#On-The-Side-Of-Selfless purposes!)
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merl mei qi gets better with every appearance
#jojolion spoilers#in the tags#my hopes arenât GREAT in terms of her making it out unscathed either aliveness wise or likeability wise#(though itâd take a lot more than her betraying the main cast to make me dislike her at this point LOL)#so. this too shall pass i suppose. but GOD sheâs great at what sheâs doing for the story and in the story. hope she has a stand.#kaato and her fulfilling my dream of morally gray jjba milfs lmao#(sighs in âkaato was done . just a bit dirty. like a miniscule particulate amount of dirty honestly all iâd change is how things were#literally endedââŠ)#(well ok iâm of the opinion that the entire final third of jojolion needed serious workshopping so her narrative could reasonabky use changi#changing A Lot but like judging by endgame jojolion standards iâd really just leave her and th.#goddamn. forgot his name. her FUCKING ex-husband in the same boat health-wise rather than her dying#like its really not that hard of a change plus i can imagine them throwing slurs at each other from across an emergency room fjtjhnhj#& as much as i âgetâ her dying to defeat WoU working with her rejection of self-sacrifice earlier in the story i. also think that her#rejection of self-sacrifice was morally ambivalent enough that her coming to challenge herself on that#and do something dangerous as all hell to herself to save tsurugi AND still kill someone else in the process (girlboss) could be narratively#rewarded by her NOT actually dying still#like thatâd. let us have it both ways. have our cake and eat it to. the enormous pressure on parents (mainly mothers) to destroy themselves#for the sake of their children IS unfair AND as a parent its still your responsibility to care for your (grand)kids at the expense of yourse#yourself. those being allowed to coexist would help with the parental themes jojolion had a Loooot imo#(itd even make sense with the half-baked âWoU is based around karmaâ thing that comes up once. she approaches it which causes a counterattac#counterattack -albeit lessened already rhetorically- and then it still fails to kill her completely being It Was Doing A Good Thing For#On-The-Side-Of-Selfless purposes!)#anyways whoops this turned into a jojolion analysispost lol
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Thinking about my morals/motives. Very contradictory, very confusing.
#i think the best example is selfishness/selflessness. part of me wants to act like a saint and make the world better and be a shining beacon#in everyones life. the other part of me believes that nothing can be achieved if i dont use people as stepping stones for my own purposes.#i cant really be both because both sides refuse to come to a compromise. they only want extremes.#one would tear themself apart in a heartbeat for anyone. the other would destroy our favourite people for a chance at luxury.#sometimes i wish some people would just die a horrible death and have them experience eternal emptiness as their afterlife.#sometimes i wish everyone would live a long and fulfilling life and that the afterlife is a sunny flower field with butterflies and lambs.#for everyone.#none of these thoughts feel good btw. like yeah being kind and selfless feels honorable but itll never outweigh the thought of sacrificing#myself. the thought of being at the top of the world is nice and stuff but itll never override the guilt i feel for wanting it at the#expense of everyone else. including people i love. it wont remove the fear of hurting someone i love with my own hands because the thoughts#and temptations of luxury took over me.#i live in constant fear if not taking enough and taking too much :)
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Belifaa so compelling you gotta go solo the Belial raid to make him pay for making you feel emotions for a bastard like him
#i cant get into this. i meed to sit down.#belial freak tjat yoy are...#morning ligjt hymns go to hell forever#hollow fool rjat i am....i nee yoy by my side...#ohhjjj#loves: love / hates: love#all lucifer did was love you and yoy hated hkm necause he ks tje antithesis of what you are#and youe creator loved him for that#lucifer: im 3 seconds oldand i love you. belial: christ you are ao selfless. die.#patjetic loser so in love with your creator uou trt and do what yoy thimk is best for hom eben if it means gojng ahainst yoyr purpose#your 20k opening dmg is nothing compared to his 30k. grow up.#one lcuifer summon no difs ur raid. go to hell#i loce gim
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The Big Part
Alastor x Virgin FemReader smut
(part 2)
You were dead, it was time to divest yourself of your virginity. When you ask Alastor, he takes to the task immediately. Unfortunately, he seems to enjoy surprising you.
warnings/promises: Alastor x Reader smut, Alastor dislikes getting naked, virginity does not rock, possessive Alastor, head pats, reader is an adult sheâs just a nervous idiot bad at words
Horny little deer cult: @frompeach , @chirimeimei , @poppingaround , @polytheatrix , @itsmskeisha , @stygianoir , @celestial-vomit , @xx-all-purpose-nerd-xx , @amurtan
minors dni, this isnât educational in the slightest and is just straight smut
It made sense, at the time. You didnât want a relationship and you didnât want to meet a stranger you couldnât trust, that left very few people to ask. Husk would say no, and probably stop serving you drinks. Angel would most likely agree, but you were a little intimidated by his experience. That left Alastor. While you hadnât spent much time together, your interactions were always cordial. And plus, this was hell. Isnât this kind of situation a sinners dream come true?
For most, maybe. But you didnât know Alastor. Not yet, not really. Everything he did had some ulterior motive. Perhaps nothing he had ever done was simply selfless. If Alastor wasnât gaining something, Alastor wasnât interested.
You caught him in the hallway one evening after redemption-oriented activities, deciding to get the moment over with as quickly as possible.
âItâs a favor, little⊠odd. But youâre the only person I have to ask.â Your eyes darted around his face, down the hall, up the walls, anywhere really but his eyes.
âIâm all ears!â Alastor tapped the microphone to the ground with a satisfying âthudâ.
Ohâ you had rehearsed this but you hadnât prepared to be staring at that large, toothy grin. It wasnât unsettling, it was just distracting. Would he be smiling the entire time he⊠ya know.
âI am,â you steepled your hands, pointing them at him, âa virgin.â You paused, hoping maybe heâd just infer the rest and you could stop talking.
His face was motionless save his eyelids rising up.
âAnd I donât want to be. Anymore.â Your lips pursed together. Câmon, Alastor. Figure it out.
Alastor nodded.
You dragged your fingers down your face, âWould you help me with that?â
His head cocked to the side like a golden retriever being handed a book on ancient Egypt. Very nice offer but what exactly do I do with it?
âHelp how, precisely?â He finally spoke, tone unchanged from any normal topic of discussion. Alastor watched your face scrunch up, mouth moving around words you abandoned half way through. You werenât saying anything, just making panicked sounds. âI find annunciation most helpful when wanting to be understood, dear.â
You wanted to somersault out the nearest window. âAlastor will you take my virginity?â
âTake it where?â
You groaned, he laughed, âJust kidding, my dear! All in good fun. So, to be clear, you would like your first sexual experience to be with me?â He pointed the microphone from you to him.
You nodded, âYes, please.â
His smile seemed to strain. Staring down at you, he tried to understand what your motivation was for this. But as he looked into your big, concerningly innocent eyes, he realized there was none. You really, simply, want him to be the first.
Ooh, as he thought it, he felt his pulse quicken in his lap. The first. A spot no one else could take. For the rest of your afterlife, he would always be the one who was first in you. A delicious thought. He could work with that.
âAre you free now?â He leaned down to your level.
âOh. I wasnât-,â
âExpecting immediacy? Perfect, the element of surprise has never failed me before.â His hand wrapped around your waist and drew you in to his chest, there was a rush of cold air over your skin before you felt yourself falling back.
It was soft, the room was dark, save for a small floor lamp in the corner. Your room, you realized.
âI didnât know you knew my room number.â
âItâs my job to know everything about the hotel.â He said, tossing your shoes behind him. Was this happening now? Right now?
âI can do it, itâs, itâs fine.â You sat up and began undoing your pants. Alastor just standing there, watching. Smiling. Fuck, was it going to be this awkward the entire time? Should you say something? Touch him? You were lifting the hem of your shirt when you realized he was still fully dressed. âAre you going to take off your clothes?â
âWhy would I do that?â Head lolled to the side.
You stopped mid-way through unhooking your bra, âAlastor you do know I was asking you to fuck me, right?â
He nodded. Maybe this was a mistake.
After taking off your bra, and finally your panties, you crawled to the top of your bed and drew your knees to your chest. Your feet hid your sex from view. Heart racing, but it wasnât excitement, as you had anticipated. It was nerves. Would it hurt? Would you make a stupid face? What if he didnât like the sounds you made? What if you regretted it after?
Alastor got on the bed on his knees, undoing his belt buckle but not his pants. The way he looked at you, your heart skipped a beat. You suddenly remembered he was called the âcannibal deerâ as you saw something akin to hunger in his eyes.
âWhat experience do you have?â His voice was suddenly low, deeper than before. This wasnât the pun loving radio man you saw prodding the staff.
âI dated. Before. Kissing, um, I donât know the bases. Groping?â You grimaced, it sounded so formal.
âHave you ever,â he began to slink toward you on his hands and knees, red eyes glowing in the dim light of your room, âbeen entered?â
Your cheeks burned, your head suddenly swayed as if it was half full of water and someone tipped you over. âJust myself, my,â you lifted your hand.
âShow me.â
All the air left the room, sucked out of your lungs and into his grin.
Uncrossing your feet, you tried to open your thighs without seperating your knees. It didnât work, but you still managed to get a hand between your legs and to your entrance. You could have cried, you were soaking wet to an embarrassing degree. Your eyes return to Alastor, his gaze never leaving you. Even as you slipped a finger, then two, into yourself. You thought for sure he would want to watch your hands playing with your wet pussy but no, his eyes stayed on your face. Somehow, that was worse.
A shaky sigh escaped, your eyes closing as you tried to focus on relaxing around your digits.
Your head smacked against the headboard when you felt a third finger enter. Not yours. Your eyes flew back open to see him now directly in front of you.
âTwo wonât do, dear.â He spun his finger around, pulling slightly at the thin skin of your entrance. âUnless youâd prefer this to hurt?â
You shook your head no, still stinging from the impact you had made. âMay I?â His hand took your wrist and removing your fingers. Swiping your wetness from your ass to your clit, he coated his claw-like digits and pushed three back in. They were longer than yours, sharper. You could feel he moved gently, in and out. Your head was heavy, breath short and fast.
He laughed, bringing your consciousness fully back into the room, âAlready wanting to change your mind?â
You shook your head side to side, still too embarrassed to speak, and took a grounding breath to help your body accept his fingers. He took his time, sliding in and out of you. His fingers picking up the slick and letting it lubricate your lips. It was so slow, the only pleasure for you was knowing it wasnât your hand doing it.
But then his stretching of your hole stopped, and he grabbed both of your knees from underneath and pulled you down toward him. Now on your back, legs up and in his hands, you heard his belt slide through the loopholes, his zipper drop. You wanted to look, but you also absolutely did not want to look.
Your knees came together when you felt something hot and round at your entrance. âAh-ah,â He opened them immediately. He reached for one of your hands, and brought it down to his cock. It was so hard under your fingers, but gave a little when you squeezed. It made him hiss.
âYou tell me when to stop, little doe.â He pressed into your opening, pulled back. Pressed in, just barely making it past your lips, pulled back. He kept this pressing and pulling, head making slightly more leeway every time. Your fingers were holding right behind the tip.
âHow about this, dear. Iâll just get the head in for now. Manageable!â
âJustâ just get the big part in first?â You asked, the pressure at your entrance building with every shallow thrust.
He laughed, nodding as he held both of your knees further apart. When he attempted to get past the curve of his cockâs head, your hands flew down to press against his thigh, pushing back with the intrusion. Alastor stilled, sighed, and pressed his head fully in with a determined thrust. Instinctively, your feet came to his chest and tried to push away from him. It felt like you were being torn down the middle, your body forced apart at your most sensitive junction. He held you still now by the ankles, legs splayed in the air.
It burned where your walls were pushed aside. Stinging where the skin tore slightly just beneath your hole, unable to stretch.
âBreath, sweetheart.â He set your ankles down. âDoes it hurt?â
You nodded.
âIâll stay here for a bit,â he settled on his legs, looking down at where he was connected to you. Your pink little pussy looking positively overwhelmed by his cock. No one has ever been here before, and he could feel it. Your walls were pressing so hard against him his shaft was slightly curved from the force pushing his head out. You still had so much to take, there was so much more of you for him to explore. You tried to calm your breathing but your heart was racking against your sternum.
Hand reaching down again, you let your fingers count little paces from his core to yours. You knew the hardest part was over, but that didnât bring much comfort as you felt how far you still had to go.
Alastor let his eyes wander away from your not-so-virgin cunt to your face. Your expression was twisted, not pained but clearly uncomfortable.
âHow does it feel?â He asked, gesturing to your lap with a nod of his head.
âFull, so full.â
His cackle disheartened you, âDarling I am no where done filling you up.â
You clenched when he said it, earning a small groan from him. You were already too tight, when you spasmed on him it was nearly painful. There was more to do yet, more of you to claim as his. Just the tip of his cock was simply not enough.
His hips started moving again, the folds of his head pulling at the skin of your entrance but not actually crossing the barrier. He was gently rocking, barely making friction between you two. Your hand clawed at his knee, breath hitching. You let an airy moan slip, his head no longer an intrusion but something hot and melty barely rubbing your walls. It started to feel almost good.
Alastorâs cock was throbbing, his shaft touch-starved and desperate for the heat of your cunt. Your face was relaxing now, eyes blinking around new sensations. He wanted to see you experience more, more firsts and frighteningly foreign pleasures. He wanted to see you scared of how good he could make you feel. Alastor wanted you to never feel whole again without him buried balls deep in you.
âCan you take more?â His voice was like gravel, a radio static crackling in.
You met his eyes, glowing still in the dim light, wide and nearly frenzied in their dilation. His smile was practically beaming down at you.
âI donât know.â You were scared to move forward, even though you wanted more.
âI donât like liars.â A pop of electricity arcing at the end of his words. You pulled a pillow over your face, trying to hide from the reaction you knew heâd have as his voice made you tighten around him. âYour body says otherwise,â he hissed.
You wanted to say âyesâ, if this could feel good then how great would all of him feel? But you were scared to vocalize it. Scared to make it start. Alastor lifted the pillow, âI need to see you, dear.â He set it beside his leg, âDo you remember what I said earlier?â
Brow furrowed, you shook your head. His grin widened to his ears as his hands slid down your thighs to your hips and he sank his cock to the hilt.
The element of surprise definitely made the nerves of saying âyesâ dissipate, but you were now choking on your breath, hands gripping at the blankets beneath you. Was this normal? Was he too far inside you? You felt nauseous, your guts prodded by Alastorâs member.
âHow does it feel now?â He watched your eyes scanning the ceiling for an answer. You felt sure there was no way his head could leave you ever again. It was so snuggly fit in you, you feared youâd be pulled inside out. âWords, dear.â
You sat up on your elbows, sweating from the nerves of it all. âLike thereâs a big stick stuck in me.â
âAccurate!â He laughed, and began pulling out. You whined, head dropping back. Almost taking himself out completely, he paused before thrusting back in. The head of his cock dragged against your walls, you could feel him with such detail. Every inch of him leaving impressions behind. Alastor could feel it too, how your soft warmth moved out of his way with every push. How pliable your womb was to his intrusions.
More. You could take more, he was positive of it.
Slowly, your moans began to get louder as the pressure faded into pleasure. Every time he bottomed out, you jumped. Every time he pulled out, you wanted to chase after him with your hips.
Watching your face soften, eyes now watery, Alastor was sure you were relaxed enough. He grabbed the pillow beside him, lifting your ass and sliding it under the small of your back. You didnât ask, just waited to see what the point was. Dissatisfied, he grabbed another and added it under you.
