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Dude being tired but unable to sleep is insane because why am I awake at 11am with 0 hours of sleep and writing Javert on the damn grocery list.
#I don't know how this happened#I'm gonna be fr chat#I'm so tired and yet god still refuses to strike me down#I was just trying to write tomatoes#how the FUCK did I get Javert from TOMATOES#do I tag this?#eh#nah#I'll let Tumblr do her thing#anyways god I hate that stupid Frenchman#he's so silly goofy#actually ykw? I'm feeling delulu why not read Les Miserables on 0 sleep#it'll be funny#<- man who'll regret it's actions later on#god kore stop yapping
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sometimes i'll think abt a Fandom and wish it were bigger, and sometimes i'll read something from a fandom.. and wish it were smaller
#ppl seeing a confident black man : FINALLY! A PERFECT ANTAGONIST FOR OUR STORY!#THE CORRUPTOR!! THE ASSHOLE! MR KNOWS ALL!#i want to be bigger into football. i rlly do#but . omg. sometimes seeing just So Much . side eye shit is . like imagine my exhaustion#and this isnt me trying to be the behavior police like let ppl write but sometimes seeing such. Fun. patterns can be like#idk man it's sad like damn thats rlly how the world is and obvs i KNOW how it can be but it's real wack#real wack being reminded even in ur supposed happy place ur supposed lighthearted little break from the world#it's still not . idk. it's just not#oh the poor pale blond qb just a little anxious baby oh and his evil zany teammates trying to corrupt him oh theyre so terrible for my angel#:/#.. that is. a Grown. Man .#it's like replaying my 2nd grade teacher ******** me bcs i was a troublesome kid and it made her feel young and alive and bad again#like wtf am i corrupting you with maam? skibbity toliet ? leave me alone !!#listen. if it were smthing like 'x rlly likes tomatoes' when he actually likes idk carrots? i would not give a fuck. infact i prefer carrots#but bad patterns have smthing more to say bcs patterns in general have a story#it's more than 'he would not fucking say that' it's 'WHY tf are YOU making HIM say THAT of ALL people & THINGS???'#like i love having asshole characters in my stories too. and they can be poc ! NO ONE is a saint!#but having one just to fuel the only one u actually care abt? having their problems solely be for plot?? & making that one#a SPECIFIC kind of person ?? is kinda giving me 'u dont view x as a human which could mean you dont view x race as humans'#WHICH IS !! IT SUCKS ! THAT SUCKS!#i know i need to just suck it up and ignore it but thats like the life quote of being poc isnt it#ugh#it sucks
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sky was transgender the other day
#i couldnt get a good pic of the pink clouds until i got on this ugly ass road lmfao#it came out yellow in the parking lot :(#man ToT i wish tumblr would just tell u straigjt up if someone has u blocked bc otherwise im sitting there thinking they deleted#im always confused when i get blocked by some random user ive barely interacted with at all bc i dont really Make Posts or anything on herw?#reblogger simulator#i wonder if maybe its bc of comments on other posts?#i think that tumblr should add an OPTIONAL feature where u write ur reasons for blocking someone in a textbox thingy and if u consent to see#ing it thats what it shows u when u try to visit their blog#IDEC IM JUST NOSYYYYYY I WANNA KNOWWWWWWW#alao i should be able to throw tomatos at posts and stuff#🕷️❣️
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overall i really like that space sweepers has next-to-no romance in it; like, even the grieving father never had a partner, he was a single dad. bubs isn't boy-crazy, just super girly, and we know nothing whatsoever about tiger's romantic history (i think he's gay, specifically in a belligerent 'whaddaya got, a problem? a brutally violent cartel hitter can't be gay? get off my ass' way). and i think this opens a lot of room up for other interesting kinds of relationships. but i also love that the only person with what MIGHT be a sexual history is captain jang, with a stereotype of a Lovelorn French Man who she POSSIBLY had a one-night stand with and he's still thinking about it years later while she behaves as if she's never even heard of him to such a doth-protest-too-much degree she is almost certainly also, sometimes, thinking about it. it's a very minor subplot but at the same time i got the distinct impression that jang doesn't really hate him per se, he's just, like, her embarrassing ex-friends-with-benefits who she wishes wasn't actually a pretty nice guy
#he's annoying he's french he will help you smuggle a child at the drop of a hat he loves to sing super badly#he eats green tomatoes like apples . he's just a silly little guy#he is implied to have at one point withstood the affections of captain jang hyun-sook for an indeterminate period of time#if he sucked it'd be easier to dismiss him but his lovelorn mooning is not borne from a place of stupidity#they had something at some point in the past and she didnt take it as seriously because she has A Persona#hes just an earnest caricature of a man who thinks the fact that she's a mean alcoholic salvage hog is just so beautiful#her persona is Hardcore Hard-Drinking Hard-to-Love Rogue . his persona is Has A Kink For That#space sweepers#q#i think in a post-canon some years down the line when they're both a little more normal they get together for real#but he HATES that he's got to try to be chill about it and not write bad songs about her. and she HATES that he was right
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just read a review of the lego movie from 2014 and it is genuinely a horrible piece of literature and through perusing the comments underneath the review, I have gained an intense dislike of the reviewer. it's not even that I liked the lego movie and he didn't it's just that a lot of the stuff he says is factually incorrect, really stupid-sounding, or he doesn't provide any real reason, and in the comments, he reacts to even the friendliest and politest constructive criticism as if it's a personal attack on him.
