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#fleece wool or something else?
It’s polyester I think? Its very old now and was a cheep one.
#what kind of woodsmoke is it?
Eucalyptus
#did you have a nice fire?
Yes!! I like fire. It was very cold (-2 last night). And I like fire.
#was marshmallows?
No. Next time I’ll bring some (actually surprised no one brang any. It was an 2 day archery shoot and there was like 30ppl). We did have tea tho.
My jumper smells like smoke, it smells nice.
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just watched the hannibal finale with haven. no one fucking talk to me for 15-20 business days PLEASE
#IM SO.#I AM SO??v#WND IM HUST SUPPOSED TO HE NORMAL NOW#IM SUPPOSED TO CARRY ON WITH MY DAY LIKE I DIDNT JUST WATCH ONE OF TBE BEST TELEVISION ENDINGS IN THE ENTIRE WORKD#IM SO DISTRAUGHT#IM SO UPSET#IM GOING TO START THEOWING THINFS AND SettiNG ITEMS ON FIRE#IM SOOOOOOOOOO. I can’t even describe what i’m feeling.#i just need to hit several fragile items with a baseball bat#and then cover myself in blood and fall over the side of a cliff holding the love of my life in my arms maybe#WHAT THE FUCK. it’s fine i’m so normal. WHAT THE FUCK#/astro posts#i haven’t really and truly Read Fic in like over a year but i need to absorb the entire hannigram tag into my bloodstream rn
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I think the most depressing thing that’s happened in my life over the past couple of months is watching an otherwise intelligent friend descend into paranoia and conspiracy. maybe ex friend now, because I don’t feel all that inclined to talk to him these days, but it’s still sad to be a bystander to this who can’t help even if you try to intervene.
#something I’ve been trying to get better at as I’ve gotten older is trying to avoid situations that#spurn incredibly strong emotions in me that impair my social function.#it’s not fair to the people around me and it’s not fair to me either. i deserve better than treating myself like that#and I’m starting to wonder if how someone answers ‘how willing am I to pull my own pigtails’ is correlative with extreme paranoia#social behavior isn’t really my bag outside of being in the world and observing it yknow#but a common denominator here has definitely been seeing someone come to this crossroads#and just choosing to engage anyway instead of telling themselves ‘I need to remove myself from being…#…so fired up constantly. it’s starting to boil my brain.’ they just can’t quit it.#the best kind of evidence – white hot anecdote#but there’s something about this that does seem functionally similar to addiction. just in how compulsive it is.#is anger addiction possible? I guess that’s the burning question.
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@bunnybolt asked:
"were you ever going to tell me the truth?" for Toshinori
[Starter Meme - Unknown! | Prompted/Accepting!]
"Kid,..." Yagi trailed off, unsure how to answer. Everything was-- tricky. Always, always tricky. As All Might, he never faltered- he always had the right path. Or at least- that was what he liked for everyone to think...but when it came to reality....to Toshinori Yagi--- it was difficult.
Why couldn't the kid have asked this of All Might? When he was in that form, he quite literally felt like he was more- better. When he was this shriveled husk...it was as if the world were shrouded in a thick fog. Maybe he'd just gotten too used to being invisible, when he was like this.
"....I didn't know if there would be a good time,...if one would ever come up." He still had a few secrets bouncing about in his head- it didn't matter which one it was...the few that remained...he didn't want to burden Young Midoriya. The kid...already had more than enough on his plate.
