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Happy birthday Robin!!
@tinyowlet I hope you have a wonderful birthday!!
#Happy birthday!!#i couldn't let this day go by without giving you a gift!#I was caught between stars and a nautical theme#i ended up doing both#I hope you like it!!#I wish i could go to your party!#sfw interaction only#agere#sfw agere#moodboard#age regression#agere moodboard#sfw littlespace#age dreaming#I can't believe you turned 8!!#no pacifier#food
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My mom called me when she found out about the Trump assassination attempt and before hanging up the call she asked me to just...please be more careful. Proposed that maybe I should chill out with the pride pins and all, considering the political environment at the moment, just with how things are, ya know? But I can't. Not now. Shit is so fucked.
#fae irl#queer#us politics#donald trump#i told my aunt about it because id also spammed the family chat about the situation#about the incident#and she told me to stay safe but that she understands why i cant stop#times are grim and shit is fucked#stay safe stay alive and for fucks sake vote if you can#and fucking vote blue#dont go being all dewy eyed and optimistic thinking its okay to vote third party this time around because its a waste of a vote#when things are already dire#in an idea world you could you vote with your heart but were not living in that world#choose your fucking evil cause realistically thats all the choice you have#im sorry#i wish things were different#i wish things were better#i wish things were easier#but theyre not
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ppl in fandoms are always like 'my son' this and 'my son' that and occasionally 'my husband' jadhksad and only in recent years have you seen ppl talk about female characters that way, like mainstream? I think? but in honor of izu appearing this week or maybe next week or the week after these are my girls, my daughters, my most cherished little sweet beloveds, I adore them, and I don't get to talk about them enough but truly they mean the world to me 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
#most self-centered brat kitty cat in the series. a lying thief and con artist. and the bravest sweetest angel princess ever 💛💛💛💛💛#a-qing I WISH your author loved you like I did rip 💔 izu and alluka and nanika made out really well tho#I was going to make a joke abt demanding partial custody but these girls actually got pretty good caretakers#well. the adventuring party isn't bad. xxc was a bit willfully ignorant perhaps in allowing xy to hang around#killua I love but he is literally a 14 year old boy#yeah I could take them for. a few weekends lmao idk#anywayyyy I love them#cor.txt
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Found this interesting segment off of an Anime News Network post about Nintendo:
This past week, there was a lot of news about Nintendo and their corporate policies; their new employee rate is clocked in at an astounding 98.8%, which isn't just high for the industry. That's an unprecedented high for Japan in general. There was also the development that the upcoming Super Mario Wonder wasn't developed with a deadline in mind—developers were allowed to iterate on ideas and metaphorically throw stuff at the walls to see what stuck. The result is, well, Super Mario Wonder. And let's not forget, this year's The Legend of Zelda: Tears of the Kingdom was also delayed by a whole year in the name of polishing the base game—the result is absolute programming witchcraft, courtesy of how well the ridiculously-intricate Fuse mechanic works on a Nintendo Switch (while "bigger" open-world games can't even keep their physics in line). Also worth pointing out is that Nintendo was willing to start from scratch with Metroid Prime 4 because they didn't like how the game was coming along in development. Nintendo is the result of a studio actually giving a rip about what they put out and making sure the people they hire are well-cared-for while they do it, not just in the office but also in their personal lives—while Japan doesn't formally recognize same-sex marriage, Nintendo extends the same benefits to developers in same-sex partnerships as they do to heterosexual ones. (For the record, Nintendo isn't perfect, and I look forward to Nintendo of America cleaning up their act with regards to their contractors.) Smarter people than myself have also pointed out that, unlike many American studios, Nintendo rarely—if ever—sees the kinds of mass layoffs that the likes of Activision-Blizzard see. The people working on Super Mario Wonder likely include many veteran staff who have worked at Nintendo long enough to get a grip on how a Mario game should "feel," and in turn are allowed to offer advice to younger, newer developers who know they don't have to worry about their job security. Compare this to the likes of EA, who so callously lay off key staff, including some of their most celebrated writers. While the peanut gallery explains how "underpowered" the Switch is, Nintendo has quietly written the book on sustainable production. (It's a real shame that there isn't much they can do about GAME FREAK.) I've seen some folks claim that Nintendo can only do all of these because of how much money they have. And this is valid... to a point. I can see Supergiant Games (creators of Hades and Bastion), Coldwood Interactive (creators of Unravel) or rose-engine games (creators of Signalis) not being able to just dump a ton of work to start all over again on a current project, or just delay a game for an entire year because they wanted to make sure all their "T"s were crossed. But if we're talking the usual American stand-bys—Gearbox Studios, BioWare, NetherRealm Studio, Infinity Ward—then you can miss me with that load of bullcrap. As always, the late Satoru Iwata taking a 50% pay cut during Nintendo's lean years is a big, fat black eye to the rest of the gaming industry that loves to report their record-breaking profits before dropping the axe on whole chunks of their workforce. And it's a tremendous indictment to the likes of Bobby Kotick and other overpaid executives who sit atop these gaming studios.
