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mytheoristavenue · 1 month ago

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Ladies and gentlemen, I have officially crashed out‼️

#just girly things #lem speaks #I’m going fucking manic #somebody sedate me

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dangeroustaintedflawed · 1 month ago

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fantasticgothicpeachsludge · 2 months ago

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Fuck Jayvik and they’re stupid beautiful fucking butterfly that haunts them making me think about a life is strange au like it’s 2015 again

#something about them feels pricefield coded #slightly #jayvik #arcane #life is strange #oh I’m gonna go crazy over this #ALSO TIMEBOMB #THEY WORK SO GOOOOD AS PRICEFIELD #FUCK #I LOVE TIME TRAVEL #Jayvik and they’re butterfly and saving each others life’s constantly #Jayce experiences the apocalypse which was a consequence of his actions trying to do good #timebomb and they’re time traveling partner and their mentally ill blue haired girlfriend who won’t stop dying #and also has manic pixie dream girl energy

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diatra · 4 months ago

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Maybe caring for mental health is the friends we made along the way

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manicali · 2 months ago

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I am, once again, useless.

#manic makes jokes #I have to finish 30 drawings #I haven’t had any motivation for months now #which is a serious problem #I will violence myself into doing this if need be #I can will and have fought myself.#I will punch that bitch into being productive #VIOLENCE #Manic get fucking ready I’m going to beat you up #Punching time #I actually can punch myself in the face #a skill I previously thought impossible #but nope determination #Or I can just fucking use the stick #WHAM #DO YOU WANT THAT BITCH? NO? THEN FUCKING DRAW NOW!!!#Why am I arguing with myself #okay time to stop being a waste of oxygen

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thatmessedupgurl · 5 months ago

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“obviously, doctor, you’ve never been a thirteen year old girl.”

#the virgin suicides #cecilia lisbon #sofia coppola #sofia coppola movies #mary lisbon #lux lisbon #therese lisbon #cecilia was the first to go #jeffrey eugenides #girlyblogging #girl hysteria #i’m just a girl #manic pixie dream girl #hell is a teenage girl #female hysteria #I need fucking therapy #girlblogger #girlblogging #this is a girlblog

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222lxvr · 6 months ago

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pinky promise ?

#i’m just a girl #this is what makes us girls #girl journal #girlblogging #manic pixie dream girl #this is a girlblog #female hysteria #womanhood #abandonment issues #mentally fucked #fallen angel #lana del rey #needy princess #dont leave me #going insane #daddy issues #i love him

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immissworldkillmep1lls · 5 months ago

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mother-of-houseplants-2 · 8 months ago

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i don’t wish i was catholic but i wish i knew more about catholicism/christianity for the sole purpose of being slightly more insane about lapsed-catholic gallaghers

#truly an untapped treasure trove of Thoughts that i unfortunately cannot comprehend as a cultural hindu/theologic atheist #thankfully i have catholic friends whose knowledge i can mine >:)#and friends of other denominations shout out to my methodist buddy i love u my methodist buddy #faery-berry-blast my beloved <3 #anyways i think fiona and lip are both atheists #lip is annoying about it though. aka he is the kind of atheist who make fun of theists for their beliefs #fiona does not give a fuck #she just doesn’t believe in a higher power #ian is religious (ik the gay jesus storyline was a manic ep but i do think it stems from genuine belief)#he is specifically catholic #debbie is vaguely christian but not really #as in she doesn’t like how going to church makes her feel but she’s dabbled in a bunch of other religions #and christianity feels right #i can also see her just being generally spiritual w/o a specific religion #carl and liam are both agnostic #they don’t rly know what’s going on up there [gestures vaguely to the sky] but they think there might be a higher power #who knows. to them god is like aliens: probably out there! we just don’t know what they’re like #humanoid or bacteria??? not sure. do they exist? yes #idc about frank all he ever did was look for different ways to be forgiven thru religion i hate him #monica and her fam were probably catholic though #this has gotten out of hand sorry #anyways. religion #i’m a staunch atheist but i love love love thinking about religion #i treat every religious text like a work of literature i’m tasked with writing english essays about and it’s so fun #shameless #shameless meta #gallagher siblings #fiona and her kids #sorry for these fuckass tags

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elongated-twink · 1 month ago

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Somehow failing two of your classes doesn’t feel so terrible when you’re more effectively medicated and have a stronger connection with your friends

#lowkey I’d already accepted I’d need at least another quarter #but idk if I even want to go into STEM anymore so maybe I’m just trapped into a sunk cost fallacy #only upside of being manic is that I now know I’m capable of the overconfidence needed to make it in film #I just have to do it. not mentally disorderly.#it’s oversharing week for me but gimme a break I failed two of my three courses #interestingly the ones I though I was SAFE in. I passed the one that I was getting fucked with.

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kralmajales · 10 months ago

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TMI time I just got back from an impulsive date with a rando from the subway and I managed to not sleep with them. Everyone cheer !!!!!!

