#I’m still so terrified…
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IM GONNA BE SICK SHDKDHSSJSH Hori’s really saving him for last,, we’ve got panels of every single character guiding Deku, cheering him on, pushing him through… except Bakugo?
we’re about to get something so incredible
#I DID SOB YES IT GOT ME I WAS VERY VERY OVERHWELMED AND SO SCARED AND ANXIOUS AND FED UP FROM DISCOURSE#IM JUST ON REPEAT OF PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#I’m still so terrified…#SHAKING LIKE A WET RAT#‘kacchan and everyone else’ REAL REAL#mha 422#mha spoilers#bnha spoilers#bkdk#dkbk#bakudeku#dekubaku#:’)#ktdk
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Finally got around to watching I saw the tv glow and I’ve had an incomprehensible sense of dread ever since 🙂↕️
#i saw the tv glow#isttvg#pink opaque#owen i saw the tv glow#it just OOF when I got done watching the film I felt like I wanted to vomit aha#the trans commentary is obviously the centerpiece of the film and it’s abs amazing#but just the films message that there is still time until there isn’t is TERRIFYING#I’m so sensitive to media I probably should’ve looked up tws before lowkey but it was worth it#there’s still time left tho right?#artists on tumblr#digital art#digital portrait#art#my art#painting#digital fanart#fanart#a24 films#a24 movies#a24 horror#a24
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i think, for trauma survivors, especially those who were emotionally abused, invalidated, or gaslit, it is really important not to underestimate the significance of speaking bluntly about what happened to you. Forcing yourself not to beat around the bush, not to downplay what you went through with your words. say what happened, without any caveats, without any “but it could’ve been worse”, “but i might just be being overdramatic”, “but it wasn’t really THAT bad,” and so forth. sit with the discomfort until you can begin to let yourself realize that it WAS that bad, you WERENT being overdramatic, and even if it could’ve been worse you still didn’t deserve it. It’s almost like a form of reclamation, taking back your memories, taking back your life, even the difficult or gross parts, and refusing to let anyone change the narrative or tell you how you should feel anymore, even yourself. and it hurts and it’s scary and it feels weird and awkward and sometimes you want to convince yourself you’re lying, but i think sitting in those weird feelings and letting yourself admit that you really did go through trauma puts the power back in your hands to process things and be compassionate to yourself while you heal
#like. recently i’ve been reflecting a lot on this trauma i have with this absolutely godawful english teacher i had in grade 7#he was an absolute creep and even though he never touched me i knew he touched other girls and made even creepier comments to them#than he did to me. and i never really had time to fully understand the gravity of the damage he did to me because i was#so focused on the fact that it could’ve been worse and he never even actually touched me or got that close to me save a few times#but yesterday as i was reflecting on this i finally got myself to admit. i was terrified of him and i was terrified for every fucking minute#that i spent in that class. and i was a child who never should’ve had to deal with that and it’s clear that i still have a lot of problems#from that whole event. and the more times i repeat that and get myself to understand it. the more i’m able to be compassionate to myself now#and patient with myself in the things i struggle with as a result of what happened#childhood trauma#trauma#cptsd healing#cptsd recovery#cptsdawareness#trauma survivor#trauma recovery
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Please excuse my attempt at being funny
#transformers animated#tfa#tfa optimus prime#tfa sentinel prime#tfa elita one#alpha trion#sparkling siblings au#after draiwng so much I’m starting to crash#but here have a shitty comic of alpha trion accidentally creating a nuke#and his kids being absolutely terrified of it#like they see him adding random ass shit to the pan and they brace for impact#you’d think after 6 billion stellar cycles alpha learns how to cook#very cheesy but I wanted to get this out of my system#and maybe I’ll draw more adult sibling content#still practicing how to draw better more Tfa looking#as you can see from my op it’s not looking so good#but I just have to keep working#tq tq for the support as much as I feel like trash I’m glad others don’t#I hope at least#maccadam
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gem’s among us pov is out and That Round is actually crazy??? omg. the whole time being sus and then acting like everyone else is crazy for accusing her??? her literally chasing down jimmy and forcing him to say she’s not the impostor (he knows she is) while giggling the ENTIRE time he’s begging for his life. and then when they run into pearl she just segues back into innocent laughter and says she’s “just walking” and “this man is freaking out”. pearl gets suspicious and she pretends pearl’s being ridiculous. and then her following false and false is like “why are you following me” and she’s like “because it’s fun” before immediately killing her. and scar the other impostor shutting the door from beyond the grave and she yells “pearl!” like she’s genuinely scared and accuses impulse of shutting the door so he could kill pearl and the WHOLE TIME jimmy is actually panicking because gem literally told him she was the impostor but no one believes him??? “jimmy you would be dead if you were the impostor because you’re chatting so much” chefs kiss her turning jimmy’s founded accusations into just him talking too much to make him sound crazy. THE JIMMY KILL with her giggling while jimmy and impulse are shifting around each other is TOP tier work. she literally from scratch created the exact environment in which pearl could plausibly believe that it was impulse. grian screaming “she can’t keep getting away with this!” when pearl votes for impulse. top tier manipulator at work. this is life series level stuff. i’m shaking. brilliant. a masterpiece