Your hips were up, ass hanging over the ledge the pillows made, back bent upward. When he began to thrust again, you whinced feeling a new part of you widen for him. âCan you see me?â You looked at him when he said it, but he grabbed your hand and placed it beneath your belly button. When he pushed back in, you could feel his cock beneath your hand. Moving it, you watched your stomach bulge slightly when he was completely sheathed in you.
âOh fuck-,â your head fell back into the bed, it was too much to feel let alone to watch, âToo deep.â
He hummed an acknowledgement, picking up his pace. âLet me see how you cum.â
Your face was hot, reluctantly bringing your hand to your clit and rubbing.
No, this wasnât a mistake at all. If anything you regretted not asking sooner.
His thrusts now brought lightning to your core, your finger quickening in speed with the realization of just how good he could feel.
Studying your face still, he adjusted his angle until he saw the muscles in your neck tighten. He knew he found your g-spot, your moans dipping into cries.
âI canâtâ,â You couldnât get over the hump, knowing he was watching you, waiting for you.
âYou canâ, the lights flickered, his eyes now black with small red pupils illuminating your naked body, âand you will, my dear.â One of his hands stopped pressing finger sized bruises into your hips to instead push your own finger aside. The wide pad of his thumb took over and began thrumming you fast and hard.
That familiar build up of pleasure was stronger than youâd ever felt it, and when it finally snapped your muscles from your thighs to your toes cramped. How long had you been tensing?
You practically sobbed into the crook of your arm, Alastorâs hips slowing but still carrying you through your orgasm. They moved slower and slower, until stopping entirely. His head popped out of you, leaving you feeling hollow. Cold.
Eyes wet and blurry, you looked up at him, âArenât you going to finish?â
âIf we do everything now, what âfirstâ will we have for tomorrow night? And the night after that?â He smiled, member already hidden away and pants buttoned. Your thighs twitched. âSame time tomorrow, little doe?â
You covered your face with both hands, and nodded.
His big hand came to your head and patted you gently, âGood girl.â
I hope you liked it đ„ș I donât feel as confident about this one. Fun fact, my first time involved bondage. Very on brand, huh? đ
àŒ»MasterlistàŒș
Gonna start calling his dick âthe element of surpriseâ. You look tired today! What happened? Oh the element of surprise kept me up all night.
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your future spouse's first impression of you
hi! after a long time i am back with another readingâŁïž i asked spirit using the term fs but you can use this for soulmates as well. please remember we have free will, i am just reading energies so take what resonates and leave what doesnât. i would love to hear your feedbacks <3
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Disclaimer: My readings do NOT replace any professional advice. Use your own judgment while making decisions. You have your own free will. Take everything I say light-heartedly. All of my readings are for ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES.
pick a pile
piles 1-2-3
all pictures are from pinterest.
pile 1
They will think that you are a selfless person. And that you are always ready to help others. Or fight for your values. But in a subtle way. To them you have a calming aura. They will also see you as someone reserved, someone who prefers to keep to themselves and speak less. From the first impression, you are someone who is a bit passive.Â
They will think that you have a rich inner self. However you seem to be avoiding it. I don't really know what exactly this is but your fs will be confused as to why you are avoiding this amazing part of you.
You have a mystic and wise energy to you. And to them you look like someone that trusts the universe (or whatever you believe in). You also seem mysterious to them. They will be intrigued by you and will want to know more about you. Maybe it's because you are somewhat different from them. Like they may be an atheist and you may be a pagan or you two may come from different cultures etc. This difference will spark their interest in you. Because to them, you bring a different outlook on life.
They will think that you know how to balance things and can see the different parts of a situation. They will think that you try to be fair.
I don't know how your person will see this but they will think that you accept change as it is and with peace. Maybe it's your calm demeanor that made them think this way.
They will see you as someone who takes a lot on their plate. Maybe you struggle with saying no and end up helping everyone even if it burdens you. Or it's just the way they see you.
Around the time you first meet them you may be very busy. Also you or them (or both) maybe in your 30s. And you may have a 2 year age gap for some of you.
your song: intro: singularity-bts
significant placements: libra, pluto, 3rd house aquarius, uranus, 12th house leo, south node, 4th house
thank you for reading â€ïž
pile 2
They will see you as someone reliable and nurturing. You have an earthy vibe to you (also fiery), to them. You look like that friend who never leaves their friends alone in their hard times.Â
They will think that you have a lot of potential in you. And already doing quite good in life. You move slowly while making decisions. You think before you act. However when you decide something you move swiftly and get what you want. You seem passionate to them. The line âI want it, I got itâ from 7 rings-ariana grande is your line!
They will think that you are quite attracted to them, lmao. But they may think that you already have someone in your life. Again they make a lot of assumptions so you may have not said anything about this topic but still they just can't sit still lol. They think that you shine a lot so maybe that's why they assume you are not alone or at least people are chasing you.Â
They will think that you have a lot to offer. Emotion and passion wise.
To them you are quite firm on your beliefs. For some of you they may see you have a debate with someone or you may have a debate with them in your first meeting. Or it's just something that will allow them to see your argumentative side. đThey will think that you are s3xy when you get all bossy(?) like that lol.
You seem like someone who is quite comfortable in their own skin. However they will see the hard work behind this confidence. Idk they will try to analyze a lot probably. Like try to see through you. You may have had to work hard to gain your confidence and maybe you were self conscious/had a low self esteem but worked hard and became who you are today. Again this is in their eyes.
Some of you here could have brownish-reddish hair here. Or will have that color when you meet your fs.
you got two songs: better by myself- hey violet, to me-alina baraz
significant placements: saturn, 2nd house, cancer south node, 7th house, leo south node, 11th house, libra
thank you for reading â€ïž
pile 3
First of all, you may have a purple aura. I know this is a bit off topic but it came through.
You may have a darker aesthetic or may prefer darker colors on your clothes around the time you meet your fs. And they notice this. They may notice your legs and think that they are beautiful. Also I heard, boobs/chest area for some of you.
They will think that you know how to enjoy life and enjoy yourself. You have this nonchalant energy to them. And they see you as someone who is not afraid to express themselves and live authentically. You are at peace in life. You love your life and seem to enjoy it. To them, you are like a âno bsâ person.Â
Like your clothing, you may like/like to search about what society deems as âdarkâ, like occult etc.
They will think that you are a disciplined person. However at first they may understand you wrong, this discipline can seem like the will to win no matter what, to them. They may see you as someone who is defensive and does not accept their faults. Someone who is willing to do almost everything to win. However I am not seeing that this is the case with you. Because of this later they may be ashamed of themselves.Â
You also seem somewhat unattainable and unpredictable to them. But it's not like you do stupid things. It's more like when they think they know you, you say something totally unexpected about yourself.Â
You have this great personality inside you. For them to see this side of you may take a while. I am not saying they will hate you but they will be a bit judgemental of you. You seem like the life of the party and like you are an authentic person but you are also such a deep person. However nonchalant you seem, you also have worries. And you have such a strong and a soft person inside you. They will see this eventually and embrace every part of you.
(For some of you this judgment may be because they are a bit more of a reserved person)
your song: take me-miso
significant placements: taurus, 3rd house, uranus leo, 11th house, neptune capricorn, 12th house, mercury
thank you for reading â€ïž
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HELLOO
can I request a S/o who always puts others before herself and always gets hurt and injured after :3
you're selfless, im selfish
synopsis - you're rather selfless and they hate seeing you get hurt because of this
includes - blade, luocha, aventurine, boothill
warnings - gn!reader, fluff, angstyy, slight blood mentions, wc - 968
a/n: Hellooo! you didn't specify and i am currently on a massive star rail fixation so i hope you don't mind! if you do please let me know and i'll write another!
taglist - @teddirika, @frankiesteinn, @little-miss-chaoss
blade â
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âȘblade was immortal. he had little care for how many pieces he could be broken down into during a fight as at the end of the day he knew he would still walk away as a blade. weapon's were built to be durable, what kind of 'blade' would he be if he let up at the first sign of danger?
âȘhe was also used to thinking about nobody but himself, the stellaron hunters became the first exception but he knew they'd be able to take care fo themselves. so it made him suspicious when you'd willingly put him before yourself as what could you possibly gain by doing so?
âȘit didn't occur to him just how angry he would get when he watched you get injured for the sake of his safety. not at you despite how much it semed that way. a weapon's job was to protect in a violent manner and his enemies quickly learnt that, especially when his shield would get hurt.
âȘhe would scold you for throwing yourself into dangerous situations but moved with a gentle contrast as he dressed your wounds. he'd remind you time and time again that he didn't need you to think about his safety, let alone others, and you should worry about yours.
âȘbut he knew he wouldn't be able to stop you completely and so he would swear that he himself would protect you at all costs despite your insistence of putting him before you.
luocha â
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âȘdespite the coffin that shadowed the merchant, luocha was a healer. someone who followed yaoshi and valued that selfless, healing behaviour and that meant assisting those among the cosmo's in medical affairs for a fair exchange - he was also a wandering merchant afterall
âȘhe found it rather endearing at first, how you always put those you cared about above yourself. it was rather admirable but he thought less of this trait when it applied to battles. he would prefer you to be selfish and uncaring if it meant you didn't get unnecessarily harmed.
âȘespecially when it came to you throwing yourself straight into danger for his sake. luocha feared that one day you'd throw yourself into danger for the sake of someone else and he would lose you - he didn't want to carry around two coffins now.
âȘhe would start subconsciously keeping track of you during dangerous situations, he needed to make sure you didn't do anything too risky. although he didn't mind catering to your injuries, he'd prefer not to stare at his lover's bloody cuts and bruises or whatever injury you accumulated for too long.
âȘthe merchant may admire that selfless behaviour but allow him to be selfish for once when he places a kiss to your knuckles after dressing your wounds and asking you to stay by his side, to not leave him if he can't get to you in time.
aventurine â
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âȘaventurine strived to follow the path of preservation, it was a goal of his. achieving this goal was solely for the purpose of protecting his people and those who had helped his journey not hindered it. so when he learnt his original quest was impossible, he needed to strive for something else.
âȘhe wanted to protect many things and his relationship with you was one of them. at first, he relished in that kindness you showed when you would openly admit or demonstrate how you would always place him above yourself - your selflessness was rather admirable.
âȘbut he didn't like as much when it meant you'd get hirt in the process. he would not be able to bear losing yet another person he cared about, especially when he had the power to prevent it - especially if you died for him.
âȘmost of the time, he would be able to prevent you from getting to hurt but crimson was an ugly colour on his lover and he felt a small sense of guilt when he saw it after a fight. you would notice how he'd always be shielding you if you ever threw yourself in danger.
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âȘonly two people knew what happened to boothill, himself and the doctor - although some times he didn't think he knew himself. however one thing was clear, he had suffered an amount of pain that pushed his human body to it's limits and bended it to a point of no return. now, he didn't live for himself.
âȘrecklessness was what probably had landed him in this situation, however when one has a cyborg body how could he not be reckless? he found it rather charming how you always put those close to you above yourself, a noble quality but his perspective changed when he realised just what that meant.
âȘhe had seen first hand just how little you cared for your safety if it meant protecting someone you cared about. a bittersweet sentiment. it pained his synthetic heart when you would come from a fight all injured and bloody as if it was him in your shoes, he'd be fine. but you had willingly thrown yourself in the way for his safety.
âȘhe had a metal body, you had a human one - if anything he should be throwing himself in the way as he could be rebuilt. boothill would try so hard to get this message across to you as the last thing he wanted was for you to be pushed to those same limits of pain just for someone who had already been there.
âȘhe would'nt live for himself but he'd live for you if it meant keeping you safe.
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I've always thought Jupiter ruled Nakshatras (Punarvasu, Vishakha, & Purvabhadprada) to be veryy magical with their themes of limitlessness, expansion, sheer spiritual abundance & power. I'm not sure if it has been talked about before, but something that always comes to mind when I envision Jupiterian Nakshatras or meet heavily Jupiter influenced people, is the concept of genies.
Jupiter's abundance and endlessly giving nature is known to be a blessing and a curse. A Jupiterian can be the sweet, generous, selfless friend who is there when you need them; providing you endless support, refuge & material generosity.
The dark side of this inherently generous 'wish-fulfilling' nature of Jupiter Nakshatras, is the possibility that they enable dark behaviours in others & themselves. Always saying yes, always being available and endlessly giving to the wrong type of cause or person, can make you complicit in the crime so to speak, even if the intention is simply to give, or give chances (Punarvasu's themes of second chances, 'return to the light'). Jupiter Nakshatras entail hugeee lessons regarding purpose (Vishakha, 'the Star of Purpose') & being intentional and wise as to how you use your power and influence (the infamous test of character in Purvabhadrapada 'the man with two faces').
These Jupiterian themes have always made me think of genies- wish fulfilling creatures who are inherently unable to say no to the wishes uttered to them. Having to just sit and watch people wish for dreadful things and just go... 'as you wish'. Obviously in real life, there really is a choice not to feed into others' and ones own toxic patterns but with Jupiterians, the urge to give, to be constantly available to others, can almost feel like it's not a choice. It's energetically intertwined in their make-up.
I would love to gather more examples, but it's 3am here and this was a bit of a spur of the moment thing I had to get out haha- I looked into a few of the most prominent 'genie' roles in movies and as I suspected, every single one features an actor/actress with strong Jupiter influence.
Jeannie from 60s sitcom 'I dream of Jeannie' - actress, Barbara Eden has Punarvasu Ascendant
Kazaam from 90s comedic film 'Kazaam' - actor/basketball player Shaquille O'Neal has Purvabhadrapada Sun
Genie from Disney's Aladdin - played in the live action movie by Will Smith, Vishakha Moon.
This genie theme really makes me think of all of the Jupiterian Nakshatras, but Vishakha especially. A friend of mine who is a Vishakha stellium always tells me about how it is said that Vishakha has the ability to generate 'instant karma'. So Vishakha natives to an extent greater than other Nakshatras will receive the raw manifested result of their thoughts/actions veryy quickly. Much like a genie granting instant wishes.
I was going to mention also that the whole genie archetype also reminds me of Rohini a bit- the wish-fulfilling aspect, the element of fulfilling desires without shame/inhibition. It's a little different in nature, but Rohini Nakshatra's got a similar theme where the native is incredibly nurturing of who or what sets their heart on fire, sometimes to a fault. Rohini is capable of immense growth but can forgo morality/practicality for the sake of immersion in the process of creation & sparking joy. Rohini's philosophy is something along the lines of 'let go of judgement because judgement inhibits creation and disrupts purity'. This is very true, but of course as humans on the divided and dense Earthly plane, we know that having a sense of judgement & boundaries is also important.
That was very wordy, but hopefully y'all see what I'm getting at lol. Although I'm more inclined to associate Rohini with wise old wizard dudes with cool beards & mad but genius scientists lol.
Back to Jupiterians-
I believe that Jupiter Nakshatra's 'remedy' is to eventually realise that they are not a slave to their giving nature, and the power lies in them to decide, & give only to a person, dream, goal or cause that truly is aligned with their own soul's path. Break free from the shackles lol- with wisdom hopefully. Without that element of wisdom, Jupiter can run wild with that discovered power.
Jupiterians struggling with discernment is why Jupiter Nakshatras oppose Venusian Nakshatras (Bharani opposes Vishakha; Purvaphalguni opposes Purvabhadrapada; Purvashadha opposes Punarvasu). Venus masters the fine art of 'necessary cruelty' sometimes ya gotta rip out the weeds, warn off the pigeons and trim the rose bush to make your garden a beautiful, pleasant, luxurious place. Jupiter can struggle with this, instinctively wanting to be a safe space for everyone and everything.
