#I'm mad at myself for that
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One of one. One, alone, one.
#my stuff#transformers#maccadam#orion pax#d 16#d 16 x orion pax#megop#transformers one#megatron#optimus prime#megaop#I spent like an hour today reading poetry and getting mad at dumb stuff SO that's why this exists. Sorry for the lame poetry#I did what I could with the meager words i have#also english is NOT my language and i much MUCH prefer poetry in spanish#anyway I don't draw the tf1 versions of these two cuz it's so hard man#so many details#this took a couple of hours cuz i still refuse to take more than 2 hrs per page... and I'm forbidding myself from using anything but black#ok good night#si está pitero está pitero ya alv
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gentle reminder that jason has striked a god with his blade causing him to bleed, when the god was INVISIBLE, simply based on the movement around him.
#underrated jason moment part 10000000000000000000000#before y'all yap this is MAD skill I'm sorry bc cupid was INVISIBLE#jason is so slept on#y'all just collectively ignore these huh I'll just dig them out of the depths myself then#“jason just got lucky and it was a fluke” comments are probably incoming but i will ignore them#i am what you call 'the screenshot puller' in arguments I don't play when it comes to jason sorry not sorry#pjo#pjo fandom#percy jackson#pjo series#pjo hoo#pjo hoo toa#jason grace#house of hades
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Apparently much-needed reminder that reposting artists' art (by saving the images or screenshotting them and reuploading them yourself) on other platforms without the artists' expressed permission and without credit is theft and an insult to their passion and craft. You are profiting (in views, in attention, in feedback) from someone else's work and ideas, who do not get that feedback for sharing their creation.
If you are an art reposter, you are a thief and I have no respect for you.
#learn basic internet etiquette i am begging but also holding a knife. yes i'm mad. more about others than myself.#do you know how many artists i have seen leave social media because their art started being reposted all over?#tip: way too fucking many#i've had many people tell me about people reposting my art on tiktok#no one ever asked to repost my art on tiktok. ever. they just save super fried bad crunchy jpegs of my art and repost them#they get 20k likes and don't even bother naming me#also a reason i started signing my name more legibly and why my blog web address is always there but apparently no one can even read that#a few people got an ok for translations on other platforms though#i'm going to be annoying with this post and reblog it a few times to try to catch the people who apparently need to be told#tiny skk adventures#nawy's comics#nawy's doodles#apparently those are reposters' favourites so here look at this
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I found this meme chart and I SawTM them.
#like don't get me wrong#all of them can be all 3 of those things#but this fits so much with the core of their personalities#kim “no i am not going to sacrifice myself” dokja#han “i don't like sung hyunje i just think he's handsome and amazing” yoojin#cale “why is everyone mad at me i just cough 3 liters of blood but i'm fine” henituse#orv#sctir#tsctir#lcf#tcf#locf#tocf#omniscient reader's viewpoint#the s classes that i raised#my s class hunters#lout of the count’s family#trash of the count's family#kim dokja#han yoojin#cale henituse#kim roksu
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#bpd mood#bpd stuff#bpd things#heartbreak#dark aesthetic#toxic relationship#tw self destructive thoughts#tw depressing stuff#su1c1dal#i'm so mad#i feel stupid#i am so tired#why am i like this#i am alone#im not okay#living with borderline#im sad and lonely#i'm so sick of myself#loosing myself#i am sad#heart been broke so many times#tw self destruction#tw depressing thoughts#bpd feels#bpd problems#actually bpd#trauma#ptsd
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SWANN ARLAUD + LETTERBOXD REVIEWS Anatomy of a Fall (2023)
#anatomy of a fall#anatomie d'une chute#swann arlaud#vincent renzi#filmedit#flawlessgentlemen#dilfgifs#dilfsource#*#me: this man better not awake something in me#my brain giggling: oh baby girl you are in for a ride#i am SO mad at myself. i'm so predicable sometimes#the review in french says: whoever decided to put swann arlaud in a turtleneck for 2h30 deserves an award by itself
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@comicaurora art that started as a very specific au-related bit (hint: drawfing) but turned out really good?? watercolour brushes for fire effects are my new favourite
#comic aurora#aurora comic#aurora webcomic#aurora fanart#also i'm mad at myself suddenly for calling the file aurorot when tarora was RIGHT THERE. SMH#dainix aurora#dainix#e.png#digital art#originally the “sun” in his head was going to be much more stylized#but that looked bad. therefore! firey ball of gas
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"Obi-Wan’s magic had always been at its strongest when he was protecting someone. Perhaps that’s why it was easier to defeat their remaining assailants after Cody went down injured."
