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A Murray for the one (no, two... no, one) other Murray fan(s) out there!! :)
#I will refer to the SHC Murray as Murray and the hero Murray as Captain Murray from now on. if that makes sense#anyway... I have a secret about Murray#he's actually........ a huge nerd#like a HUGE nerd#if the heart boxers and cacti don't tell you enough#I'm also thinking he plays guitar but then that'd be too much of a recurring trend to ignore... I don't know#also I finally realized my confusion with the pilot now: with the combination of the captain Murray statue looking a lot like Murray himsel#plus Murray coming back with Captain Murray's shirt#would make it incredibly confusing that this guy isn't captain#but what if Murray is dressing up as his dad to instill the belief that captain's still kicking... do you see what I'm getting at here#(rambling again. sorry.)#art#digital art#krita#piperjamesseries#Murray jr#cactus#wait do I give him his own sideblog... like would that fit#let me know!!!#oc murray
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James: I am straight, I am an ally, and I am NOT gay.
James: *sees Regulus*
James: *wheezes and chokes*
#jegulus#everyone is gay#regulus x james#james x regulus#regulus arcturus black#regulus being regulus#incorrect marauders quotes#starchaser#This happened to me#I'm not gay#Or I am#I'm definitely gay#I just fell on love with a trans masc#From school#And AHGGGGG#but#I still like Paris.#Which is now incredibly confusing for me
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Not me going to an eye doctor I've always gone to and expecting said eye doctor but his new intern comes in and makes me question my demiaroace identity label 💀💀
#my heart was racing my face was heating up and I suddenly felt so shy and aware of myself-#and like he called me “ma'am” at one point and for some reason it made me feel so so so so happy#like my stomach started filling eith butterflies#his hair is so good and his voice is cute and he's cute#and my mom was messing with him and apparently his colleagues jokingly mess with him too and it's so adorable!!#duebidehidneidensksnsj#I'm in my mom's car rn but I'm still blushy and-#at one point he asked “any questions?” and my mom looked at me and my brother and as he walked away#my mom said “you look like you have a question”#but I didn't have a question I had a crush-#sjejdidnsidnisjdje#and when I laughed I realized I was doing my cute giggle subconsciously hoping he'd notice-#and my record also said I liked roblox from when I was 9 and he complimented me on it-#like this is such a atupid thing fir me to fangirl over but-#does this mean I'm not demiaroace or is it just adrenaline from him being incredibly cute?-#because last time I questioned this it was mistaken platonic affection#and I mean it could be that again#but I'm so confused-#i go to the eye doctor and end up questioning my sexuality-
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Y’all are being subjected to my Sims 2 tests, so there
The other set of Vargases came over for a visit and Scriabin picked up Shmee and started talking to Scriabin through him. Very normal, very usual
I downloaded some circle-glasses recolours and hghghh they look so good! Closer every day to his final details! Getting ever closer!
Edgar too! I made him a custom hair with a lighter undercut - I’m mostly happy with it, probably could’ve shifted it a shade closer to his skintone but the texturing was weird no matter what :P And his stripey shirt! I wish Body Shop didn’t have that hands-on-hips pose lol, it looks so much better in-game, but that’s all the better :)
I got some new clothes for Todd as well! As soon as I saw this ‘fit I was like “Oh that’s 100% Todd there he is.” Scriadad hug ♥ So cute
Foot-dancing together stopp it’s so cute!!
The way he looks at them stoppp <3 <3 They kept doing this right up til they left for home haha, Todd’s giggles are the cutest
Used SimPE to save him to the Body Shop, I now have infinite copies of The Boyyyy ♪
Moved him in with his “parents” as just shadow people basically, they’re not gonna matter in a bit as long as I remember how to get the Social Worker/Adoption process to work properly. Get her Todd!!
Wanna play? :D
Menacing :(
Look, Todd, your new dads are here! Initially I wasn’t sure who I wanted to adopt him, got lots of options; the first passes, the married couple with their own Todd, Johnny?? He definitely doesn’t have the facilities for a child lol But these are the ones that showed up on their own, so the married Vargases are the winners!
