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I keep forgetting how fun it is to post on tumblr, like I have no friends so the obvious answer is to scream into the void. Why didn’t I think of this before 😩
#I’m really enjoying myself guys#I haven’t actually interacted with someone outside of my house in so long that I have forgotten how to act#thank goodness my desperation has lead me back to where I started#now let’s see if I can make some new tumblr friends again 😼#follow to watch me fumble and get ghosted 17 times
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Guy who’s been avoiding watching Doctor Who his entire life finally succumbs to peer pressure by no one but himself and turns into his most annoying version possible and makes it everybody else’s problem now for the foreseeable future (exaggerated for dramatic effect)
Had to get these 2 out of my system somehow or I was going to explode
#dr who fanart#dr who#11th doctor#10th doctor#artists on tumblr#ibispaint art#demos art#sorry fellas we will continue the regular good omens posting soon just had to pause for a moment for this stupid guy(s)#technically one guy but also 15 others (and a woma) yknow how it be#continuing to try and get art out without beating myself up over the details#and having fun#I hope that to ppl this shows I’m trying to enjoy myself and post more regularly and not that I’m giving up the quality#anyways I gotta put this alien man shaped British thing in a blender at max power#I never really avoided dr who until like recent years#I was aware of it but was lowkey intimidated by well…it’s sheer volume and size#but always has curiosity over it#all it took was my best friend going WATCH DR WHO WITH ME RN
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ok maybe klance is boring cause it’s everywhere and maybe they don’t share too many scenes together so but I don’t really give a shit! look at them! they’re so…klance. i say there’s another few months give or take before my interest in them finally burns out and it stays dormant for like two years before I pick it up again and i go feral over the two because they’re KLANCE
#I’m talking to myself#shipping wars but it’s just me vs me and were not really fighting over which one is bettter but more so fighting over how much a ship makes#sense#sure ships don’t even need to make sense for one to like it but I’ve been frothing at the mouth at the mere mention of klance because of#what I think they were to each other#it’s hard to enjoy the ship when your brain is constantly calling you delusional#I gotta rewatch voltron dude#voltron#voltron legendary defender#vld#vld lance#vld keith#lance mcclain#keith kogane#klance#laith#heh these tags make me seem like a klance hater#I’m not I promise#the only reason why I’m questioning klance because I read too much about people’s hatred for it#ok I retract what I said#people who say klance has no chemistry are just. sigh.#I can admit that nothing really happened in the later season BUT IT WAS THERE#in the start#and what was there had so much potential#no confirmed sexualities either!!! yay!!!#maybe I’ll have fun in gaybofunland idk away from all this internal misery#but anyways#aloe vera does it again guys#she did the word vomit thing again#but just in the tags this time
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before it felt like a sin, ch. 3
ch.1, ch.2
pairing: Sebastian Sallow x f!MC
word count: 2300
summary: Eloise never wanted to be different.
And yet, her differences are what have defined her life up until this point: growing up as a squib in one of the most prominent wizarding families, being exiled to muggle society, and then attending Hogwarts at the age of sixteen.
She finds herself thrust into the life she should have been prepared for from birth but was denied. As she navigates this new life and her new precarious position in her family, she must come to terms with the fact that maybe what she dreamed of her whole life isn't turning out how she ever expected it would.
a/n: this is how I wish the duel could have gone in the game...😇🙏
I also want to reiterate that this fic is REALLY CANON DIVERGENT!!!!! I will NOT be following the game’s plot at all really with this (it really starts to diverge around chapter 6/7 maybe I don’t remember), and I don’t see Eloise as the game’s MC either.
Eloise was being woken up altogether too soon for her tastes. Something soft was hit her face, and she sat up groggily, pushing it away. She blinked as she looked around, not recognizing her surroundings. It was disorienting not knowing where she was, although, as she rubbed her eyes, it was slowly starting to come back to her…Something happened yesterday, she thought. I…
“Come on, sleepyhead!” exclaimed Imelda, throwing more clothes on top of Eloise. “The house elves left these last night at the foot of your bed while we were sleeping. If you don’t hurry up, there won’t be any more food left for breakfast. And, you know that the first day of classes is the most important…”
As she continued rambling on, Eloise got up and started putting on her school robes. A dark grey tartan skirt with dark green and silver stripes, a cream button-up with puffy sleeves that she tucked into the skirt, a black ribbon to tie around her neck, and her Slytherin robes on top. She didn’t know how to feel about the day that was ahead of her; she felt a strange mixture of elation and apprehension.
