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Elden Ring Headcannon:
Every time the Tarnished turns their accumulated runes into strength, pieces of their memory from their past life come back to them.
Since their whole existence, including the whole world around them, is in a consistent cycle of them doing it all over again (gotta compensate for NG+, I guess), sometimes the memories will appear in full color in their heads, or it could be something as meager as the remembrance of a certain smell they can’t place, the feel of a material long since lost, or even a tune that’d been hummed to them as a child. They just wouldn’t know where to place all of those things after they’d remember it all.
#it’s past 1AM and this may be incomprehensible#but whatever#my little tarnished chickie has to have some way of remembering how Morgott saved her after she got thrown into the sewers as a kid#by a bunch of lil Leyndellian bullies#I made her character model a little too cutsie looking and I figure that’s a good enough reason for her to get bullied#and literally tossed into Morgott’s world 😂#my other Tarnished chick that’s with Mohg is just in Leyndell with her dad to get treated for her sickness but she’s kinda a sewer rat too#Mohg may be a big ole jerk wad rn but when he was a kid he was real quick on his feet and just as brave to boot#brave enough to save Kres from one of the bigger sized omen down there - lil fella just rushed in and scooped her up#I really need to just make a post with all my Tarnished in it#I’m sure I’ll get around to it#elden ring headcanons#elden ring
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Eloise and Lorra🥹🥹
@lorrainmorgan
#we were talking about Úrsula from Kiki and how we wish we were her😫😫😫#so I had to recreate this scene💓💓💓💓#Kiki’s my favorite movie…ever since I was like 3 years old I think bahahahahahahahahaahhaahah#idk how many times I’ve seen it!!!!!!#I just love drawing these little pictures of all of our characters spending time together🥹#and if I get to ALSO practice backgrounds/full illustrations etc even BETTER🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy oc#hogwarts legacy mc#eloise babbit#Lorraine Morgan#I love Lorraine so much she is SUCH A CUTIE !!!!!! 🥹💓🥹💓#I have a lot more paintings planned !!! but they take me some time so I’m not 100% sure when I’ll get around to them lol#bc I want to draw all of these MCs but I also want to draw scenes from my fic etc etc#so I try to balance it out!!!🥹🫶#eloise + friends
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could you do a blackberry x adventurer fankid if you havent already pretty please :3
I can’t really say that I made this because of the aforementioned “I haven’t drawn anything in a while” post, it’s just because I was scrolling through my requests and remembered that I was in the middle of drawing her before and thought “might as well finish”
Anyways sorry, this is Blackberry Scone Cookie
So if I’m being perfectly honest, I don’t entirely know what her deal is. I know that, unlike her father, she is very willing to acknowledge that she’s rich and uphold that side of her family. She’s also at least outwardly, very similar to her mother in being generally reserved in her emotions. I think one idea I had for her is that she does cool things, she just does with a disinterested face, which kind of just heightens the coolness
Okay so I’m gonna be completely honest, I am now going to just make something up as I write. That top part was in part for me to figure something out
Outwardly, she seems disinterested, but she has plenty of emotions, you just either need to pay attention to her actual words instead of tone, or you just need to get close enough to her for the mask to fall. She also has quite an interest in stories of magic and in mystical artifacts, though she prefers simply reading about them over going out to find them. Also, despite her interest in the subject, she just doesn’t have that much of an ability for magic/the occult, and has difficulty seeing ghosts (best she has is that she can sometimes see Onion), which is one of the reasons she sticks to simply reading about them rather than going out herself
While she has respect for her father in how he goes out on his own to seek out treasure and artifacts, she just doesn’t understand why he hates his rich life. Her only real guess is that he sees it as clashing with his adventurer persona, which she thinks is kind of stupid. She’s also pretty much the one running the estate while he’s gone (she’s an adult by this point) and being the one to actually deal with things such as house guests. Not to say Adventurer was an absent parent, and he’d actually take her along when she was younger on some of his expeditions, but he can disappear sometimes now
