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Drabble # 1 — post young avengers present #6
He doesn’t stop running until he’s miles away from the building on the Upper East Side. Away from the trouble he could get into for breaking into the temporary Avengers Tower. And away from Kate Bishop.
And it's only when he stops that he starts to actually think about what he did. And realize just how much of a jerk he’d been.
“Well, but you are a jerk, aren’t you, Tommy?” he muttered to himself, shaking his head angrily.
Yeah, most of the time, to most people. But he’d never gone so far as to abandon someone, to leave a friend behind in a moment of trouble. He thought he wasn’t like that. But… well, maybe he’d been wrong.
“Then again…” he tried to argue with himself, forcing a small smile that quickly faded. “We were only there because she wanted her bow back. If she hadn’t talked about it…”
He stopped, closing his eyes tightly before rubbing a hand over his face. That was a lousy excuse, and he knew it. From the start, this whole thing was his idea. Because he had second intentions, of course. He wanted to hook up with her, and the quickest way to do that was to please her, right? Also, committing a little crime didn't seem a bad idea at that point. It was exciting.
So he’d convinced her and brought her there, thinking he was helping her, that she deserved her equipment back—that it was unfair it had been taken from her, and he could help her get it. But then… the Avengers showed up, and he kida panicked.
He hadn’t expected that. He hadn’t planned on anything other than sneaking in and getting the gear without being noticed. He didn't plan that far ahead nor did he had a plan for if they get caught. Because that wasn't supposed to happen.
"She did said go—" He reminded himself, only to add. "but was she talking about going home or for you to get out of there?" He didn't know for sure, and he didn't stay to find out.
Because he just ran. Without thinking twice. Without doing something to get Kate out of there too. He just listen the aproaching avengers, and the word go and he just ran, without thinking much about her. He left her to her own devices in a split second.
They went in there together, but he left alone.
He escaped like a jerk. Like a coward. He was well aware of that now. But now was too late.
"Which is ironic, because you could have had all the time in the world to think about it, but you didn't."
But what else could he have done? He couldn’t risk getting caught and thrown back in juvie, even though this whole mess was his idea. And if anyone had to take the blame for this little silly heist, he figured Kate would get off easier than he would. Maybe that was her plan all along? Cover for him? Even after everything? The older Avengers actually liked her, right? They wouldn't go too hard on her.
“You’re a damn idiot,” he muttered to himself. “There was plenty you could’ve done, don’t lie to yourself. You could’ve taken her out of there with you. But you didn’t, because you’re a damn idiot who only thinks about yourself. What a joke of a hero.”
He leaned against the wall of the alley where he’d ended up, cursing himself.
In the past, this wouldn’t have bothered him at all. He wouldn't spend a second thinking about what had just happened. He’d gotten himself out—what else mattered? But now… things were different. He was feeling guilty. Because he knew he’d put Kate in trouble. And Kate… well, he really liked Kate. For real. Not only because she was the most beautiful girl he'd ever seen. She was just great in every way too. She was a teammate, his partner, and the funniest, most badass girl he’d ever met.
He knew he might have blown any chance he’d ever had with her because of this. But he hoped, deep down, he hadn’t ruined his chances of being her friend moving forward. Besides Billy, Kate was the only one who actually seemed to enjoy his presence in the Young Avengers, and they were a solid team together. He couldn't stand the idea of having broken her trust.
And this was a new kind of pain that he never felt before. He hated it.
He sighed, feeling defeated. "Ok Tommy, think about it." He told himself. "What can you do?"
Right now, he had three options: he could go back, but he knew that was a terrible idea. The Avengers would still be there, and it would only turn things into an even bigger mess, no matter how fast he was.
The second option was to wait a bit, then head over to Kate’s place and apologize. See if she was okay. But Tommy knew that was an even worse idea. She’d be probably furious with him, and rightfully so, and he’d probably get a punch in the face or an arrow to dodge (which he knew he deserved).
The last and best option was to go home and try to fix this mess tomorrow, that is, if Kate even wanted to talk to him after that. She probably wouldn't, and he couldn’t blame her for that. That was on him, and as much as he hated to admit, he knew fixing it would take time, It would be slow, but he’d have to try.
