#I’m mad at myself
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God I need a hug :(
#give me a squeeze pls#I convinced myself I had time even when the last grains of sand had long slipped through my fingers#like it’ll be fine#in three weeks I might not even remember#if I can get my shit together and double down this week#but#I’m mad at myself#and upset#and saddened by my inability to overcome my own self sabotage and rotting#it’s been a tough week summer year years#so#squeeze me please
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I’m rereading The Hunger Games for my thesis and my sleep-deprived brain goes “I should write a sterek Hunger Games AU” <.<
#I’m mad at myself#eight years and it’s still one of my most popular fics#how the f did I forget about it?!
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Do you ever read something of yours that you forgot about and get mad you didn’t continue it?
Like I’m yelling myself.
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To absolutely no one’s surprise I am 3.1k into this Marcus Pike Sex Pollen story and we aren’t even to the exposure to the drug.
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if you’re ever in the position to choose between giving up and accepting defeat, and actually trying to fight the ancient unkillable god that is about to peel apart reality like a string cheese, remember this: scientifically speaking, you might as well give it a shot!
1.there were trees at the beginning of the world! there were trees so long ago that they predate bacteria that causes wood to decay. when a tree fell, it would lie there in stasis and there wasn’t any way of breaking down wood xylem on a molecular level in that way.
2. it seems obvious to say, but wood eating bacteria are literally incapable of comprehending what they’re breaking down. It’s just not information conciously available to a microorganism. they don’t know what they’re deconstructing, where it came from, bacteria have no way to even fathom the existence of a tree as a concept.
3. Regardless of the facts above, the world we live in today is a world where wood inevitably decomposes
it is worth fighting the unkillable god no matter how pointless it seems. it is worth taking the risk even though youre trying to accomplish something impossible. the reality in which you live was also once reality in which trees didn’t rot. You live in a reality that allows for existence before the possibility of destruction. you live in a reality where uncomprehending microbes break down matter that is so far beyond the scope of their comprehension that it feels comical to specify something so obvious. you live in a reality that occasionally allows unshakeable physical truths to be altered with no warning.
It is worth fighting the unkillable god because trees are so old they predate the source of their destruction, and it still did not spare them. It is worth fighting the unkillable god because bacteria rots unthinkingly, because there is room in our cosmos for destruction without comprehension on the part of the destroyer. It is worth fighting the unkillable god because now and then reality retracts the promise of immortality without fanfare, and when that happens there is no mercy for the ancient. the unmaking is not softer for the desecrators ignorance. for all things, existence is endless until the exact point where it ends.
so you might as well try to kill the unkillable god. it doesn’t seem likely, but at the beginning of the world, trees didn’t rot. so you never know! you never know
#bazinga!#I’ve been meaning to add these tags for a minute but it was too funny to keep the original line bazinga tag#if you see this i would appreciate this post not be tagged as wornld building#and if you want to use this concept in your D&D campaign#you don’t need to show this post or anything#but if you would please mention after the plot line ends that the original post was written all at once in a pretty desperate state#i thought about ginkgo trees while walking my dog late that night#and when i found myself hopeless and completely alone at midnight#I opened tumblr and talked to myself#and hit post#and went to bed#then it got 2000 notes and i woke up to the realization that the entire time I had said bacteria#when i fully meant fungus#fuck!!!#u don’t need to say all that just please include the context that this is a very personal post#thank u!#I’m not mad it’s not obvious from the post that i was ranting into the void
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being fully aware of what characters I like is SO EMBARRASSINGG. because I see it coming like it’s in slow motion. oh I suddenly have this interest in a franchise I haven’t cared about in ages. WHY?? because someone made the decision to include a character who’s mean and selfish and antagonist material (like can and probably should be hated) and what made them that way was not entirely fault of their own but you can also argue that it was and they could kill you AND they’re doomed from the start. like. fuck you. I’m already sobbing.
