#I'm tired of feeling useless oof

[yoinkschief]

uhguhbuhhh

The covers are finally allll done

I've got two more pieces of art I have to do and when the proof reading of the prologue chapter is done it'll fine be up :)

[mayisgoingnuts]

OK IK YOUR LINE- TIRED- BUT UH, WHAT WOULD FUTURE BOIS LOOK LIKE- FOR NO REASON (If you want you could answer later I’m fine with waiting :3)

I FORGOT TO ANSWER THISBJSJDD

Sadly I'm not motivated nor creative enough to give like an appearance right now </3 BUT I can give descriptions to compensate!! (Ps: None of them are fully canon yet, more like ideas)

Since Denny is a smart little guy AND a fan of makeups and such I feel like he'd end up working in a nice company with tech and then being a makeup artist as a hobby! If I should give him an alternative route, the artist part would be his main career. As for personality, traumas and etc, I do believe he visits a therapist at some point after his parents wake up to reality and notice that hey, maybe our son having scars on his stomach and being overly scared of girls and his own mom AND overly kind isn't so normal!!! So they basically force him to go visit a psychologist. Sucks at first but his psychologist is a super nice guy and it ends up working :]

Scar... oof- it's a hard one- because at the same time that he can get over the drugs, it already affected his body A LOT, so whatever happens he's not reaching 50. Anyway throwing that totally useless info aside, he's still a funny guy but now more aware of the shit he went through, what got him less hyper and trying to "fix himself" sort of way. His moms escape from the country and he's receiving help from Jack + having a closer relationship, and for a job I didn't really decided on that yet. BUT something I did decided is that he's gonna have a girlfriend and she's always there to support Scar <3

Theo.... one route he fucking DIES, other one he turns into the new cult leader, and the other he finally gets his good ending, you decide. In the first one he ends up dying thanks to the deformation on his stomach at some point, the one he turns into the new cult leader is incase Skiddad is defeated, somehow dies or simply decides to trust Theo for it for whatever reason, and the good ending happens incase the cult is fully defeated. In the good ending him and that,, mouth thing interacts more and he has more control over it, he gets a job as a teacher in a few schools AND HAS A HUSBAND!! This one is like, 100% confirmed, good ending Theo has a husband who always reassures him that he can always leave, nothing is forcing him to stay, but he does anyway by free choice because he loves Theo very much <333 also maybe perhaps maybebebrfkd them adopting a kid..

[thequeenofsastiel]

A Comprehensive LianYi Meta, Part I

So I made the mistake of rewatching the parts of Cutie Pie with Lian and Yi(okay, I only just finished ep 8, but THERE WERE REASONS) and have come away from it a LianYi truther. More specifically, I'm pretty certain that Yi, at least, has the feels for Lian, so this meta will mainly focus on his emotions, because oof, he was showing some jealousy that I didn't pick up on at first.

Let's start with their first interaction in ep 1. Yi came into the room while Lian and Kuea were having it out over Lian's fairly appalling behavior towards Kuea, and, after Kuea stormed out, Yi questions Lian about the fight. And at one point, he says:

He's equal parts dismissive and combative. I get the impression that he never took Lian and Kuea's engagement seriously, and is extremely bothered by the idea that Lian does. I think in part this is because he hates the idea of Lian sacrificing his happiness, but I also think he's bothered by the idea of Lian being taken.

Then, in ep 2, Lian calls Yi to ask if Yi knows where Diao is. Yi complains about Lian calling him just to ask for Diao(which itself is a pretty strange thing to do--if you're trying to find someone then calling someone close to them is a common first step), and then he adds:

This is a strange thing to get defensive about. I think in part it's because he's trying to emotionally distance himself from Diao(even as he compares his relationship with Diao to Lian’s relationship with Kuea as if they're the same thing) but I also get the vibe that he's a little bitter about how close of attention Lian pays to Kuea.

Then Lian calls him useless and hangs up on him:

This would probably annoy or piss off most people if their friend did that, but Yi doesn't look annoyed:

He looks extremely hurt. Most people wouldn't react this way if it was just a friend who was obviously annoyed about something else behaving like this. Lian called him up, wasn't actually interested in talking to Yi, and snapped at him before hanging up. This clearly messes with Yi's head in a surprisingly intense way.

In ep 4 we have the famous(in my mind) moment in which Lian flirts with Yi:

Yi acts annoyed after, but he can't help giving Lian a quick up and down first:

Jumping to ep 7, Yi calls Lian while Lian is on his date with Kuea. They chat briefly, before Lian hangs up on Yi again:

Something which again messes with Yi:

That wraps up part one! Which took way longer than I anticipated, which is why I only made it through ep 8. I was planning on including that ep in this post, but for some reason I couldn't add the gifs that I made to this post from my computer, I had to download them to my phone and add them on the app, which only allows me ten photos and/or gifs instead of thirty, so I couldn't.

I'll do a part two later. I'm tired lol.

[starsallalight]

Y'all ever get into such a slump where you just look around here and just think what am I doing? I don't belong here? I don't belong anywhere? Cause oof.

I WANT to do things. My soul is dying for some stimulation. I wanna paint. I wanna write. I wanna read. I wanna knit and make things, and not feel like a useless blob of failure. But I'm always either too sick, too tired, or on the rare occasion I'm not either of those things and I go to do something, my brain is just dial up. And it's killing me. And then it's like I should probably just leave because it's not fair to you guys. But then if I do that, I lose the only connections to the world I have because I can barely leave the house. And I'm just constantly 🙃

[violet-dragongirl]

LONG INFODUMP POST ON MY EXPERIENCE IN PROJECT CARS 2 INCOMING!

SO! GOOD PROGRESS IN PCARS 2!

So I'm going with an old strategy for tuning the Formula A* car but I'm going at it piece by piece and taking things A LOT slower on understanding the whole "what's wrong with this setup I'm trying?"