She doesn’t hate her parents, and it’s not like they were horrible parents to her, but she feels distant from her mother due to her lack of ghost abilities, and some amount of resentment for her father for being so attached to this persona of his and his disdain for his actual heritage, especially since she’s fully accepting of it and it unintentionally makes her self conscious about it
She’s not super sure of her place in the world, but for now she’s just trying to do her job as a member of a rich family
Hm, so I ended up writing more on her than I thought I would. Ah well, not a bad thing. Well, design time
So her name’s Blackberry Scone due to me headcanoning Adventurer to be some sort of shortbread or biscuit (I know they’re the same thing in other countries, but I’m unsure as to what kind of biscuit he is now). Scones are kind of like biscuits, add some blackberry and there you go, blackberry scones
A potential name was Blackberry Cobbler, but I think I prefer scone, especially since I made her more rich-seeming
Blackberry scone:
So almost everything I made of her, outside of the small sketches and some of the colors, I made a couple weeks ago while waiting at the dentist’s office, and I mostly blocked her out of my mind after that as a result. So I don’t really remember a lot of the design process
I feel like I gave her that hairstyle to make her look “cool”, but then I kind of threw that aspect of her character away. But I still like it, so she keeps it
Also, her suit was originally a bit more reddish, but I changed it today to make it more purple so it’d fit with the color of the scones. They don’t really look that red, so I changed it. But I think now the colors may not all look the best together
I feel like I may have made her colors all a bit too similar to each other, and/or not given her enough, but I don’t really know what else to change
Also when I came back today, the thickness of the lines was bothering me. Maybe it’s because I’ve been dabbling with the Syrup brush now, but I think I need to play with line width more now, since some of the smaller things like the brooch feel like they have too thick of lines
I don’t think her design is necessarily bad though, it’s mostly color wise I have issues with
And yeah, that’s Blackberry Scone, I hope you enjoy her
#I’m kind of bored so I don’t know what to do now#maybe I’ll draw another but I’m not sure#or finally get around to writing Mochi’s description and giving him a character#who knows#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#cookie run ovenbreak#blackberry cookie#adventurer cookie#adventureberry#that’s their ship name right?#cookie run oc#fankid#fanchild#blackberry scone cookie#my OCs#my art#requests#answers
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what kind of partner do you think leon would go for? realistically, do you think he would want a civilian? he’s around 47 now, so do you think he would mind an age gap? like if the reader is 20-25, would he mind it? im a little biased in my thought process, but i think if the reader was mature enough and serious about him, i think he wouldn’t mind an age gap.
i can’t really speak on his type, but based on your hcs i think they’re super realistic and thought out. if you don’t wanna answer this, that’s completely fine! thank you in advance (if you choose to answer)
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Oh I would be so happy to answer this!!! And you're welcome, thank you for the feedback and questions!
I took a lot of time to sit down and really think about Leon and what he would've been like growing up, what he would like and how he would interact with others, so I really thank you for mentioning that my headcanons are realistic and thought out! :)
So, for your first question, I honestly think he would prefer a civilian, someone detached to his line of work so he doesn't have to think about it while with them. I did mention in my headcanons that he has a preference for dark colored hair (due to just who he's seemed very close to in canon), but I think other than that?
They can look however, he wouldn't be picky (but really I don't think he would be picky when he was younger? My headcanon about him being awkward, he may be a bit of a loser in his personal life Imfao.)
But!! He could prefer someone the complete opposite of the ones he's constantly around so, in regards to physical appearance, someone who doesn't really care to exercise or isn't chiseled from strenuous activities that comes with fighting bioterrorism.
Dare I say...perhaps someone softer, curvier or plus size? (I never specity it, but when I do write my inserts it's never with someone skinny in mind due to my own body type.)
