waiting patiently for his return. Today was special, he had promised that, as a reward, he would finally let you out of your room.
“I have been, Daddy, I promise,” You answered obediently. You rose from your desk, crossing your bedroom, and handing him your homework, “Look, I did all my worksheets.”
“I see, get down on your knees baby while Daddy looks these over.”
You smiled weakly, holding onto his legs to steady yourself as you lowered yourself to the ground in front of him. You looked up at his figure, strong and imposing, and instinctively your hands found the button of his jeans. 
You recalled the effort you had put in throughout the day: matching baby animals with their mothers, coloring vibrant butterflies from Africa, tracing the alphabet with charming illustrations, and rhyming words by pairing pictures of objects that sounded alike. Each task was completed with care in sparkling pink ink, while you wore a plaid skirt that barely covered your white underwear.
Rafe was kind to let your mind be occupied while he was away. It kept you mentally stimulated. A little girl like you shouldn’t have to concern herself with adult matters, but there was still so much to learn.
“You did such a good job, baby. Tell Daddy something you learned.”
Unzipping his pants, you freed his cock from his jeans. Wrapping your hands around the thick base of him, Rafe’s lips parted and he gave you a look of wanting, of anticipation, “Uh, uhm, something I learned ….oh!” Something came to your mind just as you brought your lips closer to his tip, “I learned about patterns. Patterns repeat in a certain way. Like red-blue-red-blue, that’s a pattern!”
Strong hands caressed your cheek as beautiful blue eyes stared down at you, “What a smart little bunny. You make Daddy so hard, baby,” He groaned huskily as your mouth filled with spit and you took his tip inside your mouth, “Fuck, that’s a good girl.”
It wasn’t your favorite thing to do with Rafe. Prying your mouth open often made your jaw ache and the taste …you didn’t love the taste. However, Rafe would get mad if you didn’t swallow. . Over time, you had perfected the art of swallowing him and forcing a smile through the discomfort. It wasn’t pleasant, but you had learned that keeping him happy meant he would finish quickly.
“I love that fucking mouth,” Rafe grunted as you swirled your tongue around him. You pumped him with your hands as your mouth focused on his moth sensitive area, “Smart little bunny. So good at sucking my cock.”
Rafe had a habit of talking to himself while you were with him, and you had come to accept it as part of the routine. He preferred to grab your head and push himself deeper when he was close, which was the only way he wanted to finish. That’s when you often found yourself struggling to catch your breath, with tears usually welling up in your eyes as you waited for him to let you breathe again. When he finally did, you felt a wave of relief and focused on maintaining a composed appearance. You tried to stifle your coughs and gave him a look that conveyed your gratitude.
“Good girl,” He’d usually say as he rubbed himself across your lips, tapping himself against your cheeks as he made a mess of you, “What do you say?”
“Thank you, Daddy, for letting me suck your cock.”
“You’re welcome, bunny.”
“Does that mean I-I can leave my room today?”
Rafe nodded his head as he concealed himself again, looking down at you as he zipped his pants, “You’re just so excited, aren’t you?”
You nodded your head quickly, practically bouncing in place, “Yes, yes, I’m super–really excited!”
“You want up?” He held his hands out to you, a comforting gesture. You placed your hands in his and Rafe helped you to your feet before lifting you into his arms. You wrapped your legs around him and he carried you towards the door. 
You were smart to always obey your Daddy.
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goooofy-goooober1121 · 6 days ago
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Twst Ethnicity/Nationality Headcanons (bc I can)
Also my asks are open so please send some in!!!!
Read my most recent work here!
Heartslabyul
Riddle Rosehearts
British (I hc the Kingdom of Roses as the sort of UK version of TWST)
is this even a question
Standard British Accent for sure
"Unbuhrthday pahty"
he's a crumpet eater what can i say
Trey Clover
Vietnamese idc
that is an east asian man like idk he just has the vibes
but if he were to have like an accent I'm thinking a Yorkshire-y accent
Cater Diamond
he's a ginger so he's Irish /j
Also a British white boy
But not like Standard British accent
MLE London accent!!!!
Deuce Spade
hmm I'm having trouble with him ngl
Kinda leaning towards Argentinian for him
Latino king !!
Yeah now that i think about it Argentinian Deuce is real
But he's also from the Queendom of Roses so I think he's got a Cockney accent lol
Ace Trappola
Ginger so he's Irish /hj
Maybe not about the ginger part but like idk he's giving Irish
Specifically South Dublin
I'm thinking Korean-Irish I don't make the rules
Savanaclaw
Leona Kingscholar
Kenyan
Have you seen that one event card? I did a lil research and apparently it was based majorly on Kenyan clothing
So yeah that mf is Kenyan I don't make the rules
Ruggie Bucchi
BRAZILIAN.
sorry idc he's Brazilian
LATINO KING #2
See the thing about Brazil is that it's extremely diverse so like genetically he could be anything
But I'm thinking Indigenous/Lebanese/African mix mostly! (Brazil has an INSANE amount of Lebanese people bro)
If I had to name a specific state it would either be São Paulo (going back on the Lebanese thing, São Paulo has the largest Lebanese population out of all Brazilian states) or Minas Gerais
Jack Howl
Grrr this is hard because he isn't like based off an actual character yk so I don't have a point of reference
But then again I pulled Brazilian Ruggie out my ass (and also because I'm Brazilian and am biased)
He's from the Shaftlands, so I'm getting Hungarian vibes from him
Also works because grey wolves are found in mainly Central European areas
fuck it he's ethnically Brazilian too, Bahia
Brazilian mom and Hungarian dad
Mixed Indigenous/African/Hungarian (in that order)
They're all Latino. Every one of them.
Octavinelle
Azul Ashengrotto
"Azul" means blue in Spanish and Portuguese
I'm thinking he's Spanish and Italian
Ethpañol
(sorry i had to bring up the 'say 'th' instead of 's' dialect pattern in Spain Spanish)
Jade Leech
'Jade' as a word has its origins in Spanish
Moray eels are most commonly found in tropical, warm waters and coral reefs
"The green moray is found in the western Atlantic Ocean, from New Jersey to Bermuda, and the northern Gulf of Mexico southward to Brazil" - Google
BRAZIL MENTIONED
Yeah he's Puerto Rican/Brazilian
LMFAO what if i make the Leech twins Floridians
OK OK he's Puerto Rican/Brazilian but him and Floyd are Florida residents
Floyd Leech
As mentioned before he's also Puerto Rican/Brazilian
90% of all Florida Man headlines are because of him
Bilingual and randomly breaks into Portuñol to fuck with Azul
"Me gusta comer pedras e tambem tenho vontade de morder a la gente, mano"
Puerto Rican mom and Brazilian dad
Glares at Azul whenever he hears "Ethpaña" instead of "España"
'speaks Spanish with a th' Azul vs. 'no S at the end of words' Floyd
Scarabia
Kalim Al-Asim
Okay so I'm referencing the Qasr Sultan card to build my hc
I'm mainly looking at his turban, lots of anthropologists think those originated in Ancient Persia (modern-day Iran) but of course cultural dispersion is a thing and they are also commonly found in Indian records of rulers
But the word 'Sultan' is Arabic, not Persian
There's a description about the Scalding Sands that says "tea is considered a customary with every meal"
Considering this tradition and the clothing items, I'm led to believe he is Arab-- but that's a pretty big generalization considering "Arab" is a broad term for people living in a specific part of the Middle East
Therefore he's Omani i think!
The climate matches the description of the Scalding Sands (dry and arid, subtropical); tea is also their national beverage and from my understanding is widely served with meals
Jamil Viper
Pakistani/Bangladesh/Omani mix
Nationality is Omani (would have been born there if we follow the canon)
Oman has a majority Arab population but it also has a large South Asian population
Idk how to describe it he just has Pakistan/Bangladesh vibes
Pomefiore
Vil Schoenheit
Take one look at that last name and tell me he isn't German
Definitely also speaks French
Maybe he's German/French, German dad and French mom
The first film screening, fun fact, was in Berlin in 1894, but the first commercial public screening was in Paris 1895!
Kinda fits with his movie star status
Slays the house boots down
Rook Hunt
South African and French
I can't with his fuckass bob I'm sorry
Ethnically cooked by his barber
Generationally chopped
Lord Farquad ass
Dora the explorer ass
Edna mode ass
PLEASE let him grow out his hair again IM BEGGING YOU
Cute freckles tho :3
Epel Felmier
My boy Apple Farmer is Finnish
Harveston is apparently based on Finnish architecture so like
I'm thinking there's some German in there too, because "Felmier" is the German word for farmer
CORRECTION from someone who reblogged (ty pookie for letting me know) Felmier probably comes from the German surname Feldmier which is the job title (and a German surname) for someone who manages open fields for nobility (the actual word for farmer in German is Bauer)
Thank you reblogger I repent for my mistake
so manly
Ignihyde
Idia Shroud
Greek are we even debating this?
The guy based on the Greek god Hades? Hmm he's gotta be from Russia
No bro
Greek man from Macedonia
The irl Mount Olympus is located on the border between Macedonia and Thessaly so I figured if he's gonna be based an Olympian it would be only fair to place him around that area
Ortho Shroud
Macedonian like Idia!
Silly little guy
He's my baby
Little Greek dude
Diasomnia
Malleus Draconia
Hmm okay so I'm thinking Chinese/French
Sleeping Beauty is set in France and Briar Valley does seem to have European architecture
old French architecture also does incorporate lots of gargoyles, and we all know he's a gargoyle fiend
And there are some vignette lines that hint at Chinese influences/heritage such as in his Halloween card
I think ethnically/racially Chinese but nationality-wise he's French
Lillia Vanrouge
The "van-" prefix in surnames can be traced back to the Netherlands
Like Vincent Van Gogh
Lilia as a name has Spanish origins
I think he's Dutch/Spanish mix
He also gives me Japanese vibes so let's also add that
Sebek Zigvolt
Sebek as a name is a version of Sobek, an Egyptian crocodile deity
Since his mom is a fae from Briar Valley, I'm thinking 50% Egyptian (mom) and 50% French (dad)
but 100% unable to stfu why is he always yelling bro
I love him tho
Silver Vanrouge
Swedish
Don't ask me why
I just look at him and see Swedish
One more white boy to add to my collection
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A/N: I'm so tired bro it's midnight and I'm out here making fictional men Latino and/or French
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linopls · 2 years ago
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birthday boys pt 2
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part one is here ! jisung x fem!reader x felix, college au summary: to celebrate your boyfriend and roommates birthday, you all play a fun drinking game which reveals something about your boyfriend. warnings: SMUT MINORS DNI, alcohol, threesome, unprotected (wrap it before u tap it pls), voyeurism/exhibitism, cuckolding (kinda?), oral (fem receiving),  a little more degradation, a lot of praising, nipple play, p in v, cum tasting 2.2k words
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“will you let felix and me take care of you now?”
jisung holds out his hand to help you up off your knees and onto the bed. he pulls down the covers and the three of you slide underneath. you’re facing jisung and he slowly brings you into a messy kiss. felix slots himself right behind you and begins to kiss at your shoulders, he traces his fingers along the pattern of your lacy lingerie.
“you’re so beautiful, love. did you know that?” felix whispers into your ears, sending a cold shiver down your spine.
you moan into jisung’s mouth and he pulls away. “felix asked you a question, baby.”
