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decided to participate in @cookieclover’s 1K DTIYS!! came across their AU recently and UAGGAHHHH OH MY GODDDD ITS SO GOOD,,,,,bee you poor thing,,,,,
PLEASE go check out their comic, it’s got phenomenal writing and characterisation and just AAGHHHH WEEHWJJBSJJHGGH
original image + speedpaint under the cut!!
#transformers#transformers one#sentinal prime#b-127#mute b 127 au#I think my colours are wayyyy too saturated HELP#I’m kind of proud of this though!!!#sentinal you evil EVIL MAN#bee my beloved….auckkghhhh this au hit me right in the feels#poor guy….#cookieclover1kdtiys
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i read somewhere on the gravity falls wiki that Fiddleford stands on his head to think and come up with new ideas and I had to draw a silly comic of him doing that exact thing. Featuring some sketches (and one of him falling over lol)
I love him so
#actually kind of proud of my anatomy work on fiddleford here#i rushed this soooo bad though i’m sorry guys#i would color it but i couldn’t bear to look at it anymore so maybe one day…#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#i drew this at like 2 am#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#gravity falls ford#gravity falls fiddleford#fiddauthor#fiddleauthor#ford pines#stanford pines#my art#digital art#fanart
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Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles fanart! Based on and heavily inspired by @somerandomdudelmao ‘s Apocalyptic Series! That comic has been an absolute treat to read!
Now that I have completed my annual art project, I shall slunk back to my silent chambers.
#rottmnt#my art#this turned out extremely well I’m proud of myself#also Donatello took the most time#and Raph was the most fun#seriously though check out this series#it has a lovely kindness to it#cass apocalyptic series#tmnt#art
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finds character i relate to immensely, immediately starts projecting
#discovered some mikey epilepsy headcanons one time. can’t find ‘em but they made me really happy so i’m throwing some in#2012 mikey centered because… well…. i’m me#but i have rise mikey ones too#2012 mikey mostly has absences and auras and other less serious kinds of seizures#though he will occasionally have tonic-clonics and other such seizures#he tics regularly because i do and i want a character that does too#(my tic is basically just i crack my neck and sometimes it goes too hard and it really hurts)#i could go on but i don’t have time for that rn lol#tmnt mikey#tmnt leo#tmnt donnie#2012 mikey#2012 leo#2012 donnie#tmnt#tmnt 2012#feel free to ignore (not 100% proud of the second drawing)
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Blyke in Season 3.
This is my prediction. With the way Season 2 ended, I think they’ll find Blyke months later looking something like this.
Shit happens to people in prison. Terrence was murdered in his cell, Rein was worried about being killed by other inmates, hell, Blyke’s already pretty banged up in the finale and he’s been there for 2.5 seconds. Not to mention that the Authorities seem to have no problem torturing kids *COUgh* Keon.
Perhaps it’s a bit pessimistic, but the story’s been getting a lot darker lately. I doubt Blyke’s getting out of prison without a little extra trauma at least.
Latest Chapter as of Prediction: Side Story — Triple Threat (1)
#blyke unordinary#unordinary#Prediction#Drawing in my diary again#art#unordinary spoilers#normally the spoiler warning is at the top but not this time bc it’s an image post#I changed his expression so many times#I was going for that resigned kind of dead inside look#At first it looked too angry#and then it looked just like nothing#totally nuetral face#then it looked too sad#like he was gonna cry#and then I got this#many more iterations along the way#Was worried about damaging my paper the amount of times I erased his eyebrows#Tbh I think I still fucked it up#Also I spent awhile on the background and you can barely see it#could’ve just made it gray ngl#I also spent a long time on this band of light on him#like as if someone had opened a door and light shined through#but I got rid of it#Waste of my DAMN time smh#I’m rlly proud of the hair though#Shit happens in Lovun Prison#Is all of that blood his? Who knows.#also I drew all those cuts in different stages of healing be proud of me#This was supposed to be a doodle/warmup I did NOT expect it to take all day#Ngl Im really glad I turned my sketchbook sideways for this one bc the lined paper reminds me of prison bars like this
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Guys should I write a Dracula musical. Should I???