#listen I DON'T CARE THAT YOU DIDN'T LIKE THE MOVIE#I mean I'm slightly saddened because I did like it#but he straight-up says it's fully actual physical stop-motion animation at the beginning (factually incorrect)#then later says you won't appreciate the movie unless you like lego a lot and know all about it#specifically saying 'if you can tell the Lego Wild West town from its pirate ship from its spaceman set' (direct quote)#like um idk bro... are you saying you can't???#also this does insinuate that there is one specific set for each of these#which is also factually incorrect but I'm not really mad about that#and then in the comments he kept trying to defend himself by saying stuff about how the movie has a 90%ish rating on rotten tomatoes#and therefore 10% of people didn't like the movie#which is actually. an insane oversimplification of statistics. that's like saying if there are 10 children with an average of 4.5 apples#per child and each child can have a maximum of 5 apples#then 9 of the children must have 5 apples and the other 1 must have none#the 90% in fact includes a large number of people who rated it at 3.5-4.5 stars which is means a lot of them really actually did like it#and just didn't think it was the best movie ever ever in existence or maybe they just had some small qualm with it#the final straw was that someone left a very nice very kindly written piece of constructive criticism asking if maybe the reviewer would#consider saying what about the humor he didn't like (or what kind of humor it was) next time so that the viewer would know whether they#would like it or not as well and I read this and thought 'surely he will respond courteously to at least this one' and he said.#basically 'it's not that the kind of humor didn't suit my tastes. it just wasn't funny'#WHAT THE FREAK#WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT#ALL THIS GOING ON AND ON ABOUT WRITING A NEGATIVE REVIEW BECAUSE IT'S YOUR ACTUAL OPINION AND NOT BECAUSE YOU WANTED TO BE CONTRARY#BUT I THINK YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT AN OPINION IS??????#it's MY opinion that it was funny#it's YOUR opinion that it wasn't#you don't get to arbitrarily say that the only reason you disliked the humor was because it was 'bad'#even ethics aren't this black and white#there was another thread where a commenter pointed out that the reviewer seemed to assume there was such a thing as a universal definition#of a good movie and he repeatedly refused to explain himself. like in an 'are you stupid. this isn't worth my time' way#but I won't get into that
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im writing an au where scar wasnt one of the founding members of boatem and just Pops up one day w his huge wagon, disturbing the very foundation of the village with his salesman grin, and initially it seems hes trying to start an industry there but hes really just running from his fucked up past and trying to make a living and let me just say that NOBODY in universe is enjoying this (he is getting rocks thrown at him by the boatem crew)
#its also just like an alternate universe in general#im imagining he did some very shady deals and now he is being hunted for sport#but he just cant resist the urge to try and sell something to people so hes like “wanna buy my. crystals” to boatem#and theyre like boooo tomato tomato#when he gets nervous he just starts selling shit its in his nature#he doesnt even mean to at this point like hes trying to make a good impression but he just tore down trees with his wagon by accident#bro ruined their farms and they are NOT pleased about it and he is sweating bullets and they are throwing rocks at him#i hate boatem i try to live there and everyone throws rocks at me and screams leave white boy leave#anyways eventually he gets two boyfriends bc they realize Ah. Hes just got many things wrong with his brain. thats actually very attractive#we r at like 6500 words with this. still first chapter territory#bashing head on wall i am not immune to writing new fics about gtws#rosie talks#hermitblr
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when i say i’m so heckin sleepy
#my late nights have caught up to me lads and i’m feeling like a squashed tomato#i’m gonna try and write after i shower perhaps… i’m also tempted to watch the spiderverse movies and just lurk/send asks tonight#i have a lot of inspo and excitement but maybe i should let myself take a lil break you know?#we’ll just see how i feel after i shower and get comfy uvu#get ready to ramble | ooc#ahhh i forgot to say!! i hope everyone’s having a wonderful friday!! mwah mwah!!
