#I'm actually sick this is crazy

[devilemon]

i am so unwell about her. so so unwell

[solargeist]

Every day we get closer to having a pregnant Grian on your page

You can only escape it for so long

(That sounds like a threat sorry)

i fear its already too late for me i've gone inthe pregnancy ao3 tag

[nottoonedin]

Uh oh-

Other versions under cut because I'm indecisive:

[liriostigre]

those posts and memes and videos of people saying they buy and buy books but they never read them (you know those that are like "me buying a new book: 😃, the 50 unread on my shelf looking at me: 👁️👁️. or those 100+ physical tbr booktube videos. or some bullshit like that) piss me off so much because i WISH i could afford books—the books i want to read! i read everything on my phone and all of them illegally downloaded. and no, i can't borrow books from the public library because i live at the end of the world in a small forgotten town with no local public library. i'm messing up my sight with so much screen time because i love reading while those consumerist fools can't even fathom what it's like to value things!

[polar534]

I've been thinking about what after means for my Rook and Neve. Writing it out as an exercise more than anything. Then I remembered that before there was an after, there were two weeks of hell. Those two weeks sticking with Neve on some of her darkest nights even when after seems to finally stick.

Because of course there are nights where Rook is out late. That Neve's normal exhaustion from the cases she works during the day finally hits her shoulders. The weight of the never-ending work she puts in with the remaining members of the Veilguard to try and patch up the world left behind finally catching up to her. She passes out at her desk, not remembering where Rook said she'd be. She wakes to find herself alone...

And suddenly Neve is thrown right back to those two weeks of waiting in the Lighthouse. To the quiet aftermath of Tearstone Island.

Thrown back to the days with Emmrich consulting her on ways to narrow the search, his hair an absolute mess. Blood hastily wiped across his face, his cheek cut from the shaking of his hand as his razor reminds him just how uncertain he really is. Books tossed and piled high in his office, all dead ends. She hears Taash's rage, throwing furniture that always seemed to mend itself back together. Hears them roaring into the night, trying to get their voice to carry far enough for Rook to hear. To just find them already. Remembers Lucanis locking himself in his room, his eyes bloodshot from wrestling control between him and Spite. Both unable to do anything but wait. Both blaming themselves. His questions seem to echo her own. Why had Rook called out to him before she disappeared? He was right behind her. He was the closest. Why didn't he catch her before she fell?

She's brought back to Harding's quiet sobbing hiccups and the scout swiftly drying her eyes when she saw Neve approaching. Inexplicably trying to hold it together all for her sake. Even as reports came in from all over Northern Thedas. As the news breaks of the world to the South falling to the blight. The deafening silence coming out of Minrathous, from Dock Town, somehow echoing even louder than the world's cries for help.

She's brought back to the times she was asked to enter Bellara's room to find something. Maybe an artifact that Bel had been tinkering with would help. Of course Neve would find it, she understood Bel's system better than anyone else. Nevermind the fact that her hands shook as she picked it up. That the entire room felt wrong, and her stomach flipped to stand within it.

That unease never leaves her, even as her eyes are unable to look up at the decaying nest of feathers and fur that Assan had left behind in his favorite spot. Closing her eyes only makes her see Davrin. Makes her think of just how much she would give to hear his confidence one last time. To see the determination he carried in his shoulders with everything he did, inspiring the rest of them to keep going.

His never-ending faith in Rook.

The Grey Warden's oaths her uncle taught her echo in her head.

In death, sacrifice.

She's brought back to the nights where she shakily entered Rook's room, taking care to make sure no one else would see. Neve isn't one to hope for anything, she's played that game and lost too many times. But maybe, maybe she'd catch the world off-guard. That this nightmare would come to it's end and she'd walk in to see Rook, passed out on the couch in her room, snoring loudly enough to cause an echo down the hallway.

Telling herself she knew better when the room is empty, letting the door shut behind her and ignoring the frost gathering on the glass, preventing her from seeing the water beyond...

[bonefall]

I understand being upset by the moonpaw dog post but i dont think talking about some random teen publicly (on a pretty big fandom blog) as opposed to like, dming them about it, is a very nice thing to do? Would recommend keeping that kinda gossip in dms going forward personally.

??????? "That kinda gossip???"

