#I’m having thoughts

[universescreaming]

Something about even when Tommy is taking care of Buck there being this distance between them, Tommy is on the couch and turning off the lights while Buck is still trying to talk, Tommy is in the foreground of Buck having another “who are you without your family” moment in a graveyard, Tommy in the hospital, wearing a visitor badge, close but never touching, there but never there.

Something about Tommy being all over this episode and still barely there at all. He is in Buck- Evan’s- life but he’s not in it, he’s on the outside, always behind this invisible fence

Something about “Buck. The people who know me, call me Buck”

Something about Buck telling Tommy- his BOYFRIEND- Tommy all about this curse and this story, but it’s Eddie who has to explain the holes in the story Buck doesn’t know he’s leaving

Something about Tommy being in the room with him when he wakes up with boils but Eddie is the one who checks him out and makes sure he’s okay

Something about Buck being the one we’re shown to get Hens text about Denny, signally everyone else in that room, that family, who got that text except for Tommy, Tommy having to ask what had happened, having to be explained that everything was going to be okay

He is there but he is not, he’s in the room but he’s not apart of it

Something about only dreaming about finding a love like that, something about “you don’t find it son, you make it”

Something about Buck constantly trying to make it work with people, trying to force it to work with people because that what he thinks he meant, because love is work right? It’s something you make work

Something about him always misunderstanding the assignment

Something about the last time Buck was in a graveyard he was shoulder to shoulder with Eddie, talking about how a girl he just met sees him, all the while leaning on Eddie in the aftermath of his death he has accepted but never understood

Something about him telling Tommy that the night they met being the most fun he’s had since dying, something about how he connects Tommy and Natalia to an event neither where there for, as two people who can never understand the horror of those 3 minutes and 17 seconds

Something about Buck throwing himself into danger and adrenaline time after time and chasing relationships that feel like that because that’s love right? Something that feels like being struck by lightening and surviving and non of the side effects

Something about Buck not being able to sleep after his death until he sits on Eddie’s couch, Eddie is the person he comes too for when he’s restless, for the calm after the storm

Something about “it’s about how she makes me feel” “like you’re flying high” “like I’m standing on solid ground”

Something about Tommy being jealous of the 118 and the family they’ve built because he’s not apart of it, and a part of him knows he never will be

Because the roles have all been filled and the family has already been made and he is trying to build something with Buck- Evan- thats already been built

[bloodsuckingfiends]

Needy, desperate Astarion who whines and sighs into your mouth as you kiss him.

Ruts his hips against yours without meaning to, subconsciously chasing relief, whimpering at the slightest pressure on his painfully hard cock.

Give me Astarion who buries his face in your neck because he’s so overwhelmed, and begs to be inside you, to let him come.

and HERE is the drabble inspired by this!

[itwasntimethatdidit40]

When you’re curled up right next to him, enveloped in his arms to the point that you’re lost into his embrace, the furnace that his body is that is heating your entire soul, his heavy husky breathing on your neck, right onto the soft skin over your pulse point, you hand buried into his raven curls, your legs entwined with his, your most intimate part pulsing softly on his thigh, his hands squeezing your butt so hard his fingertips are delving into your flesh and you whisper under your breath “I feel safe with you”

I bet Joel wants nothing more than to hear this.

[friendlyneighbourhoodelf]

codywan pet names ,,,

you know that post that’s like one partner calls the other loads of elaborate pet names and the other calls them by their name. yeah. that’s codywan to me. obi-wan is like my dearest darling, light of my life etc etc. and cody is like. Obi-Wan.

[hawnks]

“Can you call off your dog?” except the answer is “No. I have no control over Keigo. He does what he wants.”

[doomedtokill]

i just know barty is obsessed with evans bottom growth

[rennyrose]

🪶✨

[demigoddessqueens]

Why he kinda—-? 👀

[justagalwhowrites]

ATTENTION EVERYONE!

This is Halcyon Joel.

SORRY OK I LOVE YOU BYE

[sunsburns]

i need billy butcher and joe kessler at the same time

[whimperaudioconnoisseur]

fingering a pretty boy until he cums, then immediately replacing my fingers with my strap. fucking him hard and stroking him with his own cum while he begs and cries that it’s too much. leaning in to lick the tears off his face. not stopping until he cums again, a complete mess of sweat, cum, and tears

[fozzieosbourne]

🖤🩶🤍 Sam Lake 🤍🩶🖤

((Bonus))

[mentallyillmindmeld]

Oliver carrying around the resurrection fern the way he’s carrying around the memory of his father. The ferns representing family. Oliver’s father coming back to him from the dead.

[send-me-a-puffalope]

Hey. do y’all think that vanessa might have known the kids that went missing.

The movie takes place in 2000, the murders take place in the 80s. 11-20 years ago, she would have been in the age range. Maybe it was her birthday party. Or she was used to lure the kids to the back rooms. Her knowing where the table clothes were suggests she’s been back there.

[flemingsfreckles]

Why have I not seen this photo of Jessie until now? SHE LOOKS SO GOOD

[kazanskys-mitchell]

it’s thinking about ice in the o club hours