#I'm not doing too hot this sucks ):
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let me be so fr y'all. i will NEVER shame a woman for having a man that treats her right. okay? that's always going to be a win, why would i complain about that? i just think that most of y'all that say you found him are fckn lying.
like i've watched women in dv situations lie through their teeth. they'll lie to their besties who know them freckle to freckle about their bruises. it doesn't even have to be abuse. i know how much women lie to keep up appearances with other women and i'm just saying i'm not buying it with most of y'all. that's my truth. and i start having issues when you start lying about that reality to younger women who will most likely just end up in the same shitty relationship bc of the false hope women in mid-to-shitty relationships with men espouse. and i can tell they're lying even MORE when they start trying to talk about how "women aren't necessarily better" whether that's about celibate or same-sex-partnered women. they'll drag their own female friends in order to convince everyone else that their man is truly the real deal as a status symbol. they'll shit on what their friends do for them in order to justify their veneration of this mid-ass moid. i've just seen it happen too many times, and that's why i think it's justified that radfems draw parallels between het-partnered feminists and liberal women who cling to femininity. y'all talk the exact same most of the time and even have the same arguments.
anyways.
#radblr#relationships#feminism#that's also why i respect the feminists that just talk honestly about their relationships with their boyfriends more#rather than attacking every woman that questions their choice in a feminist lens#they'll just be like “yeah he kinda sucks but he's hot and nice enough”#and i'm like that's totally fair#thanks for your candor#i hope you're enjoying the sex at least#no hate#i truly would love if men would treat y'all right#and i celebrate when that happens#i am just TOO WARY of how even those tiny things are almost always used to coverup the shady shit he did to you#i know too many men and too many women and i've watched too many relationships#my faith is low#and most women just settled by their own admission#and i do not understand settling when i can be afforded the life i want
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Man. I had hoped things would get better, but we're probably gonna have to make the call for my eldest dog in the next week if not the next few days.
#Yadda Yadda#Animal Illness#Animal Death#Tl;dr: her dementia's getting really severe#And her quality of life just isn't there#She's starting to have severe trouble sleeping even which#Yeah#I'd rather take her to her regular vet if I can#Not only for the cost which would be insanely better but most importantly#She knows and likes it there#And they love her there#Man#I'm not doing too hot this sucks ):
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You know what, screw those cute ✨ appreciate the little things ✨ cutesy posts I make. Today we are COMPLAINING.
Be a whiner 🫵 Be a lil bitchy 🫵 Have your menty b as a treat 🫵
Mildly inconvenient thing happened today? Cry and scream and sulk about it 💙
(but still drink water babes 😗 we are hydrated bitches)
#yes i do have cramps rn why do ask#i'm gonna murder someone. i think i deserve to murder someone.#everything is annoying and it sucks and it's hot and the kids outside have their music way too loud and i'm all out of cookies
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What’s your favorite Poe costume?
hi bb 🥰 thank you for sending this, i very much enjoyed looking at all the pics lmao 🤤
10000000% my choice is the slutty dinosaur wrangler look from rise of skywalker
there's just....so much going on between the gloves and shirt and the pants and boots and that stupid fucking scarf hnnnnnnnnnnnnng.
i think i fall in love with him a little more every time i see him in this outfit tbh. it's very, um, inspiring, let's say 🤭
(honorable mention below the cut)
also adore him in his flight suit, tbh. who knew an ugly, orange onesie could also be sexy? 🙃
(tho, lbr, it might just be that oscar makes it sexy lmaooo)
#so many thots#first one is pulling that stupid scarf and kissing the shit out of him#(then maybe using it to tie him up later idk idk)#those GLOVES i'm fs;ldfkdlgk#i wanna suck n his fingers while he's wearing them is that weird#there's something so hot about them idek#and that stupid fucking shirt with that slutty ass collar and the sleeves rolled up to the elbows#asdl;ksfl;dkfg#i am#a puddle#and those pants legit like fit him so perfectly#i....i am LOOKING mmk#and that stupid thigh holster is doing ~things~ to me too fml#ya know what this reminds me of actually#and i can't believe i just now realized this#brendan fraser in the mummy#rick fucking o'connell#it's no longer a surprise that this is my favorite look lmaooo a;lsdksl;dfk#poe dameron#ivy tag
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Alright fuckers I took another stab at it and did the thing, I may/may not finish the actual like, proportionate version one day but he needed to exist and hair hides all my arm related sins.