#BUT I NEED TO FINISH MY ROBIN HOOD ALBUM TOO#it’s going well!! I think!#but I’ve just listened to the Jekyll & Hyde musical soundtrack it was pretty good#a couple really great songs#so currently I’m kind of obsessed with like old gothic horror stories? something like that?#but like. retellings#because I am still sooo in love with The Glass Scientists#in love in love in love#and then I listened to the Dracula musical soundtrack#I reeeally did not like it#I only listened to the soundtrack though I didn’t watch it#but there was barely anything on Arthur and Jack and Quincey????#the three suitors??? hello????#where did they go :(#AND MINA ENDS UP WITH DRACULA???#EXCUSE YOU SHE WOULD NEVER#I love Jon and Mina so much why would you do this to them :(#anyway I want to write my own Dracula musical now#I can do that right? how hard can it be?#I’ve already written two episodes of a musical TV show for my creative writing class#and I’m actually quite proud of those#I also need to catch up on my Dracula Daily!! I’m a few days behind#also if I write a Dracula musical I will absolutely be imagining the songs with the voices of the Re: Dracula cast#dracula daily#re dracula#robin hood mechs au#<- tagging that so someone can tell me NOOO FINISH YOUR ROBIN HOOD MECHS ALBUM FIRST!! YOU LITTLE SILLY!!#if you actually read through all these tags wow! thanks for your time :)#dracula the (other) musical#<- my tag for this now I guess
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see? him face
vens very cute and I think he deserves to square up with Roxas, who is his friend and not-clone, because it would be really funny but ALSO the boy deserves to win a single thing ever in his life as a break from being the universe and kingdom hearts (the moon)’s milk webkinz. AND! he missed out! on getting an award from the million dreams festival that he won because he was preoccupied with the plot which was not very fun for him and then right afterwards he like, died, so the universe owes him a trophy and an ice cream (he got better so he can have them now)
#blonde men poll 2023#Sorry I didn’t mean to get so invested. my bug got really far though so I’m feeling some kind of parental competitive emotion#kh#link would understand. I think any link would take the trophy and reuse it for either something neat or pointless but cool looking#like a club. or perhaps a contraption. Or a big cup#ven would get really shy upon receiving it and then put it in his room ON THE SIDE SOMEWHERE so no one thinks it’s super special or anythin#but he’s proud of it. if ven got ANY trophy he would be proud of it he’s a very second place getting boy#it doesn’t get him down though. most of the time. he gets tired of it but he’s kind of used to not being special#hi if it doesn’t sound like I’m joking around anymore it’s because I got too into thinking about how ven wld react to winning a competition
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𝔗𝔯𝔦𝔠𝔨 𝔬𝔯 𝔱𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱 ?
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#alex’s art#art🎨#Halloween#ghost#trick or treat#Fall#autumn#halloween art#ghost art#cute art#my art#mine#art#digital art#digital artist#artists on tumblr#sketchbook app#I’m so proud of this one#please take in notes I’m not a great artist I’m just kind of good though jcndjdn#and I draw the sketch in a moving vihicule… I still don’t know how I did that jcndjdnd
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updated my resume after i applied for a job
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One more question about the trio, with all the time they have, being dead n stuff, what do they do in their spare time? They gotta be up to some shenanigans
(also could we get a sketch off them hugging or napping together, they are the cutest and your artstyle just makes it 200% better) <33
Of course! <3 I had actually considered originally drawing a panel of them hugging in the dynamic post, but ultimately didn’t.
As for what they’d do in their spare time? That’s a very good question! Most of the ghost kids kind of just tend to wander aimlessly at night. They don’t have the best grasp of their surroundings, and usually just seek each other out for comfort I’d think. I will say though, an uno match between these three would be a sight to behold.
#fnaf#charlotte emily#fnaf cassidy#evan afton#fnaf crying child#doodle tag#sorry for the wait! I’ve been just a little burnt out and I wanted this to look nice! <3#I’m proud of the kind of limited shading I did though. Not a full drawing but it still feels better than a doodle yeah?#Thank you for the asks anon!! These were so fun to do <3 my inbox is always open!#xylo's screaming into the void#ask
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graduate school application fees have me carefully plotting out how exactly to make $78 in groceries last three weeks. I thought the stressful part would be over once I submitted my last application (which I did yesterday! I am very proud of myself!) but no the financial fallout is just beginning
#I’ll be fine- I’m really lucky my girlfriend’s family is so kind and packed me a bunch of frozen venison#And snacks and all manner of other good food. So that will go a long way#Plus while cleaning out the freezer my housemates and I found a big bag of Lima beans I had forgotten about that’s still good#Which means I’ll still get vegetables in without having to spend money on fresh produce#But gddamn I’m really feeling the expenses pile up- on top of other things like vet bills and money for tickets to fly out to a conference#at the end of this month (although maybe I get get my school to reimburse me for that#I need to get on it). I am proud to have gotten a talk slot though! And I am grateful to be able to pay the application fees at all#Even if it hurts a bit. But also perhaps the system is a bit broken if you need to shell out this much for the privilege of being rejected#(probabilistically speaking)#*sigh*#vent#graduate school jeremiad#personal#finances cw#food cw
