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artheresy · 1 year ago

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I decided to try the general public sale today instead of immediately going to the resale tickets for Miku expo and literally... within three minutes of it opening, SOLD OUT and with the way the count was going down, it was so clear that so many of the "buyers" were just bots and I'm so... I'm so tired

I hate ticketmaster so goddamn much

#I ended up buying those stubhub tickets #Luckily found a good set of seats that were less than 100 dollars #Which Jesus christ so many were over 100 dollars when the seats not the standing room was 39-40 #Miku may be popular #But she is not really mainstream #Certainly not mainstream enough to justify charging ALMOST 200 DOLLARS for the seats furthest from the stage #Like a lot of these people reselling them I think need someone to knock some sense into them #It's like they want to lose money #Sorry im just so mad first thing in the morning #I'm so tired #I tried a few days ago with the local pre-sale and the insanity of it selling out that fast literally made me breakdown in tears #Ticketmaster GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER!!#I wish I could go back to sleep #vent post

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cr0wc0rpse · 2 years ago

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I can’t believe it’s only 1:44pm. There’s so much day left in the day

#I woke up at like 12pm unfortunately #and being in the house is already hell and nightmare #I wish I could go back to sleep #dead text

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moonchild-in-blue · 1 year ago

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Guys.

So the other day I thought it would be fun (??) to go through Sleep Token's twitter (yeah yeah, I know, evil site) and I had to share this here.

Listen, I LOVE the way they talk so Cryptic™ and Eloquent™ - for some reason this one just made me laugh so, so much.

Man's really said VORE with his full chest, I love it.

#it reminded me of the “go piss girl” meme but like #“go drink girl” instead #ngl i wish we could have this little interactions back but as per ~recent events~ they're so much better off that way #(why we can't have nice things)#this is what happens when you have insomnia at 5am #their old tweets are so funny to me i can't explain #i'm fully picturing Vessel sipping his own coffee going BET at that #anyways. i'm very normal about them #sleep token #sleep token worship

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aengelren · 1 year ago

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Isayama drew Eren and Jean sleeping next to each other on every sleeping occasion we’ve had

#kinda sus no??#he’s sleeping on Eren’s crotch in the manga panel like this cannot be a coincidence..#i love them with alk my heart i wish they could go back to this #Erejean #</3 #eren jaeger #attack on titan #shingeki no kyojin #eren #aot #eren yeager #anime #Jean Kirstein #Aot end #the end

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jascurka · 1 year ago

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At some point in your life you'll realize that pulling all-nighters isn't worth it most of the time and that you can as well just go to sleep and have a good rest instead of feeling miserable in front of that word document while you aren't even physically able to write that another paragraph because your eyes sway to the side, your hands are shaking, your eyelids are heavy and you feel like you might have an out of body experience very soon. Sometimes you need to stay up all night, when your life depends on it (more or less), there are situations for which these type of measures are appropriate and necessary but you gotta ask yourself - is this really worth feeling drained and tired? Is it worth having the days blur and stretch like some sort of never ending purgatory? Nay it is not, hear my words and remember them when the eepyness comes to gather it's daily crops.

#its hard to pull all nighters now when i realize there is literally nothing holding me back from going to bed and sleeping at least 6 hours #i wish i could but my brain is completely altered and any time im not in danger of being screamed at for not doing something on time #i will just. go sleeb. go and rest. cause nothing ill do from that point will be as good as of i did it well reste #d #rambling #also i love sleeping i love that and I don't understand why i have been denying myself this simple pleasure #for sooo long. so long....