As for your second question:
He may be very picky and after all these years, realizing that, 'l deserve someone who would fit all my criteria and that I can be picky if it's someone I really want to settle down with’. I feel like Leon would not be in the mood to tolerate immaturity so he would automatically go for someone older anyways?
So yes he wouldn't mind an age gap but it wouldn't be like, someone in their 20s, if you're talking in regard to his canon age, he would want someone 30+. (I don't write Leon as that old for that reason, usually it's RE2/RE4 versions of him in my writings due to my own age).
But if you have anymore thoughts or questions about Leon I would love to hear them!! I love creating content/lore for him hehe.
#Also for me when I think of him I go to RE4 Leon due to him being around the age I am now so#I’m sure as I get older I’ll like the older versions of him once I hit those ages lol.#yes I write him the age he is out of respect for his comfort 😭#if you can’t respect fictional characters how the fuck are you going to respect real life people??#anyways I loved thinking about this and writing it out it took me a whole day LMFAO#ALSO if ya’ll know of any Leon x reader w a curvier/plus size reader pleeeeesse let me know#o asks#o talking#o text#leon kennedy#leon s kennedy#leon kennedy x reader#resident evil
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“Might have a little scratch up here on my lip- don’t suppose you’d be interested in uh.. checking it out?”
There’s the man, Milo Greer! Small wolf, big heart, even bigger-
#still working on a bigger ref sheet complete w/ expressions!#I’m sure I’ll get it out later this week or something#*puts in more effort into his wolf form*#fen art#fen redacted art#milo greer#redacted asmr#redacted audio#redacted fanart#milo greer fanart#edit: might fuck around and share my Sweetheart sooner than I planned#edit again: I KEEP FORGETTING THE SCARS OF THEIR WOLF FORMS
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LiminalSpaces— Chapter 3
Hades (Video Game) | Modern AU (College/University) | PZA | Explicit | Chapters: 3/7 | Words: 21,238 (Chapter 3: 6,763)
Summary: Inspired by The Dreamers, except make it 2010s and vaporwave. Zagreus is a university student who feels aimless in life. His girlfriend dumped him, things between him & his best friend are weird, and he lacks ambition in his studies, all while the optimistic visions of his generation’s future are becoming lost. Until one day, he falls into the orbit of Achilles & Patroclus―a charming, yet eccentric pair who completely alter Zagreus’ outlook on life & death, love & loss, past & future, and the transitions in between. (Chapter 3 summary: Zagreus reaches a stalemate in his relationship with Thanatos. Achilles & Patroclus invite Zagreus back to their place again for what ends up being a highly-charged evening of music, games, drinking, and sex.)
Excerpt:
“Ugh, Pat. Why don’t you go get a glass?”
Achilles scowls as he watches Patroclus take a particularly clumsy swig directly from the wine bottle, accidentally allowing some to escape from the corners of his mouth and run in blood-like rivulets down his chin and neck. Achilles, to his discredit, hasn’t been behaving much better. His own glass has gone untouched for a while now, and he opts instead to pass the bottle back and forth between himself and Patroclus.
“I will get one whenever I next have an excuse to end up in the kitchen,” Patroclus says as he hands the bottle back to Achilles. “Consider every sip of wine a kiss from me.”
“Why consider it, when I can just do this?”
Achilles pours some wine into his mouth, holding it there while he leans over to Patroclus and feeds it to him. Wine dribbles out between their mouths as the transfer devolves into a sloppy, open-mouthed kiss. They struggle to stifle their giggles over the mess they’re making, while reveling in the delectations of the kiss.
If they were anyone else, Zagreus might have felt irritated to be made a captive audience to their impudent displays of affection. But as it is, he has difficulty ever seeing their behavior as anything but endearing. And to be fair, he thinks to himself, as he tips back his wine glass for small sip: they are probably really, really drunk.
“We should let Zagreus have a turn at the game,” Patroclus says as soon as he regains his composure.
Zagreus, whose mouth is still full, tries not to splutter as he swallows down his drink all at once. He titters incredulously.