#this is actually a major win in my books I usually sleep with people and then major regret it.#I may have manic pixie dream girl’d a little too hard with my rejections and made him fall in love with me more .#but oh well I managed to escape and set boundaries !! yay!!!!!#also sidenote when will I ever go on a side quest date with a rando woman I’m sick of these men I genuinely am NOT attracted to them.#I love free drinks though so . I keep putting out .#NOT THIS TIME THOUGH . ONLY A LITTLE . EVERYONE CLAP!!!!!#only second base whatever BE PROUD OF ME.#I’m so sorry can you tell I’m inebriated . which only makes this victory sweeter .#also I handled my liquor way better than him which is always a point of pride.#anyway all this sounds silly but it’s genuinely a victory for me in boundary setting and I’m genuinely proud of myself!!#fuck off feliks

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gregmarriage · 3 months ago

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oh, random thursday in october, i wish you’d go fuck yourself <3

#anyways i’m depressed today #and i’m not gonna jump ahead and be all ‘i’m in a depressive episode’#bc the jury’s still out on that one #but it’s not often that i a have a random day of depression that isn’t followed by a full episode #which is great!#granted i could also be coming on my period #bc i do feel bloated and also just all round gross #but also could maybe be both #that happens at times #my period doesn’t discriminate against my depressive episodes #when she comes she comes she doesn’t care #i also don’t know if it’s gonna be a full manic episode again #or like as bad as it was back in june #bc i was really bad in june #like at least the mania back in february gave me a break #june was just none stop horrors™️#why has this year been the longest year of my fuckin life #and that literally includes the years i was going through severe medical trauma #i’m really really lonely also #but i feel like i’m bothering everyone #what fuckin else is new?#sorry to everyone i say i’ll be there for and then i’m never there ✌🏻🤪✌🏻#i’m not exactly the safe place i wish i could be #i’m not even a safe place for MYSELF #so you’re probably better off #i don’t know if i deserve to ask ppl to talk to me when i won’t do the same thing x #okay but the thing is i know i can get through this bc i always do #i just wish i didn’t have to #bc shit’s fucking exhausting to constantly go through every few months #like we get it i have a depressive disorder 😒

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teardropsonsmyguitar · 5 months ago

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just had to tell my therapist through voicemail that I can’t make it to the mental health group today and I feel terrible for it but it’s 6am and I still haven’t been able to sleep

#it’s in 4 hours and it’s an hour and a half long so I don’t think it’s best to force myself to go when I’m so fucking tired #I just feel bad because I’ve only made it to one group so far #but I’ve been having so many sleepless nights because I’m manic and just need to take it easy #anyway. I am gonna read a bit longer and then probably sleep all day #I’ll try not to beat myself up and be gentle

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diatra · 3 months ago

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I’ve been wearing all black these few days to mourn the loss of my rights because of trump winning

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crystallllines · 8 months ago

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just gonna sob for a bit because the aprn told me not to schedule a follow up and continue working with my psychiatrist to find a solution while also going to bed later and waking up MUCH earlier

she said go to bed at like 23:00 and wake up at 6:00 EVERY DAY. which i mean fine it’s not like i’m actually sleeping i guess… but also… fuck, jack says he intends on waking up with me. i hope that wasn’t just boyish optimism on his part because i do NOT want to spend six hours awake with sue and john on my own. bro. no.

#the sleep woes!#i never established a tag because i kept hoping it would just work out on its own #she was also like um are you SURE you aren’t bipolar? like absolutely sure because this could be low key mania #and i’m like yeah i know i know that is exactly why we thought it was bipolar disorder fucking fifteen+ years ago #but when i got off my mood stabilizer things did not go fucking haywire like i expected at all #everything kept happening normally #and i don’t ACT like someone manic i act like someone who hasn’t slept #she knows my doctor!

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icelogged · 1 year ago

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*2015 voice* i wish i had the chillness instead i got the mental illness

#evidence of life #tw for mental illnesses major distress illness symptoms that aren’t romanticized (lawl) suicide ableism i guess?#idk just a massive tw for what i’ve said in the notes / don’t read if descriptions of mental illnesses bother you etc #////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////#i literally had to mix rubbing alcohol into my body wash then put it all over my body except my hair to stop myself from committing suicide #i’m so serious if there’s one thing i don’t say with my convoluted levels irony it’s suicide whenever i say kms im 100% serious #suicide is literally a constant ideation for me and i just can’t teehee about it ever i think it’s because it is one of the few ways i feel #that i can take total control full autonomy #anyways isn’t crazy traumatic things will happen and we have to just keep going like im literally on tumblr after [redacted]…#also why is my psychosis so obsessed with break ins these days when i was doing my rubbing alcohol scrub it did the break in scenario #like miss girl literally nobody want us that bad take a seat…#anyways this day started out okayish and now it’s literally *burning building in the background*#i wanna try to at least make it possibly kind of better by going to watch the sunset but no promises kinda itching for more rubbing alcohol #anyways slayyyy respectfully i hope this scares off…who it usually does…#like bro i am not a manic pixie dream girl i am not a smol bean with anxiety not a depressed gloomy muse etc #i am [as described by men who thought that i was just another goth bitch with daddy issues that knew all the right moves to make me into #whatever they needed me to be and or thought i was being hyperbolic when i say i am insane in the head and the pussy (as above so below)]#‘crazy crazy’ ‘fucked up’ ‘not worth it [because i am crazy for real]’ ‘[in need for a dude who one course in psychology and thinks that and #his dick are enough to ‘cure me’ ‘weird’ ‘freak’ ‘looney’ (kinda love that one like so true) etc (bc i don’t want to talk abt this anymore)#edit: my temporary icon bothering more than it should rn ughhh bad end all around goodness

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