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because i won’t get a chance to show y’all this later after i send it off, here’s the doodle page i’m putting in my letter for mana
#yo it's d :)#💙♾️#i’m also doing a large drawing as well#but i figured a little doodle page would be nice#i would send him a gift of some kind but a) i’m poor and b) this is more personal#i probably will send him another letter/package in the future though!#anyway i’m proud of this actually#i feel accomplished#though now my nerves are high thinking about it
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When my sister told me she was going to be in a NYT article I didn’t think it would impact me on tumblr and now I keep seeing critiques of it and I have to grit my teeth and remind myself that they are not coming after my sister but the way the article was written but at the same time!! You better believe that if they didn’t reach out to our parents and allow them to speak on the matter, my mother would have rained hellfire upon that article. And upon me as well for not telling her it was going to happen. I had mental breakdowns leading up to the publication and then I saw the publication and was like. Oh. Yeah. She just lies. And yeah that sucks and is fucking with me right now. But like. I still understand why they asked her for comment. And yeah I would have wanted the article written differently but like. Idk it makes me upset that people seem more upset than I am and my family is actually in the article. And maybe that’s because I feel stuck and I wish I could be like my sister and escape but I am still enmeshed in my parents life bc I am less than an hour away and they still financially help me and it’s like. Am I an ungrateful bitch? Or am I a traitor to my sister? And now every time I see the article on my dash I get dealt psychic damage and have the urge to defend my sister even though no one is attacking her. And so I’m a tangled knot of emotions, emotions I was taught to suppress and bury, and yeah. Idk. I felt the urge to vent.
#like I’m so proud of my sister for talking about it#when all our lives we were told NEVER to talk about family matters#and so this was a huge thing for her#so it’s hard for my silly little brain to see the article not well received#even though that isn’t my sisters fault#also#part of me wanted to reach out to the author after it was published#and be like#yeah my mom lied#two against one bitch#but alas#my mother knows where I live#also cut offs are extremely hard#yeah they abused you but they are still your parents#and part of the issue is that the abuse had moments of calm#moments of kindness#where she would defend us and help us#but she still hurt us#and we don’t want to hurt her#we just want to get better#and I’m trying to get better without having to cut her off#because the possibility that she will kill herself is high if I leave#I just have a lot of feelings#personal
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just wanted to say that i adore your art! Your shapes and colors are so expressive and fun i'm always excited to see more of it. That last sketch is sooo beautiful! hope you have a nice day!
aww what the heck thank you!! 😭 unexpected kind asks kill me (in a good way). i hope u have a nice day too!
#anon#ask#thank u for liking the recent sketch! i’m kind of proud of how orin looks even though i haven’t finished drawing all her details yet#lethe is bothering me though but if i make his head smaller then i think it’ll look more okay in my eyes lol
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smiles at you. how about some hcs for kira and the other dna bladers. they are all so silly to me <3
waaa the gang <3 I love them. These are all gonna be like post-canon, “all of dna live in an apartment together” focused bc that’s my favorite way to think about them.
I’ve been rereading some of my own fics recently and stumbled upon a line I forgot I wrote about Spike and Genjuro sometimes having to force Arrow to drink water because he usually exclusively drinks sugary drinks and I think that’s silly. I think the idea of arrow randomly being like “man I have a killer headache rn idk why :/“ and them going “well how much water have you been drinking?” And arrow being like “how much what have I huh now?” and them being wildly concerned is very funny.
Adding onto that, I think out of DNA, Spike and Genjuro are the best at taking care of themselves when they need to because the others have like zero sense of self preservation. I think that Karura surprisingly can also pretend to be a sensible human being sometimes as well. I love the idea of Karura having his own little mini spice and veggie garden and helping Spike and Genjuro cook sometimes <3
Dunno how much this is a hc so much as it just kinda implied but Arrow is super inspired by Kira and looks up to him a lot, not only just when it comes to beyblade but like, life as a whole. ESPECIALLY when it comes to fashion. He’s experimented a bit with eyeliner before (mostly just to fill out the gaps in his mask) but eventually wants to try getting into makeup more as a whole and he immediately asks Kira for advice with that. I like to think that the two end up really bonding over it and end up going shopping together a lot and Kira helps Arrow pick out outfits and stuff <3
Ok I cannot hold myself back rn I need to be a little bit angsty bc I think about this with post-canon dna way too much (a lot of these ideas have been sparked by our past conversations lol). I think despite the fact that they are trying to be better people and while I do think the general opinion of them comes around eventually, for a long while immediately after the events of shogun steel they are kinda still public enemies #1 and that makes life ROUGH for all of them for a while. They all have very different views and ways of dealing with that as well.