*From looking at some forums and patch updates of the game, they did indeed change how the Formula A cars felt. So they're slower than they were at one point which also made almost every setup for them nearly entirely useless. For me this is a non-issue because:

1) I do not have access to said setups and honestly, I'm not looking forward to try them. They're not bad but I feel like I'd be more frustrated if I did try them so for my own sanity and sake, I'm not putting too much effort into finding the Old Meta of the Formula A. Just gotta find my own and what works for me

2) I feel like if I did look up a setup for the Formula A cars which would indeed make things even more efficient, I would still lack the understanding for myself how each component of the tuning mechanics in Project Cars 2 works. So it's more work for me but it's also more needed learning towards the interest I have in automobile sims :3

With that said, here's the deets on how I'm doing so far with Formula A cars in Project Cars 2:

I'm doing this so that way I can get a standardized setup* for ALL tracks in the game to then tweak for each particular track, and then the weather of the racing event**

*(To some, this might be considered to be...stupid...but oh well just keep reading and work with me here)

**(There's three rounds/events within each race track event on the date it's set in the game: the Practice, the Qualify, and the Racing. The practice is where I can tweak said standardized custom setup to the track at hand that isn't Le Mans 24h. Then there's the weather part of the game where it's just as crucial to understand because yes the game's weather absolutely changes that standardized setup. Simply meaning, if it's raining, having Slick tyres as the go-to would wind me going to the tire walls around the track and crashing every time, so I have to set up not only the tyres to Wet Tyres, but also probably change the other components to match the weather at hand. I still hate rainy racing events, but I'll do them nonetheless)

So I started from scratch (like...pure scratch, not from a custom setup, right from the Stable Setup that Slightly Mad Studios put in) and ran the Le Mans 24h track. After more than two or so laps of tyres and brakes warming up I started feeling how the car felt to me by actually running it a couple times more (around 3 currently. The recommended is 5 to 10 and that's way to exhausting for me right now...so I gotta get in shape to get to that point)

It wasn't awful and I was pacing pretty well with the defaulted settings! This is a good thing! But it wasn't a great thing.

I was negating/being penalized the time trail record by too much understeering in at least 1 sector and about 4 slow turns...going off the track is troublesome in any regard..oof. And knowing my driving style, understeering is worse than oversteering because at least with oversteering I can compensate better and also recover faster--even if having too much oversteer is..not a good thing for this car either.

The first thing I realized based on my style was the brakes weren't feeling right. So I tuned those first and ONLY those. Didn't touch tyre pressure, didn't touch the TYPE of tyres (started out with Soft Slick) and didn't touch on downforce. All I was focused on was break bias and the brake ducts. After a few more laps the second run, things started to feel better; the brakes were warming up fast and keeping at a working temperature (around 380~420 Celcius)...but like a good simmering soup...the setup was not near "perfection" yet.

So then I tweaked the brakes a bit more and called it a day cos the third time, things felt good and the numbers were within a good range of the sweet spot (I'm not trying to get TO the sweet spot. Just close enough until I'm ready as a whole to find it in all components).

Next was the tyre type, the tyre pressure, and the downforce of the chassis.

The worst feeling in the world is when the back starts slinging cos, again, as much as I like oversteering compared to understeering, Formula A cars are the WORST for both and should NOT BE DOING THAT in a way that is not fit for the car.

So I went back and tweaked the tyre pressure because I was hitting like...~2.15-ish bar on the front tyres and about 1.70 in the back...Yikes :))))))

So I cooled down and tried a lower pressure, then switched to Hard Slick due to the track's temperature (around 35 Degrees Celcius) to see if that would work.

So far so good, but I might switch back to Soft Slick just in case I misread the grip I had on each corner.

BUT THE BACK OF THE CAR WAS STILL SLINGY AND I HATED IT >:(

So I restart the session, took my last saved setup file, and tried again. This time I lowered the rear downforce from Stable Setup standard then slowly went back up again but not back to Stable Setup standard, kept the front downforce lower than the rear downforce but still higher than the Stable Setup standard so that way I had a higher responsiveness to cornering.

And finally after a few more laps after the out-lap and the warmup laps, I found a decent setup.

Again it's not even close to being done, but now I can at least look at other components other than the Tyres/Brakes/Chassis and find the problems of why I'm over or understeering in corners.

I've also noticed the Travel on the suspension...isn't that great. It's too bumpy and keeps hitting in the red in a lot of places in each sector too often.

So the next thing I'll do next time I play this game is work on the suspension.

Yes, in hindsight, the suspension SHOULD'VE been the first place to look, but eh..the Tyres/Brakes/Chassis column was right there so I said "let's just go from left to right column wise and fix what needs fixing instead of jumping around from component section to component section"

For me this is progress cos it not only feels good, but also it does feel like I'm getting somewhere!

As I am also tweaking the car, I am working on my consistency on the track. Safer is Faster but also knowing the car's limits is important too, and for me the only way to know the cars limits while being safe to be faster, is to be consistent in braking, gear shifting, and finding reference on when to brake and shift, and find my pacing with the setup i have!! ^.^

[citadelredlightdistrict]

V Prompt + Salem & Ruby Rose

After transforming into a bigger monsterous form, Salem decides to handle the "silver-eyed shit-head" by doing something about it, which is opening her maw and swallowing Ruby whole, poor Ruby is too thrown off and scared by the whole thing to calmly use her Silver Eyes powers and harm Salem.

Salem yells in fury as she unleashes her power, sick and tired of this petulant human and her silver eyes burning her over and over again. She rapidly begins to expand, growing larger and larger, her clothes soon tearing apart as they fail to contain her growing form. Within moments Salem is twice her original height and still growing, reaching fifteen, twenty, almost 30 feet tall.

She glared down at the now puny Ruby, her eyes flashing impotently a few times, her renewed fear and panic at this sudden change making it impossible for her to call upon her power.

Ruby: "O-oh no, oh gods, this isn't happening..."

She shook her head in denial as Salem raised to her full height. She glared down at the pathetic form of Ruby, a powerful growl filled the air from the Grimm queen.

Salem: "Yes, this is happening you little pest. And I'm done playing games with you."

She reached down and grabbed Ruby, lifting her in a single hand and raising her up. Ruby for her part squirmed and yelled, trying everything she could think to in order to get away. For some reason though her semblance wasn't working, and the panic consuming her meant that her silver eyes were all but useless.

Ruby: "N-no! No! Salem! You can't do this, Yang, Weiss, Blake!? Someone please help!"

Her friends though all lay defeated from the earlier fight, each of them either unconscious or lacking the strength to even stand.

Yang glared up, terror starting to fill her eyes.

Yang: "No! R-Ruby! I-I'll ah!"

She tried to rise up on an arm only for it to give out under her weight, her mechanical one long since destroyed. But her feeble protest did earn her a glance from Salem.

Salem: "You'll what? Look at yourself, you can't even stand! You'll stay there and watch as I end this fight, as I eliminate the last true threat any of you posed. Ah, hey!"

With that brief distraction though Ruby was able to pry open one of Salem's fingers and jumped out of her hand. Unfortunately for her though, she didn't get far, landing on the mountainous breasts of the very woman who'd held her moments ago.

Ruby: "Ahh oof! Huh? O-oh my-!"

She blushed brightly before shaking her head and starting to stand up shakily, but she lost her footing and fell between the breasts, getting herself stuck as Salem moaned softly and tilted her chest up.