Scriabin cares more about him than his actual parents ;; A stranger off the street shows him more care! Not that it’s a high watermark
Look at him being a good dad!
Weh, he just wants friends ;; Poor baby
Best timeline, thank you
While we wait for CPS, let’s get some other interactions in! Nny is mean so he tended to prank the other two with a nose flick - mostly Edgar lol ♪ Now kiss
“Oh please don’t break all my bones~ :3” I love Todd looking up at them haha <3
Pffft, I think he was talking about the other Scriabin and just how attractive he is. Classic Scriabin. Alternatively, also funny to imagine him bragging himself up about how he’s just so handsome that Edgar can’t help but love him hahaha ♪
Allow me to tickle you with my KNIFE! >:D
Get a load of this guy lol
He ended up passing out at one point - I forgot which motives make CPS show up >.> - and completely 0%’d his comfort, but for some reason stargazing increased it?? It’s the same ground wh
Is two not enough to satisfy your butterfly bloodlust child?? He ended up with three, I had him release them before he was picked up by the Social Worker - success!
He rolled a new Want as soon as Todd was taken away - “Wants to see Ghost of Todd” Woah, dark! :0
And here he is on the married Vargases’ lot!! Success!! I did it right!! Heck yeah! :D Unfortunately they were uh, indisposed at the time. Good job guys pft
Goes right for Shmee, he really is Todd <3
#The Sims 2#My queue is too backlogged on main! And I /have/ been working on a lot of Vargas-specific Sims 2 retextures so it's fine lol#These are still tests - as said up top lol - so these events are ''non canon'' to what will eventually be my actual Vargas family#The beats will be similar tho! It's mostly just a lot of tweaking at this point to get everything just where I want before the domino falls#Edgar Nny and Todd are all so close to done - Scriabin still needs a bit more work lol of course he's the problem member ♪#It'll be worth it tho! >:3c Handsome lad <3#Did find out some interesting things with the Social Worker/Adoption process :0 Most importantly that adoption basically wipes everything#Wipes memories and family relations and changes the last name! So I'll have to go in with SimPE to change his name back once I'm there#I love SimPE haha ♪ I mean it's just an extension of how much I love TS2 but I just ughsjkhagf it's a good program!#It's extremely powerful and easy to get lost in if you don't know where to look but it's also incredibly user-friendly if you do know#Like - it's as easy as ''Open this sub-menu. Click this button. Rename this. You're all done'' it's just jdsflf Sims 2 my beloved <3 <3#I decided to cheat down the Casils' relationship with Todd before everything else - thus why his father is menacing him for the prank#I've seen Sims with not high enough friendship to not take a water balloon as a fun invitation but not between a parent and child!#It's subtle but the parent being mad and the kid cowering :( It's sadly appropriate for Todd#I stuck the Casils in a box to wait things out and they ended up glitching frozen in bed - they're effectively dead by Motive but can't move#So they can't die /or/ live - feels fitting#If you'd like to recreate CPS taking your child away without straight up torturing them! - Hunger. You just need hunger lol#Alternately you can also have them miss class if you'd prefer to feed them - both will result in being taken away after long enough#If I return to this save it's gonna be confusing since both Todds are identical and have the same names lol#I do have a bunch of new clothes! Second shopping trip :D#There's something oddly fitting for the Vargases to adopt twin/clones lol - fun shenaniganary until the Final Version comes to pass#Although now that I think of it I Could also give them a toddler!Todd hmmmmmm#It's an idea :)
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That middle refrain with him moaning and laughing about how he's caught his pretty little victim made me ruin the sheets
#Good fucking godddddddd#Baby boy let me breathe#He had to ruin it with his continuing rat obsession at the end but still#I'll just be playing those few seconds on a loop tonight#While writing werewolf Andy knotting him#I'm supposed to be getting ready for work but like#I might need an incredibly cold shower to function honestly#Moz#Moz thoughts#He also rambled about the rats at my show which boy I was confused#Moz Solo had to educate me about just what the fuck he was doing
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the big short (2015)
bro, you can go to versailles in the airport. good cuban food, right there. it's literally everywhere. you can't go more than a few miles in miami without stumbling into cuban food.