He was willing to do whatever it took to make it up to her.
#So I’m both excited and#a little nervous to be#posting this because#I’m still getting used to#his voice & his personality#but this idea came to me#as I finished reading the comic#and I just had to#get it out of my head#And honestly#even tho this might not be perfect#I'm kinda proud because#this is my first time writing#and posting something like this#especially for a canon character#so it’s a win :D#Also I apologize if there are any mistakes#English isn’t my first language#so feel free to point out#anything that might need fixing#I’d really appreciate#the feedback as I work to improve#❛ ━━ › ⌜ outside the hex / ooc tag⌟#❛ ━━ › ⌜ DRABBLES⌟
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House of the Dragon (2022 - ) // Dune (2021)
#forgot i had this in my drafts lmao#but i'm posting it because the coloring match and i'm kinda proud of it 😌#aegon ii targaryen#alicent hightower#house of the dragon#hotd#hotdedit#jessica atreides#paul atreides#dune#duneedit#**
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sorry these kinds of comments have been really pissing me off recently lol
#it's been kinda hard for me to pinpoint WHY exactly these sort of comments feel insulting#but i think it's mostly because it implies my original work is purposefully and inherently derivative of things i have no connection to#while i think being derivative in art is. kinda unavoidable in a sense (and something i'm aware i do consciously and unconsciously)#it feels like a slap in the face when people imply that my work cannot hold its own merit and need to be compared to#something in the popular conscious#and like sometimes people don't know it's original art which is fine#but it also doesn't hurt to ask if it's original instead of just. immediately assuming or comparing it to something else#i know this will only get more difficult as i continue to drift away from fanart and fan works#but i really want to be able to be proud of my original work and i want to share more! because it's a part of me!!#but its really hard when it feels like i'm always going to be compared to things people care about more!!!! AAAUGH#god. ok sorry i need to get that off my chest. if anyone compares computer angel to TMA again im gonna start eating drywall#fern's sketchbook
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Pokemon Legends Arceus fan comic, where Jirou has disappeared and Volo has complicated feelings about it. (And maybe figures out that there's a bit of a God in that little phone of Jirou's)
#pokemon#volo#adaman#irida#sabi#pokemon legends arceus#original character#ocs#Jirou#fanart#mine#tagging all the characters because I caaaaaan#hhrhhghhg#I've been sitting on this idea for a while ever since I noticed in one playthrough that NPCs acknowledge quest markers on the Arc phone#And I thought about how Volo might want his hands on that#I had a week off from work and what I did with that time was Draw A Lot#I didn't expect this to turn into an 18 page monstrosity#I expected like 8 or 10 at most#but I got to draw Volo a lot. And Jirou. It was fun#this has been brewing for a while and I finally did something with it#Kinda proud about that#Finished a big project!#Now I'm mortified about showing it to people! oh well!#I only watched House MD while drawing and I got to the end of Season 3#that's a lot of hours spent drawing
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More cozy older gotham nygmobblepot plzzzz the way you draw them it's so hrdxbhe
Does this count? The first meeting with older Martin
Not really nygmob but don't worry, more older nygmob is in the future
#my art#sketchy sketch#gotham#kinda#oswald cobblepot#edward nygma#nygmobblepot#martin cobblepot#gotham martin#gotham penguin#gotham riddler#oswald is gonna be a mess when martin comes home#I'm thinking oswald isn't happy about martin getting involved with criminal stuff at first#because all his loved ones die#but also he is very proud of him#ed is in the middle trying to survive having to dad suddenly#no options he dad now
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he's gona get'cha!!!
