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Updated Luca au references for my fic Under the Surface to celebrate Moon finally showing up yippee!
Wanted a more realistic depiction of what they looked like
Inspiration of the design from @chknbzkt
#sundrop#fnaf daycare attendant#moondrop#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#my art#Luca au#mermaid au#mermaid sun#mermaid moon#lol wrong season but alas#at least they’re creepy mermaids?#warning I will be obnoxious in reblogging this#I spent waaay too long on this pfpt#I’m actually so nervous posting this#oh also note I’m dumb and forgot that suns eye is fine in this au so the eye should be normal#fix later
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Maybe I should do. Linktober? A bit? I would post egg carvings on some days
Egg carvings! :D it's an area of art I do a lot and would want to grow in... it's wierd tho ':D I hollow eggshells and engrave on them or carve them into shapes... I did this one quick today for examples
If yall want me to do it a bit I will... and that top photo would count for day one- mirror. The reflection setting in the sksw final boss is so cool to me and also I love drawing lightning, tho this isn't my favourite egg I've ever done. Anyways. I could do some days? What do y'all think?
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Edit: well I guess I'm doing it then! Happy October yall, this should be fun :D
#loz#zelda#smoll art#skyward sword#sksw#linktober#<even using that tag feels wierd#but I'm trying to post art and stuff on here#even if my art is odd hehe#this egg cracked and broke right after I finished photos. I dropped it I felt so ashamed.#perils of the craft lol#but it’s really fun! it’s delicate work. and it’s an area of craft I can safely say I’m good at. I’m an egg artist lol#egg carving is actually a super old art that I’m very passionate about and have worked on for years#haven’t shown y’all that before tho *nervous*#this egg didn’t take long. just triforce and silent princess flower and mirror boss battle thingy#I wanted to show yall some example sketches#I also would maybe engrave on glass a bit some days#I count the third poll option as a positive maybe#let me know what you think because I can’t do decisions
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I watched venom 3 twice and I couldn’t stop thinking about them so have this little sketch that i might render if i end up feeling it 🤗
#i could not get them out of my headdd#i’m coping with venom 3 with them#i need fics#this is my first art post#i am so nervous please be nice#i am actually proud of this#my art#venom 3#venom the last dance#venom spoilers#agony symbiote#sadie christmas#teddy payne#teddy payne x sadie christmas#ronnies art#symbrock#eddie brock#veddie
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hii just wanna say a quick thank you to all the likes reblogs comments and asks i got from the champion comic, the reception is FAR beyond what i expected or hoped for you guys are amazing <33
#and in like three days no less?? i’m actually blown away#< and that’s an understatement#i’ve been rereading the tags and comments so much and feeling like a pathetic sopping wet rat#posting about my au makes me more nervous than any other post bc i’m used to just keeping these things in my daydreams so#y’alls support means so much to me but i’ll save the essay before the thank yous no longer sound like a word FHJFJD
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When you answered the ask asking about your art style (which is a post I keep looking back on bc what you have to say is very interesting) in one of your screenshots of you talking you mention something about how most if not all of your symbolism is self referent and I was wondering what you meant by that!
Hellloooo. I’m glad you found my ranting interesting. Here is some Dirk art I’m probably never going to finish for your troubles.
What I meant by that when talking about any symbolism in my art is that it doesn’t reference outside sources - e.g. where some art might use something like religious concepts, animals, real life events to represent ideas, I tend to use things more like colors, contrasting objects, composition. That sort of thing. So things that are inherently a part of the work itself rather than connections to the real world. If I ever do use symbolism otherwise, it’s usually comic related even still. Although I have done pieces with religious symbolism before too, haha.
I don’t know how to describe it other than “self referential” because I’m not really sure what else to classify that sort of symbolism as. Just… artistic maybe? Non literal? I couldn’t say. I think it all basically just goes along with the majority of my art nowadays being more figurative than literal. Sorry if this doesn’t explain it very well. It’s also funny to think that anyone is “Looking back” on any of my texts posts though, haha. To me I feel like I am just dumping my words on my poor followers. Surprising. Thank you for reading.
