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fagbearentertainment · 11 months ago

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As I was getting in the shower I looked in the mirror at myself and started thinking about how in an ideal world where I knew my parent would accept me, where my state hadn’t made it literally illegal to transition at my age, and where I wasn’t scared to be visibly trans I would be ~5 months on hrt and using my chosen name and pronouns irl and now I feel wrong

#like I wanna scream and cry and be mad but I can’t #bc no one in my life knows and I’m so scared to tell them #and it hurts and I hate it so much but I literally can’t do anything #wish my wrist wasn’t hurt bc I really need to get this out through art #bc writing it out isn’t enough #I might try anyway #vent #vent tw #lgbtqia #transgender

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wellthatschaotic · 2 years ago

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wanting to learn toki pona so i want to join a toki pona discord but every time i join a discord it feels like trying to squish yourself into a big established friendgroup and never goes well lmao

#toki pona #i might try anyway

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necromancy-savant · 2 years ago

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#if I could draw I would make Locked Tomb fanart based on this song #I might try anyway #SoundCloud

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neonsomatic · 2 months ago

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Oh I desperately want to make mock fighting game character select screens for my OCs but that sounds like such a huge project but at the same time I have so many cool ideas for like, alternate costumes and shit aaaaaaaaaaa

#rev talks #especially for Emmerich dude like i can already think of three costumes off the top of my head #this sounds like so much fun but i dont know if i have the willpower to finish it if i start #i might try anyway

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novelconcepts · 6 months ago

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I Saw the TV Glow is such a uniquely, devastatingly queer story. Two queer kids trapped in suburbia. Both of them sensing something isn’t quite right with their lives. Both of them knowing that wrongness could kill them. One of them getting out, trying on new names, new places, new ways of being. Trying to claw her way to fully understanding herself, trying to grasp the true reality of her existence. Succeeding. Going back to help the other, to try so desperately to rescue an old friend, to show the path forward. Being called crazy. Because, to someone who hasn’t gotten out, even trying seems crazy. Feels crazy. Looks, on the surface, like dying.

And to have that other queer kid be so terrified of the internal revolution that is accepting himself that he inadvertently stays buried. Stays in a situation that will suffocate him. Choke the life out of him. Choke the joy out of him. Have him so terrified of possibly being crazy that he, instead, lives with a repression so extreme, it quite literally is killing him. And still, still, he apologizes for it. Apologizes over and over and over, to people who don’t see him. Who never have. Who never will. Because it’s better than being crazy. Because it’s safer than digging his way out. Killing the image everyone sees to rise again as something free and true and authentic. My god. My god, this movie. It shattered me.

#i saw the tv glow #I saw the tv glow spoilers #it is SUCH a queer story #the disassociation. the hiding in fiction to feel alive.#the horror of watching time tick by and knowing you’re not who you’re meant to be #the unique paralysis of staying put in hell because it’s safer than what might be over the horizon #the tragedy of trying to help someone who isn’t ready to be helped #god it’s so much. god. rarely do I walk out of a film and just stare soundlessly into space #anyway. please see this movie. although I sort of hope if you’re reading this post it’s cuz you already have #eta: I used he because the main character never quite vocalizes another pronoun #but this is SUCH a trans story. suuuuch a trans story. it is not even a little subtle #it’s so good and so so painful

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rusticfurnace · 5 months ago

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GHOSTSOAP // "you sweet fucker" MINICOMIC!!!

#cod mw2 #john soap mactavish #simon riley #simon ghost riley #call of duty mw2 #ghostsoap #john mactavish #soapghost #ghostsoap comic #ghost x soap #soap x ghost #jesus this took me so long to make #also sorry if ive been inactive here juggling 2 social media accounts is hard when i have finals to worry about #might have to again but come say hi on my twitter! BUT ill try to be more active here when im done with finals #ANYWAY YEAH SO MUCH HAPPENING THANK YOU FOR READING

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akanemnon · 4 months ago

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How to be an annoying little jerk 101

FIRST - PREVIOUS - NEXT

MASTERPOST (for the full series / FAQ / reference

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sev-ille · 1 month ago

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I may be pointing out something completely obvious, but Round 7 takes place immediately after Round 6?

Like immediately after.

Hyuna is still there, bleeding. Like it's so unlikely that Mizi and Hyuna have just been roaming for days. Like after round 6, it's been maybe a few hours at most?

My thoughts are a mess rn but damn that sucks for Till if that's true (not that it doesn't suck if it's not).

Ivan dies in front of him, then he has a change of outfit and immediately has to move onto the next Round. No wonder he looks so fatigued, like he's about to pass out at any moment.

Did he even get to eat or drink anything? I wouldn't be surprised if he didn't, but still.

#alien stage #alnst till #alnst round 7 #alnst round 7 spoilers #alnst hyuna #alnst mizi #I will cry #Correct me if I'm wrong #alnst final #alien stage spoilers #alnst #vivinos #blink gone #also that might play a large part in why luka chose to impersonate Ivan #rather than mizi #i know ivan died and mizi didn't #but till doesn't know that #and luka didn't seem to expect to encounter mizi and hyuna at the end #specifically hyuna #This blond mf watching round 6 #taking notes #update: just went back to round 6 #it's probably an intricate system mizi and hyuna have to get through #and they're in a different place to where they were end of r6 #but i don't see no food no water #it can't take them that long to get to where they are in r7 #especially because there's already been an 'intruder alert'#anyways I'm trying to convince myself lol #tags getting long but let me continue rambling #Imagine being Ivan in heaven

