#I’m going fucking manic
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Ladies and gentlemen, I have officially crashed out‼️
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#I’m so serious#It makes me go insane#things i missed:#the peak of tumblr#early lana del rey#boyband era#when every show was airing weekly episodes#casual instagram posting#Plus the 2020s are just so depressing like covid fucking ruined us#girlblogging#girlblogger#lana del rey#hell is a teenage girl#girlrotting#this is what makes us girls#girl interupted syndrome#girlcore#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del ray aesthetic#2014 tumblr#coquette girl#femcel#manic pixie dream girl#coquette#black swan#coquette grunge#divine feminine#jennifers body#sofia coppola
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Fuck Jayvik and they’re stupid beautiful fucking butterfly that haunts them making me think about a life is strange au like it’s 2015 again
#something about them feels pricefield coded#slightly#jayvik#arcane#life is strange#oh I’m gonna go crazy over this#ALSO TIMEBOMB#THEY WORK SO GOOOOD AS PRICEFIELD#FUCK#I LOVE TIME TRAVEL#Jayvik and they’re butterfly and saving each others life’s constantly#Jayce experiences the apocalypse which was a consequence of his actions trying to do good#timebomb and they’re time traveling partner and their mentally ill blue haired girlfriend who won’t stop dying#and also has manic pixie dream girl energy
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Maybe caring for mental health is the friends we made along the way
#coquette#lana del rey#girl interupted syndrome#manic pixie dream girl#girl interrupted#girlblogging#im going to kms#manic panic#pearl movie#im going insane#im just a girl#mental health#mentally fucked#actually mentally ill#female manipulator#female hysteria#female rage#dark femininity#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#i’m just a girl#girlhood#this is what makes us girls#this is a girlblog
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I am, once again, useless.
#manic makes jokes#I have to finish 30 drawings#I haven’t had any motivation for months now#which is a serious problem#I will violence myself into doing this if need be#I can will and have fought myself.#I will punch that bitch into being productive#VIOLENCE#Manic get fucking ready I’m going to beat you up#Punching time#I actually can punch myself in the face#a skill I previously thought impossible#but nope determination#Or I can just fucking use the stick#WHAM#DO YOU WANT THAT BITCH? NO? THEN FUCKING DRAW NOW!!!#Why am I arguing with myself#okay time to stop being a waste of oxygen
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“obviously, doctor, you’ve never been a thirteen year old girl.”
#the virgin suicides#cecilia lisbon#sofia coppola#sofia coppola movies#mary lisbon#lux lisbon#therese lisbon#cecilia was the first to go#jeffrey eugenides#girlyblogging#girl hysteria#i’m just a girl#manic pixie dream girl#hell is a teenage girl#female hysteria#I need fucking therapy#girlblogger#girlblogging#this is a girlblog
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pinky promise ?
