livingdeaddoctor
livingdeaddoctor
ok, meat freak!
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livingdeaddoctor · 21 hours ago
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⋆。°✩'in your gut or in your bone', sketchbook 20, march 2025⋆。°✩
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livingdeaddoctor · 2 days ago
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dracula after bdsm (bat dracula sex monster): and now i vill perform the afterscare
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livingdeaddoctor · 4 days ago
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would that knowing the thoughts were irrational would Make Them Go Away!!!!
#medic's log#because i value some degree of privacy tumblr will not receive the full context#but i had a friend cancel plans i was really looking forward to#for reasons that are extremely very fair and honestly it's for the best that she Did#since i think going through with them would have put undue stress on her mental health. if not also Mine#but goddamn if it's not making me feel like absolute garbage#there's only so many ways (one. maybe two) that she can say 'i promise it's not personal' before i become the problem. el em ay oh.#and like. i Know this is me. i know this is the horrific confluence of too little sleep#and forgot to take my meds for two days#and the flavor of mental illness that makes any kind of rejection a Stab To The Heart#and the inability to handle plans changing#but also. that does not stop The Catastrophizing#the ability to reschedule these particular plans is. potentially nonexistent and i'm in my feelings about it#i know this literally isn't the case but by god does it feel like i'm being passed up as a second choice for someone more preferable#both friends involved in this have told me Multiple Times they value me in their lives and yet the little voice goes#'ohohoho you fool they are just saying that to be Polite'#never mind that both of them are so well known (in general and by me specifically) for laying down very specific boundaries without shame#so if they didn't want me around they'd fucking tell me#but also i super do not know how to broach with both of them 'hi this is a thing i'd like to do at some point' without sounding#so fucking Needy.#idk. shit sucks.#shit could suck infinitely worse but that doesn't stop the rock in my house Being There Loudly#i think i need to sleep and then SING LOUDSTYLE in the car for a bit#and then text both of them and reestablish a line of communication outside of The Plans#to make my brain go 'hey fuckwad i promise these two people actually like you'#at this point i'm basically normal but i'm trying to parse all the feelings so they don't hit a boiling point. Later.#it's whatever. i'm drinking a ginger beer and scrolling. shit could be worser#godspeed tumblr thank you for listening to my woes.#also probably a good sign that i haven't made one of these types of posts on this blog in. awhile#less good sign that i'm making one now but. you know lmao
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livingdeaddoctor · 6 days ago
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Caught against the broken fence, a strand of ash and hair.
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livingdeaddoctor · 7 days ago
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Fangoria (May, 2000)
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livingdeaddoctor · 12 days ago
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I got a commission for a sister piece to this plate
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sold
so here’s a view of them from a bit further away
the sketch
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and the newly carved sister
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livingdeaddoctor · 12 days ago
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blindspot
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livingdeaddoctor · 12 days ago
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Victor Garcia
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livingdeaddoctor · 15 days ago
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Inventory, June 2024
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livingdeaddoctor · 15 days ago
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soggy
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livingdeaddoctor · 16 days ago
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OPHELIA by Miklós Ligeti
Cover illustration made for the book “Rémkirály” by Dániel Szerencsés
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livingdeaddoctor · 16 days ago
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hey just so you know the op of that post you reblogged doesnt have a videodrome stomach pussy or anything. yeah theres just nothing there. idk just thought i should let you know
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livingdeaddoctor · 18 days ago
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livingdeaddoctor · 18 days ago
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thank you facebook
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livingdeaddoctor · 19 days ago
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Top: Odocoileus virginianus (White-tailed Deer)
Middle: Cervus canadensis (Rocky Mountain Elk)
Bottom: Alces alces (Moose)
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livingdeaddoctor · 19 days ago
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fuckk that’s creepy as hell. makes me feel sick n disgusting. i love it i need more of it right fucking nowww
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livingdeaddoctor · 21 days ago
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offering / oil on canvas
© jonah brock 2024
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