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Me realizing in order to make friends I actually have to talk to people
#no…how do I do that….#I’ll piss myself#can’t people just come to me…#also do you guys have any discord servers to talk about slashers or billy…#this is my way of saying pls be my friened
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Today feels like a good day for me to fix the statue.
This is about my guy lasting long enough to spit on the graves of tyrants. This is about Waterdeep seeing the shit that happened in the Gate and waking up from their own delusions.
This is about the Gate sustaining itself through yet another crisis.
#cw politics#and now for the fun shit#bg3#gortash#Enver gortash#and cuz it technically is#durgetash#don’t do stupid shit#you need to spit on his grave for me#or piss on it#up to you#(don’t defile graves unless they’re the graves of nazi criminals tho)#be kind to ur fellow humans#fyi tho when I started on ‘fixing’ it I rly just intended for their toxic bs to be on display#the fact that I finished it today and that this happened today is sheer creepy coincidence#ok gonna shut up and force myself to play datv now#bg3 I miss u sm baby I’ll even fix ur mods once im done here
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Power Armor Punch Part Sixty Eight
Masterlist
Teshteal: *hides behind Gardio suddenly, sniffing the air to see if this person's friend or foe*
Gardio: *not sure why he's hiding suddenly since he knows the smaller man can easily kill a horde of super mutants*
Joyce: (Immediately notices and turns to face Teshteal, worry on her face) “Teshteal….?”
Donovan: (To the crew member) “Safe trip?” (Extends his hand for a handshake)
Crew Member: (Grips Donny’s arm with hers, flashing a friendly smile) “The waters got a little rough, but it wasn’t anything we couldn’t handle.” (Gestures behind her at the rest of the crew members who are starting to unload) “We’ve got everything on the list- along with some gifts from friends.”
Donovan: (Begins walking closer to the boat) “Is that so?”
Teshteal: *eyeing up and down the crew member. So far he smells the sea and the typical smell of gun powder that many a caravan person has. Hisses* Gifts? *listening and sniffing for anything that could be a bomb or a trojan crate*
Gardio: *notices Joyce's concerned look and extends a reassuring hand* He's likely on guard because it's a new person... *To crew member after adjusting his hat* Mind if I and my associate inspect the crates?
Lucille: *quietly blinks into the water as the lullaby ends, not sure how to handle her now relaxed and still state*
Ma: (Softly, like a mother speaking to her downhearted child) “Something on your mind, love?”
Lucille: Just not used to being this relaxed. *shrugs*
Ma: (Grabs some conditioner and a comb) “Is that so? You’re on the road a lot I take it?”
Joyce: (Inches closer to Teshteal, holding out her hand to him) “It’s okay- they are good friends of ours….” (Glances back at the boat) “Really good friends….”
Crew Member: (So confused about the glowing ghoul and the strange hissy gremlin behind him) “Uh…..” (Turns to Donny with wide eyes)
Donovan: (Shrugs his shoulders) “I mean…. It ain’t like they're hiding anything.” (Gestures at the crew members who are beginning to unload the boat onto the dock) “We’ve known these guys all their lives- their parents and even grandparents too.”
Boat Captain: (Waves to Donny from the top of the deck)
Donovan: (Smiles and waves back) “Yo Trenton! Ya didn’t happen to pack a bomb on the boat, hm?”
Trenton: (Shakes his head) “And hurt dear old Mama Evie? You think I’m trying to get my head to be served on a platter?”
Goats: (Bleat from inside the boat as if confirming the captains words)
Lucille: *nods* Very. I have settlements to maintain- *tenses up, remembering all the work she has to do on quite a few settlements* I need to get back to work soon-
Ma: (Frowns slightly hearing that) “Honey, remember what I said about slowing down to give yourself time?”
Teshteal: *slowly eases out from behind the large glowing one detective with extreme caution*
Gardio: *to the crew* If you say so. *still watching warily like the gargoyle he is*
Joyce: (Reaches to take her boyfriends hand, looking between both him and Gardio) “….Is something wrong?”
Crew Member: (Still looking at Donny nervously as she rushes to follow him) “Protective much?” (Gestures at the two newcomers who seems extra wary and cautious) “Are they…..?”
Donovan: (Shakes his head as he takes a crate from a crew member that hands it to him) “Nah, but you guys didn’t hire anyone new- right?”
Crew Member: (Also shakes her head) “Nope. Some old sea dogs as it’s always been.”
Donovan: “Good.” (Motions with his chin to a spot on the ground) “Just leave the crates and boxes there- and I’ll bring ‘em inside. You know how Ma likes everything organized.”
Crew Member: “You’re sure Donny…? We can help with the sorting?”
Donovan: (Remembering Jasmine and how jumpy she is) “Nawh- I’ve got it. Besides, don’t you guys have other places to be?”
Teshteal: New people. I need to be careful that they aren't vault operatives or that I don't hurt innocent people.
Gardio: *to Teshteal* They seem like decent people-
Teshteal: *shakes his head* Not just that, I sense... something off out here. Hard to place right now. *tail twitches anxiously*
Lucille: *quietly* This isn't enough time...?
Ma: (Smiles sadly down at her, gently squeezing her hand that she never let go of) “No my dear- three days is not enough for what you went through and neither is one soothing bath.”