i'm late but not not a whole week late which i'll count as a W
zoom ins and also a progress gif because i can
i used textstudio's edotor for all the fonts
C: ok bye please reblog <3
#tf2#tf2 fanart#spy tf2#personal fav#fgeuiesui i spent so long on this#also didnt know id i liked it better with or without the filters so you get both versions#i did make up most of the mercs' names because freakin can!!!!! jeremy is polish because i said so!!!!#oh and i was obviously inspired by a lot of 70's-ish horror movie posters#this took me so long but it's finally here#i'm so proud of this#especially how the lighting looks#there's not AS MUCH detail here as the merasmus comic but i'm still very proud#also he looks kinda fucking silly without the lighting i might post it LMAO#ok enough rambling byeee#gif
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bun ny bunny bu nny bunny ? @wolfertinger666
#salem#original character - salem#wolfertinger666#Hi Ryeders This Is The Dawing I Said I Would Post#dropping that act AA i'm really proud of this actually#i usually will just fill bucket or default pen to colour#but this time i used a TEXTURED MARKER B) and did it manually it was awesome !!#i've wanted to draw salem art for a while now!!!#his art is rlly inspiring to me!! i've drawn more straight up furry things rather than ke/mono/mimi things because of him :]#and experimenting more with style too :D#and also he's kinda relatable :) as a fellow fat black trans man with no top surgery who came from a heavily religious background and is..#..now living with his mom that is transphobic to the point that it is almost life-threatening#it's really great to see him here despite everything ya'know?#so i can go on too :)#Well Anyways Ryeders Thank You For Reading#I Will See You Next Time I Post Something#Which May Be Soon. Like A Week Or Two Maybe#All In MsPaint Sourry..#Okay Bye Ryeders I Love You !!#bad art tw#<- art tag goes at the end this time because NO!!! This is NOT bad#so sourry if u don't like being tagged in rando fanart
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Memories 2016 - Blood Sweat & Tears MV Making Story cr. 0613data Suga and Jimin (redux)
#bts#min yoongi#suga#bts suga#park jimin#jimin#bts jimin#yoonmin#bangtan#bangtan sonyeondan#bts gifs#suga gifs#jimin gifs#my gifs#bs&t#redux#i was gonna add this to the queue but i kinda want it up today#because i'm like stupid proud of these#so... here you go lol#Yoongi’s 🍑
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Red Robin, who?
I've been dying for some Nightwing Tim ever since I heard that the author of the Ric Grayson storyline has wanted to have Tim take up the mantle. Here's my interpretation of what that might looked like, if we'd gotten it.
(p.s. the cape is supposed to look like his bird wing cape, I just couldn't figure out how to do that. And I cheated on the background.)
#tim drake#red robin#or not#nightwing#nightwing tim drake#batman#batman dc#batfam#bat family#been putting off posting this because i didn't know how to tag it but I'm really proud of it even if it is kinda wonky#timothy drake#tim drake wayne#discowing
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Thinking of the Nie disciple that told Nie Mingjue it was Meng Yao who stayed behind to clean up corpses on the battlefield today.
Nie Mingjue didn't just randomly stumble upon poor lil meowyao eating bread in the novel, he was already looking for him to thank and reward him for his work.
That's what makes it so fun that nieyao's first conflict will end up being about someone else taking credit for Meng Yao's work.
And I'm sure that Nie Mingjue's actual opinions on plagiarism are a lot more nuanced, all we really get from him in this scene is "well you shouldn't kill someone over it!" which leaves a lot of room for what punishments he thinks are appropiate. But I bet that it isn't occuring to him in this moment that the only reason he knows Meng Yao at all, the only reason he got such a capable deputy, is that he noticed someone was taking care of the dead and cared enough to want to know their name. And then the Nie disciples didn't lie to him. The disciple he asked could have said "it was me, Zongzhu" to rise in the ranks himself, but he didn't. He went and asked others, who all also could have taken the credit, but they didn't. Someone saw Meng Yao working and decided to be honest about it and that simple decision is the catalyst for Meng Yao becoming Nie Mingjue's deputy.
Meng Yao can't just work hard to get results, others have to acknowledge that work. If they don't, it's as if he didn't do anything at all.