this a small part of why i got so incredibly riled up watching this the other day
#the big short#hamish linklater#rafe spall#don't know if they're actually on location at miami international airport but i have spent a fair amount of time there#and they definitely used a sound from that particular airport and again i was transported back to a very unpleasant period of my life#okay so now i'm looking it up and it appears there's only the little grab and go style versailles...#i am ... 85% certain there was a full fledged restaurant in the airport at the time depicted (2007)#because i worked for a company that supported their accounting software LOL (now i'm doubting myself)#honestly this movie is incredibly good at taking an extremely complex and confusing and dry situation that led to the 2008 housing crash#and making it punchy and fun (of a sort) but still packed to the brim with actual details about how it went down#and i think by the end steve carell captured how fucking horrifyingly awful batshit enraging this whole thing was#it was soothing how mad he was lol#i was meryl streep clapping and pointing by the end. say it brother!!!#also the food and coffee is the top of the list of things i miss about miami
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I can't fucking believe that I procrastinated my gender for like. A good three years.
#Like in fairness I was in an incredibly abusive environment already#Questioning my gender was the last fuckin thing I needed so I was just like “that's a problem for later”#Butttttttttt... Now I've got no idea what I'm doing#Like I've cut my hair??? I like looking like a boy????#But I also know that a few months ago I was straight up wearing floor length skirts on the daily and braiding my hair with flowers??????#and my definition of “boy” and “man” is so inherently fucked up bc of the abuse that I'm unwilling to actually use those words???#And I chose the name I use for a reason as a promise (long story) but it's really feminine????#And it'd be nice if people would be ok with using two different names for me if it turns out I am genderfluid but?????#They almost certainly won't??????#Like most of them refuse to use my chosen name anyway and I'm just. To polite to correct them.#no I'm not canadien I'm british#Anyway help?#Bc I realised all this the other day LITERALLY AN HOUR before I went on stage and almost had a complete breakdown??????#good news is there's this trans boy in my performing arts group and he was so nice and supportive that I didn't cry in the end#much anyway but still?????? I procrastinated my fucking gender????????? And now I'm fuckin confused???????#Also I can now cosplay one of my OCs#So that's cool#Remember the name Becky Roberts guys#Like if I am trans for genderfluid or whatever it'll help next year with The Plan (which I may elaborate on if asked)#but also???? My parents still refuse to accept that I'm a lesbian if I tell them “yo I periodically become a boy”#They'll probably yell at me at BEST#“that's not a real thing!!!” NEITHER IS YOUR FAÇADE OF A HAPPY FAMILY BUT YOU BELIEVE IN THAT#*ahem* anyway yeah I'm struggling if anyone has any advice pls help#Oh and I've only told like one person I've cut my hair and I'm meeting up with a load of friends on Sunday#Bwhahahhahahahhah#help me#tw abuse mention#queer community
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Hi there!
I was wondering if you were planning on restocking the small Karna sized print and the gold foil Gawain print that are out of stock in your shop? It seems to be just my luck that the two I was wanting have both been out of stock for a while 😭. I ordered some of your other fate prints a while ago and they are so beautiful framed on my wall. I would love to be able to order Karna in the same size as the Arjuna one I have. That Gawain print is also just absolutely stunning.
hiya!! thank you so much for your interest (and for framing the other fate prints you ordered from me??!!? 🥺🥺 i'm so honored omg)!
i can definitely restock both of those prints! sorry that they've been out of stock for so long >A< i should be able to have the karna print restocked around the end of august but the gawain print will take longer since it's foil (hmmm i'll try to have that around sept/oct?)
i'll make a shop update post here once they're back in stock! thank you again, those prints are really dear to me so i'm really glad you like them 💕💕💕
#anon#anonymous#michelle answers#merch stuff#you actually have incredible timing i'm planning to place a print order in a couple of days LOL#if you have any other questions or if anything's confusing please feel free to ask me!!#but yeah i've been waffling over my fgo prints for a while because i still like them a lot#and they sell alright at cons but not much online? and since i've only done 1 con since covid started...yeah...#that's why they've been out of stock for so long 😭😭😭#also side note for anyone who's read this far into my tags#i'm always open for restock requests! i might not restock everything but i'm much more likely to if i know there's interest!#prints especially
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Well, school was… Interesting yesterday. My period 1 teacher was actually better, but also not really. It's confusing. Instead of correcting me constantly or being super nitpicky, he just ignored me. Spoke to me briefly, if at all. I wonder if this is him being passive aggressive. Or maybe he simply doesn't know how to engage with me now that he knows his previous strategy of constantly correcting me wasn't working.
