#I’m already failing lol
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Me on my way to work on my fic hoping today is the day I finish it
#I’m already failing lol#two free hours started 18 minutes ago#and I spent that time browsing aimlessly through social media before I was struck with this brilliant idea#lbr I’m gonna do some editing write maybe two new sentences and call it a day
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2025 challenge: make a celebration post for each of my ocs on their birthday.
#( erin ) speaks#i’m posing this to try and hold myself accountable#because every year i attempt this#i end up forgetting#so if i miss alex’s birthday on the first tomorrow#know that i have already failed lol
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mtc track sample~ i think what’s most notable about this sample is that
there’s change happening within juto’s force and it seems to be related to chuuoku
we have once again expressed how tired we are of chuuoku shenanigans
samatoki has been shown several times to have been moved by ichiro’s words and ideals as of late and it seems to have come to fruition here with samatoki seeing the block party and believing in a power that can change this shitty world
rio’s mates are ready to take down chuuoku once again lmao and mtc seems to want to stop them
#this is vee speaking#*falls to knees* guys i’m really sorry i haven’t posted that summary yet#between impostor syndrome and just being exhausted by my long hours i still haven’t finished it 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#bb was the kickoff so their story’s stakes probably won’t be as high#tho i think there is just generally important stuff to know some of which i already posted about#i keep saying it but fr i’m sorry i’m not better at jp lol i even had a dream last night about failing to interpret someone’s jp#don’t have anxiety guys it fcks with you lol#i am so curious about that line delivery for juto agreeing the world can change lol#i can’t tell if that’s juto kinda 🫤 about it or like ‘woah??? hope from samatoki????’ lol#and uwu samatoki he wants to believe things can change 🥺🥺🥺 the kernel of hope nemu planted is sprouting with help from ichiro 🥺🥺🥺🥺#i’m feeling a little nervous on rio’s behalf and i’m not sure why lol i’m sure it’s nothing tho#Youtube
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I love these funny little guys so much
#illager#minecraft dungeons#royal guard#illagers are so cringe fail I love them#I’m pretty sure someone did this already 💀#my shit art lol
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My neurologist took me off the migraine meds I was taking before bc while they worked, they only worked for a little while, but now the new ones I’m on don’t work at all :(
#popped it first thing today and yesterday and it’s getting worse :(#at least the others gave me like 6 hours of good time before it started coming back#and then I could take 2 doses this is just one per 24 hours#ugh. I need to ask about upping the dosage maybe#I’m kind of freaking out bc I failed almost every triptan bc of the insane side effects they gave me#these are like my last 2 rescue options. lol. fun#already called out of work I’m in bed all day today baby#ramblings#she wants to get me down to like 0 migraine days a month from the 15-20 I came in with#I’m down to like 5-10 a month I’m honestly good with that that’s huge progress#but I am happy I’m with someone who is dedicated to getting me better lol. just nothing works well
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At a confusing crossroads of “I really want to start looking for a house and start putting down a foundation, but I don’t want to live in this town” and “I have a decent job here that gives me a lot of benefits and I’d be foolish to leave right now”
#I’ve always been a little behind in life as far as other people my age so I’m not terribly torn up about it#but I feel silly being 30 and still living at home when I’m able bodied and working#but also why would I waste money on rent when I can live at home near my work#I already pay half the bills and all the groceries here so it’s not like I’m just being a freeloader#so it makes sense to save the money I’d be spending on an apartment#but one day soon I need to sit down and actually make a plan#bc the last few years the plan was finish school#which I did#but I failed to actually sit down and decide what is next lol#I’ve sort of just been chilling since I finished in the spring
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little 2012 mikey doodle bc he’s the scrunkly
#instead of taking notes for my class i do this!!#it’s day two and i’m already behind#so haha lol guess i’ll fail then#tmnt 2012#2012 tmnt#mikey#2012 mikey#mikey 2012#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#just a little guy#my post#my art
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or maybe it’s just because i hate rich people yknow
#sister lovesssssss to act like we’re rich we literally not i cannot find the reason why someone has a need to wear swarovski to school#okay this is gonna be an over sharing post but i feel like i hate ‘rich people’ since elementary school#i moved school when i was like 8 or 9 and that school was full of rich people#i couldnt fit in i had no friends everyone already had a group i remembered faking that i was illed#just bc i didnt want to go to school so my mom moved me back to the previous school#and the middle school i had these classmates they were rich mean girls and they would pick on me and my friends#one time she called my friend ‘stupid’ right in front of me#rlly affected my ability to open up to new people LOL#ok bye i’m good now#i already failed the sixth stage at the age of nine erikson woulda been proud of me#jrrtxt
