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rosicheeks · 11 months

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HEY 💕

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#hold on hold on I’m freaking out give me a second???????#you are so fucking cute and gorgeous like #idk how I’m just discovering your blog and you #but you are such a cutie!!!#we haven’t talked or anything cause I’m a shy butt and suck at interacting and talking to people (especially meeting people ahh)#but I love your blog #and uhhhhm ditto 🥺👉👈#the urge to spam all your content and selfies are high af #I’m also a little high tbh #you’re cute 🥺🥰#sending so much love 🫶🫶🫶#ask #lovely mutuals #again I wanted a gif with more hearts and such but then I saw jake and I just had to 😂

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iwritenarrativesandstuff · 3 months

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While Edwin’s more than a bit stand-offish and definitely not the most tactful, I never did get the sense that he doesn’t like people - in fact, I think his insistence that he’s “not good with people” and his general emotional detachment/disinterest has a lot more to do with his assumption that they don’t or won’t like him.

And while that’s very sad to think about… it’s not as if his belief here is hard to understand, considering his past experiences. But it’s left him quite guarded and lonely, and of course, the more he isolates himself from people other than Charles (and even here, he allows himself little vulnerability), the more he reinforces this fear that people won’t like him, and the less he allows himself to properly sympathize or empathize with others, which is why his friendships with Crystal and Niko and Monty (short-lived as that was) are so important. Once he started to let some of those walls down, to not be so scared of vulnerability and to be around people who allow themselves to feel and want so readily (to live! who allow themselves to live without fear of loving!), he’s really not nearly as bad with people as he seems to think he is - and, in fact, he’s actually quite good at saying or doing the right thing for them when it really counts.

#he really does mean well :’)#he also LOVES being a sassy petty little show off but these two things can and do coexist and in fact. improve the overall vibe lol #honestly Edwin is so funny. I don’t even find him that mean tbh that level of petty has always been hilarious to me.#if id known him in high school I definitely would’ve sat near him in class. don’t know. I feel teenage me would’ve considered him #‘potential friend’ or at least ‘someone to work on group assignments with’#lol but anyways edwin makes me very sad #that boy lives his (after)life in so much fear #storyrambles #dead boy detectives #this is a bit of a mess but I’m just going to post it as is #edwin payne

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i-will-always-love-the-jedi · 6 months

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doomed by the narrative :´(

Bonus Elzar realizing that he can protect her all he wants but he will never be able to save Avar from herself

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#poor babies :´(#also i refuse to draw Elzar with a beard #don’t hold it against me #anyways back to my agenda #the fact that they are always depicting Elzar as the one most likely to fall #but Avar would be so much more interesting tbh #also she IS doomed by the narrative #almost every villain in phase 3 has beef with her #the hutts and general the Nihil and Lourna and fucking Ro #anyways maybe I’m wrong maybe we’ll get a Happy End for them #elvar #also yes im back with The symbolism of halos #and those weird hands belong to people who have died because #angst #me when I have to do so much work stuff but I sketch my silly little space wizards instead #star wars the high republic #the high republic #elzar mann #avar kriss

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watcheraurora · 4 months

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The Listener’s Agent and the Watcher

Sooo… this was mostly meant as an attempt to practice a more dynamic pose. I am a writer. I’ve been teaching myself how to draw for two years and it’s not consistent and it’s a slow process so obviously it’s not that great. But I’m still super proud of it despite that. And I didn’t bother with a background because IbisPaint had this one pre-loaded and it was 1:30AM by the time I finished this

#InTheLittleWood #martyn inthelittlewood #martyn itlw #traffic light smp #Grian #traffic light smp fanart #Aurora Art #I directly eyedropped the colors of them from their skins #looks pretty good tbh #super proud of Grian’s hair coloring ngl #this is Eyes and Ears AU compatible in some way #also ears are hard and I don’t like them #hands are hard too #Grian is supposed to be like plummeting/plunging down from somewhere high #taking a swing at Martyn… not sure how well it worked but I Frickin Tried #I’m 27 years old and I just wanna be better at drawing to make 7y/o me proud #(I wanted to be an artist when I was little. obviously I have a ways to go)#the eyes are less translucent than the ears because Grian IS a Watcher #but the Listeners are just Eavesdropping and a more distant influence 👍#also no I didn’t want to figure out Grian’s eyes so I did the vaguely anime shading thing

