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rosicheeks · 2 years ago

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*hops back in bed*

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viatrix-glow · 9 months ago

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new di x warrior cats

name explanations and more info below :3

basic stuff

-each agency is a clan, not each unit. 14-15 clans would be silly and then we would have some clans with 5 cats and some with 2.

-starpro -> lightclan. i couldn’t call them “starclan” for obvious reasons. light is somewhat synonymous with star, so i’m going with that.

-cospro -> nightclan. i don’t think the cats in warriors know the word “cosmic”, but cosmic implies cosmos implies night sky, so we’re going with night

-rhyth lin -> rippleclan. ripple is sort of a synonym to rhythm….? this one was hard

-new di -> fortuneclan. this one is a stretch but neither “new” or “dimension” have synonyms that really fit a clan name. fortune is something that relates to multiple characters in new di though

-starclan still sort of exists, but the cats do not believe in them the way they do in warriors. they are more of a nursery tale than anything, and select cats (ex: tatsumi) believe in them, but it is not written into their code. medicine cats can still interpret signs, but they do not necessarily think of them as coming from starclan.

-medicine cat forbidden romance is not a thing here

-intermingling of clans is ok and common

-there’s like. other cats in their clans besides just the enstars cast i assume

cat names/why i chose them

fortuneclan:

knights

-tsukasa -> scarletstar (scarletblossom) . he is the leader of fortuneclan because he is one of the new di reps for the summits. both scarlet and blossom were chosen bc of his last name (scarlet is a red color… kinda similar to cherry…. and blossom for the cherry blossom).

-leo -> lionheart. ok this one is kind of cheating because lionheart is already an existing warrior, but…come on….

-izumi -> silverspring. sora describes his color as silver, and spring is in his first name

-ritsu -> frostmoon. his first name means cold moon according to the wiki so i just rehashed it

-naru -> goldenroar. since she doesn’t like her first name i didn’t want to use “storm”, and her last name can be read as “thunder” but that’s a little too close to storm? so golden for her hair and roar for her last name

switch

-natsume -> sageeye. a sage is similar to a wizard, and eye is in his first name . also the “dovesong” mentioned is wataru :)

-tsumugi -> bluewing. he is a bluebird. warrior cats probably wouldn’t straight up call a cat “bluebird” so i put wing there instead. deputy cause he’s the vp

-sora -> skyspring . sora means sky. spring is in his last name. i could have used “stream” instead to differentiate him from sena but i think spring is cuter

mam/df

-madara -> tawnystripe . tawny bc it’s like kind of close to calico if you squint. stripe(s) is in his last name

#my art #enstars #ok so maybe we WOULD have 5 clans bc guess what was announced today #a new agency. and a new unit (or fucking 5? idk)#BUTWHATEVER #um i don’t know why i did this it was a joke at first but #then i started getting really into choosing names….#like originally it was just gonna be switch but then i was like hmmm… what if the agency is the clan #i’ve been reading so so much warrior cats i’m about to finish avos and then i’ll be caught back up to where i was #when i started this rereading journey last year #so like i have to apply it to my other interests #i’m proud of the names i chose i think they’re fun #yes leo’s is a cheat but idc #i hope someone else will appreciate this it’s mostly just me doing stuff for fun #i want to do the other units/agencies too but that might be a while cause yall this took #like a week . granted i’m busy rn but god damn picking designs for cats is hard!!#that’s why so many ended up being tabbies i just can’t resist they’re my favorites i’m definitely not biased #but also realistically tabby is a pretty common pattern so it’s fine #my fave design is naru’s btw i wanted to make her really pretty and i think i did ok #ok i’m going to bed bye #also forgot to mention i wanted to keep the names as close to canon warriors as i could so i had to find words similar to things that #the cats in warriors would know #sage is pushing it i don’t think they use sage in medicine . they def don’t know what a fortune is either but i don’t care

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skyward-floored · 15 days ago

