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room4creation · 1 year ago

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Literally debriefed to everyone and their grandma about being bisexual, having never kissed anyone, wanting it to mean something, about the boy I like AND WHEN I SAY EVERYONE AND THEIR GRANDMA… I mean it some RANDOM boy in a bar i accosted and we sat down together in a booth and just chatted about his life and my life and then proceeded to ignore that all and kiss a random random random boy and for WHY.

#OH. MY. GOD.#IM SO STUPID!!!!!!!!!#it’s fine #it means nothing to me #I’m kinda mad abt it #idk #it was like not unintentional from my part like obvs I knew where I was going and what I was doing but #so STEWPID.#but also the more I talk about it the less dumb it feels #kinda #maybe I’m tricking myself #crickey

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cable-salamdr · 4 months ago

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Youngest of FF Kai Kai bonding with Bonzle blah blah what I wanna see is Jordie’s soul (/body) ALSO being stuck in Superhell with one of the Forbidden Five having taken over her normal body at the end of s2p1, and her now having to chose between either these ancient evils or two peeps who keep forgetting her name

She’s grumpy not just because of her predicament of having to accept help but also because one of the first things that happened is that she fell down a set of stairs and at the very least sprained her arm.

#ninjago #lego ninjago #ninjago dragons rising #dragons rising #ninjago dr s2 #ninjago spoilers #ninjago fanart #sorry to everyone who got attached to my jordie n jay bonding i will still draw that but #this idea hit me like a truck #i just need to see jords being grumpy. bonzle being constantly suspicious and still Very Much Mad #kai is just trying to kinda diffuse the situation because this isn’t rly their biggest problem rn #i have also thought abt only making jordie’s soul appear #yk as a knack to *her* now being able to be dehumanized #(neither bonzle nor kai would do that but. yk. still.)#kai ninjago #ninjago kai #kai smith #kai jiang #bonzle ninjago #ninjago bonzle #bonzle finder #jordana ninjago #ninjago jordana #dragons rising jordana #if this *does* happen i will cry #(i’m honorarily naming these three superhell trio thank you)#cablart

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crimsonconstl · 11 days ago

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Halloween time I guess

An alt greyscale version (my fav) and some coraline pidge + classic werewolf Keith & vamp Lance

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iknowwhereyousleepatnight · 3 months ago

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should i sleep for a hundred million years or purposefully stop sleeping just to see what happens

#i have slept 2 hours and haven’t been able to fall asleep again for like 3 hours and i was really tired and mad abt it but now i am not #tired and not mad abt it so maybe the path i should be taking is to stop sleeping. sleeping a lot gives me little energy and i’ve been #having trouble sleeping anyway so maybe i should use this to my advantage and run my little sleep deprivation experiment that i was #originally planning to do a couple years back but then got sooo eepy sleepy that i didn’t really get far. but maybe that’s bc i wanted to #go 72 hours straight w/o sleep so i could record my response to it. i should be more subtle i think. maybe only a few hours a night #and more 30 hour waking periods. do not listen to a single thing i say ever i’m an unreliable narrator btw. i think i could trigger smth #fun to happen i:m a good age for sleep deprivation to do something fun and interesting to me and i want to play god #but i’d get kinda sad being awake all the time bc sleeping is like my number one coping mechanism. then again the pain of losing #that on top of the physical and mental consequences of sleep deprivation would be like so cool. it would pain me so much #but i find that compelling. do not listen to a single word i say i will realize this is dumb later but rn i do kinda want to think abt #running my little experiments and trying to ruin myself further. i’m such a good thing to think abt experimenting on bc i’m so affected #by things i just wish i had more force of will Does anyone want to kidnap me and keep me awake for 72 hours (i’m thinking electrocution #will be involved) and keep notes i fear i’d give up and i wouldn’t keep good enough track of things which would be so sad #obvi it would be unethical but i’m cool w that. i would also want it all on camera for review purposes. hmm i’m digging this idea. 72 hours #is not very long and i doubt there would be lasting consequences so it seems like a good idea. however i’d want to do this when i have #things to keep me busy and restricted access to places to sleep. okay i must think on this further pay no mind to what i say unless u have #suggestions like how to keep yourself from giving in bc i always have difficulty w that one

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starheirxero · 1 year ago

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OH OKAY SO ECLIPSE HAD JUST EXPERIENCED ELDRITCH MADNESS THAT’S FINE I’M FINE ALRIGHT HOLY SHIT

