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devil-doll13 · 2 years ago
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The Fool, The Moon & Five of Cups
Back then, Max was young, and foolish, so that he could not see any dangers or pitfalls that lay ahead. The band was going to be big, they were going to be the next Metallica or Megadeth, the new kings of the music scene. In reality, behind the scenes there was already a rot festering in the group. An infection, bound to draw out the worst in both Max and his friends, was growing night by night. Out of the five, Only two would make it out unscathed…
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jumbledbee · 7 months ago
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Cowboy McCoy
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kvvkee · 4 months ago
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marcille sticker / keychain :) building portfolio for artist alley!!!!!!!
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latenightsleeper · 1 year ago
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Tank Fact!
Tank isn’t that much of a drinker, not liking the chance of something happening while their drunk/tipsy, he drinks socially here and there but no more than 1-2 drinks. Tank is a smoker though, something they got into the habit of while he was away from the pack.
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uhbasicallyjustmilex · 1 year ago
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AHHHHHH okay so i may or may not have just spontaneously bought tickets to see miles in london in february and i am SO EXCITED 🤩🤩
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lale-txt · 11 days ago
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good morning i will catch up with my reading list on company time today 🙂‍↕️
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mars-ipan · 1 month ago
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god i cannot wait to be off these steroids…
#marzi speaks#marzivents#<- it’s late n i’m kinda pent up abt this#i’m so TIRED of themmmm#i’m probs gonna be on them for the rest of the year. which SUCKSSS#i don’t like how many ppl comment on the moon face#i don’t mind it. like i look in a mirror and i’m okay.#it’s a little weird. but like. just because it’s different. like getting used to a new haircut#but every time i see someone for the first time in a bit it’s ‘woah your face got rounder’#and i have to go ‘oh yeah it’s water retention- steroids thing it’ll go away when i’m able to go off ‘em’#and they go ‘oh alright :) you still look good btw don’t worry’#and i just. i HATE how people talk about it!! like jfc. it’s so clear that they think it’s like kinda sad#my dad said he thinks it’s cute and he’s the only one i actually think is telling the truth there#my mom and i agree that it doesn’t matter. but even then she tries to tell me not to panic#like a little extra squish in my face is something to panic over#it’s so clear that so many people see it as another thing to pity#oh poor thing. has that chronic illness for the rest of her life. and the steroids made her jaw look rounder :(#like jfc i knew fatphobia was prevalent but come the fuck on. literally i’m like barely retaining water for steroids too#like. i’m still very much skinny (i JUST finished being malnourished ffs) but bc i’m retaining water in my face#now ppl feel the need to comfort me. over this tiny cosmetic thing that does not matter#like. i wouldn’t feel weird abt it if it weren’t for everyone else making it such a THING. why is everyone so weird about it#i’m not insecure about it but when ppl try to comfort me or go ‘it’s not that bad’ it makes me feel like i’m SUPPOSED to be insecure abt it#and it drives me NUTS. bc there are things about being on steroids that i would love to be comforted about#but the water retention is not one of them. i couldn’t give a rat’s ass about the water retention#y’know what i’d like to be comforted over? the mood swings. the irritability. the insomnia. the appetite fluctuation#the slow healing of skin. thinning and dryness in the skin. having to take like 3 other medications alongside the steroid#bc taking the steroid causes side effects that need to be medically treated or prevented#even outside of the steroid! i’d like some comfort about having to build back my stamina from scratch#i’d like some comfort about having the worst balance i’ve had in years#there’s. more to this. but i’m out of tags. maybe i’ll make some replies idk. i’m just. UGH
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cantagirldrawinpeace · 3 months ago
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Oda when I catch you Oda 🙂🔪
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cargopantsprentiss · 2 years ago
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some momily as a palate cleanser (thank you @criminalmindsgonewrong for the inspo)
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no1ryomafan · 6 months ago
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Me: Persona is like one of my more normal interests
Also me: *proceeds to do a replay of P3P on NG+ as the femc even though this is gonna take well over 50+ hours like last time even if I skip some dialogue*
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calico-kiwi · 2 months ago
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i have been learning taekwondo for ALMOST A YEAR ALREADY so how come it wasn’t until LITERALLY TODAY it dawned on me I can now use my newly acquired fighting knowledge to WRITE COOL AND BETTER FIGHT SCENES FOR MARIBAT OH MY GOOOODDDD IVE LITERALLY BEEN TOO AFRAID TO REALLY WRITE FIGHT SCENES BUT THIS IS LIKE SO PERFECT
anyways catch me daydreaming abt writing maribat stuff again, hopefully we can turn the daydreaming into daydoing (or maybe nightdoing)
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shatterthefragments · 9 days ago
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And the Shatters’ ridiculous overtime train has come to an end.