“yes, lixie, sungie tells me all the time.” you feel yourself slowly drift into the warm headspace where you no longer have to think because you know these boys will take care of you. jisung starts to kiss down on your collarbone and felix guides your head to the side to kiss him. 
jisung moves his hand up your back and starts to fiddle with the lingerie strap. as the bralette starts to slide off your arms, felix pulls away from the kiss and takes the bra, folds it nicely and sets it on the nightstand. 
“those are expensive,” he whispers. “don’t want anything to happen to it, i’d like to see you in it again.” 
your eyes roll back, the thought of this being a recurring thing sounded like a dream. felix catches the look on your face and chuckles before sliding one of his hands around to your front, cupping one breast in his hand. jisung begins to work on the other with his mouth, sucking and biting down on it until it elicits a reaction from you. your back arches and you moan loudly as both boys work on your breasts.
 jisung stops suddenly and looks up, “felix, would you like to taste her?”
if it was possible for you to be any wetter, you would be now. felix kisses your cheek once last time before fully sliding underneath the covers to be face to face with your clothed cunt. jisung pulls back the covers and moves himself to sit behind you so you are propped up and can watch.
“love, you’ve soaked through your panties,” felix says, putting his hands on your thighs to spread your legs. your head rolls back and you make eye contact with jisung who is looking down at you with awe and admiration.
felix places a gentle kiss to your clothed clit and you whimper in response. jisung snakes his hands around to your breasts and begins to gently squeeze at them. the feeling of the two most beautiful boys you’ve ever met taking their time with you could bring you to tears. felix licks a long stripe from the bottom of your core to where he kissed.
“p-please don’t tease,” you whine.
“hmm, that’s ironic of you to say, baby,” jisung giggles into your ear.
“i won’t, love, i won’t.” felix hooks one of his fingers into the waistband of your and uses his other hand to lift your legs above his head. he gently slides your panties off your legs and kisses down the back of your thighs. once he reaches the bottom of your thighs he slowly parts your legs.
“wow,” he whispers and places another soft kiss to your now unclothed clit.
jisung his hands off your breasts and places them on your knees, fully parting your legs for felix to admire your sweetness. “isn’t she pretty?”
“so fucking pretty,” felix groans. he starts to lick, at a slow and agonizing pace, at your clit. you moan and whine in response and lay your head back on jisung’s shoulder.
“is felix making you feel good?” jisung asks.
“s-so good, so good,” you whimper. 
your hips start to grind down onto felix’s face to feel more of his tongue. felix slides his arms under you thighs and wraps his arms fully around them, halting you of any movement. he slides his tongue starts working wonders on your clit again. your moans become uncontrollable, the body heat of the two beautiful boys around you is enough to drive you insane let alone the naughty acts being done to you. felix then moves down to your hole, jisung takes this opportunity to slide one of his hands down to your clit, rubbing small circles on it.
“fuck,” you moan loudly, back arching off of jisung. both the boys take that as a cue to start working faster. felix pulls your cunt closer to his face, if that was even possible, and rapidly fucks your hole with his tongue. 
jisung pulls his fingers into your mouth, “suck.” you eagerly comply, swirling your tongue around his digits before he quickly retakes his position rubbing small, but quicker, circles around your sensitive bud. 
the pleasure is insane, nothing like you’ve ever felt before. yes, jisung was amazing in bed and you’ll always think that, but the extremely erotic scene of being eaten out by his best friend was something that made your heart race. your hips unconsciously try to buck up into felix’s face, but his firm grip on your thighs has you moving nowhere.
tears begin to stream down your face as the familiar knot begins to brew in your core. you start to babble a stream of ‘yes’, ‘fuck’, ‘oh my god’, and ‘please’’s. jisung moves one of his hands to your breast, circling and pinching at your sensitive nipples. 
“can i please cum? please,” you beg. 
“asking for permission,” jisung teases. “you are such a good and pretty girl, hmm. felix what do you think?”
you feel felix mumble a ‘mhm’ into your cunt in response, not breaking contact for a second. 
“go ahead baby, cum for us, please,” jisung whispers into your ear. 
waves of pleasure take over your body, your back arching completely off of jisung, and tears flooding down your face. whimpers, whines, and moans spill from your mouth as the two boys work you through your orgasm. as you lay your head back onto jisung’s shoulder and your breathing slow, he pulls his fingers away. felix finally breaks from your core and looks up at you. your release shining all over his face and his pupils blown wide. 
felix starts to crawl back up to sit with you, when you take notice is cock is fully erect and leaking again. jisung must notice too as he asks, “would you like to fuck her?”
felix’s face flushes pink, “can i?” he asks you.
with the little strength you have left you nod. 
“do i need a-” felix starts.
“no, y/n likes to be filled like the little slut she is,” jisung interrupts and you moan. 
“jesus fuck.” felix’s eyes roll back and he aligns himself with your entrance. “are you sure, love?”
“mhm,” you nod.
felix slowly slides himself in with a loud moan. the feeling of his long cock dragging against your velvet walls has both you and felix’s eyes rolling back into your head. felix takes his hands and places them on the underside of your knees, pushing your legs back slightly. the new and deep feeling has you seeing stars. felix was semi-right, he wasn’t has thick as jisung, but he was longer. as the head of his cock hits new spots on your cervix, he stops and looks into your eyes once again, silently asking for permission. 
your eyes must’ve answered for you. felix begins to slide out slowly, but before fully removing his cock he slams back into your tight hole. the feeling unconsciously releasing a moan from your mouth. he does this a couple more, painfully slow, times but he starts to pick up the pace until he’s fucking into your cunt at an animalistic pace. his head rolls back in pleasure and his low grunts drive you insane. jisung slides one of his hands back down to your clit and begins to rub quick circles on it. you’ve never felt more pleasure in your life.
“that feel good, love?” felix grunts, not stopping his pace for a second. all your able to do in whine back. 
“answer his question, baby,” jisung says, his free hand tangling into you hair and pulling back on it. “or are you being fucked too stupid you can’t think.”
you’re sobbing at this point, wanting nothing more than to cum all over felix and then pass out. 
jisung scoffs, “stupid, stupid slut, hmm?”
felix laughs, “ you’re taking me so fucking well, you’re gonna make me cum inside your pretty hole. do you want me to do that?” 
you moan loudly in response and frantically nod your head. “yes, yes, yes please lix,” you whine.
“will you cum with me baby?” he asks and you nod. “good, then cum for us, please.”
as soon as he finishes his sentence you’re seeing white, the most intense orgasm you’ve ever had washes over you. you feel felix’s cock twitch and his warm seed fill your throbbing, wet cunt. you gripping onto the arm that jisung is using to toy with your clit and dig your nails into his skin. felix and jisung both slow down their pace as your body begins to go limp. 
your eyes are closed, you don’t have the strength to open them. you feel jisung move out from behind you but not letting your body fall. felix slowly pulls out of you and moves to take jisung’s place behind you. jisung then takes felix’s place and lines himself up with your entrance.
jisung slowly pushes himself in, the stretch of his thickness giving a good burning feeling to your core. felix holds one of your limp legs open with one hand and moves two fingers in front of your mouth.
“suck,” he says firmly. you do without question. 
once jisung fully pushes himself inside of you, he groans. “my beautiful, fucked out baby, can you give us one more, please? for the birthday boys?”
you had almost forgotten your name, its not shocking you could barely remember why you were in this situation. you mumble a soft ‘mhm’ and jisung begins to fucking his throbbing cock into your slick hole. you’re so fucked out at this point that all that comes out of your mouth is occasional whimpers. tears begin streaming down your face again as felix takes his fingers from your mouth and moves them down to your clit, pinching and rubbing your bud very gently. 
“you’ve done so well for us,” jisung praises.
“this is the best birthday present i could ever ask for.” you can hear felix’s smile in his voice. 
jisung moans and quickens his pace. “felix has prepared you so nice for me. do you want me to fill you as well?” 
your too weak to response, but the way your cunt tightens around jisung’s cock gives him his answer. 
“i’m gonna fill you so good,” jisung grunts, starting to pound into you like never before. “gonna fill you til both our cum is dripping out of your tight fucking cunt.”
“please,” you whisper.
jisung smirks and felix finally begins to quicken his pace on your clit, stopping every so often to pinch it between his two fingers. 
“gonna take both of our cum like the good girl you are?” felix whispers into your ear, sending a shiver down your spine. you gather your strength to nod frantically.
“c-close,” you mumble. “please.”
“gonna cum on my cock baby?” jisung asks, grabbing both of your legs and pulling them over his shoulders. you nod again. “you can cum whenever you’re ready, baby.” 
felix moves your hair behind your ear and puts his soft lips up to it. “come on, pretty cumslut, you can do it.” 
that brings both you and jisung to your orgasms. much more intense than the first two. your eyes are rolling back into your head and your back arches. you feel your wetness seep out around jisung's cock. you feel jisung's seed painting your walls as he's spilling out 'i love you' over and over again.
after fucking you through your third orgasm, jisung quickly pulls out to watch both his and felix’s cum spill out of your cunt. felix dips his finger into your hole to gather the cum spilling out of his and brings it to your lips. you quickly take his digits in your mouth and swirl your tongue around them til they’re clean. 
jisung disappears for a second and felix is whispering in your ear about what a pretty and good girl you are. your ears are still ringing from your three insane orgasms so you can’t really make out what he’s saying. jisung returns with a towel and starts to wipe your legs and core clean, he’s complimenting you as well. the only words you can make out for sure is “i love you”. 
the two boys are talking and next thing you know you're being carried into felix’s room bridal style. jisung leaves and felix crawls into bed with you. jisung returns quickly? you’re not sure of time anymore and crawls into the bed behind you. the two pepper soft kisses all over your body and you start to return from your haze.
“are you feeling okay, baby?” jisung asks.
“mhm,” you mumble.
“ready for bed?” felix asks while placing a kiss to your forehead.
“mhm,” you mumble again. before you can hear either of their responses you’re out like a light. 
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thank you all for your support on pt 1! i hope you enjoyed pt 2.
please submit asks and requests if you have any, i'm open to writing about anything! also lmk if you'd like me to do kinktober for skz bc i'm thinking about it <3
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twilightau · 2 months ago
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should've been us,♡; L.MH;
about: 0.7k words ― angsty friends to strangers/ missed opportunity this one is from the long forgotten 2021 drafts!
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photo: cr. 0_8_0_e
the little led screen announces another post by user onyourm_ark. a photo of mark and his girl 'best' friend hugging each other . You watch with bright smiles. 'late night pizza hunters!' the cheesy caption reads.
from a small distance, your sweet fizzy drink suddenly tastes too sweet as you swallow it down with the lump in your throat. the story your friend was telling you long forgotten as you stare at the couple across the street.
mark's hands linger a little longer on her arm, and you recognize the pattern all over again. his eyes. his smile. the glow. the love.
you still remember the 7th of april; the warmth was slowly embracing the world around you again as you giddily said on the bench in your favorite park. the phone call from a week ago still replaying in your mind like a little broken record.
you: hi markie, what's up?
mark: hi y/n...so...i got a question...are you busy or something?
yYou: hmm not really, just doing some laundry, but what's up?
mark: great. so. um...
you: yeah?
mark: w-would you like to go on a date with me next week?
you: next week?
mark: yeah, wednesday or something?
you: oh...yeah sure! sounds fun
your new sneakers were still fresh without a speck of dirt, while you wore your best blazer to impress your friend. a fluttering feeling in your chest as all your past feelings for him returned in full force at the revelation that they might be reciprocated. it was as if young y/n was finally achieving her dream, just a little older and less expecting than when she had first liked her best friend.
mark came running a shy 20 minutes after the agreed time, apologizing profusely as you waved him off, too much on cloud nine to care. the two of you walked towards a brunch place he recommended and sat down in silence.
that day you went out, as an attempt to let the friendship blossom into something more.
and that was all it was, an attempt. because mark lee had other ideas.
the conversation at the end of that day is still engraved in your memory, as you carry the regrets with you every single day.
