#I’m trying my best

[sillygoofyslightlymentalyillgirl]

Absolutely. It seems like nobody understands I do it because it is, some nights, the only thing keeping me alive. It is the only way I have to release the worlds of emotions that plague me. Unless you can somehow cure my entire mind than I can’t promise I will stop. I will try but it truly is the only thing that helps.

i wish other people could understand that sh itself isnt the actual problem, its a coping mechanism. and trying to stop it wont change or fix anything because the main issue is still there

[vreetea]

I made these like last month buy forgot to post them

[criminalamnesia]

Believe it or not but I moved up another grade before part 8 could be posted❤️

I’m not sure if this was your intent, but this comes off as passive aggressive to me.

I understand that many of you are disappointed in the lack of an update for traitor— I am, too. I have frequently apologized and I know recently I did say that I would have part 8 up within the past week. Obviously, that did not happen.

Let me say this again: I am a college student that writes for fun. I also work, and I’m getting ready to graduate in December, so I’ve been busy trying to figure out life post-graduation.

On a personal note, I also struggle with depression. There have been many days within the past months where I have struggled to do anything but lay in bed, let alone write for this blog.

Do I feel awful? Yes. I am so so sorry that I’ve continuously pushed this back, and that I’ve repeatedly addressed the issue and have done nothing to fulfill my promises. But please remember: I have a life, too.

I take full accountability for my absence here. I know I could do better. But I also do have my reasons. Going forward, I’m not promising any posting dates regarding my works. It’s not fair to me or to you guys to set deadlines that I may or may not meet. I write when I feel inspired, and trying to push myself to write when I don’t feel up to it makes everything worse.

Please understand that I do feel awful about this. Please understand that I am trying my best. Myself, my schooling, and my job come first. As much as I love to write and post my ideas for you guys— it’s a hobby.

Thank you to those who have given me grace and understanding. I appreciate your kindness and again, I apologize for the month-long disappearance. I hope to get back to writing soon, but I can’t make any promises on when the final part of traitor will be up.

I hope everyone has a great night❤️

[astrayartist]

FIRST DESIGN! Leo (short for leopard) danio, of district 4 and the winner of the 78th annual HUNGER GAMMMEESSSS.

(Most of the art is traced, aka, not entirely mine. I was simply lazy and didn’t want to draw anatomy today. :,) )

@notjustdragonspages @3v0ny @ghostbroccoli @c4psaic1n

[crunchkind]

[larkspur69]

When someone tells you to smile but ur autistic

[spacegay-archetype]

Me putting literally all of my money and energy into repairing Caed Nua:

Everyone in my party every five seconds: this place looks like shit

[artofdansan]

2/3 of my cccc art dump B)

[the-sassy-noodle-allie-bug]

Day 7, ravenous. Look I know it doesn’t look all that ravenous but finding ref was a fight for my mf life 😭😭😭

[blitzy-blitzwing]

I’m trying.

[fae-whispers]

please stop i can’t like all these wormbark posts

[cloudyclovers]

8x03 spoilers / discussion

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buck clearly doesn’t want to be under gerrard’s wing and the rest of the 118 are clearly confused about it.

i’m calling it, this is the problem between buck and tommy.

tommy has always wanted to be on gerrard’s good side and have that sort of family feeling that buck has with the rest of the 118 and he is already known to be envious of that. but buck has never wanted to be under gerrard’s wing.

at the very least, it’s a source of arguments between them. at the worst, neither will come to understand each other and its over for them. either way, it’s a problem 😭

[oliveoaksisland]

an au where red and chloe are aged up and maybe in college. they have been dating for a few years now. red is an art major, and chloe is a history major with a minor in music (little on the nose i know).

for one of chloe’s final music assignments, she has to write an original love song. she writes the song “no one’s gonna love you like i can” (by laura marling), and performs it to red. red loves it (obviously) and they eventually use it in their wedding, sing it to their kids, and generations later it is still in the charming-hearts family tree

[casslcfrr]

Close together within the depths of darkness,

There do lie despair and future.

The moonlight reveals our anguish to all,

Through its chilly stare from above.

[astrayartist]

[pyxis-comet]

Izutsumi scribbles