#it’s embarrassing because I’m so predictable and they’re all from shows/movies/books aimed at kids#you know what.#night#yeah I’ll tag her#shes one of them#my own stupid cat oc#I’m mad at myself
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literally what idiot misses the top surgery consultation call by one (1) second
#i’m gonna fucking kill my Self#but i hope they’ll call me back UHHRGRGGHHH BIGE BITE AAAA#i’m mad at myself#i do this shit all the time
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Prince Zuko 🔥
#atla#prince zuko#zuko#atla zuko#avatar the last airbender#fanart#atla fanart#draws#attempted to watch the new show and it made me so mad I had to turn it off so I’m rewatching the original again#he’s so baby#Zutara incoming because I can’t help myself#my art
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Wearing this right now…. I look so cute i almost forgot about the crushing sadness… almost…
when guys were a sweater over a shirt with just the collar of the shirt peeking out and the shirt and sweater is colour coordinated they look cute
#everytime i look in the mirror#i smile#and then i break down in tears#i miss her so much#i’m mad at myself#so much#i just wish i could let her know i was sorry#not so she could forgive me#i don’t deserve that#but just so…#i could know for sure if she was alright#i would die for her if i had to#i know it’s unhealthy#i know it’s obsessive#but i would#i love her#i just want her to be happy#and then i hurt her#*sighs*#somebody stone me
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Was inspired by my continued automata replay to do more sketches
#nier automata#drakenier#nier 9s#nier 2b#why did I decide to draw this right before going to sleep#I’m so mad at myself
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How are we all doing, I’m losing my mode after this finale. The opening and ending has me gagged.
#percy jackson spoilers#pjo spoilers#pjo tv show#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson#pjo series#annabeth chase#grover underwood#annabeth pjo#grover pjo#ares pjo#hermes pjo#luke pjo#luke castellan#kronos pjo#I don’t know what to do with myself now#that episode was literally amazing#10/10#it was also like double the length of the rest of the episodes#they changed the ending scene with Luke but I’m not mad#literally screaming
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I accidentally deleted an ask I had plan to answer 😭 so I’ll paraphrase it
“Where does Wallaces inspiration for Welcome Home come from?”
Wallace inspiration for welcome home came from a variety of things. I guess you could say it started in the beginning when he first got into art. He just loved taking objects, insects and people and creating his own little spin on them. During his college years (he was studying to be a teacher) while working in a daycare facility, it really helped him understand what children took a liking too, as well as few things they could learn lol which made him start contemplating about creating a show. He already had concept material based on his past works.
But ofc he didn’t do it all alone,It really helped that kids loved sitting around Wallace and create short stories with eachother that helped inspire some eps :) as well as his friends getting into silly shenanigans and the support of his grandparents. Last but not least, we can’t forget that whenever Wallace has some new inspiration for eps ideas, he calls up Sylvia! I shared a lil more info than required lol
#welcome home#wally darling#welcome home puppet show#clownillustrations#my art#fanart#puppeteer wally#digital art#sketch#human wally darling#ask answered#I’m so mad at myself omg#apologies for the grammar mistakes#not a writer so hopefully this explains well even just a lil#if you have anymore questions ofc just ask#trying to get through my inbox lol#he started growing his hair in out in college#okay bye
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(opening my 10k word document of mainewash AU content) welcome to my twisted mind…
#i’m relapsing#i made some mainewash AUs a few years ago and actually wrote content for it but.#i didn’t finish it. and this was a long time ago so when i went to read it i was like wow this is awesome! i wonder what happens next!#CLIFFHANGER. GUYS I LEFT MYSELF ON A CLIFFHANGER. I WROTE IT AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT WAS MEANT TO HAPPEN NEXT. BUT I KNOW IT WAS AWESOME#I WILL FOREVER BE MAD ABOUT IT#rvb#red vs blue#my art#mainewash#washmaine#agent washington#agent maine#rvb the meta
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It’s the hottest thing in the world hearing her moan “Fuck. That was so good. You’re so good. Fuck… I think I can go for one more round.” after I perfect her in guilty gear
#loosely based on true events#I’m mad at myself for not finding a funnier way to turn this into a joke#Delia original
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Idk who’s behind marketing for this film but they are fucking killing it. This is on Hollywood Blvd. above the Walk of Fame. Made me giggle out loud when I saw it today
#deadpool and wolverine#wolverine#deadpool#hugh jackman#ryan reynolds#it’s fucking genius#I’m a marketing major and tbh this shit makes me mad I couldn’t come up with it myself
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I forgot about this.