“What, me? I don’t even know anything about the kind of music you like.”
“Don’t you worry about that,” Patroclus says kindly. “I’ll help you with it.”
“Patroclus, no, don’t you dare—” Achilles starts, his voice sharp with warning.
“It’s all right, Achilles! Don’t you want to make our guest to feel clever? And who knows, maybe you’ll know the answer.” Patroclus grins impishly as he bounds over to Zagreus’ side, taking the wine bottle with him.
“And what if he doesn’t?” Zagreus asks Patroclus.
“And if he doesn’t—” Patroclus repeats; he leans in slowly, his mouth now so close to his ear that Zagreus can hear the gentle intake of breath in his preparation to speak. Zagreus feels the coarseness of his beard, the nearness of his warmth, making his skin prickle; he can catch a whiff of the alcohol, along with the earthy, yet floral sweet smell of his dark brown skin. “—He’ll have to do whatever you say.”
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#pza#patrochilles#zagchilles#patzag#thanzag#megzag#my fics#liminal spaces (pza dreamers au)#this is the one I was most excited for and now the fun REALLY starts#I’m pretty sure parts of this chapter were the very first prose I wrote for this fic#the whole unhinged scene you wanted to write so you build an entire story around it#btw this was supposed to be the end of part 1 when I originally envisioned post this fic as 2 chapters#yes I was gonna drop an entire 21k chapter lol aren’t you glad I didn’t?#I’m planning on posting chapter 4 to get us properly past the halfway point and then I’ll take an intermission so I can get WTDF ch8 posted#once again sorry to the WTDF enjoyers!#I’m definitely itching to dive back into it which was the goal here#anyways we’re gonna be in the metaphorical liminal space from here on out!#hades fanfic
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SO UHHH I may or may not have gotten a bit carried away and made a OC for @blackkatdraws2 / @blackkatdraws ‘s blank script au
yeah have this crappy 1 am sleep deprived doodle of her
a tid bits of lore abt her in tags ^^
#BASICALLY this is Mell#she’s a NPC who really likes the dark and zombies. like#just mention zombies and she’s already at your location ready to infodump to you everything she knows about them#She gets shy around people so she lurks around in the dark people watching or playing with whatever she can find#oh and she also likes rag dolls and carries one with her sometimes. (Her outfit is inspired by raggedy ann :D#if you’re wondering how her arms got all like that then uhh there was a accident where she was playing with the ‘guard dogs’ of the dungeon#and they got carried away to the point where her arms were missing pieces of flesh#she doesn’t mind since it makes her look like a zombie#and she loves zombies#(regarding her playing with the ‘guard dogs’ (idk how else to refer to them as😭) she feels its more easier to be around them than like#The janitors in the dungeon)#SORRY FOR RAMBLING😭 I’ll shut up now#Fanart#my art <3#oc art#oc#I mighttttt delete this later when I wake up cause I’m not sure if I’m proud of this or not 😭😭😭 so sorry
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I GOT LET OFF WORK EARLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🔥🔥🔥 (as in the hour i was hired to be left off lol)
i’m going to use the time to bed rot today so i’m not streaming lol but i’ll back on it tomorrow and hopefully 😬🤞 on youtube from here on out lol 🤞😬🤞
#this is vee speaking#my mental health has been tanking lol and my toxic trait when i’m exhausted is to go to japan apparently#⬅️applied to bat’s fan meeting today out of stress lol#i’m pretty sure they put our two month long consecutive overtime bc our exhaustion reflected in our production numbers#and relatedly i rly hate how the supervisors talk about us behind our back lol#‘ohhhhhhh it was worse this one time half a decade ago~’ BRO. THE TURNOVER RATE AT THIS COMPANY IS SHIT NOBODYS STUCK AROUND FOR THAT LONG#IT SUCKS HERE BRO. HOP OFF.#lol but i’m excited to try youtube!!!! i’ve been uploading the vods slowly so i’ll try to get the rest up as well today
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the temptation to write a time travel au milex fic where alex wakes up in 2007 and thinks he’s there to fix his relationship with alexa but he’s actually meant to get his shit together with miles
#there’s not enough time travel in this fandom and it’s one of my favourite tropes#it’s been plaguing my mind for the past week but the thought of actually having to write is a bit unbearable#i’ll get around to it eventually i’m sure#alex turner#miles kane#milex
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the 14 year old edgelord in me keeps trying to compose deep poetry about coming to after dissociating. calm down babes. we’re all good here.