Please dear gods anyone whose art is even a tertiary focus Lycion NEEEEEDS a Knot All Men shirt I am beset by cursed visions but usually I write them or make cursed little dolls (yes there will be a cursed little Lycion doll with a cursed little shirt but the embroidery thread is fucking fighting me on Mithrun so I dunno when)
Also he has a smoothie
Because one of the many reasons I really do not draw much is I am aphantasmic and do not and cannot visualize so let me tell you every single aspect of this except the shirt just. Happened. What are poses. What are limbs. Bodies exist but WHY.
The shirt had to be a crop top tho for legal reasons that was extremely clear to me
(Hey fun realization tiny Lycion and I feel exactly the same way about all his lil elf limbs they're all wrong and we hate them WAS MY MISTAKE NOT TRYING TO DRAW HIM AS A FURRY. Fuck. I think furries are harder but I might try it.)
#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#lycion#lycion dungeon meshi#knot all men#lycion deserves a knot all men shirt#i am almost the worst person to make this happen gang you have no idea#gonna make the doll one hot pink i'm so excited#but i mean my art is still somehow better than it was a decade ago despite literally never drawing anything#so read art tutorials! and tips! they help even with 0 practice!#(you should probably also practice)#(i'm not gonna i have too many cursed visions to write i have no timeeeee)#(which sucks cuz i am at the stage of 'can see where everything is wrong' but know i'm not gonna practice and then improve)#eh we living that how to draw manga life#didn't cross a million words on ao3 by having a balance of interests#the proportionate version has all his tattoos and everything but Poses Exist and i hate them and he has been redrawn 3 times already#because they are Wrong but How Are They Wrong i can't visualize i literally do not know what right looks like#other aphantasmics can draw and y'all are stronger than the fucking gods#how you pose
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Every time Misako is shipped with a male character she WOULD NOT like with no consideration for her character outside of the ship and she is just used as a blank canvas for someone to give their fav male character a partner an angel loses its wings. I will kill you
#This is about historyshipping btw#Sorry. I hate it#My hot take it sucks#Like maybe ehhh if it's sometime before s7 but after he is revealed to be Krux??? She fucking would not do that???#Like we have so little about misako and I fear that goes against everything we DO have#Garmasako too but to a lesser extent just bc they were canonically married#If you make garmasako content of oni or evil garm however I'm coming for your eyes#not maintagging this for fear of getting jumped but I need to make my disdain known
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so...rem(ember) when i thought being parasidic ( which i AM the goddamn parasite, try it AGAIN, you trick ass bitch! ), a shitdick my neck, my back-teria ( hi teri xx ) infection and wanted to get so deep into my unfinished insane asylum ( but v sexc, sank ya VERY much! ) fanfiction i accidentally ate a light bulb ( like, Lighten Up! Damn! ) and raw-dogged life so i could be punk af and #metal like baevenstan and Hard As A Mothafucka like jk-47 and i thought that was the WORST THING that could possibly happen to me????? WEEEELLL...
everyone...is gonna have to be extra extra nice to me, kiss uncle nina on the cheek ( not YOU God!!!! you!!!!! yOU!!! can kiss my ASS CHEEK AND SUCK MY MASSIVE FUCKIN RINGALADONG BITCh!!! )
and give me a pass on being Jennifer Slowpez at answerin my asks ( my brothers in christ...is That why that shit takes me fkn FIVEVER??? uuuUUuglLY!!! take it BACK, FRAUD!!! QUICKLY!!! ) and my writing being so Shit lately, that even the TOLIET won't take it...
bECaauSE...haha…
my mri came my neck ( myneck! ) my bACk ( myback! ),
i have a Benign...Uncle Wo(Men)Ninagioma, i guess... :)
my necK, MY WHACKKKKKKKKK!!!
