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gayalanwake · 8 months ago

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something that seriously haunts me is that when I went to new york comic con last year I walked right past the b&bh booth at artist alley bc I had yet to gaf. Like I literally started watching the show 2 weeks later. fuck my stupid baka life

#idek who was hosting the booth????#it would be an artist from the show since it was artist alley #but I don’t know who #it’s easy to check but im lazy #I COULDVE GOTTEN A SIGNED PRINT😭😭😭😭😭#another thing that haunts me #is that the original artist for the goosebumps series was there #tim jacobus iirc #and he had an assistant who was talking to someone #so I waited like. an uncomfortably long time #because I thought I had to wait to speak to his assistant and not him #and he just suddenly looks up and goes ‘can I help you….’#I wanted to die so fucking bad #IM SORRY SIR 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#HE WAS DRAWING AND HE HAD AN ASSISTANT I THOUGHT I WASNT SUPPOSED TO TALK TO HIM #he got 20 bucks from me though so I don’t think he cares #I still care #i randomly think about it and it makes my stomach drop #he literally doesn’t remember me

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isabelleadjani · 8 months ago

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LINGLING KWONG in makeup by homeless_makeupb

#lingling kwong #lingling sirilak #lakornladies #the secret of us #the secret of us the series #wonderfulwoc #dailywomen #thai gl #gl drama #*m #useroro #useranusia #ninqztual #eritual #dearestmillie #userwocs #i say this. from the BOTTOM OF MY HEART. i have never been more gay in my entire life and i feel like i am going to implode.#i know for sure someone else giffed this but i could not resist. i just couldn't.#i want her so fucking bad but i know if she looked at me just once i would absolutely die.

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thevioletcaptain · 2 years ago

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i genuinely don't care how good a piece of ai generated art or writing looks on the surface. i don't care if it emulates brush strokes and metaphor in a way indistinguishable from those created by a person.

it is not the product of thoughtful creation. it offers no insights into the creator's life or viewpoint. it has no connection to a moment in time or a place or an attitude. it has no perspective. it has no value.

it's empty, it's hollow, and it exists only to generate clicks (and by extension, ad revenue.)

it's just another revolting symptom of the disease that is late stage capitalism, and it fucking sucks.

#''but i just want to use it to--'' don't care! it's shit! stop fucking feeding it!#if you need help generating ideas or jumping off points then join an artist or writer group online #talk to people #make connections #that's what art and writing is supposed to be about in the first place #i'm mad as hell etc.#so goddamn sick and tired of seeing ai shit get passed around on here #it's bad enough in general but every time i see more of it showing up #tagged as fan art or as fic #the angrier i get #heartfelt imperfection in art and writing will always ALWAYS be worth more than the most technically ''perfect'' ai generated image or text #fandom problems #ai generation algorithms die in a fire challenge 2k23 #just a heads up that i'm muting this post and will no longer see responses to it #because i'm tired of seeing dogshit takes from jackasses who want to ''debate'' me #there's no debate you're in the wrong on literally every level and you can die mad about it

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spidehpig · 3 months ago

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raphlep memes because im obsessed with them

#love them so bad #i got my old man yaoi goggles ON when it comes to them #they’re bickering like an old married couple & then fucking nasty in my mind palace #i have a chronic condition where i have to clown on raphael at least once a day or i’ll die #i promise i love him hes just a clown so i can’t resist #like im sorry stink stink i promise i love you and think youd make a fantastic archdevil supreme. ur just so cringe but dont worry its hot #haarlep you’re perfect and can do no wrong #you should be able to terrorize debtors for your own amusement and snack on souls whenever you want #also tried to use my own screenshots but i swiped 2 of these off google so if its ur screenshot & u don’t want me using it pls lemme know #bg3 #raphael #haarlep #bg3 raphael #raphael bg3 #haarlep bg3 #bg3 haarlep

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toorvu · 1 month ago

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To erase his name I’d give it all back