#ask#Sorry for more art rambling. If I am responding to this then I might as well post the rant about art stylisation responding to another ask#I’m nervous about alienating my audience with too much not homestuck posting.#I really ought to just spam my asks considering I promised myself I’d take a 5 day break from drawing#(Too much drawing)#so it is the perfect time to answer asks. But I’m still nervous about spamming. Haha#I know art beyond a character based level isn’t something that most homestuck fans necessarily care about. Which is fine#but *I* do. Might delete later#If you see me posting this Dirk art (finished) at some point in the future then ignore it. Haha#Also religious symbolism piece was the Rosebot one I did… somewhat recently I think#Edit : I think probably the best way to classify it would just be visual symbolism actually
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A painting I did of my friend! (Acrylic on wood)
#Traditional art#painting#portriat#i don’t know how to tag art that isn’t from a fandom#Tbh I’m a bit nervous about posting my actual art#I was planning to only use my blog for fanart#But I’m really proud of this one so here goes nothing#Art!#the eyes took so long lol#There is a chance I am a tiny bit gay for this girl
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pls post the stuff abt their kids omg
lalalala i didn’t tear up at Any point during the writing of this (she lied)
so your eldest, alanis, is matty’s little mini-me. from the minute she’s born, you can tell; she has a full head of dark, thick hair that you know will sprout into his pretty ringlets, his brown eyes blink up at you from her sweet little face, and you can even see his nose scrunched up in her tiny little features. you’ve never felt more in love than with her tiny little body against your chest, tears in matty’s eyes as he holds you both. “oh, my god,” he breathes. “i’m a dad. hello, little one. i love you so much. god, i didn’t know i could love someone this much. she’s so tiny!” he coos, staring down at her adoringly.
“she looks like you,” you murmur, stroking over the bridge of her nose, her little face smaller than your palm.
tears are spilling down matty’s cheeks, his smile brilliant. “you think so?” he chuckles wetly. “god, hope that’s the only thing she gets from me. listen to me, baba,” he says seriously, addressing her like she can understand him, her eyes wide with fascination. “don’t be like me. be like your mum, yeah? ‘cause she’s the best thing that’s ever happened to me.” your heart melts, and despite the lingering pain and slight delirium, you’ve never been happier.
as alanis gets a little older, though, it’s obvious she’s ignoring his warning, matty’s personality as obvious in her as his hair. she’s a little diva (“confident!” matty chimes in.), bossy and a know-it-all (“self-assured and clever! aren’t you, little lani-girl? my clever girl, don’t listen to mummy.”), but underneath she really is the sweetest little thing. matty’s absolutely enamoured with her, spoils her rotten, unable to say no to her big brown eyes. you can’t complain too much, though — you know from experience how difficult those eyes are to refuse <3
she’s nearly three when you tell her you’re pregnant again, slightly worried about her reaction because she’s so used to being your spoilt little baby. but her little face just lights up, toddling towards you on her chubby, unsteady legs and pressing her hands against your belly. “hi, baby!” she says excitedly. “baby soon, mummy?”
you laugh, picking her up and smothering her in kisses as matty tells her, “babies, sweetheart.”
alanis gasps, her eyes going comically wide as she goggles at you. “how many, mummy? four? seven?”
you shake your head, your own eyes widening. “no, baby. just two, promise.”
and, true enough, six months later, you bring vera and fiona home. alanis is obsessed with them, obsessed with being a big sister. she’s gentler with them than you’ve ever seen her, fascinated as they learn to grip onto her fingers. one night, you go to put her to bed and find her in the twins’ room, singing nursery rhymes and lullabies over their cribs. you sprint for matty, tugging him by the arm to show him, tears brimming in both your and his eyes.
“she’s so precious,” matty whispers, your head resting against his shoulder as he wraps an arm around you.
“she’s just like you. aren’t you, baby?” you add when she looks up and sees you both watching her. “you’re dada’s little mini-me, right?”
alanis nods wildly, running as fast as her little legs will carry her into matty’s arms, giggling wildly as he spins her around. “my little girl,” he grins. “not so little anymore, are you? before i know it, you’ll be sixteen and kissing boys. or girls.”
she wrinkles her little nose, the expression so reminiscent of your husband that you can’t stifle your laugh. “kissing for mummy and dada. not for lani. yucky.” she says firmly.
matty nods proudly. “that’s right, sweetheart. yucky. no kissing ‘til you’re twenty-five. no, thirty.”
you scoff. “we were married before i was twenty-five, matthew.”
“god, i don’t know how your dad didn’t fu- flipping kill me. i get it, now,” he says, balancing alanis on his hip. “i need her to stay my little girl forever. okay, lani? gotta be dada’s sweet little baby girl forever,” he tells her seriously as she reaches up to tug on his curls. “you want a bedtime story?” he asks, and she agrees enthusiastically, matty singing to her under his breath as he carries her to her room. you watch them go, in their own little world, your chest swelling with love.
watching their little personalities develop as they grow up is the absolute highlight of your life. alanis gets more like matty every passing day, all unruly curls and biting wit. even when she grows into a moody teenager, the two of them stay heartwarmingly close, matching curly heads bent together, always whispering and giggling. vera starts out life as the easiest of your three girls, calm and easily entertained, rarely crying, and largely stays that way. in your house of dramatists and divas, you sometimes worry that she’s so laid-back that she’ll just disappear. but she has a built-in best friend in boisterous little fiona, always dragging her out from under a pile of books on some adventure or another.