Jupiter ruled Nakshatras also partially oppose Solar Nakshatras (Krittika, Uttaraphalguni & Uttarashadha) illustrating the Jupiterian struggle with putting oneself first. Solar Nakshatras keep their energy strong and vibrantly resounding at their core; wheras Jupiter Nakshatras are kinda messy with their energy (lol, not necessarily in a bad way)- they disperse their energy everywhere, giving & giving. Both Solar & Jupiter Nakshatras deal with themes of limitless reserves energy, but in opposite, contrasting ways.
There's so much I could write about Jupiterians, I love Jupiter energy very much. I really love all of the Nakshatras lol, I mean how could you not? Every Nakshatra holds teachings that are integral to making the world a better place đđȘ·
Thankyou for reading!
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YOOOOOO I LOVED YOUR FIC OF "Twst Housewardens as animals", will there be any part for the vices? :0 If so, I will be faithfully waiting for it to arrive, remember to drink water and don't torment yourself if you don't have ideas, they will arrive on their own :D
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đàŸàœČ notes . . . first twst rq yippee! Also so sorry for the very long wait!!:( putting rook first because why not + PLEASE SENT TWST REQUESTS I AM WILLING TO SELL MY SOUL FOR THEM
đàŸàœČ currently listening to . . . You are my music by hi - posi
đàŸàœČ characters . . . Rook hunt , jamil viper , lilia vanrouge , trey clover , ruggie bucchi , jade + Floyd leech ( not adding ortho since idk how to write for him )
ROOK HUNT . . . as a afghan hound
- your dog who's literally fascinated by everything he lays his eyes upon! he truly seeks the beauty in every part of life, but sometimes you need to keep him in control whenever he is interested in something or someone because he won't stop bothering them! However he gets sad whenever you do that so please give him headpats to soothe his poor heart. But the most terrifying incidents that happened which included him is the times you woke up in the dawn of night,thinking someone is watching you when it's really just your furry bestfriend, big eyes staring into your soul.
JAMIL VIPER . . . as a cobra
- your extremely selfless snake who is sometimes hard to read sometimes , hes most of the times calm and reserved in his terrarium, he appreciates affection but not too much, specially on public when he's infront of his golden retriever friend, who goes by the name kalim because he knows kalim will talk his ear off about how sweet and loving his owner is! and whenever he gets the chance to showcase his tricks that you taught him,he will back down and hiss in response which indicates a immediate rejection. you really don't know why your viper acts like this.
LILIA VANROUGE . . . as a fruit bat
- ah yes your cheeky and "friendly" bat who loves to scare you on purpose by either appearing hanging upside down on the most random times to startle you. I mean you can't really blame him can you? It's fun plus seeing your reaction makes it even merrier for him! But he can be a serious bat sometimes, which is shocking to say atleast. He once poured a whole bag of salt inside the soup you were cooking,tarnishing the taste completely. You swear he was grinning when he saw you taste the soup and scrunch up your face in disgust. To him it was the best soup ever! He is the best cook ever known to batkind! Or faekind.
TREY CLOVER . . . as a hamster
- your extremely helpful and laid back hamster who always is there for you whenever you need something, TREY is like jamil in way , always calm and reserved , he also has a strange fixation on making you take care of his dental hygiene at all times and always forces you to take care of yours too! he also always watches you bake and hands you ingredients he thinks the recipe needs to elevate it more , and it really does help.
RUGGIE BUCCHI . . . as a hyena (well no shit)
- your sneaky and clever hyena who is troublesome at times , not letting you eat in peace unless you give him some of your food to him to feast on. Even if you don't give it to him he will just ran up to you as fast as he can and steal it right from your hands ( lovingly ) , he loves getting spoiled with both affection and gifts given by you , happy noises leaving his mouth as you rub his head (in the middle of his ears) , which indicates he's happy ! I mean he's always happy with his owner. ( Well not when your not sharing your snacks with him, he has one sided beef with you now until you feed him something nice. )
JADE LEECH . . . as a moray eel ( who could have guessed ong )
- when you first adopted him alongside with Floyd , he put up a fake persona where he was just a kind and soft eel unlike Floyd who was causing chaos everywhere , and then later you started to find out that he's actually a pretty devious eel , just like his twin brother. whenever you held him he had a tight grip on you , if you tried to pull him out of your hold he would bite lightly , enough for some crimson drops of arterial blood to come out when all Floyd did was just squeeze your hand. But both of them could be helpful and smart at times surprisingly, scaring off any people they find suspicious or people you hate.
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Metal in Flesh
[Ao3 Mirror] Pairing: Ramattra/Reader (GN, has a vagina) Rating:Â E WC: 4.4k Warnings: None, it's pure smut & fluff. A special thank you to @statuetochka for indulging my silly ideas & drawing his hands so much. ===
He tastes like his machine oil. Freshly cleaned, not a trace of dirt between his purple-painted joints. Itâs hard not to flex your tongue against him, to explore the little creases in his plates that tease the side of your tongue.
But the hand on your jaw and the precarious placement of his fingers- two under your tongue, his thumb on top, keep you still. Heâs exploring. Though itâs not your tongue itself that heâs examining. He drags his thumb down, making the object of his obsession spin- a particularly strange feeling that is still novel even after so long healed.
Itâs only taken him a few months into your relationship to notice- or at least to ask about it.
ââŠWhy?â Is the particularly succinct question he comes up with.
âBecath aylikithâ
Ramattraâs gaze lifts ever so slightly, from your pinned tongue to your face. Reluctantly, he lets go. You push saliva over your tongue, wetting it before you try speaking again.
âI said, because I like it. I like how it looks.â
âAesthetics?â Ramattra tips his head, looks down to your lips. You obligingly open your mouth again and present the jeweled rod again. This time, he just looks at it, rather than trapping the muscle for investigation. âI would think that should hurt rather badly just for aesthetics.â
âIt did.â You confirm. âWhen I first got it, it hurt a lot, I couldnât even eat the first day. But itâs all healed now. Doesnât hurt at all.â To prove it, you catch the bead on your top lip and pull your tongue sideways, making the entire piercing rotate again. âBesides, youâre in no place to judge; I know you also changed stuff on yourself for how it looked.â
He scoffs, âThat is hardly the same. Repainting my enamel coat isnât remotely painful, nor did it impair such a basic, important function as eating.â He touches the purple plate at the back of one hand with the other. Itâs more subconscious than anything, but you still watch his hands with that same fascination. âBesides, my modifications arenât exclusively aesthetics.â
You grin widely. That kind of stubbornness, the mild disdain in his vocoder⊠Itâs so easy to goad him. âNeither is mine! It has a very good use, actually.â
Ramattraâs head actually bobs as he modulates a disbelieving noise, âReally? Exactly what functional purpose does a metal rod in your mouth serve?â
Excitement washes over you and you donât bother trying to hide it. âI can show you! Iâve kind of been meaning to for a while, actually, but you keep insisting I donât have to.â This alone makes his head twitch to the side, perplexed, intrigued. You reach for his hand, and he happily allows you to take it and bring it back to your face, much too curious.
Here, you pause and stare up at the dark slits for his optics. His huge fingers caress over your cheek, cool and firm against your skin as you gently kiss the circular rubber pad of his palm. Ramattra hums softly- which breaks into a stuttered, staticked mess of a noise as you lick that rubber pad. He can feel it, youâre almost sure given the twitching of his fingers against your cheek. Those pads are sensitive, meant for traction and precision- you know he must feel the warmth, the softness of your tongue completely surrounding the hard point of the piercingâs ball. Even with your spit, the metal drags against rubber, catching on the textured ridges.
âYou--â His voice cuts out, glitches sharply as though gasping. Itâs a rare treat to see him worked up, indulging his own desires, so you bask in the roughened sound of his voice and the dull hum of his ventilation system ramping up. âI should have known it would be that...â
You grin again, then kiss his palm innocently, as though you donât feel the warmth thatâs now radiating from him. âI did want to use it sooner. Youâre too selfless for your own good.â You pull on his arm and he allows you, lets you trail kisses up the smooth plate of his forearm. âCan try it now, though.â
His nod is sharp, firm enough to jostle the endcaps of his mane. âYes, perhaps I would⊠enjoy that.â
You snicker, but donât comment on the breathy tone his voice takes, already dysregulated from a single lick, donât comment on how quickly he sits on the bed that heâd gotten for your sake nor the speed with which he releases the latches on his pelvic plate. Air rushes from his vents again, almost like a sigh as his cock bobs freely.
You might never get used to it, knowing that he made something so obscene just for you⊠The thrill of it- of all of him- rushes through you, makes your belly heat. But you set that aside for now, instead pushing the golden joints of his legs apart and lowering yourself down to your knees. Which only makes your growing desire ever worse.
Like this youâre so very, very aware of how big he is. Built for war, he dwarfs you in every way. Beside you, his thin, bird-like legs are almost up to your shoulder, just barely giving you enough room to comfortably lay your arms on his thighs. Looking up at him⊠He sits so stiffly, one hand curled into the previously pristine sheets, the other is curled across the lowest part of faceplate as though obscuring his mouth. Shy, maybe, you think. Would make sense- he doesnât particularly enjoy receiving one-sided attention. So, you smile up at him, rub your hands soothingly across his canvas-covered thighs and hope that soothes him.
Finally, you let your eyes wander back down his body. Slowly, you ease your hands in from his legs until they brush the base of his cock, where the silicone meets his inner frame. Without any lubricant itâs a dry, sticking feeling, but itâs still enough for you to hear the hum of his fans pitch up in anticipation.
Heâs been so patient, so nice to finally let you try this, so you only tease him a little more. You straighten up and stare up at his faceplace, hands moving firmly onto his cock as though youâre going to take him into your mouth immediately. He tenses, waits the sudden onslaught of your mouth around him-- and finds instead your soft lips laying against the smooth head, pressing a delicate kiss to the silicone. Ramattraâs legs twitch,, a little whiny noise coming from somewhere inside him-
And you lower your head down, dragging the tip of your tongue from the base of his cock all the way up. His ventilation kicks and a staticked gasp slips from his vocoder. With only the tip, not yet letting him feel the jewelry, you lick at him, you flick your tongue against the soft ridge at the head of his cock until you think you might break him.
Ramattra hisses your name, somewhere between a plea and a threat. Desire surges in your core again, but you think he's been patient enough. Slowly, deliberately letting him watch as you move- you open your mouth and ease his tip past your lips.
Immediately, Ramattra groans, both hands twisting into his sheets as he processes your warm, soft mouth on his cock. He's big enough that even just his tip makes your jaw twinge in annoyance, but you relax your muscles and urge him further in. His body bursts with heat, already struggling to keep up with the hot air thatâs soaking his processors- but that's not quite the reaction you were expecting. So you press your tongue firmly against the underside of his tip- though you aren't sure if Ramattra's cock is particularly sensitive here too- and drag the piercing over the ridge.
A high-pitched noise spits from his vocoder, almost a yelp as his whole body flinches. You'd almost worry you hurt him, that the metal was too rough on the silicone, except for the rough, rolling gasp that comes after. For Ramattra it's a distinct feeling- your mouth all soft and inviting and one firm bead of resistance that pushes back against him, that emphasizes each stroke of your tongue along his cock. It's addicting, one tiny piece of metal in all of that plush flesh. His hand lifts- nearly burying itself in your hair unbidden, but he kills the impulse- tries desperately to be still for you.
You gently bob your head, working up to a slow rhythm. With each motion you keep your tongue moving, sweeping across the silicone. Each time you move down, you try to take in more of him, slowly inching his cock deeper until he's prodding at the back of your throat. The first touch makes you gag, your mouth tightening around him as spit floods your mouth- and Ramattra's hips jump, momentarily fucking you mouth- and he moans.
You clit throbs at the single rough thrust, at the absolutely musical noise from his speakers- his need completely betrayed with the strain on his synth, the first touches of static to his voice. A desperate whimper escapes you just knowing that you're the one making him feel like that and Ramattra sucks in air in turn, his fists curled so tightly you can hear his actuators whining.
Even just listening to his pleasure, knowing youâre the one causing it-- it's all too much. You take him in deep again, sucking his cock with purpose, but you slip one hand between your legs. Trying to keep your focus on him is nearly impossible when you can hardly think with how badly you need to be touched. You shove your pants down and the first touch on your clit is near ecstasy. Sucking his cock, hearing his appreciation alone has left you swollen and soaked, trembling with pleasure as you moan shamelessly around his cock. You circle your clit and shiver, the pace of your tongue on him stuttering-
And this time, Ramattra doesnât stop the impulse. Ramattra's fingers curl into your hair. You expect him to push you down, that his self control is broken, that he'll fuck your throat and-
he pulls you up. Your scalp stings softly, but you can only mewl in confusion, in desire- how must you look to him? Your own spit covering his cock, eyes glazed over in lust, one hand working yourself with a desperation- and Ramattra catches your arm with his other hand. You whimper, a mindless plea of no, please don't stop- as he pulls again, draws you up, up off the floor-
And you think for a moment he's going to fuck you, to get you in his lap-
âCome here.â His voice is almost unintelligible, harsh with static. He doesnât even let you comply, dragging your body onto the bed with him as he lays back. Your head spins, too clouded to understand what he wants- which is fine, because he moves you exactly how he's thinking. He pulls you on top of him, legs spread wide over his broad chest and then spins you around so you're looking at his cock again.
That's all the prompting you need. Still spit-slicked, you take him into your mouth again. The new angle is different, unusual- his cock arcs down towards your tongue, making it easier to take him deeper-- and making the press of your piercing into him all the more intense. Ramattra makes some noise behind you- and you would try to squeeze your hand beneath yourself to keep rubbing, but with your belly pressed to his, itâs too tight a fit. The metal of his chest would dig into your wrist too much. But your clit aches, too needy to be ignored. Desperate, you rut your hips against his chest, hoping to find any friction at all against his hard bands of armor-
And Ramattra's big hands land on your hips.
He pulls you back- back as far as he can without dislodging your mouth from his cock. You want to ask, can't seem to understand what he's doing- until each thumb slips between your legs. You moan softly, try to question what heâs doing, but if he hears you, he makes no response. Ramattra parts your folds, revealing your pussy. Warm air washes over your sex- another rush of his ventilation- and you whimper, twisting in his hands at the embarrassment of him looking at you so closely.
You don't expect the press of cool metal directly to your clit.
The temperature makes you jolt away from him, but his hands keep you still, keep your clit trapped right against his faceplate as Ramattra moans. All crackling and ruined, his voice is vibration right against your clit- and you finally understand. You bob your head again, determined to keep those noises coming from his synth.
You sink down on him, taking as much as you can. Ramattra purrs against your pussy, a low rumble that makes your hips twitch, rutting back against his face, your clit rubbing delightfully on the divot between his faceplate and jaw. Itâs so primal, needy-- and Ramattraâs grasp on your hips shifts, pulling you towards him again, urging you to keep going. Youâre so close already itâs hard to hold any rhythm, but he helps, pushing his mouth against you each time you come up on his cock- and each time your piercing catches the tip he moans, a bolt of static pleasure rumbling directly into your clit.
You canât help it. You dig your nails into the coverings on his thighs, try desperately to focus on him, on making him cum- but the sound of him, the taste of his cock, and the incessant buzzing of his moans against your pussy are too much. Your rhythm breaks entirely as he pushes you over the edge. Your own noises are muffled, lost to the silicone in your throat. Metal hands keep your thighs spread as they twitch and try to close around him, forcing you to feel as he moans, praises you indistinctly through your orgasm- the words lost against the overwhelming feeling of the continued vibration of your clit.