#dc #dcu #dc universe #dc comics #rubart #kyle rayner #jason todd #red hood #green lantern #JayKyle #he wants that cookie so stupid bad #they’re so mid I hate them #shoutout to Tate mcrae’s new album damn #my shit before midterms before I fucking blow up die

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doumekiss · 1 year ago

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if you break it down Kabru's journey on the whole manga is about the ridiculous lenghts he will go through just to get this one weird guy to notice him and talk to him a little bit

#so pathetic I love that for him #and for Laios too because like this is a character that spend his life being misunderstood by most people and being looked down upon becaus #of giving bad first impressions and failing to connect even with people that he thought he was bonding (fuck shuro forever)#Laios deserves someone who is willing to lie cheat and die multiple times just because he wants to hang out with him and understand him #dungeon meshi #labru #thoughts

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maybebitterxox · 4 months ago

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The pitch for Buffy The Vampire Slayer was probably just “What if there was a girl who could kill vampires. And she can Never Catch A Fucking Break”

#Goes to a new school? It’s on the mouth of hell!#Trip to the zoo? Your friend just got possessed by a hyena spirit!#Have a parent-teacher meeting? Blond Twink (second most dangerous vampire in history) shows up and your mom hits him with an axe!#Got a new boyfriend who seems totally normal? He’s actually part of an underground military operation where he is fed drugs on the regular!#Have a little sister? Wrong! She’s actually The Key and is not your sister at all. And a Hell God wants her ritually sacrificed #New teacher? Nope she’s actually a fucking bug and she tries to breed with and eat your friend #Die and finally be at peace? Lol nope you’ve been revived. And that Blond Twink can do damage to you now #Your best friend just got back together with her gf? Gf immediately got shot and now your best friend is trying to end the world #Living a relatively calm life? The Blond Twink is back and has lost his fucking marbles. Also the very concept of Evil wants to square up #It’s so fucking funny in retrospect but I feel so bad for her #btvs #buffy the vampire slayer #buffy summers #buffy anne summers

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hijinxinprogress · 8 months ago

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12 year old tim realizing robin’s not coming back to gotham and deciding that it’s Batman’s fault so he has to ruin the little bit of sanity and peace of mind Bruce has managed (read: struggled) to keep in his grasp:

#tim drake #dick grayson #robin #dc robin #bruce wayne #batman #tim drake is a menace #tim drake was and still is a die hard Robin fan before anything else #so he 100% thinks Damian’s funny when he’s not the one being targeted #there’s mission reports with comments in the margin like ‘nice 👍🏾 do it again’ and ‘650000000/10 🎉’ and Bruce hates it sm #it starts with a mild explosion and psychological fuckery and ends with a prank war with city wide structural damage #Bruce sees Tim and Damian getting along and starts sobbing in the batcave #It was 12 year old Tim Drake and his 67 alt twitter accs against the world (Batman) when dick left #For the two years dick refused to stay in Gotham I promise you batman’s anonymous tip line was just 325 ruthless insults from tim everyday #Imagine bruce trying to figure out which of his rogues keeps photoshopping terrible .5s of Batman then mailing it to the gcpd #just to find out it’s some fucking middle schooler with a bowlcut from bristol #Tim drake is unhinged and petty #Like it gets so bad that gothamites (even the rogues) have picked a side in this mostly one sided beef between a middle schooler and batman #I want internet beef between a middle schooler and a 29 year old med school dropout bruce ‘I am the night’ wayne #Bruce is foaming at the mouth whenever someone opens Twitter next to him #and batman is breaking your clavicle if you mention twitter in his hearing range 😭#Batman showing up at Tim’s windowsill: take down all your accounts rn and im calling your parents 😡🦇#Tim pulling out a ouija board: let’s see if your parents answer before mine 🤨#I made yj on the sims so they could fight the jl and I was like middle school!tim drake w/ a twitter acc???