Salem: "Mmm~! Ah, why you perverted little insect! Ha! Was that what you were trying to do? Just cop a feel before I end you?"

Ruby blushed brightly and shook her head quickly as she tried to scramble out from between Salem's breasts, hoping to escape the grasping hand reaching for her.

Ruby: "What!? No! No no, that's not it, I-no! Let go, you can't! Salem please! I know there has to be good in you still!"

Salem chuckled cruelly as she held Ruby over her head, tilting her own head back as she licked her lips.

Salem: "No, there really isn't. But thanks to the idea you just gave me, I will leave you with this parting gift. I'll not kill your sister, or your little friends, at least not now. No, I'll keep them as toys, they'll pleasure me until I grow bored of them. A fitting use for such spirited and energetic humans."

Ruby's eyes went wide, tears filling them as she shook her head, watching in despair as Salem opened her mouth wide, letting the doomed huntsman see her final destination. Ruby wanted to scream, to fight, but what could she do? Tell Salem to just kill her friends, to not spare them even for a moment? All she could do is watch and then scream in terror when Salem let go of her, and let her drop into her waiting maw.

Ruby's screams are cut off suddenly as she smacks onto Salem's massive tongue. Salem closes her lips around the little huntress and makes a display of moaning in pleasure at the taste, tracing her hand down her throat and to her breasts, knowing that Yang is watching the entire time unable to do anything to help her little sister. She then opens her mouth and flips her tongue back, tossing Ruby fully into her mouth before closing it again, licking Ruby all over with her tongue, soaking the girl and her clothes in her saliva. She then looks down at a now blushing Yang, her nipples already hard from the display, biting her lip as she tries not to show her building arousal.

Salem chuckles around her mouthful of Ruby before tossing her head back, grabbing her throat and swallowing hard and loud.

Salem: "*GULP!* Ahhh~."

She traces the bulge from the top of her throat down, showing Yang exactly where her sister is until she hits her stomach. She then makes a display of licking her lips for Yang and giving a playful wink.

Salem: "Mmm~. Your sister may have been a nuisance, but she made for a delightful snack~. But it seems, I'm not the only one who enjoyed it."

Yang blushes even brighter, even as tears flowed from her eyes she couldn't deny the arousal she'd felt watching it. She couldn't deny that she wasn't absolutely soaked after watching Ruby be swallowed whole by this monster.

Yang: "No! Give her back you bitch! Give my sister back!"

She starts crawling over to her, mustering all the strength that she could to get just a few feet closer. Salem though just laughed as she slowly shrank down in size again. As she got smaller she walked over to Yang, eventually resting a hand on top of her growing belly as Ruby took up more and more room. Eventually making noticeable squirming bulges in the belly, even after being eaten Ruby hadn't given up, she was still fighting, still struggling against the inevitable, and as Yang watched one of the most beautiful and sexiest women she'd ever seen walk towards her, her little sister squirming in her stomach, she only cried more as she felt her pussy twitching at the sight.

Salem came to a stop right over Yang, giving her a perfect view of the massive belly and Salem's own soaking pussy under it.

Salem: "You'd better get used to this sight my little pet, you and your friends will be seeing me a lot like this. With I suspect many more of your friends filling out my form from now on~."

[deadpansasser]

Health:

I don't feel too good

I'm hungry

I'm so hungry

I'm starving

I feel like I'm going to pass out

I need to rest

Maybe I should get some sleep

I'm so tired

I'm exhausted

I can't go on like this

That's better

Soooo much better

That hit the spot

I needed that

That was great

Delicious!

Quite tasty!

Mmmmm

I haven't slept that well in ages

Morning already?

Time to get going

Better get moving I guess

I should probably wait until sunrise

I think I should wait until nightfall

Inventory:

I don't think it will fit

I can't carry any more

Where am I going to put this?

Do I really need this?

I don't have any more space

I can't run like this

This is too heavy

This is going to be slow going

Maybe I should leave some of this

All this stuff is really slowing me down

I have got to sell some of this

This does not arouse glee

This does not incite satisfaction

This does not kindle delight

I don't need this

I don't need that

I definitely don't need this

Useless

What was I thinking?

I hope I won't need that later

Much better

That's so much lighter

Room for more stuff!

I don't have that

I don't quite have enough

I'm out of that

I have to get more of that

I thought I had more of that

Damage:

That's... painful

I hope that leaves a sick scar

Whoa

Ack

Ow

Ouch

Arg

↓h̪͆↓h̪͆↓h̪͆

Ah

Oof

That stings a little

Rude much?

I let you have that one

You got lucky

Back off!

Now I'm getting mad

What?!

No!

Get away from me!

That's annoying

Hurts a bit

Maybe stop?

That's gonna need stitches

Enough!

That's head trauma

Tis a child's scrape

Could you not?

What is wrong with you?

You're being so violent right now

I'm finished

I'm done for

Now... I leave this realm

I go... beyond

This is the end for me

I breathe my last

This life is done

Weep not for me

It was a heroic life

I am released

These are my final words

Who will avenge me?

Alas, I am mortal

Truly well lived

Like this?

Even one voice singing my song is enough

Choke on my bones

Stealth:

It's locked

I can't open it

I need a key

I don't have the key

I can't get in

Great. Locked.

They don't want me to come in

Guess I'll just have to pick it

Luckily, I've got the key

It broke.

Let's try again

Just a little bit more

Carefully, carefully

Almost there

Got it!

It's open

It's unlocked

Hello? Anyone home?

I don't think anyone is here

I have to be quiet

Someone might hear me

Someone is nearby

I hear voices

I hear footsteps

Quiet as shadows, feet of moonlight

That was close

I'll be discovered!

Now is not the time

I must remain silent

Not a word, not a whisper

Silence will protect me

Darkness is my shield

Don't. Move. A muscle.

Wait

All clear

Quickly! Run!

That was a mistake

I think they heard me

Oops

Forbidden:

I probably shouldn't

That's not a good idea

A folly, certainly!

I'll try that later

Is that the best idea right now?

I can't do that here

This is neither the time nor the place

Now is not the time

I think I'll try that some place else

Here?? The ideas I come up with sometimes...

On second thought, better not

Yeah, no

I can't use that here

That's not allowed here

Not a terrible idea, but not a great one either

Best not to, I think

This is not the place

Environment:

What's that?

What IS that?

That's disgusting

Revolting

I've never seen anything like it!

Simply stunning!

Wow!

Amazing!

Incredible!

In all my years...

It doesn't look friendly

What is that thing?!

Then I will fight

I must press on

I will persevere

Yes!

Finally!

I can't continue in this cold

It's freezing!