“…you’re taking too long. I’ll wait for you in the common room,” Imelda concluded, giving Eloise one last look before striding out of their dormitory. All of the other girls had already gotten ready and left for the morning, which wasn’t really a surprise to Eloise. As soon as her head hit the pillow the second time, she had fallen into a deep sleep and hadn’t heard the bustle of the girls preparing themselves for the day.
She finished lacing up her boots, and after one last glance in the mirror to make sure nothing was out of place, headed out to find Imelda.
When Eloise walked into the atrium, she was struck by how different it felt in the morning. It was truly as beautiful now as it had been eerily peaceful the night before. Once again, light piano music playing in the background - Eloise smiled to herself, recognizing the Gymnopédies by Satie. Her piano lessons had been the only bearable classes at the muggle school, and she had excelled at the instrument, often practicing during her free time.
The piano music blended in with the murmurs of students standing or sitting in small groups around various tables filled with breakfast foods and scrolls of parchment. The greens and blues coming through the windows felt refreshing, and the whole room was glimmering under the reflections of the water playing across various surfaces. She could see plants swaying under the water, with schools of fish weaving between them. It felt…magical.
Eloise’s eyes were drawn to Ominis and she started walking to him, standing by the same window where they had been sitting earlier. Instead of being in shadow, however, he was now illuminated by the rays of sun shining through the water. He was smirking to himself as he listened to the two first-years next to him. As she got closer to them, Eloise heard them speculating about the possibility that they would get to see a mermaid.
“Oh! I think I just saw one!” one shouted at his friend, pointing out the window. “Oh, wait…it was just algae.”
Eloise walked up to Ominis, smiling despite herself.
“Is this your idea of a good time?” she asked him, while he was simultaneously asking her how she had slept. They both paused as soon as they heard the other start talking, and then both started speaking at the same time after an awkward pause.
“Oh…I’m sorry. I…I slept well,” Eloise said, blushing. “And you?”
“As well as I ever do,” he replied. She noticed that the dark circles under his eyes were still very prominent, although they didn’t look eerie in the morning light. He indicated the first-years with a jerk of his head, changing the topic. “I doubt mermaids find us that interesting. I rather think they purposefully avoid our common room so as to not be treated like creatures in an aquarium.”
Eloise laughed at that and tilted her head playfully. “And just where did those two even get the idea that they might see a mermaid?”
“That, my dear, is a mystery. I surely have never seen one before,” Ominis said, standing up straight and taking his wand out. “I have been hearing a lot of chatter about you this morning, you know. It seems like reality has been mixed with fantasy in the tales of your journey here, and nobody knows the full truth.”
“Except for you,” Eloise pointed out, stepping into place next to him as they walked through the common room. She spotted Imelda, supervising some students playing chess and instructing them on the moves they should be doing. Imelda looked up and saw Eloise, and interrupted her own advice mid sentence.
“Eloise!!” Imelda bellowed as she practically ran across the room. Was this girl ever not purposeful in everything she did? The students around them looked up from what they were doing to watch her, and maybe get the chance to hear a first-hand account of what actually happened to Eloise. “Why didn’t you tell me that you were attacked by a dragon last night?”
“Oh, er…” Eloise couldn’t figure out how to respond to the other girl. Imelda didn’t seem worried or scared about what Eloise had gone through the previous day; rather, she seemed indignant that she hadn’t been told about the attack. Beside them, Ominis was laughing.
“It must have been terribly exciting,” Imelda went on, ignoring any response Eloise may have started giving. “A real dragon and all. I wish I was with you guys, I’ve actually prepared for what I would do in that very situation. I would definitely have diverted its attention away from you on my broomstick, and actually the best strategy would have been to…”
“I doubt you really would have been able to do anything,” Eloise interrupted. “It was terribly frightening, but at the same time the whole thing was over so quickly that I haven’t had time to process it yet.”
“Well, you can tell me about it on the way to breakfast. Maybe once you learn how to ride a broom, we can practice what to do together. You have first-hand experience, after all!” Imelda looped her arm through Eloise’s. She shot a look to Ominis. “I hope you don’t mind, but I’m taking her now. We have a long day ahead of us, lots to do you know. The usual. Anyway, Sebastian’s coming over so it’s not like I’m leaving you completely alone.”
Before Eloise could even react, she was being marched up the spiral staircase that led out of the Slytherin common room and they were off to breakfast.