And don't get me wrong, I prefer the cold shoulder to constant condescension. But it's still really weird, and it threw me off pretty much all period. And knowing how unpredictable he is, who knows if this'll still be true tomorrow? By tomorrow, he could be back to himself again, or he could still be giving me the cold shoulder. Anything is possible with him. He's so confusing and unpredictable, I swear.
#school#high school#It was confusing#I'm still shocked my period 2 class#which has a lot of group discussions#is still easier than this resource class#and I'm incredibly shy!#how can that be!?#oh i know#Because my period 2 teacher is nice#unlike him#autism#asd#neurodivergent#autistic#adhd#school problems#school issues#audhd
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i'm surprised by how quickly that one tweet™️ became memeified and spread throughout the entire fandom aksdjfg
#i saw it earlier this morning and i'm still incredibly confused by it#breaking news woman wears sweatpants after a 3 hour concert! 👩🏾💻
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I think elisa would wear fully black-and-white striped clothing as like. either sleepwear or casual wear. yes this is based off the many times I have startled my mother by purposefully wearing identical striped shirts and shorts. yes I think elisa does it and then vienna or dehlia found out laughed abt it and one of them (cough. vienna) started imitating her
#viv.txt#the story abt me startling my mom is so funny tho#or at least the first time I did it#nasa kusina tayo and I was waiting for my mom to finish clearing out the basurahan cause I was waiting for her to like#help me with something I think#and like. I just finished showering right so I have the towel on my head right#and like#nanay turns around and is immediately jumped by her child standing *incredibly* still but facing Directly at her and her child is like#her child is wearing matching shirt and shorts that are both striped but in a way that meshes together so it looks like one thing#and I also have that towel on my head cause diba. kakaligo lang ako#so in the moment I probably look like a fucking monster#and then we laughed it off but everytime I had these two same pair of clothes available I would always wear them together#and then my mom just. accepted it#the confusing shirt and stripes are part of her life now#her child is a pattern screamer ig#anyways oc tags for future ref#oc#asotfs#elisa yu#...I'm gonna make some shitpost abt that story sooner or later#oh shittt I still have to get ready for China#...and I have to advance-write my english essay in a day#at may sanaysay due bukas din...#ah well
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the only thing getting me through is the thought that i don't have physics lab next week
#i actually enjoy the work honestly#but the time constraint for getting things done is so anxiety inducing#it always makes me feel so inferior to everyone else#it's just always new stuff to me#and i take longer than everyone else to work through stuff#and it's hard for me to get stuff done#especially when it's new material#and because we're always given such broad and confusing directions#it makes me feel so stupid but i just wish that instructors could give more in depth and specific instructions#because otherwise it'll take me like five times as long as everyone else to figure out what we're actually supposed to be doing#and even then i'll be extra worried that i haven't got the right idea#even when i'm listening to or reading instructions i have to go over it several times before i understand#i need time for the words to become more than just symbols and sounds#and then i need time to connect their meaning to the context of what i'm doing#it's incredibly frustrating and demoralizing#and i know i'm smart and capable#i always end up doing well#i'm at an 'academically challenging institution' and i know i got in here on my own merit#hell i graduated as a valedictorian with the highest test scores in my high school#but still somehow every time i sit in a space next to other people#i feel infinitely small and worthless
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Thoughts on Agrippina the Younger
i dont know that much about her but she's a really interesting figure!! i read about her in one of my absolute favourite books – a fatal thing happened on the way to the forum by emma southon. it's about murder in ancient rome so of course she's mentioned, and also emma southon has written a whole biography for her which i do intend to read
#i HIGHLY recommend a fatal thing btw it's amazing and very entertaining but still informative#dr southon is an incredible writer#and very very very funny#i cant wait to read the agrippina one#(i hope i'm not getting agrippina the younger confused with someone else lmao)#pip squeaks
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just got back from seeing Barbie in the cinema (which is the 2nd time in 5 years I've been to the movies and the first new film of the two) and it was really good! Even though I already saw other people say they didn't expect it to hit so deep and thus adjusting my expectations, I was still surprised by it. The movie made me almost cry like 4 or 5 times (I'm pretty sure if I had been alone I would have definitely cried) but it also made me laugh! There were some small bits that were a little too wonky for me sometimes to suspend my disbelief, but overall I really liked it, and the casting was phenomenal the whole way through. And it was really pretty!