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welcometogrouchland · 8 months ago

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[ID in ALT] I've made posts before about Talia/Dick co-parenting Damian moments (will never happen but let me dream) and this came to me in a vision. Took me ages to finish for some reason 😭 and then even longer to post

#dc comics #dc #damian wayne #dick grayson #talia al ghul #batfamily #dc robin #nightwing #anyway. yes im a self-indulgent ''dick as damians secret third parent'' truther #like i DO think it's way more complex and nuanced than the schmoopy affectionate fan portrayal of it #they're brothers they're father and son they're partners they're the dynamic duo except only in past tense etc etc #but consider! I'm not immune to schmoopy affection in fanworks. it compells me despite itself #anyway it's technically not that crazy when it comes to dick and damian. they hug! often! at least they did #it's not as big a leap to these types of scenarios #also talia ''somewhat absent for complex reasons on both her and damians part but very loving and loved by her son'' al ghul #you will always be famous to me #son of the demon origin...bwahhh #anyway. someone made a comic kind of like this/like a post i made abt this topic #but way funnier bc dick and talia starting trying to beat each other up #so go look at that as well #anyway. it's been a somewhat difficult few weeks so I'm. desperately trying to take it easy #i got some reading with me (first vol of kevin smiths GA run that i found second hand and jaimes BB run vol 2!)#so we'll see how far i get through those. considering there's demons in my head telling me to re-read things (LET ME OUT!!!)#when i finish GA and BB i do plan on rereading robin 2021. as a treat to myself #it's a run I've really warmed up to as time went on #I'm keeping up w/ the current b&r run even though it is. admittedly very slow w/ some weird dialogue #i read it for the damian content more than anything. also nikas back so that's neat :]#idk I have a feeling that after absolute power shakes out we might get some more creative team switch ups #so if anyone at dc is interested in taking over the reigns on b&r...that could be very neat #mine

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sandflakedraws · 3 months ago

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re : how each brother reacts learning that they can't go back

you'll have to pry the "all the Brozone Bros knew what happened at the tree" headcanon outta my cold, dead dead dead hands.

#sandflakedrew #trolls clay #trolls john dory #trolls floyd #trolls bruce #on today's docket : brozone angst #added in order of who i think found out first to last #listen #listen listen listen #they Knew!!!#JD for obvious reasons #Clay from Viva #Bruce isn't taken aback hearing Viva's story either. He's heard before #the combo of Floyd's 'never thought i'd see any of my brothers ever again' & 'is it really you?' hits a similar note for me #They! Knew!#clears throat. anyways #me to me : okay but wouldn't it be a little bit /more/ fucked up if JD didn't /let/ himself be fully gray? wouldn't that be worse?#the idea of someone forcefully sucking that shit back in?#terrible.#awful.#perfect for JD #perfect perfect perfect one might even say #same kinda deal with bruce.#what if you heard the news and felt compelled to try and live for more people than yourself. in order for your current peace to be fair #what then #i have more thoughts but this is enough tags as is #trolls

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punte-virgola · 1 year ago

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i wish i knew how to draw pokemon i have this cool idea but i can't drawwwww

#noodle talks #i might try anyway #it will look awful but who cares am i right

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wardingshout · 11 months ago

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Zelda goes mushroom girl

#tloz #a link to the past #zelda #link #my art #I was happy with that first one but for some reason decided it still needed a companion piece so I spent way too long on that second one...#I don't think there was any time during the progress where I was happy with it but hfduhdfu at least I got to Attempt drawing moss hell yea #I also at some point sat in Pyu's art stream and said I enjoy drawing legs As I was being murdered by the infamously impossibe (imo) squat.#it's ok I had fun !! but I need to learn how to let doodles be doodles or I'll never finish stuff at this rate dfsuhfd #if everything in my tloz tag looks like it was drawn by different people uuuh 2023 was art crisis year ngl......#I'm falling back into my old ways rn though #anyway I think about these two a lot I think they're both stone faced and awkward ppl in different ways but they try rly hard to be friends #like I like to think it starts out so incredibly awkward and a bit sad bc they keep stepping over each other's toes accidentally the harder #they try but idk they find comfy middle ground idk in my brain they have a very interesting friendship I wanna get around to drawing it #in a proper way that might make sense....#if I don't write 200 tags I will die maybe it's bc I grew up on dA or smth #and yes I know how to find 1 (one) type of mushroom /I/ am not mushroom girl unfortunately smh

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icelogged · 6 months ago

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#evidence of life #:3<3 #໒꒰ྀི⸝⸝/ \⸝꒱ྀིა …nun era over………….hi guys i fell in love yes me i know right yes this oleta : )#probably will [ACTUALLY] be active yk i had to secure the bag and try to make sure the family will love me despite : D #anyways have a good summer yall !#wowwwwwwwww people who have been here since day one know how touch repulsed i was and how i took years to even be okay with kissing irl lol #deadass thought i’d just be kissing girls this summer but right now i’m in bed with a man and our biological son 🐈‍⬛ <3 #life comes at you fast #100 #btw this is my edit like the original didn’t look like this this is the doomer gf version #1k #edit: omggg if you don’t know me the ‘just kissing girls’ might read wrong im just primarily attracted to women and i assumed my big step #into intimacy would be kissing [girls] aka not literally falling in love with some guy who is currently wrapped around me and snoring <33

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wheatormeat · 11 months ago

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I started this around September 2023 anticipating to finish it for dunmeshi's finale! But things got hectic! Here is the finished product to celebrate anime airing day; 2024 is truly the year of dunmeshi!