#I’m breaking my own heart with this
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If we really wanted an Emmy season campaign for 911, look no further than a cold open flashback scene of right after the Diaz parents leave with Christopher, when Eddie and Buck are left standing there in Eddie’s house, bereft at the loss of Christopher (however temporary it may be). Ryan and Oliver would KILL in a flashback of that moment, do you see the vision?
#Eddie begins again#?#more likely than you think#yeah i’m crying#and what about it#eddie diaz#christopher diaz#evan buckley#ramon diaz#helena diaz#the diaz parents#buckley diaz family#buddie#Emmy campaign#starts NOW#ryan guzman#oliver stark#oh they would be so horrendously traumatizing in a scene like this#20 left dead at the scene of the crime etc etc#911#911 abc#9-1-1#9-1-1 abc#911 s7#911 7x10#I’m breaking my own heart with this
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Concept: They actually love you and not just the idea of you.
#i’m such an idiot#I break my own heart#it’s been a while and I’m still upset#I let myself believe I could be happy#just to have my own realities get the best of me#fuck. fuck.
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say what you want about svsss but hands down the most distraught i have ever been while reading a mxtx novel is after the bing-ge extra. what do you mean he asked shen qingqiu to come with him. what do you mean “it’s not fair”. what do you mean he looked back.
#svsss#luo binghe#luo bingge#lbh#meta stuff#every time i read that part i literally have to just stop to recover#because what the hell. he’s making his escape but at the last moment he turns.#he turns and looks back and then he vanished forever. and the narration is shocked#that it was so easy.#what in the eurydice mangan’s sister and lot’s wife have you done to me#turned into a pillar of salt#i don’t know if i have it in me to be more eloquent about this. it’s just.#out of everything this is just the ultimate tragedy#the fact that it’s just part of an extra. the FIRST extra#i just sit there like i’m supposed to just move on from that????? i’m supposed to read ahead and watch bingqiu fuck#and not want to rip my own heart out??????#i just. i just. i said i’m not ready to get into it with svsss i just know it’ll break me
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I know Dick chose the Robin name but it’s so apt that Batman always has a Robin basically on his shoulder, cause of that phrase when a Robin appears, loved ones are near.
He’s always fighting for his loved ones and they’re always with him.
#or something#idk#I’m having a shit week and articulation is hard#and I want to break my own heart#dick grayson#batman#Robin#bruce wayne
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just finished shido’s palace in persona 5…………..devastated beyond repair
#the fact that your confidant maxes out with akechi in the final moments of his life#as you tell him you kept his glove and his word#“i was such a fool” top 10 most gut wrenching last words right alongside sayaka miki’s#characters of justice…..characters who pursue their own blind justice and get corrupted along the way……..#you have my heart#the va delivered like the rent was DUE#watching him slowly break down as his sanity chipped away bit by bit in real time was so fucking heartbreaking#“why does someone like you have things i don’t?” stop it before i cry really hard (i did cry very hard)#miserably failed in not crying#if he isn’t alive i’m going to fucking end it all i KNOW he’s alive it couldn’t have ended like this (<- delusion)#p5
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No cause Iceman Kazansky does run his fingers through little Bradley’s hair for hours to help him fall asleep after he had nightmares, and he does sing beautiful boy under his breath and reflects on the fact that he is a father to a child that has no legal connection to him and could easily disappear from his life without giving him the chance to do anything about it, and he does think about the amount of joy that Mav brought into his life, and he does look down at his sleeping son and decides that he would do anything for him, and he does do all of this again when Bradley comes back, when he stays at their place after The Mission and wakes up with horrible nightmares like he did when he was a little kid, he does it all over again and he wouldn’t have it any other way
#Thomas Kazansky is out to break my heart and I’m sick of it#especially cause this isn’t canon I just made that shit up so I’m doing this to myself#iceman and Bradley#tom iceman kazansky#bradley rooster bradshaw#Bradley is his beautiful beautiful beautiful beautiful boy#dad ice owns my heart#icemav
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do you think shauna learned that cells turn over completely in seven years thing in high school biology and latched onto it and had an existential crisis meltdown of nuclear proportions when it was coming up on seven years since she’d consumed jackie because none of the cells in her body were born out of the energy she got from jackie’s flesh anymore?