#do you know how good you have to be to have two out of the four alive players know that you’re an impostor and still win#legitimately terrifying round for jimmy btw. knowing gem’s the impostor but she makes him out to be a madman so his words mean nothing#that jimmy chase is actually terrifying. oh my god. geminitay your beautiful twisted mind#it’s actually crazy. she didn’t bother hiding that she was impostor from jimmy because she knew she could make him look crazy#there was no reason she had to do allat with jimmy she was just doing it for fun. i’m in love with this woman#her being all coy with false because she knew false (paranoid) was always going to suspect her anyway and so she marked false as dead#and obviously with impulse an unspoken “you know i’m impostor but does pearl”#and then to pearl the whole time saying that everyone else is crazy and ridiculous and that it’s impulse and making pearl believe that#gem is the only person she can trust#bangs table. life series scott wishes he could be geminitay
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The fact that Leo can go literally anywhere on earth to be alone with his thoughts at a single moment’s notice is something that shakes around in my head all the time. Like, portals and teleportation are amazing and convenient abilities both in and out of battle, but they could also so easily be used to run away as well.
I don’t think Leo ever would, at least not most of the time. He loves his family too much, and is too dependent on their love and attention to cut himself off so suddenly like that, but it’s a very real possibility nonetheless.
It’s a good thing Leo’s overall temper is more on the mild side and he prefers going to his room or something to complete solitude, because it really is dangerous for a kid to have the ability to isolate themselves like that at their fingertips.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rottmnt headcanons#rise leo#and like#it doesn’t even have to be on purpose either#anything could happen where Leo goes out to travel real quick somewhere and suddenly he can’t get back#sure Donnie has the trackers but trackers only do so much when the one you’re tracking is across the globe#that one short of Leo ending up trapped hanging off the Eiffel Tower all alone when he’s still new to portaling#is actually a bit terrifying when viewed through a more serious adult lens#don’t mind me just doing what I like to do best aka think about Leo and his abilities#I’m still saying tho that his abilities make running away so easily#and he’s quite good at that#even if he’s physically there his MASK lets him run away from truly processing unwanted situations or conversations#imagine Draxum telling the boys about the other hidden cities and Leo takes it upon himself to go scout them out#and he does so going around and letting his bros know of the cities he finds here and there#only to end up in one that cuts off foreign mystic energy#like imagine being suddenly cut off and alone#this ability can be SO USEFUL up until it’s cut off midway and suddenly uh oh it’s horrifying
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For every note this little post gets, i’ll work on my art projects for 2 minutes this month.
#you are literally under no obligation to interact with this post#speck rambles#power of the crowd and gays#i’m going ti take a nap listening to the rain. i just wanted to post something that let me talk about the rain#because like#it’s been just thundering#terribly. and i’m in love#i’ve never been cozier and my head feels fuzzy#i also did not sleep well. so the rain is calling me and sending me to sleep#i love the rain. i love the thunder. i’m so glad that im going to nap#and then? if i wake up and it’s still rainy? a cup of tea warmed up for my soul#god. but the abundance of rain also has me terrified of the flooding and-#oh. lightwnobg jsr almost stuck me#ah. okay. not fun. uh. stilly. bed now
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DPxDC Writing prompt: A new circus is in town appeared seemingly overnight, a circus of meta humans with red eyes and equally terrifying and wondrous acts. It’s suspicious as all hell and even more suspicious when Jason suddenly feels overwhelmingly compelled to join it when he sees the commercial for it on the TV. Seriously, where the hell did this ‘Circus Gothica’ even come from?
Ok hear me out; y’know in that one episode where we’re introduced to Freakshow and he brainwashes Danny but then it’s ok because he’s saved by his friends?
What if Sam and Tucker and been too late? If Danny had been successful taken?
What if no one believed Sam and Tucker when they said Danny had been kidnapped and he’s not a runaway?
And what if he’s been brainwashed for over 3 years while travelling in the Circus, the only people caring enough to find him being unable to do anything about it?