#i'm very proud of the phrase poor lil meowyao. i'm sure i'm not the first one to come up with it but i'm proud nonetheless.#mdzs#mdzs meta#nie mingjue#meng yao#anyway this isn't a nmj bashing post i think 'ok that's bad but don't do MURDER' is overall a pretty reasonable reaction#but the emotional disconnect is fun to ruminate on. I bet meng yao IS thinking about that moment while coming up with his fake-suicide plan#anyway i always laugh a litle whenever anyone wonder if meng yao looking a bit pitiful was all some master stategy to get nmj to like him#because like... no. no that would be a stupid plan and also involved way too many factors he couldn't control.#and also!! he was already doing something else to try and get nmj's attention. all of that fucking work!!#if you plan on getting nmj– guy famous for valuing merit and hard honest work– to like you what is more useful:#looking a bit like a sad little wet cat in case he comes across you? or. Working really hard and being more useful than everyone else?#ding ding ding it's the latter.#nmj is ALSO a bit weak for someone looking like a kitten left in the rain but that's not well-known at all and meng yao didn't know him yet#anyway the fact that that is his plan does mean he's very aware how much it hinges on other people not just lying and saying they did it.#i wonder what networking efforts lil heijan meng yao was doing. trying to make friends with all the other disciples.#walking the tightrope of being accomodating but not a doormat so people see you as someone to rely on rather than take advantage of.#as much as we know not everyone in the nie is as righteous as nmj it does seem like there is a culture of taking pride in your own work.#even the cultivators who bully him in the novel just seem think it's funny he's working so hard.#using someone else's actions to prop yourself up is kinda like admiting they're better than you. a wound to their pride if nothing else.
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Heads up! There is going to be a very long and detailed post about making sausages dropping in a few hours.
It's got a big red content warning and a readmore, so nothing is going to get gruesomely dropped on you, but make sure you add "butchery" or "cw butchery" to your tag filters to be extra safe if the idea of processing animal carcasses is upsetting to you!
It also has an image of sausage casings before they're scraped. I tried to whack the post with as many CWs as I can think of but I'd recommend "cw meat" or "cw organs" if you need them.
#I also kinda started infodumping about sausages in general#It's a lot more of a food post than a lore post#And that's because 1. I'm hungry and 2. I want to make a whole official warrior bites entry on clan sausages#Delving into how the sausages tend to be different between Clans because of their environments and preferences#The person who sent the ask seemed to be requesting technical info#So technical info they GOT#Funfact about me. One of my ancestors sold hot dogs for a living.#You all jest about silly American in the hamburger mine working hard for 1 rock and roll disk.#But I am from proud lineage of hotdogslingers. I have no need of rock and roll disk#I hot dog out of pride. For honor. A lone ranger.#''Gee Bones why do you like food so much'' my blood is hot dog water#Also I am not squeamish at all. Like. I'm chronically unsqueamish when it comes to meat and overestimate the comfort of other people#SO I try to make up for it with ample warnings like this#Since I got some new followers who may not be used to the Regularly Scheduled Strange Topics or how I do stuff.
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@priellan COME GET THE BOY!!! ✨
Some different ideas for how that could go down >:D And me picking something personally self indulgent again asdlfjsdLJSDGLDSJG I wanna see him with a Tangled rapunzel length hair braid... it would be so pretty...
#Trigun Stampede#Trigun Stampede Spoilers#Vash the stampede#vash trigun stampede#Isa's fanart#InsertSomthinAwesome#Isa doobles requests#May2023#priellan#I'm not tagging date asdlfJSDLKGJSDLGJKSDG#i sat down and went. I am not going to out myself as a Somnium files enjoyer through trigun fanart#SDFKJSDLKGJSDGLSD I NEED TO REBLOG SOMETHING FIRST xD#admittedly that would've been funny tho#THis was some good fun :D#Let me know if you need a version without spoilers because I understand he was kinda outta nowhere asdkfJSLDGJSDLGSD#boy needs something to keep all that hair out of his face good GRIEF#Uh xion don't read the tags past this point because I'm rambling about somnium files nonsense WHEEZE#friend 1 talking about date: I love how proud he looks like he did it himself#friend 2: the last one tho Date's been giving pointers I see#Guys my friends are making Date out to be dadding Vash and I can't handle the wholesomeness of that thought#(he would tho)#Lore: Meryl did the third one WHEEZE#the mid head high tail#she did her best. but bless her she also has short hair and no idea how to manage it