#i’m just a girl#this is what makes us girls#girl journal#girlblogging#manic pixie dream girl#this is a girlblog#female hysteria#womanhood#abandonment issues#mentally fucked#fallen angel#lana del rey#needy princess#dont leave me#going insane#daddy issues#i love him
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i don’t wish i was catholic but i wish i knew more about catholicism/christianity for the sole purpose of being slightly more insane about lapsed-catholic gallaghers
#truly an untapped treasure trove of Thoughts that i unfortunately cannot comprehend as a cultural hindu/theologic atheist#thankfully i have catholic friends whose knowledge i can mine >:)#and friends of other denominations shout out to my methodist buddy i love u my methodist buddy#faery-berry-blast my beloved <3#anyways i think fiona and lip are both atheists#lip is annoying about it though. aka he is the kind of atheist who make fun of theists for their beliefs#fiona does not give a fuck#she just doesn’t believe in a higher power#ian is religious (ik the gay jesus storyline was a manic ep but i do think it stems from genuine belief)#he is specifically catholic#debbie is vaguely christian but not really#as in she doesn’t like how going to church makes her feel but she’s dabbled in a bunch of other religions#and christianity feels right#i can also see her just being generally spiritual w/o a specific religion#carl and liam are both agnostic#they don’t rly know what’s going on up there [gestures vaguely to the sky] but they think there might be a higher power#who knows. to them god is like aliens: probably out there! we just don’t know what they’re like#humanoid or bacteria??? not sure. do they exist? yes#idc about frank all he ever did was look for different ways to be forgiven thru religion i hate him#monica and her fam were probably catholic though#this has gotten out of hand sorry#anyways. religion#i’m a staunch atheist but i love love love thinking about religion#i treat every religious text like a work of literature i’m tasked with writing english essays about and it’s so fun#shameless#shameless meta#gallagher siblings#fiona and her kids#sorry for these fuckass tags
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Somehow failing two of your classes doesn’t feel so terrible when you’re more effectively medicated and have a stronger connection with your friends
#lowkey I’d already accepted I’d need at least another quarter#but idk if I even want to go into STEM anymore so maybe I’m just trapped into a sunk cost fallacy#only upside of being manic is that I now know I’m capable of the overconfidence needed to make it in film#I just have to do it. not mentally disorderly.#it’s oversharing week for me but gimme a break I failed two of my three courses#interestingly the ones I though I was SAFE in. I passed the one that I was getting fucked with.
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TMI time I just got back from an impulsive date with a rando from the subway and I managed to not sleep with them. Everyone cheer !!!!!!
#this is actually a major win in my books I usually sleep with people and then major regret it.#I may have manic pixie dream girl’d a little too hard with my rejections and made him fall in love with me more .#but oh well I managed to escape and set boundaries !! yay!!!!!#also sidenote when will I ever go on a side quest date with a rando woman I’m sick of these men I genuinely am NOT attracted to them.#I love free drinks though so . I keep putting out .#NOT THIS TIME THOUGH . ONLY A LITTLE . EVERYONE CLAP!!!!!#only second base whatever BE PROUD OF ME.#I’m so sorry can you tell I’m inebriated . which only makes this victory sweeter .#also I handled my liquor way better than him which is always a point of pride.#anyway all this sounds silly but it’s genuinely a victory for me in boundary setting and I’m genuinely proud of myself!!#fuck off feliks
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oh, random thursday in october, i wish you’d go fuck yourself <3
#anyways i’m depressed today#and i’m not gonna jump ahead and be all ‘i’m in a depressive episode’#bc the jury’s still out on that one#but it’s not often that i a have a random day of depression that isn’t followed by a full episode#which is great!#granted i could also be coming on my period#bc i do feel bloated and also just all round gross#but also could maybe be both#that happens at times#my period doesn’t discriminate against my depressive episodes#when she comes she comes she doesn’t care#i also don’t know if it’s gonna be a full manic episode again#or like as bad as it was back in june#bc i was really bad in june#like at least the mania back in february gave me a break#june was just none stop horrors™️#why has this year been the longest year of my fuckin life#and that literally includes the years i was going through severe medical trauma#i’m really really lonely also#but i feel like i’m bothering everyone#what fuckin else is new?#sorry to everyone i say i’ll be there for and then i’m never there ✌🏻🤪✌🏻#i’m not exactly the safe place i wish i could be#i’m not even a safe place for MYSELF#so you’re probably better off#i don’t know if i deserve to ask ppl to talk to me when i won’t do the same thing x#okay but the thing is i know i can get through this bc i always do#i just wish i didn’t have to#bc shit’s fucking exhausting to constantly go through every few months#like we get it i have a depressive disorder 😒
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just had to tell my therapist through voicemail that I can’t make it to the mental health group today and I feel terrible for it but it’s 6am and I still haven’t been able to sleep
#it’s in 4 hours and it’s an hour and a half long so I don’t think it’s best to force myself to go when I’m so fucking tired#I just feel bad because I’ve only made it to one group so far#but I’ve been having so many sleepless nights because I’m manic and just need to take it easy#anyway. I am gonna read a bit longer and then probably sleep all day#I’ll try not to beat myself up and be gentle
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I’ve been wearing all black these few days to mourn the loss of my rights because of trump winning
#coquette#lana del rey#girl interupted syndrome#manic pixie dream girl#girl interrupted#girlblogging#im going to kms#manic panic#pearl movie#im going insane#im just a girl#fuck trump#kamala harris#kamala 2024#vote kamala#kamala for president#dark femininity#coquette dollete#dollette#i’m going insane#this is a girlblog#this is what makes us girls
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just gonna sob for a bit because the aprn told me not to schedule a follow up and continue working with my psychiatrist to find a solution while also going to bed later and waking up MUCH earlier
she said go to bed at like 23:00 and wake up at 6:00 EVERY DAY. which i mean fine it’s not like i’m actually sleeping i guess… but also… fuck, jack says he intends on waking up with me. i hope that wasn’t just boyish optimism on his part because i do NOT want to spend six hours awake with sue and john on my own. bro. no.