LICK MY FUCKIN ASS CRACK LIKE qhwhAT THGEFU-
i mean...Sick! <3
Slay OLAY! xx Thx G-MAN! :*
-- so no head? ;)
#nina speaks#goooooooodfuckingDAMNIT DUDE#anyone else want to kick my ass come on TRY IT YOU FUCKING WONT!!!!! YOOOOOOOOOU WONT!!! COWARD#this sucks so much Donkey Dick i can't even exspLAIN#prolly bc my brain works like SHIT now...epic gamer moment ( btw i need u to kno that dummy hot thot topic ravenstan of scarlet sunslut..#WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK#i promise i am writing and doing my ask but MAAAAAAAN BROTHER count your days god because i'm the second coming#and i'm coming for you BITCH! run :) bc i'm not the ONE!#( it could be much worse but i'm still MAD what thE FUCK?! )#alexa play body by mother mother and pour me a SHOT make it two BECAUSE IM SEEING DOUBLE AND NOT DS :/ bOO!!!#ravenstan please put an F in the chat for me baby boy i'm love you but this is SO gucci louis fendi NAAAAAAAAAAADA BITCH#jersey please kick gods ass for me...i guess my LEGS AND ARMS ARE WEAK NOW??? actually Let's See! Square Up Satan#also sorry i talked about gaymer boi ravenstan#too much in these damn tags#i had to resect them? POSSIBLY LIKE THIS GODDA#anyways…Yay
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This was originally just about how i couldn't care less about what nora says on her social media because of shit like her saying andrew is a misogynist but..
#feels very fitting to post rn in regards to other things#if you are too busy sucking nora's dick to consider why SA survivors & mentally ill fans criticize some things in the book#then just block me lmao#i do not want to have to see the tantrums of people incapable of accepting something they like isn't flawless#telling people to die because they don't worship the ground nora walks on...#i'm sorry you have the mind of a child but it's not other people's fault you are incapable of nuanced thought & critical thinking#that you can only enioy things if you think it is perfect and incapable of being criticized#god this fandom fucking sucks#aftg#all for the game#aftg fandom#aftg hot takes#aftg discourse
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my problematic gender truth is that i actually feel no attachment to either of the two binary gender constructs. it just like. makes no sense to me. i've got my own unrelated thing going on. but in the absence of connection to either choice i really do find it more convenient to cosplay closer to the one that people treat like a human being
#have never liked being a girl. but that's not really out of like. any kind of desperation to be anything else.#i don't care about being a man literally at all in fact the idea is kind of uncomfortable to me. cause i'm not a man#but being perceived as a woman is such orders of magnitude worse...#testosterone is awesome cause transsexuality is so fucking hot no matter what#but like. dysphoria is so fucking weird when there's not even rll anything i'm trying to pass as. i complain ab not passing but i'm not#like. putting my all into it. i go out looking like i do and i know i'm not reading Man i don't give a fuck.#but yet... holding myself back from fun makeup looks... from skirts even... cause knowing that someone sees me as a woman is Awful#like. dehumanizing even. viscerally uncomfortable.#idk. for me it connects to a lack of respect. girls will treat me nice no matter what and i don't think i read as a girl To Girls#vague gay person energy that just makes them say 'slay' around me too much. so not a Boy to them but i'll play gbf whatevs whatevs#starting a conversation with a man and being able to immediately tell that they see me as a woman fucking Sucks though.#many people are normal and so this is not an issue <3 and even if they don't see me as a man it's like whatever <3#but many people. well.#I Can Tell You Don't Respect Me. Could You Treat Me Like A Tranny At Least#disgust would be better honestly. long sigh though#every trans person i meet says i pass like hell. cis people continue to be blind and fucking stupid though#i read as a boy to ai now lmao i get the boy results on filters. so it's something wrong with the real life cissies i think#valentine notes
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It really hurts when it feels like a friend you considered family gives up on you and the relationship
Like, we could have talked about it, we could have found a solution together, we were each others family remember?! But instead you chose to just give up and cut me out
#and in like#about five messages too!#that were pretty accusatory#like apologizing peofusely bc youre afraid that karma wikl fuck u up for hurting le#doesnt really make up for accusing me of what you did#there are so many more compassionate ways you could have said that!#I'm so so sorry but you suck and i can't take it anymore goodbye#WTF#is this the goodbye seven years of friendship is worth??#we went through thick and thin#and yeah i have not been too well lately and i was pretty depressed two years ago#you asked me to share my problems with you and when i do i am too much and you drop me like hot metal instead of talking about it?#and that goodbye was so rushed it felt like i was chasing her just to get a little closure#you said you would always be there#even with our lives being so different I still believed it was possible#and you kept ignoring me!