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badolmen · 1 month

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People love ragging on Catholics on this site (fast free and easy like river water socks) but I think it’s extra funny y’all seem to think Catholics are some sort of sex prudes. Like, if a Catholic man does not give his wife an orgasm he is failing his sworn duties as a husband. I did not endure polite insinuations that my parents fucked often and well to have as many kids as they have for you to act like any self respecting Catholic is a celibate virgin. Laypeople have sex in this denomination Kaitleign. What are we, Calvinists? Jansenism is soooo 17th century Protestant Reformation-informed heresy.

#ra speaks #personal #not tagging otherwise bc tbh I can’t remember if it was formally declared a heresy or if aspects of its teachings were papally condemned #and I don’t want any um actually 🤓 people in my notes or inbox.#anyways. point is I’m sorry you’re culturally Christian USAmerican Protestant and just finding out Catholics often have mandatory sex ed #at least my school did + my grandma had an amazing little book about Catholic marriage sex tips akdjwhfjsjssj #if you’re Catholic and under the impression that fucking wasn’t supposed to be important…idk sorry your catechist didn’t ever cover like.#humanae vitae or any other encylcicles on sexuality and reproduction.#idk if it was an effort to inform/combat congregational abuse (eg. we know kids w sex ed are more likely to report/recognize abuse)#but my school was pretty damn blunt about it all. here’s a dick and all it’s anatomy. here’s a vagina and all it’s anatomy.#fucking and touching is supposed to be between a married man and woman (as expected)#but it’s also supposed to be fun and shouldn’t hurt and if it’s not and does hurt you need to communicate w them or reach out to a doctor #like. this was early 2010s im still fucking baffled my parochial school Franciscan nuns gave us a better grasp of sex ed than my high schoo #public school sex ed. the teacher there justified emotional abuse and manipulation if it’s against a guy.#and it’s not like their queer sex ed existed beyond ‘and this can be between two people of any gender’ clauses #anyways. you know me have fun and be safe im just tickled to see ppl think their experiences and expectations are universal.

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impossible-rat-babies · 15 days

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they look like ur cool friend’s dad who wears bead bracelets + sandals 24/7

#owen talks #oc: eyrie kisne #tbh this is peak casual outfit for eyrie #minus the little hat bc ngl my brain forgets that the hat exists w these glasses #this is their outfit when they gotta go back to Tuliyollal after being w the yok huy #I also haven’t found a skirt I like as much as this one and I’m mad abojt ir #it’s one of those really high waisted ones #it’s one you’d wear w a crop top #but the shape of it is just. nice?#it’s kinds high low but not dramatically so #idk it just fits well on them #bc I find a lot of the skirts puff out on the bottom which I don’t particularly like

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jitteryjive · 2 months

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i need to remake my cup bros ref… both cup and human designs… it’s been almost a year(?) and i’ve developed the headcanons and i would like to share with the class!!! (i wrote thirty tags. Please help me)