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the problem is that at the end of the day i wanted to be a doctor but i don’t have the self discipline confidence academic capability courage and memory to go through medicine and residency and i’ll do physical therapy which is cool and i like it a lot but i wanted to be a doctor and i’m scared i’ll always be partially unsatisfied. maybe i should have changed field all together to numb the pain rather than choosing a career where i literally work with and see doctors all day. but i wanted to not starve lmao
#even if. even if. i tried the entrance tests again which won’t happen#i would fail#i literally am not good at that shit#i got into PT school by a miracle those types of tests kick my ass#i’ve already tried twice and both went :/#but let’s pretend i get in#i don’t have the self discipline to study as much as med students do all day#i can literally manage 2-3 hours on a good day!!!#my brain just doesn’t work like fucking that!! i would fail#but let’s pretend i manage to do the six years#i’d be a horrible doctor#i’m not fucking brave enough and stable enough and i would care!!! a lot but i’m dumb#wonder how soon i’d be sued for malpractice for making a mistake lol#and the constant anxiety??#yet… yet#i’ll always grieve it#it’s just something i have to get over with but i know i’ll never be fully satisfied with anything else#i’m afraid that one day by a miracle i’ll graduate PT and i’ll be like oh cool ig#because it wasn’t what i wanted deep down#i like it!!!!! but :/#also it’s often not taken seriously and it can be pretty disheartening to see people’s opinion on it#i’m sad#i’m a sad girl#vent tag
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yeahh, it was a math exam so I didn't do great, but at least I passed. And it's ok the apple is already stuck on my frequent emojis too LOL, I'm making a mark I guess. I've got some books here I've been wanting to read so I'll probably do that for a while, anyway hope you have/had a good night! (depending on when you see this) ~ 🍎
A pass is a PASS my guy!! I’m proud of you! Maths is a bitch to deal with even to those who like the subject, so the fact that you passed is a WIN! And dude HONESTLY these exchanges of ours really said to our recent emojis:
And HELL yeah my dude!! I hope you enjoyed your reading, or if you’re still reading then you should probably put it down- but I’ve had an okay day!! Heavily infected with the tired sleepy but doing good :D I hope you’ve had/are having a great day yourself! 🍎
#ask it like you mean it#🍎 anon#this ask is cursed- I went to answer it and wrote out a response then went to get this image but the app REFRESSHEDD#so I tried again lol I wrote it all and tried to put in the Kyle image and it crASHED#so third time’s LUCKY AA#you’re not cursed tho bud you’re awesome tumblr mobile just wanted to make this hard lol#I would’ve answered this as soon as I got home from work but I crashed on my bed for a solid hour and then battled the resulting tiredsleepy#I’m so proud of you tho anon!! what were you reading? ik it’s weird to ask this in the tags but the reply I had was already a bit long lol#Apple. I mean to call you Apple not anon there I failed you 😔🍎#thank you for the ask hehe these are so fun <3
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man given surprise time sensitive task while already performing different time sensitive task, 3 dead 7 injured
#it’s me I’m the man#even more fun was that the task was already started so I couldn’t like. time around it#and also I wasn’t able to get further time sensitive instructions on it for a bit#it’s not that big of a deal but I also wasn’t able to eat lunch for a long time bc said tasks so now everything feels awfu#on top of me just. not dealing well with surprise tasks#like I get if stuff comes up or some emergency happens or plans have to change#i don’t like that either but it happens#it’s just unnecessarily stressful when it’s something that I could have been told about earlier#though to be fair I am. also guilty at failing to communicate my plans in a timely manner sometimes#but aaaaaaa#it just stresses me tf out#even if it’s not time sensitive tasks lol it can be something positive#456 words#feel free to rb
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merl mei qi gets better with every appearance