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Man I need to get in shape, my stomach muscles hurt from all the coughing I’ve been doing ;-;

#I think it’s because it’s a really heavy cough #ugh #I keep feeling like I’m gonna throw up I keep coughing so hard #and we STILL haven’t left even though we were supposed to like an hour ago #rambles from the floor #I want to go back to bed I don’t wanna go on a trip 😭

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pink-lemonadefairy · 4 months ago

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#probably my last sunny walk at home :(#keeeeellll meeeee #i think one of the things i hate about going back to uni is not being able to experience autumn and winter at home like i used to #it’s weird because i’ve always loved them and considered them my favourite seasons.#but last year (and now this year) i’m realizing that oh! i think it’s because i got to come home after a long day and be in a safe familiar #space. and at uni everything is still a bit unfamiliar and not very comforting so the long cold days get so much harder #but i will surviveeeeeee #counting on gilmore girls to get me through it!! and also love is blind s7. i LOVE having things to look forward to every week it makes tim #fly by so fast. last yr every friday night was reserved for me and i ate frozen pizza or takeout and/or my favourite snacks and #watch my comfort films :( i cooked a lot those nights too 2 save money but yeah. it was rlly nice to have that comfy safe time to myself #i think it rlly got me thru uni.#ik it’s gonna be so hard to get back into a routine but im trying to tell myself that i need to like. focus on the basics first. adulting #can be so hard & i wanna do everything at once! i wanna b perfect in all areas. always do my hobbies. etc etc but i #i couldnt even get out of bed to make myself meals sometimes 💔 so i need to like remember if i don’t journal or read a whole book in a day #not the end of the world. and most importantly i need to be EATING and staying active and SLEEPING FIRST and foremost cause then hopefully #i won’t feel like a zombie.#okay anyways.#feeling sad feeling tired feeling unmotivated but also feeling a teensy bit excited for finally BEING ALONE!!!!#i have my cardiologist appt tmrw so maybe that’s why i feel so yuck also. just thinking abt it makes me wanna throw up #i hope everything goes well #anyways bye bye #♡ dear diary…

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goldkirk · 10 months ago

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I opened Pinterest for the first time in months.

That made me realize a lot about how bad I was actually doing and how much of a Waffle House Index use of Pinterest is for adult me, apparently.

I hadn’t realized it had grown that foundational to me in a healthy-brain-exercise-and-hobby-joy way. Nice to know moving forward! It’s another sign I can keep track of and use to spot correlation/indicator patterns earlier my behavior.

I love this kind of thing, it makes me so excited!

#personal data hacking is my passion #someday I’ll tell a story about the most notable times I tracked things or hacked my own mental processes from childhood to now #including the fear of spiders and bed wetting and behavior changes and posture and heart rate and cursive and putting kitchen items and #trash away as soon as I’m finished using them instead of never ever or ages and ages later #I’m so proud of that #you have to give it time and still commit. chaining thoughts and routines and behaviors really works #we are not separate brains and bodies and external environments #anyway I’m gonna go haha I used up he last of my energy burst on Discord and here and I need to go rest and lie on the floor and probly doze #love you all be back soon bye mwah!#add to journal #trauma evolution #my Waffle House index #this is going to be a fun new tag I’m so going to have fun with this and I bet it’ll be a helpful example reference for other people too #more than just for future me!#so excited so proud of myself so happy so grateful for hope about me really trusting that my ability and my behavior and my performance #are able to and going to yes keep getting better #long many-milestone path-journeys of potential #like when I was a little 6-7 year old kid-team athlete looking ahead at a concept of a future with me over time getting #stronger and cleverer and faster and slicker and calmer and even happier and more and more capable and able to accomplish!#a gift. all this time I didn’t think I’d have and have been living anyway is such a gift.#knowing that I truly have future time to grow and explore and change and improve in even though I still can’t FEEL or IMAGINE that future #time yet. also a gift.#the time I will one day realize I can imagine a future and imagine myself alive? will be a gift.#breath is a gift. experiencing life is a gift. other life is a gift. rhythm is a gift. motion is a gift. awake is a gift. color is a gift.#such a great expanse. all of it new. all of it eternal. all of it me. all of it nothing I’ve ever known before. all of it all of it #all of it. gifts.#gonna go have floor time now. this would be such a nice time to re-re-regain my ability to cry!#mwah I love you future me. take care of your hand and thank u for writing all this down 💛#hey little star whatcha gonna queue?#my poetry