#nintendo#huh#sounds like working for nintendo is a dream#someone in twitter once mentioned#it's super hard to get in#but it looks like once you do#nintendo is deadset on you staying#i have read they're easy to collab with tho#this is kinda why i feel uneasy about talking about pirating new first party nintendo stuff#they actually pay their guys#sure pirate the out of print stuff#but your money isn't going to fund a yatch#also revealed this year#the president and miyamoto have 2 mil a year salaries#more than enough to be comfortable#but freakin modest as hell compared to american ceos#but yeah i wish game freak could do better
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I'm about to have a birthday as an adult you know what that means!
#its not that i dont wanna get old or anything like that#its just that i spent today alone in bed playing video games and doing homework#and tomorrow ill go to class like normal and i wont get to see any of my friends#and i think about the fact that there was a time when birthdays were so special#when i was little and theyd wish you a happy birthday on the morning announcements#and you could bring in cake or pizza and have a 30 minutr party with your whole class#or when i was a bit older and youd show up to school on your birthday and get fuckin mauled#and you just spend all these years with birthdays meaning something until it just stops#and you're turning 24 and finals season is about to start and you dont even have the time to bake cupcakes to share with friends#and you're the only one who cares#not yr#vent#personal
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does everything suck or is it just me being over dramatic
#The sk trauma deniers (myself are fighting a hard battle (against myself also)#Me when life altering events alter my life: 😰#Vague venting because everything sucks and my shoulder blades feel weird and I miss him#And I miss the way life used to be and I miss being happy and I miss being safe#And I miss a lot of things and I hate a lot of things and I miss a lot of things that I hate#Struggling and I feel like there’s a lot of things I’m feeling that I don’t acknowledge out of the subconscious#(Example: very upsetting part of my dream in which I saw my ex. Clear as day. It was so awful I wanted to cry)#Everything sucks im going to sleep and maybe feel better in the morning for a little and then collapse into tears again#Killing myself party is back on actually. I miss the person I was I miss my sister I miss my family#Everything is different now and I wish what happened never happened even if I refuse to acknowledge it happened sometimes#I just miss. A lot. I wish I could just shut off all of this#Vent#I’m fine just tired and feel like everything is crashing …..and I’ve been thinking about one thing my dad said#“Not to encourage your little relationship” ?????? I have never felt more like shit#I know I haven’t given a reason for my parents to like the people I’ve dated but the one time I date a guy who is genuinely so kind#And they’ve been hearing about him for over a year and they’ve even met him they still don’t want to trust me#It’s utterly awful that I feel like I’m improving for him rather than for my family#I should want to improve for both. But it’s so demotivating. I do it for him#Ugh….vent over I hate this shit
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Muzz!!! Hello I hope you're doing well waa!