"y/n, I need to tell you something," mark started, his fingers fidgeting as he rested his palms on the steering wheel, his eyes trained on the rearview mirror despite you sitting in the passenger seat. you hum in reply, giving him a gentle smile to encourage your best friend to continue.
"i actually liked you." he drops the bomb, your smile barely maintained as you take in the one word that stuck out like a sore thumb. liked?
you stay quiet, not knowing what words will make this situation any better, allowing him to continue. "i think i've liked you ever since we started talking like two summers ago, and yeah... kinda always wanted to ask you out." mark laughed as one of his hands caress the back of his neck, a nervous habit you knew he had. you still haven't said a thing, afraid to make a fool of yourself, because this conversation was going in a direction you didn't anticipate.
"that's pretty much why i asked you out today, to see if perhaps, i still like you." he elaborated after a beat of silence, you nodded.
"but i think we are better off as friends." mark lee said. he had crushed every possibility before they could even form.
"and that is fine, you didn't like me anyway, right?" he tried to lighten the mood, you gathered all your emotions and swallowed them down, turning to look Mark straight in the eye with you best fake smile, a fake smile even he couldn't decipher.
you laughed, "yeah, it's fine." and told your best friend your greatest lie.
the two of you drifted apart after that day, because it was not fine at all. and as much as you promised him you'd be the same for him, you couldn't.
you couldn't when you could have had him, yet something about you stopped him from liking you any further.
now you watch Mark rekindle his feelings, but this time, you were out of that picture.
and it was all because of those little confessions you were afraid to share.
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bethebesttoyou · 3 months ago
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Vampire In the Corner - Huening Kai
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Synopsis: y/n learns the meaning of "reaping what you sow", when she wishes for a romance experience, only for it to come back as the form of a hungry vampire.
pairing: Vampire! Huening Kai x College student!reader
song: Vampire in the Corner - Magdalena Bay ( this song has been stuck in my head TEW GOOD) the song itself is quirky and kinda weird and sweet and I tried to make it the same vibe, but then like always we lost the plot. But it's inspired! Also inspired by Lisa Frankenstein! Also bad writing, but practice makes perfect :D
warning: Blood and biting and you know vampire stuff... the whole shebang.... and I think that's it! I tried to make it fluff and but honestly the mind does its own thing most of the time *sigh* Winter as a wannabe witch (or is she?) You as a hopeless romantic.
wc: 5k (😀)
A/N: You ever get a storyline stuck in your head and you love it so much, that even seeing it actually written down isn't enough? I need to be IN this story. I had this song and storyline stuck in my head and honestly not sure if I did it any justice but I wanted to so badly put it out before 1. I lost it and 2. I started to see the flaws in it.... If theres any plot holes, no there isn't <3 KIDDING PLS TELL ME
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…And what endearments am I allowed? Let me think. Lizzie for everyday. My pearl for sundays and goddess divine…
The small tv illuminated the dark living room area of Soobin and Beomgyu’s apartment. Five faces braced the bright light, with one pair of eyes sparkling at the scene of her favorite movie, while the others watched with amusement at the cheesiness of it all. Surrounding them were plates with pizza scraps, sugary drinks and chips as they laid in different positions on the floor. 
…And how are you this evening Mrs. Darcy?...
“And how are you this evening, Mrs. Darcy?” the five of you repeat, you with a love laced voice, while the others mocked then gagged. 
“Seriously, who wrote the script…” Beomgyu groans as he rolls his head back. The credits had begun to roll down the screen, Winter reaching forward to pause the video. 
“A genius... You wouldn't know anything about that.” You throw the pillow towards him, hitting him square in the chest. 
“Alright, birthday girl… what’s next?” Yunjin grabs her plate, setting it on the already full coffee table, before stretching her hands in the air. 
This was a common Friday night for the five of you, while the apartment complex was buzzing with drunk college kids and a loud bass making the walls vibrate, your plans consisted of junk food, ranting, movies, trying not to kill Beomgyu and sometimes board games that Soobin stole from the recreational area on campus. Today, being your birthday, was spent doing everything you wanted to do, which included watching romance movies until the sun went down. You were three movies in before you decided to officially call it quits. 
“Hmm… I think Ive tortured you guys enough…” 
“Thank god…” Soobin whispers on the other side of the coffee table. 
“You guys suck! The girls enjoyed it right!?” 
“No.” Winter states blandly, her eyes covered by her dark side bang. 
“Um…I enjoyed you watching it~” Yunjin tries to flirt her way out, when she sees your glare, she continues, “okay present time! Me first! Me first!” 
She stands quickly running to her bag when Winter and Beomgyu pull out the boxes from behind them. 
“Quick. Open them before she upstages us.” Beomgyu whispers, pushing the boxes into your hands, Winter nods enthusiastically. 
You laugh before unwrapping Beomgyu’s box. Within the precise wrapping was a knitted brown sweater, the fabric was soft and decorated with blue flowers and patterns, accompanied with a matching blue beanie. It screamed you, as you put the sweater on, the color matching your maxi skirt. 
“Thanks Beomie! It's so me!!” 
“I know! I stalked your socials!” He said with a childlike excitement. 
“Oh!” 
“Me next! Me next!” Winter pushes the smaller box towards you. 
The box itself was wrapped in all black being held on all four sides by a gold ribbon. Untying it revealed a small vial of gray glittery liquid. A potion. 
“It's an armor potion. Meant to keep you from getting harmed if ever in danger. Made it myself!” Her eyes sparkled with excitement. 
“That's weird.” Beomgyu says upfront. You elbow him in the chest. It was weird, but thoughtful.
After no one speaks, she continues. “It can also be just for decoration.” 
“Youre so right! Going straight onto my shelf! Thanks Winnie! It's beautiful.” 
“Let's just hope she never has to use it.” Soobin glanced nervously at Winter’s small smile. 
“Me and Soobin pitched in together to get you this one…” Yunjin hands you their box. Opening it revealed a digital camera, already decorations with painted red flowers, and pink and white stars. 
“Oh my god… It's beautiful.” You looked at them both with adoration as they high five. 
“We know you've been wanting to take more pictures!” 
“Guys… All of you! I love you, guys!” your tears are threatening to spill. 
You wouldn't say your group of five were considered losers on campus…more so you weren't considered at all. Invisible really. Except for Winter, whose darkly appearance would garner stares and giggles. But no one really minded. Being in your own little world had its perks, You were able to be yourselves, able to speak your mind, maybe get bullied for it but in your own loving way. The outside world hurt, it burned and felt lonely. In the boy’s shared apartment, life felt easy and hopeful. 
You knew you made an odd bunch, different personalities mixed together wouldn't have probably worked for others, but you all genuinely enjoyed each other's presence. Whether the night consisted of Winter begging to contact ghosts or trying out spells she saw on some weird witch website, or Beomgyu and Soobin arguing about which game graphics were better on which console, or even Yunjins heated rants about everyone she hates (which amounts up to everyone), your nights were never boring. Spending your birthday with them was no different. In fact, nothing felt more like family. 
“Quick! Group picture before she starts getting sentimental!” 
You set the timer on the old camera, wiping your eyes before sitting in between Beomgyu and Winter, both resting their heads on your shoulders, Yunjin and Soobin joining in, sitting at the ends. The flash goes off as giggles spread around the room. 
—--
The clock had hit 1am by the time some were beginning to fall asleep on the ground. It marked the end of the night so once the cake was cut, and the group made fun of you for loudly wishing for a boyfriend on your candles, the five of you cleaned and started heading out. 
“Are you sure you don't want any of us to walk you home? It's really late…” Yunjin and Beomgyu look concerned as you all stand outside. 
Your place was towards the other direction than the others, leading you to have to take the dark road up to the furthest wing of dorms. 
“Yeah…I dont mind walking you.” Soobin stated, pushing his glasses up. He looked nervous watching the path to your dorm disappear in the darkness, crowded with trees and shrubs, letting you know he was more scared than you were. The path itself looked like a forest with how covered it was, the wind making the branches rattle and crack as the ‘hoos’ and caws from the nightbirds became louder. 
“Guys, it takes me like 8 minutes to get up there, ill be okay…who knows maybe I'll find the love of my life in those scary bushes.” 
“I dont think anything good is coming out of that forest…” 
You shrug, “I like bad boys too.” 
They groan, again. 
“Hey, you have that potion on you right?” Winter says from the back. 
“Yes, ofcourse!” 
“Dont be scared to use it.” 
“After I use it, they should be scared of me.” 
“YES!” Winter exclaims proudly. 
“Okay! Bye guys! Love you!” You exclaim, walking towards the dark end of the street, before they can protest. 
“Text us when you get home!” Yunjin yells. 
While they worried, this wasn't a new path to you. You had taken it many times since the group formed back in freshman year, when beomgyu and Soobin had invited you guys over to discuss some group project at the time. It was fate that the five of you were the last remaining students with no group to work with yet (maybe not fate, since no one wanted to work with introverted losers). You were boy crazy then too, the smiles of both beomgyu and Soobin had you in a trance, convinced that they were much in love with you as you were with them. But the infatuation wore out. It always did. Your obsession with love and the consumption of it,drove you to binging romcoms, staring at couples in restaurants, daydreaming about meeting your charming prince, and falling with just about anyone you'd meet. Yes, you were a little weird and your social skills might've been a little off to those you weren't close with, but you knew there was someone out there for you. Yet, you never actually went further than the feelings you gain, you would obsess then let it fizzle out. It was a routine, and kept your thoughts running at 80mph. 
You craved romance and would have sold your soul to be able to actually experience it. The late night kisses, the giggling under covers, the shy hand holding, the flustered cheeks, the sighing kisses, everything, you fantasized about it all. And you thought about it every single day, taking up most of your thoughts, leaving you distracted just like now. 
You were so distracted in fact,  walking the dirt road through the trees, as the moonlight made your footsteps cast shadows, that you didn't hear the other pair of footsteps behind you, or the wisps that caused the leaves to rustle. It wasn't till the crack of a branch nearby that you came to a halt.
You looked around for a sign of movement, holding onto the strap of your crossbody, listening in for any other sounds. The wind picked up, causing a chill down your spine, before you chuckle slightly, the fear slowly dissipating before blaming the weather for the scare. 
“Hi.”  A voice spoke, making you whip around to see no one, only when you face back to the direction of home, a man stands in front of you. Grasping at your heart, you stand still as you take a good look at him. The moonlight bounces on his black hair and his pale white skin that shines specks of crystal like freckles, but his eyes… no light reflects on them. 
“H-hi.” You respond back. You can't stop staring at his eyes as his pupils dilate and then return to normal. He steps forward and you step back, almost losing your balance. 
