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FUN ASK!!! If you were forced to play as your least favorite character in the fandom, who would they be? How would you play them?
gonna go with ffx/x-2 on this one cause that's where most of my muses are from. and from that, I'm gonna go with Brother, specifically him X-2.
He had so much potential in X-2 (as did the game as a whole tbh) and it felt wasted. If I picked him up as a muse, the first thing I'd do is get rid of the crush he had on Yuna. I don't think I need to explain the reason why on that either. 😅 His enthusiasm for constantly saving Yuna because of it always felt a bit much, and I'm not sure if I'd temper that down or change it to the fact that she's the high summoner (and technically his cousin) and that being the reason why.
The thing I will say is that I did like how he struggled a little bit with learning another language. That was a nice touch and it's not something I see on a regular basis in games. Also his relationship with Rikku and Cid was a nice touch, and something I'd like to explore a little more too.
#infernalpursuit#ooc { 🪷 } answered#honestly if Dona wasn't on my muse list#I'd probably put her as well
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new year new calne u know how it is!!!!
#calne ca#hatsune miku#VOCALOID#cw: body horror#<- Heed That Shit I Am Not Fucking With You Lot#cw: nudity#kinda idk its probably humanoid enough to be recognized#and this time I keep most of her skin colored too. which is an executive decision I stick by no matter what anybody will say to me#I wanted her to feel like a bug covered in human skin. which is one step away from calne's whole deal. but also kind of still is?#this one feels a lot further from calne than any calne redesigns Ive done so far... but she is in there I believe it#and also this body plan is good enough that I'd have done it no matter how far from calne I thought it to be lol#the little bit of fabric I could work in here was my effort to pull this back to the source visually lol. had a Lot of troubles clothing he#mostly with the skirt bc well. look at her. where would u begin to put that on#uestion of the day is she insectoid or arachnid or a beautiful special secret third thing? fight and kill in the comments about it below#(dont actually do that. Ive got a normal ball peen hammer and I will be using it)
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induced to me by my contemporary art exam AND a rewatch of rebels after years that. got me into sabezra unexpectedly AND i updated krita and there were many new brushes i wanted to try
refs (IF U CAN PLS HELP ME FIND THE ORIGINAL COSPLAYERS i can't find anything EDIT: found them!! they're starwars_irl on insta and @rebelartistwren / lionesscosplay on insta. thank you guys <3) and ✨colored version✨ under the cut
i can't find themmmmm I've been looking for 2 days but all i found were uncredited reposts

anyway they look amazing
i really wanted to try greyscaling but I'm not sure it looks good. idk. + while i was making it i was listening to i love you by fontaines d.c. (GREAT SONG FROM A GREAT UNDERRATED BAND) and. the grey fit into that mood much better
also two versions without the sketch lines. where ezra looks happier even if they're uglier
#i didn't expect to like them as a ship ngl. but there are some moments that recall kanera (AND I LOVE THEM) especially if you've read#a new dawn. and IDK COOL!! probably i didn't ship them from the start because. in s1-s2 they're just kids and everytime i reach s3 i keep#brainrotting on thrawn <3 and kallus <3 and zeb <3 idk i kinda forgot about them and all the scenes they were in LMAO#ALSO. i love you is truly a wonderful song wtf?? it's not something I'd associate to sabezra BUT probably after having listened to it for a#month. and having drawn this in the meantime. i found some connections. the fact that the songs alternated between that melodic part#that talks about love to the other verses about (very generally) society. just felt like how their relationship would go. rapidly switching#between the fast paced fights for the rebellion to the calm of the preparation they require that can allow them for some tenderness. ALSO#ezra is so much “if there was sunshine it was never on me / so close the rain; so pronounced is the pain”#and sabine is pretty much “you only open the window; never open up the door” sometimes. especially before her darksaber arc#btw i know this song is about ireland and their relationship with theid country BUT it just prompted me to their grey figures#and colorful background. also. there's something about klimt making some of the most tender representations of love