The wind cuts like a knife

I'm not prepared for this

Perhaps I should turn back

The heat is boiling me alive!

It's just too hot!

That should do the trick

How does anyone live here?

Treasure!

What's in here?

I wonder what this is

I'll take that

Don't mind if I do

Could be useful

Nice

I'm going to make a downloadable audio pack of video game voice lines that are generic for people to use in their games. please leave your suggestions for game voice lines in the replies. stuff like "i can't do that here" "it's locked" "what was that?" "my inventory is full" etc

[lunima]

🔥 

[cyborg-franky]

Hello sunshine 🌞 hope you're doing great and everything is ok for you 💜

Can i request cuddling or falling asleep on the other’s shoulder for Marco or Izou ?

thank you 🙏🏼

I'm always good for hearing from you <3<3 I hope you are good too!

Marco x GN Reader SFW Prompt: Cuddling Word Count: 409 [Headcannons + Drabble undercut]

- Marco is a cuddle bug for sure. - He prefers it to a lot of forms of intimacy - Loves to cuddle in his zoan form. - Big bright wings and soft cooling feathers wrapped around his partner and keeping them close. - He enjoys feeling close to you. - Hearing his partner’s heartbeat as he rests his head on their chest.

You wished Marco kept a better sleeping schedule, for himself mostly. Though you couldn’t pretend there wasn’t a slightly selfish reason why you wished he would come to bed with you more often. The fact that Marco was a wonderful cuddler was a big reason you liked it when he would crawl into bed with you.

Feeling safe in his arms was the best feeling in the world. He would pull you flush against his chest, lips on your ear, kissing and whispering sweet words as his long legs would tangle with yours. His hands would run down your sides, trace patterns on every inch of bare skin he could find as his half-lidded gaze would admire your face, taking in every little detail before brushing a stray hair from your face.

“I’m not even tired yet yoi.” Marco hummed and felt you place a hand on his chest, fingertips tracing across the tattoo.

Intimate and ticklish touches made his lips form a lazy smile. He’d take your wandering hand and hold it in his. Bringing your hand towards his face, kissing along your skin as you watched him with slowly widening eyes as he brought your hand to rest on his chest once more.

“And how is that my problem?” You hum, giving him a cheeky grin.

The phoenix rolled his eyes before he wrapped both arms around you once more, rolling you both over so you were on top of him, straddling him and staring down as he put his arms behind his head.

“Maybe you could tire me out?” Marco quirked a brow, you felt heat rush to your cheeks as you grabbed a pillow from your side of the bed to throw it in his smirking face.

He made an oof when the pillow collided with his face, muffled laughing could be heard as he adjusted himself, sitting up with you in his lap now, arms once again around you as he cuddled you close.

“Is that a ‘no’ yoi?” he teased, feeling you lean against him with a mumble of ‘maybe’

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[hanafubukki]

YES IT STARTED VERY WILD WITH THE KIDNAPING AND ALL (๑•̀д•́๑)

That's exactly my reaction when Idia kidnap our lovely cat and fellow overblot mentally unstable friend, i'm ready to fight with those Styx animatronics ᕕ(˵•̀෴•́˵)ᕗ

And Rook being Vil's beauty protector is funny and cute for me （｡>‿‿<｡ ）

And.. I knew something is a little mess up with us, with Yuu/MC. The moment they started to feel useless, and how they blame their self about everythings going on just hurts my feelings.. （；へ：）

And i've been thingking when Idia says about someone triggered the overblots happened in NRC I just think of Yuu Ó╭╮Ò and there is some posibility that Yuu might think that they triggered the overblots and blame then self. (´Д｀。

And some line when Vil asked Yuu to join his team to fight the phantoms there is this new line, "I will try not being a burden" (◞‸◟ㆀ)

Yuu never think of them self as a burden before in their lines.. It just makes me thingking they might think that they're useless because they can't useless magic.. ゜:(つд⊂):゜。

And let's not forget Grim's condition ┌(˵༎ຶ ل͟ ༎ຶ˵)┐

I just can't stop thinking about how if Yuu and Grim overblot? Like a special overblot similiar with Ortho and Idia ones. Oof lots of angst (　-̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥᷄◞ω◟-̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥᷅ )

But chapter 6 is amazing this far, i love how they played games and mocking each other

（￣△￣；）ekhem I mean being playfull each other and having fun. AND DID YOU HEAR VIL'S LAUGH?? CAUSE IT SOUNDS SO (〃ﾟ3ﾟ〃)❤

The part with Malleus and Lilia break my heart as well, what kind of rollercoaster is chapter 7 if chapter 6 is already like this (ﾉ_-;)… let's ready for angst shal we

Ohh what's your prediction for chapter 7? (ﾉ´∀｀*) I honestly don't have any idea how chapter 7 will be (*´▽`)ﾉ

YES EMOTICON ANONIE I agreeee 😭🥺

When they FREAKING broke into our home!?!?! and we barely, barely had some of it fixed up. And then they had the audacity to kidnap my friends and cat?!?!? I was ready to 🔪🔪🔪

Then Kalim calling out had me 😭😭😭, rook was so funny in this chapter omg. I’m glad he got more limelight especially after the whole chapter 5 fiasco and hate which I did not understand at all 

AND OMG ANONIE I AM SO GLAD YOU POINTED THAT OUT 😭🥺

That broke my heart!!! something is wrong with yuu, we, us, and ljskljadkljaklkladjkl omg my hearrrttt. We/Yuu hasn't had a break at all! It’s one overblot after another and then they hear that its not common, so of course they think its their fault 😭😭😭 Honestly, I would think the same 🥺🥺

(under the cut because long post of rollercoaster emotions) 

WHEN IDIA SAID THAT I JUST THOUGH OF BIRD BRAIN AND WENT 🔪🔪🔪 I swear to god! I am going to make you fried chick or whatever bird you are.

