#I'm not complaining ig but still
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bruh why is it so warm today
#i remember when october used to be cold#and it's almost november#wtf#I'm not complaining ig but still#at least i can recharge my batteries outside and relax a little#rambles
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Are there actually people who get discouraged from playing a game when they get spoiled too much? "does bioware understand that if they reveal too much people won't be interested in playing the game" that's crazy if so, imagine refusing to engage with a story after you already know some portions of it... being this afraid of spoilers just leads to a culture where studios don't tell their actors who they're playing and what game they're even acting for
#i get being upset with being spoiled bc it's more fun to see everything yourself as you play#but at this point people are being overdramatic#idk like am i the only one who just doesn't think that bioware's marketing is a huge deal#people out there harassing content creators to the point where they have to deactivate#and getting upset on behalf of other players like. who cares#getting spoiled isn't the end of the world. getting upset for a bit is valid but still. it's not the end of the world.#the game isn't out yet and I'm already tired of people complaining about everything 😵💫#idk just needed to vent real quick ig#vik.txt
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...so now that grandfest is over and the results were revealed am i allowed to say that some of y'all were such dicks to team present over their team choice for NO good reason ever since grandfest was revealed or am i going to get mauled for being right.
anyways congrats to the team past members who weren't assholes about their team choice and those team past members only every match against you guys made me feel like i was crawling in the trenches and it's very impressive 👍
#ghost whispers#splatoon#splatfest#grandfest#grand festival#feeling brave i'm putting this in the tags. just know if u start shit i'm blocking u#if u think me posting this is why i turned off asks ur mistaken i've had them off for a hot second now lol#i know it's in the spirit of finalfest to be an ass to the team y'all don't want to win ig but. seriously. some of y'all needed to shut up#genuinely i'm so sick of hearing 'at least team present didn't win' or 'don't let present win' and y'all being dicks about our team choice#that and i'm going to be real i genuinely doubt nintendo is going to do that much for what the winning team will effect the next game#u all saw how much chaos effected splat 3. u saw how much splat 1's effected things#like i'm going to be real it's only going to effect shit subtly i feel like and the losing teams are still gonna have a presence like alway#and that point aside. people were also picking past for squid sisters and future for deep cut too so i'm just???#baffled why u need to complain about the small selection of people who picked present for oth??? who gives a shit
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sweet darya I am here with 🧃❄️🧩 for the writers ask game!!
:)))) oooomgg hehe thank you for asking me THREE!
🧃 ⇢ share some personal lore you never posted about before.
I actually don't talk about this, but English is not my first language. I don't like to talk about my specific cultural composition or where I am/ my family has spread to be for several reasons, but, I am differing levels of competent at-least-conversational fluency in what I would say is 4 languages, and I want to learn so many more.
❄️ ⇢ what's your dream theme/plot for a fic, and who would write it best?
ooooh MAAAN I have so many little percolating concepts... that i think ANY moot could do if they felt comfy (I don't want to put anyone on the spot in any way). I have had a years long Google Drive folder of drafts/ research for a Victorian-era love triangle where Reader is married to Eren but having an affair with Zeke. And idk I have it literally outlined more than any other WIP I have in progress or have ever worked on, honestly, but I just can't ever actually get myself to progress on it. If anyone feels inspired to take up that mantle, I am okay with it lol.
🧩 ⇢ what will make you click away from a fanfiction immediately?
I'm going to be hopefully not rude here but I have a few. .. I am not, personally, a fan of first-person x reader fics; while of course any "reader" stand-in will have tastes of the author and an original character, and I understand that "you" is not everyone's cup of tea, the "I" feels too much like another character entirely. I guess the parallel argument can be made for "you" fics that it's hard to immerse oneself if the "you" is not doing things you would do or thinking the way you would think, but "I" feels even more impersonal, which is not why I (personally) go for x reader fics. Same goes for "y/n," ... I respect its place in fandom history and the personal growth of a reader but it immediately puts me in the headspace of being in 6th grade sneaking a read of Tokyo Mew Mew yuri lemons on fanfiction.net.
Also - I really don't mean to offend. But when a fic very overtly obviously takes place in Japan and there's something just jarringly wrong with realities or social customs or logistics.. I can't do it. And I feel bad about that because I don't mean to be snooty, and some stuff really is not going to be intuitively known or easily found through research if you don't know what to look for. That's totally fair. But I just can't read that or immerse myself in that and honestly it's usually pretty evident right off the bat where it's egregious.