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happyk44 · 9 months ago

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percy needs to be haunted by bianca's ghost more

#percy jackson #bianca di angelo #she doesn't even have to do it herself #he is just trapped in the horror of watching someone die and never recovering from the guilt that follows #like i thin we should talk more about how she was the first permanent death of the series and the first death he really witnessed #i think he should be more deranged by it tbh #painfully devoted to nico's health and happiness in a way that skips the border of unhealthy and jumps straight into fucked up #even better if bianca doesn't care. and nico has moved on. so the only person who is stuck in this void of misery about it is percy #and he can't emerge. no matter what he does no matter the time that passes she is always there in the back of his mind #a reminder of the first time he failed to protect someone else.#a reminder of his selfishness. his inability to follow through on promises. of his powerlessness. his uselessness.#in tbotl he finds out that nico doesn't care about him or his soul. he doesn't want percy dead. and percy is weirdly gutted by this #he needs nico to hate him and it freaks him out that nico doesn't. he's clearly upset but percy isn't centered in it the way you'd think.#nico has his own mission and percy is barely a side note in it and he's so bothered by that. it drives him up the wall #how selfish is it to be upset with someone for not hating you because you got their sister killed?#he hates himself so much. he wants to die so bad. but he can't. he has to keep going. for nico. for bianca. he doesn't have a choice #happy talks pjo #okay it is 3:36am and i am. going to try to sleep now

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lotus-pear · 3 months ago

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finally started p5 royal ‼️‼️‼️‼️

expect some royal trio art soon they are my dearly beloveds (minus akechi i hope he dies in this reality too)

#love that ren got the sad boy kdrama fit #also no idea how akechi survived i want to shake it out of him so bad why are you gatekeeping stupid bitch #idk if this is just him w/o the pleasant boy facade but he seems so much more exhausted and cruel #like everything he says is verbal irony bc he’s patronizing everyone. he hates being a team player sm it’s insane 💀💀💀#he’s so withdrawn and short tempered and actually mentally unstable. like sadistically so #i think these are all warning signs #if he dies again i’m ending it all. you didn’t come back from the dead just to die on me again #also sumire….i love her so bad…..my sweet girl….my baby ☹️☹️☹️☹️#sumire yoshizawa they could NEVER make me hate you #she reminds me of a fawn 😭😭😭😭 with her big soft doe eyes and how she’s so curious and eager #GAAAAAHHH every time she comes up on screen i want to give her a headpat SO BAD…..SHES SUCH A FUCKING CUTIE #i feel so bad for ren bro he’s literally stuck babysitting the new kid and simultaneously keeping akechi on a leash 😭#poor boy needs a break. we should go to hawaii again that was fun #anyway yeah that's all #hopefully i’ll finish the game this week i’m sick of this. i want to move on

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lorepossum · 7 months ago

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I am NOT saying the most recent Hunter the Parenting audio log made me crazy…

But me and my friend have been discussing whether Marckus is destined for an awakening (a la: Mage) that D has been desperately trying to stall, or whether D interrupted his Chrysalis (a la; Changeling) and I have been been down a reddit/fandom wiki hole including but not limited to: Neverborn, True Fae of the Dreaming, and Outer Lords and now I look like this:

But congratulations to Kitten and Marckus for becoming the fathers to 2 new terrible trembling attic children! So proud of them!

#hunter the parenting #hunter: the reckoning #htp #htp big d #htp kitten #htp marckus #shut up dismas #but okay WHAT THE FUCK #also i would die for Kitten and also Marckus #especially 12 year old Marckus #just look at that son boy #also me and kit DESPERATELY want Anton to come back as a changeling #like SO BAD #GIVE ME CHANGELING ANTON WARPED BY THE DREAMING #i wanna draw him like… now

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charlie-rulerofhell · 9 months ago

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If only 'Mr. Molloy' then why so personal?

#armand #daniel molloy #devil's minion #iwtv #interview with the vampire #my gifs #i will die on the 'devil‘s minion has happened and ended bitterly' hill #you cannot seriously convince me that all of this was coming from nothing #also luke wants to fuck assad so bad so rolin has to comply right?

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dailyfigures · 19 days ago

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hiiiiii everyone i'm just popping in to say that i probably won't be online much for a bit, meaning the queue will go on as always but i can't really answer asks much :( will be back on track as soon as i can!