#bunnybolt#Through many battles/I have been tested/I’ve never failed/Never have been bested || Toshinori Yagi#I can’t put this behind me/Or just pretend || Asks#Running into the fire/To pull you out || Verse | Unknown#//elected to go vague weeeeeeeeeeee#But I’m still on a mission/And I can’t let nobody stop me now || Thread Start
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Rip Klck you would’ve loved Scars by crane wives
#All the love all the kindness all your best-laid plans#like…#Couldn't stop me from becoming the way that I am#LIKE#I’m not the person that I thought I was#I’m trying to come to terms with what you’ve done#In the fumes of your anguish oh my blistering pride#I’m still burning like a tire fire deep down inside#its making me insane#Was I born with a hole in my heart? A fatal fault at the start#are you joking#Tell me it’s inevitable that I’d End up with scars from falling Down down#are you FUCKING JOKING#We were always meant to fall apart#frostkettle#you are everything to me#I love this two nights in a row where I should be sleeping but am in stead thinking about fh and NOT EVEN CANON#tourmaline talks#FHJY#Spotify#crane wives#klck
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love going on the “hi yeah I haven’t even looked at my inbox/messages for months sorry sorry sorry it’s nothing personal my life’s just been in shambles and I’m starting to pick it back up even though I know I’m gonna drop all the pieces at least 3 more times before the year’s over” shame tour I’mma make t-shirts later for it
#starlight personal#gonna be actually answering the questions in my inbox#planning to post the notes for tmagr since I’m probs never gonna finish it#and I’m making 0 promises to have any kind of consistent online presence#b/c I’ve learned it’s best for my mental health to delete these apps when I’m approaching crisis mode#so I’ll just be like the fun uncle who shows up to holidays with a six pack of nonalcoholic beer;#chats about whatever#slides you a $20#and disappears for the next 2 years#tbf 2023 was a horrible year okay it was so bad#some of it included; I almost got a grippy sock vacation twice#i tried a few new meds and they all sucked and i went through Literal Drug Withdrawal to the point i was sick for a month and lost 30lbs#i started ketamine treatment and experienced ego death twice!!!! horrifying!!!!!#i got my manager fired#i got my coworker fired#everyone else on the team quit and j was the last one left#my cat died and it was the worst thing that ever happened and it still hurts so bad#the person i thought would be a forever best friend was just. not there for me. and b/c i was struggling and not putting in 150% effort#the friendship just. died. and we live 5 min away from each other yet she’s out of my life forever#it’s for the best but that’s a different kinda grief man#ANYWAY I HAD A TERRIBLE YEAR#2024 is off to a somewhat better start but I’m keeping expectations low#first ketamine appt of the year was. brutal. and tough. and it’s been over a week and I still feel raw#everyone who knows about ketamine: it helps you process emotions and trauma and brings those things to the surface so u can work on them#me when it brings trauma to the surface and makes me feel my feelings: this is HORRIBLE what the FUCK my entire innards are exposed and raw#I forgot how easy it is to babble in the tags like this it doesn’t feel real since I doubt anyone will read all of this lmao#god I’d kill for some weed rn BUT HAHA YEAH ANKTJER SHITTY PART LF 2023 I GOTTA CUT BACK ON WEED#can’t even have one bad coping skill like come on
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actually i think the deltarune theory that makes me most upset is when someone tries to argue that anyone aside from mettaton is the lightner that swatch helped create the neo body
#at best it’s someone who’s just trying to look too deep into it and it always ends up with whoever’s arguing it proving that they know#nothing abt mettaton beyond ‘the leg robot’ lmao.#like please. there’s so many ways that you can connect the ghost cousins (not just mtt! maddy as well!) to spamton beyond that too#just makes me so madddddddd. if i have to read one more thing saying that asriel’s drawing of his hyper death form from his pc#which is very much not a deleted file btw. somehow made it to the computer in the library#or that alphys made it for… some reason? i guess because ‘’mettaton doesn’t exist yet!!’ (yes he does shut up)#i’m gonna screammmmm#why would power of neo play in big shot. why would METTATON’S COUSIN WHO HAS SIMILAR STRUGGLES WITH TRYING TO FIND HER DREAM BODY’S THEME#PLAY DURING BIG SHOT.#just makes me so maddd. i’m not at all holding out hope that the ghost cousins will be majorly plot significant but i do hope there’s at#least a side quest that mtt asking you to bring something entertaining will start. maybe he’d get to meet swa(is executed via firing squad)#txt
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#the combo of HUGE upgrades and nice weather starting…..#my soul is on fire in the best way#i’m so happy#finally#444
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Me putting on my tinfoil hate to further say that having Vickie as Nancy's new photographer at the Streak would've 1. Been a great way to incorporate her into the story and 2.given Nancy a friend. (Like Nance takes her and Fred to Forrest hills Fred still 💀 but now Vickie is FREAKING OUT and Nancy is like pls calm down)
FURTHERMORE it's a given that stanky has to go or at the very LEAST Nancy is like my guy I am planning my life with Jonathan. But IDEALLY I would've loved to see them be snarky little exes who are playing matchmaker with Rockie
Onto blorbo (my beloved) the secret NYU thing is SO painful bc you've got the ACTUAL weight of things he wants to do versus what he thinks he HAS to do. Like you get hints of that in s4 but this would've been SO GOOD
Me (delulu): I can fix him
Hello Dearie!
OMG I LOVE THAT VICKIE IDEA!!!