“I-its really late, a d-damsel like yourself shouldn't be l-left alone so late at n-night.” The man stutters out, he seems nervous and almost tired, with the heavy breaths he's pushing out. He rolls his head slowly, almost trying to regain any composure and opens his mouth, as he, very noticeably, stretches his jaw out and that's when you see it. Reflected by the white dull light of the moon, his two sharp teeth shine, pointy and thick…fangs. 
He returns your stare, licking the grooves of his top teeth. 
“Are…are you a vampire?” You ask, eyes wide and for a second, he's mirroring your reaction. 
Why arent you screaming yet? Neither of you move, and the figure looks at you confused. Why would you ask that so nonchalantly?
“Um…yes?” His brows were furrowed and head tilted. 
“Oh…” 
“Are you not scared?” 
You thought about it for a moment. Your hand was still on your heart, feeling the quick beats hit against your chest, yet you couldn't necessarily blame it on fear. You were…intrigued. The glimpse of half of his face left you wanting a closer look, the shining of his skin was blinding and distracting. 
“Youre so…pretty.” You say, mostly to yourself, but he is able to catch it. His eyes widen, watching your eyes sparkle with the moonlight and he feels heat rise to his cheeks.
“Um… What's your name?” You ask out of habit. 
“Kai.” 
“Y/N.” 
He nods. You can tell he's having a mental war with himself. This is probably not how these things go for him as he scratches his head softly. 
 With that, you realized why you weren't scared, he was not intimidating at all. Everything about him was soft, even the curve of his nose and the softness of his jaw. He didn't look like a threat. He looked like a painting, with his white flowy button up under a blue vest and blue jeans, his hair that laid like a mop on his head flowed in the breeze, uncovering a bit of his forehead. His teeth stuck out of his ‘o’ shaped mouth, you wondered how they would feel, if they were as sharp as they looked. 
You take a step forward, he takes a step back. 
“Um… Kai…Can…can I touch them?” 
“What? M-my fangs?” 
You nod nervously, almost regretting feeling bold enough to ask. Its the one thing that can kill you in this moment and yet the urge to feel them clouds your judgement. 
Kai, on the other hand, is completely lost in this situation, he has never garnered this reaction before. He's never been called pretty before. And he's caught off guard again when he realizes he's opening his mouth widely giving the stranger room to feel. 
You reach with one finger to smoothly feel the top before reaching the sharp end. The plush skin of your finger is not a sensation that Kai can turn a blind eye to, and yet he doesn't understand why he doesn't just bite down. You were merely food to him, so why is he having so much hesitation when it comes to you? 
Wind blows a bit harder this time around, reminding you where you were, the vibrations coming from your bag becoming louder. Shit. You remove your fingers from his teeth harshly. 
You begin to rummage through your bag before pulling it out and answering, the strange man still watching you in shock. 
“Hello?” 
What the hell? Are you dead? We have been calling and texting!! Soobin is on the other end, and you can hear beomgyu ask frantically, Did she answer? 
“I know, i-im sorry… I, uh, got caught up w-with something.” 
are you home atleast? 
You looked at the flustered vampire who was looking at you, disoriented. 
“Uhh, Yes, I'm heading to bed now, bye!” 
Hey! Wha- *Click* 
You focus on him again and then the lights of the building behind him. 
His pained face alerts you. 
“What?” 
“Your finger…” You look down at your hands and feel the liquidy substance dripping.
“Fuck.” You say as you begin wiping the blood on your skirt, but this just pains him more, a growl from his stomach breaking the silence. You stare up at him. The eye contact is prolonged as once again, he seems to be at a crossroads. Was he about to kill you? 
“I-Im just g-gonna go.” he grunts, and you feel a breath you didn't know you were holding. 
As he tries to make his departure, he finds himself once again feeling tired, but this time unable to stand straight, leaning on a tree close by, heaving. 
“A-are you okay?” You step closer, putting a hand on his back cautiously. 
He groans again, falling to his knees. 
“H-hungry…” He turns his neck to look at you and there's tears pooling in his eyes, theres red thick veins traveling from the inside of his shirt up up his neck and jaw, pulsing, each one causing him to close his eyes in pain, he looked like he was dying…it looked unbearable. You feel your eyes soften and you begin to worry. 
“Oh.. Um…” Your mind races trying to find a solution that doesn't involve dying or killing a person. OH! 
“S-Stay here! Ill be right back!” He turns to lean against the tree, sniffling, holding his stomach as the crystals in his skin start to fade. 
You sprint out of the tree infested woods, across the back lawn of the campus and head straight to the 24 hour diner. It would be the only place open at this time. You thought about it for a moment, how this couldve been your escape. Nothing was stopping you from leaving him there, from escaping danger. He didn't have to voice that he had every intention of killing you tonight, you knew, and yet his matted black eyes filled with tears made you run faster, the act of someone dying in front of you made you keep running. 
The door rings as you barge into the lonely diner, one booth occupied by a young looking man stirring his cup. You head towards the counter, frantically ringing the service bell. 
“You dont have to ring it that many times. How can i help you?” A very bored looking Anton waits for your order, but you cant stop your heavy breathing. You knew Anton from class, he had asked for a pen more than once, you thought he liked you, he just really needed a pen. And nothing reassured that statement than this moment, as he seemed to not realize who you were. 
“Um..” you clear your throat, “I-I need your bloodiest steak. Dont cook it.” He gave you a weirded out look.
“I legally cant give you that. Its a safety hazard. What? do you eat them raw?” 
you were running out of time. 
“Look, i have with me…” you take your wallet out counting your change, including your birthday money from your parents, “ 60 bucks for an uncooked steak, the bloodiest one you have. There's no cameras, so j-just take the bribe.” 
“Is this a prank?” 
“No? Please, Anton.” 
“How do you know my name?” Ouch. 
“We have class together, does it matter? The steak.” You were growing frustrated as you stole glances towards the trees in the distance. 
“Fine.” He takes the money from your hand and shoves it in his jeans before walking to the back. As you waited, you began to process the night. 
He could have just sucked your blood and left. You wonder what stopped him. What made him show you any mercy? Or was it maybe your blood doesn't smell tasty enough? Did even vampires not want you? You were kind of offended. 
“Here, it was the last one in the bag, so i just kept it with the juices.” He grimaced, staring at the sloshing of blood in the clear bag, “Is this for that one girl, whats her name? Autumn? Isnt she a wit-“ 
“Cant stay! Bye!” 
He watches as you leave the diner, heading straight towards the dark woods, and he shutters. weird, that was weird. 
As you get closer to the tree, you notice a crawling figure making their way out of the path, it was kai. Kai was on his knees, looking worse by the minute. You felt fear in this moment, if you get close to him, will he be able to control himself? But with the brittle way he tries to hold himself up, you knew you didnt have the heart to leave him there. you stick your hand in your bag to feel the vial, maybe winter knew what she was doing when she gave you this. So you run the rest of the journey, and begin to pull him up, setting him up against another tree nearby, watching the veins now turn black and thicker, it was like something inside him was eating him up. The tears were now running down his cheeks, and his hair was looking tussled. 
“what are you doing? I told you to stay… You're wasting your energy.” 
“I think I'm dying…”
“Here, I hope this helps.” You pull the bloody steak out of the bag and prepare for him to grab it, only for him to begin eating from your hand, with his teeth digging into the slab of meat aggressively. With each slurp the veins retract back into his skin, the softness and shininess coming back. Your hands tugged every now and then, as you tried to stay still, the blood was running down his neck and bleeding into his white blouse as he sucked the last drop. The crystallized freckles popped out one by one and even a dozen more, his cheeks were fuller and had a bit more color than before.And his black eyes were no longer dull, they were shining and reflecting the light coming from the nearby building. The most noticeable change was his lips, that were once dry and cracked, had become tinted pink and soft, creating their very own gloss. 
His eyes looked up to you after realizing the steak was now dry. The pink on his cheeks grows a shade darker as he stares, slowly releasing the meat from his hold, letting the weight, or lack of it, hang on your fingertips. You clear your throat. 
“Um… complementary blood juice?” 
“You're so weird… What are you?Why aren't you running away? Matter of fact, why did you come back?” He no longer feels at death's door, having the energy to investigate. He wipes his mouth with his sleeve and you watch as the blood drips from his mouth. You swallow hard. 
“I-Im human. Im Y/N.” His head tilts. 
“I know your name… why did you come back?” 
“I dont know… I don't know! You looked pretty but also sad and scared and you were crying… I couldn't leave you like that!” You're looking down at your hands, noticing not only the dry blood on them, but the ring of mud on your skirt. Anton had every right to be weirded out.
Kai covers his face with his hands, “Stop calling me pretty!” 
“Im sorry.” There's a beat of silence. 
“Where did you even get this? Did you put something in it? Are you working for someone?” 
“What?! No! I-I bought it! Pretty expensive I might add! And I-I expect to be paid!” 
“Dont worry, I can afford a 5 dollar steak” He smugly adds.  
“Ha! 5 dollars… what world are you living in?! You're in the year 2025!! That steak was 60!! 60 dollars!!” You refrain telling him the part where you offered that much. 
“60 dollars?! Where did you get 60 dollars from?!” He looks you up and down, from the muddy brown skirt to your new brown, now covered in splotches of red, sweater.
“It was birthday money.” you snap unintentionally. A beat of silence passes. 
“I'm sorry, I'm being ungrateful, you just saved me…I just… humans aren't usually this… caring? Happy Birthday….by the way…” 
“Thank you.” You sheepishly state, no longer looking at him as the heat rises to your cheeks. You grab your phone from your bag again, taking a look at the time. 2:43am. The group chat had died down by this point, leaving you with a couple of missed calls and messages of concern and then an updated message from your call with Soobin before everyone started saying good night. One message caught your eye though, a private message from Winter. 
1:20am
Please be careful…
“What is that?” 
“What?”
“In your hand? You talked to it earlier too, right?” 
Hes leaning forward now, scooting a bit closer. Its almost like he forgot he was a threat and you leaned back, before he looked at you and then back your hand curiously. 
“My phone…it's a phone.” 
“Woah… you mean like the telephone was modernized? Where’s the wiring?” 
“Its mobile now… l-like wireless?” 
“Wireless?! That's so interesting…This is so advanced, where are the buttons?” His eyes are bright with curiosity. 
“Its touchscreen!” His excitement was contagious and you couldn't help but giggle. 
“Touchscreen?” 
“Yeah, look!” You say clicking it on, the lock screen displaying a picture of Winter and Soobin wearing halloween masks posing back to back. You smile softly. You unlock it, passing it over to him to look through. Your hand skims his as he grabs the device. You feel a shock before pulling your hand away quickly, knocking your bag and hearing the items that it contains hitting the floor. Your eyes widening looking back at him and see he's already staring at you with the same expression. You clear your throat and frantically start collecting the items. 
I'm crazy but not Bella crazy. You thought. 
As you watch him scroll through your social media, leaving likes accidentally, asking ‘who is this?” Every time someone comes up, you realize just  how funny this all is. Here you were hanging out with a vampire. You were sure you were gonna wake up at some point. 
“What year were you born?” He stops to look at you, thinking for a moment…
“I dont really remember…” His eyes dim, brows scrunch together. “I've been 22 for a while…” He clears his throat, “What about you? I mean, how old are you?” 
“I turned 22 a couple hours ago” 
He nods. 