“Duelists, take your mark,” Professor Hecat said to the two students standing on top of the platform in the middle of the room. The duelists in question looked at each other warily, steadying their wands. Eloise was exhilarated. This was the type of class she had been daydreaming about while she sat wasting her time embroidering landscapes.
Professor Hecat hadn’t wasted any time putting the students to work. Although at first, many of them had scoffed at the thought of Leviosa being a useful spell in combat, Eloise listened attentively and focused on the correct wand movements. Maybe it didn’t actually matter, but she was determined to make sure that nobody would think that she didn’t deserve to be there. She had a lot of catching up to do, but between the books Professor Fig had given her and the knowledge she retained from reading from her family’s library as a child, she already knew a lot. She was quite pleased when the feather levitated as soon as she said the incantation, as there were other students who struggled to get theirs to even twitch in an upward direction.
Now, Eloise gripped her wand tightly in her hand, shifting a bit as she stared Sebastian in the eyes. He had said that she would get ‘a proper Hogwarts welcome’ and she was looking forward to it.
If the rumors she had heard before class were true, Sebastian was the best duelist in their year, and quite possibly at Hogwarts. Although she felt a little apprehensive at the thought of facing him, she hoped that he wouldn’t hold back on her just because she was new. Even if she had fought the guardians yesterday in Gringotts, she wanted to prove to herself that she could keep her wits about her in the heat of battle.
Maybe her stance was a little too stiff, her movements too by the book. But that could only be changed with experience.
Sebastian smirked slightly to himself, no doubt thinking that this would be an easy victory. In the background, Eloise heard Professor Hecat say they could begin, but she was more focused on her opponent’s face. As soon as she saw him raise his wand and begin to open his mouth, she shouted “Protego!” and the shield blocked the spell he attempted to send shooting her way. His eyebrows raised in surprise - apparently he hadn’t been expecting her fast reflexes.
Quick as a whip, she shouted out “Levioso” and Sebastian was in the air. She hit him with a few more curses before he fell to the ground, breathing heavily. He pushed himself up quickly and went back into position. Wand out, now more wary of her capabilities. He blocked her next attack and went in for one of his own, which hit her shoulder. Eloise hissed in pain and immediately shot out a volley of quick jabs in his direction, a few hitting their mark before he put up a shield.
Sebastian was grinning as they circled each other, looking for an opening. The rest of the class surrounded the platform they were on, cheering them on. Both continued to attack and put up shields, without any clear winner in sight. It was obvious that they were very evenly matched.
“I’m pleasantly surprised,” he said as they were catching their breath between attacks. “I haven’t had a fight this good in a long time.”
Eloise just grinned in response, before shooting off another spell in his direction. It was expertly blocked with a flick of Sebastian’s wrist; in response he volleyed off a jinx towards her.
Eloise crumpled to the ground, yelping as she grabbed her ankle. Sebastian was immediately at her side, crouching down and looking at her with concern.
“Eloise? Are you okay?” He looked down at her ankle and then abruptly looked up and back at her face, a faint pink redness dusting his cheeks. He may have been dueling her, but it was distinctly different to be so close to her like this.
In response, Eloise grinned mischievously and quickly levitated him off the ground, getting to her feet at the same time. With a few quick curses sent his way, soon Sebastian was lying sprawled on the ground outside of the little arena Professor Hecat had erected.
“Not fair,” Sebastian exclaimed, rushing to his feet. He looked at Professor Hecat, who was looking between the two with a pleased smile.
Eloise smirked at him, only responding with, “Slytherin.”
Sebastian laughed and ran his fingers through his hair, making his brown curls even unrulier than they had become in their duel. He held his hand out to her and she shook it formally. “Good duel. You can definitely hold your own and I won’t underestimate you again.”
Professor Hecat clapped her hands together to get the attention of the class. “I hope you all paid attention to these two. Ten points to Slytherin for an excellent demonstration of what we learned today. On Wednesday, we will continue with practical application of the techniques learned during this class. I expect to see flawless wand work and concentration. I demand excellence from my students as I know you are all capable of achieving it. Class dismissed.”
As Eloise was gathering up her things, Sebastian sidled up to her. “Really, that was quite impressive. You seemed stiff at first, but it would seem you have fought before. You definitely give as good as you get.”