#blue chatter#just. the experience of blinking into existence becoming associated with ice in my mouth#and how it’s becoming a pattern that the first visual thing I process is a hand in front of my face#At least that I remember. I’m sure other stuff happens but my memory is unsurprisingly v blurry after#I feel bad for making my roommate take care of me so often#but I super cannot control when I dissociate#and I do genuinely need the help#bc today I was home alone and it took a loooooot longer to break out of the blurry stage#I somehow didn’t think to get ice about it until I was in the middle of the grocery store an hour after the episode had ended#I want to be more independent about this so people don’t have to take care of me all the time#it is relieving to know that I can live with friends after grad school#so *someone* can be around usually if something goes wrong and I’m not cognizant enough to help myself#but I don’t wanna make them feel like they have to help me or put that on them#or like. freak out their kids. their kids are not raised remotely like I was and they’re rly young so they don’t rly understand this.#how do you explain trauma to a three year old whose parents are incredibly good at gentle parenting#idk. I’ll figure it out. hopefully with time and therapy I’ll be able to process my trauma enough that I won’t be like this forever.#I don’t wanna be like this forever.#I want to go to grad school and start practicing in clinical psychology and help people#and be independent and be able to support my friends instead of the other way around
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If anyone remembers all the dental work I needed done uhhhhhhh three years ago and never went back and ran away forever…I’m finally going back to a dentist on Thursday to restart the process and face my deep and utter abiding terror. And I also scheduled my COVID and flu vaccines for a couple hours later. And my psych appointment to restart meds.
I figured get it all done in one day, have my miserable immune reaction on Friday that I seem to always get with Moderna COVID shots, and then flee directly into the weekend and never be a person again except when I’m on and off crying. It’s going to be so kind to future me to get these things done and I can do it no matter how much I feel like I am constantly about to Actually Physically Die.
#you can see why I’m restarting meds#my brain is constantly convincing me that my teeth are about to actually finish rotting out of my mouth and I probably have an abscess#already that is going to give me a jaw or heart infection#which is VERY unlikely#and that my dog is deeply sick and I should rehome her and give her to someone who’ll take proper care of her and isn’t me#yadda yadda#it’s been fucking miserable#the only good part is 1) I’m going to get the worst part over with (starting the process) and#2) even if I completely flee and refuse to go back I’ll have one dental cleaning at least helping with plaque buildup and stuff#this is so fucking EMBARRASSING it’s all so EMBARASSING#it shouldn’t be this hard for me and I know it’s irrational#I’m just so scared because it’s so triggering for me for NO REASON and#I KNOW that this time when we get to the multiple fillings and at least one root canal and also my impacted wisdom teeth that it’ll be#different and I won’t go un-numb or if I do again they’ll have better checks in place for when I panic lie to their faces#but it doesn’t help#and I’m so sure they’re gonna tell me I need three or more root canals because I’ve waited way way too long#and I STILL can’t consistently keep up with brushing and flossing#which is the most embarassing and shameful thing in the world and I KNOW#but I’m scared shitless of all of it and it’s all a sensory nightmare!!!!!!!!!!!!#anyway I’m not going to be okay later this week and I’m not particularly okay now#so if I’m not around online much#that’s why#but I’m happy news Aoife and I are having some lovely walks this week and she’s very cute and snuggly and we played tug a lot of times yest#*yesterday and she also stayed sniffing a bush while a bike went past two feet away#instead of getting startled and needing to hop or bark at it and then calm down#I’m so proud of her#and I wouldn’t be able to do this at all without my very kind partner who spearheaded scheduling the dentist (and researching places)#after my jaw pain nervous breakdown last week#health#personal