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random-kido · 2 months ago

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I took a 30 minute nap after the last post and woke up to make this immediately lmao

#I’m not main tagging any of this nobody look at me hgfgffjhhg #i remembered i wanted to make this like... two months ago(?)#and remembered it in my dream #anyways #krks out here ready to steal your wife and take over your ship #the fact that he’s with tall queen lady Esmera is just the best bonus out of this plan that he def didn’t think was actually gonna work #“Oh but what about dez-”#krk has two hands #he’s getting gryu too while he’s at it because why not #all in the name of clearing fulcsters name <- LIAR #that’s just ANOTHER added bonus #im going back to bed #rambles

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seventh-district · 11 days ago

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#Seven’s Public Diary #vent #vent post #cw negative #cw health issues #‘You’re such a heartless and hateful person.’ well have you ever considered that i’m not really a hateful person and i just hate You #like. call me whatever you want to i guess. im definitely selfish and probably heartless but hateful? idk abt that.#i only feel like i hate people that have given me good fucking reason to. sorry i dont have an infinite supply of tolerance & forgiveness??#but im a wee bit fucking stressed so you’ll have to forgive me for being a bitch. well no one Has to forgive me. do whatever you want #‘That 10-day old pasta salad is making me feel sick.’ MF that was made TODAY. IT’S FRESH AND THERE’S NOTHING WRONG WITH IT #if you feel sick how about you look down at the fifteen empty beer cans on the floor next to you and ask them what they think did it #dumbass. whatever man i have bigger problems than your self-induced tummy ache #i feel sick too but i know it’s my fault so i’m not bitching about it. i gave you fresh food while I ate the old stuff to keep from wasting #food. because you act like you’re fucking allergic to leftovers. and yeah it had probably gone off and that’s why I feel sick #but what you ate tonight was fresh as could be so we’re sick for two Very different reasons. and i know how to admit when it’s my fault #everything is my fault. my teeth and gums hurt and that’s My fault for not taking care of them. apparently 3 root canals wasn’t enough #for me to learn my goddamn lesson. i never do. so i’ll have to spend more money on that soon and thats My fault. the dog’s teeth need #cleaning too and that’ll come out of my pocket and i guess that’s My fault for not taking care of him either #i think i have another goddamn UTI and that’s definitely My fault so another $100 trip to urgent care it is i guess!#my Random Nerve Pain has moved to my hands so i can’t use them too much or it fucking hurts and i guess that’s my fault???#my neck pain is back and thats my fault for not clearing my bed off enough to sleep in a comfortable position #my eye keeps twitching and i guess that’s my fault too. i don’t know anymore i just wanna throw in the towel man im so tired #god the UTI tests i wasted money on are arriving tomorrow and if they’re packed in a way that shows what’s inside then i’ll have to explain #That to whoever brings in the mail. great great something else to worry about all night #the living room floor is caving in so now there’s Two room’s floors that need fixing so that’s super fucking fun! 😃#i need to talk to my bank and i need to talk to a tax professional and i need to learn to drive and i need to get an autism diagnosis #well i don’t Need the last one but i want it so bad. but im scared. that i’ll go to all this trouble and they’ll say i don’t qualify #and god it’s NYE now. Besties i’m not gonna get that NMbD NYE fic ready in time. i just can’t make myself write these days. i’m sorry.#i doubt anyone is gonna be That disappointed but I Am. in myself. 3 fucking years now i’ve failed to finish it. w h y. i Want to write but #there’s just too much on me rn. but when is there Not. sigh. idk what i’m gonna do but something needs to change. in my life. soon.