Well, the money was nice while it lasted but. I get it. I’m hoping to have some time to uh. Actually do some art and stuff now I hope :)
And while there are things I want to purchase while I have money to do so. I should. Really save some… fuck. (And learn to repair my thigh holes so I can wear pants longer but. Alas) (to be Responsible I probably shouldn’t be thinking “but COULD I fly somewhere to see The Plot In You?” Bc they’re not coming to Seattle… bc I definitely *shouldn’t* and I also don’t want to fly anywhere. But also. Why not end my early ish twenties irresponsibly and wildly?)
I. I did it. I reached the finish line. (Nevermind that I still have work, school, and other commitments without much in the way of a proper day off.)
(And probably discovered a new physical movement based trigger that nearly had me in tears despite being in a public busy grocery store)
I. I survived.
If the other decorator isn’t back for December/christmas time though. They better reinstate a little bit for me. (I. I think the other full time decorator might crumble under the weekend demand. I love her. “I’m new”. But she’s not new. She needs to at least be able to do the orders for each day. And there will be many.)
I. Not to be conceited. But. I held it together there for them. And
They thanked me.
‘Give us all you are willing to give’
And I did.
Now, I rest.
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gregmarriage · 9 months ago
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okay, i’m genuinely curious: do people find me intimidating?
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aliosne · 3 months ago
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Everybody clap for me I felt uncertain on some stairs that didn’t have a railing and I asked aneki if I could hold her arm
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chibishortdeath · 6 months ago
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Hmmm I kinda want to make a side blog for RPG Maker game development related things to be able to talk to more experienced people in that community, but at the same time I both don’t really think I’d get much attention and don’t want to accidentally spoil my own game (^^ ; ).
I have a rough story, concept doodles, a tileset, some character sprites, an enemy that walks around but can’t initiate battle yet (if I even decide to have a battle system), a couple rooms with some events, and a functioning run button, but I’m still lost on how to do much else at the moment. Especially since this program has the ability for scripting, meaning I’ll probably have to learn and actually retain another coding language.
So, I’m not very far at all lol. Idk how well that’d go over on the established fandom website, but eh.
#text post#incoherent rambling#project update#game project#I’m still also debating whether or not I can actually even make a proper horror game too#It’s the rule of like just being a horror fan doesn’t make you good at horror being afraid of something does? ya know?#I am trying to go with things that scare me personally but it’s been difficult#either things aren’t concrete of concepts enough or are wayyyy too oddly specific to make anything about#which is quitter talk I know but how does one translate the childhood heebee jeebees of watching top ten gaming videos past bedtime 💀💀💀#or like the way too broad general fear of lack of control without making it too on the nose or too vague#truly a balancing act writing is#kinda ironically I am also a little bit less afraid of hospitals after having been to one for myself rather than family members#which makes things both more and less difficult???#on one hand I have better references for them now but on the other hand I’m desensitized to it 😔#I think I get used to things a little too easily for a lot of things to stay scary#the thing was a scary movie the first time I saw it and now it’s a comfort film#funger was a very scary game until I first died and reloaded a save with little consequence and now it’s just a spooky but fun rpg#but then at the same time thinking about a movie studio logo before a movie that scared me as a kid cause there was a monster in it#still gives weird left over shivers but actually seeing it doesn’t anymore for some reason#I feel like that’s how it’s worked with most things I’ve ever been afraid of in my life besides concepts like death control or idk drowning#ugh writing is HARD#but actually making a functional and fun to play game is harder oh my god do I not know how to make puzzles#I have made swivel chairs that can be knocked and walked over but that’s about it and idk what to do with that knowledge lmaooooo#and I don’t want the entire gameplay loop to be read text search room get key repeat cause that’s boring#I have also desperately tried making a stamina system but there’s not much help with that online especially not in the rpg maker forums#the no necroposting rule sucks all the threads for questions I have never get answered and never will cause no one is allowed to due to age#anyway idk what to tag this probably won’t get seen since it’s not my usual anyway but eh whatever I’ll think about this#hopefully I remember the passwords to two blogs 💀💀💀
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itsahotminuteinbetween · 3 months ago
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wuh wait what do you mean I have to people
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