#I was so young when I behaved 25 and now I’ve grown into a tall child

[awooga-awoogaa]

“First Love, Late Spring” is incredibly Gale coded. That’s all :)

[forestloverswag]

i need a remote job

so i can come and see my parents

come home into their arms

when it all gets too much.

i have to go back tomorrow

they need me at work

can’t possibly stack shelves without me.

but i want to stay

i’m not ready to go

i only just got here.

every day i wake up

i feel nothing but loss

of time

i could be spending with my loved ones.

prematurely grieving

the best years of my life

spent sobbing for my mum

at night when i feel alone.

and tonight i am here

she sleeps in the next room

and i cry knowing

i need to be there tomorrow

to stack the shelves again.

[rice-ballin]

it’s almost 1 am and i have the weird ass urge to make a tiny little animatic of america to first love/late spring by mitski plz help

[puppynametaken]

Now that I’m finally safe for the first time, I’m a 6 year old girl in the body of a 25 year old trans woman.

girl I've been a 30 year old woman since I was a 15 year old boy

[therealstacyfakename]

I’m a simple mitski listener, I’m using mitski lyrics as titles for two of my wips

[m1serylovesme]

Crying myself to sleep after ripping the pen and watching everyone around me get good jobs and get married and have kids and be successful while I’m stuck and stunted and held back

[blognumber5]

[sylviatartt]

i hate that i’m hyper aware of how much more confident i get when i have a couple of drinks. i become slightly less self-conscious and don’t overthink every single thing i say and come off as assertive and witty and it would be sooo easy for me to become an alcoholic if i weren’t so prone to isolate myself at every minor inconvenience

[inthelowlamplightiwasfree]

Told my mom abt the Mitski line from first love late spring and asked if she ever felt that way and she was like “no I’ve always had it figured out bc I just had to keep going”

[dogstarmoonheart]

the marauders snapchat s.2 pt.32

cheers<3

I was so young when I behaved 25, and now I find I’ve grown into a tall child - first love/late spring

KISSES!!

I do not own the rights to any of the original images. They were all taken from Pinterest

[merrygoesaround]

THE POPPY WAR AS MITSKI LYRICS

rin-altan: “i don’t know what to do without you. i don’t know where to put my hands…” “i look up at the gaps of sunlight… i miss you more than anything.”

francis forever

rin-altan: “i don’t smoke except for when im missing you…” “being with you makes the flame burn good.”

i don’t smoke

rin-nezha: “there’s a hole that you fill, but it’s just that i fell in love with a war… and nobody told me it ended.”

a pearl

rin-altan/vaisra: “so if you need to be mean, be mean to me. i can take it and put it inside of me. if your hands need to break more than trinkets in your room, you can lean on my arm as you break my heart.”

i don’t smoke.

rin-kitay: “you’re the sun. you’ve never seen the night but you hear it’s song from the morning birds. well im not the moon. i’m not even the star.”

your best american girl.

rin-kitay: “you’re an angel, i’m a dog. or you’re a dog and i’m your man. you believe me like a god. and i destroy you like i am.”

i’m your man

rin-kitay: “it’s always been just him and me together” “at least in this lifetime we’re sticking together.” “and i am the idiot with the painted face, in the corner taking up space. but when he walks in, i am loved, i am loved.”

me and my husband

rin-hesperians: “your mother wouldn’t approve of how my mother raised me, but i do, i think i do.”

your best american girl

chaghan-altan: “then i wouldn’t have to scream your name atop of every roof in the city of my heart. if i could see you. once more to see you.”

once more to see you

rin: “crack baby, you don’t know what you want, but you know that you had it once, and you know that you want it back

crack baby

rin: “and i was so young when i behaved 25, and now i find i’ve grown into a tall child.”

first love/late spring

rin-the cike: “and one warm summer night, i’ll hear fireworks outside. and i’ll listen to the memories as they cry, cry, cry.”

fireworks.

rin-the cike: “my baby, my baby. you’re my baby say it to me. i bet on losing dogs. i know they’re losing and i’ll pay for my place by the ring, where i’ll be looking in their eyes when they’re down. i’ll be there on their side. im losing by their side.”

i bet on losing dogs

[bratz-kitten]

🪴 the signs as mitski lyrics 🍃🌱

aries: ‘i am a forest fire, and i am the fire and i am the forest and i am a witness watching it’ / ‘and i’ll go to work and i’ll go to sleep, and i’ll love the littler things’ – a burning hill

taurus: ‘at night on the rooftop i untie my hair, and watch from my plastic chair as my dark hair unleashes the night / the scent of flowers still in bloom from morning shower, and i say your name in hopes you’ll hear it in the stars’ – carry me out

gemini: ‘i will go jogging routinely, calmly and rhythmically run, and when i find that a knife’s sticking out of my side, i’ll pull it out without questioning why’ – fireworks

cancer: ‘i don’t know what to do without you, i don’t know where to put my hands / i’ve been trying to lay my head down, but i’m writing this at 3 a.m. / ‘i look up at the gaps of sunlight, i miss you more than anything’ – francis forever

leo: ‘i will wash your hair at night, and dry it off with care, i will see your body bare, and still i will live here’ / and while you sleep, i’ll be scared, so by the time you awake, i’ll be brave’ – i will