#xero says things #THIS IS SUCH A MASSIVE TURN I NEVER COULD HAVE SEEN THIS COMING????#I THOUGHT THE ‘I FEEL LIKE SOMETHING’S BEEN WATCHING ME’ LINE WAS JUST KINDA BE FORGOTTEN #SMTH SAID THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO HAVE IMPORTANCE BUT GOT SCRAPPED #BUT ITS BEING FOLLOWED UP ON?????#WITH /LIVING CONSTELLATIONS??????/#THIS IS INSANE. I’M HONESTLY NOT MAD ABT IT THO THIS IS SMTH INCREDIBLY UP MY ALLY AHSISBWIDNS #sun and moon show spoilers #tsams spoilers #tsams #sun and moon show #the sun and moon show

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devilishdelights · 6 months ago

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love when fics have mammon calling u “darlin’”. like if a butch called me that i would actually fall in love right then and there forever and ever and ever

mammon calling u that???? lord the things i’m about to do…. look away please.

#do y’all hear it the way i do tooooooo. like #they got canon voices but my brain always has its own voice for the characters #like in my head lucifer’s voice isn’t as deep but it’s still clear and suave kinda. or smooth #mammons is like…..#i’m not good at describing voices. it’s not a raspy voice but he has a very tiny lil rasp at the end #and his voice is v expressive and raises in pitch a lot #OI!!! look over here!!! <- OI!!! look o’vr ‘ere!!!#levi’s voice in my head is almost the same as canon tho!!#it’s that WHOAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH that gets me LOL like yeah that’s him #i’m mad i can never share how i picture characters voices exactly bc there’s never a VA that sounds the exact way i hear them as #Mams VA still has influence on how i hear him though for sure #like same tone n stuff. tbh i need to give it a listen again bc now that i’m thinking abt it the more i do hear him with that voice #that HEY HEY HEY!!! perfect. mwah.#anyway. darlin’. lord have mercy #lordddddd i’m abt to do it again. thirteen calling u darlin’…………….. christ

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susie-dreemurr · 6 months ago

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Man I need to crate an “anime only no spoilers please” banner for dungeon meshi bc putting NO SPOILERS in the first tags ain’t working. Or even stating it in the post outright one time like I need to make it VISIBLE.

#dungeon meshi #I don’t mind it as much mostly bc they ppl who do spoil thru rbing my posts #are giving me more ego but fnfjjfjfjfkdkj #(like I’m not mad or anything. I’m kinda like *twirls hair* oh so I’m right abt this huh)#(but still. I did specifically say I didn’t want spoilers LMAO)

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hey-scully-itsme · 3 months ago

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reading some essays/lectures by Flannery O’Connor and she has some relevant stuff to say (it’s also Very Catholic so warning for that ig)

This is from Mystery and Manners.

#sorry on phone but can update with description later #i am having trouble coming up with comments that are not excessively disparaging towards catholics tbh #bc she’s saying some really dumb shit when she’s not saying really smart shit #a trouble i think many really intelligent and really religious writers have #C S Lewis did something similar #also for the record i have not read any of her fiction and just picked up this book this past weekend #so i don’t have actual thoughts abt what she’s saying yet lol #she also comes across bitter and angry and mad at many of her readers #and idk if it’s just this collection or what #but a lot of that energy seems to have been fed into her religious beliefs #it’s not exclusively a religious person thing but she’s so quick to disparage anyone who doesn’t appear to her to be Trying Hard Enough #‘oh those sinners they just want to live an easy life where nobody tells them they’re wrong’ kinda rhetoric #it’s an interesting tension #if anyone who actually knows stuff about her work sees this and wants to correct the impressions i’m getting please feel free!

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wildevenusian · 1 month ago

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i just don’t understand. why say ur ready to talk if you aren’t?

