#I’ll never be mad
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When did the latest 1,000 of you follow me??? good lord hi and welcome, I should maybe pay attention to my notifications and activity page more 😭
#I’m not sure if you showed up about fanfiction or from one of my brief hyperfixations or from the cult post or from Star Trek or batfam#but hi welcome hello!#it’s just this! it’s just this. all the time. I bounce interests and recycle old ones#and share way too much personal life on this blog#especially in post tags#and i really love talking with people but most of the time my brain treats messages and asks and emails and texts#as if they are a deadly danger#so I WILL take up to 7 years to respond#but please know it haunts me every day#and I will get to it eventually#even if it’s long after you unfollowed me potentially#anyway. in this house we stan fairness and authenticity and compassion towards both others and self#and we are a pro skepticism and pro sourced-information and pro scientific research around here#AND obsessed with experiencing existence through the realm of story#I hope you enjoy your time here! you can always stick around and I’m happy to see you#but absolutely unfollow me at any time! curate your online experience! it should be good for you#when I or my blog no longer spark joy#please unfollow. I literally do not care. your experience is supposed to be nice for you#take what serves you and leave the rest.#this is just tumblr. you have a whole life#I’ll never be mad#👍#2024#this is a lot of followers. like not five digits a lot but INCOMPREHENSIBLE numbers to ME regardless lol#thanks for following whatever your reason was#personal
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i really do think there’s a huge disconnect on here w/ people who have never used tiktok as to what it actually is and who actually uses it. the number of people i’ve seen call it a “teen dancing app” is actually insane. it has not been a teen dancing app since i was in high school, around 2016 - 2020. the main communities i saw on a daily basis were 1) black history/anti-racism educators, 2) high school & college teachers sharing in-classroom strategies and frustrations with the education system, 3) local/state political leaders giving real-time updates on behind-the-scenes government decisions, & 4) community activism & leadership. like tiktok is an adult platform. almost every person i interacted with was my age or older. and yes it completely depends on your fyp and how you interact with the app, yes there’s still teenagers and dance videos and literally anything else you can think of. but these communities of adults aren’t insubstantial at all, they have literally millions of interactions on a daily basis. there’s about a million other types of communities that i could name just off the top of my head, because the range of users was SO diverse and thriving. it’s a long-distance community tool, just like any other social media—and honestly much better than any other social media, because it relies primarily on the kindness of strangers. i saw at least 5-10 videos today of queer people in rural areas panicking because they don’t have any access to queer community on any other platform or in real life. and before i end this i do want to say i think tiktok is coming back, i think this is a highly orchestrated political move, etc., but i do know it won’t ever be exactly the same. people are panicking about free speech violations because tiktok was a place where people fucking SPEAK. i have never seen mass mobilization and communication in this same way for as long as i’ve been alive. it is the people’s app, not just a silly teenage thing. if you’re not on tiktok and never have been, please stop talking about it like you know anything at all😭
#idec if i look stupid for these posts i am fucking Mad#it’s not about doomscrolling. be so fr. i’ve had a time limit on for years and i’ve done perfectly fine#people’s jobs were on this app. small businesses were on this app. fucking CULTURE was on this app#project willow? bisan in gaza? like this is the most interconnected and fast-moving source of news we have#literally straight from the ground. from the places where it’s happening#i know i can still read news. that’s not the problem.#the problem is that i have nowhere else to see the videos from my minnesota legislator who’s been giving daily updates on the republican#coup in the house of representatives. like. do you see the problem.#not to mention half the news sites are paywalled anyway.#and i saw someone say that this forces us to foster irl community which is true again. but you can still have irl community at the same time#as long-distance virtual community????#my best friends are long distance. if all social media went dark i could never talk to them again.#like we are in the fucking 21st century. we should be able to have both.#anyway. sorry for all the ranting lately except i’m really not because i am fucking PISSED#i’ll be on rednote and youtube for a while except neither of them are really the same.#genuinely nothing was like tiktok fr. i miss it already#tiktok#tiktok ban
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In an alternate universe, Powder gets caught and left behind when Jayce’s lab explodes. Realizing that she will likely be shipped off to some dismal prison or orphanage, Jayce argues that keeping her around will lure back the real culprits of the attack- she’s just a child, after all, and nobody was really harmed- besides, somebody has to keep an eye on her, and they were his crystals. What’s the harm in letting her tag along?
In an alternate universe, Viktor notices her genius and takes her under his wing, consults her on his experiments and encourages her to undertake her own. She becomes an expected presence in their lab, tinkering away at her own projects and offering a fresh perspective when Jayce and Viktor get stuck.