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scionshtola · 6 months ago

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it was a close call but i decided not to start a gpose at 10:38 pm

#i almost did but then i got up to go to the bathroom and was like no…i’m logging out #i’m about to be in bed (with my kindle but still)#please clap 😭#also i got all my crafters through the stb quests!!!#think if i’m gonna do ishgardian restoration for leveling tho ill have to gather myself i simply cannot afford buying all that ahdjfkkskd #i need a text post tag #almost logged back in to do my retainers bc i forgot but I DIDNT.

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s-ccaam-era-crepe · 1 month ago

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i feel like genuinely ill over this I’m not getting a good grade in being a good person rn huh

#camera talks #i need to stop venting on here too. this sucks. mayhaps a therapist would help !!!!#hahah that’s funny.#okay gonna go cry myself to bed now 👍#I should be able to talk to people and tell them when I’m concerned or when I want clarification #it’s like something im pretty sure I should feel good about #but we didn’t talk about it before and I feel Bad bringing it up now and I feel like a bad person for thinking about it now #and I think I kinda suck.#alright. bed now and I’ll be back to delete this in either 10 secs or in the morning #sorry :/#vent #delete later

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spiderwarden · 10 months ago

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No but Minthara’s reaction to fear, insecurity, uncertainty, heartbreak, sadness, anxiety, and for the most part ALL emotions involving vulnerability is aggression. Because aggression is easiest to manage, easier to handle, and the bad part about that is when anger and fury are thrown at the front it’s hard to make left or right of WHY that was (and sometimes you may know exactly why just refuse to admit. It’s case to case.)

So would I say the breaking up with dark urge for the rejecting Bhaal is out of character? No. (She is also very eager to prove herself to Bhaal too early in the temple.) But do I think it entails a permanent break up with dark urge? Not entirely. I do however think it leads to the one of the biggest arguments ever that blow up the camp completely in terms of the fighting. You know the kind that entails shouting and screaming and threatening one another and it seems like an argument to make or break them (and in most cases won’t break them, but if one isn’t careful it just might)

She has just labelled your bond, so I doubt it’s that easy to break up with her.

#[ 🕷️ ] —— out of character #[ 🕷️ ] —— musings #[ 🕷️ ] —— headcanons #[ in terms of game mechanics I don’t know how they can implement a MASSIVE couple argument ]#[ the kind that used to scare you as a child when you’re parents had one? that kind - But !!! ]#[ I’m eating this shit up !!!!!!!! so much!! so much heartbreak and angst ]#[ okay I’m taking my medicine and going back to bed ]#[ gonna be thinking of this now ]

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sharkieboi · 5 days ago

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I need to remember every time I start getting righteously angry and having mirror rants and imaginary arguments that I just need to get stoned. 110% of the time it calms me down and puts me in a better headspace to think about what’s making me mad. or even just realize that it’s a stupid thing I don’t need to be mad about and just forget it.

#shhh sharkie #i’m not even gonna say what i’m mad about I want future me looking back at this to completely forget #anyway ranted at the bathroom mirror for thirty minutes #and while I do think I got some constructive pathways from it #I still was just angrily yelling at my bathroom mirror for way too fucking long than is sane.#and then I got all my bed stuff together and put on my sound machine and started smoking #and i’m gonna play Hades 2 once i’m done with this post #cause a) Fun and b) I can’t watch something rn I need active participation #and also Hades 1&2 are very good for letting out aggression #but yeah anyway smoking weed never fails to get me out of that horribly angry headspace #i think im just frustrated on a lot of fronts.#orgasms and weed are the way to go it seems.

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jorvikzelda · 9 months ago

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today i had this Vivid memory flash through my mind of kissing my ex boyfriend (this was like 2018) and i felt so viscerally fucking revolted and I gotta say. it is truly impressive that I didn’t realise I’m a lesbian sooner than fucking half a year ago