Lucille: That's what worked in the past. I don't see why it doesn't work now. *shrugs*
Joyce: (Looks around at the people helping with unloading the cargo) “But what’s wrong about this?”
Trenton: (Comes out with a small bundle- too small to be a baby but it’s some sort of little creature) “Joyce? Sweetheart- look who’s here.”
Joyce: (Eyes widen as she begins to approach the boat captain instead, carefully taking the bundle from him)
Donovan: (Stopped helping with unloading the crates just to watch, smiling at his little sister)
Joyce: (Squeals with excitement as she beams down at the little bundle) “Ohhhhhhh!!!! She’s adorable!!!”
Teshteal: *ears perk up and and curiosity gets the best of him so he carefully approaches Joyce to see what... or rather who she's holding. He completely forgot her question already*
Joyce: (Beams up at her boyfriend, leaning towards him to show her little bundle of joy)
The Bundle: (Contains the tiny wiggly form of a baby panda ferret who’s no older than eight weeks old)
Joyce: (Squeals as she coos down at the little noodle, scratching under its chin) “Isn’t she just the cutest!?!?”
Trenton: (Smiles at Joyce and backs off to talk with Donovan, his face getting slightly more serious)
Ma: (Tenderly as she pets Lucille’s hair) “Oh honey- that ain’t a good way to function. It is like I said before- you’re human and it’s not fair to treat yourself as less. You need rest, for both your mental and physical health.”
Lucille: That's lovely and all but I have people who depend on me. They need supplies- Defenses! I can't just lay around for a week when they're waiting on materials that could very well save their lives!
Ma: (Raises a brow at this) “Huh, If I didn’t know any better I would say you sound like you’re raising a bunch of orphaned children. Are that weak and helpless? Isn’t there someone else who can give them a hand? You’re just one person, sweetheart. You can’t do it all.” (Fearful that Lucille will crumble again under more pressure)
Teshteal: *eyes go big- as large as saucers- at the teeny little panda noodle. He resists the urge to pick her up and lifts her up above his head in awe* A little baby panoodle...! *cupping both sides of his face, trying to contain his joy. He forgets about his apprehension completely thanks to the precious little ferret*
Joyce: “Panoodle!!!!!” (Looks like she’s attempting to contain her joy just as much as Teshteal, giving a bunch of little kisses down to her new baby)
Pirate: (Running and jumping around to greet everyone as if they were old friends, tail wagging like crazy)
Trenton: (Beckons Donovan to follow him while Joyce is distracted, picking up a crate of food that is meant to go inside)
Donovan: (Gives one quick look to his little sister as he also picks up a crate to carry inside, following the captain) “What’s up?”
Trenton: “I’ve got something for ya….”
Lucille: *purses her lips in thought and goes silent in thought for a moment. Quietly* Who's going to build the defenses...? The walls...? No one else does it but me... *head spins as she begins to spiral from how much the Commonwealth depends on solely her*
Ma: (Squeezes Lucille’s hand again as even more worry floods her face) “My sweet…..” (Gently cups Lucille’s cheek with her other hand to try and get her attention before she loses the young woman) “Lucille, look at me please.”
Lucille: ... *looks up ever so slightly, her mismatched eyes trying to focus on Ma despite her spiraling thoughts on all the responsibility thrown on her*
Ma: (Gently strokes Lucille’s cheek with her thumb, her face soft and comforting) “Are you with me, sweetie?”
Teshteal: *cooing at the tiny panda noodle. Doesn't believe he's seen anything so cute in his life*
Joyce: (Moves to huddle in closer to her boyfriend again so he can get a better look at the little wiggly gal) “She’s so little!!!” (Slightly holds the bundle out so Teshteal can hold the baby if he wants)
Donovan: “Good or bad?”
Trenton: “Wish I could say good news- but sadly it ain’t…..”
Donovan: (Feels a weight of dread and exhaustion build up in his chest at that) “Oh…..”
Teshteal: *takes the baby panoodle into his arms and gently nuzzles her soft fur with his nose* So soft and sweet! *stops for a moment, admiring the adorable ball of fluff* What are you going to name her?
Joyce: (Proudly) “Gertie!!! She’s from the same mother as Gilbert!!!”
Gertie: (Gives a very tiny lick on the gremlins nose, her little paws poking out of the swaddle she’s in)
Donovan: (Sets the crate down on the kitchen counter, walking over to check on the slowly simmering pot of broth)
Trenton: (Looks like he’s dreading to bare whatever news he has to the ghoul)
Jasmine: (Whimpers ever so slightly in her sleep, also feeling a heavy load start to weigh down on her shoulders and ropes snag at her ankles- trying to pull her down in her dreams once more….. But she can also feel something else…. Something she can’t quit put her finger on…. But it’s present)
Teshteal: *giggles at the tiny ferret kiss* Awe! He's got a little sister now! *gently holds one of her tiny paws in his fingers* Wook at her wittle hands!
Joyce: (Practically shining brighter than the sun itself) “She’s so stinking cute that imma die!!!”