ever imo BUT keep#choosing to represent rather dark iconographies whenever he's asked to do something (I'm thinking about the medicine panels for the uni)#like. there is a similar contrast in there as well. also i like that. ursa had a portrait of herself in her home that referenced klimt#like. it's ursa in her prime; in a literal golden age. i can imagine sabine associating a good moment - one of her bests - to such an#expressive decoration. and maybe stripping colors away when that moment is gone and all that remains is the memory and feeling#OKAY WHY DID I TALK SO MUCH i must've put more thought on this that i previously thought. crazy#it started as a fun experiment to try krita's oil brushes. *in david byrne's voice* how did i get here?#star wars#sw#star wars rebels#star wars fanart#star wars rebels fanart#ezra bridger#sabine wren#ezrabine#sabezra#sabine wren fanart#ezra bridger fanart#sw fanart#g posting
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hey man. i'm just saying. why would we put inexperienced teenagers with over-inflated egos and obvious emotional issues into combat classes and make them claw their way to the top of their dorms and expect things to just run smoothly. who actually thought this
#the reason rsa doesn't have overblots is because they understand the joy and whimsy of life and friendship btw#LIKE. why is there no school counselor?? do you know how much time & resources & effort & TRAUMA we could have saved the students &#school from if ANYONE had reached out to riddle and was like 'hey are you alright i heard xyz and i wanted to let you know...' ESPECIALLY#since TREY LITERALLY TELLS US 'oh well here's the lowdown on her trauma this is Probably what is causing this'#or if someone sat down to tell leona 'hey! i'm rooting for you in ur magift(?) game! you're my fav player!!' AND LET HIM FEEL NOTICED#or if someone approached azul as an Equal to try to stop his plans. as a friend even. BEYOND A BUSINESS TRANSACTION#or if ANYBODY BUT ESPECIALLY KALIM was like 'jamil i think you should follow your passions and do something you enjoy today!!' or AT LEAST#let him know he was appreciated as a person NOT JUST FOR HIS WORK#'i know you're doing a lot today but i just wanted to thank you for how much Effort you put into this and..' etc etc etc#ERM.. IF ANYONE TREATED VIL LIKE A HUMAN BEING AND NOT A CELEBRITY??? or even 'hey i loved you in this film i was wondering if we could#do a play together or something..!!' AND LET HER TRY A TYPE OF CHARACTER SHE NEVER GOT THE OPPORTUNITY TO BE. and sing her praises.#if anyone reached out to idia beyond a 'hey the teacher said to come to class'/'get out of your bed and come to our housewarden meeting'#or even. IF ORTHO HIMSELF was like. 'you know it's not your fault... you didn't cause all of this. not really' OR SOMETHING#or if malleus ever got to experience a small firsthand loss AND WAS COMFORTED THROUGH IT. not just quick fix via magic. not replacing. just#GRIEVING SOMETHING??????? and wasn't feared by literally everyone#um. maybe the real twisted part is that all of this tragedy was easily preventable if we had a support system in place.#but idk. twst is a highschool. there's no support in real high school either. i'd probably overblot too if i could ajdjrjfinfdndjd#twst#chatter#LONG RAMBLE SORRY#yes overblots are essential to the plot. but also. do you know how frustrating it is watching the blot build up and sitting in silence.#I'M SORRY IK IF SOMETHING LIKE THIS WAS HAPPENING TO A GUY I JUST MET I WOULD PROBABLY NOT NOTICE.. but of it was my Friend or Housewarden..#I'D ASK BRO.... I'D ASK ... UGHHHHHUUUHHHH#not that anyone would notice if *I* was about to lose it tbh#speaks volumes about our society o think#OKAY NOW I'M DONE FOR REAL
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Every so often I think abt the time I was talking to a friend about bg3 and I was like "yeah I wanna play it eventually but not rn cause I already know I'm gonna be obsessive about one of the characters and I don't have time for that" and she was like "haha, you mean gale?" and I just had to stare at her for a second like. Good god do you even know me at all. Gale.
#wastepaper basket#LIKE GALE IS FINE FROM WHAT I'VE SEEN OF HIM I LIKE HIM WELL ENOUGH BUT WYLL IS RIGHT THERE. MR PUTS ON A SMILE DESPITE THE TRAGIC PAST???#HELLO. HOW COULD YOU GET ME SO WRONG.......#Also karlach too probably but that's like. That's a given that I'd love her#I haven't even played the game yet (stars haven't aligned) but given general osmosis...... no it's not gale
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would that knowing the thoughts were irrational would Make Them Go Away!!!!