#the sleep woes!#i never established a tag because i kept hoping it would just work out on its own#she was also like um are you SURE you aren’t bipolar? like absolutely sure because this could be low key mania#and i’m like yeah i know i know that is exactly why we thought it was bipolar disorder fucking fifteen+ years ago#but when i got off my mood stabilizer things did not go fucking haywire like i expected at all#everything kept happening normally#and i don’t ACT like someone manic i act like someone who hasn’t slept#she knows my doctor!
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#female hysteria#girl hysteria#girlblogger#girlblogging#girlyblogging#hell is a teenage girl#i’m just a girl#manic pixie dream girl#sofia coppola#sofia coppola movies#i need fucking therapy#save palestine#save rafah#dhmis#mary lisbon#female manipulator#cecilia was the first to go#female rage#femcel#hyper feminine#light as a feather#cinnamon girl#just girly posts#girlhood#girl interrupted#girlcore#just girly thoughts#coquette girl#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#girl problems
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*2015 voice* i wish i had the chillness instead i got the mental illness
#evidence of life#tw for mental illnesses major distress illness symptoms that aren’t romanticized (lawl) suicide ableism i guess?#idk just a massive tw for what i’ve said in the notes / don’t read if descriptions of mental illnesses bother you etc#////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////#i literally had to mix rubbing alcohol into my body wash then put it all over my body except my hair to stop myself from committing suicide#i’m so serious if there’s one thing i don’t say with my convoluted levels irony it’s suicide whenever i say kms im 100% serious#suicide is literally a constant ideation for me and i just can’t teehee about it ever i think it’s because it is one of the few ways i feel#that i can take total control full autonomy#anyways isn’t crazy traumatic things will happen and we have to just keep going like im literally on tumblr after [redacted]…#also why is my psychosis so obsessed with break ins these days when i was doing my rubbing alcohol scrub it did the break in scenario#like miss girl literally nobody want us that bad take a seat…#anyways this day started out okayish and now it’s literally *burning building in the background*#i wanna try to at least make it possibly kind of better by going to watch the sunset but no promises kinda itching for more rubbing alcohol#anyways slayyyy respectfully i hope this scares off…who it usually does…#like bro i am not a manic pixie dream girl i am not a smol bean with anxiety not a depressed gloomy muse etc#i am [as described by men who thought that i was just another goth bitch with daddy issues that knew all the right moves to make me into#whatever they needed me to be and or thought i was being hyperbolic when i say i am insane in the head and the pussy (as above so below)]#‘crazy crazy’ ‘fucked up’ ‘not worth it [because i am crazy for real]’ ‘[in need for a dude who one course in psychology and thinks that and#his dick are enough to ‘cure me’ ‘weird’ ‘freak’ ‘looney’ (kinda love that one like so true) etc (bc i don’t want to talk abt this anymore)#edit: my temporary icon bothering more than it should rn ughhh bad end all around goodness
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