Gertie: (Looking between the two squealers curiously, so confused on what’s going on)
Crew Members: (Keep unloading all the goods and eventually they stroll on out with a half dozen or so sheep and goats with their young, the creatures bleating as the clamor along)
Jasmine: (Attempts to free herself from the chains that are tying and pulling her down as she feels the crushing weight of the world on bare down on her shoulders- partly recognizing that she’s dreaming and her troubles are manifesting themselves into it. She struggles for a bit, tears forming on her waterline and she’s about to scream with frustration but then she feels like what seems to be a gentle kiss on her head from behind and she freezes- hearing a low hum in the distance of her dreamworld)
Teshteal: *blinks for a moment, tail twitching upward when he realizes something. Whispers* I think we might be scaring her with all our cooing. *to the baby ferret as quietly as he possibly can* Sorry.
Joyce: (Hums lowly as her emerald eyes widen) “Ooops…..” (Reaches out to gently stroke her new baby’s face again) “Sorry Gertie….”
Gertie: (Also licks Joyce’s fingers with her tiny tongue when she can)
Lucille: Trying to be... *thoughts race on what settlement still needs what resource and how many turrets she needs to assign to another and so on...* Hard to stop when it's all you've been able to think about for the last year and a half....
Ma: (Softly) “And you do it all completely on your own? For over a year and a half now?”
Lucille: *nods grimly* No one helps...
Ma: (Heart just about snaps all over again and she has half a mind to go down to these settlements and give them an earful because poor Lucille seems to have enough trouble as it is) “It really is no wonder that you’re so overworked. But I’m sure we can work something out that doesn’t involve you trudging all around to try and fix everyone’s problems.”
Jasmine: (Her hands that were once firmly clasping Nicks shirt start to move a bit to grope behind him despise nothing being there) “Mhmmm……”
Dogmeat: (Sniffs the girl when she does this, whining softly)
Jasmine: (Eyes sparkle in her dream world as the humming gets closer and it’s unmistakeable of what it is to her) “Mamá…..” (And just like that- the weight starts to get lifted off her shoulders and her ties start to become undone)
Nick: *to dogmeat calmly* I see it, boy. Problem is- I don't want to wake her. *senses the presence himself, though for him it's more like an unknown source of heat or warmth other than the sun*
Gardio: *observing from the distance. From the sound of things, the goods involve livestock and he doesn't want to risk contaminating them with his radiation*
Teshteal: *gentle smile, or as gentle as it can be with his sharp teeth at Gertie*
Lucille: Good luck getting people to listen... If it's not farming or guard duty or some other slightly menial task, then it's all on me to keep up these places.
Ma: (Huffs slightly when she hears that) “Well that sounds to me plain unfair on your side. They cannot really expect one woman to help now can they?”
Gertie: (Licks her nose as she gazes up between Joyce and Teshteal, seemingly unbothered by Teshteal appearance since he’s friendly)
Joyce: (Nose scrunches slightly) “I think Gilbert isn’t going to be too happy- he’s spoiled that way.”
Jasmine: (Shakes off her remaining shackles in her dream and looks around with wide kitten eyes) “Mamá!!!!” (She listens for the humming, but it sounds like it’s coming from all directions so she picks one and starts running) “Mami!!!!!” (She feels another soft breath and kiss on the back of her neck this time as she runs- fueling her determination. She misses her mother so damn much….)
Dogmeat: (Noses his way on in closer to the teen as she continues to try and grab something behind Nick while kicking her feet)
Nick: Oh- Hold on, doll... *wraps his arms around her to keep her from knocking the both of them off of the lounge chair and starts rubbing her back to soothe her excitement*
Teshteal: *quiet huff* What is Gilbert to do? She'll have to live in the same house. *emphatically raises his hands, as if performing a fool in a play shrugging off a joke or a jab*
Joyce: (Giggles at Teshteal, squeezing Gertie’s bundle slightly) “You’re right. He’ll have to grow to love his little sister. Besides- I’m sure she smells like their mother.” (Sniffs the little noodle to confirm her thoughts- Gertie smelling exactly like baby Gilbert when she first got him)
Lucille: *shrugs in defeat* Apparently, they can... Doesn't matter. I like building-
Ma: (Shakes her head in disapproval at these people as she mutters something under her breath, tapping the bottom of Lucille’s chin) “I’m sure you do honey- but too much strain on one person will cause them to crumble. So no- they can’t be asking you to do everything for them. You have your own life to manage too.”
Jasmine: (Somewhat feels Nicks gentle rubs in her sleep, but she cannot really contain herself as she feels the softest of touches caress the side of her face and she runs even faster towards a bright beacon of light in the distance. Behind her she can almost hear and feels her troubles calling out to her, but the light is driving it all away for her) “Mamá!!!”
Nick: *confused- she's usually only this active in her sleep when she's having a nightmare and yet, she doesn't seem distressed*
Teshteal: *sniffs* She does smell kind of similar to the little guy...
Gardio: *still still as a statue. One would assume he is one*
Joyce: (Takes in a deep inhale of Gertie, rocking back and forth happily) “Baby ferret smell!!!”
Lucille: *mutters quietly* What life... I had a life before the war and now what? I blew up the institute- but that's all I'll ever be known for.... *splashes the water in a fit of frustration* The one who obliterated the boogeyman of the commonwealth while graciously giving homes to those who need them.