The minute that I heard that Amybeth was going to be in S4 I freaked out cause 1. I’m Canadian and 2. I enjoyed Anne with an E and thought her Anne was great. I was hoping she would have a bigger role but needless to say I was a little bit disappointed when she didn’t. Her being a photographer would have been fun cause then she and Jonathan could have had conversations about it. Vickie is my fellow clarinet playing bi queen and I’m super sad that they didn’t do more with her.
My hope is that the S4 stncy stuff is a set up for Stevee’s arc next season where he gets over her. If they just put it there for love triangle bullshit I’ll be pissed cause Suffers if you want love triangle drama look no further than Mike! He’s got a pretty bizarre one going on atm.
You’re right it would have been fun to see Nancy and Steven be snarky exes helping out Robin and Vickie. I just hope next season they make Nancy and Stevens dynamic be that cause that’s how I view them in my hinge stoncy polycule where Jonathan’s in the middle.
Secret NYU thing would be heartbreaking. It would really bring home his core fear of the future as I think I and many other 17-18 year olds could relate to wanting to follow their dreams but being scared to go off and do them due to factors ranging from home life to just general anxiety.
S4 to me is the season that had so much potential but just fell short of reaching it. They hit some parts (ex. Vecna reveal, Max in Dear Billy, van scene, Byers bro’s heart to heart, spellbound at the ending) but in other parts they didn’t do very well. 
#coming from the fire emblem fandom where people go ‘hey I think we got some recency bias going on with blank game’ I do really think#that as a community we need to talk more about the flaws of s4#and what could have been done better#I see polls on what the best season is and s4 always win when to me best season is season 1 cause the mystery stuff is so interesting#and the character motivations feel pretty clean cut#off topic but#I’m tempted to start calling stncy Stacey or stanch cause my phone always auto corrects my censored spelling to that#mutuals! :)
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#okay so here’s the thing is that a hardware store near me is having a big sale this weekend and there’s a few things that I had been eyeing#and researching for my home that are on sale like my living room / kitchen have really tall ceilings and I’d need an extra tall ladder to#get up there to change lightbulbs check the fire alarm and paint and they have one on sale from like 160 to 120 tomorrow that seems like a#good choice and I need a random orbital sander for some projects like sanding the wood planks that we are going to use to replace my porch#and I’ve been working on sanding my kitchen table I got used to get the paint off and stain instead and similar with my coffee table and#that’s on sale from like 50 to 20 dollars plus the sanding pads are on sale a few bucks off as well#and I think there’s one or two smaller things plus I need to get groceries tomorrow and I got a coupon in the mail for free fries with a#purchase at a burger place and I was thinking of taking myself out to lunch tomorrow before I saw about the sale and started making#decisions about potentially spending a lot of money and I have anxiety spending money and I’ve been working on it but it’s still something#that I will probably struggle with somewhat for the rest of my life it’s about managing in healthy#ways instead blah blah blah but sometimes when I talk to my aunt about this she gets frustrated with me because she thinks if I need those#things and have the money I should just buy it and not cause a scene about it and I don’t want to be dramatic but it’s like a#piercing adrenaline fear of not having the money to survive or get what I need in the future and anyways this isn’t what I meant to talk#about what I meant to talk about was that I’m thinking of spending a lot of money tomorrow and technically I have the money and the stuff is#on sale at least the hardware stuff not the groceries so despite it feeling like I’m spending a lot of money at once it will be more cost#efficient to buy them tomorrow than if I waited a few months and there wasn’t a sale going on#so I should purchase them and get groceries and maybe MAYBE even take myself out to lunch as a celebration of how much effort I’ve been#putting into fixing up my home that I love so much and just getting through this period of so much change as best I can#and not have a panic attack about it because it’s going to be okay and I have the money and I have a job with money coming in and I need#those items anyway and will need to buy them at some point and they will likely be more expensive in the future so it is okay for me to#spend the money on it now and it’s not the end of the world everything is going to be okay *right*?#I don’t know I’m just talking to myself mostly#this was a way to get my thoughts out about it without being advised to just get over it#also my tummy hurts and I’m being so brave about it#sort of lol
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since I’m currently in full brain rot going to give you guys a little run down about princess malini from the jasmine throne/burning kingdom series. obviously spoilers ahead for anyone who might want to pick up the series:
Malini is the princess of a nation called parijatdvipa