“Its been awhile since I've been up again… this era feels different. Everything seems so…” 
“Boring? It might just be the town.” 
“No it just feels like something big is gonna happen, It makes me nervous.” 
“Oh… are there more of you?” Your phone is no longer on, his gaze intensifies. 
“Y-yes. Actually, it's getting late… You should head home.” He gets up as quickly as he can still groaning, probably the blood was still working its way through his system. 
“You're letting me go?” 
“Ofcourse, you saved my life.” 
You felt silly but couldn't help but ask. 
“Will I ever see you again?” He looks up at the trees, looking around like he’s keeping guard. 
“I don't know if that's a good idea…” 
“Well… you still owe me 60 bucks…” He laughs, and it makes him look the most human, even with the sharp teeth. 
“Okay. I'll be back with your money, but for now, let's get you home.” 
Luckily, the walk to your dorm was taking a bit longer than it usually did, both of your footsteps slowly making its way down the cemented path to the dorms. You still had so many questions, yet no way of framing them without coming across as nosy. You wanted to know more about him, why was he in this lousy college town, why doesn't he remember where he's from, who are the others and why did he look so nervous mentioning them. But instead, you had to start small, not wanting to bring up troubling thoughts. 
“What was your last year awake?” 
“Hmmm…guess?” He smirks and looks down at you, his hands locked behind him, holding on to the bag of steak juice that was probably a bit warm now. 
“Okay, well you knew about the telephone but they weren't wireless… and your steak prices were unimaginably low, but your denim fashion is throwing me off…Hmmm…” 
“Was denim a thing recently?” 
“Well, theyve always been a thing but jean vest give off 80’s or 90’s…Thats not my answer though!”
He's squinting his eyes at you, trying to force a smile down. 
“19…7…1?” 
“Ooo, close. 1965.” 
“damn…But the jean vest?!” 
“It was outta sight! All the rebels were wearing it!” 
“But, you don't seem like the rebel type, you're too nice.” 
“I dont know about nice…” he rubs the back of his neck, “but someone like me has to blend in.” 
“Hmm…” 
“What about you?”
“What about me?” 
“Are you a rebel?” Kai looks at you amused with a smile, and it only grows as you heat up.
“G-god no! I'm not built for that lifestyle.” It was true, you were weird but all you ever did was follow the rules, anything that felt mildly risky, threw you out for a loop. 
He laughs and nods. 
“I'm like that too.” 
“Yeah right…” 
“No really! I've never been good at being “bad”…maybe that's why I couldnt…you know…” Hes referring to the moment back in the woods. 
“Oh, yeah well, thanks for that.” 
“No, um thank you.” He remembers the look of curiosity upon your face as he sucked on the steak, the way your mouth hung open and your eyebrows furrowed together, your eyes displayed different emotions at a grand speed, he wasn't sure if you once ever looked disgusted, and he was glad he didn't.  He never wanted to be at the receiving end of it. 
You took your keys out. Looking back at him, you had one more question to ask…
“Have you ever…killed someone?” He stares at you, once again the intensity of his stare grows, like back when you asked if there were more of him. 
“...not directly… Ive…fed on them before but they were already dead.” He whispers and he looks so ashamed. 
“You really shouldn't be so trusting…” he wouldn't look at you anymore, “there's no way of knowing someone could be truly dangerous.” 
“I feel like I can trust you at least, right?” you wanted to touch his hand, reaching forward to grab it, and when Kai sees the mess of dry blood on it and on your sweater sleeve he grimaces, but grabs it. 
“You should head in and wash this off.” His cold hands linger on yours for a moment before he bends down and kisses your palm gently, squeezing his eyes shut trying to fight off the smell of your blood and the steak’s. 
You can't fight the blush that comes to your cheeks, so instead you turn to unlock your door. Once opened you turn in hopes of locking in the image of the shining man you've met.
“Goodni-” But he's gone, leaving no trace of himself behind, just the lingering feeling of his mouth on your wrist. 
—- 
Waking up the next morning, replaying the dream of Kai biting your wrist instead of kissing it over and over again, confirmed that last night was not a dream and you did in fact meet a vampire. Now the question was, Where was he now? What was he doing? 
“Y/N! Come quick!” your roommate, Chaewon, yells, panic laced in her cry. 
Your hair was still wet from last night's shower, not having the energy to blow dry it, you had placed it in a messy bun. You untangle your hair now from the band, and walk into the living room. 
BREAKING NEWS: Diner worker and college student, Lee Anton, found dead this morning by diner manager. As of now, Davenport College is working closely with police. While the autopsy has come back as an unknown death, police are not ruling out homicide- 
“What?” you whisper. Chaewon is already hanging on to you, shaking at the proximity of it. You didn't know Chaewon all that well, saying polite greetings and exchanges was as far as you went and yet you couldn't help but hold on to her as someone knocked on your door. 
Shaking, you head over and crack the door. 
“Hey, this was at the front door of the building, it was addressed to you.” The RA looked down at his hands and you followed. 
In his hand, was the grey glitter liquid encased in the glass vial, with it came a note: 
Y/N L/N, forgetting this?
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A/N: YOU MADE IT!!!! I hope you enjoyed reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it!! Please let me know your thoughts! I'll most likely continue this cause vampire kai has my attention rn... but I am starting school up again soon so,,, WHO KNOWS?! it also depends if people liked it :'3. SO please let me know your thoughts, tell me you love it, tell me you hate it, either way tears will be spilled! - J
ps. still learning how Tumblr works so if my formatting looks funny...help...
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vivi-wivv1 · 2 months ago
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Some of red team…+ Natalia
I have so many favs- but like… it’s pretty clear I LOVE RED TEAM SM!!!
Idk what is about them but idk 🤯 is it vibe tribe? The alliance duo? The gothvengers? I just love them all.. it has not been as good lately.. been losing a f ton 😫 THEY WILL WIN AGAIN!! TRUST!!! I love blue team too but red hits different… (most of my favs are in red team.. I’m realizing that)
Ima be highkey kinda sad when the merge happens ☹️ also wtf was that last episode 😭 IT SHOULDVE BEEN AN ELIMINATION CHALLENGE- this pattern is hella confusing… ahhhh we’re never gonna see the merge- which.. hmm.. is that a bad thing? I do wanna see other character interactions tho.. ehhh the time will come 😭
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dixons-sunshine · 5 months ago
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Jinx | Murphy MacManus x Fem!Reader
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The sound of raindrops fell down against the glass of your bedroom window. The wind howled loudly, and you could vaguely hear the branches of a tree scrape against the roof of your home. You could see lightning strikes occur every thirty seconds, just like clockwork.
You sighed in content as you nuzzled into Murphy’s chest, the material of his black t-shirt doing little to contain the warmth his body emitted. You could hear the steady thumping of his heart beneath your ear, and a shiver rolled over your spine as his fingers traced idle patterns onto your back. The movie playing on the TV only served as background noise, the scene of the highschool students sneaking out of detention only vaguely registering in your mind.
Murphy pressed a tender kiss to the top of your head, a hum of satisfaction leaving him when you began tracing the tattoo on his arm. All in all, the night was uneventful, the day’s worries and troubles momentarily forgotten in favour of savouring the pure bliss of this sweet point in time.
“Y’know, I’m actually kinda surprised,” Murphy said in a low voice, as if muttering anything above a whisper would ruin the serene moment.
“Hmm? Why’s that?” you inquired, lifting your head to gaze into his ocean eyes.
Murphy momentarily lifted his hand to motion to the light above. “The power,” he began. “It hasn’t gone off yet.”
“Well, don’t jinx—” Almost instantly, the lights flickered, and then turned off, as well as the television. “—it. Now look what you did.”
Murphy chuckled. “Sorry.”
You groaned and playfully hit his chest. “Guess that’s Murphy’s Law.”
He chuckled again, and shook his head. “You’re gonna gonna hold that stupid ass law and its name over my head forever, aren’t ya?”
You laughed and shrugged, before laying your head back down on his chest. “Oh yeah. Definitely.”
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sturnsheart · 2 months ago
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miss possesive
"Just keep your eyes off him Yes, I'm Miss Possessive" tate mcrae
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you lean against the kitchen counter, swirling your drink as your gaze stays locked on chris from across the room. the house party is in full swing, music thumping through the speakers, conversations buzzing all around you, but your attention is only on him.
he’s laughing with nick and matt, the three of them tucked in a corner near the couch, red solo cups in hand. chris is in his element, his smile wide, eyes crinkling at the corners. he looks good—too good in that fitted black tee, his chain catching the dim light. and maybe that’s why she’s there.
you notice her the second she walks up to them, slipping seamlessly into their conversation. she’s pretty, you’ll give her that—long hair, flirty smile, confidence dripping from every movement. you watch as she places a hand on chris’s arm, leaning in just enough to make your stomach twist.
your grip on your drink tightens as she laughs at something he says, her fingers lingering a beat too long. chris doesn’t pull away, but he doesn’t reciprocate either—still, it’s enough to set you off.
the worst part? she knows exactly what she’s doing.
as if she can feel your eyes burning into her, she glances over, a smug little smile tugging at her lips. challenge accepted.
you push off the counter, making your way across the room with unhurried confidence. when you reach them, you slide into chris’s side, your hand curling around his bicep, nails pressing just enough to stake your claim.
“hey, baby,” you coo, looking up at him with an easy smile. “having fun?”
chris glances down at you, amusement flickering in his eyes as he instantly catches onto your mood. “always,” he murmurs, his arm instinctively wrapping around your waist, pulling you closer.
the girl blinks at you, faking innocence. “oh, hey! we were just talking about how great chris is. you’re lucky to have him.”
her words are sugar-coated, but there’s a glint in her eyes that tells you she’s testing you, pushing to see how far she can go.
you tilt your head, lips curving into a slow, knowing smile. “oh, i know.” you let your hand drift up, fingers brushing the chain around his neck before trailing down his chest. “he’s the best, isn’t he?”
chris chuckles under his breath, clearly entertained, his fingers squeezing your hip lightly.
the girl shifts slightly, her confidence faltering just a bit, but she recovers quickly. “he was just telling me about this crazy tour story—so wild. i bet you hear all of them, huh?”
“every single one,” you reply smoothly, leaning into chris as if to emphasize your point. “but it’s cute that you’re so interested. really.”
your tone is sweet, but the message is clear.
she hesitates for a fraction of a second before letting out a little laugh, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. “well, it was nice chatting with you guys.”
“mm-hmm,” you hum, already turning back to chris as she walks away.
chris watches her go, then looks back at you, lips twitching. “damn, babe,” he chuckles. “jealous much?”
“i prefer the term ‘possessive,’” you smirk, fingers tracing patterns on his chest.
he huffs a laugh, his grip on your waist tightening as he leans in just a little. “kinda hot when you get like this, not gonna lie.”
you roll your eyes, but you can’t fight the smile pulling at your lips. “just keep your eyes on me, okay?”
he grins, like you’ve just told him the easiest thing in the world. “always.”
but the night isn’t over. not yet.
as chris pulls you closer, his fingers teasing at the hem of your dress, you feel another gaze burning into you. your eyes dart across the room—she’s still there, standing by the bar, swirling a drink in her hand, a smirk playing on her lips like she’s waiting for you to crack.
so that’s how she wants to play it?
your hand slides up to the back of chris’s neck, nails grazing against his skin as you pull him back in. this kiss is different—slower, more intense, your lips moving deliberately against his. you press your body flush against his, tilting your head just enough to ensure she gets a perfect view of just who he belongs to.
chris groans against your lips, his hands gripping your waist like he might lose control. “fuck, baby,” he mutters when you finally let him breathe, his forehead resting against yours. “you tryin’ to kill me?”
