#I'm alright

[art-by-a-gus]

Refresh of my dante design, happy wrath month

[pseudowho]

PMDD week is hard, because I'll be depressive, incapable, clumsy, vacant, anxious, paranoid, afraid, self-loathing, vitriolic and vicious, biting, stupid, sore and hurting and hungry and staring longingly into the infinite void...but then I'll write something so profound that it almost makes me wonder if Ernest Hemingway, Virginia Woolf and Charles Bukowski were onto something.

[nantokanarusaa]

Ao no Flag (SERIES FINALE SPOILERS!!)

Seriously, don’t read this if you are planning to read Ao no Flag. That being said, go read the manga now!!

Finally finished reading Ao no Flag and I have so many feelings. Non-coherent, rambly, messy feelings. I was looking at reactions online and what mainly boggles me about the reactions to the final 2 chapters is people being “how is Taichi suddenly gay??” My friend living on this big planet he never was (he’s bi). He most likely just realized it later in life. Did the events of his 3rd HS year help him figure it out? Heck yes. Is he suddenly bi? No.

Not all queer people pop out into this world and instantly know they are queer. Heck, it took me 23 years to figure that out. It’s not like Taichi instantly realized he likes Touma and started dating him. He knew Touma mattered to him somehow, but it took him multiple years to realize how, as evident by him maybe starting his relationship with Touma after 5 years when Touma contacted them all. He gained life experience and grew.

People go through a lot of learning, unlearning and growing. Especially if you are outside of societal expectations and norms. Taichi grew up learning to and wanting to blend in with society. “Be normal, don’t stand out too much”. Add to that low self-confidence and you feel stuck. Feel like there is only black and white. only one right answer to life. It can be very difficult to look out of this dark box, trust me, I had a tough time and sometimes still do. But it feels like Taichi thought and thought and pondered even back in high school and came to the decisions that he did.

And isn’t that what the series is about? growing as a person, making mistakes, learning, allowing yourself to be visible and vulnerable, and eventually, making choices, even if they don’t make sense to anyone else, and continuing to do so?

These two pages really hit me hard and I was wondering why. And then it hit me. This is possibly the happiest I’ve seen Taichi be since his childhood. Like genuinely happy. He’s reached max happiness points and is sharing those with Touma. He’s made his choices, and he’s happy. You can and are allowed to choose what or who makes you happy.

That’s all that matters.

[friendlyfoxpal]

Airport Goof

Based off a dream @starlust7 had about us.

I made a reason on why @dekameter couldn't meet us at the stadium. Silly airports.

Featuring, me @starlust7 Sky @verefex and @dekameter

Also later on in Star's dream of me, Star and Sky laying in bed. Then Sky gets big. Decided to fill in with what went down.

[soaps-mohawk]

Oh wow. Yeah. Right. So.. Yup got a lotta questions about this last chapter. Hwhy was the cabinet open when reader went into the bathroom? Hwhy did their training just so happen to go longer? Hwas Simon getting suspish vibes like reader because of his instincts?? Am I okay? I have the answer to that last one: nope. I'm on the edge of my freaking seat, you're able to write the anxiety, tension, paranoia, and suspense so well I cannot wait until we see what happens in the next chapter!! AHH!! Hope you're well, -💜 anon

I cam answer at least one of those questions 🤭

Why was the cabinet open??

Cause 'mega a messy little gremlin

Why did their training go longer?

Cause they were doing important stuff

Was Simon getting sus vibes??

Are you going to be okay??

Thank you, though 🥹 I'm so glad I can convey those emotions well on paper honestly it's so stressful sometimes because I can't really tell myself if they've translated well because I know what's going to happen so I feel them while I'm writing. I'm so glad to hear that I'm successful in that realm at least 💚💚

[allthedesiredusernamesaretaken]

... morning music ...

[desruc]

and it is also an amazing live performance

[krenenbaker]

I'll be back tomorrow morning to catch up on some things :)

[tinytoydragon]

On the internet, everyone knows I'm a dragon.

[fandomfluffandfuck]

I did not expect to start my morning by having my father call me the f-slur, but... uh, here we are, huh.

[timeshift-playground]

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Fuck you Quartz Prism .

[krirebr]

Soooooooo, I'm unexpectedly taking some time off work. Either going to spend this time writing a ton or, like, watching shifty reality TV.

[havithreatendub4]

#press conference #September 24, 2024 #ssiff #Modi #cast #Director #producer #Stephen Deuters #San Sebastián Film Festival #Spain

[roguecanoe]

Some season 3 finale stuff

[corpus-chorus]

'with recent developments in mind' wait, I really don't mean to pry, but just hoping you're doing okay ❣️

Okay, so I'm realizing this was kind of a bad tag to just throw out there lol - you're not the first one to reach out anon, and sorry for scaring you! I'm doing fine, the "recent developments" is referring to something related to a family member. I'm just a little more aware of things logistically and family history wise that makes me more motivated to make sure my affairs are always in order <3

[soaps-mohawk]

My gosh chapter 25 was just... Words can't even describe it was so chaotic I had to take a break halfway through because it was just so good 😅 also the way reader is acting like a needy pup is so adorable (the guys are in for a rough time with her acting like a pup in heat) Anyway thank you for the new chapter I hope things are going well for you now! 😊

Hehe yeah, horny chaos. That's pretty much what it turned out to be. Good for them though 👏 wish it were me.

The reader is so needy right now, but I don't blame her. I'd go insane with the four of them around too. All of them open for opportunities? I'm taking every chance I can get 🤭 those poor men have no idea what they're in for. Dicks are gonna be sore by the end.