youngest of three, Chandra is the middle brother and Aditya the oldest
Aditya didn’t step up to the throne when the time came so Chandra took over
Chandra is ugly . he practices an extreme version of a faith following the mothers of the flame where he thinks women sacrificing themselves and being burnt to death is a process of purification
he demanded malini sacrifice herself and when she refused he had her imprisoned in a temple
blah blah stuff happens in the temple + some gay pining but main thing is she escapes
once she does she returns back to her goal of convincing her older brother Aditya to take the throne from Chandra
Aditya fucked off and became a priest so he has no interest in politics even after malini had allied so many supporters before being imprisoned
At the end of the first book her allies and a prophecy encourage her to take the throne for herself
So the bad bitch says yeah I’ll be your empress and now leads an army to overthrow her brother after she burned a whole army of his men who tried to attack them
Malini can literally cry on command and can be very manipulative. she has the knack for making everyone around her love her but she finds uses for everyone in her life
Despite her seemingly noble goal, she can be very cold, calculating and ruthless
#I love women leaders and this book was FILLED with them#obv I just started oleander sword so more malini lore to come but I’m brrrr#just Google oleander sword#look at that fuckjng cover LOOK AT HER!!!!!!#she was also slowly being poisoned by her original caretaker at the temple#bc when malini was told to rise to a burning fire she was supposed to do it with her heart sisters#aka the term for like best friends like platonic soulmates#and her caretakers daughter was one of the girls that burned and she hates malini for not dying too#power makes everyone monstrous ( 𝐡𝐜. ) MALINI
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i love laying in bed and replaying cute moments with my bf in my head on repeat :3
#scene: i’m at a warehouse rave that my bf abc’s his friends are throwing#i’m walking inside with our mutual friends and we see him at the door#he says he’s staying outside to make sure no one’s dying#i say ‘so if i start dying out here does that mean i get attention :3’#he IMMediaTELY GRABS MY FACE AND YELLS ‘SHES DYING OF A SEVERE LACK OF KISSES’ AND RAPID FIRE SMOOCHES MY FACE#OUR FRIEND STARTS YELLING ‘GROOOSS GROSS DISGUSTING’ BUT IT DOESNT STOP HIM#IN MY POV EVERYTHING IS HAPPENING SO FAST AND IMD DRUNK BUT IM HAVING FUN AND GIGGLING#he’s so affectionate and emotionally available and silly i love him#half a year ago i was crying begging my abuser to give me crumbs of affection like asking about my day#now i’m living my best life with the sweetest man i’ve ever dated#he highkey saved me#when i was processing my last breakup i woke up w chest pain and nausea 30 seconds after waking up every day#and then a week after The Incident he started staying up until 7am to talk to me#the morning after the first time he stayed up with me was the first time i woke up without immediately feeling sick 😭#i had butterflies but i wasnt iN PAIN#omg and whenever the trauma brain and trust issues make me feel insecure and mentally ill hes so patient and understanding#we have the same morals and hobbies and interests so he reminded me of everything i love about life when i was at a low
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finishing love between fairy and devil reminded that I had another c-drama (Love like the Galway) that I had paused watching and now that I resumed it, uhh I think I lost track of the ongoing plot and character motivations/backstories 😬
#click clack#resuming shows - hard mode.#I stopped watching at episode 32 and I forgot the main character entered the palace where everything got even more complicated#it’s one of those historical imperial court plots where you have to know every character scheming and/or otherwise#it wasn’t like that in the beginning the plot began at a smaller scale within family for the most part#I think I stopped because my viki subscription ran out#love like the galaxy#despite the title I watched it more for how family dynamics play out it’s just so interesting#the romance is not convincing yet i think it’s on purpose like a slow burn at best?#the main dude needs to convince me and the main character which is interesting to watch! like she just compared him to her mom which is…#oof she has mommy issues ala turning red & eeao#I’m scared my memories are mixing up some scenes and plots from nirvana in fire which was the last one I saw at the end of 2022#and phew I started that one yearsssss ago but paused watching until last year and had to rewatch the first 8 episodes again
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@heterochromatica asked:
"Sensei?" Shoto has waited until there was a quiet moment before he approached their teacher, waiting for his attention before he continued. "I want to talk to you about something." and while his expression remained rather neutral, voice polite, something in the way he held himself would hint at how Shoto wouldn't take a no for an answer. This was a serious inquiry and important for Shoto. Things had been shitty for a while, they were all aware of it but this had been on his mind for a while and he really wanted to get it off his chest.
[Unprompted. || Accepting!]