Kira, still upholding his role as leader, feels a certain level of responsibility and, by proxy, guilt about this. He feels a strong sense of duty towards dna to help guide and protect them from then on out, especially realizing that he hadn’t treated them particularly well in the past. He can’t help but partially blame himself for putting them in the position they are now and in his path for redemption, seeks not only to make it up to the main gang and public at large but dna as well. He feels really guilty when he sees them mistreated by others and feels a level of protectiveness over them. He really takes the idea that he needs to take care of them seriously and occasionally that means taking the fall for them or defending them from people who are being particularly assholeish.
Genjuro kinda wants to keep everyone under the radar while all this is happening and although they know he means well, none of the others are particularly fond of this and kind of end up butting heads with him a lot as a result. The main two especially with this are Baihu and Karura.
Karura tries not to argue with Genjuro much, but at Genjuro’s insistence that they should be trying to keep a low profile and thus not dress as flashy as they usually would, Karura is a little peeved. This strikes a particular nerve with him specifically for two reasons. 1. Karura’s a unique looking dude as a whole, and he finds it’s kinda hard to “keep a low profile” when you’ve got a blue mohawk and burn scars all over your face and body. and 2. His appearance is something he takes pride in. He’s not insecure by any means, and his style being as flashy as it is is an act of embracing his uniqueness in a way that suits him, so to have to change that is something that leaves him particularly disgruntled.
Baihu, by contrast, more directly takes opposition to Genjuro and the two get into a lot of fights because of it. Baihu is used to using trickery, mischief, and brute force to gain traction in life and he takes no qualms in doing that not only to defend his name, but to just survive at times. He and Spike are the ones who are the most easily irritated by the way people look down on them and will frequently start fights with strangers over it, despite being told it’s not worth it. Baihu does not like to be held back and does not like letting people just walk all over them, but he’ll bite his tongue from time to time for the sake of the others. What he won’t do, however, is sit back and let his pack struggle under his watch. I think that along with struggling to be in public, it’s also really tough for them to find ways to support themselves and they tend to get turned away by a lot of businesses and tournaments, so it is hard for them to get by for a while. I think eventually, the wbba is informed of this and provides them support in this regard, but before then, all Baihu knows is that they need to eat. Genjuro does not like it when Baihu steals, but Baihu doesn’t care, because if no one else is gonna provide for them, he will, and it doesn’t matter to him by what means that comes by. (I have thought abt drawing a comic with this idea for AGES. Will I ever get around to it? only time will tell)
I also think they have an interesting time trying to get along with the main gang after everything that’s happened. Zyro is obviously the most forgiving, and since he and Kira very quickly become very close after they’ve bonded, he is more than ready to welcome the rest of DNA with open arms, and is very excited to let his friends properly get to know them. The others do not necessarily share the same kind of enthusiasm.
Maru, bless her soul, I think trusts Zyro’s judgment the most and is willing to give them another shot. She doesn’t necessarily look past all the things they’ve done, but she’s seen other people come around, especially due to Zyro’s influence, and so she trusts that they’ll be able to do the same. She ends up getting along well with Kira, Genjuro, and Arrow (cough cough for no reason in particular ahem ahem)
Shinobu is a little more apprehensive, as I think he’s one to hold grudges, but similarly to Maru, he trusts Zyro and is willing to move forward if he is. He’s definitely the most hesitant around Kira and Baihu (partially also Genjuro bc of the glass box battle but I think they’re more easily able to move on from that). Kira particularly is difficult for him to get along with just bc of everything that happened with him at multiple different points, but I think they end up having some very heartfelt conversations at some points about it and Kira communicates that he understands why Shinobu would still hold a grudge, but he really is trying to change and he hopes that him and the others will be able to prove that to him over time. And it does take time, but Shinobu understands that perspective and is willing to give them a shot.
Ren is hesitant at first, though for those she doesn’t have personal beef with, she’s able to forgive relatively quickly. The others though. oo boy. Her beef with Genjuro was settled with their rematch at the qualifier match attacks when she got the upper hand on him, so despite some slight animosity at first, they’re able to go to friendly rival status fairly quickly afterwards. Arrow and Spike however, she has NOT forgiven for what they did during the dna hq invasion and is not their biggest fan right off the bat. In the end, they decide to settle it like bladers do, and after a fair and even match with them (I think it’d be a duo battle with eight since he also has beef with them for the same reason (I’ll get to that too)) they’re able to understand each other a little more and settle their issues. It’s not immediate forgiveness, but it’s a start.