I had the absolute best of time working on this illustration commissioned by the wonderful @wanderingjedihistorian for their fic What It Means! If you like a good fantasy setting, swords and sorcery, Jedis as mages and the Clones as knights do check it out!
#codywan#obi wan kenobi#cody#commander cody#fantasy AU#tcw fanart#star wars tcw#the clone wars#my art#star wars fanart#fanart#knight au#knight and mage#I put so many hours into this ohmygod#I also packed it full of details that are barely visible.... but at least I know they are there#feast your eyes on the peak of my artistic talent at the very moment I can literally not outdo myself after this#I've managed to pull off tricks here that I thought I will never be able to do wow#like getting Obi-Wan's face right on the first try XD I was so mad#but he has the fanciest beard I've ever drawn#for once and after 5 hours I'm kinda at peace with Cody's face which is a very nice feeling#you'll see this cross your dash a couple times you have been warned#the price of my pride you'll get to pay :D
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Odysseus: "I need her to be Mine~" Athena: "...I can introduce you two." Odysseus: "What? Really?! Wait, you know her?" Athena: "Uh, yeah? You think you're my only pet trickster? You just said she was the 'smartest girl in the game', you think I'm gonna ignore that? I'll be right back."
Meanwhile~
Penelope: "...So...The guy who has been watching me from around corners before running away is also one of your favored mortals?" Athena: "Yes, I'm sorry, he's usually a lot smarter than this." Penelope: "...Eh, You know I've had stupid moments too. I'll go say hi."
#penelope#penelope of ithaca#epic penelope#epic odysseus#epic athena#odypen#odysseus and penelope#odysseus x penelope#odysseus/penelope#odysseus#athena#The potential fun ideas that come from Athena introducing these two as she knew them both before? Or maybe Athena shipping them both#but they see each other as “rivals” instead and Athena is like “NO! You're supposed to love each other not bicker!”#before they eventually fall in love? oooh that's a fun idea#(not doing it myself. I have my own plan for these goobers. but feel free to play with it if you wanna! :D )#Mad rambles#shot by odysseus#Mad memes#epic the musical#epicthemusical#I'm not tagging as odyssey as this is a song from Epic but yeh.#Athena can be an AroAce Icon and still ship her two favorite blorbos :3
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"it's that Jay guy"
It was my brother the whole time..
How could such a monster make me forget..
My own twin brother
I almost cried throughout this entire process guys
#sketch#art#marble hornets#artist#artwork#digital art#marble hornets fanart#color#jay merrick#jessica locke#mh jessica#marble hornets comic#whatisr3ality#angst#ough#I'm so sad and mad at myself lol
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Thinking about vampires, death, life, and the space they occupy in between
#to be or not to be. that is the question#ty adam for being my model for dramatic vampire moment#musings on the thinkings about:#when to live you are required to hurt others. you must repeatedly ask yourself what the value of your life is#To sleep... perchance to dream...#ah. THERES THE RUB.#ok I actually couldnt come up with too many thoughts. I had a lot more while I was drawing this but I guess I put them in the painting LOL#reading that soliloquy and being like damn this is just like vampires#the reality of course is that the soliloquy is a debate over suicide and ultimately making the choice to live#even if just out of fear of the unknown#and vampires are about dying and then in undeath choosing to continue to live#despite the fear of eternity and loneliness and hurting others#theyre not the same. but like let me thiiink come onnnn I'm allowed to thiiink and have incomplete thoughts#I would have to write like a proper essay about this to organize my thoughts. this is the tags on a tumblr post.#anyways finished episode 79#working on patreon stickers for this month (and next month soon)#and working on book 4. taking a pause from episodes cause I've got 3 weeks of buffer now... UGH#I'm so mad that they changed it. it would have been 5 weeks before but it's fine it's whatever#anyways yeah taking a break from episodes to make my book now!#its good stuff.#and this painting is good stuff#banger after banger from me tbh#this was a little relaxing giving myself a couple hours to muse#it's necessary for my health and I always forget that til I do a painting...#I loved doing the little landscape in the background too I should do that more! I love how plants are just like whatever shape you want#like you can make up any plant you want and not only does that plant PROBABLY exist somewhere#a weirder plant exists somewhere too. so. literally whatever you want#ok bye again for a few days while I get back to work
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Homelander’s partner specifically wearing sickeningly sweet perfumes whenever they feel annoyed with him as punishment. Trying to get homie to give them space because he’s so clingy.
