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ur doing the hermit swap thing right? could i request an eldritch gem? i think she deserves it
something in the water
#yeah i've been art blocked with this one so hard so i'm just gonna put this out and maybe revisit the concept later#gem as an unfathomable fish creature is so on brand tbh. i couldn't not#and yeah. and stuff#just been super tired and busy lately so art has not been on my mind a lot#my art#hermitcraft#hermit fanon swap#geminitay
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Initially came because I saw the hot shark man ridge. Stayed for the masterful story you’re making. I love
Thank you! Here's a bonus doodle of Ridge, as a treat.
#also thank you in general to everyone who has sent me nice asks and questions!#I am working on putting together answers for several of them but they come in faster than I can draw and script#I'm not ignoring them on purpose though just super busy and with finite drawing time#working on a bunch of projects at the moment including 2 comics scripted a few asks maybe convention stuff etc#plus some life stuff like trying to get my new deck railing installed before the weather turns#and getting the new Wishbone beta released#so if I've been scarce lately that's why :P#my ocs#ridge#verse: amaranthine#furry#ask
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My little bebes ❤️
#spesilverweek#IDK IF THIS COUNTS BUT I DON'T CARE#(☆) 。.゚— Red#(☆) 。.゚— Silver#THEY ARE SIBLINGS#I've been thinking about them lately.... wiwiwi#I did this super fast since I'm kinda busy today BUT I NEED TO MAKE MORE THINGS WITH THEM WAAAA#imagine little Red telling Silver about his journey... big brother but it's still a baby too 😭#I'm so emotional about them rn#MY HONI TOLD ME 'IMAGINE RED TEACHING SILVER TO RIDE A BIKE' AND THAT IS JUST 😭😭😭😭😭#ughuhguh my bebes...#I feel like Silver respects Red A LOT and it's still kinda shy talking with him the first days he started to live with Maroon....#Red it's just excited to know he has a little brother now but he gives him his space but tries to be friendly and make him comfortable#I love my bebes that's it#I should make a tag for Silver too#mmmm#I'LL THINK ABOUT IT LATER#pokespe#pokemonspecial#🖍️ — Silly doodles
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here have this WIP to make up for my lack of content lately 🙈💦
#menace doodles#I'm considering turning this into a YCH/“your character here” maybe 👀#also I've been super busy lately so that's why I've been quiet and haven't really posted much
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SORRY FOR GOING GHOST FOR ALMOST TWO WEEKS STRAIGHT YALL CRAZY SHIT HAPPENED AND IS STILL HAPPENING, BUT IGNORE THAT BECAUSE ITS MY BIRTHDAY IN TWO HOURS WOOOOOOO
#malt rants#birthday countdown#I neglected the countdown this year rip next time I'll do better haha I've been busy#literally all of my family that I haven't seen since covid just showed up and I've been crying and laughing non-stop since#haven't had time to go online for anything really#ofc shirahama anniversary was the exception but still. tashiro birthday stuff is still coming too just super late.#plus supercon and a couple parties and general chaos#I'm very active this year lol its so strange but I'm loving it
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I frickin hate flights that depart after 12pm.... Your entire day just gets killed by Needing To Get To The Airport where you don't want to do anything too big that might compromise your ability to get to the airport but you also have so much goddamn time before you need to get there that it's like. Okay? And what am I supposed to do with 10hrs before my flight when I only need 3hrs of that to get to the airport and go through security?