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i may or may not have started a whole brand new fic for the first time in literal years
but with my track record and inability to finish things i feel like i should see if i can keep up the energy first before i breathe any of it into the world 😔
#but half the fun is chatting with people about it!!!#literally it's like over 6k of something lmaooo#i should try to finish the spy au first but in my defense the next part is like halfway done#this new thing is just eating my brain#there's been some irl machinations happening that are making it super clear the last few years i was in such a huge funk#dare i call it situational depression#and idk the fact that i have been tapping into writing fic again feels like maybe a good sign?#but oof i don't wanna leave another fic hanging ya know#rambling tomatoes
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my brain is Ṡ̵̞̗͕̎̇͂̃͠T̷̩͇̗̤̃̾̎͒̇͌͗͂͘A̸̹̝̺̥̮͓̳̳̹̽͆T̶̩̟̫͂͆̎̽́͆I̴͇̟̯͈̽̃͝C̶̗̼̫͇͙͈̬̺͈͆
#⌜off the air⌟ . // ooc#you know when yo wanna do like 5 billion things at a time#and then you get so overwhelmed by what you'll do first you end up doing nothing??#yeah thats me#i was answering drafts#and then i got an idea for a mothers day drabble for alastor#started writing it and then kitty wake up#then i lose the inspo#feed kitty#decided to work on my carrd for my multi#wanna try writing again actually#and now im banging my head cuz why cant i just pick a struggle fndkslfdsklf#im sorry yall#feel free to throw tomatoes at me i deserve it
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Dang it, no wonder I can't focus on writing fic. Everything I think of feels like the methods section of a manuscript uggggghhhhh
#tomato tries to write#i know i should just try writing the fic anyway#instead of trying to relearn how to write fiction#when i need to focus on my dissertation#but god damn it does it feel like reading burning garbage
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I really do find a way to make this joke for literally every one of my stories, huh...
#my art#my ocs#digital art#os: the ugly things you say#oc: keone drake jr#oc: macauley darrow#oc: murphy darrow#hi my fucked up tragedy story has the brain worms and i have to make jokes about it or i'll just cry over my own writing the whole time#also i think its funny that when i first created keone is was like 'yea shes so tough n cool n can totally handle herself against murphy'#followed by 'well she ends up crushing on murphy despite that being her nemesis but she hides it well'#and now its just boiled down to 'oh everyone around her including herself is well aware that she thinks Murphy is hot'#she has no pokerface and turns as red as a tomato if murphy so much as glances at her#but goddamn is she gonna try her best to hate the jerk#mac voice: she is EVIL we have to STOP HER for the love of GOD learn to ignore her flirting keone
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i never remember to explain shit anymore i just vaguepost and expect people to catch up but i finally have good news, we've made a lot of progress with my parents' estate (they both ran their own businesses and you know those images of nightmare cable management? well imagine that with bank accounts) and i actually have money now - im taking a trip to Aotearoa NZ with my mate Jules next week (dark sky reserve! lotr filming locations! snow! FOOD!) and then in august i will be moving to nyc to pursue a 2 year masters degree in library science with a focus on rare materials archival studies!! shits happening in my life!! im not just sitting in my house doing nothing all day!! and like i said i have money!! if you're taking commissions lmk bc while im focused on my getaway for the next few weeks i wanna support my friends and their art and when i get back i wanna throw u cash to draw my ocs!!
#fred says a thing#personal#i havent slept (its 8am) but not for sad reasons! i was reading a good book and then i just had a lot of thoughts!#invariably i will be sad again - probably soon! i will definitely see stuff on my trip that i will want to show my parents and have to#experience the strange nature of grief-for-what-never-was several times over during otherwise great moments#- but i will also be happy in the future too!#my therapist says i definitely have ptsd! im learning more about emotional flashbacks and how to manage them!#im a human being and i will continue to be one for the rest of my life!#i hope thats a long time!#but even if that isnt something my genetics allows i was happy now! and people were happy to have me in the world!#im realising that sounds rather alarming but i just have a lot of fears about my genetics considering. you know. the cancer orphaning.#im trying to manage both my health fears and my health itself in a reasonable way! i made a chicken tomato pasta sauce last night#just from ingredients i had lying around and it was pretty good!#i have a ripe tomato i picked from the garden yesterday that today i will fry up with bacon and put on some toast i think#there are so many books i want to read#there are so many books i want to write#in a few days i will be experiencing snow (a rarity for me) and i will probably be handling the cold very poorly and i will feel excited#and uncomfortable at the same time#and for much of my life i will experience a lot of contradictory things at the same tiem#and i will experience times of great boredom and inaction! we all have to stand in queues and wait for buses and go to the dentist#and wonder what might have been#but i will experience them. i will.