Yuu/MC is probably just tired and blames themselves because what else could it be?? and then they probably feel useless because of their lack of magic. EVEM THOUGH THEY ARE THE TACTICIAN?!?!?! PROTECT YUU/US at all cost!!! Honestly, I think after that whole Grim thing it really hurt them alot and made them feel helpless, plus you add onto the fact that everyone is starting to get their UM and Yuu...is just not?? 😭😭😭 makes me tear up sksjkald (god, how I feel the same way though if I was in their situation 😭😭😭)

YOURE NOT A BURDEN SWEETIE AND GRIM YOU STUPID CAT, WE TOLD NOT TO EAT THOSE ROCKS 😭😭😭

YES EMOTICON ANONIE I THINK THE SAME!!! I feel like Grim and Yuu has a chance of OBing together  or somehow Yuu gets trapped or something sjdlkklsklk they are the 2-in-1 student so wouldn't an OB with them both also be likely 😭😭😭 just like with idia and the orthos (which was another crazy part of the chapter sdkljkdsjjjflklf) 

Them being able to act like teens and play games and rib at each other is so freaking gooooood I love it!!! asjsjddjjkds and they still insult Idia too 😂😂 Vil’s laugh is so great! we are being fed so well with Vil, he even laughed in his union groovy card! That was so cute sjkldkdjkjkla

IM SO SCARED OF CHAPTER 7 I AM NOT READY but at the same time I am so ready for some diasomnia content because our well of content has been so dry in so many ways 😭😭😭

We cant get through the pain anonie! WE CAN 😭🥺🥺

I have a few ideas od how chapter 7 can go but at the same time, I wouldn't put it past Hana to go “HAH! YOURE ALL WRONG 😈”

have you heard of the time loop theory? its a very popular theory that says that twst has been stuck in a time loop and that's why Lilia was so ominous because he thinks the loop with reset soon or break because Yuuis there.

I also have a theory that maybe something happens with Reader? and that leads to Malleus’ OB Like, maybe they get sent home, get hurt, or something happens to them and malleus cant control his emotions.

we saw how he was barely understanding his feelings for MC and I think that inexperience will lead to his OB. 

Then, you also have Lilia, and I cant help but wonder if he might too? man went through so many years of living so maybe??

Also, I cant help but wonder about the whole “gold” thing they have going . like Silver and Malleus both mentions gold in their alchemy lessons and I wonder if that plays a role 🤔🤔🤔

What do you think anonie?

[keelywolfe]

Great I'm doing it again. While reading constantly-tired-reader's lastest drabble, My brain had to pull up a what if. So Edge suffers cripling Migraines and Stretch suffers crippling depression. Both aren't really able to do much during these things they can't control. What if they both are struck with these at the same damn time. Like the worst timed bs in the world. Would one attempt to push past their pain to help the other or would they both suffer their ailments in their own silent corners

I had a long answer for this, but accidentally closed the window and oof, there it goes. So let me try again. 

I feel like Stretch would try to hole up someone on his own because he feels like he’s useless to Edge right now. He’d believe that Edge is better off without him when he’s like this and he might try to hide out in the guest room, maybe in the closet because sometimes it feels better safer to be someplace dark and small.

Meanwhile, if Edge had even an inkling that Stretch was off hurting someplace on his own, he’d crawl off the bed and out the door even if it felt like his skull was filled with broken glass. Even if all he could do was lay on the floor and sleep outside the closet door, since he’d never try to force Stretch into anything. He only wants to be there in case Stretch needs him. 

The closet door would open eventually, some hours later, and Stretch would creep out, dragging his blankets behind him. Edge wakes up the moment the door opens, watching through mostly closed sockets as Stretch crawls up next to him, dragging the blankets over them both so they can sleep right on the damn floor because fuck it, mattresses are optional when you’re with the one you love. Their spines might not agree in the morning, but that’s a problem for tomorrow Stretch to deal with. Today Stretch only wants to be close to his husband. 

[axther]

Heyo, can I get a bnha matchup? I'm a bisexual ENTP, but am mistaken as an introvert often due to being bad at social interaction and liking alone time. I talk a lot with people I'm comfortable with though. Sometimes I joke in serious situations. I don't worry that much and am carefree, though I can get randomly anxious sometimes. I'm a bit bad with emotions, but I've been told I can cheer people up because I'm optimistic. I'm a deep thinker and have been told a lot I'm smart.

Fnkdaofdnskao i really took a hot second with this one tbh 🥴 but here u go!! Also, since there was no gender listed, i just went w they/them pronouns!! If u want smth different, then just hmu and i can change it!! Also, i am so sorry i made the second one as more of a scenario?? And it was...oof. yikes. Sorry. This has become my style. Scenarios disguised as matchups. Im a liar 

AS OF 05/25/2020 IM A LIAR ITS OUT TONIGHTTTT

#1 is…Denki! 

okokokokok SO

Y’all meet during a training exercise! 

It’s something similar to USJ, except it’s across several different schools and classes

And y’all had to find a bunch of objects 

So there’s a mixed bundle of people 

It’s a sort of competition

And everyone is sweating bullets 

And honestly??

You’re just vibin

And i mean this like, you don’t really seem concerned. 

You’re just chilling while everyone’s fighting, trying to find the best solution. 

Naturally, you’re worried, too

But you know that it’s kinda useless to try and talk over Monoma and Bakugou 

Now

Denki’s staying pretty quiet, too. 

While it looks like he’s just vibing, too, but honestly? 

He’s crazy nervous 

Because here are all these super talented heroes-to-be, he feels like he’s gonna be glossed over 

So as everyone’s duking it out, the two of you are just kinda...hanging in there

Now the thing is 

You guys are avoiding eye contact. 

Not in the sense of ‘oh my god, you atrocity to man,’ 

But in the ‘two bros chilling in a hot tub’ way. 

So as the entire thing is falling on its head

You look over and notice that he’s trying desperately to remain chill. 

He’s kinda fiddling with himself

And you nudge him a bit 

And as he turns to look at you, you may or may not be screaming ‘what the FUCK did I just do??????’ in your head

But when he faces you, you just give him a thumbs up 

Like that 

And he’s kinda at a loss 

But he takes it, and gives you a smile and a big ol’ thumbs-up, too!! 

There’s no interaction again, until he nudges you 

“Do you think they’ll come up with something?” 

You shrug. 

“Considering that the only brain cell in my class went to the Class Rep, and it doesn’t look like these guys their class brain cell, I don’t think so.” 

Denki pulls back a snort before wiping his smirk off his face. 

“Do you think...we could try? On our own?” 

“Maybe.” You shrug again. “You’re the shock quirk user, right?” 

Denki is stunned

Did someone remember him? 

Woah

From here on out consider him whipped 

“Yeah! What’s your quirk?” 

“Crystallian.” 

You watch his face go through a journey of emotions before settling on muffled confusion. 

“Warping, basic elemental magic.” You play with some of your hair. “It’s all tied to a crystal I keep at home. If it’s safe, I’m safe.” 

Denki nods.

He hadn’t heard of quirks where they have a variety of unrelated uses 

But he’s there for it!! 

You two begin to make your own plan to succeed in the exercise 

And once y’all look over and realise that the arguing isn’t going to change, thanks to Monoma egging Bakugou on 

Y’all dip 

And by that, I mean you warp him and yourself to the highest point in the building 

Took one (1) look at the lights 

Shared a glance 

And y’all took out the power

Within about thirty minutes, y’all have all the goods!! 

