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#I can't take it anymore#Going insane#Grr#I am going to combust bye guys#I'll be back at maybe 9#Idk#I'm just very sick feeling :(#Yucky#Also it's so fucking hot but I refuse to take off my hoodie 😭#Because then it'll be goddamn freezing#WaaaaaAAAAAAHHHHH#crying#Tear#🤯
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#truly maybe i am just a pokémon photographer at this point#taillow#i do think this regional bird is a little weird. a little boring‚ maybe#i know it's very nostalgic for a lot of folks and that includes me‚ but in the grand scheme of regional birds i think it set up#a rather boring trend of normal/flying birds#along with pidgey and spearow before it#think about it. pidgey‚ spearow‚ taillow‚ starly‚ pidove… it took six generations for us to get an interesting early-route bird#fletchling was good. love the fire typing. and then we got pikipek which i believe is also normal/flying into toucannon#yeah it is so we. definitely regressed there. gen 8 gave usssssss fuck what is the galar regional bird#ugh i'll come back to that but wattrel in gen 9‚ although not my favorite design-wise‚ is interesting#because of the electric typing. some Could argue that squawkabilly is actually paldea's regional bird but#i would. disagree#gen 8's bird. i'm not gonna fuckin google this i can get it#i can fuckin remember it#here i'll queue up the next post and let you know if i remember it by then#the difference between these two posts for me is like two seconds but for you it'll be about three hours#so if you tell me the answer on this post. thank you but it will have been two weeks ago that i wrote these tags#some of you forget this. i queue posts up two weeks in advance#so i'm writing these tags on december 18th
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i think???? i've finally finished giffing the terror.
#the terror#i've got 37 more gifsets to queue up#but at this rate. i should be done posting (unless i miss a day while traveling this month) by oct 9#i think in october when i'm back from india and turkey i'm gonna rewatch s1#maybe after that i'll make some like. character specific gifsets#or parallel gifsets#etc etc#but for now.#FOR NOW.#after beginning the show for the first time on aug 19 2022 and#after posting my first terror gifset on nov 25 2022#i have giffed the entire season#(i giffed more of the eps as i went along. i was much more comfortable skipping scenes in the first few eps which i regret now)
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I love when I see posts like "Share how many crochet WIPs you currently have! I have 5, it's so many!"
Like, girl, I have unfinished projects from over a decade ago that I refuse to frog on the off chance I decide to finish them. I've found years-old projects I forgot I even started and will impulsively just finish it on the spot. I've started three different projects in the last 2 months, including one I started yesterday, that I already know I may or may not finish within the year depending on motivation.
The number of WIPs I have is infinite.
#crochet#knitting#needlepoint#sewing#embroidery#shoutout to the time it took me 4 years to make my dad a hat. and like 6 years to make a turtle for a teacher.#i picked up yarn spinning for ONE day in like 2017. i have not done it since.#there's a half finished elephant amigurumi sitting in a basket and i started that guy in like 2011#i have two maybe three shawls i know of that are sitting unfinished in a storage bag#plenty of swatches of things that i start and lose interest in#currently i have a cardigan i wanted to make and started it and then got bored so i stopped#there's a hat i was knitting for my nanna that i started maybe 2 days before she passed#and that's sat unfinished i can't even look at it. i have no clue if i'll ever actually finish it.#there's at least one skirt i never finished sewing. and two skirts i have all the materials for but haven't started.#i know i have one beach cover up dress and one cover up skirt that i started in 2017 and didn't finish.#i think my oldest work in progress though dates back to when i was 9 or 10. i made a slipper. never finished the other foot.#that was in 2005 or 06. so literally i might have WIPs older than someone who is reading this.#and those are the just some of the ones i REMEMBER. buried in my yarn stash are probably others i've just forgotten.
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A frame from an animatic I am making!! :D
#I mentioned I had a big project in the works on my last art post - and this is it!!#Been working on it (on and off) for the past 5 days!!#Should be finished and uploaded eventually lol#Have 9 frames left to draw and then I'll go back and color (MAYBE line) the others!!#This has been fun so far <3#artwork#Wild Kratts#wk#aviva corcovado#wild kratts aviva#Zaviva#<- A hint as to what this is about lol
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whenever people asked how i liked my 4-(ten hour)-day work week, i would always say i truly couldn't decide which was better because the 3 day weekends are really nice but ten hour days suck so so much, but i've been working 5 normal days starting at 9 for a few weeks to cover for my coworker's leave and. maybe this is it. my ideal schedule.