You canât think, the pleasure too sharp, too strong- you try to squirm away, to get any relief, but his grasp shifts, one arm now wrapped around your waist to keep you still. The other presses to the back of your head. His hips lift- and he as fucks your mouth desperately.
Ramattra moans, all static-garbled and needy, still rumbling against your pussy. And still you work your piercing against him, match his careful pace with hard licks of your tongue- and each panting, growing moan you can feel him getting closer, every Ah, ah, ah- buzzing harder into your clit as acute pain- a raw overstimulation that only builds into whimpering, twitching second wave that makes your whole body tremble in his hands-
And itâs your hips throat twitching around him again that makes him gasp- the rushed intake of air and firm press of his face against your pussy in a long, droning note as he overloads entirely. His hips thrust up into your mouth one more time before steam rushes from his vents, fills the room with hot air and every joint in his body goes lax.
For a long time you lay there, shivering and boneless. His arms are a pleasant, heavy weight across your back, a good counterpoint to the weak shudders your body gives from time to time. Your clit and throat ache, but itâs a monumental task to move yourself just enough to no longer be choking on his dick or have your over sensitive clit pressed to his firm metal. It takes three tries on your shaking arms before you can manage it.
You lay there, limp and much too tired to try to extricate yourself further from the heft of him. Instead, you close your eyes and enjoy the silence, letting your body relax and cool off until the soft harmony of Ramattaâs internals returns. First, the hum of his processors, then the fans of his ventilation resume, much quieter than they had been before- then his lights return. Positioned as you are, you donât see his arrayâs lights, but you do watch as the indicator lights in his cock turn from a yellow- muddied by the purple tinting in the silicone- to green, to finally red.
Ramattraâs fingers twitch on your back, and you laugh slightly as he mimics clearing his throat. He gently lifts your hips and helps you roll off of him, but with a limp waving request of your hand, he then helps you to turn around and lean against his broad chest, half on top of him again.
If you had any energy left at all, youâd be embarrassed- or perhaps aroused again- at the sight of his faceplate; heâs soaked. Everything between his optics down to the tip of his chin is coated in your wetness.
And yet when he speaks, âI apologize I was⊠overly enthusiastic.â Itâs all contrition. One hand touches the side of your neck, a silent voicing of fear of injury.
Instead, you press your face to his hand and he meets you halfway, stroking along your cheekbone with unspoken reverence. âBut you liked it?â While his voice has been perfectly reset, yours is still rough, rasping from the strain on your throat.
âIâŠâ He starts- and immediately his fans hum louder again. Your lips barely crack into a knowing smile before he admits it, âYes. It was⊠enjoyable.â
âSee, more than just aesthetics.â You say, melting onto his chest more, idly stroking at the long pistons mimicking collar bones.
âI suppose I have to agree. You can hardly see it to begin with.â
âMaybe you should give me a piercing you can see, then.â You say it offhanded, a little joke-
âWhat? I couldnât.â Ramattra shoots back immediately, âI have no experience with that.â
And his rejection only makes the idea more appealing, more real. âNo, wait, think about it! You could research how to do it and where. Your hands wouldnât shake, youâd be able to center it better-- I bet you could even design it yourselfâŠâ You grin and look up at the dark slits for his optics, half pleading. âCome on, at least youâd be saving me money and a trip out.â
Ramattraâs hands on you stop moving, but he doesnât pull away. So completely motionless, you know heâs processing it, mulling the idea over. âYou⊠want me to pierce you?â
âWell. Yeah, I guess? I mean I like piercings and I think youâd do a good job⊠andâŠâ You blush softly, finally averting your gaze from his as though this is somehow more intimate than sucking his cock until he overloaded and cumming on his face twice. âMaybe I kinda⊠like the idea of having jewelry that you made, that you put thereâŠâ
His design on your body. Itâs not just intimate; itâs possessive. A silent, private mark of your relationship⊠If you werenât not so thoroughly spent, it might bring another wave of heat between your legs. He must have come to the same conclusion, because something shudders in Ramattraâs chest.
âI see.â He says coolly, as though you donât feel the streams of hot air that again slip from his vents. âThen, I will look into it.â
In all, it takes Ramattra three days. Three days before heâs guiding you into his workshop and lifting you up onto his desk. The thrill of how easily he picks you up- big hands cradling your rib cage as he sets you onto the metal surface- always makes you a little giddy. Even more so is the little purple velvet box that sits nearby. You reach for it-
And Ramattra snatches the box up with a tut, âNo peeking.â
âFine.â You sigh exaggeratedly, watching as he skims over the tools heâs acquired in the last half week. A bottle of antiseptic, forceps, a marker-- and your eyes wander to a small package of needles. Your stomach tightens a little just seeing them, so you look at him instead, distracting yourself as Ramattra finishes his preparations. âWhere did you decide?â
He doesnât answer immediately, instead gently putting one finger under your chin and turning your head away. His other hand drifts over your ear- and eventually catches the little flap in front of your ear canal between thumb and forefinger. âHere.â His hands abandon you, turning back to his tools and grabbing the marker. âIt is called the tragus.â
You hum in acknowledgement, but otherwise keep still as he focuses on your ear. Carefully, methodically- Ramattra touches the tip of the marker to your skin.
He draws your chin back towards him, examining the dot heâs made from the front before retrieving and handing you a mirror. âThis is⊠acceptable?â He prompts as you look at your reflection. You could almost laugh; the ink of the marker is perfectly centered- likely is, mathematically. You knew heâd be good at this.
âYeah, it looks perfect.â You look at the mark a moment more, picturing jewelry in its spot. It is⊠a strange location. âWhyâd you pick this one?â
Ramattra pauses, his turn towards his tools a little too intentional. âIf you wish to remove it later, any scarring should not be too disruptive.â
Something tightens in your chest. You reach out to him, gently touch his forearm. His head only slightly turns back towards you, just enough for you to see the corner of one slit. âIâm not going anywhere.â You say it, squeeze his arm again and hope heâll internalize it this time. His only response is a small hum, an acknowledgement of the words, if not their meaning. So, you redirect him. âCan I see the jewelry now?â
Again, Ramattra hesitates, but caves with a halting, âYes, I suppose so.â He holds the box a second too long- so tiny in his big hands- but offering it to you.
You donât even hide your ecstatic grin as you take it- too excited at the possibilities. His designs are always so sleek, but you donât know what he would choose for you to wear. You crack open the box- and the first thing you recognize is the color. Purple- the exact shade as his accents, as his jaw. But itâs not just his paint- you hold the tiny box closer and squint. Itâs almost an inverted teardrop shape, but not quite. There is a silver dot embedded in the lower half, the point that would be sharp is clipped, a notch taken out of the wider top⊠You look at it for a moment longer- and your excitement melts into something warmer, recognition.
âItâs your chest plateâŠâ You murmur and reach for him again. Only the lower half is visible under his tan cowl, but Ramattra stands still, lets you lift the soft fabric to reveal his own inverted teardrop- the purple latch right in the center of his chest.
âThereâs moreâŠâ His voice falters, rasping through a whisper, strained with the same feeling thatâs twisting in your throat.
You look back to the jewelry, unsure how there could be more meaning lain into it- but you take it from the little velvet cushions that hold it in place- and understand. The back of it is green with tiny golden lines etched into it. A circuit board. You brow pinches for a moment, dragging a nail over the back- feeling the protective coating over the circuits. Itâs too small, too clipped to be functional. Just decorative, symbolic?
âWhen IâŠâ He starts and stops, stepping closer to you- laying one hand on the outside of your thigh. âWhen I installedâŠ. that I also had to replace and redesign some chips that were in my hips for functionality. I⊠kept the originals.â
âThis is⊠you?â You murmur, tracing the tiny golden threads again. An actual chip from his body⊠âOr, was part of you?â
Ramattra nods stiffly, watches as you examine the tiny thing. âItâs⊠acceptable?â
âYeah.â You sniffle, âI love it, RamaâŠâ then hurriedly put the jewelry back in its box and shove it back towards him. You rub at your watering eyes and force out a tight, âHurry up and pierce me before I cry.â
Ramattra nods again, shifting easily into his practiced movements. He swaps your ear with antiseptic and dips the piercing into the bottle, laying it on a sheet to dry as he picks up his tools. You focus on his faceplate and stare up at him as he steps in front of you. He waits there a moment- soaks in your gaze before touching your chin and urging you to turn your head just as he had earlier.
You close your eyes, donât look as he clamps the forceps down.
âBreathe.â His voice rumbles, so close to your ear. You shiver, but obey- taking in the cool air of his workspace, the scent of his oil, relax into the warm proximity of him-
And as you exhale he pierces you. Hot pain washes over the whole side of your head. You clench your teeth, try not to flinch as he moves quickly, replacing pieces with a smoothness that you shouldâve expected from him.
âGood,â He praises, still low and quiet and so close to you- and finally he pushes his design into the backing.
Ramattra steps away, but you grab at him- hands landing on the silver handles at his hips. He stops, turns towards you- and the tears youâd managed to suppress before being stabbed boil over.
âDoes it hurt? I-â
Youâre crying before you can even wrap your arms around him.And realizing youâre crying into his cowl- your face pressed right up against the exact plate he used as a design makes you weep harder. But he steps right up against the table and shushes you, strokes your back with an affection no one else has even seen in him.
âI love you,â You manage between shoulder-racking sobs- and something inside Ramattra shudders.
So quickly he adjusts, no longer holding you to his broad chest, but near doubling over, half lifting you off the table to press his faceplate into your shoulder. He buries himself in the warmth of your body- and shudders again as your grasp scrabbles over his back, no longer cinched around his tiny waist, but sliding up under his cowl, grabbing at the long bars of armor and holding yourself up against him.
âI love you so much,â You murmur to him, half broken by sniffles- and he squeezes your ribs in turn.
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"Do you understand?" she asks him, looking right into his eyes. "You need to understand this to be with Henry. He is the most loving, nurturing, selfless person you could hope to meet, but there is a sadness and a hurt in him that is tremendous, and you may very well never truly understand it, but you need to love it as much as you love the rest of him, because that's him. That is him, part and parcel. And he is prepared to give it all to you, which is far more than I ever, in a thousand years, thought I would see him do."
Alex sits, trying for a long moment to absorb it, and says, "I've...never I haven't been through anything like that," he says, voice rough. "But I've always felt it, in him. There's this side of him that's...unknowable." He takes a breath.
"But the thing is, jumping off cliffs is kinda my thing. That's the choice. I love him, with all that, because of all that. On purpose. I love him on purpose."
Bea smiles gently. "Then you'll do fine."
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I have a request if they're still open.
Alastor decides to hire Reader as a radio intern. He first did it for entertainment, sending them out to do ridiculously hard and long tasks for his own amusement, like fetching him coffee from the other side of Hell in a super short period of time or proof reading scripts that he purposely made completely illegible to anyone but himself, but had slowly begun to fall for them the longer they stuck around.
ALASTOR - H.H.
Prompt: Being Alastor's radio intern.
Thank you for your request anon! I hope you'll enjoy this one!
Word count: 1.5k+ words. Genre/other tags: Fluff. Humour. Warnings: None.
You were unfortunate to have your soul be owned by the renowned Radio-Demon. Tough luck. You were merely a desperate soul who needed a major favour to be done by yours truly, and are now forever tied and forced to do his bidding. You initially expected a life-time of torture and pain, but was pleasantly surprised when he had requested for you to be his personal radio-intern-slash-assistant.
"Dear Charlie and I have been so, so busy and I just need an extra hand is all...and that's where you come in!" He chimed, pinching your cheek. Alastor explained that he needed someone to assist in managing his radio-broadcasts and schedules while he was out playing hotelier. And just as you thought that you were off the hook, it turns out that this had been his own, little way of torturing you.
Alastor made you do the most ridiculous and tedious tasks ever â like fetching a cup of coffee from a cafe situating on the other side of Hell, or obtain some weird, obscure item from sketchy shops in the most dangerous and chaotic districts in all the Nine Circles, only for it to have little to no significance to him at all. Of course, you did some actual radio-intern-related tasks, but it didn't make things any easier for you. More so than often, Alastor would give you a stack-pile of his broadcast scripts to proof-read. The only problem was that all of it was mostly illegible, almost appearing like chicken scratch. It was then that you knew for certain he was doing this as some sort of sick entertainment for himself, knowing that he had the neatest penmanship amongst the entire team. Oh, and don't even get started with the ridiculous deadlines!
All in all, Alastor was constantly giving you a hard time. However, you were determined to not let him continue to walk all over you. After some time, you were slowly getting used to his strange requests and behaviours, and managed to find ways to work around them. Oh, he wanted his oddly specific order of coffee? You already had it ordered beforehand, and even had the beans supplied to have it readily brewed in the Hotel. He asked for some random-ass antique item? You had already established some connections during your previous commutes, and will have it delivered on the doorstep the next day. You needed to proof-read his scripts? You've learnt to decipher his hieroglyphics and were able to get them done hours before its deadline, whilst also adding in a few of your own critiques and comments.
Already a couple months in the job and you've already got it in the bag. And if he was being honest, Alastor was surprised with your progress. Dare say that he was even impressed! It was like no matter what he had thrown your way, you were able to catch it with ease. Yes, he had to admit: he did initially hire you for his own entertainment â you were his little play-thing when boredom struck â but you had proved yourself as an important asset and massive help towards him and the Hotel. You even went out of your way to help with tasks in the Hotel, such as tending the front desk with Cherri, assisting in the kitchen with Nifty, and even managing some group activities alongside Charlie and Vaggie.
You were incredibly hard-working, selfless and compassionate. Alastor and everyone in the Hotel could see it. It initially ticked Alastor off, seeing that his plans were foiled and were tailored to your favour, but the more you stuck around and spent time with himself and everyone else, he genuinely began enjoying your company. And vice versa. When he wasn't being the overbearing and unreasonable boss that he can be, you actually found yourself having fun in Alastor's presence, now often chuckling at his jokes and schemes.
But that wasn't the only thing that changed.
Alastor came to a stark realisation that he had developed feelings for you. It was a foreign feeling to him, which initially confused him at first but it filled him with such warmth that his cold-heart craved for. He found himself seeking your presence constantly (more than usual, that is), always making an effort to talk to you (again, more than usual), and at times, forcing you to stay in his office while he worked on his scripts, and even have you sit through his broadcasts. Even if it wasn't obvious, Alastor's feelings were overwhelming him with each passing day â he didn't know how to go about it.Â
So Alastor resorted to what he does with most things â in straight-forward and curt fashion, of course.Â
"S-Sir, you...y-you want me to do what?" You stuttered, a rapid and violent blush suddenly taking over your face. "I said, I want you to go out with me!" Alastor repeated nonchalantly, all the while jokingly tapping a finger on his microphone, "hello, hello? Is this thing on? Testing, testing!" You couldn't help but gawk at the deer-demon and his bluntness. He had summoned you to his office out-of-the-blue, requesting your presence urgently in the midst of an activity session you were co-hosting with Vaggie. With the way he went about it, you would've thought that there was some sort of emergency. Not...well, not this.
"...Go out with you? Like...on a walk, or something?" You slowly reiterated, trying to get a grasp on what he was trying to say. Alastor hums to himself, tapping his chin in thought. "Well, if that's what you prefer to do on our date, then I suppose that would be quite swell! We can fit that right in once we've had our dinner," He nods after a brief momentâs contemplation. It nearly sent your eyes popping out of its sockets. "Woah, woah! A-A date?! You mean, a date?! Withâwith me?!" You exclaimed, pointing to yourself in disbelief. The Overlord rose a brow.