Most folks are still trying to get used to the lack of light

So when your group presents the stuff to the teachers, Aizawa is tired but takes it 

And so you guys pass!! 

You and Denki talk more after 

And he finds out that you’re part of a special school for kids with special quirks

Which off the bat sounds really bad 

But you meet folks that are like you

and you tell him that he’d probably fit right in. 

He’s over the moon!!! For once!! 

Someone that takes him seriously!! 

Y’all exchange numbers and the entire class can’t begin to fathom that holy shit Denki Kaminari got a s/o before anyone else in the class

Throws them all for a loop

And meanwhile Denki’s thriving w hugs and cuddles 

#2 is…Momo! 

Momo is...complicated

She’s in a rich family with a strong quirk

She’s got more than enough pressure on her shoulders

Especially since she was in 1-A, so the entire literal country of Japan has their eyes on her 

And all the while she’s doing her best to focus, focus, focus

She wanted one day where she could be like Mina, Ochako, Tooru, Jirou, Tsu…

Normal.

So she does it

One morning, while her parents are gone, and before anyone else is awake

She ties her hair up and places it into a gaudy blonde wig 

(Which was a massive pain in the ass, but that was the price of freedom) 

She dons sunglasses, an outfit that in any other case she would die being caught in

Leaves her phone on her bed

Tiptoes down the stairs 

And leaves 

The moment she’s past the gates of her house and out of view, she lets out an enormous sigh 

She has no idea what she’s going to do 

But her heart races a little, because that was the beauty of it!!

She finally had no rules, short of the law 

So she waltzes down the road, the city wakes up, and as the first hour drips by, she notices a distinct wave of youth

They’re not doing much, just relaxing in cafes and alleys

and Momo wonders if anyone is planning to send truant police

but considering she’s doing the same exact thing, she’s not gonna call them out  

But as she passes by an arcade, she notices a group

They’re a bit more subdued than most of the others, just watching one of their friends play a dancing game and fail horribly

But most notably, Momo sees you 

You’re snorting at the lanky girl who’s tripping over her own feet, but at the same time, it looks like you’re cheering her on 

Momo’s curious, of course, but she also doesn’t want to intrude 

But then one of them, a boy, turns and waves her over

She jumps because oh my god and makes her way over 

“Hey, did you want to play? Sorry that Tsukki was hogging the game.” The boy says, and you turn and glance at her. 

At first, Momo’s wondering if she should really join in, but then she sees you, fully…

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Unfortunately, you seem a bit closed off because you start talking to the last member of the party 

Momo brushes it off and nods quickly

because goddamnit that’s what she’s here for

being a normal teenager

So she starts playing Tsukki

And Momo wipes the floor with her 

Tsukki takes it well, fortunately, but it sparks conversation 

“Where’d you learn to play?” The boy, Seong-Jin, kept on asking 

Momo wasn’t crazy comfortable telling the Korean transfer student that she had ballroom classes 

But as she’s about to make an excuse

She sees Present Mic out of the corner of her eye 

And immediately panics 

But before she can tell the four that she needs to hide, you come in clutch

You notice her look of panic and take off your jacket

And you drape it over her and pull up the hoodie. 

At that point, all you can see is the bottom half of her face 

(seeing as she never took off her sunglasses) 

And a tuft of blonde hair 

Present Mic even pops by for a second to ask how the kids were doing, and he didn’t recognise Momo

So crisis averted 

Almost immediately afterwards, the five bail from the arcade and ask Momo why she freaked out 

But then you speak up 

“She doesn’t have to tell us. But next time you might need to bail, feel free.” 

You gave her a soft smile, and when I tell you Momo’s face lights up 

You two stick together for the rest of the day 

And Seong-Jin, Tsukki, and the last person, Keito, are here for it

Bit by bit, they start separating into groups 

That is, the Momo/YN group and the Everyone Else group 

Soon enough, the three disappear to do something while Tsukki is shouting

And you and momo decide to take a break by a cafe, on a wall with foliage hitting your back 

and you guys are talking as the sun begins to set 

You guys talk about everything and anything 

And Momo confesses it was the most fun she had in years 

The way you talk to her is almost methodical, with how you seemed to tip toe around any insinuations or trauma.

“I know I only met you today, but if you ever need a place to crash…”  

You trail off, playing a bit with your hands, but more out of awkwardness than anxiety.

Momo’s heart swells. 

She manages out a ‘thank you’ before hesitantly leaning on your shoulder 

And you take a deeeepp breath in 

But you don’t nudge her off

And slowly she begins to fall asleep, and her wig is tilted and her sunglasses are askew

but you glance at her out of the corner of your eyes and give a soft smile 

(that was not the last time you two met, and five years later at the altar, she’s wearing the same damn wig) 

#3 is...Kirishima! 

PINING

This sounds really simple 

But Kirishima would absolutely pine after you for 3.8 million years

Y’all went to the same middle school and you were friends 

And he’s all over you 

Sometime between the first and third year of middle school he just fell head over heels 

And so he tags along with you the entire time 

But after the Giant Figure incident, and he says he’s won’t go to U.A., you get lowkey pissed 

You tell him that he’s worked so hard, he’s come so far, why give up now, he’s only fourteen for god’s sake. 

But he doesn’t listen

And you two don’t talk after that 

After he decides to go for it and not live a life of regrets, he’s doing his best to become someone he wants to be 

But the biggest looming regret he had was the fallout with you

And it was a nasty fall out-parents stopped talking, kids took sides, teachers knew 

You went to a completely different school than what he thought you were

And he was pretty sure that due to the fallout and the constant movement of time, you changed your number 

So he knew it wasn’t going to be as easy as just saying ‘You were right, sorry.’ 

It starts consuming him

Half of U.A. knows that he’s thinking about something 

But it comes to a head when he’s sparring against Bakugou 

And all he’s really doing is blocking

And bakugou loses his shit

“Get your fucking head out of the clouds and focus!” 

“Sorry, dude!” 

“What the fuck has you acting so damn stupid?” 

Kirishima tells Bakugou, who gets it, but doesn’t really try to help 

“Just tell her.” He hisses 

But Kirishima’s nervous 

And by the end of the week, he’s gotten a flurry of suggestions 

People are coming up to him left and right, telling him what to do

And he just gets overwhelmed

On Saturday, he locks himself in his room until Mina knocks 

She comes in and they start talking about you 

And she mentions that she has your number, and that it really would matter if Kirishima was the one to text first

“YN supported you, and then it got rubbed in the dirt, and then ignored again. You need to be the one to say it, honestly, otherwise it’ll mean nothing.” 