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claitea · 2 months ago

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would they ever let lear or any of the rest of the pokemas originals appear in other games. the chances are so low but they're too fun to just leave in the mobile gacha game :(

#clai speaks #emmet this volo that. the person who gets isekai-ed into legends za should be Lear #paulo's cool i liked his whole thing #pasio as a whole i wish could be a mainline. a whole artificial region that you dont get to explore bc there isnt any walking around #theres very very Very few sections where you get some screens to move from but you get stuck in one place and just pan about the scene #like idk. ash and team rocket got to be in pokemas and team rocket also got to be in lets go. give me more cameos and things #if they do bw remakes you could put prof neroli from sleep into the dream world mechanic idk!!#idk who else wants more neroli but i do!!!#this just goes back to that post i made about being upset that pkmn stopped doing cameos in gen 8 #its inevitable. pkmn has such a MASSIVE cast a lot of them are just going to be oneoffs #but its fun to see them pop up even for minor things like how grimsley is just. in alola for whatever reason and he's not plot relevant #this ramble got away from me uhhhhh point is i love the pasio guys i should probably actually. draw them bc i never have BJDBFJFJ

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wavesoutbeingtossed · 4 months ago

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Never Grow Up is a sad song and I will fight anyone who says otherwise.

Wish I'd never grown up I wish I'd never grown up

Oh, I don't wanna grow up Wish I'd never grown up Could still be little Oh, I don't wanna grow up Wish I'd never grown up It could still be simple

How is that not the saddest thing ever. I get Robin is thematically the same, but it feels less sad because yes, he will grow up and he will have to face the realities of the world, but if his childhood was good he will have developed the resiliency needed to face the world as he gets older (you'll learn to bounce back like your trampoline). Whereas Never Grow Up is the kid who wanted to grow up, did grow up, and realized being an adult isn't fun, kind of sucks, and they just want to go back to being a child.

I am right there with you on Never Grow Up being a sad song. It gave me pause a few years ago when it was all over Instagram reels for families/kids cause I was like... Um... it's not a "aw we want them to stay little because they're so cute!!! 🥰" story, it's a "I'm so traumatized hurt by what I've been through that I wish I could go back in time to before it happened."

I don't want to pit Robin and Never Grow Up against each other because I love them both for different reasons, but I think the poignancy in them kind of stems from a similar well but goes in different directions. In both, the narrator's own pain comes through the world she's building for the child. But the difference is, I think, that in Robin, she's singing to the child and is vowing to try to help this child stay as innocent as long as possible. She's pouring all this love and loss and wisdom into a child she loves and who is loved by everyone in their life.

Whereas in Never Grow Up, she may be singing to a child, but it's clear she's singing to herself. It's the "I just realized everything I've ever had is one day going to be gone" of it all, which is why all the memories she lists are so heartbreaking. It's someone on the cusp of adulthood who's like, confronting the fragility of life. It's incredibly heavy for what on the surface sounds like a lullaby.

Or, to put it bluntly: Wish I'd never grown up -> Give me back my girlhood, it was mine first.

#Pouring out my heart to a stranger but I didn't pour the whiskey #Anonymous #it's the trauma babe #like-- you can't divorce Never Grow Up from other events in that period that appear on the album #there are ~reasons~ she wishes she could go back #and is also sisters with 'after she only ate kids cereal and couldn't sleep unless it was in her mother's bed'#i know they're about different events but hte events are related in scope #never grow up

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demigod-of-the-agni · 3 months ago

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Forgive me, forgive me. I ask, I beg, I pray, but it never comes.

You know I find it incredibly bewildering to see just how much kalki reflects myself in him like YEAH Duh of course he does, he’s my little guy it’s like his full time job. But at the same time he is a fully functional facet of my being and he is at the mercy of my whimsies, and whatever he discovers in his arduous journey of self realisation is ultimately a reflection of what I discover in the real world. It’s also incredibly funny because ffxiv lore for dark knights is really baked into the idea of (re)discovering yourself amongst the bloodshed and continuing to live and love and thrive despite the world working against us. who would have thought such a raw message could come from an mmorpg side quest about edgy emo boys of all places

also adamantite armour of fending i would lay down my LIFE for u

variant + phone bg version + ID below the cut

tch as if you guys are actually going to use artwork of my little guy as your phone background. i know. how dumb. let a girl dream. i should make an alternate version but it's of Fray and Myste