"Why, of course! You're the only one in the room that I'm currently talking to, dear! Oh, hoh, you're quite silly, aren't you?" He chuckles, shaking his head. "B-But...don't you think this is likeâI don't know, a bit unprofessional, sir?" You timidly ask, picking at your fingers, "you are my boss, after all..."
Alastor tilted his head to the side, humming, "Hm, perhaps. But I believe weâve already crossed that boundary long ago, donât you think? Weâve treated each other like good, olâ comrades rather than just co-workers these past few months, have we not?â You blink. âIâŠI guess we have,â you blankly affirm. Â
âRight? So, with that being said, I can't help but want something more. I do wish to properly court you. After all, it's not everyday a mortal soul such as yourself could pique my interest. That means to say that youâre quite exceptional, dear!â You couldnât help but nervously chuckle at the flattery, shaking your head, âw-well, I donât know about thatââÂ
âOh, none of that nonsense!â He suddenly swoops in, waving a hand and shaking his head, âI donât think Iâve met anyone who has managed to keep up at my level the way you have. Itâs very impressive and admirable â take my word for it!âÂ
Alastor then suddenly evades your personal space, leaning down to eye-to-eye level with you. It startles you momentarily but you decidedly maintain eye-contact with him, too nervous to look away. It causes his grin to widen. "And I can bravely assume that you wouldn't mind taking up my offer...as you haven't yet made any effort or comment to decline it, hm?" He smartly comments, looking at you expectedly.Â
Well..damn, he got you there, didnât he? Because in truth, you did enjoy the playful dynamic you've established with him. You found satisfaction in the little praises and smiles Alastor would send your way whenever you accomplished something and slowly, you found yourself valuing his opinion of you. You then tried to up yourself with each passing day, and it was just as shocking for you when you came to terms with your own feelings.Â
And thatâs how you found yourself being courted by the Radio-Demon himself.Â
After that, nothing much had changed in your dynamic with Alastor â you still continued being his radio-assistant. Well, other than the fact that he had become more openly sweet towards you. This meant calling you a variety of pet-names and giving you a little less work for you when he knows youâve worked yourself hard enough. Small pecks and kisses will be rewarded when you would hand him his cup of coffee every morning, and he would invite you to join and sit on his lap when he would do his frequent broadcasts. He would also teasingly ask you to call him âsirâ, knowing that itâll fluster you so much â he just loved and enjoyed seeing you turn red all over. He even stopped with his hieroglyphics, reverting back to his usual handwriting when writing his scripts â the jokeâs gone a bit stale, he says. And at the end of a long, tiring day, Alastor would have you in his arms as you happily basked in each otherâs company.
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hes teaching wade how to be a hero by just being himself. and wade is like wow you're the best
when wade had nothing he was mostly focused on himself, not fixing anything, other people had to fix things for him a lil bit, or people got hurt because of him when they didn't have to.
logan has nothing, but he carefully listened to wade and saw wade and understood him.
but unlike the last movie he has to die fr like he used up cable's time travel for himself, he got vanessa in danger twice. he got the x force killed. he kinda stole cables family time from him.
but logan literally doesnt even have anything to sacrifice for, or to fight for, just like wade! and he's at peace with that and still so selfless. BUT logan has a higher purpose that is loving and taking care of mutants. wade has wade at number 1 kinda and saves people along the way (even if it is heroic it's everyone else hurt in the end except him)
now wade will manage to die, but without even anything waiting for him on the other side, he stopped being selfish. logan would have the x men waiting in heaven but wade would have no one. that's pretty scary....that's sacrifice and nobody would be hurt. :-)
wades hero wolverine kinda came to be his hero finally and show him temperance and love. BUT THEN wade showed wolverine love and temperance making the even greater sacrifice. becoming a true hero like wolverine!!
cassandra missed charles to teach her as her other half. and wade missed logan as his other half.
wade was like HELP THEM I CANT DO IT YOU DO IT. and then logan taught him how!!
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Cozened Indigo - Part Three
Pairing: Modern!Aemond Targaryen x f!reader Warnings: Mentions of murder, dark themes, smut, dubious consent, allusions to no consent. Dead dove; do not eat. Dear god, please mind the tags. Word count: ~9.6k
Summary: The article goes live and a verdict is delivered.
Author's note: I have put my journalism degree to use here, to ensure as much accuracy as possible. However, as Westeros is a fictional place, I have warped certain laws and regulations regarding court reporting for the purpose of the story. Please suspend your disbelief for the sake of a fictional tale. No tag list. Follow @fics-by-ewanmitchellcrumbs and turn on post notifications. Community labels are for cops.
âRhaenyra has gotten wind of the fact that Aemond has spoken to the press, so now sheâs doing an interview too â with White Knight Magazine.â
Larysâ words play on a loop in her mind as she sits heavily in her office chair, dread forming a pit in her stomach as anxiety flutters unbridled within her chest. Her interviews with Aegon and Helaena are set for tomorrow, she still has to do her background research on them both, alongside transcribing all of her interviews with Aemond. With just two weeks to do it all, and with Rhaenyraâs pending interview looming over it, it feels too huge an obstacle to overcome. She is being set up for failure, made all the more humiliating by the fact that the feature from the opposing side is to be featured in the publication that effectively put an end to her career. It has to be deliberate, there is no way it's a coincidence.
Itâs not until she sees the droplet of moisture splatter upon her desk that she realises sheâs crying. Burying her face in her hands, she draws in a shuddering breath, attempting to pull herself together.
Not here. Not in the office,
âEverything okay?â
Startled, her head snaps up to look at Royce, his features pinching into a look of concern as she sniffles and hurriedly wipes at her eyes.
âDoesnât everyone cry at their desk occasionally?â She jokes, attempting to play it off with a watery laugh.
âLetâs step into my office,â he responds softly, not giving her a chance to reply as he turns and walks away.
She sighs, tipping her head back and uttering a quiet âfuckâ before following him.
âWant to tell me whatâs really going on?â Royce says, perching on the edge of his desk and folding his arms, as she closes the door behind her.
The weariness that has weighed upon her since her discovery of the upcoming Targaryen trial settles over her with a heavy finality, as she meets his gaze with exhausted resignation.Â
âI canât do this, Royce. Put me back on the Flea Bottom curfew piece.â
âWhat? Why?!â He narrows his eyes, leaning forward slightly.
âRhaenyra - Aemondâs half sister - is doing an interview of her own.â
âSo?â
âWith White Knight Magazine.â
âAh.â
âThe deadline is too tight, Iâll never be finished in time.â She sags against the office door, wrapping her arms around herself.
âWhatâs the hold up?â
Exasperatedly, she drags a hand through her hair. âI have all of my interviews with Aemond to transcribe still, and thatâs before I even begin writing the piece. On top of that, I now have to interview Aegon and Helaena, and Iââ
âWoahâ, Royce interrupts, âthe brother and sister have agreed to be interviewed by you?â
âYes, tomorrow, and I havenât even started my background research on them yet. What am I going to do?!â
Royce reaches behind him, lifting the box of Kleenex from his desk. He gently tosses it towards her and she catches it, smiling gratefully as she plucks one out to dab at her eyes and nose.
âYouâre going to go home, and do your background research, and prepare for your interviews tomorrow. You can leave your transcription with me. Iâll do it for you.â
âYou?â She looks at him wide eyed with incredulity, balling the tissue up in her fist. âYou didnât even want me working on this story in the first place, why would you want to help me?â
âItâs not entirely selflessâ, he says with a shrug, âthis feature will be huge for The Gazette, itâs in my best interests to make sure you get it done.â
âMakes sense,â she admits with a nod. âThank you.â
âSend me your audio files,â he instructs, pushing himself back into a standing position, âand then go home and get to work. Your runny mascara is bad for office morale.â
Face given a thorough clean with a wet wipe, a few hours later she sits curled up on her sofa, her gaze fixed intently on her laptop. Royce offering to do her transcription for her has shifted some of the burden from her, and she feels lighter as she clicks through each of the articles she finds regarding Helaena and Aegon Targaryen.
Helaena seems like an anomaly within the family, a blinding white beacon of joy within an ocean of misery. She is heavily involved in environmental conservation, an activist for animal rights and has received several awards for her charitable work. If she has anything at all positive to say about her younger brother, then it would be a huge help to the article.
Aegon, on the other hand, is not quite so impressive. There is little to no evidence that she can find which alludes to his morality or personality, though if the photographs splashed across trashy tabloids of him drunkenly falling out of nightclubs, and parading down the street with an ever changing array of women on his arm are anything to go by, then itâs not good. Thereâs a small article regarding his brief stint in a rehab facility, which offers a glimmer of hope, but only the interview itself will tell for certain.
As her taxi drives slowly up the expansive and seemingly never ending driveway of the Targaryen-Hightower mansion the following morning, she is momentarily stunned by the grandiosity of it all. She had known the family was rich, but this seems obscene. The property is located on a hill in the centre of Kingâs Landing, which overlooks the city, serving as an unnecessary physical reminder of how far above everyone else the family is, or at least considers themselves to be.
Her driver had been buzzed through the main gate via an intercom on the drive up to the house, so she is surprised to find no one is waiting for her once she steps out of the car. Standing in front of the large, forest green front door she lifts the ring pull of the bronze dragon head knocker and raps it against the wood three times.
She shuffles from foot to foot, anxiously waiting. A full minute passes and she is about to knock again, when the door swings open. A mop of disheveled, wavy, silver blonde hair and tired blue eyes greet her as she looks into the face of Aegon Targaryen.
As her gaze travels downwards she sees he is dressed in only a pair of low riding grey jogging bottoms and a dark green robe, which isnât tied. She falters, blinking rapidly and clearing her throat, as she looks back at his face. The lazy smirk painted across his features is unnerving.
âMr. Targaryen?â
âAegon,â he corrects her. âYou the reporter?â
She nods, shifting her bag to the opposite shoulder. âRightâŠAegon. Am I too early? Larys said 11am.â
He gives a slight shrug. âI must have gotten carried away with my beauty sleep. Guess youâd better come in.â
Aegon leaves the door open, padding on bare feet through the foyer. She follows him, eyes wide as she takes in the opulence of the high ceilings and expensive art that adorns the walls.
He leads her through to the kitchen, opening the double doors of a large silver refrigerator.
âGet you a beer?â He asks, pulling a bottle out before biting the cap off with his teeth.
She winces. âNot for me, thanks, bit early.â
He takes a drink, nodding as he mulls over her response. âIâd offer you a bloody mary, but weâre out of tomato juice.â
She is about to laugh, until she sees that heâs sincere, so bites back the urge. âHonestly, Iâm fine. Got a water bottle in my bag.â
âFair enough,â he utters, leaning forward on his elbows on the kitchen island as he sets the bottle down. âSo, how does this work?â
âI just want to ask a few questions about your brother, Aemond. Have you got a place youâd like to go to do that?â
âWhy not right here?â
She raises her eyebrows slightly, taken aback by the informality, before nodding. He watches her intently as she rummages in her bag, taking out her dictaphone and placing it on the granite surface that separates them. âWill we not be interrupted?â
âNah, mumâs gone with grandad to visit Aemond. Thatâs why Larys set up the interview for today. Theyâre pissed off that heâs spoken to the press, so better for you to be here when they arenât.â
She purses her lips, pushing down her unease, before nodding towards the dictaphone. âI need to record this. That okay?â
His gaze rests upon the recording device for a moment, before he takes another long swig of his beer. âYeah,â he finally says.
She pulls out a wooden bar stool, sitting upon it before she presses record. âWeâll start with your childhood. What was Aemond like growing up?â
âA twat,â Aegon shoots back quickly, causing the corners of her mouth to turn up into the faintest of smiles.
âCan you elaborate?â
Aegon sighs, scrubbing a hand over his face. âHe justâŠtook everything really seriously. He never had a sense of humour about anything.â
âSo, you didnât like him?â
âI didnât say that.â
âWhat are you saying?â
âHeâs my brother, I love him, weâre just very different.â
âDifferent how?â
âAemond is ambitious, heâs hard working. Iâm not, I just wantâŠâ
She raises an eyebrow as he trails off. âYou just want..?â
âTo be happy,â he mutters.
âAnd are you?â
He scoffs. âI thought this interview was about my brother?â
âDo you think your brother was ever happy growing up?â
âHe had his eye carved out of his skull when he was ten, of course he wasnât!â
âBy your nephew, Lucerys?â
Aegonâs brow furrows with anger, his tone dark and clipped. âLittle shit got what was coming to him.â
Her breath catches in her throat, her blood turning icy in her veins as she stares at him, wide eyed. Slowly, with a shaky hand she reaches forward to press the stop button on the dictaphone.Â
Aegon drains the remnants of his beer, heavily setting the bottle back down and lowering his gaze as he grips the edge of the kitchen island.
When she eventually finds her voice, it comes out as a strained whisper. âDo you think Aemond killed him on purpose?â
His mouth quirks, eyes obscured slightly by the hair that has fallen into his face as he looks slowly back up at her. The air feels thick, and she realises sheâs holding her breath as she waits for him to respond.
âIs this the lady thatâs here to interview us?â A quiet voice comes from behind her.
She jumps, turning on her stool to look at the woman that hovers in the kitchen entryway, dressed in a white vest top and powder blue harem pants. Her hair falls in soft, loose, silver blonde waves almost to her waist, her eyes hold a faraway, dreamy quality. This must be Helaena.
Aegon nods. âYeah, she was just interviewing me.â
âOhâŠâ Helaena deflates slightly, clasping her hands in front of. âIâve interrupted.â
Her brother shakes his head, pushing away from the counter and walking from the kitchen. âNo. No, you didnât. Weâd just finished, all yours.â
She watches him retreat, before turning her focus to his sister.
Well, thatâs the end of that then.
âHi,â Helaena says with a soft smile, extending her hand as she steps forward. âItâs so nice to meet you.â
She takes her hand, feeling the Targaryan woman noticeably flinch at the contact, giving it the briefest of shakes before letting go. âYou must be Helaena.â
âI am,â she says nodding, clutching her hands in front of her once more. âSorry about Aegon, he just has a hangoverâŠhe always has a hangover.â
Her gaze turns sad and she looks away. For a few seconds it seems as if sheâs not even there anymore, and she wonders where sheâs gone, before Helaena returns to the present and smiles once more.
âShall we go up to my room?â
She trails after her up the stairs, looking at the antiquities that decorate the vast amount of space that makes up the house, until they reach Helaenaâs bedroom. Stepping inside she is taken aback by the brightness of it, it feels like she has entered another universe separate from the darkened surrounds of the rest of the mansion.
Floral wallpaper adorns the walls, with a variation of frames containing pin mounted insects and butterflies. She turns to a shelving unit, picking up an expensive looking crystal beetle to examine it as it sparkles in the sunlight.
âThis is beautiful,â she muses more to herself than Helaena.
âYou like it?â She asks, causing her to look up, suddenly embarrassed at having handled a strangerâs belongings without asking.
âSorry,â she replies, flustered, placing the beetle back on its shelf. âNever seen anything like it.â
âYou can have it if you want,â Helaena quips with an easy shrug.
She blinks rapidly, unsure if she has heard her correctly. âPardon?â
âIf you like it, you should have it,â she tells her, sitting on the edge of her bed.
Itâs a sweet gesture that comes from a place of childlike innocence, but is also indicative of how shockingly out of touch wealth makes people. Of course she doesnât mind if she gives away something so expensive, not when the resource is there to easily replace it.