#the answer is i'm working in the hotel lobby so i can save the vacation day when i wouldn't be able to do anything anyway#extremely happy with my decision to wear earplugs & not drink at all last night bc i am doing so much better than expected this morning#my ears were so blown out when i woke up on sunday and i can't imagine how miserable it would be to fly feeling like that#shocked how good i'm feeling for having gone to three nights of concerts and on my feet for a minimum of 7hrs straight at each#now i get to get home super late / spend less than 12hrs at home / leave for 2 day business travel 🙃🙃🙃🙃#i've barely been home for a full week since the end of june..... and now i might end up going away for part of my staycation in october :')
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skipping class but staying on campus to do work for. another class. bc i said i'd have it done before friday bc i'm scared of telling profs no so now i have to read all of robinson crusoe this weekend and watch the nbc pilot of the crusoe series on top of finishing the 2 late essays bc i deluded myself into believing i have a chance of finishing this annotated bibliography in 2 hours. without half the books i'm citing. tee hee <3
#if anyone knows anything about anything hit me up 🫶🙌☝️#also one of my sources is essentially just synthesizing all of my other sources with So Little original commentary bc it was originally a#dissertation that got published as a book but i need to use it bc it's the only source of its type i could find and my prof has a checklist#-_-#and she said that if i explain why it's so late i can maybe get an extension of my extension but how do i tell her that i'm sick and burnt#out and got locked out of my room for 24 hours and am depressed and haven't been sleeping or eating well and i miss my friends and having a#library to work in and my antidepressants have taken away my ability to have my quarterly sobbing dry heaving breakdown that i rely to give#me the adrenaline boost and catharsis and clarity to actually lock in and force myself to finish big scary assignments#i can probably tell her about the sickness and the room thing but truly i'm just overwhelmed and not coping and that doesn't feel like a#real reason (bc i'm depressed)#i need to knock myself out at like 10:30 tonight so i can wake up at like 7 tomorrow and work somewhere that isn't my house but i have#rehearsal until 10 amd i need to shower before i actually have a freak out that no one finds endearing or relatable#i think the shower might be a big part of the brain fog . who could've seen this coming.........#i meant to shower last night but i was too busy reading 50 shades of grey and mists of avalon (both for class) and i was up until like 5#god i need to sleep. tomorrow will be better#if you see me on here past like 11:30 please yell at me to go to bed i've lost the ability to stop my self-destructive habits#that was super tmi . sowwy gang#a post
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Birthday mood this year is thinking about how a week and a day from now one of my biggest dreams will come true and I will see my fav musicians of the last 2+ years in the real world. Something that still doesn't feel like a real actual thing that can happen at all.
(Also I wanted to say thank you everyone for the birthday wishes!!!!!! <3 And for the nice words about my creature, so here's some more of her hehe)
#pogoing with hundreds of other people to birdhouse in your soul.............. a moment away#my flight is in 5 days............... it's been such a long wait but also i'm still not ready#and ngl it's been pretty hard to be properly excited about anything lately for several reasons. but i'm trying#and i've reached points over the past week or so where just thinking about it for a second leaves me on the verge of tears instantly#also i'm currently busy with finishing drawings i want to have finished by wednesday#and as always i put that off until the last possible minute so i know this time is going to pass by super fast#what it's going to be like i can't even imagine right now... but definitely the experience of all time#goosepost
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There have been so many songs I've had in the back of my head loosely linked to Ricky and Gina, and today's prompt finally gave me an excuse to compile a playlist for them. There's honestly probably more that can be added, but I'm actually quite proud of how many I was able to add to this list!
There are some songs that are from Gina's perspective ("Mastermind", "What if I Love You", "Nobody Love Me Like You"), including her S2 perspective, some from Ricky's ("would you love me now?", "Smoke Slow"), some about their angst that can be from both perspectives ("The Night We Met", "Where's My Love"), and some that are more joyous and celebratory ("Different", "I Just Love You", "Honeybee").
However, the one I really want to highlight is "Nebraska" by Oh Wonder. This was in my top 5 most played in 2021, so I can't believe I didn't think of it until now as a Rina (and especially Gina) coded song, but BOY does it fit them so well. Seriously, go listen to it now and tell me this doesn't perfectly represent and describe Gina Porter and how she feels about Ricky. It touches on the importance of "I love you" but that it shouldn't be a wasted phrase, and the narrator sings about traveling the world but the only place that feels like home is her beloved (who may have also broken her heart).
The other song that I want to talk about briefly is "I Just Love You" by Roo Panes. The feeling and atmosphere the music of this one creates always reminds me of domestic Rina, and the simplicity of the lyrics ("I just love you") reminds me of how Ricky feels for Gina. I also headcanon Gina's middle name is Marie, so the lyrics of the first verse fit, and the second verse sings about they've both had fears of vulnerability ("why are we oh so afraid / of saying something real?"). This contrasts the straightforward conclusion of the chorus, which definitely reminds me of Ricky's resolution, certainty, and directness in "Love You Forever".
#yes I did create a burner spotify account for this#don't wanna dox myself ahahaha#also despite the playlist title “sk8er boi” is NOT on this playlist#I can add more songs if anyone has recommendations too#I have another post for the tropes/parallels/motifs prompt I've been working on#and it's gonna be SUPER late so I'm so sorry about that#but I will try to finish it before the end of next week!#ik that's after the event is over but Christmastime is so busy for me#hsmtmts#12daysofrina#high school musical the musical the series#Rina#Ricky x Gina#Ricky Bowen#Gina Porter#Spotify
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Happy CLAMP Day!!!
