#I’m so mad I. wanna cry

[akamarulover]

I hate it so fucking much that my shitbag cousin is becoming a cop. He joined the academy like 3 months ago and already passed. I fucking hate him. I hate that half my family fully supports that whole line of work. I hate that I’m the bad guy when I criticize cops at all. I hate that I’m expected to be civil around him when he’s such a fucking piece of shit to everyone else. He’s one of the stupidest most impulsive people I’ve ever known. He’s so fucking misogynistic and homophobic/transphobic and hateful. He has no empathy or critical thinking abilities. Hes violent and short tempered. He’s immature and reckless. Something bad is going to happen I’m so scared of it.

[stuckinapril]

How tf am I gonna be a neurosurgeon one day if it destroys me every time I see a senior patient with a neurodegenerative disease sad

[its-your-mind]

“Hello? 999? I think I just heard a Triumvir of Rome hug a dude real hard in order to stick them on the thousands of sharp needles poking out of his skin. …The youngest one. … Yeah, him. … Yes, I’ll hold.”

[childofwonder]

Is anyone else mortified for Saturday? Not saying that I’m not very excited. I’m so excited. But I’m so nervous I could puke.

[certifiedl0serloll]

newt and lizzy make me think about if that was me and my siblings. lowkey would crash out lol

[henfox]

SIVAN ALYRA ROSE & NICHOLAS GALITZINE — Netflix FYC Event: Prom Night (May 2019)

[thedeerman]

me: i’m gonna make sure i remember to take my meds properly

my doctors office: actually we’re gonna just… not refill that for a while. yeah, you can call all you want. we’ll say we’re working on it and then not do it. enjoy the withdrawals, bitch

[cuteniaarts]

Part 2 of my set of presents for my dear @katkastrofa’s birthday, combined with a small belated commemoration of LaF’s tenth anniversary :)

I know I’ve said it countless times yesterday, but once again, happy birthday, Kat!! I hope this year brings you many, many good things, everything you deserve and so much more. Thank you for being my friend <3

[mooseonahunt]

The way I wanna see Luis go completely apeshit and just start doing things that he wouldn’t do in canon. In canon we know he feels immense guilt for his past and wants to make up for it all. We see him trying to do good over and over again. He wants to redeem himself and prove he’s changed.

But a part of me so badly wants him to kinda just,, lose the plot for a hot minute. The whole “be the monster they always said you were” kinda ordeal. He gets left for dead after the Krauser attack and nobody came back for him so he’s kinda bitter about it. I know it would be out of character because of what we’ve seen him go through and do, but… I do kinda wanna see it happen anyway.

[fagbearentertainment]

As I was getting in the shower I looked in the mirror at myself and started thinking about how in an ideal world where I knew my parent would accept me, where my state hadn’t made it literally illegal to transition at my age, and where I wasn’t scared to be visibly trans I would be ~5 months on hrt and using my chosen name and pronouns irl and now I feel wrong

[skyyknights]

Bruh I’m so upset my notes app randomly deleted everything a few days ago and then a few minutes later it brought most of the notes back but there were still a lot missing, and just now I opened the app to find the specific page with all my notes for the rest of TFLB and guess what. That just so happened to be one of the ones that just vanished permanently and I can’t get it back and it had some very specific dialogue for a certain character and the rest of the chapter summaries and the literal ENDING PARAGRAPHS AND FINAL LINE and I am spitting nails

[allofuswantgwinam]

it terrifies me the way so many people keep living without even batting an eye about the genocide that’s happening right in front of our eyes. i will never shut the fuck up about this.

[insanechayne]

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[apathyfairy]

you are either a girl who is miserable and sad on her birthday or a girl who loves her birthday and there is no in between and neither group will ever understand the other

[thnksfrthmmrs]

[jewishbarbies]

my birthday is coming up and I’m just getting depressed the more I think about it because my parents were always conveniently out of money when my birthday came around as a kid, even though they’d always suddenly have money again when it was my older sister’s birthday in september, and the (1) time I got to do something for my birthday (going to an aquarium down the coast) my parents were stressing about money the whole time and guilt tripping me as if I made them take me when it was their idea. and we’re in a tough spot financially right now so I didn’t plan anything and I don’t expect to do much because we don’t live in an area with stuff to do (there’s a bowling alley in the next town over and that’s truly it), and it just makes me sad that it’s still like this. I put so much thought and heart into everyone else’s birthdays and when it gets to mine it feels like I’m just an afterthought. like nothing happens unless I plan it myself. but I feel like if I talk about this frustration it’ll just sound selfish somehow or just be taken that way so I don’t bother.