matty’s never so happy as when he’s with his girls. he’ll never think twice about calling off or leaving work early if you need or even just want him to, always at your side. knowing your girls won’t grow up how you did, emotionally walled off in a house that wasn’t a home, warms your heart. your home is soundtracked by laughter, squabbling, the crackle of a vinyl player or the chimes of a piano.
you don’t realise how different their childhoods are to yours until alanis comes home, aged thirteen, and bemoans some embarrassing situation involving the girl she likes, dramatically throwing her head into your lap and her feet into matty’s. you didn’t come out to your parents until you were in college, and you’d never have gone to them with boy problems. so you cuddle your girl close, kiss her curly little head, offer her ice cream and a movie to feel better.
vera pokes her head around the door just as elle is starting to study for the lsats, tucking herself in between you and alanis and letting you squeeze her into your arms. when fiona joins you fifteen minutes later, matty declares you’re having a movie night and bedtime is cancelled, darting off to bring you all popcorn.
three hours later, your girls have fallen asleep in a pile on the sofa between you and your husband, and the pair of you are fighting off the sandman yourselves. you tuck them carefully into bed, their peaceful faces twitching into tiny smiles when you kiss their foreheads gently and creep into your own bed. eyes closing with matty’s arms around you, your last waking thoughts are of the perfect family you’ve built. this, you think, is home. this is love.
#i’m lowkey so nervous to post this#i have actually never wanted to write kidfic before this#i’m so obsessed with them :(#matty pls let me have your kids#matty healy x reader#matty healy#the 1975 fanfic#the 1975#writing#white and gold#alanis#vera#fiona#blurb
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I feel good abt my art now finally so here’s me trying to figure out how to draw wander again lolzzz :3
#me when I disappear for months#sry I know im rly inconsistent 😭#woy#wander over yonder#doodles#woy fanart#I’m so nervous about posting again after so long but I know no one actually cares 😨
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omg hiii hi hi ! good morning & happy wednesday friendz !!!! today is a brand new day so let’s try to have a magnificent one ! i hope you find somethin to make ya smile today teehee & remember that you deserve to get the yummiest treat today ( ྀི∩˃ ᵕ ˂∩) ! ! 🤍💫
#picture of me and zoro right here ! a rendeition of my pfp actually LMFAOOOOO#i stare at him with my big brown eyes until he gives me a kiss & then i repeat the cycle#sigh#i’ve been insane about kuroo the past few days (deserved. i always am.) but zoro………. (ㅅ´ ˘ `)#going to bug one of my beloveds to beta the fic i’ve been workin on#thank u for the love on the kuroo piece omgieee :( ! i was very nervous to post it bc a fic like that UGH it can never be perfect to meeeee#i wanna try and tackle virgin!zoro next but let me regenerate health#OKIE OKIE IM YAPPIN !#i said i wasn’t going to today but ive had a few new friendz join meeee so i needed them to know what they’re getting into#anyway yesterday was stinky + i’m going to make today better no matter what mhm !! i encourage you all to do the same ^_^ !#holding your hands through the horrors !!!#iluuuuu !! so much !!#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.
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agh agh okay … i know I’m supposed to be on a break (and I have been! And enjoying it at that) but this little moment !!!!! I needed somewhere to scream about it quick because !!!!!!!!!! Do !!!! You see!!!!!! Dorothy’s face !!!!!!!!!!!