virgo: ‘your room was square, i once noticed from there, in your bed, as you slept, and i held my breath / everything had it’s own place, and i wondered what space would i take in the order you kept’ – square

libra: ‘if you need to be mean, be mean to me, i can take it and put it inside of me / if your hands need to break more than trinkets in your room, you can lean on my arm as you break my heart’ – i don’t smoke

scorpio: ‘i broke our belongings, they’re all on the floor, the room is now empty, nothing left to throw’ / ‘i broke what you gave me, but you kept giving more, and i’m sorry for taking, but i keep wanting more, more, more’ – humpty

sagittarius: ‘and i was so young when i behaved 25, yet now, i find i’ve grown into a tall child’ / ‘and i don’t wanna go home, let me walk to the top of the big night sky / please hurry, leave me, i can’t breathe, please don’t say you love me’ – first love/late spring

capricorn: ‘i’m all used up, pretty boy, over and over again, my nail colors are wearing off / see my hands, pretty boy, what do they tell you? ‘cause i’ve looked down on them not knowing why’ / ‘i can take a little bit more, let’s shake this poet out of the beast’ – bag of bones

aquarius: ‘oh hunter, if you didn’t want the beautiful so badly, perhaps you would have found it in your spirit singing softly / but hunter you were human, don’t forget it’ – pearl diver

pisces: ‘i cry at the start of every movie, i guess ‘cause i wish i was making things too’ / ‘i always knew the world moved on, i just didn’t know it would go without me’ – working for the knife

[specific-dreamer]

darry. darry oughhhh. angst

i am not having coherent darry thoughts right now but maybe my thoughts are ever so slightly decipherable

first love/late spring. UGH. god hbggbfbgngngngnhnhg

“and i was so young, when i behaved 25 / yet now i find i’ve grown into a tall child”

darry in his thirties finding himself falling apart. like a can of soda that’s been rolling around in a car finally exploding.

oh baby. and i dont wanna go home yet / please hurry leave me i cant breathe woah baby

darry not wanting to go home yet because the house is empty. most of the gang is still in town sure but no one's dependent on him anymore. every one that wanted out got out just like he wanted but now what? he's so used to do things for others he's forgotten himself and now in his thirties he not quite sure how to enjoy this downtime. hes not sure what he even likes to do anymore what are his hobbies? does he like reading or did he like reading bc pony did and that was how they bonded? does he actually like playing ball or was that just a phony attempt at getting back to his past life?

just thirty year old darry terrified out of his mind and having a crisis because he finally has the time to figure out who he is as his own person.

[gunnrblze]

Mayhaps Ghosts as Mitski songs if you’re up to that..?

Absolutely anon! Basing these mainly off lyrics tbh because I really fw Mitski’s beautifully heart shattering, emotionally compromising lyrics ≧◡≦

Hesh- I Bet on Losing Dogs (“my baby, my baby. You’re my baby, say it to me. Baby, my baby. Tell your baby that I’m your baby”, “I’ll be there on their side, I’m losing by their side” YEOWCHHH! Talk about the family dynamic there😁 IM CRYING!)

Logan- First Love/Late Spring (“and I was so young when I behaved 25, yet now I find I’ve grown into a tall child” stop actually. they grew up too fast)

Elias- Brand New City (hear me out I’m just getting the vibe. “I think my fate is losing its patience, I think the ground is pulling me down, I think my life is losing momentum, I think my ways are wearing me down”. This old man omg😭)

Merrick- Abbey (“I am something, I have been something, I was born something, what could I be?”, “there is a dream that I sometimes see, that only appears in the dark of sleep” this very much just feels like him to me)

Keegan- Francis Forever (It’s giving him and Ajax tbh (and also Hesh and Logan, it was hard to decide) “I end up on a tree lined street, I look up at the gaps of sunlight, I miss you more than anything. I don’t need the world to see that I’ve been the best I can be but, I don’t think I can stand to be where you don’t see me” EMOTIONAL ALERT!)

Kick- My Love Mine All Mine (this definitely feels like him, at least how I imagine him hehe. “Moon, tell me if I could, send up my heart to you? So when I die, which I must do, could it shine down here with you?”, “Nothing in the world belongs to me. But my love mine, all mine, all mine”)

Rorke- I’m Your Man (yes this is entirely about him and Elias to me. “You’re an angel, im a dog. Or you’re a dog and I’m your man. You believe me like a god, I’ll destroy you like i am. I’m sorry I’m the one you love, no one will ever love me like you again”. “you believe me like a god, I’ll betray you like a man” HELLOOOO?!,&?,!)

[chasingfictions]

I love adult Shauna’s girlishness in 2x07. her glee at “I lost my goat but then I found him again” / “I already know that, I want new gossip!!” / her giddily flashing the fact that she’s already drinking / her just wanting to let loose with her friends / her childish snipping with misty “shouldn’t you be in therapy” “shouldn’t you?” . like as young shauna is losing her mind in her grief and rage and blood we just get adult shauna being a silly goose. and I was so young when I behaved 25 and now I find I’ve grown into a tall child!!!!

[outsidershottakes]

“and i was so young when i behaved 25 / yet now i find i’ve grown into a tall child”

this is more of a headcanon less of a hot take but darry struggling with his emotions in his 30s. god. i need this

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