I hope you're sleeping also!! squints my eyes at you (affectionate)
KIBS!!!! HELLO KIBBS HI. I'm doing alright thank you for asking!! I hope YOU are doing FANTASTIC!!!!!! don't look at my sleep schedule though. it's fine I promise it's FINE but don't. look at it ok
#hi Kibs not to sound dramatic or anything but um. this ask made me sniffle. a little#i WISH i was joking but that's how things are rn#i have been feeling a little Not Great about my lack of presence over here on this webbed site#because I miss you I miss my friends#and I don't participate in the many many discord group chats i'm in because I am shy and bad at initiating conversation#and i don't participate in magmas because i'm too self conscious for magmas#but that just leaves me in a corner ALONE like a LOSER while everyone else is partying. like that one meme#which is something i could totally fix myself in under a day if i just got myself out there but that has yet to happen#ALL OF THIS TO SAY#I was touched by you reaching out and I'm going to be hugging this ask to my chest for the next few hours. days even#THANK YOU ILU I LOVE MY FRIENDS. I HOPE YOUR DAY/NIGHT IS WONDERFUL AND YOU GET LOTS OF SLEEP
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i've gotten into outer worlds in like the last week and Parvati being wlw & ace has been the best thing in the story so far and i will die protecting her and helping her figure stuff out with Junlei
#i just love her so much#i do wish you could romance companions though only so i could get with Felix#but Parvati is def a permanent member of my party anywhere i go and i've only been keeping Vicar for now bc i want to finish his book quest#if Parvati & Junlei don't end up together i am going to lose it#ALSO I WILL BE HEARTBROKEN IF SHE LEAVES THE SHIP TO BE WITH HER BUT SO ELATED LIKE CHASE YOUR STARRY EYED DREAMS GIRL#Falling Apart and Coming Together#The Outer Worlds#i think i should mention i've only just gotten to monarch so i feel like there's a LOT more story left for me to get through#the game is great while on edibles too but gdi if i don't forget dialogue & and how it relates 2 seconds after making a choice lmao
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You know. I'm part of the fraction "to each their own and let people handle their lives however they see best fit". But I do feel the need to say that I have seldom seen such an idiotic assumption as that breaking up with someone four days before someone's birthday when you also want that someone to do something for their birthday even though you know you and your soon-to-be-ex will both have to be there won't end with that person just not doing anything with anyone for their birthday. Partially because nobody wants that kind of awkwardness after a fresh breakup and also because the soon-to-be-ex has the lovely habit of wallowing in self pity and making everything about how they have it so bad. You know I just think in such cases you should've waited a week with the breakup. I don't care how much you want to fuck that other guy but I really think you should've waited a week.
#delete later#sigh why always me...#can't somdone else get the complicated people for once#annoying#the soon-to-be-ex complained today in the group chat that nobody wouod ever go to a pub with him#when that is literally not the case#we would all go? he just never asked? and anytime someone else wants to go party or jusz out 90% of the time the answer is no?#I've known that guy for 13 years now and somehow it just does not get easier#like? anytime someone else asks him it's always “no i don't want to” but then you complain about how nobody would want to do anything#the call coming from inside the house is all I'm saying#'' oh but I couldn't go anyways I wouldn't fit“ ''why? nobody cares about random strangers thats usually not how people work''#'' thats not true'' ''they literally don't care though.'' ''not when that person looks 13'' ''yeah no they still literally wouldn't care''#''they would'' ''they wouldn't. people never do. why would they make an exception for you?'' and then no answer to that#because you can't argue against that anymore without having to confront the fact you're wrong#but then I'm getting told im not empathetic enough#i know i lack empathy I'm aware but I do make an attempt for serious situations. i just don't think stuff like that is serious.#especially when i once mentioend i think my father thinks I'll end up living off of state wellfare and become a disappointment#and the only reply to that was ''how did he arrive at that really likely assumption?'' my brother in christ do not complain to me about lack#of empathy I'm not the one telling people their fears of becoming the family disappointment are well founded and realistic#I'm not even going to excuse that through some ''oh autism'' stuff like no thats just tactless and mean#or all the condescending comments whenever i go out to ''party''#it's just drinking with some people i know it's not really partying#but I'm not the one looking down on people for experiencing stuff#contrary to popular assumption I'm actually really cool and i know that. that's why people ask me to do stuff with them.#because i don't say no 99% of the time and then complain that nobody would ever want to do something with me when that's just plain wrong#i also totally get why she wants to break up#how do you actively refuse to meet your partners friends for half a year and expect that to not become an issue.#how do you actively say you're not interested in doing anything for your partner and expect that to last#how do you whine about being a bad partner but never attempt to do better#i wish i could defend him here but i can't that dude is a horrible boyfriend