I had a whole other composition planned out but I wasn't feeling well today and things have been so hectic as of late but I'm glad I got this done! Sakura will always be my number one favorite character so I just wanted to draw only her today and I didn't dress her in pink last time I did so I wanted to correct that mistake haha! I recently saw the cherry blossoms in DC earlier in March but they were all white so while that was disappointing, I had to add more pink in this piece and give Sakura all the pink blossoms I missed out on. A little touch of gold for the birthday girl was also necessary so I hope this looks alright here!
I hope everyone had a great CLAMP day, April Fools, and Boop day today!
Please do not edit or repost without permission. (I edited my commission prices!)
#artists on tumblr#illustration#clamplove#clamp day#Cardcaptor Sakura#Sakura Kinomoto#Please feel free to reblog!!#Or comment!#Nishat's doodles#cherry blossom#food tw#I wanted to do more desserts but I didn't want it to be super busy so have a birthday parfait for now!#I've been super productive lately and it's kinda wild but I'm happy with what I've put out
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i feel like i've been really negative at times, if not mean, and i don't really know how much of that fear is reflected in reality at all but fwiw i am sorry, that's not the kind of prescence i want to maintain here
#nothing specific prompted this but i've been thinking about how i am so much more withdrawn and isolated lately#but the thing is i really did used to get so much more enthusiastic engagement and support from this fandom. it doesn't feel like that now#obviously i've been a lot less active lately (busy) and i don't know what else changed or if its my fault somehow#i'm not super bummed out btw just. contemplative#maybe i need to work on the fact that i am terrified of people not liking me lol
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girl help how do i prioritize (not actually asking for advice just ranting). i have a performance tomorrow that's technically part of my final but also the Events of the last week on campus it's technically optional. but that being said i really want to be memorized for that performance and put the time in to make it really good bc even if it isn't graded it's still an opportunity for me to test out new aubrey material (and i'm definitely gonna film it and send it to bellini). i have to turn in a "final" for my independent study which is just my way to get credit for the buddy cole doc, but that final is editing a ten minute piece out of my tour footage and because of the Events i think i will get more grace if it's not a great edit but i need to turn something in by wednesday. i have a final for my history class that's just a presentation and i've already made the powerpoint and researched so i'm confident i can improvise (it's fairly low stakes) BUT i still have to do a quiz for my history class that was due last week but i somehow missed and i haven't been able to get to it bc stressed about finals and also the Events but since it was assigned before the Events i don't think i'll get the same grace as post-Events assignments, and this quiz is worth like 10% of my grade so i need to turn something in like even tho i currently have an A in that class and Cs get degrees i still don't know what grade i'll get on my final so better safe than get a zero on the quiz but i have no motivation since it's not a final like the rest of my stuff (even if the aubrey thing is lowkey not graded??? even before the Events that class had a unique grading system so i already know i've got an A in that class regardless this is just like an optional showcase). and i also have a zoom with bruce tomorrow for the buddy cole doc which i'm very excited for but also will have to plan around the amount of hours in the day i have left to get things done lmao
anyway it's wild being in finals week bc half of me is like "i just wanna go hoooome alreadyyyy" but the other half is like "holy fuck there is too much to do i need an extra week to get it all done"
but anyway less than a week from today i'm gonna be done with my penultimate semester of college (graduating in december!!!) and i have literally zero plans for the months of may and june rn so like. i know i'm going to get incredibly bored super quickly but like one of my favorite inspirational quotes is that tumblr post that was like "in two weeks you will have different problems" and yeah that sure is true
#i remember some people on that post being like ''that's not comforting the problems are endless''#but i saw that quote for the first time when i was like 12 days away from my production of other girls and SUPER stressed#so i was like. yeah that's actually a great thought i'm still gonna have to do things in 2 weeks but it won't be what i'm working on rn#anyway i am also obviously grateful for most of the things making me busy of course#bc like. my finals are literally performing my favorite new aubrey monologue i've written in the past few months#and i have to rewatch a bunch of scott tour footage for the independent study video#and like i remember just a year ago getting to zoom with bruce was such an event it would be the most important part of my day#and all i could talk about for weeks leading up to it#and obviously i'm still super excited to get to talk to bruce the only negative thing is how busy i am with everything else#and having to do time-management factoring in my classes alongside the zoom#also when i refer to the Events that has to do with like the protests happening on campus etc.#like my college has been in the news lately for some shit#and like. yes it's a very important issue and it's really altered the climate on campus and added to everyone's anxieties#however i do NOT want to talk about it. like i support the cause but for the sake of my own mental health i will only talk about it as much#as referring to it vaguely like i did in the post.#anyway i should sleep i have a 10am class tomorrow that i might have to present my final in