Eloise blushed and tucked some strands of hair that had come undone behind her ear. “Well, really, I had only read about the techniques before. Haven’t really had much time to put all of that theory to use yet.” She smiled shyly ad Sebastian, who was looking at her with his jaw open. “You fight really well, too. I had to use all of my focus. It’s kind of exhausting, actually.”
“But exhilarating, right?” Sebastian asked eagerly. The two of them started to head out of the classroom together, dwindling behind the rest of the students. Entirely absorbed by their conversation. “Everything else goes out of focus and the only thing in the world is you and your opponent.”
“Yes! Exactly that,” exclaimed Eloise. “I’ve never experienced anything like it.”
“Well,” Sebastian said slowly, dragging the word out as he thought. “You know, there might be a way. To continue. I normally would never do this, but…you know…”
“Know what?” Eloise prompted as Sebastian trailed off.
“You’re a really good duelist. Intuitive. There’s a certain exclusive club of sorts, one that may or may not be unsanctioned, where you can continue to hone your dueling abilities.”
“Exclusive and unsanctioned?” Eloise asked with a smirk. “You can count me in.”
“Excellent,” Sebastian replied, smiling broadly. “Sometimes, to make the most out of your experience at Hogwarts, you need to bend certain rules. They’re more like guidelines, anyway.”
“Merlin, Sebastian,” said Imelda, walking up to them and crossing her arms. “Don’t let yourself fall into any of his schemes. That boy is in detention practically every other day.”
“Or maybe,” Eloise said, “he’s just not good enough at avoiding getting caught. I, on the other hand… Come on, Imelda. Let’s go to lunch.”
She laughed as they walked away, leaving behind a dumbstruck Sebastian. He shook his head in disbelief and headed off to his next class.
next chapter
#only 2 more chapters and then the story gets very canon divergent🙏🙏#I was simultaneously so happy to not have to watch YouTube videos of these scenes to see the dialogue#and sad bc now I 100% rely on my imagination😭😆#I was actually rereading it starting from chapter 17 (I just randomly choose chapters sometimes) and I was like 😳😳 omg what comes next…#(the benefits of having an awful memory & writinf something for myself😆)#I’ve really been enjoying these illustrations and posting here thouch🥹🥹🥹 I hope you guys like these chapters/updates I post !!!!!!!#updated here as soon as I have my next illustrations…but that is an inconsistent thing bahahahahahahahahha#(sorry)#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy oc#hogwarts legacy mc#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian sallow fanart#hogwarts legacy fanfic#hogwarts legacy fic#omg ALSO IM SORRY FOR DOING TWO POSTS SO CLOSE TOGETHER��idk I don’t want to be annoying#but I just want to post this and move on to the NEXT illustration bahahahahahaahhahaha I have 22 chapters already posted#& I’m almost done with the next one…
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Fursona fursona fursona!!!
#illustration#procreate#digital art#oc#demon#furry#fursona#otter#river otter#furry art#half body#cutsie#obsessed with this#I’ve been struggling to connect with my art and characters so I’m trying to really dive into my fursona and self expression#I feel like I’ve lost some of my self expression for a handful of reasons#like I over think everything so much that everything loses its meaning or its fun or my passion for it#anyway here’s an Oka sketch! I do like how it turned out#he is quit cute but I think I struggle to let myself see myself in him because of my self hatred but whatever whatever#here’s my attempt against being that way so that’s something#I hope you enjoy!#gender#sfw furry#my fursona#sketch#character design#furry character#original character#little guy#trans#transmasc
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uh um UHHHH HAHAHD I DONT KNOW!!,!! I do not know how posts work or tumblr or anything and I am tired but tired art here you go??? I’m not great at drawing at all whomp whomp and I don’t really know designs or nothin but I’m already doing this so oh well. Alex does not happen to be my favourite nor do I even really know much about him (bad memory) but he fits the usual style of clothes I draw people in (he doesn’t but shush). So. This is mainly him :3
#the unwanteds#alex stowe#lani haluki#aaron stowe#Ignore the constant shit talking??? Of myself it’s just how I get over nerves it doesn’t like actually affect me or make me think real bad#Of myself that’s just how my brain is wired it’s weird#Anyways enjoy maybe perhaps if you do#Oh also I do not know the original guy but someone made a funny little post somewhere on instagram and it was drawing of the top left#Drawing Lani’s in. I just thought of it and drew it I hope I’m aloud to do that#credits to the original person though obviosuly#I really don’t know how to do this
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Pepito chiquito mi corazón, mi amor
Te amo mucho gusto Pepito
#bloo’s art :)#qsmp fanart#qsmp pepito#qsmp egg fanart#qsmp eggs#I doodled this while watching bad’s stream ofc#hearing roier calling Pepito a pendejo caught me off guard lmaooo#I love them sm#also what do you guys think of the style? is it better :D I’m finding myself enjoying it a lot more than my old one#it feels freeing#like I don’t stress about proportions or it looking right cause I really wanna show off the bendy side of my art#also I just love squishy art lol#anyways
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a little self-celebration after being hard on myself for having a creative block recently,, i finally hit this year’s 100k on ao3 🎉
hoping to get to 150k by the end of it