#medic's log#because i value some degree of privacy tumblr will not receive the full context#but i had a friend cancel plans i was really looking forward to#for reasons that are extremely very fair and honestly it's for the best that she Did#since i think going through with them would have put undue stress on her mental health. if not also Mine#but goddamn if it's not making me feel like absolute garbage#there's only so many ways (one. maybe two) that she can say 'i promise it's not personal' before i become the problem. el em ay oh.#and like. i Know this is me. i know this is the horrific confluence of too little sleep#and forgot to take my meds for two days#and the flavor of mental illness that makes any kind of rejection a Stab To The Heart#and the inability to handle plans changing#but also. that does not stop The Catastrophizing#the ability to reschedule these particular plans is. potentially nonexistent and i'm in my feelings about it#i know this literally isn't the case but by god does it feel like i'm being passed up as a second choice for someone more preferable#both friends involved in this have told me Multiple Times they value me in their lives and yet the little voice goes#'ohohoho you fool they are just saying that to be Polite'#never mind that both of them are so well known (in general and by me specifically) for laying down very specific boundaries without shame#so if they didn't want me around they'd fucking tell me#but also i super do not know how to broach with both of them 'hi this is a thing i'd like to do at some point' without sounding#so fucking Needy.#idk. shit sucks.#shit could suck infinitely worse but that doesn't stop the rock in my house Being There Loudly#i think i need to sleep and then SING LOUDSTYLE in the car for a bit#and then text both of them and reestablish a line of communication outside of The Plans#to make my brain go 'hey fuckwad i promise these two people actually like you'#at this point i'm basically normal but i'm trying to parse all the feelings so they don't hit a boiling point. Later.#it's whatever. i'm drinking a ginger beer and scrolling. shit could be worser#godspeed tumblr thank you for listening to my woes.#also probably a good sign that i haven't made one of these types of posts on this blog in. awhile#less good sign that i'm making one now but. you know lmao
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How’s life? No pressure question ofc, but if you want to share please feel free to do so with this ask :3
Eh, it doesn't feel all that great right now. I'm tired and hungry a lot, but I just have to get a routine together. My sleep has been wonky, I've been waking up too early, but I feel fine then but it also feels like I can't rest completely- I have dreamless nights mostly. And I also just get annoyed a lot, but it feels better being around people I like.
#my father is upset today too cause I couldn't hang out with him#I talked to a social worker at school a few days ago just for check in and in my opinion I still feel bad even talking to her#it's been a rough week and I'm not sure what to do except deal with it and move on#I like to draw still#I dont want to get tired of it#I mean at least I'm doing productive things like laundry and showering#I'm gonna have spaghetti today that's a good thing#I'll have clean sheets for my bed that's good too#I got presents a day earlier and that's good#I like listing the positives#It kinda gives me ideas for writing#I really wanna eat all these positive things i mean the feeling it gives me in itself#I really love the good things I don't ever want to lose them#I'm actually gonna try to make a doll bunny today#I got dug up old fabrics in my room so I can experiment with something new#I'd list more good things but I'd sound kinda weird doing that in the tags#I should probably journal again but my mind blanks when I try but I'll figure it out#I mean poetry and fanfiction is always an outlet#I gotta practice that more often#There still a ways to go in life so obviously it'll change eventually it always does#And it's only one of many weeks so I can't be too doubtful#It can't always be the worst#Feeling the same feels awful#No matter the emotion it kinda turns numb if you feel it long enough#Days are always changing though since everybody is doing different things everyday all the time#Like most say 'it gets better' eventually#I guess I can wait for a good day#I have no choice sooo I'll let whatever happen#Well technically I can make it happen#I'll feel better when I made myself dinner and cleaned my bed and put away my laundry and put on fuzzy socks and go to sleep
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@beatingheart-bride
Susannah was grinning from ear to ear and giggling like a madwoman, which she was quick to smother with one of her ill-gotten pastries: Though she had been initially confused, then surprised, by Philippe's response to this account of her and Doreen's girlhood mischief, she was quick to get in the swing of his plan, excitedly absconding with the platter before disappearing back into the passage together.