#i've never had a job that started at 9#before we changed our hours i had worked 8 to 4:30 so i was using that as my comparison#but the thing is i truly need so much sleep#i thought it would suck to still get home at 6#but i only need one more hour of sleep. which leaves me two more hours in the morning for minor chores and meal prep#which i used to have to do ALL after work after a TEN hour day#but like i'll have to cook tonight. but everything is chopped and ready to toss in a pan#going back to ten hours is starting to feel a little nightmarish#but i might have to for the rest of the year at least because of how holiday time was calculated#but maybe next year......hmmm#sorry for random personal post idk where to ramble
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Just thinking about Buck and Eddie.
Just thinking about how Buck is always seen as the emotional one, the one ruled by his heart over his head, while Eddie is the guy who is calm under fire, who stays rational, the guy who doesn't panic unless a woman wants to introduce him to her family.
Just thinking about how when Eddie got shot, Buck took the breath and thought about the safest way to rescue him. How he used the truck as protection, crawling under it to get to him without getting shot himself. How he rallied the other firefighters on-scene to get out of there when they were frozen and panicking. How he pulled up every bit of his EMT training to keep him from bleeding out on the trip to the hospital, didn't let himself fall apart until after.
Just thinking about the lightning episode, how when Buck got struck, Eddie didn't think at first to lower him down, he ran up the ladder in the pouring rain to try to haul this 200+ lb man up with his bare hands on a line. How once Buck was down on the ground, Eddie froze, unsure what to do until Bobby ordered him to drive.
Just thinking about, "We'll do our best," and, "Do more."
Just thinking about how when it comes to the other one in mortal danger, Buck is able to put aside his emotions and do what needs to be done - the only one willing and able in that moment of terror - and Eddie for once is completely consumed by his emotions and unable to find that calm rationality that always saved him before.
#am i also thinking about how buck didn't come out of cardiac arrest until it was eddie doing cpr?#maybe so#there are so many different kinds of love#but nobody can tell me these two aren't the loves of each other's goddamn lives#yeah yeah i know buck was irrational at the well scene for a hot minute#but then he got his brain in gear#and refused to give up#9 1 1#evan buckley#eddie diaz#buck x eddie#buddie#sorry my aftg peeps#i'll be back soon#just kind of consumed by these idiots
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happy 9/11!! may we all remember your cheetah talisman!!

i'm so glad you have it on a calendar KJGHFDG
it's recombobulated now 🥰
#dude i work through 9/11 today and that debate happened last night work MIGHT be hell kjgfhg#dont bring it up dont bring it up dont bring it up 🙏#last time the boss waited till the last 30 minutes to bring up the shooter so maybe it'll just be brief-#asks#stair-tilez#i havent logged into skyblock in so long. im free...#i'll be back but taking a break has been so nice. when i come back there will be a whole new island bc im not playing till an update 👍
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lol I got out of bed at 7:20 AM (I normally get out of bed at ~11 AM on a Saturday) to feed my friend's dog (I am dogsitting) because she's used to being fed at 6:30 AM,,,, and dog is so fast asleep that making a bunch of noise doesn't wake her 😂 going back to bed i guess
#gets up four hours early only to go back to sleep for a bit#maybe I'll get up at 9 AM to see if she wants to be awake#nim rambles
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it's literally not a good idea in any way shape or form but I want to get a second job in fast food
#it's not a good idea bc the wages are GARBAGE compared to retail#Macca's base rate for my age is less than half my sunday rate#and they don't get much beyond the base rate#whereas retail we have an incredible base rate AND more weekdays past 6pm and weekends (sat is the same as mon-fri 6pm#and sunday is significantly more)#and like yeah im not getting many shifts but if i were to ask for more I still wouldn't be able to work more than 4 hour shifts til july#bc my retail corporation is surprisingly ethical and extends the age limits by a lot#whereas my friend has a 7.5 half hour shift tomorrow AFTER school. on a week night 😁#which is actually horrifying and should nawwt be legal. thats school 9-3 (+20 min) then work 4-11:30 btw#like i should just wait til my birthday in july n ask for more shifts in retail but i want to try fast food#even though the pay is incredibly ridiculously bad (<10 AUD) (yes our adult minimum wage is a good ~23 but under 21 is a percentage of that#like the pay is so bad so i would earn the same or more doing wayy less hours than retail#but i kinda want to get the fast food experience bc it'll be more difficult to get hired as i age#bc i want to save up 20k for top surgery but at the rate im going it'll be difficult to have even thay#let alone savings after top surgery or money to get a car before#and as school gets more difficult it'll be harder to work more#so maybe i should just grind for a few months or til the end of the year then go back to retail exclusively?#and enjoy higher pay and some longer shifts?#but idkkk it's just such a dilemma bc i want more shifts than I'll get at retail but fast food pays so little#but i also really want the experience and to just try it out#im gonna. idk im gonna sit on it for a bit bc i want to get my legal name change sorted before i apply to any second jobs and that will#take a while#so i shall consider. draw up a timetable. write a pros and cons list#yes that sounds like a solid plan#whoop typo but im on mobile i meant 'wayy less hours IN retail'#oscar.exe