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Gents and ladies I promise I'm alive
#here's a little life update on things that have happened while I've been gone in case anyone's mildly curious:#took exams#competed in a game show#took more exams#landed a job at a cancer research lab and children's cancer clinic#MORE EXAMS#found out (somehow someway idek) that I'm valedictorian#mother of god why do I have so many exams#still have more exams to go#but anyway that's just a long and convoluted way of me saying I've been super busy lately and tumblr has been more on the back burner#chrys chats#not dbh
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When you were too passionate in the tags (and hit tag limit) that Tumblr starts breaking around you
#ernest talks#continuing where i was#i have so little time recreationally and everyone around me is busier and I've gotten more anxious and nervous over the years#and that goes for everyone else i talk to or want to talk to#and i try creating these community events like hangouts or celebrations or anything to get people coming in#or try to host stuff and we're mostly busy#I'm super super grateful when we have those hangouts work!!! I'm always so happy when people can join or make time for them#i kinda just... mourn that this too will go away and people will dissipate and the fandom goes inactive again#so i really cherish the time we make to ask each other about our day when it comes to mind#<- pointing to me saying this because I've gotten more edged in recent years and stop talking to others so i can reflect#feel like I've been too salty on fandom lately (lately like the last two years)#i also have tons of posts about like the LL fandom not being dead and I'd like that to be true#but ahhhh busy busy busyyyyyyy#I'm also generally favorable to communicating on discord instead of tumblr#which not everyone uses casually#so that's also a huge factor#asks are fun but tbh i don't get a lot of conversations continued that way#it ends up a one and done thing#either there's significant pressure in the reply to make it good that isn't usual in other text form convos#or some other reason i don't know of#conversations end quicker on tumblr so i end up relying on discord convos more
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Do you have any headcannons about Carrie!Abed?
sure! first of all, for it to work, we have to remove a lot of the plot points revolving around womanhood and Christianity (which is basically the entire book but I digress)
Abed crying out for his mom at the end really REALLY takes on a different meaning in this version
I think it would also take much more of an ableism/homophobia route
he would still get tampons thrown at him because "haha men like man?? that's FEMININE"
also Chris Hargensen brings SHAME on our shared name but she would be Jeff (J+A are two sides of the same coin one of them is just rich)
and that's all I can think of rn :D
#sorry i'm getting to this so late i've been super busy#community#nbc community#community nbc#abed nadir#carrie#crossover#asks
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#my anxiety is having a flare up#i don't think you really use 'flare ups' in the context of anxiety bc it doesn't work that way really but that's what it feels like for me#lately#like i feel like in general my anxiety has gotten a lot better lately. i still have a slight hum of underlying anxiety but i've been pretty#good at ignoring it and getting over it the last yearish but sometimes it's harder to ignore and gets a lil worse for short periods#esp when it comes to my relationships/interactions with people#bc i have no reason to think that the person i'm seeing 'n' has lost interest in me#but they haven't been texting me as much as they usually do the last few days and my anxiety is picking up and ignoring all the#very logical explanations and very extremely likely reasons#they're moving this weekend and didn't really start packing until last week so i know they're busy with that#ontop of everything else they do and work and everything. i know they're super fucking busy rn#and i was also out of town on a trip and they're def the type of person that was probably thinking they don't want to pester me on my trip#(they wouldn't have been)#and also like. they stopped by my job the night before i left to bring me my contact lenses and they were so smiley and excited to see me#even though it was just for a couple minutes#and they facetimed me right before my friend and i left for our trip just to talk to me for a bit and see my face#and they were again so smiley and really seemed like they liked me#so yeah.. logically i know i'm overthinking it and they're not annoyed with me#i know it's just that they're busy. the few other times they've been a little dry with texting was when they#we're super busy/going through some shit#so like i know that's all it is realistically#but my stupid anxiety and self worth issues always automatically going to 'you annoyed them. you fucked something up. they finally realized#you're not actually cool or hot and hot over you but are too sweet to tell you'#which i know is dumb#it's also not fair to them to assume that#it's not fair to them to think that of them#i just like them so much 🥺 but i do know they like me back#they've told me and they act like it#i just get scared#blake says shit
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