#i shared good stuff too and you didn't even respond! you said you were too busy and didn't make time for me#so when I stop sharing that good things happen to me too bc I'm frustrated with being ignored all the time you say I'm toxic for only#and drop me? instead of having a talk about it or taking a break?#like#i thought we were each others family but it seems like I was the more loyal one who cared the most and got burned yet again#is it so hard to talk and try to adjust?#i thought we were the real ones for each other yanno but clearly thing were different for you with all your toxic ass family and all your#jobs and friends#she's always had more than me#doesn't mean I'm alone tho#i have friend who can talk to me and try to adjust and fix the relationship and is a true loyal friend#it's not the end of my world that you're gone#even if you were a big part of it#how can I loose when I was so loyal and true and honest
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meh
#if I tell everything in the tags would that make everything okay#fuck it this is Tumblr I can't have shit anymore#it's 3:25 am by the time i'm writing ts#I want to rip my skin out#everything sucks I can't think I hate it#what should I do tomorrow#everybody is probably tired of me now I can't do it#what should I do what should I do I don't know#I can't even look at somebody in the eye i'm a goddamn coward#when will I be able to get used to it. it's been 6 fucking years#I can't do it I don't want to wait I hate waiting everything sucks I can't#also I think I broke my neck (I already did)#I be moaning over something that's already over fuck this#monday's gonna suck#it happened before I can go through it again?#I don't want to face my classmates and other people what if I got cuffed again#I need to stop thinking it's gonna be over before I knew it please Lord help me please#I don't have to see these people again (hopefully)#they'll just mocked me because i'm an absolute fucking retard who can't even make eye contact with someone before looking away#I have to get used to it. I need to please#it's hot#I made too many fucking mistakes I can't do it#at least it's not as bad (it is)#oh yeah ofc my fucking brother turns on the goddamn heat lmao shoot yourself
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oh so now the birds are eating the <25 cherries i've got growing on my tiny tree
literally everything i've planted in this fucking garden has either died on its own or has been killed by birds/bugs
#my garden is a microcosm of my whole life right now#my life has been on a downward spiral since last july and bestie i am starting to reach my fucking limit#defaulting to thinking ''i wish i were dead'' at every little inconvenience is BAD!!!! i know!!!! but it's true!!!#the mint from trader joe's was infested with aphids and i've been cleaning it off every day for 2 weeks and it's STILL got them#like... this plant is 1 foot tall with two little stalks and less than 30 leaves. it hasn't grown in the 2 months i've had it#the money plant still reeks of mold and has to live outside because of its smell and the fungus gnats#the golden sage just fuckin.... burned to death????? it turned gray and DIED#the one and only bean plant that sprouted just ejected the only 2 true leaves it bothered growing#the originally robust blackberry cane is withering. the other two did get better but started from the ground up. there's 1 blackberry total#the rosemary hasn't gotten any bigger in the 3 months i've had it#the scotch brooms don't look so good. the salvia haven't gotten any bigger in 3 months and the creeping phlox bleached and died#the thyme is doing okay and the culinary sage is hanging in there but i don't have high hopes#not a single fucking wildflower sprouted in the yard. i used 2 bags of seed+mulch that was supposed to cover 600sq ft (the yard is 400)#the mourning doves ate a bunch of the seeds and the rest never sprouted#there's a few puny sunflower sprouts but the cottontail came and ate some of those leaves#the cottontail also ate an entire stalk of the potted mystery flowers#the huge plant i moved in November... the one that surprisingly survived frost/freeze... can't handle the heat and is now dead#i just...#the job market is awful. the salaries are worse. the neighborhood is in the middle of nowhere and inhabited by paranoid cops#everyone has big dogs who go apeshit when they hear ppl walking#and the fences are short and the dogs are big so i'm scared to go walking because EVERY. DAY. on the nextdoor app are people#announcing that they found a dog wandering the neighborhood. or ppl saying ''omgggg my dog got out of the yard! have u seen it?''#spring was all wind/gusty and it battered the blackberries and sucked all the moisture out of the yard#so the 2 tons of compost that we rototilled into the dirt? it's just dust now. there's nothing living in that soil#and now summer is here and it's too hot and these plants don't have a chance#i hate everything
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#everything has been so GO GO GO GO for the last like 6 months#that I haven't even really had time to breathe and it really sucks bc I'm just Pushing Through#but sometimes I get these moments of stillness where my body and brain kinda catch up to each other#and I realize that I think I'm not doing too hot mentally#I realize that I'm kinda Bad actually like#I'm hangin in there but by my fucking fingernails and I'm wound so tight and just runnin on bombast and good humor#that when things finally slow down I'm probably gonna crash hard#and the prospect of having to mentally deal with all the Bad Shit that keeps happening and how its gonna effect me when I finally process it#is incredibly intimidating