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People who age up Jeanne just to be the same age as Ren are cowards
#text#I also don't agree with the headcanon interpretation of Ren treating her like a “kid” either in the BP era because of their age difference#If anything I like to believe they treated eachother as equals and have mutual respect for one another#I personally find it boring to keep restricting your enjoyment on the ship all because of their 4 year age gap. When they literally have#no power imbalance in their dynamic neither theyre unhealthy. Theyre both mature for their ages if anything#Like yeah its ok to be uncomfortable and grossed out because theyre a adult x teen ship I get it. But still again they have a pretty#mature and healthy relationship by the end of the day as it even shows in their adult years. Idk why ppl have such a hard time#grasping the concept that Ren and Jeanne had a mature healthy relationship during the BP era and still wishes#for jeanne to be aged up or make her the same age as Ren because 4 year age gap is too much apparently#also lets not forget theyve been through hell in their childhoods and had to grow up fast in the toxic environment they were in#. but nah ppl think a 4 year age gap is much worse and it'll make both parties even more traumatized ever then before#than the hell they were put through as kids. Lord#I think their tragic backstories were MUCH worse honestly to the point it gives them life long trauma and endless nightmares#But them dating I literally dont give a fuck as they literally healed each other when they got together romantically#Also note: I still believe people can do whatever they want by the end of the day. Sometimes not all aus are made for everyone and thats ok#Do whatever that makes you feel the most comfortable and see fit-- I just find it a tad bit sad when ppl restrict themselves strictly#when it comes to fictional age gap ships in general when they could break loose and go all out having fun without thinking about#irl morals because this is fiction but thats just me
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honestly my biggest wonder about yesterdays drama was like... who even was that? not the person being called out, but the one calling them out. like, its one thing to make a throwaway to make a callout post, but to go on anon and try to pull unrelated people into it? this was clearly someone still in the taleblr server since they had screenshots from literally the same day in their callout
this isnt me taking sides because genuinely i have more important things to worry about than all that, but its different when it comes to this person because like... i just thought yall were different than that? maybe we all dont totally consider eachother friends entirely but i liked to think we were all somewhere around there for the most part
theres only so many of us and we all try to stay chill (to more or less success) because like... theres probably less than 100 of us left, and we're all adults by now as far as i know, and i know age doesnt really equal maturity, but its just so immature to try and stir drama by messaging unrelated parties.
honestly even if the person told me in private who they were its not like id make shit worse by posting about them or something because, again, i have bigger things to worry about, im just curious at this point. its not even an obligation for them to come forward, im just admitting that im curious.
if anything all i have to say is be the bigger person and block and move on when you dont like someone or something someone did. i get that you saw stuff that you found gross and you wanted everyone to feel the same way you did, but the rest of us just want to live our lives. plus i think the people that were messaged arent even in the discord so it was honestly even weirder to do that
ive had my fair share of seeing things that made me feel gross to see or read or know about, like, seriously i found out one of my friends was a pedo last year (and i promptly blocked the cunt). but it doesnt do anything to pull other people into the mess and try to start shit.
basically, just be more mature, cause i know yall are better than that. you dont have to read fics that you dont like, and you dont have to interact with people you dont like. your online experience is yours and the best option is always to block and move on. ive had my fair share of drama, and all it does is ruin peoples days, and not much else.
my biggest point, honestly, is that this is such a small fandom and i dont want whats left to come crashing down because some drama makes everyone left hate it here. i dont care whos right or wrong because literally whatever its internet drama, i just dont want this community to die out.