#jojolion spoilers#in the tags#my hopes aren’t GREAT in terms of her making it out unscathed either aliveness wise or likeability wise#(though it’d take a lot more than her betraying the main cast to make me dislike her at this point LOL)#so. this too shall pass i suppose. but GOD she’s great at what she’s doing for the story and in the story. hope she has a stand.#kaato and her fulfilling my dream of morally gray jjba milfs lmao#(sighs in ‘kaato was done . just a bit dirty. like a miniscule particulate amount of dirty honestly all i’d change is how things were#literally ended’…)#(well ok i’m of the opinion that the entire final third of jojolion needed serious workshopping so her narrative could reasonabky use changi#changing A Lot but like judging by endgame jojolion standards i’d really just leave her and th.#goddamn. forgot his name. her FUCKING ex-husband in the same boat health-wise rather than her dying#like its really not that hard of a change plus i can imagine them throwing slurs at each other from across an emergency room fjtjhnhj#& as much as i ‘get’ her dying to defeat WoU working with her rejection of self-sacrifice earlier in the story i. also think that her#rejection of self-sacrifice was morally ambivalent enough that her coming to challenge herself on that#and do something dangerous as all hell to herself to save tsurugi AND still kill someone else in the process (girlboss) could be narratively#rewarded by her NOT actually dying still#like that’d. let us have it both ways. have our cake and eat it to. the enormous pressure on parents (mainly mothers) to destroy themselves#for the sake of their children IS unfair AND as a parent its still your responsibility to care for your (grand)kids at the expense of yourse#yourself. those being allowed to coexist would help with the parental themes jojolion had a Loooot imo#(itd even make sense with the half-baked ‘WoU is based around karma’ thing that comes up once. she approaches it which causes a counterattac#counterattack -albeit lessened already rhetorically- and then it still fails to kill her completely being It Was Doing A Good Thing For#On-The-Side-Of-Selfless purposes!)#anyways whoops this turned into a jojolion analysispost lol
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Hmm you see with me if my hypothetical husband gets another wife at least one of the three of us will see heaven
#either him her or myself#idec if I’m aroace he will catch this knife#I can’t be ultimate besties with a third wheel#wouldn’t even make such an arrangement with a person even if they were cooler than kaveh#HAHA#dora daily#idk how ppl can do poly relationships#like usually trios are set to fail no ?#what if they decide to break up and they kick one of them out#erm awkward !#listen even if the Islamic ruling was like four husbands for one woman I genuinely think the mere thought of it sounds absolutely#overwhelming and I fear they will be headaches#I don’t think I want to willingly put myself through that torture if there was an opposite scenario#LOL#so truthfully I don’t get why men want that sort of thing like uhhh#wtf is wrong with yall 😭#like I would personally only want such an arrangement to show I have control or something HAHA#but jokes aside that sounds horrible normal men are already hard to find
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do you guys ever look at your life objectively and what the trajectory of it would look like? because i do. and i have come to the conclusion that i am a waste of space.
in my life, i will probably die poorer than i am now, working two or more jobs whilst being paid minimum wage and being unhappy as i am not a productive member of society that can be used as an asset for a company.
but that’s just me lol. what do you guys do?
#i promise i’m normal#i’m just a silly little guy#i don’t mean this in a self deprecating way#it’s just that objectively#i am a waste of space#i probably won’t achieve much in my lifetime either#i’ve already failed my a levels before and i’m not seeing any improvement#can’t even join the army if i wanted to because i’m not a citizen#anything i do on this earth will be pointless lol#and even with this info#it’ll be difficult to suddenly pick up the slack#i think that deep down#i’m ok with that#which is honestly terrible
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“this years been a tough year guys, but it’s almost over!”
“It’s still january…?”
“SHUT UP NO ONE ASKED”
#relatable#2024#this year sucks already#can i go home yet?#why does school exist#venting lol#dying#still taking japanese even though i know i’m going to fail#the friend drama is wild
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rattling the bars of my enclosure over here get these tumors out of me!!!
#and let me quit my job because oh my fucking god is my manager a dick to me#also he spit on my keys today but that’s a whole other story#but!! these tumors man!! how is it that they don’t hurt for almost three full days and yet the moment I get to work it’s unbearable!!!#and it’s a twelve hour shift!! and I picked up three extra shifts this week!!!#I wanna go home and rip my tumors out myself they don’t pay rent!! who gave them permission to be there!!!!#I can’t get them surgically removed until the summer and by then they might be 20 percent bigger!!!#they’re already 4-5cm!!!!! that’s like larger than golfballs!!!!!#anyway sorry this is a classic vent post#my coworker just went to go get us coffee and there’s still another three hours into my shift and I’ve taken the max amount of ibuprofen#and still every nerve ending is on fire rn it feels like someone took a sledgehammer to my hips#get these tumors out of me I’m like literally gnashing my teeth and gorilla thumping my chest rn rattling the bars of my enclosure#anyway. ya girl has multiple fibroids ✌️🫡#that’s the new update lol. also still probably failing grad school but hey I qualify for paid medical leave so#personal delete later 😬
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