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club bodytalk's latest addition! his name is ulysses and he used to (unwillingly) work for maxtac with reid for many many years but now he's free and on a path of self discovery (figuring out he's bisexual as fuck)
taglist (opt in/out)
@velocitic, @deadrlngers, @euryalex, @ordinarymaine, @gurathins;
@mojaves, @shellibisshe, @dickytwister, @mnwlk, @rindemption;
@ncytiri, @calenhads, @noirapocalypto, @florbelles, @radioactiveshitstorm;
@strafethesesinners, @fashionablyfyrdraaca, @aemondtargeryen, @radioactive-synth, @katsigian;
@estevnys, @elgaravel, @aezyrraeshh, @carlosoliveiraa
#cp2077#cyberpunk 2077#art#art:ulysses#nuclearocs#nuclearart#i say unwillingly because he kinda got lured in there by recruiters and then only After signing up learned that there was a loyalty pledge#and then he could not figure out a way for himself to like. get outta there. so then he was just kinda stuck working for maxtac for YEARS#BUT IT'S OK NOW. ALL IS WELL. he is now a proud bodytalk employee. security like most others that work there :]#reunites with reid here too. ends up kissing him obviously because he used to have a massive crush on him back at maxtac#(didn't know what it was though because he hadn't figured out his sexuality back then but now he has)#he's a fun little guy :] very chill and laid-back. does his job well. excellent with a precision rifle#dresses like a frat boy at the beautiful age of somewhere over 30 i'm still figuring out the timeline but like#he looks like 25 but he's well in his 30s. but that's essential to his character#something something not having lost his boyish charm despite what he was put through at maxtac etc etc. you know what i mean#very good hugger :]
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just learn how to draw your demon slayer covers. it's not that hard loser
Omg you're so right, that's exactly what I'm doing from now on. Thank you so much for helping me out anon!
Doesn't she look just like in the anime?
#Poor Nezuko#Why do I feel kinda proud though#I mean she doesn't look as bad as I thought she would#This literally took me 30 minutes#I can't stand you petty anons anymore#i'm not an artist#I'm just a fanfic writer okay#demon slayer x reader#demon slayer#I'm doing this for all of us#Because I'm a lousy artist#Like would you read a fic with that as a cover?#demon slayer nezuko#demon slayer fanfic#writers on tumblr#writerscommunity#female writers#writeblr#writer stuff
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Ummm!! So i went on a little trip with my family to some mountains nearby, this June,,, and i took some pictures of the scenery i felt that were very aesthetic ! (Atleast to me, because i LOVE taking pictures of a beautiful sky) So, i felt it would be a waste to NOT share some of my favourites with you guys :D
Heres some of the scenery from Pakistan , brought to you by your very own Mun! :-
(This one is my ABSOLUTE favourite ajsnfikridhj because there was a sudden blackout when i snapped this, which makes it look like this came straight out of a horror movie! Haha)
(Mid-Drive smudge but atleast we captured the sunset!)
(and idk but i felt like having just the moon shining your path at night has a vibe of its own. I like that vibe, it's very nostalgic for me)
(Tumblr is making them look grainier ;_; oh)
#photography#Pakistan#Mountains#Aesthetic#photos#ooc#i was feeling very proud of these that my dad suggested i share these on the internet#therefore i am!#funfact on this trip i nearly lost my thumb#because it got struck by the spinning blades of a drone while i was trying to help land it xD haha#suffice to say some of my blood is splattered onna wooden bridge somewhere in the mountains of Pakistan because my finger was FRCKED#but luckily i pressed on it hard immediately so it recovered eventually#i think by sharing this i share a bit of myself with you guys which kinda feels really nice and i know im not the best photographer out-#-there but yeah its still special to me because i captured them :) and i lived them!#by the way i have received a rather long but SUCH. a. NICE. ask on here that i want to answer immediately but I can't :'(#i want to draw Umer thanking the asker but I can't draw it roght now as I'm busy#but if the sender is reading this please know your words have reached me and i will respond to you soon enough hopefully!! much love to u#bye bye for now~
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Drew my favorite boy Moia for practice.
#I finished this in like three hours cause I was so drawing deprived#the water looks kinda wonky maybe because I drew it without a reference but I'm still proud of this#I think it looks pretty#He's a summer water spirit so he can walk on water#he goes splishy splashy#I'm working on some oc refs but after that I'm planing to draw another wof piece#oc#oc art#oviraptor#art#digital art#cinnamon's doodles
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