Saying that it's fucked up that a publicly posted incest joke about how deformed she should look went to the top of the Warrior Cats and Moonpaw tags, is gossip???

TRENDING TAGS?? GOSSIP?

I'm not talking about "some random teen," I have not even dropped a username and been VERY clear I don't want harassment of anyone. During this discussion about wider ableism against Moonpaw, I've directly answered two anons about the contents of a post that was/IS extremely popular to the tune of nearly a thousand notes.

One of those two asks was an anon who only stumbled in to say that the post was funny in a display of SHOCKING tonedeafness, while I was talking about how shitty it is to compare people who are the products of incest to unethical dog breeds, especially in the context of WC. The other was an actual XX/XY chimera who expressed that the extremely popular post hurt their feelings, and when they tried to express discomfort to someone, got told they "probably killed their twin in the womb."

It's not just one rando weenie little blog the minute half of the Tumblr space is openly laughing at a joke about deformed incest kids and hoping Moonpaw dies because she's so "gross." Not nice?? Your feelings are hurt? OTHER people's feelings were ALREADY hurt.

NOTHING about this was "nice" to begin with!

Difference is, when YOU cry me a river, you can build me a bridge, and get right the fuck over it. A person who's the product of incest cries and has to go right back to every shitty banjo-hunchback-hapsburg joke they've heard before, just feeling more unsafe about a space that PRETENDS to care about the abuse they experienced. If you feel guilty about that, maybe you should!

If you were under the impression I was ever "nice" about bigotry, you were mistaken. I don't appreciate calls for ME to be more polite when I'm at a trend of fandom ableism and calling it fucked up. I've named NO names. Sounds like what you ACTUALLY want is for people like me who have a platform to shut up.

[ysaefinn]

Pinterest has been feeding my delusions since reading your writting, and with Knight suguru i found this and yeah, he is living the dream, i think that it he could have his way, you be in his arms 80% of the day. With the last one i think he would have a heart attack if his baby kneel like that in front of him.

THIS IS SO HIM OH MY GOOODDDDDDDD 😭😭😭😭 you are so true so real you're doing God's work by sharing these TATATATAT

I mentioned this a loooong long time ago, historically speaking nobles can have personal knights assigned to them and that is the case with knight suguru!!!!!! He's supposed to be a bodyguard basically,,,,,,but obviously it doesn't stop there.

He's just so sweet such a gentleman UNIMAGINABLY devoted it makes me sick ;v; the hand kisses are a given honestly we can't have knight suguru without those,,,, he kneels to hold your ankle in his hand and brushes it gently before leaving a long lingering kiss, you can feel the warmth of his tongue too....sniff...sniff, BUT HE'S SO HESITANT ABOUT KISSING YOU ON THE LIPS I still stand by this YOU HAVE to initiate,,, he's very afraid of pushing his luck and accidentally over stepping but wants nothing more than to hold you properly without the weight of the crown looming over him TAT

I will not rest in peace until i successfully sell each and every one of you on the idea of a bold carefree royale reader who jumps into his arms in public, they're not spoiled they're just goated lmaooo a strong presence and almost free of judgment, your days consist of slow dancing in your chambers, begging him to join you for whine in your balcony and sitting on his lap under the shades of a tree while being hand fed fruit slices, pulling his hand back into your mouth to lick the juice off his finger tips and giving him a heart attack UAHHAYAYAGAUAGAYAGU TOT SAVE ME,,,,,

God the bowing down,,,, it makes me feel nauseous YOU DO NOT BELONG THERE THIS ISN'T RIGHT!!!!!!! He's grabbing you by the armpits to plot you back up on his lap like a misbehaving cat,,, would never admit that he enjoyed the casualness but no...it's not right, and not fair to you

[adustoflove]

I always think well if I dated a man, I wouldn't feel as insane. I wouldn't feel so awful or jealous. And then I remember why I came to the conclusion that I'm a lesbian. I just wouldn't care if it were a man. I just can't bring myself to care about men like that 😔😩😭

[mezucore]