"...you're always welcome to speak to me about anything, young Todoroki." He couldn't help but wonder just what would cause that gleam of determination- or perhaps sheer stubbornness- in the youth's eyes. The other students all took off, ready to practice in the depths of the site. He figured he would be seeing several plumes of smoke rise in a few minutes...though sadly, none would belong to any zero-point robots. Every robot on the field was practically under-leveled in terms of difficulty, compared to the class... He wished, in part, that Nezu had heeded his request to send out a few of the stronger machines today.
He knew his students could handle that kind of challenge... And young Midoriya needed more practice, especially. The kid was doing great,...but all the visits to the medbay...it had long been weighing on him, pushed aside for the sake of training. But it was high time the kid trained enough that he wasn't shattering himself with every fight...especially after some of his injuries resulted in him having to totally switch combat styles.
At least the kid was making his own mark instead of trying to imitate All Might, these days.
"So, what's bothering you?" Spoken without a hint of malice or annoyance. Young Todoroki had been doing well in all his classes across the board, all year. A bit of downtime in the semi-quiet outskirts of the site would be fine- for a few minutes, anyway.
#I can’t put this behind me/Or just pretend || Asks#Through many battles/I have been tested/I’ve never failed/Never have been bested || Toshinori Yagi#heterochromatica#Running into the fire/To pull you out || Verse | Unknown#But I’m still on a mission/And I can’t let nobody stop me now || Thread Start#//and so I hand ye this in return
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So I had an idea, and might entirely revamp an original story idea I haven’t touched since I was a freshmen
#aka it’s been two years????#know what#I’m gonna get the laptop fired up#And I’m gonna write once I have dried my hair#And I am gonna finish this story (at least a rough draft) before I start senior year#I’m gonna do it#(watch me crash and burn within a week oop-)#Anyway#remind me to actually be productive#And eventually buy myself one of those fancy waterproof notebooks bc I desperately need one for thinking’s in the shower#Have my best ideas when I am getting power washed /hj
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P ─ Public. Have they ever done it in public ? Were they caught ? Do they have a favourite public place to do it ? / ChildeAe, YukaBri, Asheleth, HaruTess, Juliess, FukuTess
。:*• ─ SEXY ABC. › -- Not Accepting -- @ardensfides
P ─ Public. Have they ever done it in public ? Were they caught ? Do they have a favourite public place to do it ?
ChildeAe: They've absolutely done it in public, but never caught. There's been a few times when they were close to getting caught, but Childe's silver tongue. Favorite spot is anywhere that runs high of that risk, like a park or restaurant. (Childe's fault).
YukaBri: I can see them doing it in an alley in a fit of passion or occasionally. They weren't caught, thankfully, or else Bri would be too embarrassed to leave their apartment. Can't really think of a favorite place currently.
Asheleth: They have and Ashe ends up embarrassed every time. They weren't caught, but there was a time the Garreg Mach Guards walked right by them. Surprisingly, his favorite is the greenhouse shed. No one really goes back there, and it's easy to figure out patterns to avoid detection.
HaruTess: They have, and if you call having Blood literally hear you whenever you have sex, then yes. It's not as if he hides it unless the Director or Racheal are coming around. The Law of Tessa strikes again - if bully, must bully. His favorite place is the hallway near the library, or somewhere semi-secluded. Second would be the weapon's storage room.
Juliess: They're the second-worst when it comes to public sex. While not caught, they've been interrupted on multiple occasions. Yet that doesn't stop him from railing her as he pleases. The library and garden in Fenrir would be his ideal places.
FukuTess: Worst of the worst primarily because Fukuya just doesn't care. Much like Childe, his charlatan ability allows him to get out of any situation. Doesn't help that their primary verse is the cop verse, so as the Chief of Police... Fukuya has more power than he knows what to do with. Favorite places would be his office, in a movie theater, or park.
#NSFW//#ardensfides#➹; I burst into tears and fall apart when I kiss you in this heat / Like a storm you’re my favorite ( childe & aedre )#✾; Anything you want to say I’ll be right here / Let me come and sit by the fire just let me come close to your heart ( yukari & aibreann )#⥀; When my moon rises your sun rises as well under the same sky / In this different time our hearts are connected ( julius & tessa )#➷; Holding your hand & I'm walking through the whole of the world / Carrying your wish like the Venus in the dim sky ( ashe & byleth )#✄; A storm is coming so you best start running / No you can’t control feel it in my bones I’m coming for the throne ( fukuya & tessa )#ღ; You make me so hot make me wanna drop it's so ridiculous / I can barely stop I can hardly breathe ( haruomi & tessa )#∘Question#SEND HELP?
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