In an alternate universe, they notice her despair and betrayal when her sister doesn’t come back for her. They notice when she breaks down, her grief and rage, the internal violence her mind wreaks on her, and they search for a cure. They get her help and medicine, and if need be, they talk her through her delusions with cool, scientific detachment, explaining what is going on in her brain until it doesn’t scare her anymore. If, in the process of helping her, they both begin to reconcile with their own self destructive tendencies- well, that’s just a convenient side effect.
In an alternate universe, she is understood and listened to and valued, and she is not a weapon or a tool or a jinx. She is respected for her brilliance, and her illness is acknowledged and not feared, and her genius is put toward progress and not violence. She never quite fits outside the lab- she is a Zaunite, after all, and she clings to that identity with teeth and claws- and though Jayce never quite understands, Viktor always defends her to him.
In an alternate universe, she builds Viktor braces and prosthetics and mobility aids as his condition declines, new and improved with every model. They tweak the designs together, and their witty banter as they work staves off the threat of impending mortality, just for a while. Hextech products begin to sport animal motifs, a phenomenon that neither Jayce nor Viktor feel the need to explain. Their lab is covered in graffiti, which they both complain about, but never actually discourage.
In an alternate universe, Vi finds her sister, and she is eccentric, but not broken. She is supported and cared for and hailed as the protege of the two most brilliant scientists alive. She is angry and confused and betrayed, yes- but she is not alone, and she is not afraid.
And they can work with that.
#i’m ill i’m so unwell#i’ve been thinking about this all night i just#i’ll never forgive silco for weaponizing her mental illness instead of trying to help her#and i think two queerplatonic scientist dads and their adopted mad genius inventor daughter would be a bonkers dynamic#the found family in this show is already off the charts i’m just working with what i was provided <3#arcane#jinx#jinx arcane#powder arcane#viktor arcane#jayce talis#this is not realistic but i don’t care. IM COPING LET ME COPE
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‘Reboot this, don’t reboot that’ call me when you’re remaking the ending of ouat to include a Swanqueen endgame
#I’ll never ever be over them#and I’ll never not be mad#the CHEMISTRY#THE LOVE#THE STORY#ouat#swan queen#tv shows#once upon a time#regina mills#emma swan#regina x emma
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does the cracked egg represent the exploitation faced by the egg admins on the QSMP ? -_-
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who’s making the we didn’t start the fire edit for abu dhabi. we already have enough stuff and there’s still like an hour and a half until the first practice session
#not a tag#from saph#sometjing insane about sifting through posr after post about the gax stuff ar 2:30am#then going to get ready for bed#only to come back and find out max is having a child#this is nearly destiel levels of madness guys#i’m losing my mind#i have work at 9am#everyone i know is reasonable and asleep i need to scream this to someone sorry#i’ve said it 8 times today i’ll say it again: i have never needed nico rosberg to speak more where is he give me my problematic blonde bitc
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phannies how are we doing in the run up to the wwwy-no-but-seriously-imagine-it evening ? personally. I’m chewing at the bars in my cage and scratching at the walls in my padded cell
#this is SO silly#in all likelihood nothing will happen but the chances have never been higher. the stars have never aligned more#can’t stop thinking about it. also mad that if something happens I’ll be asleep bc time zones lmao#dan and phil#no but seriously imagine it#p#phan
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It is once again “why didn’t they let ryuji have any empathy for yusuke” era. Nothing like a game establishing that both of them have abusive/neglectful/awful dads and then instead of ryuji trying to connect with yusuke and show him that madarame is abusing him, he just gets angry at him?? For what????? Why???? There was so much potential
#ryuji sakamoto#yusuke kitagawa#I just think!! it’s a waste!! of potential!!!!#yeah here are these two characters with difficult home lives. one has a mother he loves and can turn to. one is entirely on his own#and for some reason ryuji seems to hate yusuke for defending madarame?#I understand it could work with his character or with his experiences that he gets defensive about yusuke not listening#maybe it’s uncomfortable for him to see someone who is doing what he did before he realised his dad was a bad person#but ultimately. this is an aspect of their relationship that really should have been there#and I can’t believe atlus fumbled this opportunity.#I’ll never stop being mad about it#persona 5#p5#p5r#persona 5 royal
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rewatching supernatural i get so intensely angry whenever dean makes a reference to how he’s “supposed” to die, how he’s “meant” to go. especially as the show goes on because in the earlier seasons he talks about going out blaze-of-glory style as if it’s a badge of honour because he actually believes in it. his conditioning and his upbringing shaped his self worth in such a way that the ideal out for him would be on the job—saving people, hunting things. but as the show goes on, every time it comes up there’s an increasing sense of resignation, so especially by the end you know that he doesn’t actually want to go out that way. he wants to make it to the other side, he’s just too afraid to verbalize that because of how easily any hope for escape could be taken away from him, and so what do the writers do? when that hope is more present than ever—he can see the light at the end of the tunnel—they suddenly and brutally take it away from him, his worst fears confirmed in the final moments of his life, dooming him to the narrative he finally accepted he didn’t want to be stuck in. and i know we’ve talked about his ending a lot so i won’t get into it too much, but i just can’t stop thinking about every time he says to sam or cas or another hunter that he’s “supposed” to die a certain way, because what more proof do we need that his story never should have ended like that? fuck’s sake, he deserved better.