Kite and Eight are the biggest grudge holders of all time. It is very hard for them to move on. Kite has massive beef with Yoshio, not only because their rivalry was never properly settled, but bc he not only picked a fight with kite, but hurt eight and well and kite does NOT play when it comes to eight. He’s also not particularly fond of Baihu either but I think eventually he’s able to understand the more caring side of him and come to terms with him a little more. There’s the obvious route of his rivalry with Karura continuing as well but they don’t have any real animosity towards each other and it’s mostly just very silly and lighthearted. On eight’s end, he equally is not fond of Yoshio and also has a continued hatred towards Spike and Arrow, and anyone who eight hates Kite hates too. His and Ren’s battle with them helps it a bit, but Eight’s a stubborn little kid and doesn’t let that show for a long while still. He needs to get in what he thinks is their deserved amount of teasing and bullying before he can actually start to warm up to them. I think in the end, what ends up bringing them both around, is Kite connecting with Kira. I actually really love these two as a duo (it’s a shame that a lot of the stuff I’ve seen of them together online is from weirdos) and I think they really could have a genuine heart to heart, with Kira opening up about the responsibility he feels towards dna and kite connecting to that as an older brother. Again, kite cares about his brother more than anything, and protecting him and taking care of him is his biggest priority, so understanding that Kira feels a very similar duty towards the other members of dna, it humanizes them more in kite’s mind and he’s able to empathize with them more, and so he’s more willing to give them a chance afterwards. And since eight would follow kite to the ends of the earth, when kite starts to warm up to them a little more, eight starts to give them a chance as well.
OH MAN YOU KNOW WHAT I JUST THOUGHT ABOUT TJATS REALLY GETTING ME GOING RIGHT NOW. Kira talking to Tsubasa and the other adults.
There’s a certain kind of shame that makes his head hang and a certain degree of fear that he can’t quite place that makes him hesitate as he walks inside the wbba building with Zyro. His gut twists when they go up the elevator and his heart drops when Zyro tells him that that’s as far as he’ll take him, and that Kira needs to talk to them on his own. He’s so used to having a degree of control over everything around him like he did with the garcias and like how he thought he did with doji, so going into an environment where he’s just a powerless teenager, it scares him. He would try to be intimidating but he knows that won’t work on them. His magic has no power in this realm.
The treatment he got from the garcias and doji when he was no longer their perfect little puppet leads him to prepare for the worst, especially considering these are people who have every reason to hate him and persecute him for everything he’s done to them, so he’s dumbfounded when they welcome him with open arms and warm smiles. It feels like a trap— there’s no way it’s not a trap, right? Trying to careen him into a false sense of security? But the longer they talk, the more opportunities to drop the ball they don’t take, and Kira realizes that they’re being genuine. It stabs him in the gut in a way he doesn’t understand. They take no hesitance in assuring that him and dna aren’t getting off 100% scott free, but their punishment is so… not grueling? It doesn’t even sound like a punishment when they say that they’ll have to do community service and take mentorship under Benkei, but that’s what they’ve settled on. And when they emphasize that they know that Kira and the others aren’t bad kids, and were just misguided and still deserving of a second chance, Kira doesn’t even realize that he’s crying until he feels the tears drip from his chin or that the stabbing feeling in his gut has intensified until he’s keeling over for a reason he doesn’t understand. He equally doesn’t understand why there’s a warm hand patting him on the shoulder and another two helping him to his feet. It’s a strange kind of feeling that he hasn’t felt before and he’s not quite sure what it means.
#axel’s silly little thoughts#shit man I’m proud of this I’m tagging this one#beyblade shogun steel#beyblade zero g#kira hayama#not gonna tag all of them though because I am tooooo lazy for that lol#anyways. hey guys 🫶#kind of um. steered a little off the path there. heart 🫶#bitches be like ‘yeah I’m not THAT insane about dna’ and then write 2.2k words about them off the fly#it’s me i’m bitches#hope you enjoy reading shekel <3#this is longer than most fanfics I’ve written lmao
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One positive thing I will say. Despite the fact that I have had a lot of breakdowns lately, I am getting a lot better at grounding myself!!
#˚ʚ meda rants ɞ˚#i have been#very emotional on here as of late#and i would like to clarify that though i am a little baby#i am not like this all the time i promise#but truly#it is getting a lot easier to properly talk myself down from very big feelings#which is a very massive thing for me#because i was really only ever taught to just supress things and pretend nothing was affecting me#so idk#i feel kind of proud of myself that i’m becoming more able to properly feel my feelings and then self regulate#we’ll be alright friends :)#time to turn on some gilmore girls and then conk out for the night <3
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