Ma: “Correct me if I am wrong- but I believe that ‘your life’ consists of the same people who helped talk you out of ending it so soon and have taken care of you.” (Tenderly rakes her fingers through Lucille’s purple hair) “They make up your life and you make up theirs in turn. That is what family is. You take care of one another and watch each others hearts and wellbeing.”
Lucille: *eyes sting with tears. She tries to hide it by averting her gaze. She doesn't know if she has the strength to return the favor to the people who do care... And now she wonders if she's failed each and every one of them, now*
Jasmine: (Hums along with the song the voice of her mother is singing- recognizing it immediately as one of the many lullabies she’d sing. It twists her heartstrings a bit, but she cannot help the smile on her face) “Mami….” (She stops running but doesn’t stop squirming to escape in real life, closing her eyes to bask in the warmth she’s feeling throughout her body)
Nick: *still holding his squirming daughter as still as he can. He keeps petting her back to comfort her*
Ma: (Smiles kindly down at the young woman) “You know- people often ask me why I do what I do. Why I devote everything I am to being a caretaker and mother when I seemingly get little in return for walking sometime walking into a blaze that could leave me with less than what I had before. What they don’t understand is that I do get something in return each and every time. I get the irreplaceable joy of seeing my babies and loved ones flourish and glow over time even in the tiniest ways. That will fill me up more than gold and glory ever wil even if it’s in the tiniest of ways like a simple glitter in their eyes in the morning at breakfast or the peaceful look on their face as they sleep in comfort.” (Gently taps the bottom of Lucille’s chin once more before she moves her hand up to tuck her short hair behind her ears even if there isn’t much to do so) “That’s what any good parent wants from their kid. I can say that your father is no different. And if I end up with taking a hard loss or a couple of hits, well then so be it. Love is the sacrifices we make for each other anyways. And if you’re wondering what you’re sacrificing here for this love- it’s that little piece of you that you keep trying to hide away from everyone. That little piece of you that’s human, tired and just wants peace and rest. Yes, that piece of you that you think is unwanted and not worth it is still precious because it’s a part of you, my love.”
Teshteal: *eyes sparkle at how loving his girlfriend is over this small creature*
Joyce: (Bounces and pats her little bundle of joy- then glances back at the house) “I wonder how we should play this out with Gilbert….”
Jasmine: (Mumbling hoarsely as she paws midair) “Mamá…. Come back…. Please….” (Kicks her feet a bit harder) “Lo siento Mami, lo mucho siento. Por favor….. Don’t leave me alone- you know I hate it….”
Translation: “I’m sorry Mommy, I’m very sorry. Please.”
Dogmeat: (Sniffles the squirming girl some more with big puppy eyes of confusion and concern because she’s making strange sounds)
The Voice: (Whispers ever so softly and comfortingly into the broken teens ear, wrapping her up in a hug of warmth and security) “Chiquilla bonita. Llegaste del cielo en un tren del amor. Tu alegre sonrisa. Me enseña en la vida, el camino mejor….”
Translation: “Pretty girly. You arrived from heaven on a train of love. You’re happy smile. It teaches me the better things in life.”
Jasmine: (Feels her heart both flood with overwhelming joy and crack into a million little pieces when she registers that- having not understood why her mother had been so adamant on singing that song to her during her prewar days…. But now it’s just becoming clear. She has to find her mother- she has to say sorry) “I’m sorry Mamá…..” (She hugs her dream self tightly and rocks back and forth on her feet, taking a couple of slow steps to follow the voice but once again it’s coming from all directions)
Nick: *whispers* What's going on in that pretty little head of yours...?
Teshteal: Hrm... Slowly? Like a cat?
Gardio: *nods*
Lucille: *lips tremble before burying her face in her hands. She wishes she COULD rest but the consequences of that feel too great*
Ma: (Softly) “Whatcha thinking about, my sweet?” (Gently allows her hand to rest on Lucille’s shoulder, looking on at the young woman with concern and understanding)
Lucille: *voice cracks as she cries into her hands* I... I can't just drop everything to rest-! I can't- There's so much I need to do- people could die without me- *sobs, deep down wanting to rest but it seems like an impossible task*
Joyce: (Glances between Gardio and Teshteal) “I suppose so- but knowing my little stinker he’ll come running the moment he senses someone else taking up my attention then throw a tantrum.”
Teshteal: So then we show him immediately-!
Gardio: Carefully-
Teshteal: We carefully show him immediately! *Beaming from ear to ear*
Jasmine: (Mewls like a lost kitten looking for their mother because she essentially is, her dream self wandering aimlessly through an empty field to find a dead woman whom she swears she can feel in her heart and hear in the distance. She smiles despite being lost- because she knows that her mother is close by and wouldn’t allow anyone to lay a finger on her child) “Where are you?”
Lucille: *voice cracks as she cries into her hands* I... I can't just drop everything to rest-! I can't- There's so much I need to do- people could die without me- *sobs, deep down wanting to rest but it seems like an impossible task*
Ma: “Oh cariño…” (Her mother instincts take ahold and she immediately drops to her knees besides the poor young woman, gently draping her arm around Lucille’s shoulder to pull her into a hug that she can easily pull out of if she desires) “Sssssh, it’s gonna be alright. We’ll figure things out all together. You can only shoulder so much on your own until you crack and crumble- but that’s what your family is here for.”
Teshteal: So then we show him immediately-!