#or am I the only one who thinks like this l o l#I WISH this was shitposting#I’m so serious tho lmao like#I think shauna would think about this#I think she’d study it. like she’d say okay that’s just an untrue fun fact right#but then like once you get down to the detail and the complexity she wouldn’t know if she was MORE jackie or LESS jackie#she’s sitting in the LITERAL CLOSET that she loves to sit in for environmental storytelling purposes crying about cell turnover#jeff comes home and she’s holding a medical journal in shaking hands asking about heart cells#through sobs she asks if only 40% of your heart renews in a lifetime was any of that at the RIGHT time#jeff says what…what Right time you’re scaring me a little#shauna rolls her eyes and kicks him out of his own bedroom so she can cry under better conditions (without him)#she calls taissa for the first time in two years but she of course can’t bring herself to ask so it’s just an awkward call all around#this is both funny to me and breaking my heart like I’m so emotionally dysregulated about this I’m not sure if I’m kidding or serious!!#much like yellowjackets showtime!!!#yellowjackets#shauna shipman#jackie taylor#jackie x shauna#taissa turner#shauna x jackie
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In order to understand, I destroyed myself.
Fernando Pessoa
#fernando pessoa#life struggles#life quotes#life philosophy#quotes#I’m trying#I break my own heart#I destroy myself#fighting battles#depressing thoughts#war with myself#infp quotes#life problems
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Nah listening to ‘like him’ makes me wanna write some gut wrenching angst about mom!reader x megumi and toji not being around 😫😫😫😫
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kissing his teeth one by one, dragging my tongue along their edges in one slow, single lave, murmuring into his frozen tears that i love him, so much
#my friends have heard this thought a million times but gosh the amount of times i’ve thought about touya in the hospital waking up and going#‘do you still think i’m the prettiest boy you’ve ever seen?’ all quiet and terrified and vulnerable and he isn’t LOOKING at me#he *wont* look at me#not even as i try to get him to#so i just press the gentlest kisses to his shoulder or his cheekbone and nuzzle into his chest and go#‘of *course* i do baby’#and his whole body starts to tremble because he’s crying again#uGH i break my own heart#truly i do#clari chatters#oh touya how i love thee
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thinking about the headcanon where jack gives super tight spine-popping hugs and pairing it with an oh so wondrous vision of a snake coiling himself around the unfortunate mice he’s decided to love forever
#additionally I am also thinking about how it could possibly be unfortunate that jack was ever loved against TFW’s better judgment of him#sigh#twirls hair he’s so intrinsically tragic#cal.txt#spn#supernatural#spn headcanon#jack kline#dean winchester#castiel#sam winchester#tfw2.0#the fact that he’s canonically overprotective to the point of ruthlessness … sensational#the snake motif is so strong with jack please guys. I’m gonna throw up#every time jack hugs one of the guys I remember he canonically is strong enough to rip hearts out of chests#and break triple locks on doors and lift ppl his own size up like they’re mere balloons#characters with brute strength and a gentle nature are my bread and butter I do Nawt play about them
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Hard To Be Alone, Barns Courtney // Prom Queen, Catie Turner // My Side Of The Bed, Noah Cyrus // Champagne Problems, Taylor Swift // Out Of Love, Alessia Cara // ‘‘tis the damn season, Taylor Swift // Shake It Out, Florence + The Machine // All The Pretty Girls, KALEO
#the heart I know I’m breaking is my own#web weave#web weaving#fragments#poetry#lyric parallels#poetry compilation#comparitives#literature#heartbreak#dark academia#on grief#on love#on loneliness#on longing#aesthetic#writerscorner#writerscommunity#beautiful words#poetscommunity#poetsandwriters#writers and poets#romance#poems and quotes#thoughts#song lyrics#lyrics#lyric posting#lyric quotes#love quotes
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Actual footage of me trying to get through today while trying to be normal about EXU Downfall:
#there is quite possibly nothing I love more in a fantasy narrative than a pantheon arc#and I was fed so well#and fucked up so emotionally#and I’m just gonna sit here thinking about the Gods for approximately the next year#(as if I wasn’t already)#gosh I want. to write another part of my RQ and her wife story#idk how the fuck it would fit into this narrative at all but it would be fun to figure out how to break my own heart again#with a character that Does Not Exist 😃#critical role#cr spoilers#exu downfall#cr downfall