âThatâs very kind, but I couldnât,â she says, taking out her recorder. âI donât want to intrude upon too much of your day. Shall we get started?â
Helaena is easier to interview than Aegon had been. She speaks kindly of Aemond, and as she listens she finds herself feeling more and more sad, not just for Aemond but for the entire family. Helaena had always wanted a sisterly relationship with Rhaenyra, but with a seventeen year age gap and Rhaenyraâs apparent resentment at no longer being an only child, it never happened. Where Aegon had often made fun of her, Aemond had been good to Helaena when they were growing up, patient and understanding of her tendency to daydream and fascination with insects.
âI donât want my brother to go to prison,â she says sadly, âI just want us to be a family.â
âDo you think that thatâs what Aemond wants too?â
âI donât know what my brother wants anymore. I donât think he knows himself.â
As her taxi drives her back towards home, dread settles in her stomach like a heavy stone. She canât help but wonder what Aegon would have said if Helaena hadnât interrupted them. There is no denying that the Targaryens are a family that are steeped in tragedy, but amidst it all something unseen and sinister lurks, looming with the sense that by the time she stumbles upon it, sheâll be too far in to back out.
âFor you,â Royce says the following morning, depositing a USB drive onto her desk.
âAre those the transcriptions?â She asks, looking up at him with wide eyed wonder. âThat was quick work.â
âItâs a tight deadlineâ, he replies with a smirk. âHow did your interviews go yesterday?â
Little shit got what was coming to him.
She draws in a breath, unsure of what guides her actions. âI only interviewed Helaena in the end. Aegon was too hungover.â
âA shame, but one interview is better than nothing. Send me the audio and Iâll transcribe that for you too, so you can crack on with the writing.â
âYouâre a lifesaver, thank you.â
âI know,â Royce says with a wink, before walking away.
She picks up her dictaphone, hovering over the audio file for Aegonâs interview.
Little shit got what was coming to him.
There is no way she can allow Royce to hear that, though she cannot put her finger on why. Before she has a chance to dwell on it further, she erases the recording and gets to work uploading Helaenaâs to her computer, then emails it to Royce.
Over the following week, she works hard on the feature, painting a picture of the enigma that is Aemond Targaryen in his own words, as well as his sisterâs. Itâs a heart wrenching piece, a tale of a misfit little boy, maimed at the age of ten and left to live with the consequences of it. However, instead of collapsing into despair or falling back on a comfortable lifestyle, funded by his familyâs fortune, he had studied hard and was an accomplished solicitor within his grandfatherâs law firm. He had overcome his disability to train in athletic pursuits such as mixed martial arts and long distance running, and is knowledgeable in the fields of both history and philosophy. There is no denying that Aemond Targaryen is impressive, even without having to navigate the difficulties of losing an eye.
Once the article has been thoroughly vetted by Royce, it goes to print, landing on newsstands the exact same day as Rhaenyraâs interview in White Knight Magazine. Aemond cuts an imposing figure in the photograph used in the double page spread, a sinister presence in direct opposition with the content of the article. And still there is something that niggles at the back of her mind, a stone she has left unturned. Was she right to omit Aegonâs interview? She supposes it is of little consequence, itâs too late now.Â
White Knight is a larger publication, so occupies a more prominent shelf space than the Duskendale Gazette. However, upon news spreading that a feature with the elusive Targaryen second son is contained within its pages, it sells out quickly, with an urgent extra print run needing to be made to supply the demand for more copies, despite additional copies having been printed in the first place, in anticipation of the articleâs popularity. But they hadnât anticipated just how popular the feature would be.
As she stands in the newsagents, looking at both publications on the shelf, she is struck by the thought that this presents itself as forcing the public to choose a side, despite neither article making mention of the murder or impending trial.
She reads Rhaenyraâs feature, and cannot help but feel sympathy for her. A young woman whose world was rocked when her best friend had married her father after her mother had died, and then made to feel displaced by the children that that relationship had produced. Already having to deal with the animosity that divides the family in the wake of her fatherâs death, she now must cope with the grief of losing her son.
Whose side should she choose? She wishes more than anything that Aegon had answered her question, it would doubtless make for an easier decision.
Her phone buzzing in her pocket pulls her out of her reverie and she huffs an irritated sigh as she sees Larysâ name flashing on her screen. She had assumed her dealings with him would be over once the article went to print. It appears she was wrong.
âNice work,â he drawls into the receiver once sheâs answered. âYouâve painted quite the picture.â
âHas he seen it?â
âAemond? Yes, I ensured he received a copy this morning. Heâs pleased with how itâs turned out. Thatâs why Iâm calling, actually.â
âThe articleâs published, what more is there to say?â
Larys clicks his tongue, his tone dripping with condescension. âNow, now, we did you a favour in letting you run this feature. Youâll have every publication in Westeros beating down your door to commission you after today. Donât you think a little gratitude is in order?â
âGratitude?!â She snipes back. âIsn't it enough that Iâve painted a rosy picture of aâŠâ
Murderer.
She canât bring herself to say the word, there is still a seed of doubt in her mind, yet Larys knows what she means regardless.
âAlleged,â he corrects her. âAll Aemond wants to do is say thank you, surely a phone call couldnât hurt?â
âDo not give him my phone number,â she seethes.
âVery well. But youâll be at the trial?â
âItâs a closed courtroom.â
âIt is. Selected press only, to avoid it becoming a media circus, but I can get you on the list.â
âIâm not supposed to be covering the trial.â
âAnd you wonât be, donât worry, I can still get you in.â
âYouâve come this far. May as well see it through to the end.â
Aemondâs words echo in her mind, and she relents with a sigh. Itâs not as if she isnât curious. âAlright, fine.â
âExcellent. See you then.â
The line goes dead.
The trial is to last three days. A day for the prosecution to deliver their testimonies, a day for the defense to present their case, and a day for the jury to deliberate and then pass their verdict, with subsequent sentencing from the judge. Rhaenyra is pushing for a murder sentence, while the other side of the family argue it was an accident.
The tightly wound knots of dread that have made their home inside of her over the last month are prominent as ever as she arrives at the courthouse on the first day. She is ushered in after giving her name, though not towards the sparsely populated press seats as she had assumed she would be.
Bile rises acridly in her throat, her eyes widening in horror as she realises she is being led towards the public gallery to sit with Aemondâs side of the family. Despite wanting to remain neutral, she is being given a side, without the option to choose, though deep down she knows she had subconsciously made her choice the moment she decided to interview Aemond. The idea makes her feel nauseated.
The entire family is tense as she takes a seat next to them. Aegon side eyes her uncomfortably, while Helaena, though she forces a smile, is fidgety and withdrawn. Itâs clear she would rather be anywhere but here. Otto bristles at the sight of her, rising slightly from his seat, before Alicent places a hand on his forearm, urging him back down again.
âAemond wants her here,â she whispers, patting her fatherâs hand as he sighs and turns his gaze ahead.
Despite defending her presence, the Hightower matriarch doesnât acknowledge her, keeping her eyes fixed upon her nails, which look red raw around the edges.
An eerie silence falls over the courtroom as Aemond is led out towards the dock, accompanied by a prison officer. He is stony raised as he is seated, keeping his attention fixed on a far point towards the back of the room, though she is certain that for just a second she sees his eye flicker to her, the briefest of smirks tugging at the corners of his mouth. Her stomach somersaults and she forces herself to look away. When she looks back, heâs staring towards the back of the courtroom once more.
âAll rise for the honourable Judge Wylde,â a member of staff calls out, and she stands with everyone else, watching as the judge sweeps into the courtroom, taking a seat at the bench, before they are all instructed to sit once more.
Rhaenyraâs solicitor, Erryk Cargyll, delivers the opening statement for the prosecutionâs case, claiming that his client has grounds to believe that the death of her son was deliberate and premeditated.
The hours feel as though they drag by as statements are delivered by Rhaenyra, her sons, Jacaerys and Joffrey, and her husband, Laenor. Though all are clearly emotional, and still reeling from the death of Lucerys, none of them actually saw what happened. The evidence is all purely circumstantial, with nothing concrete. Rhaenyra appears visibly distressed, and her heart aches for her knowing that Larys is likely to tear her apart during his questioning.
She isnât wrong. Larysâ questions hinge upon the fact that her dislike for her half siblings is what guides her judgements and he repeatedly asks if she saw what happened. She appears flustered, stumbling over her words, growing more emotional as the questioning grows more pointed.
Looking over at Alicent, she sees a harrowed look in her eyes, her expression solemn as she stares wide eyed at her former friend from the public gallery, gripping her fatherâs hand tightly. It is awful to watch, and she is desperate to leave.
Unsurprisingly, Aemond is calm and collected as he is questioned by both Larys and Erryk, keeping his answers clipped and simple. Saying that he had been eager to get away from the family gathering, and had not seen Lucerys as heâd struck him in his haste to drive off. He never falters, even under the heated cross examination from Erryk, asking if heâd been motivated by the injury sustained as a child in his killing of Lucerys. Aemond replies with a simple âno, it was an accidentâ,
By the time the court is adjourned for the day, she is exhausted both mentally and emotionally. She feels for Rhaenyra, it is clear to see how much she loves her son, and she just wants justice for him. Yet her case is flimsy, and she knows that Aemondâs defense will deal the killing blow tomorrow. On the other hand, Aemond could be telling the truth, in which case, horrible as it is, is it fair that he should be hauled over the coals for an accident? Heâll serve a prison sentence either way.
Despite her tiredness, sleep does not come easy for her that night, knowing she will have to do this all again tomorrow.
The following day, as sheâd expected, the defence tears apart Rhaenyraâs case, especially when they call Dr. Orwyle to the witness stand. He is apparently the doctor that had treated Aemond when he initially lost his eye, and had helped him with pain management and rehabilitation in the years that followed.
The doctorâs statement deduces that Aemondâs lack of depth perception means it is not advisable for him to drive at night, due to reduced visibility, so it is entirely plausible he would not have seen Lucerys at all as heâd driven away.
Larysâ closing statement underscores it all; âso, you see your honour, my client was in such emotional distress that evening that he felt he had no choice but to leave. It was an honest accident. Is Aemond Targaryen careless? Yes. But a killer? No.â
âFucking liar!â Rhaenyra cries out, jumping to her feet, her voice fraught with emotion.
âOrder!â Judge Wylde shouts across the courtroom.
She bows her head, drawing in a withering sigh. The trial is over, itâs just the verdict and sentencing to go now.
When she looks back up, a shiver runs the length of her spine; Aemond is staring directly at her. Heâs smiling.
She allows her curiosity to get the better of her, once the court is adjourned for the day, catching up to Aegon as he walks from the courtroom. He whips around as she gently grabs his arm, his brows knitting together in confusion as he looks at her.
âIâll never hear the end of it from Mum, if she sees me talking to you,â he mutters, attempting to pull away.
âI know,â she says, stepping in front of him to block his path, âbut Iâll be quick. I just need to know, when I asked you the other day if you thought Aemond had killed Luceys on purpose, what would you have said if Helaena hadnât interrupted us?â
Aegon sighs, rolling his eyes as he steps around her. âI think you already knew the answer to that when you omitted my interview. It doesnât matter really though, does it?â He says to her, as he begins walking away. âHeâs going to prison either way.â
His words bring her little comfort, and she stands, watching with unease, as he descends the steps at the front of the building. In a sense, he is right, it doesnât matter now, and her article is already published. She hates herself for it.
She feels sick with nerves the following day, as the final closing statements are read out, and sheâs unsure why. Aemond is nothing to her, and yet she feels that she has played a part in this all the same, will somehow be responsible for whatever verdict is reached, whether itâs the right one or not.
 The faces of Rhaenyra, Laenor and Jacaerys are sullen and angry on one side of the courtroom, while Alicent and Helaena look fraught with worry. Otto and Aegon sit stony faced and impassive.
It takes the jury just one hour to reach their verdict.
The clerk of the court calls out, âWill the foreman of the jury please stand? Have you reached a verdict on which you are all agreed?â
When the foreman answers in the affirmative, the clerk continues. âOn the first count in the indictment, murder in the first degree, do you find the accused guilty or not guilty?â
âNot guilty.â
Rhaenyra collapses into Laenorâs arms with a sob, as Jacaerys jumps to his feet, shouting obscenities. Itâs not until Judge Wylde threatens to have him removed that order is restored in the court, and the verdict can continue.
She looks to Aemond, sitting in the dock, his gaze lowered, the silver strands of his hair obscuring his face, so sheâs unable to see his reaction, but she can tell from the movement of his wrists that heâs fiddling with his fingers. Is he nervous? He has been so stoic throughout this entire process, to see him falter is unnerving. She finds herself unable to look away as the final verdict is read out.
âOn the second count in the indictment, manslaughter, do you find the accused guilty or not guilty?â
âGuilty.â
Aemond looks to his mother as the verdict is read out, her brown eyes doleful and filled with tears as she gazes back at him. Rhaenyra storms from the courtroom, the heavy wooden double doors flinging wide open as she departs, quickly followed by Laenor and Jacaerys.
âHeâs going to prison,â Helaena whispers sadly.
âThat was always going to happen,â Aegon retorts with a heavy sigh.
When the judge passes a sentence of ten years, Alicent buries her face in her hands and sobs.
âHeâll be out in five, if he behaves himselfâ, Otto says quietly, in an attempt to reassure her.
âBut our family is torn apart forever,â she whispers tearfully.
She has seen all she needs to see, and cannot stomach watching or hearing anymore. Rising from her seat, she hurries from the courtroom and outside to the top of the steps, sucking in steadying breaths to help calm the rising panic within her.
Her obligation to Aemond is complete, so she doesnât understand why this has affected her the way it has. Likely the result of being trapped in such a toxic setting for the last three days, which makes her all the more determined to get away.
Pulling out her phone, she is about to open the taxi app, when Larys calls to her from the entryway of the courthouse. âHeâd like to see you.â
âWhat?!â She asks incredulously, turning to look at him with a scowl. âWhat for?!â
âTo say thank you, and goodbye. You rejected the offer of a phone call, perhaps you can give Aemond a few moments of your time to say his piece in person?â
âIâve just given three days of my life watching a grieving mother be made a mockery of for his benefit, donât you think heâs had enough from me already?â
âI can get you into the holding room for a few minutes, before his family go to see him, ahead of him being transferred back to Dragonstone. Just a few minutes, and then all of this is behind you. He has asked to see you specifically.â
She pinches the bridge of her nose exasperatedly. âYou arenât going to take no for an answer, are you?â
Aemond would look handsome in the all black, expensively tailored suit heâd worn for court, were it not for the handcuffs that bind his wrists together, reminding her that heâs a convicted criminal.
âSpeak then,â she says, as she sits down opposite him.
âI just wanted to say thank you, truly, for the article you wrote. You really are a talented writer, and Iâm sure great things are in store for you.â
She purses her lips, humming in acknowledgement, uncomfortable with the compliment. âThatâs quite alright.â
âI really enjoyed our chats together. Iâm going to miss them.â
She frowns, not at the words themselves, but the fact that they are sincere. He means what heâs saying. âIt was for a professional purpose,â she insists.
He shakes his head, leaning forward against the table. âI know you enjoyed them too.â
She shifts uncomfortably in her chair. âWell, theyâre over now.â
âThey donât have to be,â he says with a shrug, âten years is a long time, plenty of time for us to chat.â
She leans back, away from him, the familiar weight of dread settling over her once more. âAemond, I donât think thatâs aââ
He lurches forward across the table, grabbing her forearm, almost painfully so, his tone desperate and pleading. âSay youâll come to visit me!â
She is unsure of whether itâs because thereâs a part of her that secretly wants to, because she canât bear to see the look of anguish in his eye any longer, or if she just wants him to let go of her so she can leave, but she finds herself whispering back in a trembling voice âokay, I willâ.