Gardio: Carefully-
Teshteal: We carefully show him immediately! *Beaming from ear to ear*
Joyce: (Turns back to the lighthouse in thought, then back down at the tiny kit once more) “Well- he’s gonna have to at least tolerate her. Hopefully he quickly learns that there’s plenty of love to go around. Plus it’s not good for ferrets to be alone.”
Teshteal: *making kissy faces and baby noises at the baby ferret... his ears pick up a rustling noise in the distance of the woods but the size tells him it might be a wild animal of some kind*
Jasmine: (Suddenly perks upright from Nicks chest as if she was summoned, her hands firmly planted on his shoulders so she can steady herself as her big magical doe eyes scan the area expectingly. They gloss over both Nick and Dogmeat as if they weren’t there- obviously she’s looking for something else) “Mamá…..” (She can still feel the warmth in her heart and the prickle of a ghostly kiss on the back of her head….. But where is her mother?)
Nick: *looks where she is. His sensors pick up a faint impression of... something but it's hard to get a reading. He briefly considers heading to Acadia for calibration if not for Jasmine's behavior. Kindly, out of confusion* What about her, doll?
Lucille: *sobs into the older woman's arms*
Ma: (Locks Lucille into her strong and comforting embrace that many people had sought solace in before) “Sssshh, it’s okay. Just let it all out.”
Jasmine: (Pouts a bit when she can’t find her mother, then she tilts her head at another prickle on her cheek. She then makes grabby hands up in the air while leaning over the side of the chair, almost like she’s trying to leap out of her fathers arms)
Nick: Woah, hold on there... *pulls her back a little, unsure exactly why she's trying to leap out of the seat at nothing. Granted, it seems better than the wild thrashing from before, but it doesn't make him any less concerned about her current behavior*
Gardio: *decides that the two lovebirds should be fine so he walks back to the lighthouse to try and be of some help. He approaches the two men* If there's any cargo that isn't food or livestock to haul in or set up, I'd be willing to help.
Donovan: (Looks frazzled about something but slowly nods his head, a bottle of broth in hand) “Yeah…. Yeah, that would be nice thank you….” (He walks over to the other ghoul, holding out the bottle to him) “Give this to Detective Valentine before you go, please.”
Trenton: (Leaning against the wall, looking down in deep thought, staring Donny’s expression of worry)
Gardio: Will do. *gives an affirming nod then gives Donny a reassuring but heavy pat on the shoulder, giving him just a little radiation as a boost to help ease his frazzled nerves before he heads on up to the roof*
Donovan: (Gives a weak smile at Gardio as he leaves, then sighs heavily)
Joyce: (Goes back to squealing happily over the little one) “Oooooh, she’s too perfect!!! I can’t get enough of her sweet little face!!!”
Gertie: (Gazes up at Teshteal and Joyce, licking her nose some more)
Teshteal: *licks his own nose with his long tongue to mimic Gertie*
Gertie: (Seems fascinated by the two people in front of her, especially by the strange gremlin man mimicking her by licking his own nose)
Joyce: (Giggles some more, this time at her boyfriend) “Ack, you’re cute as well!!!”
Jasmine: (Whines when she’s kept from leaping into the air but she doesn’t seem too upset, just tries to do it again while still making grabby hands at nothing)
Nick: *sighs, knowing if he tries to snap her out of it, she'll just grow more distressed* I can't just let you go- you might hurt yourself... Maybe your mama will come closer to hold you.
Gardio: *walks up the stairs to the roof and raises an eyebrow in confusion at the girl making grabby hands in the air. It's a stark contrast to the screaming and thrashing from before. He very carefully approaches and speaks calmly so he doesn't spook her* I have broth for her.
Teshteal: *turns to her and licks his nose like he's some sort of big cat then makes a tiny chirping noise with his mouth- being the silliest of sillies to make his angel laugh*
Joyce: (Shrieks with laughter at her goofball of a boyfriend, putting a hand over her mouth to try and muffle her laughter that can be heard across the ocean)
Teshteal: *grins at how much that simple noise made her happy* I could gobble her and Gilbert up like a couple of extra big noodles! *Playfully licks his lips*
Jasmine: (Looks over at Gardio when she hears his voice and blinks slowly, then turns to her father, then back to the space up in the area she was looking at) “Mamá….” (She wiggles in her dads arms, patting on his shoulder to try and make her let go, then makes her grabby hands to be picked up by whatever she’s looking at)
Dogmeat: (Whines with confusion, trying to lick the girl)
Gardio: *finally next to the chair. He sets the bottle down next to Nick* Here... Do you think she'll drink it in this state?
Nick: I haven't a clue... *to Jasmine* Hey, kitten. Do you think your Mama would be happy if you drank this broth? *picks up the bottle and holds it up* I think she would. *gently smiling at her*
Jasmine: “Mamá….” (Takes her eyes off the air with a wistful and somber, deep longing look in her eyes, letting her hands rest back on her Dads shoulders as she turns to look at him. She tilts her head to one side, then seems to register that it’s him and she breaks out into a warm smile)
Nick: *smiles just as warmly back, relieved to se that she's isn't suffering for once* It's good to see that smile. Would you like some broth? *Offers it to her once more to see if she'll take it or not*
Gardio: *amazed that the girl looks so at peace. He glances over at the spector she was making grabby hands at a second ago*
Nick: *thinks to himself* So he can see it, too? Well that means it's not a simple calibration issue...