[START ID: A picture with a red background focusing on the character's bust that is placed to the left of the image's centre. He is coloured with a dark blue overlay, contrasting with the red background. He has brown skin, long black hair that falls over his shoulders, and is wearing blue and gold armour and earrings. He is looking at the viewer, right eye dark brown and the left an glowing unnatural red, with an expression that looks determined and angry and yet bitter and forlorn. In the foreground and on the right side of the piece, a miniature version of the character stands coloured in a light blue overlay and wearing the same blue and gold armour, looking as if he is glowing. He is facing towards the left of the piece, or perhaps at the character bust, his expression unreadable. Above the miniature character's head is the symbol representing the FFXIV dark knight, coloured in gold. END ID.]

#the burst of creativity that shot through me is indescribable. i can only hope this is a sign that i am FINALLY out of art block #but OF COURSE my creativity comes back right when gamsat is around the corner. it's always a fucking exam. i fucking hate myself #maybe this piece is supposed to be vent art at how I CANNOT MANAGE MY SHIT AND I AM JUST. NOT DOING THINGS RIGHT. NOT DOING THINGS RIGHT !!#and i tell myself it's fine but maybe it's NOT fine? i told myself i'd work on it but nothing is getting worked on #nothing productive at all. not even for uni nor for myself. nothing is happening at all. it's just going through the days #waking up. wishing i'd slept more. stare at my laptop for hours. youtube. watch 10mins of lectures. then a nap. then the laptop. then sleep #but i dont and it pisses me off because nothing is working. i'm like if linguini lost his rat and i'm staring at the kitchen catching fire #maybe go to class if it's on for that day. scrambling notes together. pretending i DO have my shit together #i COULD put out the fire. but i'm not. i could and i can but im not. the extinguisher is in my hand. fire's not going out. i'm still here.#maybe. maybe that's why drk resonates with me so much. at the end of the day. maybe i am just a stupid bastard #-who can't get their act together. who actively shoots themselves in the foot and bleeds all over the place trying to make something happen #only this time- this time the perpetrator isn't someone i can point at and demand answers from. it's me hi i'm the problem it's me #and i can- i SHOULD find a way to make this all work. to make this whole Living My Life business work. but the extinguisher's in my hand #wow okay that was really heavy anyway uhhhhh TAGS TAGS TAGS TAGSSSSS #ffxiv #ff14 #ffxivwol #ffxiv wol kalki #ffxiv dark knight #artoftheagni #and the fire keeps going #tw eyestrain #cw bright colors #idk the red is really bright and it;s nice for my eyes but idk for anyone else

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hidefdoritos · 21 days ago

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I'd like to snuggle someone for an hour but also I'd like to make out with someone for an hour but also I'd like to hike with someone for an hour but also I'd like to fall asleep on someone for an hour but also I'd like to go down on someone for an hour but also I'd like to cook with someone for an hour but also I'd like to watch TV with someone for an hour but also I'd like to hear about someone's hyperfixation for an hour but most importantly I'd like to be with someone. and maybe it could be for more than an hour.

#my landlady is gone so I have the house to myself #does it show?#I just keep thinking about how I could be having someone over or about the absolute rager I could be throwing or about the homework I should #be getting done or about the skin on the back of my manager's neck where his radio pulls down his shirt and the muscles stand out all #freckled and bite-worthy or about how I could be finishing my friend's maternity skirt or about how much I wish I wasn't alone #I'm sitting in a cold car typing this procrastinating on going inside and making food and watching Monk so I can procrastinate sleeping #because maybe that will make tomorrow morning [putting car in the shop] come slower.#i don't think I took my meds today

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iniziare · 2 months ago

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Tag drop: Aventurine.