WRITERS ASK GAME QS
#i complain about the japan thing all the time and i'm sorry but idk. also because - there's sometimes some p lazy writing that i see with it#NOT AUTOMATICALLY. NOT ALL THE TIME. but like... ok. weed is SO very illegal. i know someone who was fired/ deported for it#and there are nuances with that and the realities of smoking there because- i mean - it still DOES happen (obviously - like i Just said lol#soo don't say Reader and X are smoking in a park flat out lmao. but you CAN be creative with it and make a more enriching story from it.#etc. many such examples. i just saw an IG post of that guy with his new wife and so that's what came to mind first lol#SORRY TO RAMBLE but it's a recurring grouch. LMAOOOO#thank you for asking my dear darling mar and i hope you do not regret it lololol#darya plays#order up for:#marleysfinest
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hey yeah how IS ratio putting on his alabaster head when it seems to be smaller than his actual head. is he like a barbie or smth
#i remember being confused abt it at first and ig i just. forgot#but now i'm reading a fic that points it out and i'm like yeah!!!! how does he do that!!!!!#(the fic has its own in-universe au reason. canon doesn't seem to. afaik)#i wonder if we'll ever get deeper into him in some way. i really hope so#i see ppl complain abt how we don't have like his backstory or smth but#idk if he needs one? him being so Normal (relatively speaking) is what makes him more fun#like we also do have some but the main complaint i see is 'why are they being so vague abt him' idk man he's just some guy#an exceptional some guy. but still just some guy at the end of the day really#i was gonna say that it's not like we know less abt him than other characters but. that'd be wrong i'm p sure#hm :/ ok nvm now i get the complaints. hoyo give me more ratio please please please please please please please please please please#(did i just ramble myself full circle? maybe so.)
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I was trying to get a regular clover but instead I got a golden clover first!??!??!?!?!??
#cookie clicker#never mind maybe my garden doesn't hate me i#um wow#for reference regular clovers are a 3% chance of mutating from gildmillet and baker's wheat#golden clovers are a .07% chance#(the chance is multiplied by 3 thanks to the soil i was using but still)#and i was trying to use the same gildmillet that i just mutated to get the clover so it was only 1 plot instead of the whole field#what the hell it took me days last try to get the golden clover#well I am not complaining IG. still need that regular clover though i'm trying to get ichorpuff
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I'm going to lose my fucking mind
#For context: I was going to make a post complaining about how lesbians don't have enough good musical theater duets#(like we have the love songs from 'The Color Purple' which're alright but doesn't match the passion or desperation present in the book imo#'Changing My Major' which is a great love song but doesn't hit that sweet duet spot#'Dance With You' and the last verse of 'You Happened' from The Prom are sweet but the girls barely get to actually sing about each other#Honestly 'Oh Well' from Love In Hate Nation comes closest to what I want but it ends on a bittersweet note unless you see the show live#If only Elphaba and Glinda were canon...#But anyway. I can't believe that there's an adaptation of The Color Purple coming in the year of our lord 2023 and this is#how they're talking about Shug Avery. Her *role model*. Lock up your *husbands*. Ick. Pfaff.#I mean they're going to be gay. You can't get around that. But Shug is the love of her life. Can we please talk about that in the character#Don't mind me I'm just over here overreacting#From what I've read one of the biggest adaptational changes in the musical is her reaction to Shug's affair.#Like in the book Shug is the one light in her life. I sobbed myself to sleep over her nosedive in self-worth when they took a break#In the musical she's just...fine with it? I get why that's more satisfying emotionally but I still think it undermines their relationship#I don't get the curse thing either. I'm a little fuzzier on this part but in the book doesn't she just leave him and she's able to thrive?#Then when he asks her to get back together she's able to just know that the worst with Shug or alone is better than the best with him?#This book man. I hate that there isn't an adaptation as devoted to the Celie/Shug relationship as the book is.#Hate that the only recommendation I've seen calling it a sapphic book was from someone who thought that Celie's letters were to her lover#I remember watching this steamy adaptation of a Shakespeare play in soph Eng and seething because they only kiss once in the 1985 movie#Ig I can't expect too much from 1985 but...it was in the book! It was one of the most important parts! They don't even live together in it!#This was all to say I wast a lesbian 'Green Green Dress' a lesbian 'Home' a lesbian 'Natasha & Anatole' a lesbian Legally Blonde finale#The list goes on#I'm sure The Color Purple (2023) will be a good adaptation and movie. I will not pop blood vessels while watching it.#Maybe I should just avoid press releases and the movie will surprise me in a good way.
