#I'm desperate for them
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IS THAT????? ZING-ASTIC??????? ZING-ASTIC!!!!!
#not art#zing-astic#rc9gn#rc9gn bucky#rc9gn randy#bucky#randy#bucky rc9gn#randy rc9gn#bucky hensletter#randy cunningham#IM GONNA DRAW THEM IN THEIR OLD DESIGN YK????#I CANT STOP THINKING AB THEM#RAHHHHHHDDS#AND ALSO JULIAN WAS LITERALLY AN EMO I'M CRYING#zingastic#zing astic#cunningletter#bucky x randy#randy x bucky#I'm desperate for them#im sorry
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Me today *casually walks into a comic book store in a mini skirt, high heeled boots and a little blazer asking for Hellraiser or/and Pinhead comics*
#Sadly they were all sold out :'(#But the guy working there was nice and he told me that Hellraiser 1 was filmed just down the road!!!#hellraiser comics#I'm desperate for them#text#rambles
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the suit isn't complete until martha kent says so 🗣🗣🗣
#my adventures with superman#maws#superman#dc comics#clark kent#kara zor el#martha kent#used this as an excuse to draw the new suit#drawn before s2 ep10 so kara's suit may be inaccurate to her canon supergirl suit#but as someone with zero DC knowledge it's been interesting to see how up in arms people get over the trunks#as if martha kent would ever let her son go out there in a skin tight suit#i'm also desperate for a scene similar to s1 ep2 but kara is there#LET THEM GO HOMEEEEE
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mourning black and the death of ideals
#i haven't moved on from this yet. btw. i'm still here#finally decided to draw the thought i've been ruminating over for days on end bc it's like a parasite eating away my brain#stated this on the initial post i made days ago but there's just smt so gut wrenching and sickening#about how dazai will have worn black exactly twice in his life: once as a member of the mafia and now at kunikida's funeral#a color that initially signified devotion to the mafia and his demon prodigy alias now signifies his grief#him having to wear black again at the funeral of another doomed fatalist who chose his heart over his survival. his own partner.#kunikida's death being so reminiscent of the tragedy that initially caused him to defect and flee#and everything tying together full circle and effectively breaking him#asagiri rly said fuck knkdz it's doppover we lost gang 😭😭😭#why did bro leave that fucking notebook behind#fool. do you know that angst potential you have left me to work with?#love never won in bsd. it lay dead and festering#i don't know how much longer i can keep saying i miss them. i'm going to kill myself if he doesn't come back#i've never wanted something to be death bait so desperately#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#kunikidazai#knkdz#kunizai#(??? technically. its implied anyway)#lotus draws
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NORMAL PEOPLE KNOCK.
#NORMAL PEOPLE KNOCK!#sorry☺️sorryyy#TIM#sorry! 😚#NORMAL PEOPLE KNOCK!!!#im literally insane about them i fear#slowly discovering the other names the ship has and slowly but surely integrating myself in there. like a fungus#tma#the magnus archives#art cabinet#tim stoker#martin blackwood#martim#timartin#need to go listen to them bicker again. please where is the compilation they need one like jonmartin. <<< can you tell I'm desperate
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spirk using telepathy to keep each other alive. kirk, desperate, psy-null and untrained, reaching clumsily into spock's dying mind and pulling, dragging spock's essence into himself, wrenching him forceably from the very jaws of death and holding him there through sheer strength of will, saying you can't die, i won't let you, you can't leave me, i need you, and binding him to life and to himself until it's impossible to fully separate them. spock, more skilled, carefully managing each one of kirk's vital signs - keeping his heart beating steady, his lungs drawing breath, his temperature within a safe range, all while suppressing kirk's pain, and at the same trying, vainly, to keep their minds from tying themselves inexorably together, but they're pressed too close and he can't, and he hopes that kirk will forgive him, for bonding them like this (he will, of course he will), but the alternative, letting kirk die, was - unthinkable.
#no matter which direction it goes the one who formed the bond feels so guilty about it because That's Marriage & they never got permission#and the other just looks at them and says “i would have married you the day we met if you'd only asked”#it works both ways because they are both so stupidly down bad#i think there's a special sort of devastation with telepathy like this because If They Fail - they have to feel the life drain away#you tie yourself to them and you know that if it doesn't work. if they die. it will feel like your soul has been torn from you#because you're in love! and in order to save them you've taken them into yourself and given yourself over to them#so when they die - they take you too. maybe not ALL of you but certainly part. neither one can die without tearing the other to shreds now#star trek#star trek tos#tos#spirk#james t kirk#spock#jim kirk#k/s#tbh i've got a fic (SLOWLY) cooking which features spock desperately holding kirk to life while bones (panicked) operates on him#(w/ some mcspirk vibes because bones is afraid that if he loses kirk he'll lose spock too but spock refuses to let go)#but i'm such a slow writer so. in the meantime here's this
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Recently Youtube's algorithm really wants me to watch Schindler's List and I never had so the other night I sat down and actually watched it.