#my little hc i kinda showed in the refs but didn’t point out: cuphead’s handle appears broken/in human form his ear is halved #cause he has microtia (that also affects the eustachiantube/middle ear). basically i am a HoH cuphead truther #also to add onto that i think he has poor auditory processing issues cause i also see him as AuDHD #double also. while he would use ASL on a bad hearing day i think regularly he also uses home signs to express words/concepts #autism-related btw. it’s actually a bit visible in insert cuphead media (to me at least LOL) that cuphead expresses a lot of body language #so not liking conversation oral or signed as well as replacing oral words w home signs is in character. at least to my headcanon whatever #floats your boat!#OH! plus his split upper lip that i draw him with isn’t related to the microtia. he just roughhouses and chipped/tore his lip open when he #was younger #cuphead is also a trans boy. it feels right to me LOL #even back in 2017 when i barely knew the game or also much about trans people i saw cuphead and was like hm. hm!#tbh he just pawned his clothes onto mugman. who i’ve also changed my hc for i see him more as bigender than a cis boy now #LOL. i cast bi on mugman. sorry buddy #OH HIM TOO. im so sorry mugsy i have like two headcanons for you 😭😭😭#she uses he/she 2 me. i like casting personal parts of myself onto mugman even if i gravitate more towards cuphead/chalice #i see him as a bi ace as well. and a hopeless romantic. i don’t ship uhh i don’t remember what it’s called #i don’t ship cala maria X mugman (respect though) cause i see the cups as kids and i’m also a hilda X maria shipper LOL #but in the show. i will be real that she is a hopeless romantic. Look at that dork #FORGOT TO MENTION. i am a cuphead aroace truther to my grave. KEEP THAT MUSHY ROMANCE OUT OF MY HIGH SEAS ADVENTURE!!!!#like i said w cuphead before mugman is AuDHD (they share. many genes LMFAO)#however the difference is that they express it in different ways; while cuphead’s is more linked to his hearing/social behavior #mugman’s is more related to her emotions. i see it through my headcanon colored glasses that especially in the show mugman has more #meltdowns between the two cups #he has high emotional sensitivity both in positive and negative ways; former as in being strongly attached to cuphead and latter as in #more prone to meltdowns as well as being very literal #which isn’t a bad thing of course. mugman we are shaking hands so hard we are the same #OK that’s all the ones i want to share right now. i also haven’t shared her human or cup design i did but i’m workshopping chalice!!!!!!#i am leaving her out intentionally she deserves her own post because i luv her so much #ok post over. twenty minutes dedicated to autism about the twins out of the trio #cuphead

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sadaveniren · 2 years

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You know what. I realized these polls are gonna be a great way to get a roll call for our fandom.

#hope this just gets ignored lol #tbh #but also I hope enough people in fandom see it #idk it would be cool to have a concrete number of people here #when fic and community were one it was really easy to get a fandom count #with the added (of course there might be lurkers)#it just feels wild we might get some vague idea our little tumblr world extends #how many lives does it touch #how many people can be affected by a fandom event #idk I’m high AF and so I’m thinking THOUGHTS

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j-esbian · 3 months

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thinking abt how much of my life i’ve lost to depression and i truly want to throw up

#day to day doesn’t feel like much but. oh no it’s been like fully a decade #i wish therapy wasn’t so expensive #bc for a while i was on meds (that. didn’t do much tbh.) but that made me feel like i was Treating It so i was making progress #spoiler alert it did not. and now the fact that i’ve wasted so much of my life is making it worse #bc everyone else i know has like. lives and people in them #and i pretty much just have my parents. and my mom is also going through it #i have relied SO much on them and that also feels bad!!! feels like i’ve taken advantage of them!!!!!#i know people talk about how much it messes w your memory but i figured it was short term bc the days all blend together #i literally had a moment yesterday where i forgot i went to college at all #the whole thing feels like a missed opportunity bc i didn’t do anything i wanted to really #i was too afraid to go to clubs that looked interesting. i didn’t think practically abt what i was studying #i mostly didn’t have roommates but when i did i was Bad At It #i managed to go through the whole time only speaking to like. three people #so you can see how it’s kind of. completely forgettable #i have worked jobs bc it’s a paycheck. never really enjoyed them never really made friends (even tho now i’m kicking myself for not keeping #in touch with some people) but i have always kept a very strong work/life division even in school #because i was there to do a Specific Thing so that’s all that matters yknow #anyway. sometimes i DO wish i could go back to high school bc even tho it sucked. it was structured #and i had resources and more time to try things and like. a life outside of my computer. a little bit #yknow. i feel like people have more sympathy if you’re anxious abt everything and never gone outside #when you’re 16 as opposed to 25