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Completely almost forgot to apply for that internship I was interested in.... Applications close TODAY BTW. Like. It said "no later than May 1" and I am typing this at 12:01 am on May 1 lmao. I emailed it at like 11:59 on April 30 😭😭😭 Unfortunately the one I really wanted already closed, but the same company has dozens of internships with different departments, so I picked the easiest looking one lol. It's also the one where I would get to post on their Tumblr blog yippee!!! Fingers crossed 🤞
#how does posting on a work Tumblr blog even work lol#would they invite my account as an admin 😭#ig I would just say I don't have Tumblr and make a new account for that lol#also the internship is remote but it starts around the time I'm gonna be out of state for a week.... hm#they said the schedule is really flexible so I could mention that in my interview and see if they let me take that week off and make it up#and if they reject me then oh well#boss makes a dollar I make a dime that's why I blog on company time#<- I want this to be my workposting tag. but I will resist bc it's too long and would be a pain to type out every time I want to complain#workposting#goodnight my lovelies <3#ANYWAY the timing thing should be fine bc the external website where I found the listing said it's open until 6 am#but idk if that's just the default time or what#shrug. we shall see. at least it's technically no later than May 1 bc it's still May 1........#AND I SENT IT LIKE A MINUTE BEFORE MAY 1#whether or not the hiring manager receives it then is a different story
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I am not exaggerating when I say I live with one of the worst cishet men I've ever met in my life and its horrible
Pretty big vent incoming in tags, just a warning. Feel free to scroll past /gen
#sorry i. need to vent#he is genuinely one of the most ignorant; stubborn; and absolutely manchild of a man I've ever seen#I'm not fucking lying when I say he gets pissy and shouts and complains about EVERYTHING#and I don't mean just occasional shouting and getting loud#whenever he's upset. its /loud/. very loud#first time in my 5 years of knowing him I had enough and snapped back at him because he was yelling at me-#-bc I supposedly do absolutely nothing around the house and I take horrible care of myself and dont care about anything#at least in regards to the house#and complains about why I'm deciding not to go to college and that he got a job at 15 while he's literally#in his mid 40's#so.#like.#I told him I'm still 18 and I dont want him to boss around my entire fucking life but he brought up the excuse again of-#-him doing all the shit I SHOULD be doing by his words when he was 15#first of all. like. to get things straight; we are not related at all not even in the slightest#he's my mothers bf; I don't know why he gets so pissy at me about MY life of all things#like Jesus Christ shut up challenge impossible#yeah I had a fun (/s) moment earlier where I went to clean my dish and he started to snap at me about how I-#-walk past the dishes every day while they're piled up and I should do them. meanwhile. they're literally not mine. ever#I get it yeah but. whatever. he kept going onn and on and on and got even more upset with me literally not saying or doing anything to-#-provoke him more#Ig he just doesn't know that!! wow!! I do actually care about my life and future!!!!#and that getting a job is not that easy or the same as it was 30+ fucking years ago!! wow!! who would've guessed!!!!#Like genuinely i am literally trying to get a job rn and shit and have been stressing horribly about it for literal YEARS#but yeah ignore that I guess ok sure buddy#god sorry i.. really hate him. a lot#I dont like to hate on people really; esp if im accustomed to them. but him. he. no <3#I will say I hate him w my full chest#vent#negative post
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cybird: "we'll give you the opportunity to play the gacha for free once a day !!! :D"
me: "YAY FINALLY !!! :D"
cybird: "but you will NEVER pull your faves !!! lmaoo"
#idk if i'm just that unfortunate BUT#in two weeks i didn't pull any of my fav FOUR characters#like okay settling on only one is asking for the impossible but dude ... f o u r#i just have to get used to it ig#some cards i pulled were still really pretty tho <3 not really complaining#ikevamp#ikemen vampire#just me rambling
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can't believe all my roommate's friends were so actively working against me when it came to who gets the big room with the balcony attached to it and in the end she actually got it....