What a wonderfully nostalgic throwback this was to her youth, to those halcyon days of smuggling sweets through the passageway to the other side of the house, where she and Doreen would enjoy the fruit of their labors amidst light conversation and playful jokes...sitting in a dark passage, lit by a sole candle, leaning up against her beloved, it was a wonderful reprieve from the stress of earlier-especially as she recounted some of her favorite misadventures.
"...my favorite was the homemade strawberry ice cream we stole," she confessed with a shy smile, as she finished her pastry and reached for another. "Doreen and I made ourselves the biggest bowls: We had chocolate sauce, whipped cream, candy, sprinkles, maraschino cherries, chocolate chips...it was, uh, very, uh...v-very decadent, I-I think that's the word Belle would use...we got very, very sick, of course, on so much sugar, Pa and Belle found us lying on the floor in the lounge, very full and very sick...but there were no regrets between us!"
#((that would probably be the most emotional; sobering; and rather vindicating (for emily) installment))#((of 'family reunion': for the de clairs to have to essentially face the consequences of their actions))#((to have a mirror held up to them; making them look themselves in the eye and realize what they've done))#((that it wasn't some 'mad irish brute' that took their daughter from them; but that it was their actions))#((putting her in the path of a violent; manipulative man with a willingness to kill to get what he wants))#((that robbed their daughter of her life before it could really even begin; that it was their inaction; their unwillingness))#((to hear her out when she tried to warn them that her new groom wasn't who he claimed to be))#((that led to her dying; as well as her refusing to seek them out post-mortem!))#((she hasn't seen them for centuries; instead finding a family in her husband; her in-laws; and her friends))#((who have been far more supportive and familial than her own parents! i think that'd be very sobering for them to see))#((to see what their choices have brought upon their daughter; and i agree; that would be the best outcome))#((for the de clairs to accept that there's no going back; there's no repairing that relationship))#((but perhaps; if nothing else; taking some solace in the idea that their daughter is happy now with her family!))#((she's loved and accepted and supported by them where they couldn't; and they could perhaps be comforted by that))#((even if they never play a part in her life again!))#((i'd be genuinely curious to see that play out in a future 'family reunion' installment))#((but i know it'd be so emotionally draining; with a very bittersweet ending!))#outofhatboxes#beatingheart-bride#V:Genderbent
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Finally got enough new mats to ascend Charlie to 90 And I said this time I'd grail him unlike on JP where I'm swimming in Sabers (and I mean. He's NP4.) He isn't even max fou'd yet, I only have enough grails for...106 I think but... Road to 120 starts now.
#the suitcase chronicles#fgo#its what he deserves#if he was just NP1 I'd probably still have put him to 100 (I didnt do that on JP cause again#a lot of grailed Sabers#but NP4 in like...less than 300 quartz I think? All the while I got my goal of NP2 Kriemhild (well Np3 would be ideal to grail her to 120#but its fine#anyway#Charlie rocks
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I should get a Rika keychain <- Guy who hasn't read past the first arc of Higurashi yet
#I have Every Sigle spoiler I could possibly have though and I am. Obsessed. with Saikoroshi#I also just looked at my keychain and thought she would look really cute with the pixel artstyle from the friend who made my current one#idk if I'd get anyone from umi in that style even if it would make more sense oh maybe zepar and furfur lol I like'em could be double sided#and also I was already thinking of commissioning her with Someone from ze Probably Akane but I haven't put any real thought into it#The specific thought of Rika keychain really just popped into my head I spent so long talking about her to my roomie tuesday#oh well that and every other hyperfixation of mine really I kid you not it was a full bingo I just did not shut up at all that day#we also talked about childhood stuff at some point and both cried because of the power of friendship but that's besides the point#all that while drinking pink lemonade soda on the kitchen counter lol#Void fala aí
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Pokemon Personality Quiz!