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once again not dead, just working on wipss, the magical girl ford au has entranced me
#chirping#brrd art#wrrk in progress#gravity falls#i wont do all the subtags right now . i'll do the whole 9 yards when i post the full piece#really loving this recent trend of mine with limited color palettes#its giving me a lot time to study contrast and figure out what colors work best where#brrd lore i took a 4ish year break from drawing anything that wasnt a little doodle#and when i came back i started posting it#really pleasantly surprised by how nice everyones been#but thats a post for another time lol#i will hopefully be done with thissss tomorrow? or the day after?#and i might draw a magical girl stan to match who knows#maybe i'll be the one (i think) to make a magical girl dipper#because i know theres a mabel and stan design too#and a fiddlefor#ok this is a lot thanks for checking my tags byeee
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#thoughts#personal#mental health tw#it's complicated because I both want to address how fucking unhinged I very publically am at the moment#for which I am sorry if you have noticed#and also Not do that and pretend my weirdass behavior flies under the radar and I am being So Very Normal Right Now#which I feel we are past that point but also maybe who cares I don't think people notice but You Know#you get in the thought loop and then it's over#I used to have a private twitter to have weird meltdowns full of me immediately deleting everything I posted#and then I went “wow!! this is not happening anymore!! look at me being an adult about it!!”#and uhh lol#I didn't want it to happen here it's very humiliating to know you are Like This and not being able to affect it much#this too shall pass I suppose#normal posting (???) will resume shortly#I just get super manic when I have mental health cocktails like this + my brain Will Not let me sleep and I need to distract myself#all I want to say is: I'll be normal again at some point probably#it was on slow cook since maybe 9 months and baby it's here now#I'm supposed to go to my first industry event RIGHT after a very very tense burial and I'm already so disheveled like girl what#I'm so going to begin screaming at an industry legend for no reason and then immediately lock myself in a bathroom#anyway. common sense and self control will be back soon#and there are good chances I'll delete this post too at some point!! but. yeah.#it is what it is tm#hope you are as okay as could be#and if not all the courage and strength your way#sending many angry blue ganonpigs your way too. hope that helps! somehow!
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The Me who bought tickets to see TMBG in february 2023 and the Me who's going to actually go to the show next month are two completely different people
#slash extremely negative#it's funny to actually live this whole sort of cliche of: the time between buying tickets and going to the show can be so absurdly long#with what was supposed to be my 1st 'real' concert no less#'i bought the tickets as a teenager but i'm going to see them in my 20s etc' and stuff like that#and then when it gets rescheduled too... well. a year and 9 months is in fact a pretty long time!!!#and i'm not even talking about rescheduling due to covid because god at least i didn't have to deal with that i guess#(it IS funny though that by the time the 30th anniversary of flood tour ends#flood will be 2 months away from turning 35. so yeah lmao a lot happened in the meantime huh)#anyways day two of going crazy going insane for no reason other than well i guess that's just my life now!!!!! 😃😃😃#me when i say i'll stop documenting my rapidly progressing mental breakdown online and then keep doing it anyway#but idk maybe this will heal me in some way. my only hope rn no joke#and my mom actually seemed to be unsure if i we should book the hotels and stuff because. ig i'm this obviously unwell even over the phone#but BY GOD this is the only thing i can really look forward to right now i really need this to survive#(trying to forget how i was doing in september of last year when they rescheduled the tour#and i couldn't even be sure if i'd ever get to see them in the end lollllll#and at the heights of my tmbg obsession this was my number 1 dream. i mean it still is)#also i think i'm finally entering my tmbg autumn era now with some more frequent listening after not doing so for a while#how could i let myself pretty much forget that i love tmbg??? and that their music is so good and makes me happy???#they're still my fav band of all time just like they were back then. THAT didn't change at least#it's just that now they share that spot with sparks also lol. can't choose between them and why should i anyway#what else. ig i just hope i get the energy to finally draw tomorrow at least#because if i don't turn the ideas i have into reality then they will never become real! and that would be so sad#so maybe this can be my main reason to continue for now. whatever#goosepost
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I've seen the mha leaks and honestly I'm at the point where I don't even want to read this chapter or the finale
What's the point of having such good villain characters and a theme of saving people when this is how their stories will end?