#we agreed to make it fair by drawing lots for it#but i ended up suggesting to use the spinning wheel generator so that it's really up to luck#and i can't believe i shot myself in my own foot with this bc she actually got the big room#even though in the beginning of the year i asked if i could have it when the other roommate moves out#(we knew for a while that she'd move out in summer)#but then my roommate asked if we could draw lots maybe and i said yes bc i didn't wanna be an asshole 😭#but now she actually got the big room and now i kinda regret not putting my foot down and claiming it#bc on my side everyone told me i could just say that i've been in the flatshare the longest and therefore i could claim the room#but idk i wanted to be nice and look where it got me#it's not the end of the world bc my current room is still nice it's just the smallest#but i'm really complaining abt nothing ig#at least i'm saving money on rent 😅#but the big room would have been saur nice tbh....#and the fact that my windows still fave the balcony and now the roommate who constantly invites friends over has the balcony .........#you see where i'm getting at 😵💫#let's hope i'll get some good sleep the next few week before it's too cold to be on the balcony CJSJCHS#but yeah with her friends working against me i also mean that a lot of them smoke so apparently they told her that she should get the room#bc she smokes and has friends that smoke as if i am not worthy of a balcony bc i don't smoke like 🫠#idk i felt like i was the only nice on in the scenario who was willing to play fair even though i didn't have to and her friends were still#lowkey pissing on my leg behind my back yk#she was nice about it but her friends get the side eye from me abt the whole thing 😶#sorry for the rant#delete later#000
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anyway I'm still struggling, still mentally & emotionally exhausted, and still just haven't got the brainpower for writing 🙃
#it took me longer than I'm willing to admit to even put that tiny hc post into words#so uhm. yeah replies & asks are still just not on the table and I'm sorry about that#I'm so mad bc I was getting caught up & I was doing well and now......... back to this adhgjsg#I'm so fucking tired dude I'm so adjgksh#why can't I just exist & function like a normal fucking person???#sorry for all my complaining on the dash I just. have nowhere else to put it#and even though I tell myself I shouldn't feel bad for being slow... I do. I feel a constant need to apologize & it's stupid#I think part of me is afraid that if I'm not active enough everyone will lose interest#which is ridiculous but after all the self reflection I've been doing this week it makes sense#anyway adjgksh sorry. ignore me ig I needed a teeny vent#here's hoping tomorrow is better#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.#negative cw#personal cw#tbd.
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I haven't known peace since I started talking to men
#being a lil hoe was such a mistake bc now men are my only hobby but i don't want this anymore#i got too hot and i need to stop#i pull way too many hoes#no but this is actually a bit of a problem for me#i just want friends but virtually every man thinks I'm hot and funny so they aren't content with friendship#suffering from success ig#ik that sounds like such a bitchy thing to complain about but i am so serious#bc i have made very nice friendships that i cherished and valued. then once they realize they don't have a chance they stop talking to me#which is very hurtful#how can i make it so men aren't into me anymore but still enjoy me enough to be friends#honestly idc if they are into me as long as we can still be friends#like realistically bae is a good friend and yet we are both deeply into each other#whatever goodnight#Sera
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2009 on youtube was a wild west. anybody remember youtube streams? not, like, Youtube Gaming, i mean youtube used to have an official built-in version of rabb.it/hyperbeam/etc. like you could just.. browse rooms and join them and chat with people while playing videos
that was how i met my longest-running rp group. there was a whole group of, like, gimmick accounts of "i'm This Character and i'm going to comment on videos in-character! also we have a stream room where everybody hangs out :3" and my long-time friend ran one of those for Ninten. and i made an oc and made her a youtube account (which i dont think i have access to anymore, agh) and joined the stream and would rp with everybody
and i met. so many people through that. and also it was a whole nest of drama which ended in me being losing contact with basically everybody from that era except for One Person i have friended on discord and dont talk to because we're chronically awkward and i was a walking disaster when i was 13
(wait oh my god they were ALSO part of Contact. their character made it into both fic attempts, even. i dont think we're tumblr mutuals anymore since we remade though ahaheh ;;)
um. anyway. the whole.. origin.. of KL was that whenever somebody was inappropriate in chat or played a Bad Video or changed the background to Something NSFW (because anybody in the stream could upload an image url to change the page background!!) my response would be
IMMAKUROUSU: you DARE bring [thing] into my lair?! you must DIE
so when the group splintered and my corner of the squad made our own stream room, eventually it got named Kurousu's Lair
..anyway, this was where the rp that i fanfic-ified into Contact happened. in a youtube stream chat. one of the IAms was a big Homeworld fan and was doing a villain arc with his guy who was like, the leader of the Hiigaran Empire and friends with Ninten before he got possessed or something, and so he set up a rp where earth got sieged by the hiigarans and a handful of survivors banded together to try and stop Jaraci before humanity was completely wiped out
and so that guy, who also roleplayed the other main protag Elohim, uploaded a video that was his character's theme song and it had a bunch of Homeworld concept art and space photos and stuff and gave us the annotation link so we could put funny speech bubbles on it of ellis yelling and being very normal about everything
all of that is long gone now. the only bits of that era that remain are me telling stories like this, some ocs, some accounts, and that video.