And what if Freakshow made the mistake of preforming in Gotham where the Bats dwelled? And where they’ll take a deeper look into the circus’s suspicious behaviour…
#dcxdp#this is just an excuse to have more sibling Danny & Jason#and an excuse to use Freakshow more as a villain#that fucker is TERRIFYING when you think about it#and creepy as all hell#I want to see him in more in fics during flashbacks#danny phantom#jason todd#Freakshow#circus au#I headcanon that Danny is somewhat more aware as the years go by but he’s still heavily under the influence#because he’s a halfa#and he got the werid biology#brainwashed au#idk what I’m doing with Jack and Maddie in this fic#bad parents?#i guess so#Jazz?#she’s going feral#same with Sam and Tucker#but they’re minors so they can’t do anything#Jazz can’t pinpoint and get to the circus in time whenever it stops#Danny is really edgy due to the orb’s influence so I can imagine if Jazz does get there in time that he’ll just dismiss her#or tell her to fuck off#look he’s been under the influence of the orb for years rn#give him a break#No one bats an eye at the REALLY suspicious stuff because of the orb’s influence or the circus just up and leaves before an investigation#seriously#it’s hard tracking a magical ghost train#and the ghosts working there overshadow the authorities whenever things get too heated
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freedom,,,,,,,,,,freedom fries,,,,?(if you can ofc)
Soldier is definitely going to take all those metaphors literally,,
#I couldn’t decide on whether spy should be terrified or flattered so I did both#I really love all those sfms about the family computer they all have and wanted to put my little spin on it lol#transfem spy#for the funsies#I’m always down to draw some freedom fries anon! Not that it’ll be any good but still down 👍👍👍#tf2#freedom fries#soldier tf2#spy tf2#asks#daffys drawings
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god not me getting posts on my dash from people i FOLLOW on how trump being president won’t be that bad. the post was along the lines of “you won’t be sent to concentration camps calm down.” it’s so clear these people don’t care about what happens to minorities. i saw in the notes ppl going “white ppl wanna play victim so bad” like what the fuck, the only ppl that wasn’t affected by trump those 4 years was rich white ppl. you can’t boil down ppl complaining about the harm he caused to “white people want to play the victim.” like obviously personally for me harris isn’t the best choice ever i have my own issues but she’s a whole lot better than trump omg. i’m just tired of my friends and family being affected so badly by this shit and these ppl have the audacity to come online and go “well I wasn’t affected by it personally so no one else was.” it’s disgusting and i really can’t believe i followed someone who would put that shit on my dash
#like my girlfriend is trans and she’s terrified of what’s gonna happen when trumps president#i’m a queer brown girlie#i live in a p safe area and i’m still fucking terrified#i have friends in worse places in this country and holy shit#how is someone gonna go online and say calm down this doesn’t affect you#so idiotic#idek where to begin#not to mention his plans for when he becomes president will make things so much worse than he left it#he goes on debates and just straight up lies#and he gets corrected about it too how can someone see it happen and still support this guy
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guys genuinely i’m both excited and terrified the dhmis pilot will be shown in full again because . first off, never before seen (by me) content, and we don’t get that a lot in the dhmis fandom. possibly new characters, dialogue, etc!! second, THE CREATORS DONT EVEN LIKE IT AND HID IT FROM THE PUBLIC AFTER IT WAS SEEN ONCE WHAT IS IN ITTT😭
#i know a couple reasons is that it’s not the direction they wanted to take and they thought they could have written some things better#BUT FROM HOW LITTLE THEY’VE TALKED ABOUT IT..#AND FROM SO LITTLE WEVE SEEN#im honestly scared there’s gonna be a moment or two that is just not good at all and possibly shockingly bad (for me at least)#but tbh. they are kinda really smart at making things and i don’t think they’d fuck up that bad#STILL WHO KNOWS.#also like mari im terrified of seeing morgan in HD#MORGAN DOESNT EXIST (delusional)#i actually don’t care too much about morgan it just. surprised me is all 💀#anyway i’m actually mostly excited and i’m hoping we’ll get to see the full pilot in HD or someone will actually record the whole thing#like i said in the reblog i’m mentally preparing myself for a “he would not fucking say that” moment#anyway see y’all when it airs#for later#☎️#dhmis#don’t hug me i’m scared#dhmis wakey wakey#dhmis pilot
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me and my sister were talking about my silly au and then we went ‘omg what about benny’s space crew :000”
so now we’re fixating on that
#i call them the penis crew#my sister hates it#i’m still terrified about actually talking about my au so bad hwbdh#giving random shreds of it like paper#we had the idea of ‘oh hey what if whatever name they start with they call everyone that’#so if they start with benny they go lenny kenny jenny and then emmy#and if they start with emmet they go bennet kennet jennet and linnet#in my au emmet works with them btw#he’s their lil mechanic#also gets them all coffee so there’s that too#don’t mind how kinda bad these look
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we finally got canon ages for some of the redacted boys!!!