So he gets to work

He spends the rest of saturday trying to write it all out his emotions 

But eventually he gives on getting them all neat and tidy, and just lets them ooze out 

Sunday morning he gets up early and types it all out, willing his hands not to shake too much 

Mina and Bakugou are there with him, and though Mina keeps making jokes and Bakugou doesn’t offer much in way of help, they’re there to support him 

So when he sends it and lets out a sigh, Bakugou pats him on the back

“And now, we wait.” Mina murmurs, watching the phone with wide eyes. 

And watching

And watching

And watching

And three days pass before Kirishima gets any sort of response 

He’s expecting to be chewed out, to get the text equivalent of a teary welcome back

Not fucking eight ball. 

But he clicks on it 

And he wins, surprisingly 

There’s a moment between his win and your text where he doesn’t dare breathe, just stand still 

Before you text back 

So. 

ur in ua huh 

guess you did it after all. 

Yeah. 

Again, sorry. I didn’t think a lot of stuff through back then. 

figures lmao 

u free next week? 

For you? 

I always am. 

[kemonododo]

Decided to rewatch the whole series after seeing the finale, here's my thoughts as they come along part 3

There was an old He-man reboot that was cancelled after two seasons, season 3 was being set up as the horde conquering Eternia with He-man and his kingdom being forced into hiding as rebels. Apparently She-Ra would also appear, though knowing that show she'd be lucky to be 1/4th as interesting or engaging as our Adora. I'm saying this because, even though that cartoon was cancelled before it could finish it's story, we were lucky enough to see ours to it's end and in a way that story they wanted to tell exists here with us now. Plus I always disliked that they called themselves "The Rebellion" when they weren't really rebelling against anything, but they are now!

Poor Adora, even after all this time she still has that hero complex eating away at her, telling her she's useless unless she's serving others.

Entrapta's ramblings about space this season are very relatable.

Catra's face when she sees Glimmer be manipulated, you can see so much behind her eyes. Fear for her standing, flashbacks to her own manipulation, shock at how unprepared Glimmer is for this. Love how Horde Prime sees right through her afterwards, she has no power over him.

Poor Entrapta, she hasn't been with the other princesses since season 1, they're opinion of her has been soured by her betrayal and appearance to not care. We know she loves her friends and is trying her best, but the wound is still sore.

Horde Prime using Glimmer's dad as a bargaining chip is extra horrible when you remember that this is when she discovers he's alive.

It's great that the show takes a moment to allow Adora to come to grips with no longer having a clear destiny she can follow. She's so used to being told what to do, this is the first time she's truly making her own decisions. Agency that Shadow Weaver begins to take away from her later.

I love Catra's internal struggles in these first few episodes. She's trying to do what she's been doing, working her way up the ladder, but she can't. Not anymore. Her heart isn't in it, she knows this isn't what she wants, she's just going through the motions. Spending time with Glimmer is the only thing she enjoys, she finally slows down for a moment to just enjoy someone's company and really bond. Her turn to good isn't a 180, we see her mind working and how she comes to the decision of sacrificing herself. Seeing that Horde Prime is a complete psychopath helped of course.

I love how Horde Prime's ship has star themed beds.

I don't know how they did it, but they made Hordak recognizable among the other clones. It's like twins, once you get to know them the difference is obvious. You can look at a clone and see he's Hordak, yet he looks identical to the others. It's remarkable.

These flashbacks Catra has, wandering the empty corridors that her decisions have left her in, it's a testimony to how far she's come that they don't reaffirm Adora's betrayal to her anymore. She wants to absolve herself of her sins, and she decides a sacrifice is the best way. She wants to go out on one good grace, redemption by death, but that action and her apology is what makes Adora sure she still has good in her. Catra has shown she is willing to be good, and that alone is enough for Adora to give her another chance.

This is the first time the best friend squad has been together since Glimmer pulled the queen card, a lot of the wounds are still fresh. I definitely think this is the point Bow and her truly realize they love each other, they probably had a schoolyard crush but the realization of where they are without each other and how much they mean to each other, something really deep sparked here.

The Star Siblings are here to show what life under Prime is like, but also as a quick show of the Rebellion's message expanding. That's a little underdeveloped though, which is mostly a product of time.

Adora's little "she's not my friend" bit is adorable but a bit out of place imo, Adora hasn't really been this outwardly lovestruck over Catra before, and while Adora has decided to give her another chance I don't think that reignition of love would have happened yet.

The thought that Entrapta went out to find that LUVD crystal to bring with her in the slightest hope she would find Hordak and that he would recognize it. Plus the noises she makes and the fact she immediately adopts Wrong Hordak and that we get to see her without her mask, ah she is so cute!

Hive Mind Catra is terrifying and tragic, it feels so violating. He talks about how she wanted Adora to save her, how afraid she was when she was assimilated. We see that numbness and how it would seem appealing to her, but under the cracks Catra is still suffering, and Adora promises to bring her back, tells her how much she cares about her, transforms into She-Ra to save her. And finally, they are together again.

I love Adora constantly checking on Catra, this is the first time in years she has been with her, she just wants to be with her. Catra starts falling back into her old ways though, that anger still persistent, and Adora's honeymoon phase is over already and for a second we're all afraid nothing has changed. You can see Catra doesn't want to make that mistake again, and she finally lets Adora help her, and likewise Adora finally steps back and lets Catra help her too. They've both grown so much, and that growth is what allows their relationship to blossom.

It's great that Spinnerella and Netossa get their time to shine this season. Their arc here parallels Catra and Adora's earlier, and I would say it's unfortunate they have to go through this, but I love the angst.

Double Trouble! Back for a five minute appearance where they admittedly don't do much, but hey they're fun to watch and have some great lines so it's worth it.

Catra in a healthy relationship, with friends that don't fear her and people she sees as equals. People she can just joke around with and be teased by. You love to see it.

Melog is a pretty important addition, as he gives Catra someone that she can fully trust without the baggage from before. He's literally her therapy support pet, and he's the one that stops her from running away again.

Shadow Weaver's little speech here is great, she's been told that the First One's made the magic stronger when they did the exact opposite. It's a commentary on colonialism, "we brought you civilization, our conquest was good actually" is a very common lie.

Catra holding Adora's hand, Glitra kiss, Best Friend Squad hug, Catra's smirk when Adora says she's right. You love to see it.

I love how Noelle made a self-insert character and also decided she should be evil. "So the only person I'm fighting here is... My own wife" is a mega ouch.

I love Wrong Hordak so much, he not only shows how the Horde Clones are just regular people without the influence of Prime but he is also ridiculously cute.

Did I mention how much I love the new She-Ra look? I liked the old one but damn this blows it out of the park.