#i think it’s too easy to forget how much i write and enjoy writing and the different stuff i come up with when i hit a block#it’s like i get in a rut and can’t think of anything positive about my writing#but 100k is nothing to scoff at! i’m really chuffed w myself so i wanted to note it on here with you guys :’)#pls feel free to add on your own and celebrate what you’ve been writing and any goals you’ve set for urself!!#my highest was 200k in 2021 idk what i was on that year#and then 180k the year after?? dipped to 100k in 2023 so we’re getting up there again#think i started with like 40k a year from like 2018-2020#so idk what my average is atp#stelle yaps
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the problem with working a job where u interact with like 1500 people per day & u are supposed to be charming and informative the whole time is that sometimes you are so weird on accident?? and u say something that is so weird to say to another person out loud ?? and u just have to be like :) lets pretend that was normal. do you have any other questions
#me sitting at my table in silence recounting my day and visibly wincing repeatedly etc etc#to be fair to myself people say really weird things to me and then i have to respond.#i think sometimes disney adults expect childrens museum employees to all be like disneyland character employees.#which we are not i’m not actually doing a bit i’m just some guy who works here and will talk to your kid about dinosaurs ??#if your kid points to a dead bug and asks if its dead (this is in the context of letting children touch preserved specimens)#im literally not gonna play along and lie to your child that is ridiculous#its not sleeping. i am here to talk about science#LOL i will probably delete this later i am so exhausted holiday break sure is��� breaking me…#2600 people today…#unrelated sometimes people come up to me later to compliment my stage shows and i think in the new year#im just gonna start being like :) what parts did you enjoy ? elaborate please#i feel like im doing improv all the time.
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woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.
#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void#shits rough dawg#I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts#haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier#it’s cold#saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early.#and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed.#went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours#guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left#even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are#I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh#my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week#maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done.#I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting#woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside#hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning#can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding)#actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so…#I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience#anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments#I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired.#I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die.#is this relatable?#just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda.#gonna look at pictures of butts now#ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever#you can ignore this#text
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i hope your depression and everything gets better for you btw!! wishing you the best 🌟
|o゜)I drew a happy Nemu to cheer myself up!
#vocaloid#fanart#art#vocaart#yumemi nemu#you guys are really freaking sweet#I’ve been feeling extra depressed but when am I not?#Nemu is kinda like a comfort character for me#she just seems silly and outgoing#I exercised to make myself feel better but now I’m just sad and sore lol#anyway I don’t wanna vent too much#enjoy this little Nemu because she needs more content#ALSO A LITTLE IRRELEVANT BUT DID YOU GUYS WATCH THE 2ND PIKO LIVE PARTY IT WAS SO COOL!!!#I got so hyped that I punched my closet door like a dumbass#inbox requests
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Oh also!!
This blog recently hit 300 followers! It really means so much to see so many people enjoying not only my art but my headcanons and OCs too, even my fics. I feel like I grow more as artist every time I post so thanks so much for all the love and support! 💗
#angie.txt#300 of y’all here enjoying my stuff is insane like. I’m just happy to occupy this little corner of fandom with you guys ❤️#I’ve made some cool friends over the past few months and I’ve really just been enjoying myself on this blog#especially with my OCs and everything which I was terrified to share at first but I love that y’all love them too and UGH I’m emotional lol
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Woo! I managed to write like a page so now I have like seven pages in the document and I’m soooo excited I’m doing stuff I’m writing words the characters are being adorable and ridiculous let’s gooo
#original story adventures yayyy#what sucks is I can’t find fanart or writing of them I have to do it all myself#when’s my art of Quinten and Oswald sleeping peacefully together#Oswald would absolutely be the type to wrap his legs around Quinten#despite his whole seriously detective vibes he gives ooo I’m so professional also I would literally die for you anyways get back to#being a good assistant Quinten#such a dumbass#both of them tho#they skip past the dating stage and go straight ti married couple domesticity the absolute looosserrrsss#Oswald will seriously blab on and on about a case and his theories and turn to Quinten like what do you think#and Quinten responds with huh I think Italian for dinner#fucking chef spends the entire night talking about how the restaurant could’ve made it better too#my guy you wanted this food let Oswald enjoy his pasta jdjwjdjdjwje#wow I really just went on and on in these tags
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me after three days of in-person meetings and team-building activities.