Having a lot of thoughts about it but a major one I keep coming back to is how even an immensely and deeply flawed human being can go against "just following orders" and instead put in the work to actually help.
It may never be fully enough. It may never save as many as you'd hoped. But when you have a choice to either follow orders or save your fellow humans in front of you, I hope you choose the latter.
Schindler died in poverty. He was not a renown war hero nor was he at all famous or widely beloved. But he saw that he could help, even in some small way, and so he helped.
He was a Nazi who saw what the Nazis were doing to Jews and said no more. Enough. If I can even spare those under my charge, maybe a few extras, then at least I will have tried to do something about this.
I think a lot of people do not fancy this type of activism. It is messy, dangerous, and often completely thankless. Schindler survived as long as he did after the war due to those he saved helping him with donations. He was not popular in his hometown due to his association with Nazis, he was not popular in Germany, he was not popular in Argentina. His businesses all failed. His wife left him. A movie about his deeds was released several years after his death, where he would receive none of the benefits. He went to prison multiple times for simply refusing to hate Jews.
I think a lot of people like to think they're activists, but are sorely unprepared for doing this type of work, and then in truth become activists in name only. This is hard work. But without him, another thousand or so people would be on that death toll.
He took his position of extreme power- a Nazi owning a factory almost entirely operated by Jews, making oodles of money off that cheap slave labor- and said you know what? No. I'm not doing that. I can't save everyone, but as long as they are within my factory, you will not kill my workers. As long as I'm here you aren't harming one hair on the head of any Jew under my care. You're not sending or keeping them in Auschwitz. You're not randomly executing them for entertainment. They're people. You're not murdering them.
"Just following orders" they say. But they didn't have to. They could have helped. They could have did what he did, look around and say "what the fuck am I doing here", and stop. He did. They could have. They didn't.
#I think it's also intereating that he did not do it out of compassion at first#he did it because it was smart capitalism#jewish labor was super cheap and they were desperate to be considered fit to work because otherwise execution was waiting for them#only after the cleansing of the ghetto did he say whoa okay holy shit yeah no I'm not doing this anymore#that's also true of the real man the movie is about#I also think it's interesting that not everyone he saved thinks he was a good person#but even still despite his flaws they respect and admire what he did for them#his motives were not always pure#but the fact of the matter is that when he saw what was happening he chose to act against it#he did not shrug and saw welp orders are orders#nor did he succumb to hopelessness when it became difficult to keep up what he was doing
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Great and Tyme being worried about each other
4MINUTES (2024) EP. 5
#4 minutes#4 minutes the series#greattyme#thaidrama#uservix#userrlaura#raeblr#userbon#mjtag#rinblr#esmetracks#userrlana#userpetri#tusersilence#dramasource#dailyasiandramas#asianlgbtqdramas#fyeahthaidramas#tansgifs#gifs:fourm#i made this so i could stare at their expressions during those scenes truly masterclass in acting#the way you can feel great's pain in the 4th gif when tyme yells to let them try to kill him#the way great is just searching for anything to grasp at when showing his worry about tyme's well being didn't work in the 6th gif#and great desperately saying his grandma#he is so split between holding onto his parents and holding onto tyme because he doesn't want to lose what they have#and clearly he knows asking tyme to do it for him alone wouldn't work not only because he has no right to#but also because he simply doesn't think he even mean that much to tyme. it's not like he knows what it's like to mean stuff to people#i mean shit look at his relationship with his parents. so he uses grandma and it works#anyways i love the little smiles in gifs 14 15 16 when he can feel that tyme is worried about him#all i'm gonna say about tyme is we need to put that man on suiciide watch. anyways that's what I can say from great pov
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yr so right fr the tgchk/3rdwheel tsuyu thing...,.... 3rdwheel i think underrated dynamic HEARMEOUT. hear me out.
1ly i love me some drama espcially in my freakships.