Jasmine: (Softly) “Daddy….” (Gently presses her forehead to his while putting a hand on his cheek, sighing softly, not acknowledging what he’s offering her)
The Object: (Appears to be a misty ball of white light up in the sky, now fading out so it’s almost completely transparent)
Nick: *sighs and sets the bottle down* I suppose not... *Reaches up with his bad hand and strokes her cheek, then attempts to brush a stray hair from her face* Hey, kiddo.
Gardio: *watching as it disappears, wondering what or who that could have been... Whatever it was seemed to have a calming effect on the girl. Quietly he turns to and starts for the stairs* I'm going to help Donny. I promised him that I'd help.
Jasmine: (Hums happily in greeting, sighing as she slinks down to rest her head against Nicks chest, listening to the soothing sounds of his inner workings while the sun shines over them. She’s still tired, like her body is light years away from being fully recharged)
Joyce: “Oooohhh- I so hope they get along well!!! I would love to have a ferret snuggle session!!!”
Teshteal: *looks up and notices Gardio's left* We should... Probably go back. Dio left- *slight panic enters his voice* Why did he leave-?
Joyce: (Looks around) “Hm, I don’t know. Maybe he went to help Donny with the stuff.”
Teshteal: Yeah... *Shaking a little. He can feel the hairs on the back of his neck stand on end again* I don't feel safe out here, though... Let's head back. *Turns to the lighthouse*
Joyce: (Seems concerned but she follows along) “Errrrrm…. Okay then. But can I ask, why don’t you feel safe?”
Teshteal: *glances at the ship* I don't know those people. I don't know if they're from that hellish place. *Already walking along*
Joyce: (Walks alongside him, confused) “What place? These our Ma and Donny’s friends, they’ve known them for a long time.”
Donovan: (Already putting away some of the stuff he brought in, raising his head when Gardio pokes his head in) “Handed it off?”
Gardio: As good as done. She still seemed sleepy though... *Fully steps into the kitchen* What do you need help with bringing in?
Donovan: (Rubs his forehead for a moment, then starts walking to the door past Gardio) “The stuff with the storage labels go into the basement, the kitchen labels go the kitchen, and the rest into the living room. Mama will sort them out later.”
Jasmine: (Her eyes click up to her father as she rests, lifting a hand to gently touch the side of his neck where there’s a large gash, humming a bit sadly and with concern)
@lucilleandherrobots
#So uh I decided to make my characters have a more prominent Mexican background.#Because I was so pissed at Disneys Primos and said; “Fine. I’ll do it myself.”#Jk jk. But I’m still doing it and changed some of the old dialogue to reflect this.#So uh yaaaaay- diversity!!!#I am so excited to show off the pretty colors and good food.#And the SPANGLISH.#fallout#fallout 4#fo4#nick valentine#fallout oc#fallout original character#fallout roleplay#fallout rp
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HI I MADE KEYCHAINS
#my art#bg3#baldurs gate 3#astarion#bg3 fanart#bg3 astarion#i posted a speedpaint on the tiking tok bc why not#AND THEY MUTED MY MUSIC#IM SO PISSED ABOUT IT#AND THEY TELL YOU AFTER YOU PUBLISH IT??#and they’re like ‘‘here are all these other replacement audios you can use :)’’ and none of them fit the vibe i was going for#and it’s like i guess i’ll go fuck myself then#i fucking hate tiktok sm
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Thinking so hard about Copia today
#pissed myself off remind myself he isn’t real so I’ll never be able to fuck him#ej waffles#nonsense by ej#copia#papa emeritus iv#ghost#the band ghost#ghost band#cardinal copia
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SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME
#just promoting a podcast he may or may not be a part of I’ll have to check it#but GODDAMN MADE ME PISS MYSELF#I’m shocked he still knows his login#boyd holbrook#my posts
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What's the favourite photo you've taken? - they're all so nice!! 💕
awww thank you sm !! <33 tbh I don’t really find any one photo too significant as of yet, not to say they aren’t nice to have but real life moments are nicer :)
these aren’t necessarily my fav photos but could argue might be my favourite “vibes”
this one was taken with a digital point and shoot — while it may be argued objectively shitty and I’m completely aware a toddler could replicate it, I think this is why I love it. the fact that it just is what it is. the untouched scene naturally tells its own story, rather than needing to curate one yourself. I personally find it’s more than just something to look at. this stripped back style evokes more emotion for me than others and I love how the darker lighting does not dull its life. I mean this is all subjective. I personally don’t think this style is the best for every photo (or maybe it could be) but I really like when it works out. as someone who feels disconnected from my own existence a lot of the time, I like that I can live through it a little, as I believe it to be as close to a reflection of my interpretation of the society we live in as possible. while it wouldn’t really matter if this particular photo got deleted. never to be seen again, I’d never know the feeling of this particular moment, until I felt it in real life again. obviously I didn’t quite know all this when randomly taking it while bored on the train but I think that’s the only reason it turned out this way which is even more warming.