#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHERE DO I EVEN BEGIN.#she just. like melted? *completely melted*???? oh boy.#I’ve never seen her react that way with one of her dates. correct me if im wrong obvs. but that was quite the Look she and Blanche shared#:’) I’ve never seen Dorothy look so genuinely soft before. her face *really* softened & how many times do we get to see that ??!!!!#I’d argue exactly once and it’s this moment right here /hj#& the way Blanche looks at her … that quick up & down taking in her smile I just !!!!!!!!!! WOW !!!!#like okay Wow. that was incredibly intimate. i know what you both are. holy#be still my heart#i was actually kicking my feet and screaming a little#okay i feel better now that I’ve yelled. but know that I wasn’t over this moment the first time i saw it & i still am not now#i really cant get over Dorothy there. like that is such a specific expression I’ve never seen from her before?#blanches hand lingering there … she did not need to pat her cheek in the first place and then she proceeded to hold her face like that???#911 yes hello I am actually about to faint#Dorothy getting all fidgety !!!!! her hands !!!!! she almost seemed a little nervous LIKE#HELLO !!!!!#okay okay I’m done for real#hoping to draw something i love enough to post soon 🫶🏻#the golden girls#blanche devereaux#dorothy zbornak
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it’s been one of those days pass the starcactus
#my art#oc: cereus#starlo#starcactus#first actually finished starcactus drawing (that i’m posting here) girl i’m NERVOUS#but also i need the serotonin rn so. oc x canon blast.#not maintagging bc i’m nervous lol
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AHHHHHH okay so i may or may not have just spontaneously bought tickets to see miles in london in february and i am SO EXCITED 🤩🤩
#i probably shouldn’t have bc i’m seeing him once already#and my bank balance is crying#but you know what#it’s been a really tough couple months and this is my ‘well done for getting through this 💗’ present to myself#and i absolutely cannot wait#it’s also going to be my first time actually visiting london which i’m so excited for#AND i get to see my best friend who’s just moved there#so many things to be happy (and a little nervous!) about#anyway now i need to try and calm down so i can go out and meet my friend without seeming like i’m actually high#I’M GOING TO SEE MILES AHHHHHHH#miles kane#omb era#lulu posts
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Sorryyyy for dropping off the face of the earth; got kinda shy after that last post but mostly I’ve just been writing though I cannot guarantee that any of that will ever be finished (also I’m very insecure about my writing AAAH). Figure I might as well post the valentines I had done (like two months late lol); interestingly this turned into more of a hand lettering exercise than I was expecting lol
#len’en#yabusame houlen#suzumi kuzu#tsubakura enraku#haiji senri#art#digital#there was one more but I’m not confident it’s like. funny? and I have stuff I’d eant to change abt it#and these four have pretty good comedic timing as a set so I’ll just leave well enough alone#also had plans for a Kuroji and uhhh Xeno a but those haven’t panned out#you’ll have to excuse me I’ve been going off the rails and also have not fixed the meds situation (I’m completely out atm)#started like four fics; yes they are all suzutsuba and there is. so much sex (not described/on screen but STILL)#didn’t manage to stay away from Hamal Cine Bad End either jfhshsjfb#too nervous abt talking yo pol rn to leave comments but zaranthropy if you’re reading this I owe you my life#also I think I said I was inspired on something by dissociation constant and then when chapter 2 came out I relized it was something I had#completely misinterpreted but I’m too embarrassed to actually go and check lol……#*talking to ppl sorry I had to turn off my autocorrect cause it was being compeltely unreasonable#OH YEAH also this Haiji design was a little bit inspired by a redesign of them from uhhhhhhh who was it. idk most of their blog is gone but#I’ll go check my likes#anyway I like how they tuned out also that joke came to me several days after valentine’s and gave me the idea for this whole thing#edit: can’t find the post anymore for some reason but I think yhe name was like chiosu or something?#did somebody go delete their blog while I wasn’t looking
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what is the point of leaving nasty comments on people’s fic. what do you gain from that. just close the tab if you don’t like the fic why would you attack the author’s entire body of work. on a guest account no less
#personal#i act all tough but this is actually really getting to me#i’m really sensitive about my writing#especially heaven sent i was so nervous to post that one bc i thought people would think it wasn’t very good#ngl this kind of ruined my whole day#anyway i deleted the comment but the screenshot is under the cut
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Would any of y’all be interested in hearing about my own characters/stories or would it just be annoying?
#like in addition to all the fan art of course#I get way too nervous about posting any of my own characters but kike#*like#I’ve been lowkey trying to adapt an old set of comic characters from middle school into a tv show#not that I’ve animated anything yet but early planning stages#but I don’t know if anyone would even like the characters#I’ve had them for so long that I feel like I’m not objective about what works or what doesn’t#and my fam doesn’t really want to hear about it#I made the characters like eleven years ago which is crazy#so I care about them a lot#I actually used one in art fight this year which was a big step!!#and she’s the character that got the most attacks By Far so that made me hopeful#I’m rambling idk lol#uh anyway#original characters
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THE LESBIAN LEO PFP IS REAL ASF
Lesbianed…. Was going to draw more pichures eventually but my tablet is broken 🤕
#art#assassin's creed#fanart#digital art#drawing#leonardo da vinci assassin’s creed#lea#I’m in mourning so hard rn I want to DRAW!!!!#I yearn to draw ezioleo yuri#genderbend#<- have to tag but a lesbian’s touch is much deeper than that#assassin’s creed 2#ac2#assassin’s creed brotherhood#second design is based off of Leo’s concept design for brotherhood#also I would normal post this on my alt bc it’s a sketch but ^^#anon#not actually anon but#my art#I also haven’t drawn Leo in a bit also#also it took my a while to post this because I get really nervous posting art 🤕
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