“just making sure my message is clear,” you murmur, your lips still ghosting over his.
chris’s gaze darkens, his jaw tightening as his hands slide up your back, holding you in place. “it’s clear,” he says, voice low, possessive. “but you know i don’t even see anyone else, right?”
“good,” you whisper, pressing one last kiss to the corner of his mouth before finally turning away, satisfied.
and when you steal one last glance across the room, she’s gone for good.
A/N Hiii its been awhile but im obsessed with Tates new album so maybe ill do a little series based of her songs!! Lmk in the comments what song I should do next
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wisteria-lodge · 5 months ago
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"He starts acting more like his mother, and this works well for him. I honestly think Draco takes after Narcissa much more than he takes after Lucius, it just takes him a second to figure that out"
Wait really? What does it mean? Like if Draco doesn't do things in a showy way it will all work put for him/it makes him have a higher chance of succeeding? Or does it mean that he does best if he works behind the shadows type?
"But in Book 6 there's a rupture between Draco and Lucius" Is it because of this that when Lucius called out to Draco during the battle who didn't come until only Narcissa called for him?
"Vincent Crabbe and Gregory Goyle are *quite* committed to keeping Draco Malfoy in one piece" hmm I kinda don't agree with this because they usually let Draco get beat up right? Or maybe I'm remembering incorrectly?
I'm catching up on your metas I really love them so much
~ re. this meta about how Lucius and Narcissa use power ~
Yeah, Draco is not the most... effective character, for most of the series. Generally his plans backfire, or just don't work at all. Taking Neville's Remembrall gets Harry on the quidditch team, luring Harry out for a duel and snitching about Norbert gets *Draco* in trouble... he's not able to get Buckbeak executed or Hagrid fired, the Inquisitorial Squad doesn't really make a difference, even other Slytherins get sick of how often he does impressions of Harry fainting or whatever. The Support Cedric Diggory/Potter Stinks badges... I'll give him that one. But that's also him being unusually subtle/sneaky (trying to stay under the radar because he's scared of Moody.)
I would say that when Draco plays it subtle, sneaky, and patient - things do work out a lot better for him. He starts getting effective in Book 6, and I don't even hate the poisoned mead/cursed necklace plan. I mean *morally* obviously it's not great, but as a tactic it's kinda brilliant. It reminds me of The Great Escape:
"Perhaps we're being too clever. If we stop all the breakouts, it may only convince the goons that we must be tunneling."
If Draco throws out all these showy attempts (that Dumbledore calls "desperate" and "feeble")... well, then Dumbledore is much less likely to suspect that Draco has additionally spent the all year essentially building a tunnel. He's using both his parent's strategies simultaneously: cursed artifacts, poison, imperiusing someone into helping - that's all Lucius. It's in-your-face, and soaks up a lot of attention. BUT - slowly and carefully fixing the Vanishing Cabinet so people can sneak in... that's all Narcissa. And so is the way he's made sure no one is paying attention.
(I mean, except Harry, but at this point everyone has sort of accepted that Harry is going to be unreasonably obsessed with Draco no matter what he does.)
We also see this pattern with Draco's passive resistance in Book 7, not identifying Harry & co. when he has the chance. That's also a very *Narcissa* move. We even get little moments in Book 7 where he's actively being coached in his mom's don't-attract-attention strategy:
The hilarity mounted; Draco Malfoy looked in terror at his father, who was staring down into his own lap, then caught his mother’s eye. She shook her head almost imperceptibly, then resumed her own deadpan stare at the opposite wall.
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The moment where Draco doesn't go to his father when Lucius calls for him is a movie-only moment, but it fits. Draco spends Book 6 pulling away from his communities - the Slytherins, the quidditch team, the Death Eaters. He's realized that he doesn't want what they're selling. And pulling away from the Death Eaters *does* include Lucius and Severus (who he doesn't know is a spy.) Instead, Draco seems to spend a lot more time alone, with his mother (I just can't believe Bellatrix was the one giving him occlumency lessons, that is such a Narcissa move) and with Moaning Myrtle.
~ re. this meta about the Malfoys during the first war ~
I mean... Crabbe and Goyle aren't very *good* at keeping Draco in one piece, but they do try, and whenever someone is beating up Draco, Crabbe and Goyle are right next to him fighting someone else. They also get a shout out for being some of the only people Draco actually trusts during Book 6, and they stand guard for him, even when polyjuiced into 11 year old girls.
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stanfanfiction · 2 years ago
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Taste of You - Ken x fem!reader - PART FOUR
Alrighty. Going to try bringing the reader’s history more into this one. There’s still a lotta hot going on but this one is more somber with some fluff and feelings and I really hope you like it <3
Thank you to @dogboytim for suggesting Ken helping the reader deal with self esteem/body issues. So definitely a TW for that.
I’ve also been dealing with some emotional shit in my own life and I think I kind used this as a catharsis for myself so….I hope it’s an okay read 🙈
Masterlist for previous parts
Warnings: 18+ ONLY / dealing with past trauma / panic attacks / body dysmorphia / domestic abuse (mentioned as a theme, nothing specific other than leading into the readers self esteem struggles) / horny Ken / caretaking Ken / fluff / feelings / Ken finally gets out of the house / soft sex / oral (fem!receiving) / stubborn Ken / bathroom sex / ptsd / some kinda con-non-con (but reader likes it so it is technically all consensual) / making love vs having sex… (you’ll see)
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You squealed as Ken’s fingers entered you swiftly. Apparently you hadn’t been giving him enough attention this morning, *again,* and you were definitely starting to see a pattern forming here. You sat opened legged on your bathroom counter where Ken had placed you moments earlier while you were only trying to brush your hair and get dressed before you found yourself leaning back against the mirror over the sink and pulling his hair.
“I *HATE* class days,” he seethed as his mouth went to attack your clit and you gasped but smiled as you threw your head back. You hadn’t told him that right before he came into the bathroom deciding to be needy once again that you had just received an email that your class had been cancelled for the day, but you decided it didn’t hurt to not tell him for the next few minutes.
“Hmm…ahh…Ken is so needy again.”
Ken’s eyes stared at you as if being challenged and he used his free hand to open up your vulva lips and plant his tongue firmly against you, moving up from your opening slowly. You bucked a little and Ken removed his fingers from your core to place that hand on across your hips, holding you down for him as he began to tongue fuck you.
“Won’t let you leave,” he mumbled, his mouth pressed into you.
You laughed again. “Greedy boy. My class got cancelled today,” you breathed.
Ken paused for a moment to smile, then went back to pleasuring you but less from a place of frustration now as he began going a little slower, loving how you always squirmed when his touch was just a little too slow and your body craved more.
Your cell phone ringtone made you both startle, and you immediately began working to control your breathing when you saw the number.
“Ken, I have to get this,” you said, picking it up to answer it. Ken stopped what he was doing but remained kneeling in front of you, hands gently massaging your thighs. He leaned his cheek into one of your knees and smiled contentedly, pressing a kiss into it.
“Hi, Professor.”
Ken’s face fell.
“Hi, Miss Y/L/N. Sorry I wasn’t able to reply to your email, my Wifi has been dodgy all week.”
“No worries,” you said, noticing Ken’s scowl and trying not to giggle. You ran your fingers through his hair softly and that seemed to calm him down.
“But in answer to your email, unfortunately my plane back has been delayed so I’m not able to meet in-person, but I’m more than happy to answer any questions over the phone if now works for you.”
Ken shook his head.
“Yes! That would be great, thank you. Let me just grab the assignment really quick.” You wrinkled your nose at Ken and attempted to get off the counter but Ken held both of your legs tightly, not letting you go.
“Ken!” You scolded him silently. “I NEED to get my book bag.”
Ken gave you a playful look and stood. “Stay,” he said quietly. He left and within seconds he was back with your bag. You dug the out sample assignment you had been giving in class and smiled a thank you to him.
“Okay, so my first question was about -“ you could have committed a murder right then. Ken had pulled you forward to where you were almost hanging off the counter and dug his lips into your wetness.
“Ah, sorry,” ohhh you were definitely going to kill him, as you stressed over how there was probably no way your voice sounded normal right now no matter how hard you were tying. “Just finding the page.”
“Of course, take your time.”
“Stop it, stop IT,” you almost hissed, pulling the phone away from your ear just long enough to get your words out. Ken’s eyes met yours and your heart jumped. Ohh fuck fuck fuucckkk you couldn’t pinpoint exactly what he was feeling then, but it definitely wasn’t going to make your phone call any easier.
You kept your eyes glued to his while trying to ask your question, glancing at the paper in your hand every couple moments to make sure your stressed-out brain was remembering how to speak correctly. Ken just stared back at you, waiting, and somehow that tension was worse than if he was fucking you right now because you didn’t know when he was going to strike.
Your professor began answering your question, and you rummaged with your hand in your bag to find a pin to mark on the mock-up assignment when Ken shoved his tongue into your opening, and you could have lunged at him. He smirked.
“This isn’t a game,” you whispered down at him, trying to hold focus enough to write down what you needed to.
His eyes bored into yours. “Oh, I disagree,” they said, twinkling, and he began firmly licking you in circles. You had begun to read his mind simply by how expressive his eyes were, and you felt like you were having a full conversation with them right now.
Your hand shook a little and you cursed internally not being able to write at this moment. You pushed at Ken’s shoulder with your foot but of course he was built like a wall and didn’t budge. He grinned for a second and you caught yourself grinning back in an irritating mixture of frustration but also…. fun? And you hated that you were having fun.
“I’m a professional student,” you kept thinking to yourself on repeat.
“Did that answer what you were asking?” Your professor’s words didn’t register until a few seconds after they were spoken.
“Oh! Yes, it did, thank you so much.”
“Of course. Anything else you need to go over?”
You eyed Ken and wanted to get your answers but also knew it just wasn’t worth it at this point and you would have to talk to your professor after class next week.
“No, that was it. I really appreciate you getting back to me.”
You had NO idea what his reply was as Ken stood up and wrapped your legs around his waist, reaching underneath your butt, but you were able to register your professor saying to have a good day.
“You too, thank you!” You managed to get out before Ken took the phone, hung it up, and tossed it aside as he easily picked you up and carried you over to the wall.
“FUCKING hell, Ken,” you let out. “You cannot do that.”
“Hmmm.” He smirked. You wanted to both slap that smugness off of his face but also kiss him hungrily.
“I’ve got to put you in your place,” you lamented as you became trapped between the wall and Ken holding you up.
“But I *am* in my place,” Ken replied simply, knowing he was egging you on, and solidifying his point by sinking his cock into you.
“I *mean* it - ahhhhhh…” Your mind went blank as your legs held on for dear life around his waist while he fucked up into you sharply.
You both lay panting on the bed, coming down from your highs. Ken held you like usual, butterfly kissing your face while you came back to reality. Your head was swimming from the sex but also from realizing you needed to get Ken interested in something other than you, and fast. He had come into your life right after midterms, and you realized now how much of a blessing that was because you couldn’t fathom how on earth you would get through finals this way.