It is not a promise she keeps.
Larys had been right, her article about Aemond is the spark that reignites her career. In the weeks following the publication of the feature, her email inbox had been inundated with offers of work from editors across a variety of different media outlets.
She had spent a long time chained to a desk at âThe Wallâ of the Duskendale Gazette, she did not much fancy swapping one static position for another. Eager to spread her wings, she had handed in her notice, despite Royceâs offer of a promotion. She craved freedom, and with her pick of what publications to write for, she made a successful career of freelancing. Over the next few years she had articles published in broadsheet newspapers and glossy, high end magazines alike, covering current events and interviewing high profile public figures. She made a comfortable living, until eventually she accepted the job of commissioning editor at Gold Cloak, a fashion and lifestyle magazine with a huge circulation and an even larger salary. She is almost able to put to the back of her mind the person who put her there in the first place. Almost.
In the months following Aemondâs sentencing, she had received several calls from an unknown number. On the one occasion she had picked up, it had begun with the automated message âan inmate from Dragonstone Prison is trying to reach youâŠâ She had hung up immediately, her heart lurching, remembering she had said she would visit him, but knowing full well she couldn't. Not because of the morality of the situation, but because of how strong her desire to go actually was. That was a part of her she was eager to suppress. As the calls had continued, she had eventually opted to change her number, and after that they had stopped.
Aemond Targaryen is no more than a meager itch at the back of her mind now. It has been five years since she last spoke to him.
The sunshine warms her skin through the glass of the cafĂ© window as she sits at the rounded wooden table, leaning back in her chair as her eyes scan over the article she has just had emailed to her. Deadline day is approaching for Gold Cloak, as they gear up to go to print with their next issue, and the last few stragglers are finally submitting their copy. Itâs an odd sensation to be appraising the words of others, instead of writing her own, but sheâs worked hard to get to this point, and itâs satisfying to be in a position where she is considered senior enough to dictate the contents of a major publication, not just contribute towards it.
Making the most of a work from home day, she has elected to visit her local coffee shop, watching the world pass by on a busy side street of Kingâs Landing, while the spicy aroma of her chai latte comforts her as she works.
She frowns when the sunlight she had been enjoying morphs into muted darkness. Her breath hitches, and she lets out a frightened gasp as she looks up to see Aemond standing over her.
âI didnât mean to startle you,â he says softly, âI saw you as I was passing and I wanted to say hello.â
His words do little to comfort her, and her eyes desperately scan the coffee shop. Itâs relatively busy, with lots of people, witnesses. Good.
He smirks. âIâm not here to hurt you, donât worry.â
She swallows thickly, shifting to sit fully upright in her seat. âWhat are youââ
âI only served half my sentence, I was let out on good behaviour. Iâm not an escapee, if thatâs whatâs worrying you.â
âRight, rightâŠâ she mutters, attempting to get her thoughts in order as her heart feels like itâs set upon hammering its way out of her chest.
âMind if I sit?â Aemond says, gesturing to the empty seat opposite hers. âMight make you feel better if Iâm not looming over you.â
What can she say? She looks around the cafĂ© again, deciding she doesnât want to cause a scene. âYeah, sure.â
He pulls out the chair, sitting opposite her. Aemond is not quite as intimidating as she remembers him, though she supposes the only time sheâd ever seen him before was in prison sweats or dressed for court. Today, as the sun dapples across his pale skin, he looks softer somehow, not nearly as scary as sheâd once thought. His long silver blonde hair is pulled up into a low bun, and heâs dressed casually in a black leather jacket, a dark green henley and black slacks tucked into black Doc Martens.
She closes her laptop, perching her elbows on the edge of the table and resting her chin on her hands as she looks at him.
âIâm sorry I neverââ
âSo what are youââ
They both pause, smiling awkwardly as they begin to talk over each other, before Aemond gestures towards her. âYou first.â
She nods, leaning back again, drumming her fingers softly on the table. âI never did come to visit you. Iâm sorry.â
He shrugs out of his jacket, letting it drape across the back of the chair. âIt was wrong of me to ask you, to be honest,â he admits, âIâd just never opened up to anyone like that before, and though I knew the consequences of the accident, none of it really felt like it was happening until it did. I panicked.â
The accident.
She finds it odd that he refers to in such a way, but he seems so different now, less tense, and she feels herself beginning to relax. Perhaps it really was an accident?
Wrapping her hands around her cup in a bid to ground herself, she nods. âSo how long have you been out?â
âA few weeks,â he tells her, his hands coming to rest upon the table as he turns a stray sugar packet around in his fingers. âItâs been a bit of an adjustment.â
âYouâre looking well through,â she blurts, before she has time to stop herself.
He smirks and she feels her skin grow hot as he retorts âI could say the same about you.â
She clears her throat, eager to switch gears in the conversation. âSo, are you gonna grab a coffee, or are you just passing through?â
âWell, actually, since Iâve run into you, I wondered if perhaps youâd like to join me for something stronger?â
She raises her eyebrows. She knows itâs a bad idea, the trouble is the voice telling her that is not as loud as the one screaming at her to say yes.
âWhat are you having?â Aemond asks as they stand at the bar of Maegorâs Holdfast.
âGlass of Rioja, please.â
Aemond nods, turning to the bartender. âBottle of Rioja and two glasses, please.â
âA whole bottle?!â She hisses, as the bartender moves away to fetch their order.
Aemond gives an easy shrug. âWeâre both having the same thing, it makes more sense to share a bottle, than two separate glasses.â
âSo, what are you doing with yourself these days?â Aemond asks, as they sit in a cosy corner of the pub, sipping their wine.
âWorking, mostly,â she tells him, âIâm commissioning editor for Gold Cloak Magazine.â
âImpressive,â he says, raising his glass to her. âYouâve done well for yourself.â
âThanks to you,â she replies quietly, a heated feeling of shame feeling as though it envelopes her. Sheâs keen to change the subject. âSo, whatâs going on with you?â
âI canât return to Red Keep Legal, Iâm no longer allowed to practice law. I figured Iâd study in another field, maybe history or philosophy, see where that takes me. Iâm living back with my mother until I get back on my feet.â
âHowâs the family?â
âMother is okay. Fussing over me far too much now that Iâm back. Grandfather has retired, heâs gone back to Oldtown, got himself a nice little cottage. Itâs fairly quiet at the house, feels empty.â
âAre Helaena and Aegon not there anymore?â
Aemond shakes his head, taking a long sip of wine before speaking again. âHelaenaâs currently overseas in Qarth, doing a conservation study on some sort of beetle. Aegonâs gone to Braavos, heâs decided a life by the sea suits him better now that heâs sober.â
âAegonâs sober?!â
âYeah, it surprised me too. Apparently his drinking got quite a lot worse after I was put away. Mother finally had enough and forced him back to rehab. It stuck this time.â
âGood for him. Iâm pleased.â
âHmm. Enough about my family, I want to know all about your new job. Tell me everything.â
Over the next few hours, they fall into effortless conversation, and as one bottle of wine turns into two, itâs easy to forget the nature of their unusual relationship, it feels as though sheâs chatting with an old friend.
She tells him all about the freelance work sheâs undertaken over the last few years, as well as how she found herself with a job offer from Gold Cloak. They chat about music, films, share jokes and anecdotes, though always careful to avoid mention of Aemondâs incarceration or anything related to it. Aemond is witty, oddly charming and fiercely intelligent, if she hadn't interviewed him in the wake of his nephewâs murder then she could definitely see him as someone sheâd be attracted to.
As she drains her final glass of wine, the second empty bottle calling out like a beacon that itâs time to go home, she feels fuzzy headed, her eyes and limbs heavy.
Oh shit, Iâm drunk.
She stumbles as she rises from her seat, and Aemond places a steadying hand on her arm, the warmth she sees in his smile as he looks down at her taking her breath away. He looks nothing like a killer, just an ordinary man.
âCome on,â he says, offering her his arm, âIâll walk you home.â
It doesnât occur to her to ask how he knows where she lives as he walks her back to her block of flats. Her mind feeling thick from the effects of the wine, she doesnât resist when he leans down, his lips pressing against hers as he steps her backwards over the threshold of her front door.
He dominates the kiss, the taste of red wine upon his lips potent and sweet. He holds her tight against him, his mouth devouring hers. Their movements are needy and desperate as her hands help to push his jacket from his shoulders and it drops to the floor, along with her laptop bag, with a soft thump. Itâs enough to temporarily break her out of her passionate haze and she pulls back reluctantly, her voice a shaky whisper.
âWe shouldnât be doing this.â
âHmmm, and yet itâs happening anyway,â he replies huskily, his hand coming to rest at the back of her neck as he kisses her hungrily once more, his tongue licking greedily at hers.
Every part of her mind that is screaming at her to stop is silenced by his lips, all sense and inhibitions dulled by alcohol. Having been career focused for so long, her love life has taken a backseat, she canât remember the last time anyone touched her like this. Itâs exhilarating to feel wanted, desired, and so she loses herself in the sensation, her mouth moving against his with equal enthusiasm as they stumble back towards the sofa.
He presses her into the plushness of the cushions, the pair of them hastily kicking off their shoes, before he settles on top of her. He trails hot, open mouthed kisses over her jaw and neck, before bringing a hand to the front of her blouse, a quick flick of his wrist tears it open, sending buttons clattering onto the glass top surface of the nearby coffee table.
Before she is able to protest, she is silenced once more by the feel of his mouth upon her, lavishing attention to the swell of her breasts, visible over the tops of the cups of her bra. How is he able to do that, to obliterate all of her thoughts through mere touch alone? Itâs dizzying, and her breaths quicken, turning to soft pants as his path continues downwards, leaving a blazing trail in its wake as he shifts his lips to her stomach. His hands roughly tug down her leggings, as he pulls away, tossing them carelessly over his shoulder once theyâre all the way off.
As he rests on his haunches over her, she is painfully aware of the imbalance; he kneels before her, fully dressed, while she is beneath him in just her underwear. She squirms slightly in embarrassment, feeling her skin grow heated.
Itâs as if heâs able to read her mind, his lips twitching with the ghost of a smirk as his seeing eye stares her down, darkened with arousal. Grabbing the hem of his shirt he tugs it up over his head, allowing it to follow the same path her leggings had.
She feels her core throb with want as her gaze travels down his bare torso. Lean, lithe hardened muscle defines his chest and abdomen in a way that she has only ever seen before in Grecian statues. He descends upon her again, not giving her the opportunity to admire him for long, covering her body with his own as he captures her lips again, his teeth nipping delicately at her bottom lip.
His knee nudges its way between her legs, pushing against her through the lace of her knickers, and she whines into the kiss, her mind immediately racing back to all the times his knee had bumped hers during their interviews. Is this what heâd wanted all along? The idea makes her pulse thrum and her blood run hot. Itâs sick and twisted, but she canât find herself to care, not when the friction of his actions feels so agonisingly addictive.Â
His lips pull away from hers, and his hand snakes between their bodies, taking up the space his knee had occupied until just a moment ago. He cups her mound through the fabric of her underwear, humming in satisfaction as she bucks her hips against his palm, chasing the pressure his knee had given her.
âEager little thing,â he whispers darkly, hooking a finger into the elastic of her gusset and tugging it to one side.
It isnât until the coolness of the air hits her bare flesh that she realises just how wet she is, and sheâd feel ashamed were it not for the fact she can see Aemondâs pupil dilate at the sight of it.
He teases the pads of his fingers through her folds, spreading the stickiness of her arousal from her sensitive bud to her opening and back again. Her breath hitches at the sensation, every nerve ending in her body feeling as though itâs aflame.
âYouâre soaking,â he murmurs, eye flickering up to meet hers.
She opens her mouth to respond, but before she can get the words out, heâs bringing his fingers away from her core and pushing them past her lips and into her mouth. She mewls around his digits at the tart taste of herself upon her tongue, and as he takes her hand, bringing it forward to cup the hardness of him through his trousers, she finds herself sucking on them, palming at him eagerly simultaneously.
He groans quietly, pressing himself against her touch. âGood girl.â
Withdrawing his fingers from her mouth and swatting her hand away gently, he unbuckles his belt, leaning back over her as he unbuttons and unzips his trousers, pushing them down along with his boxers just enough to free his erection.
She cannot see it, but the feel of it, heavy and leaking, pressing against her entrance is enough to have her walls clenching, eager to take him inside. The initial stretch to accommodate him as he presses forward causes them both to sigh softly in unison, his brows furrowing with exertion as he pushes all the way in to the hilt. The fullness of it makes her ache, and she rolls her hips impatiently, desperate for him to move.
âSo needy,â he chastises quietly.
âPlease,â is all sheâs able to whimper in response.
His hand moves to the back of her head, grabbing a fistful of her hair and gripping it tightly. He holds her in place, so she has no choice but to look at him as he drags his hips back before snapping them forward again.
Wrong. Wrong. Wrong.
She should stop this, theyâve gone too far already, but the buzz of the wine is still coursing its way through her, and with every brush of the head of his cock against the sensitive spot deep inside of her, the urge to put an end to whatâs happening rapidly fades.
Her legs tangle with his, as she meets him thrust for thrust. He is slow to withdraw, but quick to slam forward again, driving him impossibly deep into her. His grip on her hair and the forced eye contact make it almost too much to bear. The intensity with which he looks at her, studies the contortions of pleasure her features morph into, is torturous, yet she never wants it to end.
Clinging to him tightly, her fingernails dig crescent moons into the flesh of his shoulder blades, his jaw beginning to slacken as with every push forward she feels him pulsate. Heâs getting close, and she is too, the tell tale tensing of her thighs and quivering inside of her letting her know sheâs edging closer to her peak.
She is desperate to turn her face away, not wanting to be staring directly into his eye as she falls apart, but Aemondâs grip on her hair is iron clad, she cannot move her head. With one last push forward, she tightens and spasms around him, a broken cry escaping her as she stares at him, eyes wide and brows knitted together as warm waves of pleasure ripple through her.
Something akin to a growl rumbles in Aemondâs throat, and she feels him still, knowing heâs about to reach his own end. Not wanting her own ecstasy to be short lived by him pulling out, she is quick to reassure him in a breathy whisper.
âIâm on the pill.â
âI know,â he groans, before letting go, spilling himself inside of her with a grunt. He lets go of her hair, burying his face into the crook of her neck as his body shudders, his length twitching and pulsing within her sensitive heat.
They remain tangled together for a few moments, both breathing heavily as they attempt to recover and slowly come back down to earth. As the blissful fog begins to lift, she is struck by a realisation.
I know.
âHow do you know Iâm on the pill?â She asks, her voice quiet and hoarse.
Aemond lays quiet for a moment, his breaths warm and moist against the flesh of her neck as they calm. When he eventually pulls back and looks at her, thereâs something different in the way he looks at her. His stare is cold, almost crazed, similar to what she had seen the day theyâd first met in the visitors room of Dragonstone Prison.
âI know everything about you,â he says with a soft smile, that doesnât play upon the rest of his features.
Her heart lurches in her chest, fear turning her blood icy, the effects of the wine disappearing entirely as sheâs left starkly sobered.
âWhat do you mean?â She asks quietly.
He hums thoughtfully, brushing her hair away from her face in a gesture that could be considered affectionate, were it not for the sudden change in atmosphere.