#❦ 𝒜𝓂𝒶𝓇𝓎𝓁𝓁𝒾𝓈 ❦ headcanon#V; PKMN#((Yeah Haru being like almost a hundred percent Grass type makes perfect sense KLHDJKG#Though her being put as an Abomasnow was a surprise I wouldn't have put the two together#but I can see it and I think she'd like Abomasnows!#Though I think the Rillaboom actually fits her better and if I'd been thinking I'd have probably made that her starter in her pkmn verse#But I like her team too much to change it now :/#The subtypes all fit really well too though I'd switch Ice & ground))
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my friend's baby was due six days ago and still isn't here. if he can hold on another 21 hours he can have an april birthday instead of march
#lowkey worried abt it bc i heard that the baby being over the due date by more than a few days can increase risk to the baby#i know my friend's doctors really wanted to induce a few days ago but she wanted to wait until labor happens naturally#but she agreed if he wasnt here by next week they could induce#so i think that would be monday#even tho technically sunday is the first day of the week they probably meant after the weekend#but if they did sunday he would be born on easter which is cool#but im hoping for asap basically bc she's getting pretty overdue and ik she's impatient and worried abt it and im a bit worried too tbh#i think she's still well within the range of normal but idk her doctor seemed worried days ago so idk#praying for a safe healthy delivery as soon as possible basically#so im actually joking i dont really want him to wait until april bc that would put him more than a week overdue#i havent heard from my friend in a day or two tho so i'd like to think the baby already came or she's already in labor at least#but tbh she would have told me
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also found out today that my besties ex KISSED SOMEONE ELSE like a Year before they broke up and she just forgot to tell me?? girl I woulda told her to kill him
#she seems much happier since they broke up but. I don't think she's ready for me to say that to her face yet 😭#she mentioned it casually as part of another story and I was like HUH#and she was like oh I didn't tell you?? GIRL WHAT#then she was like I probably should have ended it right then#like yeah girl and if you had told me you would have! the fuck!#maybe she put off telling me because she knew I'd want his Head on a Pike. and then she just forgot 😭#apparently her mom was super whatever abt it....#I have words aout her mother as well. but I hold my tongue for her sake I suppose#anyway they should let me kill people#at the very least maim them a little bit#ghost posts#text
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okay one of my flatmates is really fucking starting to piss me off lmao
#i am away for. Four days.#i come back. 10 pm. the shared compost bin i washed and left to dry in the rack the day before i left is still where i put it. instead of#moving it (Extremely Simple Fucking Action) she has chosen to dry her dishes by balancing them on the rim of the sink. the sink itself has#food scraps in it. jars with bits of food still in are standing on the counter and i know from experience i'll snap and bring those#to the recycling bins before she does. i start scrubbing things because leaving My Kitchen unclean upsets me on a molecular level and she#walks by and all she says is a grunted hello#and i could tolerate this ALL FINE i could think ah she's just busy probably! but when other flatmate (beloved) and i attempted to initiate#a chore chart system so that kitchen and bathroom get regularly and properly cleaned#at the end of the month she was like well i hate kitchen duty because i don't think i should have to clean up your messes. i cleaned the#kitchen once this month and an hour later it was dirty again. woman 1. sorry for fucking using the kitchen 2. you cleaned the kitchen ONCE?#in a MONTH? 3. you did not fucking clean up our messes. i know for a fucking fact i was putting away your dishes on a daily basis i would#looove to know what the fuck you considered cleaning up my mess#anyway. long story short thank fucking christ she's moving out at the end of spring semester otherwise i'd snap and write her a very#pettily snide whatsapp message
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#littletalks.txt#guess what time it is!#useless lesbian pining hours!!#ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ#god#so I sent her some mushroom pictures I'd taken and that seemed to go over really well#she's offline now so I'm hoping I didn't kill that convo but I think I was pretty normal so I'm probably in the clear on that front#tomorrow I'm going to come up with some reason to go over closer to close when she's working so that I can give her these little sticker#sheets I put together#they've got bugs and flowers and a couple mushrooms even#just going to be entirely normal#I need to find more things to pebble her with
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“Other girls get hugs from their grandfathers.”

“My grandfather once woke me up with a chokehold to test my reflexes.”

“I was six!”
#fun times with grandpa~#;any verse!#;clara#her parents probably put a lock on the door after that omg#which is nicer than me b/c I'd be in prison but that's neither here nor there#'well yknow officer old guys jut fall down the stairs :/'#can this even be crack lol cause garon is crazy...
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