You petted his cheek. “Ken? Would you like to go on an outing with me today?”
He sat up a little, curious.
“I have been meaning to go to the library anyways, and you could come see my campus with me.”
“I thought you said only students were allowed there.”
“Well, only students can be in the classroom. You are able to come with me to the campus, though.”
Ken smiled, and your heart ached a little at realizing how much you really hadn’t been thinking of how he would probably love going out with you, he just didn’t seem to have the motivation to explore on his own, at least not since you had known him. You thanked yourself for remembering to get him a normal, not open-to-the-hips shirt the other day so he had something to wear, and before long you were both on the bus headed to your school.
The bus was a FASCINATING experience for Ken. You watched in entertained awe at him as he acted like an excited puppy. He pointed out cool buildings and places he wanted to visit to you every few seconds, commented on the unattractive interior design of the bus, and was reaching up to pull the emergency break alert rope when you grabbed his arm top stop him just in time.
His excitement never waned but he had moments of quiet, too, and he held your hand in both of his as he stared out the window. You leaned your head against the seat and studied him.
Who *was* this man, exactly? You never questioned his explanation that he was a literal doll come into your world, and now you wondered why that hadn’t felt difficult to believe. You knew the last couple weeks had been utter chaos on a number of levels, and you realized how much you had actually been needing someone to come in and turn everything into something wonderful for you. That definitely explained your lack of attempting to learn about him, what he was searching for, what he desired and wanted out of life.
You felt melancholy then, watching as Ken pointed to a dog out of the window and turned, smiling at you, making sure you saw it. You smiled back and nodded, and he turned his attention back to the outside world, never letting loose of your hand.
Your heart hurt now. This wasn’t something that could last forever, was it? Or…maybe? You didn’t know anything that was happening, other than in your little condo that you paid for with your inheritance, that life had become a little bubble of a world the two of you had created, something from a fantasy, and you missed it when you weren’t there. When you walked in the door, Ken was always waiting for you, and your little house felt like a home. You decided you needed to start trying to look at things a little more realistically, learn to actually know Ken, see if maybe this whole thing had a futur-
You cut off the thought before it felt too soothing, not wanting to get your hopes up. You sniffed softly and quickly wiped at a tear that you hadn’t expected to form, not wanting Ken to see. You just wanted to focus on enjoying today with him.
Getting off the bus was its own new adventure, as Ken looked around the campus. “Where are your classes? Do you have a favorite classroom? Do you have a favorite study place? Is there somewhere you like to meet with your friends?”
His questions hit you hard, and you hated how oddly sad you felt today. Everything he was asking was less about general curiosity and only meant to better understand YOU and your life and how you existed in it when he wasn’t around.
You two made your way to the library where you found the book you needed and also check-out a book Ken had been absorbed in about horses. You knew you’d have to ask him to explain that one someday.
You were strolling slowly back to the bus stop when you noticed a really nice grassy area shaded by a huge tree, and suggested you both sit there for awhile. Ken happily complied, and you opened your new book to start going over it. Ken snuggled up next to you and would every few minutes ask about something in the book that he didn’t understand as he read over your shoulder, and this was honestly a really easy way to study for your exams, you decided.
Suddenly he felt your body go rigid. Ken noticed and followed your eyesight to see a man staring at you, dark eyes filled with anger. His body stance was tight, one hand in a fist. He looked the personification of pure rage. You felt paralyzed.
“Who is that?”
You worked to answer as you exhaled. “My ex.”
Your ex. He really didn’t know anything about your ex, but he fought like hell to destroy the dagger of jealousy that pierced his heart just then. He realized that was out of place and definitively not called for, especially in this moment, but he couldn’t help it, now thinking of how someone else besides him had been with you in the same way he was with you now, and he loathed the images that flooded his mind.
He leaned down to your ear. “Is that the reason you were crying the other day?”
Unable to verbally reply, tears stung your eyes as your breaths became shaky, although you were working desperately to control your outward appearance. You refused to look wounded in front of him.
That was plenty of confirmation for Ken and he wrapped his arm around you protectively. “What do you need me to do?”
“Help me get out of here,” your words barely a whisper as he helped you to your feet swiftly and grabbed the books. You tried to look away but were held captive by the gaze of the man standing across the courtyard from you.
Ken wasn’t sure what hit him then, but he suddenly felt outraged. He handed the books to you. “I’ll be right back,” he seethed, jaw tight.
You snapped back into reality just in time as Ken began swift, long strides over to the man, who look pleased at the attention he was receiving, and smirked in your direction. You jumped forward and gripped Ken’s arm.
“No, no, no, no, Ken, we have to leave.”
He paused and turned back to you because of the panic in your voice.
“He’s just trying to start a fight. I need to go.”
“He hurt you,” Ken bit out.
“Which is why we need to go. He’s angering you on purpose to hurt me again.”
Ken glanced back over his shoulder at the man who pulled his hand out of his fraternity jacket and waved mockingly. Ken huffed but hated how you were pleading with him, so he turned away and you both began walking briskly out of his sight.
You both remained quiet on the way home other than Ken asking if there was anything he could do a couple of times. You bit at your nails restlessly until the bus stopped at your exit station and you took Ken’s hand and hurried off back to your condo. You didn’t feel safe until you were back inside your home with the front door double locked.
You had kept your gaze on the floor the whole journey home, and Ken gently placed his hands on your arms, leading you to sit down on the sofa as he kneeled in front of you and took your hands in his.
“What did he do?” His voice sounded shaky, as if afraid of hearing the answers.
You felt fairly certain Ken didn’t know about certain forms of violence that happened between couples. From what he had told you about Barbieland, that idea had never been considered.
“So many things,” you were still trying to hold back tears. “So, so many things.”
“Tell me.”
You looked up from the ground to get lost in Ken’s blue eyes filled with concern and wanting nothing more than to understand so he knew how to help. The thought that telling him about what had happened and how that fresh new understanding of reality would probably break him just to process felt so cruel, and fuck, you didn’t want to lose the one innocent aspect you had had in your life. You broke out into sobs, trying to hide your face and Ken let you, your hands hiding your eyes as Ken wrapped his arms around your legs and placed his chin on your knee, waiting patiently.
“What is it you’re so scared to tell me?” He asked when your sobs became less loud.
How could you answer this without actually answering this…
“Sometimes, when people are in relationships, they can do really horrible things to their partners. They can hurt them really badly, in ways that sometimes never fully heal. That pain,” you grasped at your chest were you heart was, “it can just sort of stay, and sometimes you only have so much control over how much or how often it can hurt you again.” You began crying harder again, and Ken slowly got up and sat next to you, softly cradling you in his arms. You were thankful for the warmth and cried into his chest as he just held you like that until you were ready to say more. He wanted to know every detail of what you had gone through but also knew not to push it and wanted to respect the boundary you were holding with him. He worked to keep his body language soft and protective while fuming inside.
“Sometimes, though,” your voice was a little hoarse from all the crying, “people are able to find other people who help them. Who make them feel safe. Who are kind and gentle and who you know would never intentionally harm you.” You placed a hand on his chest next to your head, and his anger felt like it was seeping through his veins like the lava from a volcano as it erupted, filling every inch of him.
He had never felt this way before. You felt his muscles clench around you, but not tightening on you so as not to hurt you.
“What is it, Ken?”
“I feel angry,” he got out, jaw clenched again.
You nodded sadly. “Yeah. Me, too.”
He breathed in sharply. “How do I make sure he will never do it again?”
“I got a restraining order awhile back. That’s why he wasn’t able to walk over to us and was instead trying to get you to come to him instead. He tries to find new ways to scare me without getting in trouble legally anymore. He went for you hoping you would fall for it, to send me an extra message, that he is still capable to hurt anything I love.”
Ken felt his throat go dry. He wanted nothing more now than you follow up on those last few words, but now wasn’t the time to validate anything for himself. He needed to keep focused on caring for you.
“I will take care of you, y/n. I’m protect you. I promise.”
You felt his words vibrate through his chest right into your ear and felt his chin rest on the crown of your head.
“I will always be here.”
You smiled the tiniest smile and leaned into him more. “I know.”
Ken swelled with happiness, his anxiety calming down a little bit. You pulled back and Ken lifted your legs to rest over his lap, arms keeping their place around you.
“Days like today,” you said, “they have become less about physical danger to me. It’s all about hear,” you placed one of Ken’s hands gently on the side of your head. “It’s the memories that still hurt, and he works to bring them back.”
“How can I help make them go away, at least for now?”
You thought about it, then shook your head. “They’ll fade again, as they always do, for awhile. I think I need to clear my head and shower.”
Ken nodded and helped you stand up. “Do you need me?”
“I think I need just a minute to myself.”
“Okay. I understand.”
You stood on tiptoes to place the tiniest of kisses on the tip of his nose, then slowly began to head towards the bathroom.
Ken came in later when he head the shower faucet turned off, and walked in to check on you. Typically you had to issue being naked as soon as you dried off, but you had wrapped yourself tightly in a towel and he noticed the mirror had a towel over it, too.
You had hoped he wouldn’t walk in and have to explain another leftover stupid fucking thing from your previous relationship.
You tumble over your words to just get it over with, and his eyes grew wider with each passing sentence.
“But…..” he seemed incredulous, almost as if you had made the whole thing up. “You’re so beautiful.” It was stating a fact. There was no argument and he couldn’t comprehend anyone disagreeing.
“Sometimes I feel the opposite. You roughly brushed your hair just to have something to do.
Ken couldn’t believe the raw audacity that someone would harm someone else with words to make them hate how they looked, even for a second. He told you this in so many words, but finished with that even thought he didn’t understand, he did understand that your hurt didn’t hurt less just because he wanted it to.
You looked up at him, holding back tears, suddenly feeling the most intense desire to get lost in this man who genuinely could not process the pain you were in because it seemed so brutal, so cruel, so incredibly ridiculous that anyone would have to bear the weight that you were carrying. You need that, that little wisp that he offered of getting lost in the reality of his mind that knew so little but also someone knew and felt so much.
“Make love to me, Ken.”
It took him a moment to comprehend what you were asking, but he someone instinctively knew what you asked for, and walked over to you, ever so gently taking your face in his hands and leaning down to kiss you.
The kiss was like a spark went off in your head. Ken was gentle, taking your lips in his in tiny movements as if he might break you if he touched you too hard. You moaned to encourage him, wrapping your arms around his neck, and in turn he held you closer to him, his arms now around your back.
He kissed you lovingly and with passion you had never known before, pulling back to stare into your eyes, waiting for you to tell him what you wanted. He had made himself master of your command, and he wanted you to be in charge of everything that happened right now, anything that would make you feel loved the way he hoped you wanted to.
“Take me to the bed?”
Ken picked your wrapped figure up bridal style and did as you asked, laying you down and holding you to him, your faces inches apart on the pillow. You initiated kissing again, and his hand caressed the back of you head, pulling you a little closer. His tongue traced the your bottom lip and you smiled a little and he smiled back.
“What do you need?” He was completely lost in wanting to care for you.
You didn’t reply, not to be rude, but your brain froze up again, not wanting to see your own body be uncovered right now.
Ken reached for the top of the towel, fingers closing around it, waiting for your consent. You shook your head.
“That’s alright,” he soothed, seeing guilt spread across your face. The he had an idea.