2ly it can be very funny. recently read a fic where one girl is like "shes talkingshitaboutme. shes sooooooo talkingshitaboutme" and her friend is like "OoooKay" (psychologically revealing)
like yeah you are acting like a weird obsessive freak. ackshually. and its funny and i wuv it. yr friends dont want you to kiss but iiiiiiiii do
freakship exactlyyy i love togachako being completely abnormal abt each other and Tsuyu being caught in the crossfire
AND IK PPL HATE LOVE TRIANGLES but wouldn't it be so funny if Tsuyu did have a little girlcrush on Ochako at first but eventually she mostly got over it + assumed she's straight, only to find herself getting dragged along for thinly veiled dates between her best friend and the girl that tried to kill them 1000 times isn't that so silly
#3rd wheel tsuyu ily I'm sorry#she's desperately trying to keep an open mind but she's on her last straw#tsuyu tries to sabotage their relationship at least a couple of times before she learns to stop being a hater#but by then there's already a feud between her and toga#toga pulls her aside one day and she's like yk what ASUI 😠 you're not my friend anymore#and tsuyu's like 🐸 okay?#togachako#bnha#toga himiko#tsuyu asui#uraraka ochako#i love these girls i need to read 20000 words abt them#ask#val talks#my artwork#if u can call it that
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(part 2) I think Dream got pretty scared
(part 1)
#the sandman#hob gadling#dreamling#dream#dream of the endless#delirium of the endless#i'm so so sick rn#been coughing up my lungs. i could use comfort#so i made them desperately hug
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#raphael bg3#raphael#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 voice lines#you do NOT understand. how these lines have lived in my head rent free like a mindflayer tadpole since i saw them#i still don't even know if he can actually say this or if it's just a dead/untriggerable dialogue but. my god. actually hearing it finally#the desperation in his voice... AUGH#like i'm just saying.. if i could write... this line has got So Many Ideas rattling around in my head jkdsnhdlkfhjgwrfjhg#please imagine me as that prozd video where he reads that set of tags#you have no idea YOU HAVE NO IDEA im crazy im crazy im crazy etc#mine
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"can megatron see the ghosts?" sometimes :)
haunted au
#i talk a lot <3#tfone#transformers one#maccadams#optimus prime#megatron#tf primes#megatronus prime#solus prime#prima prime#onyx prime#vector prime#my art#haunted au#they're totally bluffing my the way. they cannot actually do anything and this is a last resort.#no they aren't incredibly pissed off about this they're totally normal about the fact they can only stand and watch#as their little brother is almost killed in front of them they're not hanging by a thread what are you talking about#'why are there only five of them?' good question#the watsonian explanation is that manifesting like this takes a tremendous amount of energy and five of them doing it at the same time#is already pushing it. normally it wouldn't be worth the strain this puts on both them and optimus but desperate times and all that#the doylist explanation is that i'm tired and this already took way more time than it should have :( it's actually embarrassing ://#and fitting thirteen bots in one shot is so fucking hard OTL
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Something I really like about timebomb is that Ekko actually knows what he's getting into.
I'm not really seeing it get talked about but in season 1 they mention that Ekko and the firelights help people addicted to shimmer get off it and lead more fulfilling lives within the community. I should probably rewatch the scene for the exact wording (might be misremembering tbh) but that comment implies A LOT.
First: Ekko's mission is helping people where he can, he would probably try and help Jinx even if he wasn't in love with her
Second: He has experience dealing with severe mental illness as that often goes hand in hand with drug abuse, namely depression/suicidal ideation like what Jinx was exhibiting
Third: He's probably mapped out best course of action FOR dealing with this and has already figured out his own limits/boundaries. Meaning he knew what he was getting into trying to talk Jinx out of suicide, and was thus more equipped to deal with the aftermath
Fourth: He's probably helped ex members of Silco's gang. The firelights seem to have a theme of healing and repairing and recovering, so they've probably also learned to forgive. If they're mission is to rebuild the lanes into a safe space, they can't exclude people they don't like, they have to make room for them. I think they fought Silco out of necessity, and I doubt Jinx would be the first person they help who's killed one of them.