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Rpg maker being over 70 dollars is making me want to curl into a ball and weep ❤️
#i was gonna use renpy but I’m starting to think rpg maker would work better with the sort of game I’m trying to make#sighs heavily and buries head in hands#which version am I even supposed to get anyways 😓#from what I’ve heard I think it’s fairly beginner friendly..? I mean I sure as hell hope so lmfao#urghhh it’ll be a while till I’m able to afford it#and I’m nervous abt not being able to wrap my head around how to use it#but hopefully with enough practice I’ll get the hang of it?? everyone starts somewhere I suppose#🗣️
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Yk what’s really fucked up? I was more masculine before I realized I was trans. I’m short and I’m skinny and I’m gay and that makes me a fuckin twink according to everyone else. And yeah sure sometimes I love a cute skirt and makeup and yeah sure maybe I am but that also means I fucking had to bury the girl who did archery and wanted to be on American ninja warrior and was always called on for being strong. Boyfriends say it’s awkward when I’m curled around them with him as the little spoon. “It feels weird for you to be the big spoon” “woah this is weird let’s switch” you do realize just because I’m short and don’t work out anymore this doesn’t mean I’m just this little cute bottom who is the twinkiest of twinks. I just wish I were taller so that maybe for once in my fucking life I could be taken seriously
#I’m so fucking done with this#I’m actually incredibly fucking masculine#Even my own mother#I’ll say “yeah if i were born a cis guy I might have used he/they” and she buts in “and probably she sometime”#And I’m like “…yeah#sure”#No#not at all#I’m a bastard with a shot gun and a bow and arrow#i spent my childhood trying to get as muscular as possible#But no#i got fucking sick and now I’m tiny and now I’m just another twink#I often wonder how much would be different if I hadn’t gotten an ed at 12#Maybe id have grown#Maybe I wouldn’t have developed such severe anemia that I had to drop all sports#Maybe I’d be taken seriously#I’m just so done with this#I need someone to not laugh at me when I talk about that side of me#I’m from the fucking south#I grew up around a bunch of beer drinking bastards with guns and trucks#I’m not your fucking doll#And no one seems to see that#Idk#transgender#trans men#transmasc#transblr#trans problems
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I needed someone to share this with, but I found this picture of Jake and idk how to act bc it's giving dark and possessive behavior 🙈
oh. my. god. u came into the right inbox because this is PEAK vampire jake and vampy jake literally gets me weak in the knees so 🫠🫠
#ahem ahem#possessive vampy jake who doesn’t allow u to walk outside the house without his pretty red marks on your neck 🤗#and no i’m not talking about hickeys i’m talking about his fang marks.#possessive & dark vampy jake who’s actually insanely in love with u and cannot stand the thought of someone else seeing u#so he’s always following u around like a shadow even if u don’t notice it#possessive vampy jake who’s literally addicted to ur blood. like nothing tastes the same for him anymore not even blood bags help him so#he begs and begs and whines and whimpers for u to allow him to feed off ur blood just one more time#and he gets so whiny & so turned on the second u allow him to latch his teeth onto u :(#vampy jake who literally moans against ur bite marks while he drinks u up#makes sure the area goes numb so he doesn’t hurt u as well !!#and once u start pushing him off bcs you’re getting dizzy he starts to just lick & kiss ur marks gently#aftercare with him would be so sweet :( he’d make sure that u eat healthy & filling meals everyday#not only for ur blood but for ur energy as well bcs he’s a FREAK#okay i’ll stfu now but vampy enha is smth that lives in my mind rent free.#ithinkishouldwritefullonheadcanonsaboutthematp#but vampy possessive jake 🫶🏼🫶🏼#thank u so much for sending this baby <3#dreamy sigh.#asks & responses <3#ᓭི༏ᓯྀ‧₊˚ — ♡ 𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒.#𓆩 𓂋 𓆪 alvojake ♡#— jake?!