#also the chemistry with Ryan and Simu's Kens was making me go like 👀 are they gonna get together?#but it's honestly better that Ryan's Ken ended up alone for now. like he needs to find himself for real first i think#anyway the movie ended like an hour ago and I'm still so emotional about it#also what the fuck did it mean by barbie going to a gyno. did becoming human give her genitalia or is it still just like the way it was?#i can't keep thinking about it like. i guess either way she probably has a urethra since she can drink real stuff now right? it has to come#back out somewhere? which is probably still a good reason to go to a gyno in itself but I'm just so confused. also not liking thinking so#much about a dolls genitals. but hey i contain multitudes i can be sad about the patriarchy and also wonder about genitals.#i guess.#anyway it was good i liked it and the costumes were great#and margot robbie is incredible she's so amazing ugh#barbie#barbie spoilers#my post#also i had the most disappointing fucking popcorn ugh they fucking sucked#wHERE'S THE SALT!??
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i hate collecting materials for crafting a huge amount of items i always get the math so so wrong 😭
#'i need 36 netherite ingots! that means 36 gold' BESTIE??? 😭😭😭#im making all the gear in the game and the upgraded netherite is so 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#like. each level of the upgraded netherite *requires the previous level to craft*#so you need both an iron-netherite helmet and an gold-netherite ingot to craft a gold-netherite helmet#so the top level diamond requires FIVE NETHERITE INGOTS PER ITEM#and i have to craft a full set of gear PLUS each of the lower levels so i have to craft those ones twice 😭#theres enough math going on that im incredibly lost and confused and im bad at this 😭#i need visuals to do math so I'm trying to sort items around in creative to sum up what i need AND I STILL CAN'T FIGURE IT OUT 😭😭😭😭#dyscalculia go brrrrr 😭😭😭😭😭😭
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Shocker of shockers, but the folks who know salmon seasons, know where the watering holes and rivers are, know how to grow crops with little to no annual rainfall or irrigation, built sturdy homes that weathered well, know how local animals sound and how to imitate them and hunt them effectively, could tell nutritious roots from deadly poisons, could make life-saving poultices from plants that seem innocuous to the untrained eye, whose ancestors lived there thousands and thousands of years just might, you know, maybe, possibly, small chance, just uh, theoretically speaking, know a thing or two about how to live and, furthermore, not die, in their own homelands. You know. Just saying. Maybe. Just a thought. Just throwing it out there.
#the more history I learn the more bizarre the doctrine of discovery and white man's burden and all that bullshit is#like not only is it evil#it's incredibly confusing#we really thought-#no. not thought. people still think this.#we really think we know better because we learned how to make steel before them#and because we have guns#we really think that those two things make us the only people with brains?#and we still think that even after the numerous times we would have starved here if people didn't take pity on us?#we still think that after the donner party were given deer to eat but shot at the people who offered it#then proceeded to ignore the deer and continue being cannibals?#we really think we're smarter?#not to like. 'noble savage' everything though#just trying to emphasize that indigenous people are people#and like all people they're on the whole pretty brilliant#with moments of failures moments of stupidity of cruelty etc people are imperfect and perfection doesn't exist#I guess what I'm saying isn't 'these people are so noble' but 'these people are good and decent'...#...and when compared to uh. you know. conquistadors and 'explorers' and whatnot...#'good and decent' looks pretty gosh darn noble
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