These all might be a bit of a stretch but I think it really fits. Beyond that, it shows that Ekko can ACTUALLY help Jinx. As much as unconditional love can do, Ekko has the tools for Jinx's recovery and a path ready for her. He also probably knows that her "healthy" will look different from AU Powder's "healthy." On top of that, I expect he knows how to respect her even in the middle of psychotic breaks and won't agitate her already frail mental state
#if you would like to (respectfully) disagree with me I'll GLADLY talk with you. I can think of nothing but Arcane atm#timebomb#ekko arcane#putting it in the tags bc I want to let people agree with my timebomb takes without having to listen to my other ship opinions#uh on that note I have some Caitlyn and Vi opinions that go a bit hand in hand with this#but I think that in contrast Caitlyn and Vi are mutually self destructive#see neither of them seem to make the others mental health... better.#Vi is desperate and needs love wherever she can get it#and Caitlyn... I'm not sure. I have a hard time reading her but a lot of the vibes I get off her feel like she just likes having the power#over vi#I KNOW THAT'S A STRONG CLAIM#hear me out#Vi in her search for unconditional love does a lot of enabling#a good example is when Caitlyn arrests that henchman in episode 3(?)#Vi is VISIBLY uncomfortable with that and for good reason!#Caitlyn just locked someone up for life for... nothing?#kinda like Marcus did to her (yes Marcus was trying to protect her but I doubt that's how Vi sees it)#but Vi doesn't voice this or push Caitlyn on it#instead she asks Caitlyn not to change#not great communication on Vi's part#but also indicative of how little their values align#and how little Caitlyn actually considers Vi and her problems and history#Caitlyn doesn't help Vi heal and she turns on Vi the second Vi stops enabling her and letting Caitlyn do as she thinks is best#neither of them are ready to deal with the others problems or communicate well#again. willing to discuss this. my opinions are swayable.#I just personally found Caitlyn made the most sense and was most compelling when she was going down facist dictator path#sure she could be more but I don't think the show ever really transitioned her away from that#you can see it in the way she treats Maddy#hhhhhh I should go to bed rather than spill every last thought I've ever had
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Everyone in the tags calling Style swagless and rizzless, but can I just raise the counterpoint that the second he actually tried to be seductive, Fadel folded like the wet tissue paper he had to use to clean himself up afterwards.
#listen episode 1 tells us that style Fucks and does it often; i believe he pulls so he knows how to do it if he really wants to#he's bold enough to try things that are wild and hot enough for them to work#its just that half of him wanted to annoy/get back at fadel more than he wanted to fuck him#did fadel cave because he was desperate and repressed or because style actually is skilled at this -- i think its a bit of both#but to completely ignore the strategy in how style approaches fadel from the gym onwards is missing the bigger picture#and discredits the frankly stellar offence style mounts on fadel's impassive facade#idk why i'm so passionate about this but! Justice for Style!! 💪#Style IS sexy and he deserves to be acknowledged as such!!#the heart killers#the heart killers the series#style sattawat#fadel#fadelstyle
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🚨 RED BOYS 🚨
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#sentai#super sentai#i'm not tagging all of them lmao but i will tag#boonboomger#go onger#kakuranger#king ohger#2024 art tag#this started with drawing the sentaisukes stretching (warm up stretches warm up sketches if you will)#and then it snowballed with a few more favourites#then i felt bad leaving people out#and so here they all are! Isamu is here because i wanted a flat 30 and he felt infinitly more interesting than prince lmao#there are a few lil headcanon things on a couple of the boys but like#nothing ground shattering or in desperate need of explanation lmao#they are also kiiinda grouped up in themes/funny little connections but then a few guys are where they are cause thats where they fit lmao#(the ninjas are together - akagi/akama/akashi are together - the brothers are together etc etc)#dont mind the baseball detour i couldnt help myself
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heard u were summoning the choso sluts so hear me out… everyone writes him as desperate and inexperienced and easily overstimulated. i am ready for MEAN choso who doesn’t realize how hard he’s fucking you because he’s not human and he doesn’t know how fragile you are.
𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬; 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐨
YOU ARE SPEAKING MY LANGUAGE! AHHHHHH I love Choso whose mean and rough simply because he's overwhelmed by how good it feels and he goes feral.
Squeezing your neck, sloppily rutting his hips. Your warm, soft cunt flutters around Choso’s throbbing cock making him feral. Tilting his head back with a groan, putting some of his weight in your throat, fucking you harder.
Looking down at you, growling, “Take my fuckin cock.” You’re so hot taking his thick cock like a ragdoll. He’s so desperate and needy, your hot cunt squelching when he sinks his cock in driving him crazy.
Clutching your hips when you twist away and tap his arm. Gasping for breath, your pussy flutters around him, groaning fucking you harder. Pinning your legs by your side in a mating press giving him better view of your sore, swollen pussy.
Gliding his cock out and snaking your cunt, “I love fuckin her so hard she gets sore, fat n’ swollen. You get so sensitive.” Slamming his cock back in. Crying you reach down, splaying your fingers on his hard abs.
Pleading with him, “Please yellow! Yellow!” Gliding his cock out, sliding his hands slowly down your thighs. You’re panting, tears in your beautiful eyes.
Dipping his head between your thighs to see your soft clit. “M’ sorry I missed you so much, I got a bit excited.”
#fey’s rambles#dirty confessions#i wrote this in a rush so ahhh#he can still be desperate but that desperateness can make him feral and mean#I'm sorry I love them desperate and mean#with a sprinkle of sweet
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