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Actually genuinely started crying when Luffy almost said he wanted Usopp off the ship and then Sanji interrupted and yelled at him. What the hell. This shit is so sad what the FUCK bro
#In TEARS rn. Esp bc they’re really driving it in hard how MUCH the entire crew cares about Usopp#Even Sanji and Zoro who aren’t overly affectionate with him#My heart is BREAKING my kokoro is brokoro!! THAT SHIT HURTED!!!!#When Luffy and Usopp started arguing that’s when the waterworks started. I was sitting there like 🥺😭 my sweet darling boys pls don’t fight#The boys are fighting 😔#Also it’s understandable why Usopp’s in denial and doesn’t want to let the Merry go but it’s also SO frustrating#Bc he’s clearly making it out to be that Luffy doesn’t care about the Merry#When in fact Luffy was probably the MOST upset at having to let her go#And he fucking AGONIZED over the decision to get a new ship#It’s a burden as the captain and he accepted everything that came with it#But Usopp just. Doesn’t get that. Bc he’s got too much of his own personal shit going on#And Luffy is upset that Usopp would even think he didn’t take the time and consideration to think over what to do with the Merry……#ZERO trust there. Usopp’s majorly disrespecting Luffy. I bet Zoro in particular is Not happy about that#God this arc is written so well. I’m so upset. I’m SO upset#Lies down#One Piece#Shima speaks
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Currently writing one of the most devastating chapters I’ve written to-date and it’s not even the next chapter😭 I’m fixing to rush through what’s between Ch29 and whatever the fuck this is so we can get to this ✨juicy bit✨ I’m working on, I have zero patience when it comes to breaking your guys’ hearts👀
This might be my most diabolical chapter(s) yet and I don’t even know what number it’ll be😅 don’t worry - I’ll make sure you know when it’s time for this mystery chapter, so keep your eyes on the warnings going forward🤭
#I’ve been stuck on this one scene for DAYS#I’m breaking my own heart#and you thought Jasper leaving hurt#every time I open my writing app I’m scared to click on this doc#I don’t even want to put warnings on it#I just want to rip your hearts out#I’m here to make you cry#oh fuck#I don’t know how I’m going to focus on getting there first#does anyone read these
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Ouhhhh friendship I love friendship……..
#I’m reading volumes 14-16 of the ouran manga OOUGHHH MY HEART#I love this weird little friend group so much its unreal#like u have this charming sweeps you off your feet prince but he’s actually a huge lovable idiot with a kind heart and his friends#who are all misfits that he reached out to and drew in because of his kindness and own weirdness like that shits TIGHT BRO#and the trauma part where he has some deep seated issues with love bc he thinks that itll break a family apart like with his mom#how his family isnt allowed to be together because his mom and dad fell in love and how he says he wants to build a big house#so that way one day everyone will get along as a family like. all he wants is not to lose everyone and the only way to do that is#by maintaining a certain order.. he both wants a complete family so bad and doesnt want anything to sour between anyone#so he assigns each of his friends a family role based on how he sees them and YEAH its mostly played for giggles and tamakis#already weird so its his way of showing theyre close to him but. god damn this boy has LAYERS#it also feels kinda meta towards how found family tends to get thrown around to assign characters as 'siblings' or family roles instead of#using it to describe characters who are close enough to be each others family. cuz tamakis doing that EXACT THING in a way tht#ties in with his character and i have to say its fascinating using that within the story itself and its completely plausible#theres a lot of things i can say about ouran that are good bad and questionable but. god i love it when characters are niceys to each other#i remember i really liked the mall episode bc kyoya and haruhi got to spend time together and their relationship isnt very close#but it was really nice to see their personalities bounce off each other. i think i also wouldve liked to see haruhi alone with kaoru#i also firmly believe all of the hosts are at least a little in love with haruhi and this can be anything like endearing romantic cuz like#who DOESNT love haruhi. kyoya i think would want to study her under a microscope like his fascination with her draws him in#but im fucking obsessed with whatever haruhi and tamaki have going on because YES hes obsessed with her YES he jumps at the chance to#put her in a cute costume but haruhi? she just fucking goes with it because she knows hes fun to be around even if hes a little wacky abt i#theyre all so. NNGGHHHH#ouran#ohshc#yapping
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