#i’ll never not be angry about the stupid goddamn finale#not just on dean’s behalf either but for all of them#they did all my best friends so dirty#but yeah dean’s death in particular gets me so mad as i’m sure we all experience#even when they talk about the ending they planned pre-covid like they were still going to kill him#why was everyone in the writers room pretending they’ve never heard of a good character arc#anyways i’m mad again oops#dean winchester#spn#supernatural#em saying things
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Every great thing
Has its cheap copy
#sorry I will never shut up about viv probably ripping off sylvester for her tv head character#bc like#at the time sylvester was burnt limes animation meme channel mascot#she (or someone on her team) copied a popular animation meme oc#and it’s very funny but also makes me mad bc burnt lime is the one who gets harassed for it#burnt lime#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel critical#<- maybe? I mean not really but I’ll tag it anyway
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#I know I had the poll but I finished this and really wanted to post this#if this comes in first then I’ll draw the second most popular choice#also sorry for the crappy quality I realized my canvas was to small way to late#low-key next time I do a meme it’ll be better quality#also the kid in the left hand corner is meant to be griffin#also I feel like Jess would be dying seeing Fontaine get all flustered around Finn#I just know the two of them had girl talk about it#additionally Finn deserves justice#I just realized I have never actually draw him without a meme face#high key Finn rocks them all though#I wish we got more Jess#I really wonder what her dynamics with the pirates would be like#the deep 2015#the deep cartoon#the deep#fontaine nekton#ant nekton#meme#jess gorman#smiling finn#mad maddy#griffin the deep#alpheus benthos
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went to the local pharmacy to buy six different lipstick shades for this painting. Told the cashier it was for my wife. I didn’t lie, exactly.
#cashier looked like she didn’t believe me#i look really gay irl. she definitely doubted my story#now i have so many lipsticks that i’ll never use.#hannibal nbc#nbc hannibal#traditional art#painting#hannibal lecter#traditional painting#kisses#kiss#i’m crazy#mads mikkelsen#mads mikkelsen drawing#i love mads mikkelsen#i love hannibal#i love hannibal lecter
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ok guys if this isnt in part 2 we riot
#i’ll never not be mad about how much they cut this scene up in the final version#🙁 please wicked movie gods please#wicked#boq woodsman#nessarose thropp
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The pandemic robbed us of Loverfest but it brought us Aaron Dessner and some how that was everything
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dude in my lecture turned around to argue with me after overhearing me make a joke about “not going into medicine bc i can’t stand the sight of blood”
he felt it was of utmost importance that i know there are medical jobs where you don’t see blood and “just didn’t understand not going into medicine bc of a fear of blood”
dude
i don’t know you??
#why do ppl keep inviting themselves to my convos#i don’t talk loudly#i’m not even saying egregiously stupid things#bro it was a joke relax#he rlly thought#i somehow got to my 3rd year in college as a neuroscience major#and never knew their were positions in medicine that didn’t involve wounds#perhaps i was. idk. joking with my friend#if he had simply been excited to tell me smth he cared about#awesome!! im actually chill with that#but bro entered the conversation like he was dumbfounded by my idiocy#i wasn’t even mad exactly#just so confused about why tf he decided to do that#and why ppl do this to me#are other ppl experiencing this#do random strangers randomly interrupt u to make the convo about themselves#is this a thing?#is this what we’re doing?#i literally wouldn’t care if they brought any other energy#but they enter with this smugness#that activates my fight or flight#i’ll tell u that ur the most genius special boy to ever be#just please stop talking to me
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idk if i’ve ever said it but klavier’s sweet little awkward fiddling with his bangs sprite being called “pretentious” in the animation gallery is SO offensive to me personally
#ace attorney#klavier gavin#aa klavier#‘pretentious’#for his sweet little shy fiddling????#for when he gets all awkward??????#i hate you label i’ll smite you where you stand for this#never had so much beef with a label before#but im capable of anything for klavier gavin😤#had to air this grievance somewhere before i went insane because ive been mad about it since the switch version came out😤
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