The whole reasoning behind the Supervillain Danny AU sketches was that his villain persona was the complete opposite of his normal, sane self and hero persona. Danny plays into the Fenton name really hard, and ramps up the “mad scientist” bit, taking inspiration from both his normal civilian life and his parents, thus using just his last name as a villain.
And then I wanted to add what Sam and Tucker might look like if they joined in on his shenanigans. To keep with the “opposite of their normal life” bit, let’s throw in some ghostly artifacts that help the two keep up with Fenton’s madness.
Sam would get an angel’s halo that helps her form ghostly wings, and she’d play into the good-two shoes angelic look, and then she opens her mouth and verbally assaults you. She pins her bangs back and wears clothes that better fit a celestial aesthetic and uses all the etiquette training her parents taught her. Manson looks like some sort of regal angel and people expect her to be the nicest out of all of them. She’s not. Manson is the sneakiest and most bloodthirsty one, and heroes regularly wonder if she has actually committed murder or not.
Tucker takes inspiration from his time as a pharaoh. He has a metal postiche that enhances his physical ability. (Maybe it gives him dreadlocks too, but I like to think Tucker is just wearing a whole ass wig.) He wears a strange mix of street wear and his pharaoh outfit, and throws his tech-obsessed self out the window. Fenton is the nerdy one here, so now Foley is the muscle. Foley plays up meathead American bully stereotype hard. He delights in throwing hands, and hunts down supers just for the sake of a fun spar. (For him not for the supers.) Foley’s favorite people to fight so far is Killer Croc and Superman. Heroes are concerned about what would happen if Foley fought for real, but then they saw what he did to the Joker “as a joke” and decided not to ask any more questions.
Basically, the trio looked at their civilian lives and picked out what they considered “villainous traits” from the people around them that they then played into as villains themselves. If that makes sense. Sam hates how her parents want a perfect child, so she makes herself look like one. She speaks in backhanded comments and has a snooty attitude, which she learned from other rich people. Tucker is constantly confronted by bullies everyday, and all the rogues that come to Amity are always fighting, so that’s what he decides to mimic. Yeah, he now gets to be the big and strong protector of the group, but all his experience with fighting have been bad ones, and that reflects in his style. And finally, Danny. Why does he take after his parents and play into the family name? Because the Fentons are one of the biggest obstacles and source of anxiety in his life. Danny associates mad scientists to pain and other bad things, so even if all he’s being helpful in a really annoying way as a villain, his parents and the threat of the GIW still influence how he presents himself. Because to Danny, those two things are far more scary than a kid with a pirate ship or a man wearing a bat fursuit.
#pondhead blurbs#danny phantom#dp x dc#danny fenton#sam manson#tucker foley#supervillain danny au#mad scientist danny#god does any of this make sense???#it’s literally just a sketch#and now I’m coming up with intricate backstory on why they look like that as villains#it just makes the most sense to me#phantom is the ghost hero#Danny is the halfa civilian#Fenton is the human villain#Manson and Foley get powers because Sam and Tucker don’t#i know someone is writing a bit for this but I couldn’t help myself#dear author of that fic#i forget what it’s called#please don’t see this and feel pressured to add my stupid headcanon into your fic#it’s kind of an au of an au I guess#idk I’m gonna go eat breakfast#dpxdc
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