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good morning & happy happy sunday friendz ^_^ i hope you all have a wonderful and restful day !! sending ya lots of love ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝ᰔ
#this month thoroughly kicked my ass#but i’ve been slowly but surely turning it around 💪#i’m sorry i haven’t been v social lately SOB !#i will be making my rounds to messages & going into inbox’s soon <3#gonna spend the day getting my space organized ^_^ !#so i’ll be poppin in and out teehee#love to u all !!!#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims
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okay to those of you who saw my last rb and care about my stupid guilty gear au. i NEED to rant right now. Massive long winded about bedkari (aka bedman x hikari, my stupid ship that’s part of reverie of rebirth) under the cut. Be warned they’re so toxic yuri
i just realized. The cornered pray analogy exactly how the dynamic between Romeo and Hikari is. The lamb preparing for their slaughter specifically is. Exactly them. But the thing is… The roles are swapped in a way.
Romeo, of course, has sheep elements. Those are a huge part of his design- Even in his canon story as well. He’s a lamb being led by a shepherd. He’s naively being led along by Ariels, she calms him when he rebels or lashes out against her, and she led him all the way to his eventual slaughter. He’s the lamb.
But with Hikari, he gets to be the shepherd.
Hikari is a yokai. She’s powerful. I wrote her to be powerful on purpose. She could be fatally wounded and survive, not even batting an eye due to her lack of pain receptors. Which she does. Right when she first meets Romeo. He tries to kill her, and yet she’s unfazed. She doesn’t care. She didn’t feel anything, and she knows she wants to be near him no matter what. All that’s important is pleasing him.
Basically all Hikari knows is Romeo. When she first met him and emotionally latched onto him, she had only recently awoken and still had all her emotions. All her emotions were developed around Romeo’s guidance and treatment of her, which basically just meant being his little assistant, aiding in his war crimes, and associating joy with his slightly harsh treatment.
All Hikari knows is showing her neck and stomach to Romeo.
When comparing the specific animal motifs of both Romeo and Hikari, it’s really fun to see the contrast. Hikari has the designs element of the predator animal, while Romeo has motifs of the prey. However, those roles are swapped in terms of their behavior. Romeo is abrasive and only begins to show care towards his yokai companion after months in his presence, while said companion innocently follows his commands and accepts anything he throws her way- Naively believing every word he says like it’s gospel. A little cat blindly loving the cruel shepherd. It’s a beautiful parallel that honestly was not intentional.
The sheep bares its teeth and bites into the neck of the two-tailed cat.
#cyrambles#reverie of rebirth au#oc: hikari#guilty gear oc#bedman guilty gear#<— sure i’ll tag this with his main tag. i’m feeling brave today#when you add ariels and happy chaos into this whole dynamic too it becomes even more fascinating too#it’s almost like a food chain but for people with godlike powers#hikari’s at the bottom. innocently following whatever bedman says to do#basically letting her emotions form skewed and unhealthily centered around romeo just because she loves him so much#above her is romeo. cynical and sadistic and yet still manipulated by ariels#all he wanted was safety for himself and his sister and he was unfortunately taken advantage of by the person he opened up to#above him is ariels. the universal will. the true shepherd. going along calmly until it’s finally time for the slaughter of her dear sheep#and at the very top is chaos. the horrid blue man#he controlled ariels to the highest degree. laying dormant in her until he decided he could put everything in motion#in a way. he probably planned all of this#anyways on a note that isn’t me getting philosophical about a japanese fighting game#bedkari is toxic yuri#they are. my friend and i said so (this is a heterosexual relationship)
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