#i understand her completely#that is the face i made this morning at 7:30 and i got up once again to leave my house before 9 am to be social#i am an empty dried husk.#i am a mango seed when you suck all the pulp and fruit off it#it was really nice to see my coworkers cause i work remotely (which is a true blessing)#and i was very proud of myself cause i didnt feel any anxiety going to a work social event/day like I have in the past#it was actually enjoying to interact with people and be social and FLEX those skills that I don’t often get to use#and as much as I like to be a curmudgeon half the time and be like ‘idgaf about what you did this weekend Karen’ you gotta make conversation#there was even someone cute who I hadn’t met before#my grandma and I had a conversation the other day and she’s like ‘so are you dating?’ and I’m like ‘grandma where will I meet a man?’#and she was like ‘you’re right. where would you meet someone nowadays? people usually meet through work#but I work virtually and half the people are married or not cute! but there was a guy in my assigned group who was cute#so I went out of my way to make conversation with him (it was about work and nothing came from that interaction) BUT STILL#it’s a good reminder I *can* have those interactions if I so choose#I was also ovulating though so I think I moving with more hunger shall we say#anyways#i am very very very tired and socially burnt out#i need to go for a long walk. smoke some weed. read fanfic. get off and go to bed. that is my main focus for the rest of the day#thank FUCK it’s friday tomorrow.
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theOrEticalLy . if I opened commissions at some point. would there be. a smackerel of interest . ??
#i have never opened them bc it’s intimidating and I don’t know how to price things!!#but mostly bc i work full time w a good salary so I don’t really need side things to make money#like it feels selfish to suggest that people should pay me to make fanart?? When#a) I already do that for free bc i enjoy it lol#and b) there are so many creators out there who are struggling to make ends meet#and I am privileged enough to generally not have to worry about that#this would be just like extra spending money to fund my scented candle habit DHDJDN#and the clothes I just bought while trying to Discover My Vibe and Finally Be Myself (at age 28 lol)#also tbh it would likely be reinvested in other commissions bc I buy commissions fairly often lol#anyway. idk the idea of commissions always sounded cool but also guilt inducing and scary#it feels weird and silly bc it would make me have to take my art seriously if that makes sense??#like me saying ‘I think I’m good enough at art that people would buy it from me.’ that feels so bold and like. arrogant or something dhjsjd#coming from me I mean. just a silly little guy who still struggles to draw human limbs properly#ok I’m thinking about how I’d have to make a commission sheet and put a dollar sign on my art and I’m aaaaaaa#and I’d have to execute exactly what people want and what if I can’t!!!#omg ok maybe noT help lol#well im not committing to anything rn im simply. asking a question while the dash is asleep and then running off to bed seeya#i think part of me always wanted to try commissions to see if I could be a Real Artist about it ??#and potentially end up with like. Portfolio pieces ??#why I would need an art portfolio I don’t know. I am an editor. What do I think I will be doing here#ppl left comments on my animatic that have been giving me crazy what if thoughts. sit down#don’t look at me#ohhh swirly brain thoughts I need to sleep
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me and my friend were rewatching jujutsu kaisen and into like the 12th episode the gojo hyperfixation HIT.
#i know this isn’t what i usually post but tbh#the clh interest has kinda died down for me#really scared this is gonna flop bc it’s not clh or rayman but#i’m proud of myself#im prob gonna start posting more jjk stuff bc#i’m so fucking fixated on it rn.#if you couldn't tell#i still do enjoy rayman it’s been like that since 2016 i don’t think i’m letting go anytime soon#but anyways gojo dump#love this guy#he’s so silly#gojo#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu gojo#gojo satoru#satoru#art dump#i need to stop with the super specific tags cause when ppl look at my posts abt thing#they’ll think it’s all just that certain topic#i am multifandom but it just happens like every 2 month lmao#i love talking in tags it’s like little easter eggs#jjk#jjk gojo#silly little guy#love him sm
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