Samuel Collins- 29 *when turned* (technically 44 ig)
Vincent Solaire - 20 *when turned* (technically 43 ig)
Avior- Coalesced 36 years ago
Gavin- Coalesced 33 years ago
Aaron- 33 years old
David Shaw- 30 years old
Asher Talbot- 30 years old
Milo Greer- 30 years old
Lasko Moore- 29 years old
Elliot- 29 years old(???) (timeline just states he was adopted 29 years ago)
Huxley- 26
Caelum- Coalesced 24 years ago (caelum is still very much mentally a child tho. don’t be weird)
Damien- 24 years old
#ALSO A CANON LAST NAME FOR ASHER????#erik is releasing the full timeline to non patreon havers later but i think the ages are pretty broad enough to share ethically 😭😭#i’ll take this down tho to my notes tho if needed#asher is still def taking baabes last name tho#i read through the entire timeline i’m screaming#god the way that i realized that avior literally can’t be added to the timeline UNTIL THEY BOTH GET OUT#because time is frozen for them. so starlight probably was pulled into the hell with avior sometime during 2023#or around then. so it’s an event for the FUTURE#anyways i’m glad erik actyally made a good portion of them ‘grown men age’ instead of them all being like 23 or smth lmao#damien being one of the youngest of the DAMN squad has me CACKLING#lasko moore. an advisor aged 27 was terrified of 22 year old Damien im crying#i ain’t gonna say anything else about the timeline until erik fully releases it but i’m frothing#redacted asmr#redacted audio#asmr boyfriend#boyfriend asmr#redactedverse#redacted gavin#redacted david#asher#redacted asher#redacted aaron#redacted elliot#redacted milo#redacted avior#redacted caelum#redacted huxley#redacted damien#redacted vincent#redacted sam
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Woken up
#my art#miguel o hara fanart#Drider miguel o hara#drider#atsv miguel#I gotta stop staying up so late#besides this I’m working on drawing vig again#given his current description he sounds terrifying and I need to draw this fool#I’m also still working on the continuation of the couch scene :) it’s gonna be a three parter#there’s so much im working on at a time so have patience with me#anyways love y’all hope you have a good night/morning/evening#I’ll post in a little as always
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Okay remember how I was scared for episodes 5 and 6 of 9-1-1
Well instagram just ignited a dumpster-sized fire of panic within me regarding episode 6 (and 7 & 8 at this rate)
Why are they dropping so many stills for this episode already? Who is Eddie talking to? Is Buddie going to finally happen?
I have too many questions that I want to and not know at the same time right now.
#thatgreyjedi#911 s8 ep6#911 on abc#buck and eddie#rants#i’m terrified#but also#i have so many questions#buddie#buck x eddie#shit is about to go down#and i’m here for it#911 season 8#episode stills
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sirius didn’t know why he chose to go on with astronomy throughout hogwarts. maybe he wanted to feel some sort of connection to his childhood or even himself/his namesake, but he never actually felt that connection. after a while, he considered dropping the subject in trade for one that felt easier such as muggle studies, but then someone caught his attention.
xenophilius always had a passion for the stars and the universe beyond earth’s territory. sirius saw him as a spacey, sort of esoteric, guy who tended to keep to himself. sirius found the other boy’s presence beyond intriguing and that was frankly the sole reason he hadn’t yet dropped the class. did he want to be friends with xeno? he didn’t think so. all sirius knew was that he wanted to know xeno or be some sort of acquaintance.
as time went on, they became just that; acquaintances. nothing more than exchanged comments or a brief snigger. xeno’s crude, potentially bordering on out-of-pocket, humour was perfect for sirius.
my vision??
#i cba to go on but they’re in love#↤ they js don’t know it yet!! ☺️#they’re smoking buddies#they compliment eachother so well idk what to tell you#you either get it or you dont#the pintrest board is still under construction guys don’t judge#why are people terrified of shipping sirius and remus with other people like booooo boring give us nothing#this ship came to me in the form of a toilet epiphany#↤ plz tell me yk what i mean by that so i dont have to explain kt#they’re kinda casual im afraid#idk tho cus i have a few different interpretations of them in my head#xenophilius lovegood#xenophilius trelawney#sirius black#sob#crack ship#marauders#marauders era#padfoot#harry potter universe#harry potter#sirius/xenophilius#i just need a shipname for them#e’s blovegood 𖤐#blovegood will have to do for now i’m crying
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