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Personally of the belief that live action fans who go onto animanga posts uninvited like 'I DESPERATELY NEED YOU TO KNOW THAT I THINK THE ART STYLE IS UGLY EVEN THO THIS OPINION IS IRRELEVANT TO THE POST' should be hit with a big rock. We already moved past this ten years ago, get with it or get lost. Swallow the hunger inside of you that demands everything be palatable to you. Maybe you could stand to be a little uncomfortable for a while
#Keep ur trashy comments to yourself#It's not even ugly! It's just not the conventional anime style so you deem it ugly. That's so fucking sad of you#You're the type of person who sees a piece of art and is like OMG WERE THEY ON DRUGS?!?!?!?!?!#Idk I think the art style is very fitting for the gigantic world Oda has built#People are allowed to be ''ugly'' because not all of us were born to be models. Shock and horror I know#(this is NOT aimed at the ppl who critque the way Oda draws women (to a degree...) bc I agree he could've done the same for women as he doe#The men by giving them way more diverse features and body shapes)#No this is aimed at the ppl who think the style as a whole is ugly and demean it bc it doesn't suit their tastes#Meanwhile their taste is the most conventional cookie cutter bland pretty boy/girl bullshit out there#(I say to a degree up there bc I think ppl go way too far with the criticisms like the one person who posted the Charlotte family identical#Sisters and went LOOK HOW SIMILAR THESE WOMEN ARE ODA SUCKS when they were MEANT to look similar)#^ yes that is an actual post I saw in like 2018 or 2019 when WCI was reaching its end in the anime and it made me die laughing#There are dozens of other examples you could've given but no. You intentionally chose the triplets (quintuplets? It's been a hot minute)#Rebecca and Nami and Vivi and Shirahoshi all having the exact same face with different hair? No I will use the identical twins as proof#What a unique way to undermine your own argument bc I was with you up until that#Anyway yeah the more I think abt the more I think the live action sucks actually for getting rid of Sanji's eyebrows bc they'd 'look bad'#Who cares? It's part of his design. You are cutting off parts of his character. Same w/ Usopp's nose.#Who fucking cares if it would have looked 'bad' or 'ugly'? Is that all you guys really care about? Keeping up appearances???#I'm so sick of the shit I like getting 'remade' to appeal to people who will never actually appreciate why stuff looks the way it does#It's so shallow I hate it#<- yes I'm still bitter about what they did to my boy WW in the three guns reboot iykyk#And Livio and Razlo for that matter. What the FUCK was that about#Idk maybe it's cuz it's something I recognized in myself and attempted to squash so it's frustrating seeing other ppl do it#And again obvs Oda isn't perfect w/ this either as he draws evil women as fat old hags and his protags as skinny and beautiful#Or how he thinks not following ur dreams will make u ugly and fat and following ur dreams will make u conventionally attractive#I get it. Storytelling method. But u can do better. Use colorschemes instead of physical attributes or something like Veneer does
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not even ONE full day after i said ryan was done with rulebreaking bc she was entering her growth era, they give us the option to have sex with ryder ????????????? i HAD to take it obviously???? it's perfect for The Narrative™
#i do feel terrible for kai. i'm super mad they force you into being a thing with him if you're on the ryder route#i get that they probably did it for the drama and all that. but it kinda sucked#although.... ngl i feel like it's something ryan would do. so i'm not too mad about it after all ok#too hot to handle#thth game
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#emily speaks#body image //#i hate when people thinner than me complain about their weight in front of me#like ofc they're allowed to have insecurities about their body and want to lose weight for whatever reason#but saying 'haha im too chubby i need to lose all this fat' when im there in front of you clearly 100+ pounds heavier..... stfu#you can lose weight for you if you want but don't go around talking about how ugly your fatness is to other ppl who are fatter than you#like what are you saying about me then if you think fatness is ugly and i'm way heavier than you#dont say shit like that in a casual conversation how about that. like think before you speak#like if you got glasses would you say 'haha i hate glasses theyre so ugly but i have to wear them now :/' to someone wearing glasses??#im probably doing the best now than i ever have been in terms of positive body image for myself#but people say this shit too often like u are begging me to hate my body :/#its not intentional i know. but that's almost worse. they truly equate being fat with ugly they dont even think about it#but its ok bc im fat and hot so sucks for them 2 be wrong ig
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