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Having parents ain’t shi I might become an orphan

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sometimes i wish id die in a freak accident because im too cowardly to do it myself

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unfortunately i DID take what you said to heart and now i’m sobbing and debating on whether i should kill you or kill myself

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theres something so innately and intrinsically wrong with me its in my bones and my blood and everywhere inside and around me and i cant tear it out no matter how hard i claw

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guys im so obsessed with lanas unreleased songs im literally not okay like your girl is literally such an angelic song i ascend to the heavens when i hear the intro of it

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omg maybe life is worth living [i had a decent day] —> i cannot be saved [the slightest inconvenience occurs] —> i am a fucking god and everyone loves me [someone laughed at my joke] —> i am going to kill myself [i feel a little bit unwanted because of someone’s reaction]

and this shit just goes on and on and NEVER stops

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No no no no no, you don't understand. I can't keep going on like this. It's draining me and I can't take it anymore. No more, please.

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every year i reach new lows and wish i killed myself earlier

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Self-aware of my self-destruction, yet unable to stop myself.

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'I can fix her' but I find no longer human by osamu dazai relatable

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Edit idea: the song sonne by rammstein and when they are counting down or something it would be counting the kingdoms Dany took over

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The thought of not being a teenage girl forever breaks me

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Tumblr is truly my escape from my world. No one can find me here no matter what I post

(Knock on wood)

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I’ve been wearing all black these few days to mourn the loss of my rights because of trump winning

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no rizz just big doll eyes and a tumblr account