but of course, maybe more so than anything, I love my trusty film <3 point and shoot ofc — these photos alongside the header of this blog, again very little effort but somewhat significant of a story. I guess what I’m trying to say is that I like when I’m able to capture a simple image that tells a story/evokes emotion (again, whether or not it portrays a story may be subjective). Especially with minimal effort, cause in my opinion if it’s perfect as is, then surely it’s worth taking a photo of. Film is more reliable to me at this point of my life, while I’m not very experienced (in any kind of photography really) I think it’s hard to fail, in fact I feel as though it almost exceeds my expectations. As someone who has never been any good at technical aspects of any form of art (or the patience to pursue them), I find film enables me to curate something to a standard of which I couldn’t ask for anything better of myself. Not to mention the process of developing etc. meaning I really have to stop and envision my image more so than with digital, which is basically an act of mindfulness (something I’m also usually very bad at). I’m pretty sure the Coca Cola photo was the first photo I ever took on film in 2020 lockdown (besides a barbie disposal I got for xmas as a kid that my parents were mad at me for quickly “wasting” and never to be developed). what I love about all these photos is that I believe I was able to zoom in on (no pun intended, because actually I didn’t) seemingly insignificant moments in life happening all around me so that they could later be recognised as something more. again, in my mind, my life feels very fragile at the best of times so I like that I can hold onto things a little longer when I’m alone. I’m so so glad film has stuck around and I hope I one day fix my favourite film camera and can take more photos like these!
again, hella subjective and have found most people I know to have very different preferences in what photos they think look and feel best, but as of right now these are mine :)
#idk if anyone cares THAT MUCH#but im distracting myself from the fact I’m ruining my academic life but continuing to do so by writing this instead#also I’m literally not a photographer so like idk wot I’m saying I’m just saying wot I’m thinking#the way I went on a full blown ramble in this post ab my life philosophies and then realised no one asked so deleted it lmao#but I’ll leave u with this instead#ultimate yapper#idk which parts of the words I say are real I’m literally insane#I also wrote this while throwing up in my mouth and dizzy as fuck#and now it’s 3am and I want to die bc every second I don’t do my assignment another mark comes off#but now i really can’t do it bc I feel too unwell#soz I’m a literally broken record lmao#not lmao at all#actually I’m pissed cos why can’t I do my critical analysis report rn but I can write this help
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if I spend more than seventeen seconds thinking about the unresolved threads from legacy and the next day I fear I will start sobbing at my desk. what do you mean we’ll never get to see alan and roy and lora (loraaaaaaaa 😭) have closure about flynn. what do you mean we’ll never get to see them help sam and quorra rebuild the grid. what do you MEAN we’ll never get to see them meet their programs. fic and fanworks are delightful but the fact that there will never be a canon resolution………. mr mouse count your fucking days
#sickening! sickening I tell you!#I wish I could get back some of my old ‘fine I’ll write it myself’ attitude but unfortunately#I think I’ve just crossed into pissed off about it territory lol#few things in fiction disappoint me more than wasted potential#like I’d almost rather witness a swing and a miss than a setup that just doesn’t go anywhere#that doesn’t mean I resent the existence of the next day but oh I am bitterrrrrr
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2006 Black Christmas truthers are the most oppressed minority💔(aside from gamers)
#this is how it feels to be me#I know yall don’t care but I’ll keep piss posting#piss Billy that is#I’m not into pee#slashers#black christmas#billy lenz#black christmas 1974#horror#slasher#black christmas 2006#fanart#I like to believe that the two Billies co-exist as little buddies who hang out sometimes because I make them#:)#I need to stop talking to myself in the tags of my own post
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it’s so funny to me when people make posts that are like i hate it when fandom mischaracterizes my favorite blorbo/fandom needs to stop reading the story this way/fandom reduces my blorbo to xyz trait when they actually contain multitudes bc they clearly have things they like and care about re: the topic but instead of simply sharing their thoughts they have to preface their joy with this kicking at the table leg bit that emphasizes how correct their opinion is and how everyone else is Lame and also Wrong like mein gotte it’s barbie dolls on some 35 year old who works in software engineering’s macbook you have contributed nothing to society by telling jessica from ohio software engineer to deepen their understanding of sakusa kiyoomi haikyuu. ‘fandom always ignores/forgets that’ ok and? your problem is? ? ? maybe people are happy writing chilfuck as a babygirl or marcille as something other than a girlfailure in which case good for them!! it sparks joy yahhhh!!! i’ve blocked enough people on twitter to mostly be at peace these days but tumblr is Not Safe everywhere i go on my dash there are these weirdos who think everyone else is doing fandom wrong. you silly man. you absolute buffoon. you mysterious moralist
like listen i am the most literaturepilled mf out here so i think i’m entitled to yap about this i like my characters fucked up and bizarre and quadruple-faced and so only read very particular fics but maine gotte i will not complain about it publicly because that’s my business! other people are here for other things. escapism. joy. Oviposition. and that’s great because life’s boring when it’s just you and 10 other guys like you. i’m telling you morally outraged random 18 y/o the oviposition guy is the key to the universe and i’m Old and Tired now so every time someone puts that ‘marcille is more than a genius and people need to stop writing her like awooga booga whatever the fuck’ shit on my dash they’re catching that block like a fist flying out of a can of tuna oh yeah i’m closing my eyes i do not see your dumb ahh shit i go to bed