I will admit the Heart having a failsafe a d Mara having a rebellion of her own is a bit out of nowhere, but it was a nice reveal of the origin of Grayskull.

I'm a huge sucker for friendship saving the day messages I admit. Not the rainbow lazer kind, but that love and kindness reaching through Prime's control is beautiful. Plus it's wonderful for Catra to see what real friendship is like.

This is a great little moment with Castaspella and Glimmer, this is the first time they've seen Micah since his death.

I love Shadow Weaver so much, she sees Adora and immediately shifts into child manipulation mode. This is the first time I'm actually getting pissed at her though, obviously because she's starting to drive her chisel between Catradora but also because she's reversing all the development Adora has had up until this point.

Hordak: "Go, then maybe these memories and imperfections will leave me " Entrapta: "Remember, your imperfections are beautiful!" The fuck I'm crying in the club again.

I love this Catradora moment, "what do you want Adora" "I have to do this". Obviously their relationship isn't going to be easy after all these years, and both these girl's flaws and insecurities are flaring up again and driving each other apart.

Adora tells off Shadow Weaver for good, she ruins people. This is a huge moment for this character, SW has convinced herself she is the good guy and that she is making the necessary actions to save the world, but this is the one moment she really looks back at herself.

"Adora chose Shadow Weaver, not me. Adora doesn't want me, not like I want her" oof ouch my soul. That with Adora's memories, it's clear they can't just go back to the way it was anymore. They're love is too important to them now.

My headcanon is that Shadow Weaver is drunk here. She's slurring, she's drinking, her daughter is going to sacrifice herself. Maybe her decision to die was one she made totally wasted lol.

Catra promised Adora she'd look out for her, and the soft version of the promise song in the background. Ow ow ow ow my heart.

Glimbow canon!

Mara is here, telling Adora the same thing Razz told her in the 3rd episode of the entire show. Stop looking for what other people tell you to do, you have a choice.

Spinnetossa, Seamista, Entrapdak. It's cliche, but love conquers all is a message I'll never tire from.

I started tearing up with the Glimmer Micah fight, and full on sobbing when Angella appeared. Something that didn't really stop.

I was mixed on SW's sacrifice, but I think it works. Each of them were trying to take the selfish way out, to die for the ones they love. So it's fitting that SW is the one that does it.

Fuck yeah Hordak! What a monumentous but short lived moment.

CATRADORA!!! God, the confession, how Catra whispers it but how Adora hears it as a scream, how it wasn't Catra that made Adora weak but infact the exact opposite, how they're both so surprised and relieved that these feelings they've felt for years are real and strong and true and reciprocated. It's the best conclusion possible for them and it makes me cry so much.

This beautiful moment, where Adora saves Hordak, the ultimate repayal for him saving her all those years ago. He remembers her. Fuck I'm sobbing again.

Scorpia sees Catra again after leaving her, and of course she hugs her.

And it's over. The best show ever made. Netflix automatically resets your watch history and here I am looking at the button to play Season 1 Episode 1 again. This 1 and a half year journey feels like a millenia, it feels so long ago that Adora first picked up that sword. This is a show I will cherish forever, I can see myself binge watching in the retirement home already.

[bookio]

My Hero Academia: Vigilantes vol 1 (2018) by Hideyuki Furuhashi

MC's quirk is just gliding across any surface like a skateboard, that's hilarious. He befriends a idol girl who's quirk is just jumping or bouncing very high. Basically this is a story about people in the Hero Academia universe who has "useless" quirks but still want to do good, despite no Hero ID. Like recycle and help tourist, it's actually cute. Knuckleduster is so funny, he's actually totally quirkless but just really skilled with his knuckles, what on earth ahaha

Only downside with this stand-alone comic imo is that the only female protagonist is kind of too stereotypical damsel in distress, and sexualized by showing suggested perspective of her body like her underwear and so on. I'm just tired of ecchi in general maybe, it feels outdated but maybe it will change in the next volumes? Oh the quirk enhancer drug from Eri's chapter in Hero Academia is in the main plot of this comic. I give it a 3/5 stars because i don't like any of the main characters yet.

Update: I read vol 2 and doesn't like it honestly, maybe they're going for slow character build-up but the story, characters and overall style is quite shallow compared to the original so i'm gonna drop this series all together 🙇‍♀️

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My Hero Academia vol 17 (2018) by Kohei Horikoshi

Spoilers spoilers

Oh okay, Eri is not the plague mask's daughter, she's a yakuza orphan! And her quirk is to rewind. Basically she was able to make Deku super strong because he has to break his body and bones when charging great power. But with Eri on the back, she simultaneously rewind his wounds, making him charge up enough to defeat plague mask.

She can also rewind you to nothingness? I guess, and when Lemillion jumped infront of a bullet to save her, his quirk rewinded to nothing but his body stayed. I guess the villains extracted two different types of her quirk? One to enhance and one to delete!

Oof office man dies in this volume (after getting his shirt ripped showing his abs, my fragile heart have mercy bless) because his quirk is prediction, he can't physically fight just dodge til the unavoidable. I loved that he had time to comfort Lemillion like "you did good" head pat // cries forever 5/5 stars

[the--phoenix--system]

Oof hunny, let me tell ya.

I don't know that causes me to dissociate. I am not part of a DID, so it's not that kind of dissociation. Once I dissociate because I was having an anxiety attack but had schoolwork and I was in a zoom so I continued doing stuff. The dissociation made my brain just stop. Sometimes I'll dissociate because I'm panicked, stressed or just outa nowhere.

Now; how does it feels/looks like?

Hell.

It can be different for everyone and every situation. Sometimes my brain just kind of turns off and I can't. think. All my thoughts are scrambled and foggy, I can't have a line of thought because everything is just messy. Sometimes I can't even talk, because my thoughts are too much... Or too little.

Other times is like being in auto-pilot. I know I am doing these things (e.g, washing my hands) but it feels like someone else is doing it. I feel disconnected from my body and the memories of those things feel like somebody else did it.

It's scary. It's like those dreams when you know it's you, but you feel disconnected, but you're also conscious that it is NOT a dream. Many times it can result in self-harm. Not the depression kinda one, but then I scratched my arm for 20' straight and I barely felt it kinda one. You [me] try to reach just so.hard. for your body, fully aware it's useless.

It starts fading slowly, till suddenly you feel connected again and you can continue on with your life... Except that your body hurts, sometimes because you caused it (and it feels like shit) and sometimes your body just feels weak. You feel mentally exhausted and tired, you just want to cry and sleep.

I hope this helps, sorry it's a bit long 😅

How does disassociation look/feel like?