can u believe this post is what got me to reach tag limit

#vaugepostimg on main about an irl don’t mind me #i just. am feeling sad bcus i have been trying to keep my distance and respect the space they said they needed. and then they reached out to #me for their book club and said we should chat and i got excited! i miss my friend of course i got excited #still let them take the lead. i want them to be comfortable. they said they’d lmk what day they were free #and then proceeded to ghost me for like. almost two weeks??#(it was 10 days but !!! still!!! almost 2 weeks from them suggesting i come to book club which would’ve inherently necessitated an irl talk #and then after all that yesterday said they actually weren’t ready which. hurted #tbf i knew something was up after like 2 days of them not replying so it’s not like i was fully caught off guard it just really hurt #and like i feel weird bcus our social circles are really overlapped and i spent a lot of time with them last winter and i had thought #that would happen again this winter. we would swim together a lot and i consistently went to their house dinners #bcus if i care about you i show up! and i’m understanding ! bcus i am patient and kind person and as a triple taurus i’m not tryna rush ever #especially when it comes to people’s emotions ??? especially if someone has told me i hurt them???? like ik im an autistic lesbian but #despite popular conceptions on that particular identity. im not fucking evil ????? if you ask for space i will give you space !!!!!#and like when it comes to emotions and conflict i’m blunt but i’m caring and it takes a lot for me to be disinfranchised by people #or relationships. so i’m not saying i don’t want to still be her friend #i’m just. noticing behaviors #they did tell me that they were very avoidant in conflict and i told them i’m very much not and like. now that i’m on the receiving end of i #idk what to do!! i��m not gonna chase her down like they’re grown!! and again!!! if you ask for space i’m going to respect that!!!#and like honestly. i’m happy she at least gave me the curtesy of saying they weren’t ready to talk even if it took her mad long to do it #so like. who tf knows when we’ll talk. if ever. probably when she wants the validation of our friendship if it even happens at all #bcus again. she reached out not to reconnect and clear the air but to check if i still wanted to come to her club she was starting #ik in earlier conversations she was worried no one would come but ig she found people. which like good for her tbh but to be honest i feel #discarded?? i’m feeling like i’m failing to not project too much so i gotta stop but idk man i’m just feeling weird about it all #and then i had the thought today of like. is this what i want in a friendship? someone who goes back and forth abt whether or not i’m worth #which again. kinda wasn’t expecting that bcus we spent so much time together last autumn/winter/spring like. many times per week!!!#so the idea of not being her friend all of a sudden?? feels fucjing weird to think about #but like? i don’t want to feel this way this is what i hate about west coast/white people conflict resolution!! there fucking isn’t any!!!#and i can’t deal with that! i can’t spend my life with people who aren’t going to engage with me as a person who cares about them #humans are fallible creatures and were only here on earth for so long so why are we wasting time here? what is the point of all this ???????#but then the guilt and shame say i deserve it all and at that point i just need to stop so. i’m gonna stop now lol

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sanchoyo · 10 months ago

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haven’t been on much bc my dog has been sick :( between seizures and an infected tooth we’ve been having a Time trying to get everything fixed (this started around the holidays so our vet has been very booked up…we have been like 3-4 times in the past 4-5 weeks OTL does not help it’s like an hour drive there, so that’s been exhausting) now his new seizure meds are making him sick (was hoping it was like, just an adjustment period thing but he’s been sick for a week and having concerning symptoms…) if I’m not on a ton or slow to replying to messages it’s bc I’m working as much overtime as my job will give me bc Vet Expensive and mentally drained obvi 😞

#it makes me a lil mad his meds were kinda pricy and they literally are making things worse. like sure he isn’t have seizures but he can #barely walk and keeps running into things and keeps having diarrhea so like. 🙃 and the meds are making him sooo hungry and thirsty #I’m seeing the vet AGAIN FRIDAY I know she’s so sick of me but man my little guy. if she can’t figure out a combo that doesn’t have such #bad side effects I’m literally going to scream and cry #he’s the most sensitive boy in the world and my mental health hangs on his and my cats well being. please. 😭#sanchoyorambles #I’ve also called them like twice to find out if I should stop or what they want me to do and keep getting ‘oh they’ll call u back’ WHEN #GIRL MY PUBBY #if I don’t hear back before his next dose I’m just gonna make an executive decision myself to stop them for now #he’s literally on the smallest possible dose too bc he’s so little. so. they can’t go down in dosage they’ll need to put him on smth else 😑#which means paying for ANOTHER PRESCRIPTION A WEEK AFTER ALREASY GETTING ONE THAT WAS $30 ON TOP OF HIS STUPID VET BILL #screaming.#and like if I have the money it’s fine. and it’s not like the vet could’ve known he’d have bad side effects #im just frustrated it’s no one’s fault #I could go to a closer vet. the thing is I LIKE the one further away #they have the only groomer I’ve found that can trim him without sedating him! they send me reminders abt his shots! I like the vibes!!!#they seem caring!! but they are always SOOO BUSY it takes forever to make appointments or to hear back from them 😭#remember how I said one of my goals was to buy a vechicle this year lmao the vet bills are draining any savings I’ve managed to build up 🤧#my pets are priority 1 tho like even before all the medical stuff /I/ need like lol… that’s my baby #it’s just really bad timing. not that there’s good timing for medical issues but. u know