I was gonna try and stick it out to the end but this is all feeling so hollow at this point, it's just making me upset
#legitimately not having fun reading this jjk or csm#what's the point of having favorite characters if they're just going to get killed off to cause other characters a couple chapters of pain#i need some better mangas to read lmao#I'm also 2 chapters behind in BSD because I saw a spoiler and i dont wanna read that happening#but also my /fav/ character is doing just fine according to the anime so lmao#hanako is just pain from the beginning because my favorite character has BEEN dead but they keep trying to kill him off more!!#I'm going back to sailor moon 🏃🏼♂️#'oh I'll just watch rwby thats a comfort series' **THINKS ABT VOL 9 ENDING**#fandom ranting#is this slightly my fault because i invest myself in series where characters are walking death flags from day one maybe#but man I'm so sad when it happens
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Set 4 of chapter 3, volume 4 of the Tokyo Babylon manga. 9th chapter overall.
Cleaning/typesetting done by me, official Dark Horse translation used.
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Previous, Next
#this has been in my drafts since november 2021 so i figured I would post it because I've already completed it so. yeah.#tokyo babylon#.....since i lost all my files i don't have my presets anymore.#now that i upload to tumblr it looks like i used the wrong font modifier. sorry for inconsistencies. i'll fix it next set#which might be the last one. because welp. you'll see in my end note maybe.#basically in photoshop the text looks thinner and matches the uploads but on tumblr it's way too thick. idk why it did that. i don't like it#also this is only 9 images because it's a good cut of point#and there are only 7 more pages anyway. i think#****#all the tags before this one save the nov 2021 one were written in november 2021. if you're curious how i was feeling#but yeah. want to post what is already done.#i saw someone else started doing new scans so i think my purpose here is kind of over#still love the manga. i still have it on the small shelf next to my computer to pick up and use again#but life has gone on and my free time is almost non-existent nowadays so if i ever do pick it back up. it will be a while from now#though when i saw the person who'd continued it was only until the end of the volume i think? i can't remember where i saw it#it's been months though. i wonder how far they got and if they're still going#i should look for it
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Hiatus
I am going on hiatus for a bit more. I really really hoped the stuff that have been going on lately were already "sorted out" but, uhm... they aren't. I need to take a bit more time offline once again, and try to work things out.
Thank you for your patience ❤
Wren
#EDIT: I've deactivated my IG for a bit because it wasn't helping at all. I'll be back there but I need time#wren text tag#somehow issues from mid July/early August have managed to get worse. Like I'm not even surprised bc I'm used to it but GIRL . What the fuck#“it's finally summer”+“can't wait to draw!” * gets 3 hiatus in a row * maybe drawing or summer isn't really meant to be 🤨🤔#I hate having to log-in to post a hiatus message and then dissapear again when I'm supposed to post my doodles n have fun#Feels like one of those jesters that appears at luncheon to entertain the royal court and then they go missing for the rest of the month#bc I'm trying very hard not to hide in my shell + having a bit more presence here to post my artwork#and somehow I fail at both like fucking heck. How can you be so bad at this.#but in short I won't be here to answer stuff and being silly or whatever people expect me to do#because if you're here for the silly stuff. MAN. I'm am sorry but I don't feel silly at all.#Somebody once said “the horrors are never ending yet I remain silly” but I forgot the “remain silly” part#And if you're here for drawings. I don't even have time and I don't feel like drawing at all. Idk which one is worse#The bakery hangs up the “closed today” so people know they have to go to buy bread somewhere else. Same here. But it won't last a day#idk why the bread analogy. Guess I'm a birb after all#this is also the closest thing to a vent post I will ever write and I managed to say nothing at all. Vagueposting about vent. Good job Wren#tw: vent#tagging in case somebody like me needs to have some tags filtered#the hiatus will go on also a bit longer because the last few weeks my mental health suffered a lot and I know my limit#also this post was queued. If I see I can still be active before publishing I will delete it otherwise see for yourself#also queue doesn't work ig like I programmed this for 9 pm hopefully it will be up by then and not any other random time
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