#taleblr#my post#plus about my ex-friend... im just satisfied in knowing theyre gross and insufferable enough that theyre not gonna have much luck#with relationships of any kind unless they make drastic drastic changes to themselves and their life.#and no i havent read the fic in question here because it just didnt sound like my kind of thing#and im definitely not proship but i seriously think its better to just move on#my thing is like... i dont want people writing about certain topics but i also know that i cant stop people#i dont like things that have been done on either side here which is why im not taking sides#you could argue im an unrelated party but i at least talked to the person a little bit yesterday in the server#i checked up on them after cause i was like 'oh this person i was talking to got banned i wonder what the deal was and if theyre ok'#because from our convo in the server they seemed nice even if they were a bit unknowing of the rules it seemed#and they basically just told me they wanted everyone to leave them alone. so yeah#ill leave them alone and everyone else should too and its just better for everyone to move on#im not going to make any more posts about this after mind you. i dont have asks or submissions on so the only way to contact me#is through my messages if anyone feels like it#or i guess if youre in the discord you could DM me on there too#but otherwise im not going to make any more posts because i just wanted to get this out of the way and move on with my day#i have a huge thing happening later and i dont need this weighing on my mind for it#just be more mature. just block and move on. dont be that guy that tries to bring other people into it that had nothing to do with it#and dont try to make this everyone elses problem#youre allowed to feel disgusted and angry or whatever you might be feeling. but dont make it everyone elses problem#also no i couldnt report my ex-friend because i didnt have the info and also i didnt have evidence more than them admitting to thoughts#and people cant be arrested for thoughts alone as much as you might wish they could#and also they werent ashamed of these thoughts which is why they were disgusting. they only hid them because they knew we would be#disgusted because were normal people. so anyway.#long post
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Cis men will still literally do anything but go to therapy. Even perform therapy on stage to themselves while a captive audience watches their one-man mental breakdown. But real therapy? Never heard of her.
#yeah this is about baby reindeer#I’m finally at the party#and I love it- don’t get me wrong#but goddamn man#everyone knows#they all now know#even your parents who are supportive and amazing and totally here for you#and yet still#you'd rather string up a Charlie Day-esque wall of Martha conspiracies than spend one second unpacking this professionally#go get help before I scream#“Oh wow telling my parents the truth I’ve been hiding about everything and getting validation on it even from my stoic Scottish father#made me feel instantly lighter and mentally stable in a way I haven’t felt in years”#I WONDER WHAT IT COULD BE???#therapy!!! the thing you just experienced was therapy!!!#alsjshagaggaaga men#be the generational cursebreaker u wish to see in the world gentlemen
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There’s a sort of loneliness that comes with Halloween now and it’s the reason why I don’t love the holiday as much as I used to before 😔
#I remember last year when I was still living in the dorms I just went to a local Walgreens to pick up candy for myself#so I could eat it alone in my room and watch Halloween movies while I assumed everyone else my age went to Halloween parties :/#and it made me realize the disconnect of what I used to have where I would go to those parties#they were more childish/kid parties than a college Halloween party but I still remember attending them#with childhood friends and going out trick or treating#and it just…stopped for me :/ like there was nothing left for me to attend to because I was too old now#and I didn’t want to go to a college Halloween party or something so I just kinda stayed in that loneliness#while trying to study for midterms but I didn’t even want to do that 😔#it feels lonelier here at home especially when your parents are boring and won’t even bother buying some candy for the kids like damn :/#but yeah idk I wish I didn’t feel so isolated around this time of year#especially when I see all my other childhood friends doing things and yet I’m still stuck in the same place#with nowhere to go#my posts
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Solas says I know a place and takes you to the middle of a swamp where he insults your culture, religious beliefs, and then dumps you.