#fr…. let people live….. there is no right or wrong way to engage with stories we’re literally just hanging out….#worst part is when i click on op’s blog and they’re like 26#please please go and cook some vegetables you will be happier#as for me i’m hard at work massaging that block button like a flaccid cock#i Will make tumblr a place that doesn’t raise my blood pressure (determined)#man like fr what is the point of trying to change how people hang out in fandom#just find people u like and hang out with them#mayne goat i usually disagree with the most popular characterizations of my homies but so what you know#does it matter? no? will i think about it? no! i will go find things i like#and if i can’t find them i’ll write em myself#or draw em. or fuck em. whatever#it’s just so silly to me to waste energy being a hater on randos when you could be having fun#that’s how i try to live anyway. look at pretty face and have fun#no one is wrong in fandom. some may be stupid. but they’re not wrong! what do you know. you’re just a guy#we’re all just little guys#so live ur best life fr my guys spend time on the things u love not the shit that pisses u off#like me. i’m going to go look at pics of bailu now
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I genuinely needed to scream about this where it would be appreciated but wen I met jeffrey combs at a Star Trek con i cosplayed as a bride w my friend and we looked so insanely good and the cosplay was bonkers sexy and gorey but anyway wen we met him he literally fw us so hard and said ‘2 brides 1 groom☝️😏’ ‼️
#god there’s so much I didn’t write about in here that I’ll just put in tags#he was so cheeky and fun and banters#he quoted so many reanimator lines for us#later we ran into him in a dif part of the building and when he walked past he said ‘I made you!!!’ in the Herbert voice#OHMG WHEN WE ENCOUNTERED HIM ON BREAK… I spotted him approaching us and I was like ‘omg… ((friend)) Jeffrey combs is literally behind you…#I actually pissed myself on the spot#moments before I had the urge to make a TikTok and I should have because he would have walked by in perfect timing#god I will always beat myself up for that#it would have been the most iconic moment of my life if I did#he kept calling us his brides#🥲💖#reanimator#herbert west#bride of reanimator
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Day 18: Saddle
Trembling from the cold and the chilly metal pressing into her back, Harry gripped the black horn of the saddle, refusing to look behind her. Black metal arms reached around her and gripped the stallion’s reins, the horse shifting as it prepared to move on command.
“What now?” Harry asked in despair.
“I’ll take you back to your fucking lovely farm,” the knight mocked, voice somehow cultured even through the swear, “And get on with my mission. Which way?”
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From chapter 1 of @treacleteacups’s Byzantium
#inktober#inktober2023#hp#harry potter#tom riddle#voldemort#tomarrymort#tomarry#my art#fanart#well. I’m behind literally one single day after I got caught up again#and I’m ashamed to report that it’s because of a man#a man I don’t even like anymore!#but I’m a coward and a people pleaser so there I was#I’ll get rid of him soon though…he’s pissed me off one too many times#gonna reread chapter 5 of this to remind myself what a REAL man looks like 😩
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Lmao had to do it. Also pouring one out for the genderfluid Loki we didn’t get but all deserved. 🩷🤍💜🖤💙
#like show airing in 2021 literally helped me realize I was genderfluid#so even though it was piss poor representation it helped me realize something super key about myself#so I’ll always be grateful for it in that way#lokius#Loki and Mobius#loki x mobius#loki genderfluid#genderfluid loki
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I love playing stardew valley multiplayer
#this is part of a larger post that I’ll#post later but I was pissing myself at this meme#jessi art#this is so stupid I love it#SHE FORGOT OUR ANIMALS SO MANY TIMES THEYRE GONNA RIOT#day 102682 of drawing myself hot when irl I look like Adam Sandler
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I thought Kai was gay 😭💀
I AM CRYINGGGG 😭
LIKE I CAN’T BREATHE HOW DID IT COME TO THIS 😭
tears in my eyes choking on my own spit dying and trying to revive at rhe same time-
PLS 😭
no cuz… valid? 😧 like i see the vision. I GET IT 😭 but the issue here is that the flag has too much colour 🏳️🌈
not enough black. but yk, knowing him, he’d try and reform it somehow 💀
#no pls this is sending me#it’s one short sentence but it’s killing me 😭#mainly bc of the fact that when i really think about it#it makes sense 💀#HAHAHAHAHA 😭#just for that#i might just give you guys a sneak peek of the next chapter 👀#which i predict might be out some time later this week or next week#depends#woahhh you guys deserve a sneak peek for that#i don’t think you understand#like i genuinely nearly pissed myself#idk how to convince you guys 💀#keep doing shit like this and i’ll just abandon my exams altogether and become a full time liar liar author#get chapters outta me every week#saturday (to replace the jjk chapters now that it’s finished)#malakai mortimer#liar liar predictions!#believe it or not it’s still a prediction HAHAHAHA#liar liar asks!
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I found this beautiful picture of jon and I needed to share it with y’all bc it’s my new favorite picture of him ever and I will be using it as my go to reaction picture for everything now thx
#why does it look like frank just accidentally shot matt in his perfect ass#like oops#sorry red#don’t worry i’ll kiss it better#oops altar boy’s big mad#gone and pissed off the devil#do you still wanna be boyfriends ???#aldjsjsk I crack myself up#frank castle#the punisher#jon bernthal
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