#I’m sick and tired of being treated like this

[fulokis]

Love how we supposedly have enough of the next promotion up and yet next week I’m covering them all five shifts and I don’t have enough “initiative” for them to promote me

[bibuckaroo]

you’re eren jeager. you’re eight years old and trapped inside walls your entire life and hate every second of it and then your best (and only) friend shows you there’s a possibility of more, of the outside world, of freedom. you're nine years old and you just killed someone for the first time because what they were doing was wrong and as much you like to pretend it didn't affect you because they were just filthy animals, you still get nightmares about it. you're ten years old and you dream of joining the scouting legion so you can finally see the outside world because they represent freedom for you due to their symbol, but oh the titans just broke down the walls and your mom got eaten right in front of you and suddenly it's much bigger than that, it's not just a dream, it's a goal, so you can get rid of every last one of them. you’re twelve years old and people keep on telling you, you’re not gonna make it, you won’t last in the military and you’ll never achieve your goal, and you prove them wrong, every. single. time. you’re fifteen years old and you finally made it, but you wake up and there are a thousand guns pointed at you and the two people you love most in the world are standing between you and danger (as always, and you hate yourself and you feel so guilty and you feel so useless) and they’re asking you if you’re human or a titan and that makes absolutely no sense, because of course you’re human but that does not matter. you get hated on, you are experimented on, you get tortured and through all of this, you push forward because you believe you’re making a difference and you’re helping humanity survive and if you’re suffering through all of this? it’s okay, because you deserve it, i mean, look at how many people die so you can live, look how many times your friends get put into dangerous situations, look at how mikasa and armin’s lives keep on getting shittier because they continue to care about you and through all of this, people treat you as humanity’s hope or as a weapon, but never as a person, because that’s not what you are for them and they keep on saying that if you want to save anybody and make a difference, you have to learn how to control your powers and how to make sacrifices, to let go of your humanity in order to do it. you’re sixteen years old and you know everything you’re going to do, and you want to tell it to the people you trust but you don’t want to burden them with that knowledge because they already have enough on their plate as it is. you’re eighteen years old and you tried to change the outcome from the things you’ve seen multiple times, but every single time you fail because every decision has already been made for you and you’re helpless to do anything but watch, you try to find a different solution, however everything you think of, brings about the doom for your people. you’re nineteen years old and you abandoned everything you cared about in order to reach your goal, everybody hates you, but not as much as you hate yourself, but it’s okay because at least (most of) the people you love will be safe and you will die by the hands of the woman you love, it’s more than you deserve because now you truly are the devil they’ve always accused you of being. and in the end the boy who longed for freedom, was the most entrapped of them all.

[goldkirk]

CONTENT WARNING for weight loss (a percentage number) and mentions of throwing up

In other news I'm waiting impatiently for a GI appointment to tell them "hi I lost 15% of my body weight in six months and I throw up more often than once or twice a year now so can you please fucking listen and do something this time"

[silvermoon424]

I’ve been having to work in the office daily instead of mostly from home for the past two months because they thought I was on my phone too much when I was in the office. No one else has to do this. I recently got the ability to work Fridays from home back and was told that I can WFH if something comes up. So I asked if I can WFH next Thursday due to having doctors’ appointments (thinking that I would also get to WFH Friday) and my manager was like “sure, you can just come in on Friday.”

[moodybites]

No. I am not excited about DA being set in the location known for slave trade. Still upset they decided the location that is mostly full of Brown ppl and has a religion not in line with the chantry, gets to be the location where they have slavery

Actually, they did that with the qunari too. And despite trying to “both side” the situation in DA:I, they basically just went “but still fuck the qunari they’re evil” in the end

And don’t even get me fucking started on the dwarves and their “caste system”

[chrollogy]

i want to rant

[weirdo09]

istg i can’t can’t with this dumb adult

[orchideius]

if my life doesn’t get better in two years, I think I will join the 27 club lollll

[yuribalisms]

I think it is finally time to bite the bullet and begin the long and arduous process of getting my slew of illnesses (mental and physical) diagnosed so I can actually pursue treatment and/or accommodations with jobs because I uh, cannot do this shit anymore

[whimsyprinx]

it kinda feels pointless to keep trying to talk to people when no matter how hard you try it feels like you’re attempts to start and hold a convo always fail, that you’re annoying the other person/people or that they think you’re a silly little joke

[thirstyratsnake]

Don’t hide that in the text it’s important

I’m just going to say this once so people better listen

IT WASN’T EITHER OF THEIR FAULTS. They are two extremely broken and suppressed people,

Stolas is a gay man forced to marry a women who doesn't love him or even care about him, and has to repress that for years. Then he sees his childhood crush and is able to express himself in a way he’s never been able too. He’s willing to through everything away for this blitzø.

and blitzø has his own shit on top of all of that. I mean mind moxie was right, he craves to have that true connection with someone but he can’t handle it. The relationship he had with stolas was just enough for him to feel safe, but also the comfort he needs. he can’t regulate his emotions, and thinks stolas is bored off him, so he lashes out. He says what he thinks will hurt stolas the most because he’s cornered and wants what they had again. but he ends up just hurting stolas and it’s haert breaking to see the moment he realizes he fucked up.

in that situation stolas and bliztø did what their impulse was and expected it to go well/their way.

these two have to much trauma, bad coping skills and habits. You can’t blame one or the other because they can’t comunicate properly or lashes out, you can’t solve all that baggage in one conversation. If their relationship is going to continue, they need to recognize what went wrong and come to terms with it.

I love this show but I really hope they don’t write it badly (ie: it’s bliztøs fault, or they fix all their shit in one conversation). But I do think it’s important and most of that episode was written very well. Anyway rant aside, they are just hurt people hurting eachother and I’m not ok.

"We need more morally grey characters in complicated morally grey situations" Y'ALL CAN'T EVEN HANDLE THEM

[abowlofpetuniasandawhale]

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[lesbianstarlightglimmer]

Can’t stand my fucking family

[starlooove]

Fanon when they realize that making cass the silent asian whos a bit snarky sometimes is still racist even tho they hate Morrison 😨😨😰😰😰🫣🫣🫣🫣

[that-one-enby-possum]

Are we going to act like we don’t owe those around use human goddamn decency?

When did kindness become a burden we mustn’t bear? Empathy and understanding are foundational to a functioning society.

You know damn well, though, that does not mean giving excuses to those for acting shitty.

But guess what! People who believe this are the people I’m constantly having to give empathy and understanding to cuz yall are acting like assholes!

I remind myself “they are hurting. Their actions are not excusable, but I see why they are doing it” and then they say this shit to me!

You do not want to see a world where everyone believes this, because that is not a world that would last very long at all.

Edit: I cried for like 20 minutes after posting this :/

[lilgynt]

maybe i’m just finding any issue with situationship guy before we have sex bc i’m feeling weird about sex but also maybe he wasn’t wrong when he said he was clingy and i do not care for it