âI suppose thereâs no point in keeping secrets, not now we know each other soâŠintimately,â he muses. âI enjoyed our talks together, I wanted them to continue, but when it became clear to me that that wasnât reciprocated, I needed a way to continue to keep in touch. So I had you watched, followed, everything you did was reported back to me. Itâs made the last five years more bearable still having a connection to you. Itâs been better still being able to keep tabs myself over the last few weeks.â
Tears prickle her eyes, a wave of nausea sweeping over her. âYouâre sick!â
âAm I?â He asks, cocking his head as he strokes her hair absentmindedly. âOr is that you? Because for me, our little tryst seems perfectly normal, an inevitability, considering my interest in you. However, for you, you barely know me. Iâm someone you interviewed half a decade ago, and you opened your legs for me the very same day I happened to make you aware I was back in your life. Iâd say that makes you a whore.â
âGet off!â She cries, squirming beneath him, attempting to push him off. The thought that his softening member is still nestled within her has her reeling with disgust. He is stronger than she is though, and refuses to budge, keeping her right where she is, as he grips her jaw tightly, forcing her to look at him.
âBehave,â he hisses, âyouâve seen what happens to people who anger me. You sat through an entire trial for it.â
âThat was manslaughter,â she says in a trembling voice, a tear trickling down her cheek.
âThatâs what I was sentenced for, yes, but Iâll tell you a secretâŠI saw Lucerys, and I drove my car towards him anyway.â
He laughs softly, as he gazes down at her, her eyes widened in horror, as her chest heaves. âHis expression was rather similar to yours, actually, when he realised what was about to happen.â
âYouâre a murderer,â she sobs, frantically trying to push him off of her.
âOh, darling,â he soothes mockingly, âbut you did such a wonderful job of portraying me as otherwise.â
âWhat are you going to do to me?!â She asks, panic fluttering acridly up from her chest and into her throat.
âNothing at all, if you donât overreact. Donât get any funny ideas about going to the police either.â
âWhat?!â
âI donât think your career could withstand such an enormous blunder, not a second time anyway. Imagine how that would look, the second time youâve painted a criminal as a saint, and not only that but this time youâve slept with him. That would be quite the fall from grace.â
He pins her wrists above her head, though all the fight has left her, she sags beneath him, hot tears flowing freely down her cheeks. âI canât believe thisâŠâ
âBelieve it,â he hisses. âYouâve built your career on the back of me, and I think itâs about time you repay the favour. For five years youâve enjoyed success, all thanks to me, while I rotted in prison. You owe me.â
âWhat do you want from me?â She asks weakly.
âNothing I havenât had already,â he tells her, leaning down to run the tip of her nose against her cheek. âBe sweet to me, and Iâll be sweet to you, because if you try to take me down over this, I can guarantee you have much more to lose than I do.â
Her stomach turns, her eyes closing in defeat. There is no escape from this, she simply has to accept her fate or endure mutually assured destruction.
Aemondâs expression has softened when she opens her eyes again. His hands move from her wrists to her hands, entwining their fingers. âThere she is,â he says softly, pressing a kiss to her forehead. âNo more tears now, youâll spoil all the fun weâre going to have together.â
This is a nightmare, This is a nightmare. Wake up.
As she feels him harden inside of her once more, the heartbreaking realisation that sheâs not dreaming settles over her. This is a waking nightmare, and itâs only just beginning.
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Mini-PAC: Your Person's Love Language
This one is a smaller reading, and it has no extended version. It includes your person's love language and how they express their love/feelings/emotions.
Disclaimer: this is just for entertainment purposes, and as a pick-a-card reading it may not resonate for everyone.
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Pile 1
Five of Pentacles, Two of Wands, Gratitude
"All that I am and all that I'll be, forever in gratitude I'll eternally be."
Words of Affirmation/Acts of Service
Hi, pile 1, this person has been through a lot and knows that life can be incredibly hard. That's why they do their best to make it easier for you. That's their love language, making life easier for you. They are quick to show their support and to offer help whenever you need it. They don't have any problems with saying thank you or apologizing when they're wrong. They might have in the past or they might still struggle in other relationships (with people they aren't as close with), not with you though.
They know what it's like to not have anything, including support from others, and they never want to see you there. They could have become the type of person that tells you to get it together and pull yourself by your bootstraps, but they're not. Again, this comes from a deep sense of empathy. (It actually reminds me of that Doctor Who quote "All that pain and misery, and loneliness, and it just made him kind".)
They're the type of person to do the whole "I love you, no I love you more" game. I also see them telling you that they love you as soon as they wake up or before falling asleep. They just really like to say it. They have no problems with expressing their feelings, although I'm getting that they're also private people (this side of them is just for you). I also see them being like "do you need me to listen or do you need advice?" whenever you have problem. They are quite selfless when it comes to you.
Pile 2
Seven of Cups, Judgment, Bear Medicine
"There is no tomorrow without the healing of the past for in stillness you shall find yourself right where you are."
Acts of Service/Quality Time
Understanding is the word I keep getting for your person, pile 2. I get the feeling that your person is quite silent. They remind me of a cat actually, they love spending time in the same room as you while each one does their own thing. They enjoy just reaching out a hand to you and hold hands while doing something else. In general though, I see a lot of silence. This is a comfortable silence, though, there's no awkwardness here. I also think that they're deep thinkers, so when they share their thoughts with you you'll know that it's something important for them. I don't think that saying "I love you" comes easy for them, but you'll know that they really mean it when it comes out.
A bit similar to pile 1, is that when you have a problem your person is ready to step in and help however they can. They're the type to silently act, instead of talking about what they would do. Where I really see the Acts of Service thing though, is them just doing things for you without you having to ask. Like offhandedly mentioning that you need to change your tires, they'll just do it without even saying anything (always respecting your boundaries of course). Or you might mention that you really like a certain brand of chocolate so they always keep that brand at their house so that you can have some. Your person is really thoughtful and they pay a lot of attention to what you say - and what you don't say too.
I get the feeling that they like to be left alone whenever something's wrong, so I feel like they'll do the same for you. Instead of asking what's wrong or try to cheer you up, they'll just sit beside you and keep you company.
Pile 3
Tower, Ace of Pentacles, Cardinal Medicine
"Thy self bleeds of sacredness, an honor fit for the Gods. You are worth all the seas and all the skies and all the desires you hold inside."
Gift-giving/Quality Time
Your person wants to give you the world, pile 3. Their love language is definitively gift-giving, but it's not just about big gifts or luxury (although it could be the case for some of you). For most of you I just see your person being like "look at this cool rock I found today" or "I saw these flowers and they reminded me of you". They just love giving you little trinkets. Especially things that they find unique or special in some way. They think that you deserve something that no one else can possibly have. This can even include commissioning art work or jewelry just for you.
On a more day to day level I also see them just buying your favorite treats. They just want to get home with something special for you, be it your favorite meal or candy. They are very giving in general, and if you say you want something they won't hesitate to buy it for you. Also, I get the vibe that they're incredible gift-givers. Your birthday presents are always incredibly thoughtful.
They might also enjoy creating things for you or singing/playing music for you. They like to have a good time, so having enjoyable experiences is also a love language for them. This could be a dedicated date night where you try new stuff (food, places, activities), going on vacation to new places (just the two of you), or even going to the cinema to watch a new movie. They want to spend time with you while you both do something that you enjoy.
Pile 4
Three of Wands, Emperor, Ringing the Bells
"Ring thy bell to cast them out, ring thy bell and dance about. Swirl the sounds amidst the winds, nowhere to hide, for all will ring."
Physical Touch/Words of Affirmation
Right away I can tell that this is a physical touch kind of person, pile 4. They are very fiery and might get too handsy at times, but it's not just about that for them. They just love to feel your body against theirs. They love to hold hands, wrap their arms around you, and for some of you they love biting (gentle and playful bites on your hands, arms or shoulders). They're not embarrassed by other people and just really love PDA. They like to be touching any part of you all of the time, I feel like it gives them a feeling of safety and comfort. For some of them, they were a bit touch starved for a long time, and now they're making up for it.
I also get the feeling that this person gives the best hugs! It's probably their go-to to comfort you. They'll have no problems telling you that they love and how much you mean to them (although I feel that they crave more to hear you say it, rather than saying it themselves), but their way of showing you how they feel is through touch. They might kiss you to show you that they love you or to communicate their anger or frustration with a problem. This also means that for them sex is also a way of showing you how they feel. They expect you to pay attention to the way they behave during sex to know how they're truly feeling.
When it comes to Words of Affirmation, again I don't think that they struggle to tell you that they love you - in fact I think that they say it rather often - it's more that they struggle with expressing their emotions. Again, they also prefer to receive love this way. They want to hear you say that you want/love them.
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What the universe loves about and some advice - PAC
Pile 1 Pile 2 Pile 2
Allegedly for entertainment purposes! I am not liable to any choices made in accordance to my readings!
PILE 1
Okay PILE 1 the universe loves that you have a lot of inner wisdom and understanding whether you know it or not you can act as almost like a guide for a lot of people. You may have gifts in healing but anyways. You are able to overcome any challenge no matter how many lessons the universe may throw at you, you never falter you take each challenge with so much confidence and grace and you end up always coming out on top. The universe sees you as very charming and almost youthful and lighthearted to your core. You may try to hide your more sensitive aspects, but the universe sees RIGTH THROUGH YOU. Deep down you're a softie that may tend to bottle up feelings and never acknowledge it because you may either feel like it's weakness or that logic outweighs feelings. In reality you need to find a balance of both, the universe wants you to learn to accept every aspect of yourself fully without neglecting your emotional side. If you need to cry, then go ahead. Overall, the universe loves your inner strength and how tough you are in the face of challenges but PLEASE allow yourself to feel your emotions and ask for help if you need it. You aren't invincible you are a human being with feelings!
PILE 2
So, PILE 2 for you guys I immediately heard Baby! The universe views you as more sensitive, empathetic and sweet. It feels more protective of you not saying other people aren't protected by the universe it's just that they do a little more for you guys because you're more of the baby pf the piles. The universe loves that you are always willing to put in the work to discover yourself and heal. It loves how reliable you are and how you always care about everyone around you. You have fair judgement and the universe loves that. It also loves how you are able to look at the brighter side of things when everything looks so grim. I also want to say that you guys might have a tendency of people pleasing and the universe wants you to stop and put yourself first. It's okay to want to help and care for other's just not at your own expense. There should be a line between your selflessness and your people pleasing tendencies and you may have crossed that line into people pleasing territory.
PILE 3
You are quite similar to pile one but only in terms of deep hidden wisdom and a strong intuition, but you guys are also unique in the sense that you are more outspoken and ambitious a real go getter which is something the universe does in fact love about PILE 3. You may tend to be the life of the party or just the more energetic one. But you do have the tendency to be impulsive and make choices without thinking them through and not coming to a more rational conclusion. The universe just wants you to slow down and view things with a more levelheaded mind because you will most likely end up in a situation you don't want to be in with your impulsive tendencies.
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Platonic! Yandere PVZ Plants x GN! Gardener/Neighbor! Reader
Platonic! Yandere Sunflower
- Yandere Sunflower enjoys spending quality time with you! Whether you are working in the garden, doing some other work, or simply chilling under the sun, Yandere Sunflower will make sure to be by your side at all times!
- Yandere Sunflower's favorite activity is singing! They will sing whatever songs you favor and will be delighted if you sing alongside them! Even if you are not the best at it, Yandere Sunflower will be there to cheer you on and practice! They are even willing to let the other plants hear your melodic voice, but only if you promise you'll spend extra special time with them later, ok?
- Yandere Sunflower also loves seeing you dance around the lawn. They are definitely going to make you the star of their reality show when it finally airs. It's going to be a huge hit, they promise!
- Yandere Sunflower who really appreciates you sitting to bask the sun with them and simply... talk. It can be pretty chaotic with the constant zombie hordes and Crazy Dave's antics, but Yandere Sunflower finds solace in the fact that they were one of your very first plants. I mean, Peashooter was there too, but... without them, you'll be completely defenseless against the undead! You need them after all! It's comforting, knowing that very few plants will provide you with the sun necessary to fight and protect your house... it makes them feel needed and loved.
- Yandere Sunflower who gets along well with everyone else in the garden, especially their close friend group: Peashooter, Wall-nut, and Potato Mine. Yandere Sunflower knows them the best and trusts them completely to keep you safe. And you know the saying, best plants stick together :)
Platonic! Yandere Peashooter
- Yandere Peashooter, like many other plants in your garden, has a strong will to protect you, their dear gardener. They make sure to practice their pea throwing abilities every day and encourage the rest of the plants to do the same!
- Yandere Peashooter who acts like a proper, hardworking leader to the many plants in your house, but who in private acts like a diva and is completely spoiled in your affections and time. They are willing to share, but only to those close to them, and even then, Yandere Peashooter might act a bit hurt and annoyed when you come by to cut their leaves or water their roots.
- Yandere Peashooter who gains so much pride from being your very first attacker plant, knowing they hold that special place in your heart and memory bank, helps them go through the tough times, so they take that pride and convert it into energy to defend you from those putrid zombies!
- Yandere Peashooter who loves it when you spoil them with affection, but more often than not, also simply enjoys watching you do your chores around the house. You are always so diligent and focused when taking care of them and the rest of the plants, which inspires them to uphold such discipline as well when in front of others!
- Yandere Peashooter will only ever trust their 3 best friends: Sunflower, Wall-nut, and Potato Mine, with their dark secrets and knowledge of their obsession. They might not be the strongest plant, but they are a veteran in this war, and they know exactly where to hit, so it hurts the most.
Platonic! Yandere Wall-nut
- Yandere Wall-nut is a total sweetheart who is a great listener to you, their beloved gardener, and who happily accepts their role as a defensive plant to protect the rest of the garden! They are very selfless and are more than willing to sacrifice their entire body (literally) for the greater good (that being your protection, of course).
- Yandere Wall-nut enjoys spending time with you, like any other plant. But they would rather let you use them for any purpose you might have! As a feet recliner, as a cup holder, as a resting stool... you can use them for anything! But you are so kind to them gardener, you always sit by them and talk about your day. You are just the sweetest.
- Yandere Wall-nut doesn't mind feeling the teeth of the undead violently chewing and ripping off their shell, thankfully they can't feel that much, so it's just like a massage! But they hate seeing you sad and frustrated whenever you place them to protect the other plants. It makes them sad. Wouldn't you rather let loose of that frustration on them?
- Yandere Wall-nut is so desperate to please you that they are more than willing to become your stress toy. No, really. You can kick them, throw stuff at them, and even try to set them on fire! Yandere Wall-nut wouldn't mind too much... if it means feeling such light pain will result in your happy smile, then they can easily make that small sacrifice. Plus... you are paying attention to them... you are touching them with such fervor... it's totally worth it âĄ
Platonic! Yandere Potato Mine
- Yandere Potato Mine enjoys the silence and calmness when they aren't fighting hordes of zombies. They enjoy simply taking in the sun and watching you work around the garden, usually without you noticing. They can be very sneaky if they wish to, but feeling your lovely kisses and pats whenever they do a good job battling the undead makes them feel butterflies, which will usually flare up their antenna.
- Yandere Potato Mine enjoys your attention and your love, but they prefer watching from afar. Or rather, from below. They usually don't hang out with the other plants that much. Aside from some insta-kills specimens and their close friend group, Yandere Potato Mine can usually be found sleeping and enjoying the sun whenever they are not stalking their favorite person in the whole world.
- Yandere Potato Mine who works best as an intelligence gatherer whenever Peashooter, Sunflower, or Wall-nut aren't able to find you. They can put their faith that Yandere Potato Mine will always know where you are and report back. They are great at blending with the environment. After all, they've had plenty of practice.
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