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One of the trash things about childhood trauma is getting used to unhealthy feelings and thought patterns and being unable to recognize that it’s not normal. You don’t know what most people feel or how they think. Then you ignore some problems and exaggerate others because you don’t realize that some things are normal and other things aren’t.

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i could add a few more stages to grief if they let me

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there are always new and exciting abandonment issues yet to be discovered

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don’t bother, you will just be dissapointed.

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it did not work.

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I always think about calling you when I'm drinking

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wish $20 was $20 again.... it's literally $5. if ur fucking lucky

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i hate that being emotionally unavailable is so associated with masculinity. which is why i must stay emotionally unavailable. for feminism.

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Susan Sontag, from “Reborn: Journals and Notebooks, 1947-1963″

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can people not hang out bc they're busy or is it bc they hate me and don't wanna see me

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Stephanie Foo, What My Bones Know: A Memoir of Healing from Complex Trauma