#yeah im still thinking about this and its the next day#he might be telling the truth about the Vallaslin but my inquisitor did not let him remove it#I’ve played her as very proud to be dalish and believes in elven gods so it would be out of character even if solas says something else#maybe that’s what it represented then but it is not what it is now and she chooses to move forward#about the breakup … this is not the first time a man takes me on a date and dumps me 😭😭 but hey um wtf#honestly my lavellan does love him and is hurt but she has to be so many things to so many different people#there’s bigger things at stake and bigger problem to deal with at this time than whatever he's hiding or lying about#im pretty sure he was going to say something else not about the vallaslin#but his fear is dying alone becasue i saw it in the fade and yet !!!! he pushes everyone away he picks fights with everyone no matter whos#in the party he didnt come to the wicked grace game he never opens up beyond what he has seen in the fade. he is a fixed point#i wanna shake him by the shoulders and YELL WHATA RE YOU DOING you could have it all someone who loves you and a wonderf#a wonderful found family. he is kind and gentle but he is also so full of ANGER and he is so set on things being as he sees them.#Cole cant change because to Solas cole is always a spirit. the dalish are misguided and YOU Lavellan are just different YOURE special#the meaning of the vallaslin cant change because to him it represents slavery and it is in stone to him. things dont change with time they#are fixed. like things in the fade it what it was preserved. he is trying to hold on to a past that doesnt exist that has moved forward.#Solas says you cant change yourself by wishing. but i would say wishing for change is THE required prerequisite for change. a little though#a little idea a little wish that something was different better. but to#why cant you move forward Solas what the fuck are you holding onto so intesely#OKAY WHATEVER IM DONE WITH THIS ESSAY IM OVER IT ITS FINE ITS SO FINE
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i am a vote blue no matter who person because i know damn well that things will get worse if we don't vote for the one option we have lmao.
#'i'm not voting as a form of protest' bro i cannot tell you how little they care. they're politicians they dont have a conscience.#they care about money and power. you have genociders and genociders in blue but the blue one is#slightly fed up about it.#'vote for a third party' see in the beginning that could be a good idea. but in november when its inevitably going to be blue v red#for the fifty millionth time#that third party vote ends up being a grey blip on the radar#the only way protest votes or third parties or anything like that will ever work is if we either get rid of the electoral college#( a system invented during slavery and the 3/5ths clause because the south didnt want to claim black people as 'people')#( but wanted them to count towards population votes for more power )#a system which every other country iirc had had at one point but had gotten rid of#or we switch to ranked choice voting like australia has and make voting 100% mandatory.#which imo is a great idea. sign in online. put your ballot in. tie it to your social so no dupes.#i wish a third option was a viable one. i really truly do.
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Please take all the time you need…I will wait for you..
I will do anything even start from the beginning…just for you…
Whenever you feel the moment is right…I will wait for you..,
#please just…be reasonable…#please don’t be reckless#I will learn#I will start over again despite our history just for you#I will wait for you..#whenever you feel is right#just know I’m here…waiting for you…#please be safe#please don’t bend your morals…#please be okay#please if you want me in your life#coz I want you in my life so badly and desperately#I’ll be here…#you’re all I ever need and want#you’re the only one for me#so please take your time I will be here#don’t take it far…please…I’m begging#I’m fighting hard even tho it’s difficult day by day but because it’s you it’s worth it to keep fighting#I want to be pure for you because you’re that special to me#I don’t want anybody else#and I want you all to myself…#I selfishly want you all to myself#whenever you’re ready…I’ll be here#you’re my everything so it is worth the wait…#whenever you’re ready please just reach out#I’m trying so hard to hold it in and work on myself as you work on yourself but day by day it gets more difficult and I break a little more#but this is not a pity party…i gotta keep going making progress if there’s even a slight chance of us…#I wish somehow we could just oversee each other’s lives and see how miserable we are#regardless if it’s true…I hold your eternal heart…I have the keys to your happiness…and most importantly you still want me in your life#I will wait however long or short for you…I’ll be here…
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