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hilaom · 1 month

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neurotypicals stop forcing low functioning autistic family members to hug / kiss you challenge (impossible apparently)

#you shouldn’t be forcing anyone to tbh but especially neurodivergent kids #my little cousin is low functioning and everyone is always like grabbing him trying to make him give them a kiss or a hug and I’m like #just leave him alone he doesn’t want to!!!#he’s the sweetest guy he does enjoy physical contact !! on his own terms!!!#he doesn’t want to give you a kiss don’t force him to !!! if he wanted to he’d approach you!!!#like leave him be 😭#they also tend to get so loud around him to the point where he’s visibly stressed and covering his ears #and then they’re like why are you covering ur ears??? as if they weren’t just screaming #I feel him . I get him I’m just high functioning and better at masking so it pisses me off seeing people invade his boundaries #and overload his senses #neurodivergent #autism

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lavenderjewels · 7 months

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brings me joy to see fanart of hana. she is funny!!

#I’ll always be her defender #writing wise it’s a disappointing and bad choice for gege to write hana and by extension angel out #when there’s SO much there that was skimmed over the second they failed to kill sukuna #and for what? because Hana’s missing an arm?? even then there could be more dialogue between characters or angel flashbacks #but that aside fans also say the worst shit #that typical thing where a teenage girl is kinda cringey and silly. then suddenly there’s people ripping her apart for being annoying/whiny #same w the fan polls where i saw comments saying maki and nobara being low is bc jjk is bad with women #and yes it absolutely is bad in that department. but that is Not why inumaki or naoya place so high above 😭#I’m glad there’s more love for Mai too. she falls into a similar place as hana where she doesn’t have a huge role #and there were missed writing opportunities (although I think Mai’s presence is pretty great tbh)#but fans overlook everything (and esp. their relationships and trauma) and just call her names #that’s enough of my monthly rant where i want to vent a little about characters deserving more from fans and the creator #look all I’m saying is if inumaki can have such a huge fan base just bc people like his design #then why not hana!! she has an interesting backstory - is funny - AND has amazing fashion

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deklo · 7 months

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:/

#horrible #tbh fuck the chiefs and fuck the announcers who never ONCE mentioned the 49ers also possibly winning LMAOOO #FAVORITES. YOU FOOLS #also fuck ***********#hehe i’m ok now (no i’m not that was like four wasted hours of my life)#great game ihhhh my cortisol levels are so high #so glad football season is OVERRRR #i’m actually not done #i’m still so mad at how little respect people have for purdy OKAY. I DONT GET IT #and mccaffery….my guy………#ppl respect him more ig but not enough hehe #they just talk about the niners as if they. didn’t make it to the super bowl LMAO #but also it would have been sooo cool if they won #☹️

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babacontainsmultitudes · 2 years

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Hey I’ve heard you have your own sparrow rare pair with nick

may I offer nick doing gender-fluid sparrow’s eyeliner.

👀👉👈 Who me? A rare pair? No no… I would never… And certainly not one that’s doomed to be unpopular in light of popular fanon, no, that would be so foolish of me…

(You know, the thing about rare pairs is, a lot of it is just people taking their favourite characters and making them smooch, and yes I am no exception)

☺️🌸 and yes, you absolutely may! Truthfully I’d accept this with any form of Sparrow, though the specific appeal of gender fluid Sparrow is one that I’ve toyed with on my own time 🤔 (true for Lark as well actually? Ik this isn’t about him but… Well idk truthfully I’ve never been the type to get super caught up in those kinds of HCs necessarily but for some reason when it comes to Lark… Idk it interests me a bit more for whatever reason!). Anyways yes! This is very sweet fluffy and up my alley 🥰

:] Eventually Sparrow would try doing Nick’s eyeliner too I think! Maybe those art skills would come in handy…

😤😌💜 Thank you kindly for the offering!