#aventurine. [ mr. cavalier gambler: uptight. overcautious. inferiority complex. you've won so much but you're still so afraid of losing. ]#aventurine: ic. [ they see only the straight flush. they don't know the other hand below the table clutching your chips for dear life. ]#aventurine: inquiries. [ time to make a move my friend. say goodbye before you shuffle off. it's… best to die without regrets. ]#aventurine: countenance. [ now go. and pick the clothes that you like. then choose your desired identity and use them well. ]#aventurine: introspection. [ “sleep is the rehearsal of death”? why does life slumber? because we are not ready for the final rest. ]#aventurine: meta. [ the road less traveled is less traveled for a reason. but you've never gone in any other direction. ]#aventurine: little notes. [ you will keep winning; having never lost before. but why you? why... must it be you? ]#aventurine: wishes. [ even if the chance of winning is close to zero. well... you can't win if you don't play; right? ]#aventurine: etc. [ the chance… no matter how small: the potential is what you hang onto. that is what justifies the gamble. ]#aventurine: ipc. [ … i'll give you that and much more than that. the ipc will give you whatever you want. even what you don't want. ]#aventurine: trio. [ three cornerstones who for a measly penacony... offered their everything. you're more united than the family. ]#aventurine: astral express. [ friends: the game has commenced and you cannot choose to decline… nor do you have grounds to. ]#aventurine: fate. [ if the dice of fate are always weighted then that is our destiny. why then... do we struggle against it? ]#aventurine: past. [ our paths will cross again beneath kakava's shimmering auroras. farewell: kakavasha. ]#aventurine: luck. [ he's only drunk on the moment that makes his very life quiver. hell is only one decision away from heaven. ]#aventurine: topaz. [ i never expected the beautiful and kind-hearted director topaz to resort to distorting concepts like that. ]#aventurine: topaz. [ but since i survived i realized: wherever you go that's where i'll follow; nobody's promised tomorrow. ] immobiliter.#aventurine: jade. [ it's often used as a counterfeit for jade. but it looks like jade… can be substituted for aventurine too. ]#aventurine: veritas ratio. [ unfortunately for him; i make for a more competent conversationalist than the other dimwits around here. ]#aventurine: black swan. [ nothing remains hidden from you… does it? i will find my place in the web of your schemes; memokeeper. ]#aventurine: sunday. [ is this what the harmony represents? is it built upon constraint and coercion? ]#aventurine: acheron. [ only by casting aside reason does one truly gamble. “emanator” — I know you'll match my wager. ]#aventurine: v. youth. [ but the sun could not kill me and the quicksand sent me back to the embrace of the guild and the ipc. ]#aventurine: v. penacony. [ i seem that way because i am nervous. maybe you can help. what do you say; put our palms together a last time? ]#aventurine: v. future. [ the once falling die has at last landed on its earthly rest. quietly… peacefully: it at last landed. ]#tag drop #[ ... i wanted to add in a tag for robin. but i think that may have to come personalized. ]#[ /rubs hands together. lets see if any of these are broken. ]#aventurine: robin. [ so she sings; but does she dance? ] avaere.#[ okay i changed my mind-- there's a robin tag. ]

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orcelito · 2 months ago

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Actually, on the topic of the baby fever. God it's so frustrating. Bc when I was like 14 ish I was Adamant that I never ever wanted kids. And my dad said smth around the lines of "that'll likely change" (probably from his own experience with this) and I was like NO. it WONT.

And then eventually, age 21-22 ish, I admitted that Okay, I still don't want to have my own kids, but someday maybe I'll adopt...

And Now, 27 years old, I got the general baby fever on occasion. It Did fucking change. And I don't know if I actually WILL bother with having my own kid (I still don't want to go through the hassle and massive body changes). But god. I do see a fucking baby and feel that stab of longing. It's almost like my damned hormones betrayed me or smth. Maddening!

I shall simply write fanfic about it.