[susansontag]

overconsumption in rich countries is chronic and unsustainable but by that I mean if we keep going it'll kill us. with this in mind it's pretty unfortunate how fashion brands have bred a youth culture where personal expression (and even personhood as a whole?) is based primarily on how one dresses, but in this case it doesn't at all mean making or modifying or repurposing older clothes as many past protest subcultures did, it just means buying loads of stuff you don't need and calling it core to your sense of self. the whole seasonal collection changeovers the industry does is already terrible but the fact it doesn't seem like more young people are vocally calling out this manufactured identity making is pretty dire. like this is co-optation of self-expression by multiple industries... I'm almost anti-consumption at this point like we just don't need any of this stuff )):

like yes buying secondhand is good but even better would be to not base your self-expression on mix-and-match clothing items or aesthetics or whatever to begin with. free your mind, instead become known as the woman who can identify all the regional plants or rock climb or something

[thelikesoffinn]

Okay I know Stranger Things is super not popular rn, but I just had this thought - Instagram is at fault, I swear - so imagine hiring Eddie Munson as your "professional boyfriend" for the holidays because your family sucks and you want to piss them off.

And Eddie fucking delivers, 10/10. It's utter chaos everywhere. Your mum is crying, your nan is telling you how improper this is, and your dad is fuming. Your niece is sobbing because she's a brat, and Eddie told her as much, and the one cousin no one likes is laughing so hard that the soup your brother in law brought shoots up through his nose.

I don't even need a proper romance. They can shake hands and go their separate ways. It's enough that he annoys the fam. Pure catharsis, man.

It's so much fun, I love it.

[tricoufamily]

i wish i could just pick and choose the scenes i like in ttf and get rid of the ones i don’t because if i restarted it’d be a real shame to not get to do the turbo affair arc that was planned for part 3

[melomelomuskmelon]

heyy fun fact, if you're poly and letting a third in the relationship you have to like... treat the third with the same respect you treat your other partner with. That includes if you're breaking up with both partners. you need to properly break up with the third and hear them out on their own issues with you. Instead of just wanting to block them and not say shit TO them. bitches are always exited to be poly until its not just you, your partner and your partner's sidebitch. Even funnier when the third didn't even WANT to date you and just wanted to be with your partner. [perfectly acceptable poly structure] but you HAD to insert yourself into the relationship withought his consent at all

[skinnypaleangryperson]

Why is it that it's so common amongst fandom or consumption-based culture is to cry over how bored you are, but when there's countless amount of unofficial content being made by neurodivergent or create a fans, it's looked over or "doesn't count?"

So much of American culture is so many people disregarding the entirety of thecreativity spirit, and existence of other people and only focusing on the rich and the already successful just because that's "just the way that it is".

Because those are the only people that should be worth paying attention to just because they have that big flashing a logo on their television screen, right? Same thing for writing original stories.

This is one of the countless reasons why I no longer have any respect or interest in anyone in fandom culture because it's always the same thing.

"I'm bored, and I want my favorite media to come out with new content. All this fan content that's coming out constantly is worthless and not worth the same amount of excitement or enjoyment just because it's not official, or just because it's projected differently, not to mention the countless amount of original content that's also coming out on top of that that also isn't published by a TV screen. What a shame that that specific talent or creativity is the only thing that's worth consuming to make me feel alive. Everyone else creating around me every minute of every day can't possibly ever make me feel the same way. Now I'm just dead and bored all the time."

People like that, which is most consumers, deserve to feel dead. If you're disregarding the human life and the creativity happening around you just because you're too brainwashed to offer anybody else's attention or the same amount of respect or excitement, then yeah, you're going to live a boring life. Ignore resources and you're going to suffer the consequences.p

It screams cattle sheep. It screams that people deserve to be bored and to be spiritualess dead and lifeless and unspecial. Because when all you ever do is just consume and pay attention to only the already privileged people that you were told to are the only ones that matter, of course that's what you're going to end up feeling; bored complacent and spiritually dead, instead of taking the literal constant amount of life and creativity that happens around you.

[menlove]

my blood sugars have been so high lately for 0 reason and I feel like complete ass. how do people live like this

[silusvesuius]

N*loth is literally prime NPD representation and that's just how it is. Dat's just how i feel . if iiiiiii hear anyhing ab him needing to be humbled or put in his place i'll just tear my hair out right here and match his look. not even trying to lift him up or defend him i'm just defending the mentally ill skajrim characters nobody wants to understand,