POV you doused yourself in perfume and homelander's just helping you wash it off:
#HE WOULD BE REALLY MAD LOL#all your perfume would 100% go missing in retaliation#'if you don't love me anymore just SAY that'#( it's a trap DO NOT SAY THAT )#the drama would be unreal and you'd only make him Clingier#i'm so silly i laughed myself to tears looking at this gif#homelander headcanons#homelander x reader#ask and you shall receive#homelander#x reader
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super late night doodle, shoulder started protesting so this is as far as i'll go for now 😩
good night
#transformers#maccadam#transformers one#tf one#megatron#rkgk#wip#⋘ 『 ─ noms' art; 』 ⋙#i'm a little mad at myself because i actually like the tiny chibi(?) thumbnail version more than the actual drawing 🙃#she don't look too bad despite my first time drawing tf one megs so i'm somewhat proud of that aspect at least
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"See you tomorrow"
MDZS Disco Elysium AU part 4 [prev parts]
#better drawn mdzs#MDZS Disco Elysium AU#mdzs au#Lan wangji#wei wuxian#yiling laozu#Happy Belated Halloween!#digital art#Thank you all for your patience as I drove myself into a madness only known by those lost at seas alone.#I put a lot of time into this one! It's not perfect but I am very happy with it + I am so happy to put down the tablet pen.#Digital art has some nice features but I'm sticking with traditional! I need a month to recover from the 2+ weeks of torture.#Okay lets talk about the AU and the comic now#Disco elysium has some of the best existential-horror-dream sequences I have ever seen.#The dialogue here is heavily inspired by The Final Dream - A scene I'd love to talk about more were it not so heavy with spoilers.#My AU is a lot more complex than a simple character swap but I really felt like LWJ + YLLZ fit this scene.#The final dream is about being unable to move on from a lost love. From something You made holy. From something You ruined.#It is about realizing that no matter how smart you are or what you offer or how you try to change -#You will never be able to turn back time. You will never ever be able to fix what is broken. That you also have been broken for a long time#You are a fuck-up who worships the nail covered ground of someone who did not want to be holy. And even though it hurts-#You cannot let this nightmare go. The pain keeps the love close. It is worse to forget. You promised to remember.#WWX died thinking LWJ disliked him. LWJ lost someone he thought was revolted by his love.
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Sorry for being such a poopyhead and letting my negative emotions take ahold of me and control my thought process for nearly 3 days guys anyways self-esteem has been recovered (somewhat) and now I'm just doing a colorblind challenge using Caine to test if I can still paint
(I disabled colors on my screens and therefore CANNOT see any of the colors even in this screenshot, I'm relying purely on values and all I can see are black and whites) (EDIT: Okay, I forgot the exception to this challenge was Caine's eyes because I wanted it to be the same as his original palette just in case this attempt's palette was too unrecognizable.)
I also discovered I like cooking as a hobby during those 3 days of self-reflection. I should stop being terminally online more often
#Ziku's insane rambles#life update#personal post#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc caine#caine#art wip#digital art#the last three days were both hellish and eye-opening#so I'm still glad I took that break#turns out it's even what I needed for myself#before I took the break I was having MAD doubts about my artistic skills and very bad thoughts#now I'm back on the saddle again#sometimes all you need is to take a step back#when things feel overwhelming; step away from the keyboard#trust the process :)
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time to find out what's up! what's wrong little lady?
#sundrop#sundrop fnaf#moondrop#fnaf security breach fanart#dca fandom#fnaf dca#sad face#i keep getting distracted#might not be able to finish this before hallow's eve T^T#i'm so mad >:'( at myself
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