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Mr Fartshals, do you have a recipe for tavče gravče?
I'm sorry to disappoint you again but not really 😭 I just eat it when my mom makes it
#i asked once for a recipe but all I got was put beans in the oven which is not very helpful#actually I just double checked cause I got the recipe by message#basically you just boil beans and get em in a tomato sauce and add uh#idk what it's called in english but that thing where you mix oil and flower as a thickening agent for stews#and then you mix that with the boiled beans (I'd just buy the beans pre cooked in a tomato sauce tbh)#add some more seasonings (vegeta) and sausage and just bake that thang#sorry I don't have a specific recipe with like exact measurements#i could try make some in a week (fridge is full rn) and try write you an entire recipe?#this would be the third time I've told someone I'd make it though and I just kinda forgot both times previously lol
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soup update pls !!!!!
I am always willing to talk about soups and especially the recipes y’all sent me
I think I need a separate recipe box just for yalls recipes because holy shit every one I’ve tried is going to be saved!!!
A quick disclaimer is that most of the soup recipes I got were for many people and I am one people so there were a lot of leftovers and I also live in a house with roommates who like to freeze 2 things of raw chicken (big) and 5 containers of meal prep so there’s not a lot of room for ME and MY food in the freezer (it’s fine I’m fine I’m over it I’m fine)
So I’ve only made 3 soup recipes so far because I sort of have to eat all the leftovers before I can make new soups because I can’t really freeze any—but they’ve been so good! I made the broccoli cheddar anon soup, the potato/leek blended soup, and the moong dal palak recipe I was sent. they were so good and also so chewable my mouth thanks everyone 🙏
#asks#this weekend I’m going to try more blended soup recipes that I got!#roasted red pepper#tomato#butternut squash#not all of them but I’m gonna check the prices and buy whichever I can!#thanks again to everyone who sent in a recipe I seriously do keep them and write them down#and then try them#like I’m not joking when I say new recipe box just for y’all#please always send me recipes you want me to try or you think I’d like I would literally love love that
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It is a tight week (but some tips came in on Ko-Fi so we're ok! No need to worry) so we didn't get our meal kits for the week (missed the payment deadline) so I am going to be doing more cooking from scratch the next few days
Tonight, as you may have seen already, I used up some chicken sausages from the freezer and a couple of bell peppers leftover from last week and made the sheet pan sausages and peppers for dinner. Had to borrow some spices from upstairs to make it happen, but it worked.
We grabbed a package of chicken breast on sale at Food Basics and I can split that up to make Malaysian curry with the sauce we got at T&T a couple weeks ago, and throw in some carrots that might still be ok (I need to check) and have that with our last packet of microwave rice. May steal a potato from Mom for that too
Then with the other chicken breasts, we can cook them up in taco seasoning and make quesadillas, cuz guess what cheese shreds were also super cheap at FB this week, and tortillas are almost always affordable. Already have salsa in the fridge.
If it comes down to it, we should have enough bread and Black Diamond cheese slices to make grilled cheese one night if we have to, and there are a few chicken fingers in the freezer I may be able to do something with... so we should be more than fed enough til grocery day Friday
It's uh. It's a good thing we like chicken in this house cuz I think that's chicken for dinner p much every day this week lol
#welp! you buy what's on sale and you make as many meals from it as you can. what else can you do#mod post#meal planning#cooking#sorry just trying to organize my thoughts and writing them down helps sometimes#if i can make it to the grocery store one day just to grab lettuce and tomato i can make chicken ranch wraps#with the chicken fingers. good for lunches#just gotta get my ass to the store
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Cannot wait for that gastric emptying test I just NEED someone else to look at me and say they can also see this
[Tw in the tags for disordered eating]
#my reflux went wild last night and now I'm like. was it the tomato sauce in my pasta??? that can trigger it#but knowing full well i get reflux on an empty stomach as well; with WATER#like. not to push this but. how bad does this need to get for someone to do something#how many more acid reducers can we put me on when they're not working; I've been taking the pantoprazole for. 6 weeks?#nothing; famotide at night and i already took that regularly to no success. sucralfate to try to minimize the acid damage#the acid yes i understand. i have been losing weight steadily bc im physically struggling to eat; i never got back to 120 lbs#I'm just. I'm now only recording the notable symptoms for my docs and. I'm writing something every day#im so fucking tired of my meals feeling like gambles; my dinners all making me sick#hoatm rants#���chronic illness tag🤍
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