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saintlesbian · 11 months ago

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as for the rest of the ep…

Chalynn truthers we won. we fucking won 🍾🍾🍾

Lois trying to talk Ned into making peace w/ Michael and Drew sounds REAL funny knowing that drew and Michael r still planning on pushing him out of ELQ again. fuck those two forever actually, y’all can make peace in hell

speaking of drewfus, I wish I could be glad he’s leaving but it’s not for very long and crew is gonna be annoying abt it I’m sure. this version of drew is such a shell of himself that anytime hes brought up I just feel disgusted 😖

I’m getting tired of Sonny bringing up Carly when talking to nina it just feels WEIRD… I really don’t wanna see a Carson reunion but it’s starting to feel like the pikeman/cyrus bs might end up being the catalyst for one… sonaritas should we be worried. 😟

also Tolly agreeing to use krissy as the surrogate… wasn’t there literally a whole argument against doing this months back that resulted in tolly icing krissy out for several weeks…? once again I must assert this whole surrogate storyline is a load of barnacles

#pentababbles #general hospital #I’m happy abt the proposal :) but I also feel like they kinda did this so they could be married b4 Gregory croaks #still! taking my wins where I can! their scenes today were sweet and I liked it 👍#i know ned has beef w/ nina over the SEC thing but. once he finds out Michael knew and STILL tried to push him out of ELQ #nina should be the least of his worries. since let’s face it drew earned that prison sentence 😅 and it’s not a crime to report a crime!#the bensons r just mad they had to face even the mildest of consequences for their actions tbh #drew goin to Australia tho like. take joss and Carly w/ u I don’t wanna see them again either #have joss spend time w/ her Aussie father or something I just can’t take her anymore #also the fact that he’s leaving for Christmas so Michael doesn’t have to… bro I hate him so much #bro you just got out of PRISON how about you spend time with your DAUGHTER that you PROMISED to be there for you ASSHOLE #and with drew going away… PLEASE I don’t want a Carson retread please please please #like I find crew annoying and meaningless but at least they’re over in their own corner. but I was actually starting to like Sonny #a Carson retread is just gonna make him suck again 😞#cannot stand the surrogate storyline and tolly is nothing to me anymore but w/e I can deal with it.#however if they really are setting up the surrogate arc to be an angst backdrop for kraze… burned-lariat go get them royalty checks I stg 🤣#but yea that’s my thoughts! story feels discombobulated as ever but we soldier on iguess

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pastacurls · 1 year ago

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I feel terrible for people who’s favorite beyblade characters r like smaller characters that show up for cameos in random episodes and then never really show up much again cuz like, I get upset when I don’t see kenta or yu on screen for a few seconds, I can’t imagine what it’s like for fans of people like sora or fucking captain capri.

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cherrysnax · 4 months ago

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maybe I’m “crazy” but that one anons typing style and the person who was really weird about people watching the murder video of that poor woman sounds exactly the same

#it’s been driving me nuts but just cause the syntax kinda matches means nothing right?#by that logic anyone who sounds kinda smug is that anon lo so #*lmao #still I’m so curious abt the person who get so mad that a black person said something was antiblack that they seethed in my inbox for over #an hour… I hope they changed as a person and if not I hoped they jumped heart emoji <3

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pasta-n00dles · 1 year ago

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It’s cool finding your own art on Pinterest when you’re not a huge artist but at the same time…guys it’s so not that hard to credit someone for their art lol 😭

This goes for any artist, they deserve credit to the work you are reposting to another platform (obviously without permission)

#I’m not giving ppl shit and I’m not mad or angry abt just disappointed #bc it’s cool but it kinda sucks too #no one’s asking to repost nor crediting and Ik that’s a big point with Pinterest but it really sucks haha

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fandom-fae · 6 months ago

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i want more tinkerbell content ugh

#i am still mad that they cancelled that movie series #i want more!!!!!#in an ideal world there would be as many tinkerbell movies as there are barbie movies #(and peter pan would be in at least most of them actually)#moi #fandoms #tinkerbell #peter pan #disney #kinda #i’d also take non-disney tinkerbell #but i’m thinking abt the disney tinkerbell movies so yk #anyway #neverland

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okcoolthanks · 9 months ago

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Two rats having lunch

The vermin