(i remember this specific image being, like, contextualized as them maybe stealing one of the hiigaran ships? and ellis yelling at elohim over it. my memory is basically gone past that though, and the annotations have been wiped for a decade by now.)
#leo chirps#ica.txt#long post#oops! ica sad hours.#forever nostalgic for an era of the internet that is completely gone. hrk.#that's.. why im the way i am ig?#that's why i'm so adamant about backing stuff up even if i yell and complain about it sometimes#because like. all record of it is gone besides what i was able to tear out of my notebooks.#and everything i found on my old usb.#and theres so so so much still missing.#plus i had a really bad falling out with Literally Everyone (especially Elohim's rper) so like.#it's not like i can go up to them and talk about it again.#it's a miracle the one person i Do still have contact (heh) with put up with me after i burnt that bridge lmao
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if i may complain for a bit about something that doesn't actually matter and can be easily avoided. god i hate fics that baby-fy chuuya
#yeah yeah i know just don't read them w/e. there's no tags to avoid these unfortunately 😐#it kinda feels like a fanon of fanon. it's so far removed from his canon self even if some core elements are there.#why write him like a 15 y/o even as an adult. and the thing is. even when he was 15 in canon he wasn't this childish. c'mon.#a lot of the most popular skk fics have him characterized like this and man I'm tired. look how they massacred my boy.#ok complaining session over. i feel like i sound kinda mean. sorry abt that.#it doesn't actually matter that much just a bit frustrating when it keeps happening when you're already a couple hundred words into a fic#edit: i lied I'm not done complaining i gotta turn this into a rant bc ppl misunderstanding my favorite character online is a crime.#childish was the wrong word for me to use ig it's more like. innocent.#girl. bestie. he has been part of criminal organizations quite literally since he remembers himself.#he is not some sweet uwu baby who's a bit of a tsundere or w/e. he's got genuine reasons to be angry yknow. he's been through shit#and he's not innocent? he's in the fucking mafia lol we literally see him kill like 20 people in 5 minutes at 15 y/o.#he's not naive either???? he may not be dazai levels of smart but he's still capable of figuring things out himself????#like he did figure out rimbaud's thing by himself. he's not stupid or slow. he wouldn't be a mafia executive otherwise.#and that's also the reason he can't be naive like... he is in constant danger after all#and idk watering down all this^ for aus is boring and turning him into practically an oc but it's even worse in canonverse#or literally any au where he suffers the same amount as he does in canon. bc then what's your excuse for watering him down.#it feels like forcing him into this very clear cut mold you see in every media when he is literally. not that.#no one in bsd is honestly that's part of its charm imo. they all subvert your expectations of their character archetypes#i think this is why it's making me so angry bc it doesn't feel like just misunderstanding the character but also the whole story. in a way.#am i going too far? perhaps. i dunno. i do feel less Dirty after letting out this frustration tho.#complaining session is now officially over okay. yes. sorry. i don't mean to offend anyone sorry if i sound mean at any point.
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I just hate that i haven't given anyone a reason to keep caring about me or to want to put themselves on the line again. I just want to be a person that doesn't hurt the people around them and can be worthy of /safe to give that time to
#I'm trying not to run from all these feelings so that i can actually do something with them but it hurts and im scared#no right to complain but i gotta rant#im just really scared because its obviously too late#but i still need to be a better person and companion ig#couldn't find a better word than companion#rant#vent#doing therapy anyways
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