“What if you close your eyes, and I undress you under the comforter?”
You contemplated this then nodded, feeling small and mousy. Ken pulled his shirt over his head and then the comforter over both of you as he hovered over you but not putting too much pressure on you.
You closed your eyes as his hand went back for the towel, and as he began pulling it apart, pausing every few seconds to make sure you hadn’t changed your mind, he left tender kisses down your neck and collarbone, sucking softly, and he it felt so good to him when he heard you moan. The towel eventually fell open, lying underneath you, your body bare.
Ken ran his large hand up and down your body, grazing the side of your breast and then down your stomach and hip, your body responding so naturally it was as if he had been created just to touch you. You opened your eyes, relaxing, and saw him watching you, studying your every emotion.
You smiled shyly. “Hi.”
He smiled warmly. “Hi.”
You placed your hands on his chest just to touch him. “You make me feel loved.”
If Ken could have physically melted, he would have in that moment. “That is always my intention.”
You pulled him down to you, consuming his lips, and Ken’s body molded into yours as he somehow fully surrounded you, covered in a little cave of a comforter. You felt like nothing could penetrate the safety he provided for you right now.
You reached towards towards his jeans and unbuttoned them, him raising his hips enough to where you two were able to get them kicked off.
“Need you,” you said, pulling him to you.
He nodded and began to move downwards but you stopped him.
“I just want to feel *you.”
“But…you…I haven’t done anything yet -“
“I’m fine, Ken.” You promised. “I just need to feel you, now.”
He moved back up so your hips lined up perfectly and you opened your legs for him as he dipped his member into your folds. He gasped a little at how wet you already were.
He looked confused. “How..?” He trailed off, then, “I thought I needed to make you wet.”
“You always do.”
Ken breathed in deeply. His feelings for you soared, and he felt like he might be floating a little. He rubbed his tip against your opening and you put your arms around his neck again.
“Show me how much you love me, Ken.”
That was the last confirmation he needed as he dipped his cock into you, making himself keep shallow thrusts as you got used to his size before moving slowly deeper inside of you.
His hands roamed your body, stopping every few inches to tell you how beautiful you were, how majestically you moved, how perfect your noises were. He kissed each part he could reach with hips lips for emphasis, wanting to cover you with his love, and you felt that energy wash over every piece of you that he touched.
You felt beautiful, you felt seen and held and your hands explored Ken’s body at the same time.
You tangled your fingers in the back of his hair as he began to move faster but still maintaining a much slower pace then usual, both of you completely lost in each other for what felt like an eternity.
Finally, you began to feel your climax building, but loved how tenderly Ken was fucking you, and didn’t want it to change.
“Keep going, just like that, Ken. Please.”
His hand gripped your hip as he felt you arch a little, and he knew you were close. He wanted every single thrust to matter, for you to feel what he was hoping you would feel from him. He kept the pace you asked for, only making his movement a little rougher as you eyes begin to close tightly, your hands pulling on his hair now.
“Y/n,” he coaxed. “Please keep your eyes open. I want to see you.”
You did as he asked, and you swear you’d never seen a more beautiful sight then him staring down at you, and you lost it then, the most wonderful wave traveling from your legs all the way up into your chest, warm and tingly and almost healing in how it felt.
Ken followed right after, keeping his eyes on yours as well, so tender and so content, and you held him as he collapsed on top of you, his face buried in your neck as you both panted.
Ken almost cried as he engulfed you with his arms when he heard your next words, breathy but firm.
“I love you, too, Ken.”
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Paint Job (Buggy the Clown x F!Reader)
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Summary: In which Buggy indulges his two favorite hobbies: doing your makeup and driving you crazy. Pairing: Buggy the Clown x F!Reader Rating: General. Word Count: ~1k. Warnings: Pregnancy. A/N: my birthday was yesterday so i wrote this for myself
Your belly button popped out. He had no idea until you stripped your clothes off for a nap and fell asleep cradled in that dumb pregnancy pillow you use instead of cuddling with him.
He squints at it. It looks funny. Round. Sticks out. Kinda like...
...hmm.
The intrusive thought hits him like a fish jumping out of the water and into a boat.
You'd look so cute and he'd get to show off his artistic talent. Not to mention that everyone would know whose baby is in your belly. Not that there's any doubt, of course, but he has to mark his territory somehow and he suspects that you wouldn't appreciate being peed on.
(The obvious answer of putting some jewelry on those naked ring fingers of yours has occurred to him many times, but that thought is somehow scarier than fatherhood. So he ignores it.)
Grabbing his bag of tricks from the vanity, he tiptoes to the bed. He sets himself down slowly, gently, carefully. The bed squeaks as he eases his weight onto it, but you don't stir.
He works quickly. First some white greasepaint, squeezed onto his wrist and dabbed onto your belly with a makeup sponge. Follow that with a bit of black paint, applied with a careful stroke of the brush. Then pigment sticks for the detail work and outlines...
The baby seems to enjoy it. It occasionally moves in response to his touch. Nothing herky jerky -- just little shifts and nudges. Makes his heart melt. He can't wait to meet the little rugrat.
And now the piece de résistance, a dab of red right on the mound of your navel.
Et voilà. Perfection.
He leans back to marvel at his artistry as he wipes the extra makeup from his hand. In another life, he'd have made a damn good painter. Hell, maybe he should invest in some acrylics and canvas. Start a money laundering scheme.
Buggy notices that your eyes are open. Two little windows into a warm, dark abyss. The same color as falling asleep in a cozy bed on a cold, dark night.
“Having fun?” you ask.
“Tons,” he says coolly. “How was the snooze?”
“Great, ‘til your kid started tap dancing on my bladder.” You lean back on your elbows as you stretch your legs out, splaying your toes out like Richie does after he wakes up from a nap. Your belly rests on your thighs now. Try as you might, you can't see over the top. “What were you doing?”
He hops off the bed and offers you his arm, easing you to your feet. He guides you to his vanity with a hand on your waist. Your gait has gained a wobble and, while he's never seen anything hotter, being on a constantly rocking ship makes him nervous.
Your eyes go wide when you see his Jolly Roger painted across your stomach, your belly button forming the nose. You twist this way and that, your smile growing with each shift.
He rests his head against yours. “So everyone knows just who put you up the pole,” he murmurs.
“As if there's any question with how handsy you are,” you snort. You turn that warm smile to him. “Love it, Bugs.”
He didn't think you'd be upset, not really, but hearing you happy eases his nerves greatly. “I decided to take an impressionist approach,” he says. “You can tell from the brush strokes and my liberal use of white.”
You were right, that night you first spent together: you laugh like a gaggle of News Coos. Clattery, loud, inelegant. It's his third favorite sound in the world. The second is that snort you make when you're trying not to laugh, and the first is... Well, his pursuit of that sound is what led to your current condition.
He pushes the gag a little further. “Made it during my Alabastan Period, where I was influenced by--” You push your lips against his. He keeps talking, just to annoy you. “--traditional geometric patterns of nomadic--”
You grab his cheeks and shove your tongue in his mouth. Once he's runs out of breath, you pull away with a big red splotch across your smile. “Shut up,” you say.
“Never.” He moves behind you. He pops his hands off to lace his fingers underneath your belly as he drapes his arms around your shoulders. "How's that?"
You sigh in relief as the weight is lifted off your organs, your spine, everything. "Fucking hell, thank you," you breathe.
He makes a mental note to thank the old ex-con who told him the trick. Surefire way to make your old lady love you forever, she'd said, grinning at her husband. How else you think I ended up with having six kids with this knucklehead?
The thought of six little humans running around fills him with dread... but at the same time, everyone loves a family act. Matching threads for everyone, him in his best and you all dolled up like a work of art. Suits for the boys and little tutus for the girls.
Six little faces looking up at him in adoration, six little creatures to do his bidding, six little people guaranteed to worship the ground he walks on...
You snap your fingers in front of him. "Hey. Clown."
That's enough to bring him back to earth. He hopes to every god that will listen that it's just one in there. "Just distracted by your beauty," he says.
You give him a dry look. "Liar."
"Alright, ya got me. I was thinking about your tits." Buggy rests his chin in the crook of your neck. “How much longer?”
You reach up to pat his cheek. “Couple months.”
He groans. “But I wanna meet Buggy Junior noooow-wuh,” he whines.
Your smile vanishes. “Over my dead body you name my kid that.”
“Why not? It's a great name. Buggy Balthazar Zebulon Xerxes Mixolydian Macadamia--” You pinch his lips shut with your fingers, but he keeps talking. “--Jeremiah Jubilee--”
You turn and shove your tongue in his mouth again. He shuts up for good this time.
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lullabyalikpoptarot · 23 days ago
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Do enhypen members seek mental health assistance? Like taking pills, or seeking a psychiatrist or a psychologist. I know mental health is kinda taboo in south korea, but how do they thrive? what keeps them sane?
Heeseung I do feel he deals with anxiety or loses sleep a lot of over thoughts he has. It seems he may drink or hang out with members or friends to forget his worries. Or he would do activities that nourish himself. Buying things or going places or doing activities he enjoys that can bring him peace. 
Jay I don’t know what to make of these cards. I don’t particularly think he deals with mental struggles that much. It seems he is the type to help others and be an emotional support for others in need, more so needed it himself. He seems pretty stable and solid and pretty grounded himself, so he is more someone who helps others. 
Jake I am not seeing mental struggles with him. He is the type that likes to take action and keep moving to be bothered about worrying about things or dealing with mental struggles. He tends to keep himself busy and he is good at looking at the positive of a difficult situation, so he doesn’t tend to deal with mental struggles. He has a good way of coping with things or just has his own way of dealing with stuff.
Sunghoon This Death card in this particular deck seems to always come out for him when I pull this deck. Anyway, he may not have too many struggles, although I do think he has his fair share of trauma. He seems to be good at releasing any struggles he has and removing it out of his life, instead of ruminating and thinking about it too much. He is about freeing himself from the constraints of the past and just letting go of things and moving forward. He leaves the past behind and liberates himself from things that happened in the past. He is pretty good at moving on.
Sunoo Of course he would be confusing. It seems he may go to people about his inner struggles and conflicts. It seems the best course of action for him is to get help from others. It could be his Mom or a strong feminine figure. He kind of lets out his frustrations or struggles when he performs or is in a creative space. He may be the type that uses his music or creativity to let out his frustrations. I just keep saying frustrations with him, so he can be highly frustrated about things. He seems to have a creative approach to dealing with things. He could also let out his frustration by starting arguments and blowing up at others. I have seen this energy in him. It may be hard for him to temper his emotions.
Jungwon He seems to have his difficulties, but he is all about taking opportunities and moving forward with life. He is about counting his blessings and taking positive steps forward, so he doesn’t really like to dwell on things and stay down for long. He may have his down moments, but he finds a way to move on from it quickly. He is all about positive changes and progress. This is why he is my bias. We tend to have similar ways of dealing with things in life. 
Ni-Ki Well, I wasn’t expecting these cards. Hmm, he could have vices, or maybe he has negative thinking patterns and can feel trapped and limited. He could have some addictive tendencies or negative patterns when it comes to dealing with his mental health. He can feel a bit empty and lost. It is like he rather put money into things or be of service to others to help him deal with his stuff. He doesn’t seem to want to talk about his feelings per say. I think being of service to others is how he stays sane. He tends to not like to deal with his emotions, rather avoid them.
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